#but i promise i take adequate breaks lmao

[super-paper]

What was the point of Chapter 419 with AFO giving Tomura decay and being involved in his life since he was born, besides generating AFO is behind everything and Kotaro gay affair memes?

I still believe Hori could have pulled this off if he hadn't veered completely off course after 419 because a LOT of Tenko's (and AFO's) arc revolves around the concepts of "identity" and fantasy vs reality (Like, just scratching the surface: AFO attempting to escape from his reality through fantasy, Tenko angrily attempting to pull away the curtain of fantasy and expose the cruel reality of their world. AFO using "reality" as his source of power by claiming its victims for himself, Tenko using "fantasy" as his power by offering those same victims a dream and the promise of an "escape" from their painful reality. "Shigaraki Tomura" as the fictional construct that both AFO and Tenko are attempting to insert themselves into, for both different and similar reasons-- Tenko because he decides to embrace the fact that he killed his family and uses it as evidence that he was "born evil" and "wanted them to die" as a way of explaining his existence. AFO because he wants to escape from the reality that he murdered his brother, while also escaping from the reality of his origin as a helpless infant who no one would look at no matter how much he cried. Blah blah blah etc etc when I say u have to read AFO and Tenko's arcs as a set instead of getting angry at AFO for "inserting himself into Tenko's story," I really do mean it lmao).

Like, MVA aside, Chapter 115 in particular set the tone for Act 2 and HEAVILY foreshadowed what Tenko's arc would end up being about:

(lmao ya'll there is so much evidence in Act 2 that points to the idea that Hori really did want to write a deconstruction of your typical hero story. like, the framing of this panel with Jin angrily turning the TV off when they start talking about "focusing on the positives"????😭I get so sad when I think about the mha we coulda had)

(Side note: Jin was just so so so good as both a character and as a device meant to introduce the reader to MHA's concepts of identity + how a "hero/villain" identities are frequently used as crutches to stop a person from breaking apart under the weight of their trauma

..... which of course makes the fact that Hori rendered his death pointless in the end all the more upsetting :/)

(Pictured: AFO and Tenko fighting over the role of Shigaraki Tomura)

(this scene where Jin talks about the importance of knowing "who u really are" immediately transitions to a scene with AFO, btw. lmao)

((As an aside: 115 is another shining example of how Hori is definitely a competent writer, bc it manages to set up pretty much the entirety of Act 2 + its themes up in just 15-17 pages-- which is all the more reason why the extremely poor quality of MHA's conclusion is so hard to swallow. I definitely don't believe in blaming the editors/publishers alone for how things turned out, but all the same, I do think there was some executive meddling from behind the scenes bc of how rushed and disjointed the epilogue ended up being. It's not the quality we're used to, not by a long shot, and you can tell as much by reading pretty much any chapter before 423.)) /tangent over

ANYWAY. To me, it ways always pretty obvious that AFO was more or less grooming Tenko to be his perfect ~Demon Lord~ OC-- the idea of treating a real person like a fictional character is something I find pretty terrifying + it's something that further emphasizes MHA's metafiction elements, with Tenko being trapped in a role that was written for someone else. I feel that there was adequate build up to AFO being "the author" behind Shigaraki Tomura, specifically-- and it all seemed to be leading up to a point where Tenko would be encouraged to break free & finally take control of his own story ("I needed to hear those words" -> "Those guys (the villains) need a hero, too" -> "You CAN be a hero" "Uh, whoopsie??" 🥲🥲🥲)

Sadly it ends up amounting to nothing because..... Tenko isn't even allowed to fully process the implications of his birth/life and how this has influenced his actions/beliefs/"dream" before exploding, a core scene between him and Nana gets offscreened, and our MC never even bothers to react to the revelation that Tenko's life was scripted. It renders a HUGE part of Tenko's character arc almost completely pointless because we get no actual resolution/pay off for everything that was set up. Like, so much of the finale + epilogue just feels like Hori was going down a check list of plot points/parallels he wanted to include before putting MHA out of its misery, rather than building up to them naturally-- and it's just sad it had to end this way, bc, well. It didn't HAVE to end this way. Hori had all the ingredients necessary to make something truly wonderful, but he didn't use them.

[xenon-demon]

ooo tell me more about med student steve & nurse eddie 💕💕💕

HELLO JANAI!!! this fic is the one I'm most actively writing rn (as opposed to Kas!Steve AU where i'm constantly rotating it in my brain like a rotisserie chicken, but that's for outlining/untangling knots in the plot reasons lmao) so I am Very Happy to talk about it <3

I did actually finish properly outlining this AU today too!! Unless inspiration strikes me and I write way too much for something, it looks like this fic will be 7 chapters and a short epilogue.

SO, to answer your ask I'm going to share with you what some of the other ST characters (those that I've slotted into a healthcare role, at least) are doing in this AU:

Chrissy is the ward clerk, aka the person who handles all the admin tasks, on the ward Eddie works on! They're best friends, and if there's a quiet moment (or more likely, Eddie is on break) you can usually find them talking shit together at Chrissy's desk. Chrissy is also a bi icon in this AU 🩷💜💙

Joyce is the Nurse Unit Manager of the ward - as the title implies, she's the boss of the nursing staff on the ward and in charge of things like making sure hospital policies are being followed & organizing the nursing team so all patients are adequately cared for. She is Very Overworked but she runs a tight ship!

Argyle is one of the hospital pharmacists, and Jonathan is a trainee hospital pharmacist working with him (but not directly under him as Argyle's personal trainee. That'd be a little weird, considering they're dating). Argyle is also working on a research paper about the benefits of medicinal marijuana (with hopes the team's findings will contribute to further legalisation across the country).

Jason sucks. Jason is a medical student on placement with Steve, and he's... he's what we call a gunner. In med school, gunners are students who are ambitious to a fault, potentially willing to throw other students under the bus to further their own career or academic performance, and often focus too much on the "being right"/"being The Best at medicine" aspects of being a doctor instead of prioritizing the patient and their needs. Basically, he's an out-of-touch privileged jackass who comes from a long line of doctors, and has therefore just Assimilated into the family destiny without ever thinking about what being a doctor actually means.

Vickie works in the hospital pathology centre - she's one of the people who picks up samples and processes them after the doctors or nurses drop them off. Every time Robin goes up there (because it's common to send the med students off to drop off the pathology samples) she is So Very Normal and makes Normal People Conversation with Vickie. Robin is so smooth, I promise.

Nancy is another medical student like Robin & Steve are, and she's currently with the consult psychiatry team with Robin. Nancy is also dating Jonathan, because Jonathan has two hands, and Nancy is very interested in the research work Argyle does. She is still Steve's ex-girlfriend in this AU - they had a poorly-thought-out brief relationship in their first year of medical school, and no one in the medical school has let them live it down.

Dr Henry Creel is the consultant doctor in charge of the Internal Medicine team Steve & Jason are currently with. As he's in charge of the team, he's the one who grades the med students and decides if they pass or fail their placement term. I'm sure nothing bad will come of this.

For reference, the "young adults" of the ST cast are in their mid-twenties in this AU. This means that those in fields like nursing or pharmacy have already graduated from college and are full-status employees in their chosen fields, while the med students of the group are still working their way through medical school (since doing a bachelor's + an MD is pretty time-consuming, and that's before you take any time off from studying after high school or between degrees). Also, Henry is Older here, since in canon he's like... what, 40 in 1986? He's at least in his fifties in this AU, since consultant doctors are rarely any younger than that (particularly if they're not brand new to the job).

Also, if I haven't said this elsewhere already, this is a modern AU! No way am I forcing myself to replace all my healthcare knowledge with healthcare knowledge from 40 years ago for this fic, it's bad enough I have to pretend to understand how the American healthcare system works lmao

Send me an ask about my WIPs!

[wonusite]

what fics are u currently working on now? 🤩

dont push yourself if you're too tired or burnt out ❤️❤️

pls this is so sweet!! 😭 pinky promise i won’t! u guys just motivate me so much that i can’t help but write a lot lmao.

there’s a lot of concepts and ideas that i’m playing around w, but i’ll only mention the ones that i’ve actually started writing. the list goes as follows in no particular order!

professor!wonwoo - college au

rival!jeonghan - e2l, rich kid au, college au

daddy!gyu part 5

roommate!minghao - e2l, college au

daddy!cheol - a/b/o au, sugar daddy au

jock!gyu - college au

nerd!shua part 2

simp!seokmin - established relationship au

academic rival!seungkwan - college au

ex!chan - breakup au

sunshine!reader x brooding!woozi

[cherryonigiri]

S/O that thirsts over anime/game guys

reposted bc wasn’t showing up in the tags + I want to keep nsfw under the cut

@nononononojustno asked: Okay so could you write a headcanon where 2 random boys (can you pick then? I love all of boys from hq) and Ushi-kun where they walk on their gfs fangirling or thirsting over another anime/game character?And she was talking how hot he is? How they would react?👀😂 have a great day/night and dont forget to eat and get rest, love you💕

A/N: hahahahaha i laughed while writing this. FYI these are all based on legit crushes i had on anime/game characters at some point in my life - see if you’ve watched the shows i’ve watched :) ILY I PROMISE I’M DOING MY BEST TO EAT THREE MEALS A DAY AND GET ADEQUATE SLEEP MWAH. also i went overboard and added an extra boy bc why not. These are a little shorter since there were 4 characters but I hope you enjoy!

Content warning: implied nsfw for Atsumu + slight nsfw hcs for Matsukawa (both are under the cut)

PS: If anyone wants a spicy sequel/one shot for matsukawa i’m open to the idea 👀👀 let me know in my inbox!

