#but i should be writing essays not fics 💔

[ot9snumber1]

i feel like im about to explode from the amount of fic ideas + school deadlines i have rn. i don't know what to prioritize 😵‍💫

[divinelolita]

i wanna laugh and i wanna laugh rn😪

its been so long(literally a few days) since i sent smthhh

ill boost u bae dw

AHEM

mk so the whole band(um seperate fic duh) with a bf who be freakishly nice n shit(i feel like ivd sent this bf dont expose me if i did) like if a band member accidentally hit him in the face he would say sorry and say some dumb shit like "im so sorry i shouldn't have been in the way of your elbow. " like what💀💀

or if someone was trying to confess or smth he'd be like "i really don't want to hurt you but no." maybe even as a band memeber is right next to them

and arguments with this mf is probably hell like if it was a band members fault he would accidentally make them think it wasn't and it was his(sometimes its on purpose but they figure it out later) OFC these r examples use what u want🧍🏾

BAHSBDKDBDO I CANFT STOP LAUGHING ON THE FIRST ONE

THE BAND X EXTREMELY NICE READER

teehee i have an essay to write but ummmmm that doesn't matter rn 😇 uhh also if it's bad sorry idk what's going on with me

BILL:

・He's so confused how you can be nice all the time

・He really does try to be nice but he just snaps sometimes omg 💀

・He wonders when your breaking point is

・Like if he turns around carrying something and wacks your fucking face he's so confused why you're not YELLING at him

"Yeah and then- *WHACK* -OH SHIT M/N I'M SO SORRY ARE YOU OKAY?! -"

"No, no Bill I'm fine! It didn't hurt that much."

"..what."

・He just stares at you with his jaw dropped low, slowly nodding to himself

・Or like if he knocks something over and you apologize for it

(I've done that so many times...)

・Reassures you it's not your problem 🤞

TOM:

・nahh you got him FUCKED UP bae.

・He doesn't understand how you can be so nice, I feel like he's a brutally honest mf 💀

・If your in public and somebody is being rude to you and you're just kinda standing there, still staying calm???

・He's just looking at your features trying to find ONE small piece of anger or frustration

・I feel like y'all are couple opposites.

・Like he'd obviously have a soft spot for you 🤗 but he doesn't see the reason to be nice to others when he knows it's not his fault

・Arguments with him oh my god...

・If you keep apologizing and saying it's your fault he eventually sits next to you to comfort you, assuring you everything's okay.

"It's not your fault, M/N. I promise.."

・You'd somehow warm him up a bit, he barley notices himself becoming more kind and carefree.

GEORG:

・was his color green or blue omg i can't remember

・He's...so confused.

・Like if he accidentally smacks you with his elbow and you aren't crying or cursing

"M/N? M/N ARE YOU-"

"I'm okay! It just stung for a second haha..!"

"..."

"..."

・He gets you but he doesn't.

・He just can't see himself being so giddy and happy and nice.

・Anger turns into confusion in arguments, why are you so mad at yourself?

・Loves you so fucking much though, always reminding you that you are amazing and didn't do anything wrong.

GUSTAV

・AHHHH HE GETS YOU!!!!!

・He understands you so much oh my god, he just loves you even more now.

・He'd also try to keep you from blaming yourself.

・Like if he knocks something over and you apologize.

"Oh shit I'm sorry I should have moved it-"

"No honey you're fine, I should've looked where I was going.."

・MWA MWA HE LOVES YOU

・Very slightly confused on how you never snap, how you always keep calm

・He wishes he could be like you bae 💔💔

・In arguments he just tries to calm himself and you down, actually sitting down and talking about how you both feel

OH SHITTT I NEED TO DO THAT ESSAY

[arty-cakes]

As someone somewhat new to the Fandom who really wants to write Bretta in an upcoming (non-shipping with her) fic... What would you say are the biggest pitfalls in characterization for her?

anon i've tried to answer this so many times without turning it into an essay 💔 (i've decided instead that i'll make a separate headcanons post with all my thoughts because I have quite a few for a lot of characters so it'll be fun to talk about)

but my biggest issue that i end up seeing a lot is when people have her running straight back to ghost and then have the narrative act like its a good thing. that never made sense to me, but also i just don't see her doing that. with the way she perceives things i think she wants to feel important and have incredibly high standards (like shit have you seen her house. she is a Lady.) so even if she realizes zote was wrong about them, she's kind of just as stubborn as he is about what she wants and i think that if she decides to do something or leave something behind she never goes back for it, like her town and her crushes. i actually think its pretty cool. let her be unforgiving let her be a little ruthless. You can have her and ghost interact in other ways but it should be clear that her obsession with them wasn't supposed to be positive it was supposed to be VERY absurd but i feel like sometimes ppl forget that

also when people simplify her and she's just there to glorify other characters... you gonna include this complicated weirdo in your story just so that she gets wasted on other people girl 😢 i always feel so baited lol. same goes for zote bigtime except he's only there so that every single character can hate him no matter how much it mischaracterizes them in the process i hate it here

[leathr-blr]

Headcanon dump when

you’ve made a grave mistake. media analysis is one of my special interests and i’m also a lifelong writer so this will definitely start to get incomprehensibly ranty (warning i literally gave like an essay length explanation of how i would rewrite heinz’ story in mml s2 and this whole thing devolves away from the question very quickly)

1. my funniest one and most out of pocket one i like to bring up is that i think doofenshmirtz is such a whore imo. an absolute harlot. i think he gets around. not like people are attracted to him or find him charming (he is NOT) but he will have been with everyone in the room, like, at least once. particularly the love muffin scientists, especially rodney, and he and monogram DEFINITELY were together at some point

2. on the monogram thing, i figured monogram “experimented” at one point before doof was an owca threat and dated heinz for a short period of time and that’s why they call eachother by their first names and are so familiar with eachother (heinz probably turned him from bi-curious to homophobic very quickly). i just think the idea is hilarious

