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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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alex hirsch was really just so pissed that no one saw his epic old man yaoi that he went and wrote a whole new book and made a whole website specifically to show meticulous evidence that this weird old man fucked a triangle.
he really said what were ford and bill really doing in that pocket dimension they shared, hm? did you ever think of that? oh - you think it was just chess? hm. interesting. i dont.
the ultimate rare pair shipper. i have never seen a creator do this before. absolutely fascinating at every angle.
#and he was so fucking real for that#if i created the best old man yaoi ever and people shipped fucking BILLDIP instead??????#i would devote years of my life to remedying that as fast as possible#yall dont even understand i would be irate#imagine someone shipping ur 12yo self insert with ur uncle's weird ex from another dimension#toxic yaoi fr fr#gravity falls#billford#bill cipher#ford pines#dipper pines#alex hirsch#after the owl house cancellation too ik disneys begging him for a s3#and hes holding it over their heads while curating a gravity falls mania that hasnt been seen since the tumblr dark days#my posts#text post#yes yes the angle pun was on purpose
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my monthly post WOOOOO okay but actually i luv this piece it looks so pretty im sohappy
#rottmnt#my artwork#rise leo#save rottmnt#leonardo#what YOU fail to understand is that i missed on purpose#rise movie#i love this scene smmm#rise of the tmnt#tmnt
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an untainted innocence
#houseki no kuni#hnk#land of the lustrous#phosphophyllite#phos#i forgot to upload this here oops... commemorating ichikawa's masterful direction in writing phos' self acceptance :)#i love the way phos had finally come full circle in their journey to understanding their purpose in the universe#can't wait to return to the series and get closer to the ending... closure that phos deserves T_T#hnk spoilers#pemprika
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your tags. yeah. it's not that they are progressive or feminist or even written by women -- but they are doing something with women that is complex and worth paying attention to, and in many cases they are the reason we have a version of a particular woman's story at all
yeah that's one of the marketing conceits of the myth retelling novel industrial complex that bothers me, it's the framing as if no one has ever paid attention to these female characters who are buried unnoticed in the myths when often the most complete or the most authoritative version of the character's story that survives from antiquity is in tragedy, a genre that is notoriously interested in bringing female characters out of the house and putting them on stage in active roles, and in using those female characters to explore issues of gender and the place of women in contemporary society.
like to a certain degree it makes sense for the homeric women who don't appear in (extant) tragedy, like briseis or the hanged women in odyssey 22, but we have stories where clytemnestra and deianira and medea insist on make narrative space for themselves to tell their own stories from their own perspectives, refusing to be silent about the violence their society inflicts upon women and the lasting damage it does. they're called aeschylus' agamemnon and sophocles' trachiniae and euripides' medea. and maybe you want to retell those stories for modern audiences, changing things or emphasizing different aspects of them! and that's great! but framing it as if they've been ignored and their stories are as-yet-untold is just not accurate, and it's a cheap way to paint your work as innovative and subversive.
#interestingly the exception is medusa. who really is never given her own voice in antiquity *because she's never imagined as a person*#so like. the same way there nobody in antiquity wanted to look at the labors of heracles from the perspective of the hydra.#but (following ovid) modern reception tends to understand medusa as a person with interiority and her own perspective#in a way that i dont think would have made sense to anyone in archaic or classical greece#and medusa is often put into this category of 'misunderstood women' for the purposes of retellings#mine#ask#wizardysseus#retellings#reception
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pov you are my brother and i's youth pastor circa 2014 when he called us The Sisters and then unprompted corrected himself to The Brothers and then said "i don't know. you could be anything!" in a room full of baptist teenagers
shout out to justin. what the fuck, man
#i understand this is not the intended purpose for this meme but The Siblings .....#when u are a kid that is what adults in your life call you when you are two siblings close in age. The Siblings.#my last name is not smith#sorry for lying#for context he did not know we were both trans. he just did that for no reason
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SURVEY QUESTION: what is your personal favorite cold sandwich to make at home. alternatively, what is the fanciest sandwich you make
#i don't really understand making sandwiches and would like to learn more#for the purposes of the question a wrap is a sandwich and a hot dog is not (it is not cold)
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Being besties with your neighbor who used to be a swaddled, drooling baby just hits different for sure
#One Piece Fan Letter#One Piece#how fucking dare they don't provide names for these guys#i understand for the main character to not have a name. for symbolism purposes and whatnot#but the himbos tho??? hello??????#what am I supposed to tag them. Marines Brothers ???#Oda did u do this? intentionally? Oda-
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i think there are meme references in tlt that do not add much to the story but none planet with left grief is not one of them imo. absolutely pitch perfect character establishing moment for john gaius— what he's experienced, the exact type of person that he is, what he finds funny and what times he finds appropriate to crack a joke only he's in on. i will defend that writing choice wholeheartedly
#CT i can totally understand why it is not your cup of tea though#and it is worth noting: this is not the narrator making a non-diegetic meme reference#this is a *character* intentionally making a meme reference. he's saying it On Purpose! because he's a weird little asshole!