Ushijima Wakatoshi

Ushijima definitely knows you’re into anime + games

Having visited your dorm room on multiple occasions he’s seen your extensive collection of manga, anime posters and you always seem to be playing on your switch whenever you have free time

Of course, he notices a significant portion of your collection is centered on male characters

And you’ve definitely mentioned a few games to him - Ikemen Sengoku, Code:Realize, Hakuouki (wow i’m really out here exposing myself) etc.

He doesn’t really mind though? Like - at the end of the day these are 2D men, whereas he is a very real boyfriend

At least he thinks he doesn’t mind

Recently, he notices that you seem to be on your phone a lot, and you seem to be texting the same group chat very often

He asks why and you laugh - it’s not actual text messages you’re just trying out a new otome/simulation game called Mystic Messenger. He finds the name silly but he just brushes it off he’s definitely J E A L O U S

Until one day he walks into your room while you’re calling one of your friends to freak out about that specific game

You sound kind of teary from outside the door “Oh MY GOD OH MY GOD I GOT THE GOOD ENDING WITH JUMIN!” and “[friend name] I THINK I CAN DIE HAPPY I’M MARRIED TO JUMIN HAN WHAT MORE DO I NEED IN LIFE” and “HE’S SO FREAKING ATTRACTIVE UGH I AM BLESSED”

He’s like who TF is Jumin and immediately bursts into your room looking pissed off

Poor babie is all like “you’re married?” and “if you had someone else you were interested in you should have told me.” “Who is this Jumin Han???” 🧐

Oh my god you start cackling, but you manage to tell him that NO you are not married and that Jumin Han is a fictional character from the game you’re playing

Ushijima looks confused after you explain - why would you find fictional men attractive when you’re already dating him?

Tendou almost dies laughing the next day when Ushijima tells him about what happened

Oikawa Tooru

Since practice finishes pretty late he usually goes to see you at your house at night, but tonight things wrapped up earlier - he’s excited to spend more time with you

You’ve finished up most of your homework so you’ve just been rewatching Attack on Titan since you’re super excited for the new season

You’re kinda distracted/have headphones on so you don’t hear your boyfriend knock on the front door. Your mom answers it and lets him in and he climbs the stairs

He can hear your fangirling (freaking out) over something as he walks towards your room

You jump in surprise when he opens the door, because you thought he would be a bit later but immediately release your pent up excitement

“Tooru just LOOK at him he’s such a bad ass like oh my gosh he literally has swords and he’s still running around slaying the MPs who have guns. God whenever he gets angry he looks so hot,” etc. etc.

You’re shoving your laptop in his face, showing him gifs and video of attack on titan, specifically the captain of the survey corps that you are obsessed with

Tooru gets it - for him its space, shitty alien films and astronomy. For you it’s video games and anime - or more specifically, handsome characters from said franchises

Even though he understand that it’s something you’re passionate about he still makes a whole show about whining how you’re in love with Levi Ackerman (lmao i still thirst over our favorite captain) instead of him

“y/n i’m taller than him! And more handsome! He has blood on him all the time! And he’s super annoying because he’s obsessed with cleaning.” *cue pouty Tooru*

You probably shouldn’t tell him that you are an avid follower of the levi x reader tag on tumblr

Tooru still somehow finds out you’re also reading reader insert fanfic and goes BERSERK with his pouting and whining - literally everyone and their mothers have heard his sob story about how “his darling y/n is leaving me for a short germaphobic asshole”

The rest of the team finds it hilarious - the end up pranking him by posting pictures of Levi in his school locker or texting them in the volleyball groupchat (Oikawa is Suffering™)

Makki and Mattsun get him a Levi keychain for his birthday and cackle when he chucks it violently into the nearest trash can

Miya Atsumu

Doesn’t really know you’re into anime/gaming at first

I don’t think that’s on purpose - Atsumu just has such a one track mind when it comes to volleyball and he’s always busy with practice

so he just kinda doesn’t really give all the anime merch in your room a second glance even though it’s a dead giveaway

I bet Atsumu secretly watches some superhero anime - probably shounen stuff like My Hero Academia, one punch man etc.

He probably starts to notice you’re into anime/games because you’ll play games on your phone/gaming device all the time

One day he notices you’re giggling + blushing while looking at your screen. He’s curious to he heads over to you when coach says they can have a break

Peeks over your shoulder because he wants to know what you’re playing - but instead he’s greeted by some 2D samurai guy called Harada Sanosuke asking you to marry him

“Huh, I didn’t know you were into this kinda stuff y/n” tries to sound playful but internally he is screaming / ?????? WOT I DIDN’T KNOW MY S/O WAS INTO OTOME GAMES

Atsumus pretty chill about it at first, he probably teases you a lot about playing the game but isn’t really bugged about it

“Maybe you should thirst over your boyfriend instead of a fictional character babe~”

I mean - he knows he’s attractive and why be jealous? You only really play the game when he’s busy and you don’t really let the game play seep into your dates/hangouts

But one time he walks in on you reading some ~spicy~ hakuouki x reader fanfic and he’s like are u serious

Like you were lowkey quiet screaming to yourself and muttering “omg omg omg” when he walked in and you definitely tried to close your laptop so he couldn’t see what was open in your browser

Too bad Atsumu has mad reflexes and manages to prevent you from making your computer go to sleep

Briefly skims whatever it was that you were reading and smirks at you

“Hey, if you really want something like this, why don’t you let your real boyfriend deliver” before kissing you

Matsukawa Issei

Look, Issei just wants a chill movie/tv show night where the two of you can bundle up on the couch and binge whatever anime you feel like

Has everything set up - this man is ready to go: snacks? he has all of your favorites, couch? filled with soft pillows + multiple pillows. Attire? Comfy sweatpants shirtless 🥵

Last time he chose the series for your binge sleepover so he let you choose what the two of you were gonna watch this time

Turns out you decided to watch Psycho-Pass - it seemed like a pretty cool show, he was down with the whole dystopia/psychological concept

Starts out pretty normal, is appreciating the action + mystery elements and is glad that you chose that show

About halfway through the anime you two decide to take a break - he goes to the kitchen to refill your snacks, leaving to stretch you back.

When he comes back with more food, he notices that you’re hunched over your phone, typing something

He sneaks up behind you after he puts the food down, “Whatcha reading there babe?” You squeak and try to hide your phone, but not before he sees the words kougami x reader typed into your tumblr search bar

Lit-rally exCuSE me what - he’s not mad (more amused than anything else) but he also kind wants to tease you (bc Mattsun is a little shit)

“Is that the reason you wanted to watch this show?” he asks playfully. “He’s pretty hot tho, I kinda agree with you there babe.”

Now that he’s released the floodgate, he can’t stop your occasional comments like “omg how does he look so GOOD when he’s punching someone” or “he could shoot me with his dominator and i’d still say thank you”

The thirst comments are kinda getting to him, so he decides to take things in a different direction

“Let me what I can show you with my dominator~” L M A O I’M SORRY THIS EXISTS

Suddenly you’re being pulled onto his lap, and pressed against his bare chest, Issei barely gives you time to adjust before he’s kissing you roughly, tongue plunging into your mouth

His hands wrap around your hips pressing your core closer to his own, and you can feel his hard-on pressing into your stomach

He’ll be sure to suck a dark hickey onto the side of your neck and his hands travel under your shirt, just to remind you who your real boyfriend is

Needless to say, you won’t remember a single thing about the second half of the show after the night is over couch sex? Couch sex 😏

[aclosetfan]

are u still doing the ask game? can i ask for 19 or 20?

for you anon, of course! 20 is actually a really lame two-sentence note that isn't worth anyone's time, so I'll do 19!

19 is a really sad story tbh. I've always really liked the character Sedusa and it kills me that the writers never did more with her. I believe they said the reason why was because they couldn't think of many kid-friendly scenarios to put her in, which is fair lmao.

lol one of my notes for this outline is "this is my dark manifesto to [Sedusa] and it comes off like a bad CW remake," which was written way before the CW show announcement. so not to get a big ego about things, but I totally beat them to the punch. This fic is my only rated M fic (though arguably Acting Normal may also change into M just for its dark themes as well).

This story is adequately tilted "Sedusa" and it follows how a plain jane named Sara became one of Townsville's most notorious villains. The plot's below, though content warning, please don’t read if your triggered by abusive relationships, domestic violence, child abuse, sexual assault/harassment, or gore. The outline won't be detailed (and tbh the actual story won't be heavily detailed either) but i believe that everyone still deserves a fair warning :)

The outline doesn't do the plot justice, but it's all I got so hopefully people just Get It.

CHARACTER NOTES:

Canonically, I believe the Sedusa's character was supposed to represent envy and lust. So, one of the main themes I try to stick with when writing her character is the definition of envy, which is a "feeling of discontented or resentful longing aroused by someone else's possessions, qualities, or luck."

PLOT:

Sara is a sweet and mousy little girl, who tries her best to stay invisible. She's rather plain-looking except for her really beautiful long dark hair. Originally, she's not from Townsville, but somewhere in the "country" where a person could be considered a bumpkin. Sara's a smart young girl, but her intelligence is rather unrefined. She spends most of her time obsessing over greek and Egyptian mythology.

She's from a rather big family, but she's the baby. Her father is abusive. Her mother is neglectful and Sara resents her mother for just standing by while abuse is occurring. To cope, Sara dreams of running away and falls deeper into her mythology obsession--specifically Medusa. Sara feels like Medusa would understand her.