3. obviously, heinz is transgender and so is perry, that’s a given. and as mentioned one of my previous posts, 2d doof is a karen archetype and your conservative aunt at thanksgiving dinner (you decide if he’s actually cishet or if he’s like blaire white)

4. less of a headcanon and more of an “i wish this happened”, i think monty and vanessa should have stayed together and i don’t like ferbnessa much but that’s also a pretty popular take. i like the perryshmirtz parallels what can i say. also this pairs very funnily with my first and second headcanons

5. buford and bajeet are qpps (they don’t know what that is but they are). ginger is supportive

6. another obvious one, i think pretty much everyone is neurodivergent because of course they are. to get specific on the ones i feel strongest about, heinz has audhd, perry is low-empathy autistic, the rest of the flynn-fletcher family besides linda are autistic, milo is autistic, cavendish is autistic, and dakota has adhd. thank you for listening to my ted talk. i’m actually.. 👉👈 writing my first ever fic, focused around how heinz and perry communicate with their contrasting neurodivergence that will be up on this account once i finally post it to ao3, and that goes a lot more in depth

7. this is actually something i feel differs a bit from most headcanons i see. my take is that norm initially (throughout most of pnf) does not see perry as a father figure at all and only tries to get that from doof, and is also jealous that perry gets all his attention, so kind of actively dislikes him. he also hasn’t made the connection that anyone other than heinz could fulfill that role for him, because in his robot brain, he will take father in the most literal definition, like they have to be directly responsible for creating you. and not something more complex and nuanced like it actually is because he’s a robot and he’s not gonna get that right away. but i feel like over time, he’d begin to realize those nuances, and start to accept perry as family, and get much more out of him as a father figure than heinz. especially since (unless it’s a human au) they would have similarly complicated relationships with not being human but also being fully sentient.

that was a long one and i still don’t feel like i covered all of it but maybe i’ll do a fic about that one too one day 💔

8. i don’t know, as i am writing this sentence, how explosive i will get with my details on this one, but my favorite proposed future for heinz is both a mix between doof 101 and act your age. so an open secret between my friends and i is that although i love both seasons of milo murphy’s law, i really. really. dislike the whole professor time thing. don’t get me wrong, i would keep the whole reveal and not change anything about the season 1 finale.

but, if i, alister r. zamir, were personally hired by dan povenmire and swampy marsh to write the continuation of said finale, i would make everyone including the audience think he’s professor time but have that be a RED HERRING and not ACTUALLY have him be professor time because i think that’s REALLY BAD!! (maybe make it sara or cavendish or even phineas and ferb since they already did that)

the reason why i, the new writer of milo murphy’s law season 2, think this sucks, is because heinz has spent his whole life trying to live up to the expectations of others, and in the shadow of others and is always striving for unreachable goals to substantiate his self worth. it’s like his whole character, it’s his whole thing, this is his canon ass story, so to just throoooww in that whole professor time thing VALIDATES this behavior and encourages him to keep holding himself at an unnecessarily high standard, PLUS the fate of the world is kind of in his hands now, so that’s FINE. AND IM FINE ABOUT IT AND IM NOT MAD. YOU ARE.

so coming back to doof 101 and act your age, particularly act your age (which i also don’t like as an episode but that’s another story), as somebody who suffers from The Serious Illnesses of the Mental Variety, heinz being able to move on, adjust his expectations, and not be doing great or amazing or rule the tristate whatever and just be fine with doing alright, is super meaningful and relatable to me

so i think they should have just stuck with that. i like the phineas and ferb characters included in mml and like i said id keep a lot of it, but i’d save all the heinz arc stuff for phineas and ferb exclusively cause i love the perry funding professor time thing and that whole deal is cute but also i hate it. because it’s so rushed. and everything with his development feels so out of place. and wrong. and it makes me throw a tantrum.

not to mention, but i WILL, how heinz is completely justified about being upset and falling into depression because of this whole ordeal, and they sorttt of treat it like he’s justified? but they also make him unbearably annoying and we as an audience are justifiably unsympathetic to that and it seems like you want me to feel bad for him sometimes but also hate his guts, which could have been an interesting conundrum ig, but even though i love milo murphy’s law, it’s character writing is farrr from strong enough to get any kind of interesting story or arc out of that

so like, in conclusion, dwampy, hire me, i will work for pennies

alright that’s not all of them but i’ve been writing for 20 minutes and my fingers hurt thank you very much for asking me i needed to get these out of my system

[bellysoupset]

I should be sleeping but I can't, so let's do this. You asked for my comments; it's only fair I deliver.

I decided to go in the order you posted the fics - focusing on the Max + Vin + Wen trio for now -, and the first one I'm going to comment on is the Vince's low blood sugar, 2-part masterpiece.

His reason for oversleeping? This man LOVES his girlfriend. He must have been exhausted but stayed up until Wendy herself was yawning 🥺

Then Soph came with the sharing clothes question. It was hilarious. I love her character. She is so mean sometimes and tries her best to act like she doesn't want to be associated with Vince, but if anyone was to hurt her family, I know she would come after them like there was no tomorrow. Poor girl was so worried when Vin fainted. She didn't want to leave him alone and even touched his cheek despite not being a touchy person. Baby 💔

I loved the build up until the collapse, but all those little details after the collapse had me melting. Like Max being soft with Soph to get her out of the room asap before he focused on Vince. And I live for Vince calling Soph and Liv bambi. That is so sweet. No wonder she melted. I love nicknames and petnames so much. I use a bunch with my own siblings all the time too.

Also Max pulling Vince's hair into a pony tail with his very own hair tie. Then telling Vin he didn't see him in the cafeteria. Max wanted to have lunch with Vince, didn't he?