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Dogwarts - A Horror-Themed Minecraft Map
Ever since the beheading, paranoia has taken hold of the Red King.
Dogwarts is a short Minecraft map full of secrets, made for AUFest 2024's Reverse Big Bang. You can find more information on it here, including the world download, content warnings, how-to-play guide, and a video showcase for anyone who can't or doesn't want to play through it themselves.
As part of the event I had the honor of working with two INCREDIBLE writers, Sparrow @erstwhilesparrow and Writer @capriciouswriter207!! Both of them did a masterful job bringing this story to life in a new medium, and I'm delighted that I got to have them on my team <3 Check out their fics:
branches, but softer by sesquidpedalian
The things Martyn carries with him have dwindled to almost nothing. One bucket that he doesn’t dare abandon to the capricious shadows, a handful of glass bottles. A scrap of banner that he keeps in his pocket, that he wipes his sweat on but never without feeling a little bad. If it’s the tunnels themselves that are responsible for all his misfortune, they never make a sound to suggest so. If this place is haunted, it’s not haunted by any ghosts but his own.
What happens below (none will ever know) by Writer207
The enchanter must be protected at all costs. Away from prying eyes, deep below the ground, nobody but Ren will ever lay their eyes on it again. A labyrinth of dirt and stone must be dug to further protect it. The process weighs heavily on Martyn, and the tunnels themselves seem to suffocate him. It's all worth it, though. The enchanter must be safe.
Thank you, and enjoy <3
#treebark#renchanting#third life#3rd life#life series#mcyt#mcytblr aufest 2024#mcytblraufest2024#its my first time making something like this and i'm very happy with how it turned out#im like on my knees begging please tell me your experiences playing this map. please. send me an ask reply to this post anything--#if you live react or even make a video or something i will owe you my whole life#mazetyn#<- that tag goes at the bottom bc its kind of spoilers. sorry#its for organizational purposes for the au. u understand
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Ok. I am maybe kind of losing my mind just a little bit.
A few days ago, I mentioned in a post that the IA only cares about information being digitized, not about actual digital access. And I mentioned that access includes patrons being able to actually find what they are looking for, and suggested IA did not prioritize that critical aspect of access. But I didn't really go into any more detail.
So someone over on bluesky linked to this write-up of a talk Brewster Kahle gave about using so-called AI. And one of his reported statements made my mouth drop open in shock.
...and then I read further in the article and realized it was incorrectly reporting basic facts around Hachette, so I had to go and listen to the whole speech myself.* (And I want to say, briefly - he raises some legitimate potential uses for LLMs! He's kind of a dick about some of it ("it's up to us to go and keep [Balinese] culture alive"), but some of the things he's talking about actually seem useful.)
*Incidentally, while Kahle doesn't lie about the ALA brief in the speech, he absolutely misleads about the nature and facts of the case and deliberately omit the part of the story where the IA decided to suspend the one-to-one owned-to-loan ratio thing, despite repeatedly emphasizing that one-to-one was what the IA was doing with their lending program.
And oh my god. He really said what the article reports. (This portion starts around 20:10.)
He says that the IA has scanned over 18,000 periodicals. And that they used to have professional librarians manually create descriptions of the periodicals in order to catalog them. (Sidenote: there are existing directories, but he describes their licensing terms as "ridiculous." This is not a field I know much about, but I spoke to one person who agreed, though for different reasons. His reason is that you can only license, not purchase, the directory descriptions. The person I spoke to was instead focused on the prices demanded for the licenses. Regardless, the idea of creating an open, free directory seems both like an incredible amount of work and an amazing resource...if it was accurate.)