At 16, she runs away to Townsville where she tries to be a hairdresser. With no money, she ends up in a really seedy part of town and the beauty parlor she works for ends up being a front for more illicit activities. She still does hair, but really makes her money as a call-girl of sorts. Just one of those girls who gives handjobs in the back to sad old men. It's easy money (I'm pro-sex work lol so I don't make this a big deal, but she's still a minor and it's wrong), but she's disgusted with herself (and men). At this time, she isn't very good at manipulating men--it's more like they have power over her and it reminds her of her father, only making her angrier and angrier.

It is also of note that while she's working at the Parlor, she encounters Sarah Bellum via tv (Ms. Bellum is just an intern with the Mayor at this point). She's instantly fascinated by this other Sarah and forms an odd (slightly toxic) parasocial relationship with her. Sara thinks it's amazing that Sarah went to school and is just so glamourous. Ms. Bellum is really everything Sara wants to be.

*time skip*

Sara falls in love with some jackass. Still slightly obsessed with Sarah Bellum. Still working at the parlor. Sara feels stagnant and worthless. Her jackass boyfriend and a few of his shitty friends end up attacking Sara and cutting off her hair (which was her prized possession). She gets away, but not totally unscathed.

In the process of running away, she bumps into a mysterious man who promises He can fix whatever is troubling her. The mysterious man manipulates an affirmative answer out of Sara and he "fixes" her problem. The man is HIM and he transforms her into the woman we all know as Sedusa (who goes by Ima when disguised).

“And what is it that you want?” HIM tsked, almost sounding bored.

She looked back at the mirror, at her broken reflection and lipstick smeared down her face. With a sore, croaking voice she sneered, “I want my fu-fucking hair back.”

Behind her, the entity smiled, Its facing splitting wide into two, “Oh, now that I can do.”

She watched through the shattered glass how It—HIM—snapped its odd monstrous claw. HIM’s smile grew more grotesque, as a thin bead of sweat began to break out on her forehead.

“This might hurt a little bit,” the entity giggled as she began to hyperventilate, “but what is that you little humans say?" HIM paused, watching her with a tilt of Its head as pain shot through her temples, "Oh, that’s right—”

She gasped and then screamed, dropping to her knees as she clutched at her head. Something wiggled underneath her scalp, pushing harder and harder to break against the resistance of her skin. It felt as if something was pressing against her brain, trying to carve away at her skull.

“—beauty is pain.” HIM growled, appearing next to her so Its voice��now low and baritone—was right in her ear, and It grasped her by the chin forcing her to watch the mirror as snake-like tendrils sprouted from her skull. She cried out at the sight and her body trembled with the pain.

One black, oily, twisted snake after another shot out of a bloody crater on her head. She tried her best through the pain to shake HIM off—to look away—but It held her still with a twisted laugh. She thrashed and howled in agony as the blood poured down her face in rivets. HIM didn't let go. Instead, HIM forced her still, grabbing her by the chin so she'd peer directly into the broken mirror.

Sara paled right before her very eyes, from a peachy skin tone to a white paste. She tried to blink away the tears that wouldn’t stop welling in her eyes—the green of them becoming more acidic with every passing second.

“The fun should be ending soon.” HIM giggled again, Its voice back to a soprano, but she was too forgone to hear him, as her eyes began to lull into the back of her head.

Eventually, when the transformation is complete, we see this:

Sara had stayed collapsed on her knees after HIM vanished into thin air. She stared with wide eyes as blood, sweat, and tears dripped onto and rolled off her thighs. She hardly paid attention to her surrounding, all she could do was listen. She listened to her hair. She listened to the constant moving, living, mass that slithered around her head, neck, and shoulders. The coils almost seemed to be cooing at her, comforting her through her pain, offering sweet apologies for what they had done. They promised her nothing bad would ever happen again. They were a dangerous shield forged from her own body to protect her.

Her body. A vessel for this odd new life.

“Heh.” A deranged giggle escaped her mouth, “Heh. Heh ha—hahaha!” She laughed until her throat burned and tightened, her tears finally drying.

It was instantaneous. It was powerful. Sara had never known love before, but she loved them. She loved every single one of them.

And here she had thought she'd never be a mother.

Sara becomes Sedusa--taking inspiration from Medusa, her childhood fascination. She wonders if HIM knew, but she wouldn't bother asking. She feels sexy, powerful, and unstoppable. Her hair has instilled a new confidence in her and she's finally able to stand up for herself. Soon, she realizes that she's an "exotic" beauty and has men eating out of her hand. She isn't someone who kills, but if she gets bored (or feels threaten) she will.

Things are going good until the PowerPuff Girls are finally created. When she sees them for the first time, she pities them, especially when they're run out of town. She relates to them for not being loved little girls, but is completely shocked when she finds out they've won the town over. This shock turns into resentment and she decides she'll get even with the girls

Then, cue canon. Sedusa seduces the Professor. We see what happens in that episode plus a little more. Sedusa takes out a lot of her repressed childhood trauma on the girls and is plain awful to them. By the time her stint with the Professor is over, she hates them all.

Then, there's the episode with Bellum. Bellum becomes the Athena to Sedusa's medusa. Bellum is still this elevated person in Sedusa's mind, and it only makes sense to Sedusa that she should become Bellum. To become Bellum, Sedusa seduces Bellum and they end up having a brief relationship. (Sedusa pretends to be an intern at City Hall and the two ladies bond over having the same first name). Eventually, Sedusa reveals her plot and the canon events happen. (Bellum is heartbroken over Sedusa).

I'd like to emphasize that Sedusa's relationship with Bellum almost turns her "good," but her hair coils (HIM's curse) prevents her from taking those steps. Her coils prevent close loving relationships--since they're supposed to be shield that keeps people out, preventing any chance that Sedusa's heart may be broken again. [coils represent her inability to heal from the past]

Then we run through a quick montage of her other appearances.

[throughout all of this, I would write how her hair coils are making her more and more insane]

*time skip to after the events of the og show*

This is where my plot can go anywhere. I think Sedusa becomes sloppy, maybe kills a politican. She's spirialing out of control and mad that she can't find any real happiness in her life. I think it'd be interesting to show her interacting with the rrb, not necessarily to show their relationship, but to show how Sedusa would be infuriated that HIM had sons, especially sons who hurt girls for fun ( i.e. the ppg) (a real 'the enemy of my enemy is my friend' moment for her). She's also infuriated at HIM for turning her into a monster, so being mad about his "sons" is just an excuse to get even with the entity.

To hurt HIM, she decides to hurt the boys, but the girls interfere. They won't let innocent live be taken, no matter the person's moral alignment. This infuriates Sedusa even more than HIM ever could. Because again, despite all the shitty things that have happened to the Girls, they are still good as opposed to Sedusa, who ended up bad. She doesn't understand why she had to end up the way she did.

However, the girls aren't the people who finally "defeat" Sedusa. Instead, that honor is left to Ms. Bellum (Sedusa's "Athena"), who Sedusa still very much loves in her own sick twisted way. Paralleling the Sedusa/Bellum episode in the og show, the girls (while protecting the boys) are almost defeated by Sedusa until Bellum intervenes. It's revealed that Bellum had a shitty childhood too (again enforcing the parallels/differences between the two women) and believes that it's not too late for Sedusa to change her ways (it’s a real “I’m rotten work” “no it isn’t. Not if it’s you” moment) In a moment of mental clarity, where the coils (and by extension HIM) cannot affect her judgement, Sedusa releases the boys and the girls. Sedusa doesn't stay though, like Bellum pleads, she gets scared and runs away. (but does tell Bellum she’d always love her, whatever that’s good for)

[also I decide bellum to defeat sedusa to show that the girls are still to young and that adults should be the ones dealing with other adults] [and bellum has a good track record of doing just that]

Idk if she'd be gone forever, but it's implied that she hasn't been seen in Townsville for a long time. What she gets up to is left ambiguous. She can't be good because of her hair coils, but she doesn't want to be bad. idk I don't want it to have a sad ending, but I don't think it can really be happy.

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I try hard to play with the concept of beauty, womanhood, purity, love and how negative/positive responses to trauma affect these concepts. Idk it's really rough and needs to be thought out more, especially the end, but I think Sedusa deserves her own story.

[sodone-withlife]

this time

here is yet another introspective dark angst fic torturing Hotch, but you will be glad to know that he doesn't die in this one (what a change from my last two fics lmao). this was written while trying to scratch the writing itch that’s not letting me adequately study for APs and while listening to one-hour loops of Freaks by Surf Curse and Billie Eilish’s cover of The End of the World.

the theme was inspired by the first song mentioned- Freaks by Surf Curse. the same deal applies to this—little to no proofreading was done, all mistakes are mine.

warnings: alcohol, suicidal ideation, implied/mentioned child abuse, canonical character death

word count: 1.9k words

I haven’t seen him take a break in months, not even after Morgan stepped up. Just look at him, he obviously hasn’t slept for a while, I don’t know how the hell he hasn’t collapsed yet.

How is he supposed to take down Foyet if he’s not even able to take care of himself?

How could he sleep when he knew his subconscious would conjure up images of Haley’s cold, bloodied, motionless body, of her unseeing eyes that managed to be accusing, even in death?

How could he sleep when he knew he would be stuck in a never-ending loop of finding his son’s tiny body that he imagined would be even tinier in death, of dreaming about hearing Jack’s agonized screams as Foyet tore into him with the same knife that had nearly killed his father months earlier?

Alcohol.

His father’s vice, and the one he swore, when he was old enough to understand what was happening, that he would never add to his already long list.

But ever since the early morning night he returned to his apartment after spending hours upon hours dealing with the bureaucratic nightmare that was the Turner pig farm case, all of the promises and vows he had made over the years, to himself and to his family, had dissolved and disappeared like dust in the wind.