Don't even get me started on the 'you remind me of my friend' 'a handsome one?' conversation between these two. Like okay, I know Vin and Wen are in a happy relationship already, but I'm rooting for Max. They might be happier as a trio, just sayin' 👀😂

I don't think I ever mentioned this, but I love Vin as a teacher. History is not my absolute favourite, but I kinda love it. I'm sure his classes would be cool to attend. I have seen Jojo Rabbit, will he accept my essay too? Joking aside, he is also great at it because he understands the kids' needs and actually listens when they ask for extended deadline or something.

Btw, I need to ask. Was Max knocking on the door and coming into the classroom because this time it was Vince who (accidentally) held the students back and made them late from Max' class? Because that would be so funny.

Oh Gosh, I've just realised how long this already is and I haven't even commented on the second part yet. I told you I won't be able to shut up.

Anyways, I love Max' humour and his absolute(ly adorable) cluelessness when it comes to caretaking. I'm not worried though, he is going to learn it pretty soon with the rest of the dumbasses coming into the picture.

But like, he brought Vin to the infirmary, drove him home, and tried his very best despite being distracted a little, so he is already on the right path.

Btw, I am sooo in for the idea of Mama Monacelli inviting Max to dinner and going all out not to make his sensitive tummy hurt, and just basically adopting him like she did with Leo. 🥰🥰

Alright, I'm shutting up now. Gonna come back in further asks to comment on the other fics later though. You are going to get so tired of me by the time I finish flooding your inbox 🙈

Have a nice day / evening Soup 💞

- 💜

I'm SO not sorry I deterred your night, I wanna be but I'm really not 😂

Vince is so in love with this girl, I sometimes think I don't make it clear enough because they're not as dramatic about it as Luke & Bell are.

Also yes, Sophia would tear anyone who hurt her family to shreds!! I love writing mean girls sooo much, its the best of fun.

Vince would absolutely let you hand in your essay on Jojo and maybe even add a sticker or some funny notes on the edge. In my head Vince is not meant to teach teens/adults though, not at all. He's made to teach the little ones!

Max WAS outside because Vince held up the teens! In my first draft of the story I actually switched POV halfway through, because I really wanted to have Max annoyed that Vin had held them up and going there to rescue them, only to see Vince collapsing and freaking out.

I solved that by keeping the "flashback" in part 2, but I guess it makes part 1 a bit confusing 😂 I also had a whole line that I forgot to add, that was Max staring at Vince and just being 🤨🤨 "why is your shirt so tight? Whore" since Vin/Luke do not wear the same size!

I imagine Mama Monacelli is going to be very very mindful of Max's sensitive tummy and then he'll get sick either way, because he winds up eating too much 😭

Oh btw, I downloaded the movie, gonna watch tonight! I'll let you know tomorrow what I thought, but I looked at letterbox and it was SO WILD compared to what you described lol

[havocmadden]

ah i want that to happen for you!! i believe in you!!! but those are all bops!! would love to see a live concert with all of those songs! and 100% agree jatp songs should be there lol okay so what are some of your favorite dynamics from disney channel shows or movies? -gcwca secret santa

ooooh!!!! this is such a fun question

the rotten four bc any way you break it down it's fascinating whether you ship them together (i do) or not (i also don't). i am full of many layers, much like an onion. particular huge shoutout to jal (i have many thoughts about jal both platonically and romantically and if i wrote them all out it would be an entire essay).

mack/lela!!! bc like. mack thinks lela is so Like That(tm) but then realizes lela is like, an actualized person! who is her own actual person! and lela realizes that about herself too!!!

cyd/shelby bc they're just sOOOOOOOOO. i cannot express how i feel about them in words. or gifs bc i can't find an hq download. what if we had the power to time travel while we were touching each other and thinking about another time but also we were both girls 👉👈🥺

barry/naldo bc like. barry knows about science and other traditionally "smart" things but naldo knows about people and they complete each other.

amy and jake from villains of valley view bc they love each other SO much but they're also siblings who sometimes want to kill each other.

harry/uma bc like. they had the MOST chemistry. and i think that's compelling. he would do anything for her and tell me that's not the most romantic thing a man has ever done on the disney channel. big gomez addams “i would die for her. i would kill for her. either way what bliss” energy of him.

audrey and jay but specifically the version of them that i made up in my head that's like ‘we made out a few times at parties but now we're besties about it’. lesbian and her emotional support himbo energy (jay isn't a himbo but that's the best way i can think of to simplify that dynamic)

not supported in canon at all i believe but everything natasha does with nate and mitchie in her camp rock fics fascinates and compels me. i need to watch camp rock again and it's all bc of their fics

the hero/villain kid pairings in descendants. not even as ships i just think i want all of them to meet and talk it out. god i think about that fic i did of amber and carlos SO much and the wip one of melody and uma. curses and hexes on disney for giving uma a sibling and killing her only child complex that i write her with 💔😔

i feel like i'm forgetting some really fun ones i like a lot but. this is all i can think of off the top of my head rn

what are ur favorite dynamics 🤨

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

SELLLLLLLLLLL

i promised u an essay and an essay u shall get <333 THIS MADE ME SO INSANE SO OVERJOYED SO EMOTIONAL SO????? my brain is SPINNING so this might get incoherent but i literally owe u my life like… i will NEVER be normal abt this ever ever ever I LOVE UUU SEL MWAH MWAH <33333

gosh where do i begin. im sooooo in love with sel!sugu…… sel!sugu my beloved……. i completely understand why writing him is stressful LMAO i feel like he’s kind of a paradox personified 😭😭😭 BUT U WRITE HIM SOOOO WELLLLLL i love your sugu to the moon and back!! he’s sooo precious to me!!!! he feels so so in-character but also so characteristically sel in the bestest of ways i’ll get to that later tho…..