But according to Kahle, it took 45 minutes to an hour to create a description and catalog each periodical.
And so now, instead, they're using AI to make the descriptions and so it only takes 7-10 minutes!
"And yes it hallucinates, and it has some problems, and whatever — but it’s a lot faster than having to write it yourself!"
Oh. My god.
Just.
YOU ARE KNOWINGLY INTRODUCING AI HALLUCINATIONS INTO YOUR CATALOG?!
(And yes, he says that they are "confirmed by a librarian" but it can't really be, not if it's only taking 7-10 minutes! Maybe the librarian can do a quick check for super obvious errors, but actually checking a AI's summary work requires actually going back to the source and reviewing it yourself!)
I just....
I need to emphasize for those of you for who aren't familiar - if a book or article is miscataloged, it is effectively lost. Because it doesn't mater if a library or an archive owes it - if someone can't find it when they are looking for it, it is not only inaccessible, the only way to find it again is through chance. Imagine if you went into a library, but instead of organized shelves (where if even if you can't find what you're looking for, the librarians know where to look), every single book was just piled in a heap.
If a book is miscateloged, it still exists, but it is lost, not truly accessible. And they know that this is happening, "but whatever." Because Brewster Kahle doesn't actually care about real, practical, digital access. (Much less non-digital access.)
(And then to top it off, he goes on to criticize the Library of Congress for not being "access oriented.")
I just. 18,000 periodicals. And they've knowing, recklessly lost who knows how many of them. I feel like crying.
18,000 periodicals.
#internet archive#ai bs#nope sure don't like using those two tags in the same post#also just admit that you are an archive kahle#archives are great!#I love archives!#they serve a critical purpose distinct from libraries#I don't understand why you seem to hate the idea of being one!#(except I do - the same reason why you won't just admit what the ia did w/ the 'emergency library')
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I am playing Palia,
and I want Unsuur & Einar to meet
#i think they would understand each other#palia#einar#mtas#my time at sandrock#palia einar#mtas unsuur#fanart#einar purpose is fishing but he is also pebbles appreciator#he would get along with rock enthusiast unsuur#and they are simple beings#with simple purpose and simple love for thing#i wish they could be each other's companion#palia and my time at series are both after-apocalypse kind of setting#it's so fitting#crossover
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Every person that's like eww bugs are disgusting and should be killed except pink moths/pink mantises/lady bugs or whatever is now going to be forcibly housed with a giant whip scorpion as a roomate and they will learn to like it
#again i understand the concept of phobias/not wanting to touch bugs/not enjoyong the sight due to past infestations but people that are like#bugs dont have a purpose lf existing/should always be killed are getting the whip scorpion room
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I think I hauve covid dude
#18 month dev cycle on purpose.........this is why my centrism is jumping out#its just not realistic#one and a half years even for a smaller experience like DA2 wasnt healthy on people I dont understand I just dont understand it bye
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The sinking feeling of tragedy in slow motion.
THIS HEADCANON STARTED AS A ONE OFF JOKE HOW DID WE GET HERE [HEAD IN HANDS]
#great god grove#ggg grujaja#ggg inspekta#I DONT CARE IF ANYONE ELSE UNDERSTANDS MY HC ABOUT GR AND HIS RELATIONSHIP TO THE BIZZYS AND INSPEKTA I NEED TO DRAW IT OR DIE#“worst babysitters in the grove” hc ruining my fucking life#it was only a silly hc at first how did it get here. sits. dies even#you would think inspekta would expect this outcome but he was hoping bringing him to the grove would give him some other sense of purpose#this is before inspekta fully starts spiraling as well#alas. it just bred a form of idolization of who Grujaja sees as someone who saved him from being alone in the drain his whole life#the bizzyboys are full of guys with idolization problems without perceived self purpose and issues but damn. damn.#i put cult-like mental dependencies in this poor guy. oops.#anyway i decided AFTER merging all the layers to color this so it was super experimental as a coloring attempt and was super fun#n i like the result so itz a win to me!!!
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finally some good fucking spells
#3e i do miss you sometimes#then i remember how skills worked#was trying to understand how the weave is supposed to work#for story purposes#got sidetracked#still don't understand how the weave is supposed to work#but at least now i know about mass frog#talkin#dnd
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