I swear I’ll make the world safer for you and Jack.

Garcia had been so fearfully confident in the Marshals Service, wanting reassurance in her belief that Foyet would be caught.

But Hotch knew the profile like the back of his hand, and his answer left his lips with easy confidence even as an oppressing feeling of dread came over him.

That was the start.

Foyet’s voice remained in his head, a vicious devil casting doubt on his every word and his every decision, giving voice to his worst fears and darkest impulses that he had long hoped to suppress.

I swear I’ll protect you and Jack for the rest of my days

Then Foyet was waiting in his apartment, and Hotch was weakened by the exhaustion and stress of two all-nighters in a row and one of the worst crime scenes he’s come across in all of his years of prosecution and in the bureau. That night, as his team was sleeping in their beds, dead to the world, he was slowly bleeding out and floating in and out of consciousness for an agonizing length of time before he finally succumbed to unconsciousness

The smell of antiseptic was an unwelcome greeting, and it wasn’t long before he was reminded once again why his mind’s tendency to be strangely clear, even under hospital-grade antiseptic, with its sharp grasp on memory was a curse.

He sank deeper into the bed, all the air suddenly gone from his lungs as he stared at the red streak of his own blood he knew was deliberately painted over his family’s smiling faces.

I swear I’ll never become my father, drowning in alcohol and breaking promises as easily as he made them.

The picture that was left behind wasn’t a warning, but a promise.

Somehow, Hotch knew that Foyet was throwing the promise he had made to Haley and Jack back in his face.

He had promised to protect them, but they were being targeted by a prolific, sadistic serial killer. They were forced to go into the system, and he doesn’t even know where they are, so how can he protect them at all?

Alcohol.

His father’s vice, and one that he ended up adding to his already long list.

The only way he could sleep through a night without waking up paralyzed from the nightmares, from Foyet’s voice taunting him like a parasite finding its home in the dark recesses of his mind.

But his apartment suffered for it, as did his sober mind every morning as he was faced with the evidence of just who he was like when he was intoxicated.

—broken glasses small spills from shaking hands papers thrown askew waking up with a gun at his side and a pounding headache and urges to snap at anyone and everyone and to hit something just like his fathe—

His promises were broken so easily, and so he feared perhaps the only promise that had been occupying his headspace since he last saw his family would follow suit.

We will catch him, and you'll come back, and I promise that I will spend the rest of my life making this up to you

So he avoided sleep as best he could, if only to lessen the all-encompassing dread that fell over him when his subconscious started torturing him with the imagined images of his worst fears.

Headaches, the aching emptiness that had always been and only grew over the past months, the cold numbness that he walked with, they were nothing compared to being too conscious of just how out-of-control everything had become in less than a year.

They were nothing compared to teetering on the edge of the pit of despair that threatened to swallow him whole with every reminder of the clock that was ticking intensely, of each grain of sand that was falling through the hourglass.

They were nothing compared to anticipating the time bomb ready to go off at any moment as he moved through his days, tightly strung and dreading a break in the case that would end up being found too late.

I promise.

...

The clock struck twelve—

the last grain of sand fell—

and the bomb exploded—

taking Haley and much of his heart with it.

But Foyet lived on in his mind, even as his beaten body—beaten by his hands, skull caving in under his fists and warm blood splattering over his face, grief and rage reducing him to his darkest urges that remained more present than they have ever been—was cremated and his ashes sent to unknown places.

Then Jack moved in with him, and his son was living in the apartment in which he had been stabbed nine times.

He gave his statement to Strauss and the other higher-ups, and he was cleared of the same crime that the same higher-ups had pressured him to punish Elle for, even despite her acquittal.

Oh, Elle.

Pulled in from Seattle with high ambitions, only to be crushed by this job… and by me.

Too much like me.

He took his time off, helping Jack settle in and having Jessica over as he made funeral arrangements, a burden he forced himself to take on in order to remind himself of the costs of his hubris.

Then the funeral was over, justified grievances from Haley’s family aired, Jack visiting the Brooks family for the weekend, and the team in Nashville for a case.

And all he wanted to do was sleep, because all of a sudden, his nightmares were gone and he was seeing what his life could have been like—

If he had remained in prosecution to become the youngest DA in county history.

If he had remained in the Seattle office and kept his ambition in check.

If Gideon hadn’t sent him to Boston to help with the Reaper case.

If the case hadn’t stuck with him like it had, hadn’t occupied a special place in his mind for years.

If Boston hadn’t ended the way it had, and Gideon was still unit chief.

If he had put in to transfer to the White Collar division earlier.

If he was less of an addict to the chase, to the danger, the adrenaline pumping through his veins with every case—

—and he was seeing that his life could have been so much better.

Just days ago, sleep was his torture, and wakefulness his refuge.

He was living alone with the demons in his mind, so the alcohol was in the cart out in the open and his firearms no less than a few feet away at all times.

But now, wakefulness was his torture, and the depths of sleep his newfound refuge.

A child was now living in his apartment, so the alcohol was shoved into the back of a cupboard and his firearms locked inside the biometric gun safe high up on a shelf.

—intact glasses in the sink hands remaining steady papers neatly organized and case files hidden from Jack’s innocent eyes mind clear and feeling the weight of his service weapon in his bloodstained hands disjointed thoughts coalescing into one—

The stone bench under the weeping willow in front of Haley’s gravestone was cold to the touch, and the stillness of the late evening was only broken by the occasional rustle of leaves as squirrels and birds moved about. Slowly, he shifted on the bench so that he was lying on his back and staring at the moon through the leaves.

The gun in the hip holster pressed into his side and the one on his ankle kept his left leg still as he let it hang over the side. He remained as alert as ever, twitching with every rustle but resisting the urge to get up and look around.

It was a startlingly clear evening even though it had stormed just the day before, and slowly, unwittingly, old memories from years ago came back into his mind and mixed with the false, happy images his traitorous mind had conjured up in his sleep.

And even though they weren’t as clear in wakefulness as they had been in sleep, he was filled with a deep, aching longing for the times that have never been, for the happiness that had died with Haley, and for the love that had only lingered because of Jack.

Never had the service weapons he wore daily been such a source of temptation, not even in his darkest days after he swore to never taint with the legacy of what he might be able to use it to do and before Foyet happened.

But you know just how much worth your promises actually have.

Remember what happened in just the last nine months?

He turned his head to look through the near-darkness at Haley’s gravestone, looking to her for guidance.

The temptation only grew stronger, and the storm in his mind picked up the pace.

Is death not just a permanent sleep?

Would they find him like he found Haley, lying on his back and looking completely at peace? If it weren’t for the blood that would be pooling around his head saying otherwise, might they believe that he was just sleeping?

Wouldn’t it be nice to sleep, to remain in your head with only peaceful dreams to keep you company?

An hour went by, and slowly, a few raindrops started making it through the leaves to fall on his face. He forced himself up before the storm that was moving in from the east grew to be as strong as the one in his mind.

Soon, he was back in the apartment, his weapons locked in the safe, alcohol still stashed in the back of a cupboard, and the bed was feeling too big and too empty.

Exhaustion sunk deep in his bones, and just as the wind and rain outside picked up, the storm in his mind died down.

There was no fight against the sleep that was slowly claiming him, and he slipped into the dreams that felt like the familiar, comforting warmth of her smile.

I dream of you almost every night.

Hopefully, I won’t wake up this time.

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Promised

Chapter 8

**Series Warnings!! ** ABO dynamics! Smut, unprotected smut, knotting, claiming, mating, heat, rut, language, overly protective Jensen, age gap! 19-year-old reader, 41-year-old Jensen, virgin reader, loss of virginity, sort of an arranged marriage, hint at possible mob type settings.

Story Description:

In a world where your presentation can be a blessing or a curse, a newly presented Omega will come face to face with the harsh reality of Alphas, Omegas, and pack alliances that are expected to be upheld with the union of your two families…

A/N: Pt.8!!! Please don’t copy my stuff! Feedback is welcomed! If you want to be added to the series tag list, or just my tag list in general let me know! Cross-posted on Wattpad! Hope you enjoy it!! This is my first ABO series so be nice lmao!

Word Count: 1863

Pairing: Jensen x Reader, OCF Uncle David x Read, OCF Uncle David x Jensen, Jensen x Siser, Jensen x other unnamed/mentioned FC.

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Nervous was NOT an adequate word to describe what you were right now. Terrified was more appropriate. You felt like your heart was literally going to beat out of your chest, you had a knot in your stomach that made you feel like you wanted to vomit. You were shaking as you tried to apply your makeup standing in the Dallas hotel room that Jensen had rented so that you both could get ready for the ceremony. It also helped in prolonging your arrival time to get to the Ackles Estate.

Jensen wasn't in much better shape. You took Jared's private jet from Austin to Dallas so that you could fly home directly from the ceremony tonight. Jensen was in pre-rut. He had to knot you twice once you got to the hotel room before you could even get up and get ready for tonight. His anxiety was high. You could feel it. He was being way overprotective and couldn't turn it off.

After showering, you stood on one side of the mirror putting the finishing touches on your makeup, and Jensen was leaning against the counter watching your every move like some imminent danger was going to come through the door at any moment and try and hurt you if he got too far away for too long. 

The box that he hated more than you thought hating something was even possible, containing your matting collar, sat on the counter between the two of you waiting for your Alpha to put it on you like it was his right to.

When you zipped the bag and put it away, you turned to look at your Alpha. The lines were showing around his eyes a little more tonight than you ever saw them. His shoulders were stiff, and he looked every bit of on edge as you felt.