I JUST LOVE HIM u wrote him so thoughtfully and delicately and i can picture this guy so clearly in my head yk???

and goshhhhh sel ur writing is just sososo PRETTY i really wish i was better at verbalizing my fondness for it but the most i can squeeze out is that i want to eat it LMAOO 😭😭 IT’S JUST. it’s just genuinely so pretty and soft and heartfelt!!!! and flows soso well!!!!! godddddd i’m just. i’m just gonna walk u through my favorite lines in this sel take my hand !!!! it ended up being 90% of the fic lmaooo oops

There’s a reason why Suguru always wins— At the slightest indication of a loss, he withdraws, slipping out at just the right time before it’s considered a forfeit. 

THESE OPENING PARAGRAPHS GOT ME SO HOOKED i’m just gonna pick em apart one by one hehe but GOSHHH i just love your writing so dearly AAAND i love this take on him!!! my experience reading this fic was basically just saying ”U GET HIM SELLL” in my head every two seconds PHDJSHD

he’s so. serpent coded. right?? like he coaxes you close but when he’s frightened he slithers away… he’s right next to you but a second passes and he’s already gone….. he’s fleeting yk?? like a nice summer breeze!! u capture that side of him so effortlessly sel like the fact that reader has to corner him to get him to compromise… yeahhh. sel!sugu and his commitment issues mean the world to me

In this game with you, he removes himself quietly, like a ghost haunting your memories. It’s the day after the seventh time he’s spent the night when he cuts contact. Calls, texts, everything.  You don’t understand any of it; what you had was good—messages you can’t stop replying to, scratches down the length of his spine, fingers threading through the silk strands of his hair; that kind of good. You don’t see why it should end, don’t want it to. 

”like a ghost haunting your memories” SELLLLL i collapsed. save me ghost imagery save me!!! i love it so much SUCH a fitting metaphor for him too like he’s just . Transparent. so close but so out of reach. i love him.

AAAAAAND THE SUBTLE INTIMACY the bread & butter of all sel fics i’m SO so weak for it. i’m sure that i’ll end up repeating this a Lot as i write out my thoughts but;;;;;; i just adoreeee the tiny little moments and characteristics that make up their dynamic. it makes their fondness for each other sooooo evident yk???? and just . goshhhh sel ur writing never fails to absolutely gut me in the softest of ways have i mentioned that 💔💔 lil scratches!!! fingers through hair!!! aaaa i feel so emotional

Bundled up in your favorite coat and the scarf he never returned for, you corner him in the crisp chill of an autumn afternoon. He’s wearing that damn leather jacket again, black turtleneck high to hide his skin from what you hope is the cold and not from you.  His gaze continues to reel you in, obsidian pools you could sink into. He still smells of apple and tonka bean; you know the cedarwood won’t hit until he’s walked away, trailing the air he passes through. 

LEATHER JACKET/TURTLENECK COMBO NEVER LEAVE ME sel i still think ur a genius for this u are the smartest girl in the universe JUST.. the rough leather-like exterior and soft interior. to me suguru is 100% a sweaterboy i just KNOW he collects them. AND HIS EYESSSS HIS SCENT SEL I FELL TO MY KNEES </3 i need him so bad it’s not even funny the way u describe him makes him seem so unbelievably charming it’s actually insane

There is so much you know about the man in front of you, how he hides his surprise by clenching his jaw; Suguru’s tell is never his eyes, it’s his lips—its sudden movements, the lift of a smirk down to the constriction of his throat.

SELLLLLL u get him…. u do…… maybe i mentioned this in my rb of the last part BUT i really do think suguru’s smile is the key to Understanding him yk… like the difference between his grin and his smirk and his soft smiles :’3 AND ALSO the theme of Knowing Someone in this!!!! i love it sooo much like there’s so much reader knows abt him and there’s so much they’ve yet to learn….. i think!!! sugu yearns for understanding above all else but he’s also kind of afraid of it :’3 baby boy

He swallows his lies every time he utters them, does it twice when he’s nervous.  His Adam's apple bobs two times.  (He doesn’t tell you your mistake: that you made it so easy to want mornings and nights spent entirely with you). 

SEL SEL SEL im jumping up and down ONE THING I ADORE ABT UR WRITING…. one among many!!!! and i KNOW ive said this before but i gotta say it again; the way u humanize ur characters…. through little movements and habits and tells etc etc… it just makes them feel so real AND also so Sel. the way u write and characterize is sooo distinct it always makes me so happy to read!!!!

aaaa but also :< sniffle. you made it so easy to want mornings and nights spent entirely with you…. selll he’s such a little loser he just wants to be Loved but he’s so scared of it too. so scared of what it could do to him. this is just my interpretation as i was reading but!! i feel like he’s a little afraid of how much he likes you….. loves you even!!! terrifying. suguru geto vs the mortifying ordeal of being Known and Loved (instant loss) HE MEANS THE WORLD TO MEEEEE TAT

He’s still charming, eyes dark and voice honey smooth when he speaks. (…) There’s still freshly made tea sitting on the kitchen counter when you wake the morning after, its temperature the perfect warmth you know he’s mastered. Dinners are still your favorite, and he continues to lean in instead of asking you to speak louder.

SEL SEL SEL 🥺🥺😭😭😥😥😥😥 UEEUUEEU😭😭😞😞🥺🥺🥺😥😥😥 IM IN SHAMBLES IM ON THE FLOOR IN A PUDDLE OF MY OWN TEARS look im sorry for just saying the same thing over and over but sel i adore ur writing i adore how intimate it feels and how soft it is and how warm it makes me!!!!! these tiny lil pieces of their dynamic but it just says so so much :(((( HE MAKES YOU TEAAAAA STOP IT RN MY ACTS OF SERVICE KING…… he continues to lean in instead of asking you to speak louder 🥺🥺 sel u and ur sugu have killed me. u have my heart.

The apples of his cheeks flush warm pink when you call him cute instead of handsome; he stutters the first time he sees you dressed up for the new year countdown. And when he lingers those few seconds before kissing you, you swear you catch the corners of his lips curve up into a small smile. 

I LIEEEEED I LIED IT JUST KEEPS GETTING WORSE/BETTER SEL IM SO………. yeahhhhh. yeah. yeah. i can’t be normal abt this……. flustered sugu has the most special place in my heart sel i need to bite his cheek 😥😥 he WOULDDD get shy if u called him cute IT’S TRUE IT’S CANON I WAS THERE…

no because the way reader treats him differently from everyone else… and in return he lets them see a part of him that no one else knows of… it’s so special to me!!! sel!sugu is gradually letting his guard down, gradually choosing not to twist his appearance and letting you see into his soul… and i’m sure it’s a lil scary but he does it anyway!! and he’s met with acceptance!! MORE ON THIS LATER just know i’m obsessed

He loves snacking, biscuits with tea especially, nuts second, and fruits third. When he reaches over one afternoon, cracker pinched between his fingers to feed you so casually, you freeze momentarily.  But you shake it off quickly, biting it from his fingertips while you smile brightly. The Suguru you know always looks at you directly, but this one coughs before blinking one time too many.  He swallows twice.

THIS MEANS EVERYTHING TO MEEEE like again. the habits!!!!! the casual intimacy!!!! (feeding ur partner ohhhh it makes me so weak sel) AND HIM GETTING NERVOUS HE’S A BABYYYYYY he’s the cutest in the world <3333 aaaa and sel.. the way u mention his habit of swallowing twice when he’s nervous only to bring it back here ….. it’s so satisfying…..

(The voice in his head tells him this’ll do the trick; he’s bared himself to you, mr. mysterious and cool signed out and replaced with none other than just plain Suguru).  —you like him even more now, you think. 

THIS THIS THIS THSI TSJI IM GONNEEEEE IVE COLLAPSED IVE EVAPORATED…… sel you are killing me how could you do this. I LOVE THIS TAKE ON HIM SO MUCH like genuinely i’m so in love!!!!!!! the contrast here too!!!! sugu finally stops pretending to be some mysterious untouchable handsome devil and he assumes that’ll make you like him less but of course not!!! silly little man!!!! it makes you like him more because you’re finally seeing suguru, just suguru and no one else.

he’s literally the most charming man on the planet smh even and ESPECIALLY when he’s not trying to be… i hate him (said lovingly 🥺🥺) sel reading this made me miss him sm LMAOO

For a man over 6 feet, dressed loosely in wide pants and layers of blazers, you’re surprised he even managed to squeeze himself to fit in this tiny space. 

heavy breathing.

sorry carry on <33 THE THOUGHT OF HIM STRUGGLING TO FIT IN THE PHOTO BOOTH IS SOO FUNNY THOUGH…….

You must be the sun’s lover, how your eyes seem to reflect every beam of it, warming him even in the winter. He’ll never understand what you mean when you say you hate how your hair looks in the morning, baby hairs sticking up and curling around the edges of your forehead; to him, you always look lovely. There’s honesty, in every breath and word you give him—something he’s not used to, something he isn’t well versed in. 

SEL (i am grabbing u by the shoulders) your writing is just so PRETTY……. you must be the sun’s lover :(((((( i think i associate u so much w sunlight because ur writing just feels so so warm all the time. it feels like sitting in a sunlit room and drinking tea and hearing the birds chirp outside. it feels like coming home in a way. I KNOW THAT SOUNDS SAPPY BUT I MEAN IT OK im a sel fan first human being second <33

aaa and !!! the way he loves u so wholeheartedly :(( it’s not a one-sided thing; both reader and suguru see each other in their most bare unguarded state and find them lovely even still. this dynamic is just brimming with affection waaaahhhh

You call him cute when he’s only ever been handsome. And you laugh at his jokes, all the good but especially the bad ones too; you’ve been complicit to one or two pranks on Satoru. Sometimes at night, he clings onto your body, tucking you within him and draping his leg across your hip bone—he’s a human furnace but you let him engulf you entirely. 

AND THIS TOOOOO the intimacy never stops it just grows stronger……. SUGURU BEING A HUMAN FURNACE IS THE REALEST THING EVER SEL that man radiates heat in more ways than one it’s true!!!! thank god he’s not satoru because the ”is it hot in here or is it just me ;3” jokes would never end

He doesn’t expect you to remember that he loves soba, that he’s dreamt of perfecting all forms of martial arts since he was seven. He doesn’t expect you to remember that he prefers hot showers, so he can step out on the tiles to feel contrast so strikingly cold.  You shouldn’t know this much about him, and yet you do.  —there’s no one else he’s been this genuine with. 

🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 yeah. yeah!!! ur take on him here is soooo so lovely & so thoughtful and i agree w it so much!!! i really do!!!!! i think suguru needs someone who he can be genuine with above all else… not to bring stsg into this (let’s be real i always do) but i think that’s also why sugu was so fond of toru. he didn’t have to pretend to be a goody two shoes, he could be a little teasing and mischievous and it wasn’t the end of the world.

and in this fic sugu finally finds someone he doesn’t have to pretend around <333 someone who doesn’t have him mentally planning out traps for them to fall into because they love him as he is and he loves them too. it’s soooo good sel i’m so genuinely enamored by this dynamic

So when you peer at him smiling, earmuffs resting cozily by your ears, his eyes soften, face relaxing as the corners of his lips curve up into a small grin. Flash! He says it, mouth forming the syllables around his words. You tilt your head, confused, eyebrows furrowing because you can’t hear him. Flash!  His hand reaches for you, pushing your earmuffs to slide down the back of your head. It lands to rest around your neck. Flash! “You win.” he says, loud enough to fill the space of the booth. 