Taking your finger you slide the box toward him, and his green eyes drift down to look at it before running his fingers over the outside of the box.

You knew he hated this. You knew that he wanted nothing more than to run back to the plane, get on it, and never look back; but alas you knew, just like he knew, this appearance was mandatory, and if you didn't show your faces the 'civil war' as he called it would break out with vengeance.

Yes, this ceremony was about the transfer of responsibility from Jensen to Josh, but it was also so the families could see that you were indeed mated and that Jensen had claimed you, and there was no denying it.

Opening the box without a word, Jensen pulled out the collar and turned your back to him so that he could slip it around your neck. You felt him hesitate before he finally slipped it around your neck, closing the clasp as you dropped your hair, as you turned to face him again.

"I hate this, Y/N. I hate this thing, I hate this ceremony, I hate these stupid packs, I hate everything about this," Jensen said, his voice deep and low as he pulled you close to him as possible.

"One night Alpha, just a few hours, and then we're flying home. It will be over before we know it, just go through the motions. Keep the peace for the last time. Then for us, it's all over. We can go home."

Jensen took a deep breath like he was trying to pull you scent into his very soul.

"I'll keep you safe tonight Omega, you don't have anything to worry about. If your father tries anything stupid I'm going to rip his throat out with my teeth." 

You could feel the growl building in his chest before the sound made its way to his lips.

"Promised?" you asked him, fear settled deep in you as you heard Jensen's phone buzz in his pocket, letting you know that Clif was there to give you a ride to the Ackles Estate.

"Promised," he said, crashing your lips to his in a bruising kiss. Stealing your breath away from you, and making your heart momentarily still in your chest. You never seemed to get used to the way he could make you weak with just a kiss.

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An hour later you found yourself sitting at a table with a bunch of Alpha men, all you assumed were part of the Ackles pack and their Omegas. All adorned collars that were very similar to yours.

At the small podium that almost looked like a preacher's pulpit, Mr. Ackles had given a speech explaining the change in headship of your father's pack, who you had yet to see; but you assumed that he was around there somewhere, angry and avoiding you, and the change in his pack as well.

Everyone seemed to expect the information with grace. The other Alpha's at the table kept the conversation lite as the dinner was served, brought out on plates, and sat in front of everyone while they ate.

Josh and his Omega, the new airs to the Ackles Estate, sat at the same table as Jensen and yourself. His Omega seemed nice, they seemed to be genuinely happy together, they were true mates though, and you were starting to think that made all the difference in the world. Josh was a lot like Jensen in a lot of ways, quiet, mild-mannered for an Alpha. He treated his Omega with a lot of respect compared to some of the other Alphas, who you could tell were highly mistreating their Omega's; but what could you do? It wasn't your place to say anything. Your mate forfeited his position in the pack as a pack leader. So you no longer had a say.

So you did the only thing you could, sat quietly next to your Alpha, waiting for the chance to get the hell away from this place, and these packs, and their strange rules, and oppressive lifestyles.

Jensen never took his hand off of you in one way or another. He either had a death grip on your hand, or he had his hand on your thigh. Either way, he never was not touching you. Possession reeking off of him in waves. His scent letting every Alpha around him know not to get to close to his mate. Which you didn't mind at all. It honestly made you feel better knowing that they all kept their distance.

Just when dinner was winding down, things were starting to wrap up. Alan had come to chat and left. Wishing you and Jensen well, Josh and his Omega had a line of people running at them, everyone wanting to get their name in good with the someday to be Alpha in charge.

You heard someone calling your name. Turning around like someone might attack you, you looked and saw your Uncle David standing there, a few feet away. His eyes locked on you.

Jensen saw him, his shoulders stiffened, a growl low in his throat.

"Jensen? Is it okay if I at least tell my niece goodbye before I go?" he approached with his head down, and his hands raised like Jensen had a loaded gun on him or something. Jensen nodded tightly, but never let go of your hand. Your Uncle came up to you, wrapping you up in a hug the best that he could.

"You know I was worried about you kiddo, but you look good, you really do."

"Thanks," was all you could manage to get out. Your nerves all the sudden on high alert again.

"Where's my father?" you asked, your voice low, afraid of what the answer might be.

"Opped not to come. I think he's still ashamed that he was demoted, but honestly, I'm glad you got out kiddo. You got a good man here, he's going to take good care of you. You deserve better than the life these packs have to offer, and he can give you that. Don't worry about your dad. He will survive."

You nod your head and hug your Uncle one more time. Relaxing a little when you found out that your dad wasn't at the ceremony tonight. You felt a little safer. Jensen seemed to relax some too.

"You know this is virtually over. Let's go home. I think we can slip out now without being seen, or questioned too much."

You nodded your head in agreement, giving your Alpha a peck on the lips as you leaned in.

"That sounds good to me. Let me just run to the little girl's room before we take off, and we can head to the airport. I'm ready to get out of here too."

Jensen nodded his head tightly. He knew he couldn't follow you into the bathroom without people talking, but he also knew that he didn't like you leaving his sight.

"Okay, but hurry please," he whispered as a man you didn't know came up and got his attention, asking him about some project that Jensen was rumored to be working on while you made your way down the busy hallway toward the women's room.

You thought you saw one of your dad's old bodyguards hanging out by the door, but assumed that he was here with your uncles and you brushed it off.

Walking into the bathroom you stood at the sink and started to check your makeup, Freshen up before you were stuck on a plane for an hour, you knew your Alpha would be ready for you again when the plane landed, just since arriving at the ceremony his sent was even stronger, and you knew he'd be in full blow rut before long.

You thought you heard the bathroom door open. Before you could turn to see who it was entering the bathroom there was a sharp sting in the back of your neck, right at your hairline. You felt the room spin around you. The edges of your vision are getting darker. The last thing you remember seeing as you hit the cold bathroom floor was a pair of nice black ack dress shoes and slacks that did not belong to your Alpha, then it all went black...

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Jensen's POV:

Where is she? What the hell is taking so long? She should have been out of the bathroom by now? What's taking her so long?

A high pitched whine fell from the back of his throat as he waited at the end of the hallway for his Omega to emerge from the bathroom. Some idiot fanboy wanted to talk about shit that was just rumor, and now he didn't know where you were. He was about ready to pull his hair out. Frustration from his rut, plus the panic that was starting to settle in was more than he could handle.

He saw an Omega emerge from the women's room. One that he knew. Thank God. Reaching out he grabbed his sister by the arm. Stopping her in her tracks.

"Hey! Was y/n still in there? I can't find her!"

Mackenzie stopped in her tracks. Looking at her brother like he was crazy.

"No Jay. I was the only one in there."  

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SHINee reaction to their best friend confessing their feelings

Hi cutie! I hope you won’t kill me when you’ll read, but I thought to write something realistic. Love ya,  - M. 

Jinki  

These days you're trying to confess the truth, your feelings are becoming more and more overwhelming because you cannot express them freely. And that night looks like the perfect time, you two are on your own and you're enjoying a great dinner that you spent the afternoon preparing.  

"Jinki.. Can I talk to you about something?"  

He nods, enjoying every food that you have prepared with care, but without giving you his total attention.  

"What would you think if a person close to you.. confess that she or he has feelings for you? "  

Your question catches him unprepared, his thin-edged eyes widen slightly due to the surprise. He had never thought of it, but Jinki, knowing his personality, knows that he could ruin a serious moment. Especially if he doesn't reciprocate the feelings of the person in question.  

"It depends, Y/N. If I also have feelings, I would be extremely relieved because I didn't have to take the first step.. "  

"Otherwise?"  

"I would try to understand that person and above all not hurt his/her feelings," he admits seriously, laying the cutlery on the table and resting his elbows on the wood, "If this person feels something for me, its welfare comes first since I inevitably have to reject it. "  

"What if that person was me?" Your voice almost a whisper and he, at first, thinks he heard wrong. But when you don't contradict what you just said, the panic begins to spread in him and his mind becomes completely blank. He has no idea what to say, especially because he never thought you could develop feelings for him.  

"I understand on my own, you don't need to say anything."  

"You can't expect a lightning reaction," he rises from the chair and starts to walk back and forth from the table to the kitchen window, preying on a thousand doubts, "when you, my best friend for almost seven years, confess indirectly that you feel something for me! "  

"I had to write you small billboards so as to drown the shot?? I just did it, don't take it too seriously."  

"But it's you!"  

Jinki is simply afraid to lose you because he doesn't even know what his feelings are, but for the moment he's aware that he doesn't see you in different ways. You're his best friend and he can't pretend something that doesn't exist.  

"Yes, I am and I still am your best friend even if I like you."  

"Why me? Couldn't you choose Minho? "  

And you snort, your broken heart was there but that small drop of happiness derived from the fact that he didn't seem to want to leave you anyway.  

Jonghyun  

-I have to talk to you about something important! See you later, xoxo- 

Your message was hunting Jonghyun from all morning. You did meet two days before, something special had happened in that little time frame? Or maybe something horrible, but he knew you wouldn't wait in that case. You were his shoulder on which to cry and he was yours for years now.  

When you reach his home, your stomach is so tightened by the anxiety that you want to run away and hide for the rest of your life. You didn't schedule it, but you were tired of hiding your feelings.  

"What's going on? You know I've been struggling to concentrate all day because of you?? "  

"Hi to you, Jonghyun," you giggle, taking off your jacket and accepting the glass of wine that he was giving you, "it's good to see you."  

Jonghyun can hear something different about you and looking at you, he's trying to figure out what. But the more he observes you, the more nothing special or particular appears.  