AAAAA I LOVED THIS SO MUCH it’s so creative and it adds so much to the atmosphere???? i literally feel like i’m in the booth with them LMAO it’s so good!!! AND SELLLL 😭😭😭 ”you win.” I SCREAMED I CRIED I’M SOOO…… it’s such a perfect moment i’m weeping. you won!!!! he concedes!!!! it’s so playful and fond but so so meaningful and intimate ????

And the look on your face when it registers, how your eyes glisten like glints on a sunshower; how you give him the prettiest smile that has his heart running for miles. 

like a sunshower 🥺🥺 he really does think of u as the sun’s lover wahhhhh…. WAITTTT THAT MAKES HIM THE SUN 💔💔💔💔 he is very suncoded isn’t he…….

Tears well up in your lash line; one blink and they’ll fall. You’re smiling so hard he wonders if your cheeks are hurting, if you’ll want him to massage them the way you smooth out the knots between his shoulder blades. 

🥺🥺🥺🥺 THIS IS SOOO CUTE he’s so naturally nurturing i need him so bad i love him so much he’s a sweetie!!! it takes a bit to get there but once u peel back the layers he’s a softie!! a loverboy!!!

When you part, his forehead rests against yours, the proximity holding you nose-to-nose.  Suguru’s never felt this kind of peace—he hopes the camera captures it, how contentment looks on his face in moments like this with you. 

🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 cutiepie. my heart feels so warm sel. and they have pictures of this!!! OKKK BUT SEL HEAR ME OUT ;;;;;; imagine they stay together and get married and sugu carries the pictures with him in his wallet :((( or maybe he has them framed somewhere or hidden in a special place so he can take them out and cry lil happy tears …… i’m physically incapable of not seeing him as a huge sap i think

—if you win, he’s yours.

THE ENDINGGGGG I’M CHEERING & CLAPPING CAN U HEAR IT SEL……… he’s yours!!!!! <333

aaaa this was just the cutest softest thing i feel so lucky rn 😭😭 that i get to read ur writing & that i got to know ur sugu!!! i LOVE him sel like again; i understand why writing him scares u a bit BUT U SHOULDNT BE your sugu is so lovely!!! he feels so real!!! he feels so Sugu!!!!!! all his lil habits and likes and touches. i have nothing more to say just know that i love him and i love you <333 tysm for this!!

₊˚⊹｡ —let's play it again | geto suguru

wc: 1.6k

summary: you don’t see why this good thing should end, so you negotiate. 

contains: implied f!reader but no pronouns used, non-curse!au, fuckboy!suguru, vague descriptions of sex

a/n: a part 2 to fuckboy!suguru inspired by those reels/tiktoks of couples capturing confessions in photo booths 🥺 + an early birthday gift for @irisintheafterglow!! he's a lil softie in this one 🥺 i hope you like it my dear iris!!

part 1 <- you are here

MINORS DO NOT INTERACT.

There’s a reason why Suguru always wins—

At the slightest indication of a loss, he withdraws, slipping out at just the right time before it’s considered a forfeit. 

In this game with you, he removes himself quietly, like a ghost haunting your memories. It’s the day after the seventh time he’s spent the night when he cuts contact. Calls, texts, everything. 

You don’t understand any of it; what you had was good—messages you can’t stop replying to, scratches down the length of his spine, fingers threading through the silk strands of his hair; that kind of good. You don’t see why it should end, don’t want it to. 

So you negotiate. 

Bundled up in your favorite coat and the scarf he never returned for, you corner him in the crisp chill of an autumn afternoon. He’s wearing that damn leather jacket again, black turtleneck high to hide his skin from what you hope is the cold and not from you. 

His gaze continues to reel you in, obsidian pools you could sink into. He still smells of apple and tonka bean; you know the cedarwood won’t hit until he’s walked away, trailing the air he passes through. 

There is so much you know about the man in front of you, how he hides his surprise by clenching his jaw; Suguru’s tell is never his eyes, it’s his lips—its sudden movements, the lift of a smirk down to the constriction of his throat.

“Did I do something wrong?” you ask, brows furrowed and arms crossed, a little anxious.

“Not at all.”

He swallows his lies every time he utters them, does it twice when he’s nervous. 

His Adam's apple bobs two times. 

(He doesn’t tell you your mistake: that you made it so easy to want mornings and nights spent entirely with you). 

So, you negotiate a rematch; a deal to go back to the way things were. 

If by the end of the next six months, neither of you want anything to do with the other, he wins and you’ll never speak to him again. But if you win—

He agrees.

(If he nips it at the bud, proves there isn’t anything more to this feeling and gets over you before he ever has to, then it’s a whole world of pain he’s avoiding—a whole web of attachment he’s never been used to making). 

.

The rematch finds you learning a new side to Suguru.

He’s still charming, eyes dark and voice honey smooth when he speaks. His hands still know you best between your sheets, grabbing hold of your hips and molding you as he squeezes the flesh when you reach your peak.

There’s still freshly made tea sitting on the kitchen counter when you wake the morning after, its temperature the perfect warmth you know he’s mastered. Dinners are still your favorite, and he continues to lean in instead of asking you to speak louder.

Your contact is in his favorites, everyone else unanswered. 

He’s still the same Suguru, except—

The apples of his cheeks flush warm pink when you call him cute instead of handsome; he stutters the first time he sees you dressed up for the new year countdown. And when he lingers those few seconds before kissing you, you swear you catch the corners of his lips curve up into a small smile. 

He stays awake for a bit after sex. You know because you feel him next to you, finger feather light as it trails down the slope of your nose to your lips; then he kisses your forehead, completely innocent, pure, as if he wasn’t just inside you. 

It’s a softness to him he’s never shown you before, less mysterious and more genuine. 