"So??" He asks you, once seated on the couch, one next to the other while sipping the wine.  

"I like you, Jong."  

"You too, you know very well."  

A little bitter laugh escapes from the lips and he ruffles his browns, confused by a sound so much off. What did he say wrong?  

"No, not as a friend Jonghyun.. It's been a while since I realized it, but it's almost impossible not to fall for you. In a romantic sense, of course. "  

The revelation completely disrupts the singer, who looks at you and feels a sense of suffocation in understanding to be the cause of your torments. As Jinki, he's sure at 50% not to have feelings for you, but the remaining 50 makes him doubt it. He would lie if he didn't admit that every now and then he imagined you two together, in a way different from the "best friends".  

"Y/N, if I asked you out, a real date, would I be bad? Is that.. "  

"You don't know what you feel, I know. And no, you wouldn't be bad, but I'm not sure I could handle it right. I know it could be a way to let you know if you could love me but.. You know I'll easily let my hopes rise. And in this case, it would just be a disaster. "  

Jonghyun understands your reasoning and simply hugs you, mentally trying to find an alternative way to figure out his feelings.  

Kibum  

You had promised to yourself not to reveal what you felt for him. It was a promise made a year ago and if even with some difficulties you were able to keep it.  

You hadn't, however, planned to spit the secret during a fight.  

"It's not my fault you're forgetful!"  

"NO, MY ONLY FAULT IS TO LOVE YOU, YOU MORON!" You shout and the time is totally freezing, as well as your best friend.  

That will observe you as if you had just revealed the next winner of MAMA (A/N: Lil Snake, lmao) without the voting period still started. His mouth is suddenly dry and he sits because that confession is completely unexpected.  

Sighing you sit by his side, your head bent down while you look at your shoes. You don't know what to say and start to be afraid that he can get away since you're sure he doesn't feel anything about you.  

"Bummie.." You sigh after a few minutes and feel his forehead against your shoulder, his heavy and thoughtful sighs. "I'm sorry Bummie."  

"For how long..?"  

"Almost a year," your hands tremble while you admit it and then you intertwine them on your laps, "I wasn't going to tell you, though."  

"Why??"  

Kibum hates himself because he has never noticed anything, he who is always so attentive to every detail and never lets anything escape his gaze. He raises his head and rests his hand under your chin, making you turn your head and your eyes finally meet.  

"Because it's obvious that you're too much for me, Bummie."  

"I want to disagree because this is a huge crap. Maybe it's the opposite, " he whispers, his face is getting closer to your so much that you can feel the softness of his lips touching your own, "it's you who are too much for anyone. But if you give me a chance... " he lets the phrase disperse, without complete it because he crashes lips against yours, molding his on your softness and starting to get lost in the emotions of that kiss. Licking your bottom lip, he smiles because you're breathless and your cheeks are purple, "I prove that I'm worthy to stand by your side no longer as a best friend, but rather as a boyfriend."  

Minho  

Minho has noticed your strange behavior for days. The way you avoid any kind of contact, which was necessary for both to be fine. Or as you always replied coldly to his every message or even avoid answering his calls. And he starts to be worried because he's clueless and wants to see if he said or did something that drove you away.  

What he doesn't know is that you're simply trying to make those feelings disappear, because you're aware that revealing them would inevitably ruin your friendship.  

"May I know what's happening?"  

The cookbook with whom you're trying to hide your blush fails at its attempt and he rips it off your hands, showing your frustrated face and the nervousness that was devouring you from within.  

"Y/N, you know that you can talk to me about everything? Tell me what's going on, I want to help you. "  

"You can't do anything, not this time."  

Minho hates not being able to help you and seeing you so defeated causes him a nuisance that cannot be quantified. Then he sits by your side, taking your hand and squeezing it among his. It's a pleasant feeling that he can again feel the warmth of your skin and Minho realizes that he was missing you more than he believed.  

"Y/N.."  

"I fell in love with you."  

"Oh."  

It wasn't the answer you hoped for, but it was what you were expecting. So your heart didn't break, your hopes weren't broken and your ego wasn't diminished. You were aware that Minho didn't see you like that, and you'd never blame him.  

"Just, please.. I don't want to lose you as a best friend, you know? "  

Minho is still shocked to be able to respond adequately and acts in the only way he knows. He hugs you, you hide your face against his buffed chest and the warmth of his arms soothes at least in part that fear was living with you for weeks.  

"Whatever will happen, it's obvious that you won't lose me. Just that.. "  

"Minho, I can handle it. The important thing is not to lose you, for no reason in the world."  

Taemin  

"But I don't know what I feel for you."  

To hear him say aloud after you had gathered all the courage you possessed and the willpower, it was strangely less painful than you had expected.  

His smile is small and above all not happy. There's only confusion in his eyes and you can't help but feel guilty. Because you could shut up and just let the problem slip, but then you'd be a mess for the time to come.  

"Taemin, don't think too much. They are just feelings, they can disappear. Okay?"  

He looks at you, alienated from your words and trying to put clarity into his mind. But it's too full, the thoughts are too lumbering and he actually fails to hear what his heart is saying to him. "Stop with that face, it seems like someone is killing you, Tae," your laugh reassures him, but he fails to hear how fake it actually is. But you can't let him keep basking in the guilt trying to sort out what his feelings are.  

But in the days to follow is he who cannot help but think. Think of you, how sincerity dripped from your every word, how your eyes were sad in spite you were smiling.  

And slowly, he also begins to think that there is a difference between how he is when you're along with him and how he is when you're away from him. He feels miserable, every moment.  

So without wasting time he runs to your home, where you're trying to study because you have an exam. But your studies have a short life because you find him on the door, panting and forced to rest at the jamb while taking huge breaths.  

"Do you still love me??"  

Your heart loses a few beats when you hear that phrase and you freeze on the spot, your eyes wide open and your breath trapped in your throat.  

"Y/N!!!! Do you still love me? "  

"Y-you know.. It's not that easy.. You can't delete similar feelings in a few weeks.. "  

"Perfect."  

His lips collide with yours and the world literally stops. Also because of his impetus, his forehead has beaten against yours and a scream of pain has escaped from the lips of both.  

"TAEMIN!"  

"Sorry, but admit that this story is perfect to be told to our grandchildren!"

[survivor-all-stars-blog]

EP 1: “Have Fun and Go Far” - Jessy [ PART IV ]

jsesu so i'll make a chat with logan and jenn. alex might have to go. but if lydia can get info from abbey on what's happening on that tribe and see if there's a chance emma could go on that one, maybe we could vote her on this one too. it's a stretch and honestly as long as its not me butttt we see

the dream: logan and I and two or three others in an alliance called mario party in which i am wario and logan is daisy and everyone else is someone else and it slays

A few days in and I've made some major milestones: - logged a solid 30ish couch hours. Time well spent if you ask me - avoided the first tribals which I'm mighty stoked about - shit talked Kait and Jenn an adequate amount - mowed my lawn Still some to knock out... - use the same joke on every person here - scoff down a feast on call - do one piece of physical activity

I am counting my chickens that I was one of the lucky few to avoid tribal completely this round. Came close on one but we caught a lucky break so thank fuck for that. I'm really happy about that. Kinda surprised someone would actually take quite a bit of stuff and take both of their tribes to tribal cuz it makes it kind of obvious who it is since they can be the only common figure on both tribes really. So my guess is is that they will be fucked, but you never know, might be comfortable enough to take an idol clue. I'm sad that Jenn has to go to tribal. 

I'm still trying to find my space since there are so many people and it's virtually impossible to talk with everyone. I really like Jenn on Bering, she's really cool and we've kinda got similar interests. I would like to work with her and maybe Ruthie on Bering cuz I've been able to connect with her too. My chats with MJ and Carson have been a little stiff but I think we're strong enough to avoid tribal tbh. I think 3 of them are winners so like.....come through? On Jannu I really like Jessy! She's a bundle of joy. I'm not sure if her and Jenn know each other or if it's a different Jess but if they were friends it could be perfect for me to use that to my advantage and have them as my anchor on each tribe. I also have Steffen who is like my child! He can be a little full on but he'd definitely be a great shield for me, plus I think he's loyal and we've really wanted to work together in a game so the Stelliance can finally exist! Other people I've bonded with a good bit include Matt. He's definitely someone I'd like to work with and he's on my Jannu tribe so that's great. Jimmy has been really chatty, Ricardo, and pretty much everyone I played with before approached me at some point. Granted I don't want to work with some of them but I'd be down for working with the above too. Lydia & Wes....idk. I currently got no alliances per se so I'd like to get chatting some more and secure majorities on my tribes although I don't want to rush into things. Everyone we vote is most likely still going to be in the game, and that could come back to haunt us at any point. 

Two of my tribes going to tribal???? i guess ill die. Thank god Alex took that damn idol clue and shot himself in the foot but if he has the idol already then LMAO fuck!!!!!! I honestly dont feel safe on both of my tribes... on pink i really want to work with jenn and logan i just pray that they arent working with owen already.  Blue??? Pat is cool. I really need to get myself into an alliance because i just wanna go far and also my flight isnt gonna be here until tuesday fml.

right so pat and I are allies now which is rad i love him and so does lydia. we both sort of wanted to take out emma just bc everyone and their dog loves her and the fact that nick is dealing with some shit we dont really want to vote him out despite him being sort of inactive. ughhhhh this is ugly i h8 small tribes ughhhh 

Interesting Aleeeeeeeeeeeeeex!

I'm getting ahead of myself. Going into last night's results, I knew Kait was already going to tribal council. So when Game A ties, there wasn't enough math in the world to help my tribe. Looking back, it would've been smart to do what the other tribes did and submit quickly and put all tribes at 750. That way you don't lose a time battle and you don't insult anyone by low scoring a tribe and implying that it's members are shady for taking items. I was on call with Kait while it was happening, and so we worked out a potential score for her tribe. To be honest, I wasn't even following what the fuck my tribe was saying, I mean bless Steven for trying to use math and Carson for bringing up the averaging thing because from there (and a helpful pointer from Kait that any score you submit should be a factor of 5) we were able to come up with something salvageable. Except the tribes weren't lined up how I wanted the points distributions to be aka Okhostk (spelling?) to be lowest, so the alphabet to the rescue! Honestly, coming in third was a little to close for comfort because I would've definitely felt to blame had we lost, even though Ruthie and MJ were nowhere to be found. No wait, MJ made sure to pop in for his "do what you feel is right" proverb before excusing himself from the mess. Notes taken Marsellus! 

Now onto Game B. I had been talking to Alex pretty much all day about the challenge, and I'm not going to lie, he had me convinced he wasn't taking anything. Reading back my conversation with him, I did miss a few signs that were painfully obvious, things like him asking if I really thought no one would take things, or him saying the idol clue was the only thing of value. I didn't expect his game to be so impulsive right off the bat. Game B tribes going to tribal council are because of Alex and Simon. Simple as that. Makulu tribe chat starts going off about us having a rat or a snake in the bunch, and Logan, LOGAN of all people, starts dragging him to the point where Owen messaged me separately just to say that he was holding on to his wig. 

Pass me the popcorn, this is what I came for!

Anyways, I'm hopeful because I feel in an okay position on this tribe. I need to talk to Emma more, I know that, but I think Logan and I are solid and last night Owen suggested making a group with the three of us. That's already majority on this small tribe so that's nice but we also have a pretty juicy target that we can vote out without any repercussions. Matt came to me today and gave me the idol clue, and then posted it in our group chat that includes us, Kait and Jimmy. I knew Kait already had the clue because she messaged me last night about it and how Simon was calling Alex a pussy for not being outright in taking something and how Simon was using the oasis is Game B and is relying on Kait and Matt (as his only allies apparently plus maybe Ricardo because of BBHell reasons) to save him. This was a lot of information but it helps because now MJ can't take out Simon in Game B, and instead should target Simon's ally on that tribe in Ricardo. I've never spoken to him before, so Ricardo eventually leaving doesn't hurt my game. Second, this keeps JC safe on that tribe, who has explicitly said they want to work with Kait and I. This would also keep MJ safe, who I'd like to see in the game for a bit longer. Now, Simon's display of trust in Matt and Kait has Kait convinced that her best move is to take out Alex on her tribe as well. Alex's only leverage on their tribe was saying he was going to get voted out of Game B and that if they didn't vote him out in Game A, he would share the clue. Now Kait has the clue, and a promise from Simon that he will do whatever for her, including rocks or throwing the game at FTC, so long as she doesn't vote for him. Now that promise is a bunch of malarkey, anyone can see that, and people who are desperate are dangerous. It leaves the duo of Matt and Simon still in the game, but I do think that Simon is still going to be a big threat and targeted no matter where he goes. Matt would not want to vote out Simon, so by Kait siding with the boys to take out Alex, she avoids rocking the boat this early. Not too mention, it helps the both of us. If my Game B tribe votes out Alex and Kait's Game A tribe votes out Alex, he's gone for good and none of us have to deal with any awkward fall out. That's where I'm hoping things fall tonight, but it's Survivor. 

Besides that, I got a lot of messages last night from people telling me to stay safe at tribal council, which I'm trying to use to gauge my social relationship with them. Obviously they send out lots of these messages to those they see potential working with, so I'm not doing too poorly. I spent a long time talking to Wes yesterday, and he seems like good people. Kait said she had a lot in common with him and I think Jimmy likes him too. Speaking of, so if Kait and I can get out of these tribal councils with no blood on our hands and Jimmy doesn't have to go at all, it wouldn't be a shabby week for us. I'm already struggling with what to tell certain people because Kait tells me stuff she says I'm not supposed to tell anyone else and then I feel bad that I don't tell Jimmy even though I know he's happy enough without the strategy aspect of things or like Owen and Logan looking to get the clue from Alex today and I could easily pass it along to Logan or even both of them to build trust but then it could get back to Matt that I shared it and UGH. No rest for the wicked here huh?

Gage began a conversation with me talking game strategy. I asked him for info on his tribe to get a sense of what he was thinking. He then in turn asked me what was going to happen on Andaman. We're pretty much in the same position. If you are vulnerable on both tribes, the chance that you're the target increases and that makes maneuvering through this game that much tougher. You can't throw challenges anymore, we really have to fight to win everything. This also allowed myself to bond with him, as we are on the same tribe in Game B. This connection could prove to keep myself out of danger if Denali goes to tribal council during the upcoming rounds. This is the new Jack way of playing the game, and by making connections I realized how much it can help me in a game-sense. I am definitely proud of my overall growth in terms of strategy that this game has taught me. I'm extremely pleased. 

I wanted more than anything for Emma to go instead of Alex, but Alex really just isn't responding to me and...??? There's only so much I can do without looking like a crazy person to Logan and Jenn. I can't overcomplicate things. And I think Alex is leaving on his other tribe so... Oh well. If he goes, that's fine now. Maybe I can get that clue before he leaves, but we'll have to see. 

I talked to Lydia and she said that Emma could be going on the other tribe because Pat didn't want Nick to go, but then Logan heard it was Nick and now that Simon has used his Oasis thing Nick could ALSO be going on both tribes... Whew. Either way, I've only really heard the names of people going to both tribals, which shows just how scary this whole thing can be if you're in that position. It's definitely enough ammunition to take someone out of the game.

Jakey has begun to ask me more about alliances and I need to be really careful about the information I give and the things I say because the position is so fragile on a five person tribe. I want to be good with everyone, and I believe I am, but I don't want so much power that it becomes obvious I'm playing people. It'd be much better if Jake didn't want an alliance with multiple people in it...

okay both my tribes won and im screaming!!! im so happy that im not going to tribal at all this round and i can breathe. and update on tribe dynamics:

i asked owen for an alliance and we put a ring on it!!! i trust owen and i think he trusts me too and we dont rly know who we want to work with on caspian yet. basically we dont wanna work with steffen bc we think he's a sketchy and scary player. also trevor basically connects lydia and owen but owen isnt very keen on working with lydia. hes more interested in working with ricardo but we dont want to make anyhting official until we go to tribal and find out if anyone is throwing out either one of our names. communication with other members of caspian has been pretty minimum. absolutely no game talk .... so yeah its boring. 

kait asked me for an alliance and we put a ring on it!!!!! she isnt very good at hiding that she has a good relationship with pat and the two of them are pretty close. i think carson may be in on that. idk i think kait is aligned with everyone on this tribe FKJHFKHJ.. i asked wes for an alliance on like night 2 and i hope we can work together on that tribe. 

alex and simon were the only ones to take items haha and everyone knew bc it was hard to find out that it was them. owen literally told alex to go for the fucking clue IM SCREAMING... AND THEN HE DID.......... GOD...... but alex hasnt given him the clue yet LJKFHKJFH god i rly want him to give owen the clue and for owen to give me the clue and me and jessy can look for it ldksjfhg. but yeah i guess we'll see! i dont think he'll give it to anyone but owen better work his magic. i think alex is being voted out on that tribe and on the others.... i dont rly know! and i dont rly care kdjfgh no one i care about too much is in danger so im just chillin. a pretty successful start to this season!!!

i'm back bitches! so is this dual tribes twist huh ryan won't let me live

let's talk about my tribes. honestly i like everyone on hudson and jannu but like.. i don't think it's mutual. i think i'm very stand offish in these conversations and i don't think people are liking me very much. i'm trying to socialize well but it just ends up being really awkward lmfao

hudson is a cool tribe, i talk to jc the least but they still seem cool. i'm not in any alliances here but i'm thinking of asking wes for an alliance soon and i want to keep talking to logan so they can possibly work with me as well? but i think jimmy and wes are literally the same person so they're probably aligned or something

jannu is a cool tribe as well, i'm just pretty confident there's an alliance there i'm not in. matt and the stevens i feel are probably working together, and that's pretty unsettling. steffen is apparently a big liar and backstabber, and if you pair that together with matt then who knows what you can get! i guess it'll be easy to turn them against each other though if it comes down to it, but it's way too early for  that.

i've been trying to find the idol (without a clue lmao) i was trying to get alex to give it to me but i had no luck. i think he knows that advantage is his life line in the game and he wouldn't give it out so easily. i'd try simon but i think he'd just expose me or something.

i'm close with jake, and i want to be close with emma and lydia. i think lydia is a person i should be wary of, but i think that we can bond really easily as we're both from maryland and are pretty similar. emma is really cool too and i think if we're on a tribe together, we'll end up aligning. i'm going to ask lydia for an alliance pretty soon probably. 

i'm glad to have won the immunity challenge on both of my tribes! i'm only one of 9 people to do so. i'm a fucking LEGEND! i did #that. i'm hoping this can continue so i don't have to go to tribal obviously, i think i'd be in trouble on both of my tribes in that scenario. i just don't mend well with these people! i really like them though, that's the thing. i'm really intimidated.

hopefully this whole thing ends well, because my goal this game is just really to have fun and go far. 

Oh god, I haven't made one of these since premiere night I'm pretty sure! I've been out of town so it's been hard to write anything up!  