You learn that he keeps mementos and photos all over his room, either aesthetically displayed or safely tucked inside boxes; that he holds onto the things that remind him of the people he’s let in his life, even when they’re gone—especially when they are.

He loves snacking, biscuits with tea especially, nuts second, and fruits third. When he reaches over one afternoon, cracker pinched between his fingers to feed you so casually, you freeze momentarily. 

But you shake it off quickly, biting it from his fingertips while you smile brightly. The Suguru you know always looks at you directly, but this one coughs before blinking one time too many. 

He swallows twice.

(The voice in his head tells him this’ll do the trick; he’s bared himself to you, mr. mysterious and cool signed out and replaced with none other than just plain Suguru). 

—you like him even more now, you think. 

.

On the fifth month of this whole ordeal, you bring Suguru to a photobooth. 

You figure that if he wins, at least he’ll have this remembrance of you.

It’s old fashioned, one of those booths that only print in black and white—a time capsule of nostalgia, a place that feels of love captured through stills in time. 

You tell him it’s a late birthday gift from you, a last hurrah for your cutest winter outfits. The end of a season before a new one begins. 

Velvet slips through your fingers as you push the curtain to the side, and you bow your head to step in with Suguru close behind. The set-up is fairly simple: a bench, the camera, a touch screen to keep it modernized. You can take a total of eight shots, to be printed later into two strips of four—one for you and one for him, you figure. 

It’s a bit cramped when you settle into the seat, soft cushion sinking further once Suguru follows next to you; for a man over 6 feet, dressed loosely in wide pants and layers of blazers, you’re surprised he even managed to squeeze himself to fit in this tiny space. 

You zip your jacket up until the collar, fleece tickling the corners of your fingertips. The earmuffs you’re wearing act as a perfect statement piece while simultaneously keeping your hair from flying.

It’s a bit unsettling, but Suguru’s been quiet since you got here—watching, observing. 

(Even while you’re setting up the timer, suggesting poses he’s nodding off to, he focuses on you entirely, tilting his head subconsciously.

You’ve been heavy on his mind lately—all the little things about you he can’t help but notice more intently. 

You must be the sun’s lover, how your eyes seem to reflect every beam of it, warming him even in the winter. He’ll never understand what you mean when you say you hate how your hair looks in the morning, baby hairs sticking up and curling around the edges of your forehead; to him, you always look lovely. There’s honesty, in every breath and word you give him—something he’s not used to, something he isn’t well versed in. 

Since giving this another shot, he’s tried to shake you off, put down his front to show you a Suguru so far from the one you know, from the one that first attracted you—all in the hopes of you dropping him. 

Of you conceding to make him win. 

But he’s realizing—

You call him cute when he’s only ever been handsome. And you laugh at his jokes, all the good but especially the bad ones too; you’ve been complicit to one or two pranks on Satoru. Sometimes at night, he clings onto your body, tucking you within him and draping his leg across your hip bone—he’s a human furnace but you let him engulf you entirely. 

He doesn’t expect you to remember that he loves soba, that he’s dreamt of perfecting all forms of martial arts since he was seven. He doesn’t expect you to remember that he prefers hot showers, so he can step out on the tiles to feel contrast so strikingly cold. 

You shouldn’t know this much about him, and yet you do. 

—there’s no one else he’s been this genuine with. 

So when you peer at him smiling, earmuffs resting cozily by your ears, his eyes soften, face relaxing as the corners of his lips curve up into a small grin. 

Flash!

He says it, mouth forming the syllables around his words. You tilt your head, confused, eyebrows furrowing because you can’t hear him. 

Flash! 

His hand reaches for you, pushing your earmuffs to slide down the back of your head. It lands to rest around your neck.

Flash!

“You win.” he says, loud enough to fill the space of the booth. 

You still don’t quite get it, brow raised in puzzlement. 

Flash!

So he grabs your hand, interlacing his fingers with yours before he repeats himself again.

“I said, you win.” 

And the look on your face when it registers, how your eyes glisten like glints on a sunshower; how you give him the prettiest smile that has his heart running for miles. 

He’s confident he’ll always remember this version of you, thankful that he has evidence of it as the camera goes off into another—

Flash!

Tears well up in your lash line; one blink and they’ll fall. You’re smiling so hard he wonders if your cheeks are hurting, if you’ll want him to massage them the way you smooth out the knots between his shoulder blades. 

Your hands remove themselves from his, only to replace the heat on his face.

Flash!

Then you kiss him, lips crashing onto his. you taste of pomegranate—the lip gloss he can’t resist. 

His hand finds its way around your waist, spreading itself to support your back as he dips you, pressing against you harder. While his fingers slot themselves in the junction between your ear and jaw, your hands fall to his chest, gripping the lapels of his blazer. 

Lips smacking, sliding. A breathy smile. 

Flash!

When you part, his forehead rests against yours, the proximity holding you nose-to-nose. 

Suguru’s never felt this kind of peace—he hopes the camera captures it, how contentment looks on his face in moments like this with you. 

Flash!)

.