I'm so nervous for Alex right now, it's too early for him to go home.  I'm not sure why his greedy ass decided to take something but there is a positive to all this...  HE GAVE ME THE IDOL CLUE! And I just really hope I get an idol and have a bit of fun once he leaves! It's better with him in for sure but maybe him leaving will be better for my game.  I just hope Simon leaves in the game that he and Simon are both in together. 

I'm so glad my tribes and I have our shit together and that I won't be personally attending a tribal council tonight!  SCORE! :D

GUESS WHO JUST GOT THE IDOL CLUE???????

Idk how he'd make this shit up tbh so I think it's the real one unless he changed some stuff but idk why he'd do that to me. I didn't even have to ask he just...sent...it????

Now, idk. I expressed to quite a few people (Kait, Lydia, Steffen, Jake, Logan, Jenn) that I was gonna try to get it out of him lmao. Will I share it....? Probably. It'll definitely help me build trust. But also, this is something that sets me apart and maybe I need that. We'll see :~)

[cherryonigiri]

Okay so could you write a headcanon where 2 random boys (can you pick then? I love all of boys from hq) and Ushi-kun where they walk on their gfs fangirling or thirsting over another anime/game character?And she was talking how hot he is? How they would react?👀😂 have a great day/night and dont forget to eat and get rest, love you💕

A/N: hahahahaha i laughed while writing this. FYI these are all based on legit crushes i had on anime/game characters at some point in my life - see if you’ve watched the shows i’ve watched :) ILY I PROMISE I’M DOING MY BEST TO EAT THREE MEALS A DAY AND GET ADEQUATE SLEEP MWAH. also i went overboard and added an extra boy bc why not. These are a little shorter since there were 4 characters but I hope you enjoy!

Content warning: implied nsfw for Atsumu + slight nsfw hcs for Matsukawa (Matukawa’s hcs are below the cut - UPDATE TUMBLR IS NOT LETTING ME PUT THE CUT WHERE I WANT IT SO JUST LETTING YOU KNOW THAT THERE IS IMPLIED/SLIGHT NSFW FOR THE LAST 2 CHARACTERS

PS: If anyone wants a spicy sequel/one shot for matsukawa i’m open to the idea 👀👀 let me know in my inbox!

Ushijima Wakatoshi 

Ushijima definitely knows you’re into anime + games

Having visited your dorm room on multiple occasions he’s seen your extensive collection of manga, anime posters and you always seem to be playing on your switch whenever you have free time

Of course, he notices a significant portion of your collection is centered on male characters 

And you’ve definitely mentioned a few games to him - Ikemen Sengoku, Code:Realize, Hakuouki (wow i’m really out here exposing myself) etc. 

He doesn’t really mind though? Like - at the end of the day these are 2D men, whereas he is a very real boyfriend 

At least he thinks he doesn’t mind

Recently, he notices that you seem to be on your phone a lot, and you seem to be texting the same group chat very often

He asks why and you laugh - it’s not actual text messages you’re just trying out a new otome/simulation game called Mystic Messenger. He finds the name silly but he just brushes it off he’s definitely J E A L O U S

Until one day he walks into your room while you’re calling one of your friends to freak out about that specific game

You sound kind of teary from outside the door “Oh MY GOD OH MY GOD I GOT THE GOOD ENDING WITH JUMIN!” and “[friend name] I THINK I CAN DIE HAPPY I’M MARRIED TO JUMIN HAN WHAT MORE DO I NEED IN LIFE” and “HE’S SO FREAKING ATTRACTIVE UGH I AM BLESSED”

He’s like who TF is Jumin and immediately bursts into your room looking pissed off

Poor babie is all like “you’re married?” and “if you had someone else you were interested in you should have told me.” “Who is this Jumin Han???” 🧐

Oh my god you start cackling, but you manage to tell him that NO you are not married and that Jumin Han is a fictional character from the game you’re playing

Ushijima looks confused after you explain - why would you find fictional men attractive when you’re already dating him? 

Tendou almost dies laughing the next day when Ushijima tells him about what happened

Oikawa Tooru

Since practice finishes pretty late he usually goes to see you at your house at night, but tonight things wrapped up earlier - he’s excited to spend more time with you

You’ve finished up most of your homework so you’ve just been rewatching Attack on Titan since you’re super excited for the new season 

You’re kinda distracted/have headphones on so you don’t hear your boyfriend knock on the front door. Your mom answers it and lets him in and he climbs the stairs

He can hear your fangirling (freaking out) over something as he walks towards your room

You jump in surprise when he opens the door, because you thought he would be a bit later but immediately release your pent up excitement

“Tooru just LOOK at him he’s such a bad ass like oh my gosh he literally has swords and he’s still running around slaying the MPs who have guns. God whenever he gets angry he looks so hot,” etc. etc. 

You’re shoving your laptop in his face, showing him gifs and video of attack on titan, specifically the captain of the survey corps that you are obsessed with

Tooru gets it - for him its space, shitty alien films and astronomy. For you it’s video games and anime - or more specifically, handsome characters from said franchises

Even though he understand that it’s something you’re passionate about he still makes a whole show about whining how you’re in love with Levi Ackerman (lmao i still thirst over our favorite captain) instead of him

“y/n i’m taller than him! And more handsome! He has blood on him all the time! And he’s super annoying because he’s obsessed with cleaning.” *cue pouty Tooru*

You probably shouldn’t tell him that you are an avid follower of the levi x reader tag on tumblr 

Tooru still somehow finds out you’re also reading reader insert fanfic and goes BERSERK with his pouting and whining - literally everyone and their mothers have heard his sob story about how “his darling y/n is leaving me for a short germaphobic asshole” 

The rest of the team finds it hilarious - the end up pranking him by posting pictures of Levi in his school locker or texting them in the volleyball groupchat (Oikawa is Suffering™)

Makki and Mattsun get him a Levi keychain for his birthday and cackle when he chucks it violently into the nearest trash can 

Miya Atsumu

Doesn’t really know you’re into anime/gaming at first

I don’t think that’s on purpose - Atsumu just has such a one track mind when it comes to volleyball and he’s always busy with practice

so he just kinda doesn’t really give all the anime merch in your room a second glance even though it’s a dead giveaway

I bet Atsumu secretly watches some superhero anime - probably shounen stuff like My Hero Academia, one punch man etc. 

He probably starts to notice you’re into anime/games because you’ll play games on your phone/gaming device all the time 

One day he notices you’re giggling + blushing while looking at your screen. He’s curious to he heads over to you when coach says they can have a break

Peeks over your shoulder because he wants to know what you’re playing - but instead he’s greeted by some 2D samurai guy called Harada Sanosuke asking you to marry him 

“Huh, I didn’t know you were into this kinda stuff y/n” tries to sound playful but internally he is screaming / ?????? WOT I DIDN’T KNOW MY S/O WAS INTO OTOME GAMES

Atsumus pretty chill about it at first, he probably teases you a lot about playing the game but isn’t really bugged about it

“Maybe you should thirst over your boyfriend instead of a fictional character babe~”

I mean - he knows he’s attractive and why be jealous? You only really play the game when he’s busy and you don’t really let the game play seep into your dates/hangouts

But one time he walks in on you reading some ~spicy~ hakuouki x reader fanfic and he’s like are u serious

Like you were lowkey quiet screaming to yourself and muttering “omg omg omg” when he walked in and you definitely tried to close your laptop so he couldn’t see what was open in your browser

Too bad Atsumu has mad reflexes and manages to prevent you from making your computer go to sleep

Briefly skims whatever it was that you were reading and smirks at you 

“Hey, if you really want something like this, why don’t you let your real boyfriend deliver” before kissing you

Matsukawa Issei

Look, Issei just wants a chill movie/tv show night where the two of you can bundle up on the couch and binge whatever anime you feel like

Has everything set up - this man is ready to go: snacks? he has all of your favorites, couch? filled with soft pillows + multiple pillows. Attire? Comfy sweatpants shirtless 🥵

Last time he chose the series for your binge sleepover so he let you choose what the two of you were gonna watch this time 

Turns out you decided to watch Psycho-Pass - it seemed like a pretty cool show, he was down with the whole dystopia/psychological concept

Starts out pretty normal, is appreciating the action + mystery elements and is glad that you chose that show 

About halfway through the anime you two decide to take a break - he goes to the kitchen to refill your snacks, leaving to stretch you back.

When he comes back with more food, he notices that you’re hunched over your phone, typing something

He sneaks up behind you after he puts the food down, “Whatcha reading there babe?” You squeak and try to hide your phone, but not before he sees the words kougami x reader typed into your tumblr search bar

Lit-rally exCuSE me what - he’s not mad (more amused than anything else) but he also kind wants to tease you (bc Mattsun is a little shit) 

“Is that the reason you wanted to watch this show?” he asks playfully. “He’s pretty hot tho, I kinda agree with you there babe.” 

Now that he’s released the floodgate, he can’t stop your occasional comments like “omg how does he look so GOOD when he’s punching someone” or “he could shoot me with his dominator and i’d still say thank you” 

The thirst comments are kinda getting to him, so he decides to take things in a different direction

“Let me what I can show you with my dominator~” L M A O I’M SORRY THIS EXISTS

Suddenly you’re being pulled onto his lap, and pressed against his bare chest, Issei barely gives you time to adjust before he’s kissing you roughly, tongue plunging into your mouth

His hands wrap around your hips pressing your core closer to his own, and you can feel his hard-on pressing into your stomach 

He’ll be sure to suck a dark hickey onto the side of your neck and his hands travel under your shirt, just to remind you who your real boyfriend is 

Needless to say, you won’t remember a single thing about the second half of the show after the night is over couch sex? Couch sex 😏

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