You step out of the photobooth hand-in-hand, collecting the photo strips from the dispenser; it’s your souvenir after all, a tangible evidence to remind you of the deal you made—

—if you win, he’s yours.

thank you notes: @mididoodles for helping me through this 🥺 + @twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat for all the support always!! + @mysugu @soumies bc when i think of sugu i think of u both... 🤧

comments, tags, and reblogs are greatly appreciated ♡

[rrxnjun]

that is a wild combination but i love that for ur friend!! u are actually the greatest person out there tbh listening to lovejoy and being a casual jack manifold enjoyer just shows how top tier of a person u are🫢

SHE SAYS THAT SHE JUST SKIPS THE BORING/FILLER PARTS BUT IM STILL⁉️⁉️she only finishes them cuz she wants to know how it ends but yeah stopping just makes the most sense in my opinion as well

well i looked up two translations but if it's not a lot of work for u i would appreciate ur translation cuz both of them were a bit just idk how to explain it a bit weird iguess idk?? oh my i just need something to ease the pain of essay writing💔 i hope u find some artist!!!! if u use tiktok u might find some there (i got to know all of the hungarian artists i listen to on tiktok from just random aesthetic hungarian tiktokers tbh)

OH MY LORDDDD I HOPE U WILL ENJOY UR TIME HERE IF U END UP COMING!!!! and i would loveeee to be ur tour guide!!! so i hope u will not end up coming here when i have my exams and when i will be away for like a week i think!! (although if this actually happens i probably should stop being an anon soon😶)

6essays sound like a nightmare oh my!!! i hope u will do well on ur exams too!! good luck with them!!!🥳🥳rooting for u as well!!💕💓💘

LMAO I LAUGHED A BIT AT THE END BUT I WILL NEVER STOP THE HEACHAN AND BAR AGENDA

(and i also want to mention that i followed ur main not long ago and i think we are actually the same person or sumn cuz i completely agree with ur take on zach herrons voice😶)

AND LASTLY I CANT WAIT TO READ UR NEW FIC SO EXPECT ANOTHER ASK OF JUST ME SOBBING AND YELLING ABOUT HOW MUCH I LOVE UR WRITING (liebestraum anon💕)

what can i say i have taste🤭🤭but we already knew that. so do u thats why we match mwah.

I DISAGREE W THAT SO MUCH OHGOD id just google the ending so i dont waste my time if im thAT curious ???

i think im gonna try looking for some indie slovak artists on spotify ?? sometimes it pulls through w hidden gems 😩😩 also i am gonna attach the translated lyrics under the cut!! hihi

DJDJD idk if it will happen for sure bc we always make so many plans with my friend for the summer break and never actually end up doing anything because shes w her boyfriend all the time so thats a lil :/// i WOULD come alone but even tho im 20 i still dont think my parents would let me AHAHA but if my friend manages to find time for me in her summer schedule im gonna beg her on my knees to come 😌 and dw abt being on anon!! we can figure that out later AHAHA i want u to be comfortable ‼💓

6 essays is indeed a nightmare but im done w one of them so thats a plus. i started working on another one for my history of psychology class and found a lot of references so i honestly think its gonna be easy to finish. like three of them are group work so im gonna have to push my partner to start working on them w me soon 😋

ALSO DONT JUST TELL ME U FOLLOWED MY MAIN LILE THIS AAAAA that blog is so unfiltered and annoyingly active im so sorry 😭😭 but i am glad u agree bc zachs voice is just. i dont think ive ever been attracted to a voice more (him and also brad simpson from the vamps because i am a typical boyband-obsessed teenage girl)

HOPE U LIKED THE FIC!! (i saw your ask im gonna reply in a bit)

anyways the translation!!

tried to translate it in a way that makes the most sense 😭😭😭 again i dont really know what he was trying to say with "tak ako ty, tak potom aj ja" maybe im just stupid

[bangchanswolfpelt]

*slides into ur inbox with a suspicious briefcase*

heyiiiiii it's honey anon!!! how've you been??

*briefcase rattles ominously*

what's in the case? oh, nothing!

*clasp on briefcase comes undone*

hahahahaha nooooo i told swoony i wouldn't try to get them into any other groups ofc not i-

*trips over my feet and drops the briefcase, links spill out*

[link]

hahaha!! this is a mistake i-

[link] [link] [link]

i'm holding these for a friend i promise pls i-

[link] [link]

NO I SWEAR-

*i trip again and my Fat Fucking Tits break the case in half*

[folder entitled "pretty kpop idols] [half-finished fics] [weirdly detailed analysis of svt's group dynamics] [extremely specific gifs of we lost the summer yeonjun]

KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!

(xoxo honey 🍯 )

i nearly choked, @tmrwxtg sent me that first link like a week ago and i'm still having a hard time processing that anyone does anything in this video that isn't

Sunwoo crop top car wash porn parody

who told him this was an audition for Cocky Boyz Wet’n’Wild Vol. 4????

*California Gurls playing over your sun-soaked softcore sex dreams*

SIR THIS IS A SONIC

goddamn Woosung has been creeping up on me and i didn't even realize until now 💀 i thought his voice was like. fine listening to California West Side, like. it’s fun it gets the job done, i’m mostly here for Big Matthew anyways, but. then you dropped this and oh no he has a very pretty voice 🥺

love that we got Woodz doing a relay dance as a soloist—i like his sense of style, but LOVE that he kinda just looks like Some Dude surrounded by his backup dancers 😂 i got a lot of catching up to do but like. i’m pretty sure i’m on the Woodz train, we’re here this is. happening 😔

i refuse to look at p1harmony because i googled them and THEIR YOUNGEST IS AN ‘05 BABY WHAT THE FUCK but i will attempt to check out some of their songs💕 (also, told the roomie how baby they were and she was horrified because the only thing either of us actually knows about them is that a brawl broke out at one of their concerts 🥲)

SUNMI 😍😍😍 i don’t have anything funny or insightful to say, i’m just ❤️‍🔥❣️💔❤️‍🩹 when she’s on the screen 😔 (someone who knows more about music and fashion than i do should probably write an essay comparing/contrasting her and Hyuna’s approach to confronting the male gaze/public perception, because i know i don’t have the chops to write it, but i do wanna read it 😤😤😤)

i don’t know enough about ONEWE to have had any expectations but. i certainly wasn’t expecting THAT 😳 i’m. i’ll give it to you, i’m intrigued. 🥴

and HONEY!! you cannot say “svt group dynamics” and think i’m gonna let that slide???? 👀👀👀 drop the analysis on us!!!! the people need them 👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