#but i hope you are doing well too anon! im sending even more hugs! 🫂

[fatuismooches]

Hello smooches, its 🥝 anon. I'm sorry for not popping up on ur inbox for a very long time again (health issues, again.) i hope that you are doing well! I see so many Dotty's rambling when i scroll down a bit and honestly i can't wait to read all of it 🙏🛐 (and also hoping to see just a bit of Capitano content from u-)

So.. Remember when i said last time that i have a brainrot about Capitano's Childhood Crush with fragile!reader? In ur Capitano Childhood Crush fic, reader always sends a lot of letters to him but he never recieved them, right? (It was disheartening, just like what u said on the fic..) And, Well..

Imagine that all of the letters are about reader telling him about their conditions, their illness getting worse and worse, until the last one about reader wanting to see him again for last time..

When Capitano wanted to see them again, he sends some of his Fatui agents to search for reader whereabouts (since it would be too dangerous for reader's safety if he is the one who come to them, also he never see them among the crowds for a very long time whenever he and his troops came back, reader always come to see him..).

Now, imagine his reaction when his agents told him that reader is already dead a long time ago or when he finally found all of reader's letters 😔

I'm trying to make my ask not too long, æügh 😩😭 i'm sorry if its messy- 😭 anyways, sending virtual hugs for u smooches for still feeding us Harbinger content for more than a year now 🤗💞🛐 as always, bless u and ur big brain writings

-a rotten 🥝 anon

(Also recently, i saw an "early" story leak about the next region on twt that we will have Dottore boss fight in Natlan instead of Capitano. Idk if its true or not, but if its true.. then, i guess you guys Dottore lovers better prepare for him now 👀 i want to see some C6R5 Dotty mains here)

HI 🥝 ANON!! I MISSED YOU! And don't worry about popping in! I want you to take care of yourself first above all! I hope you enjoy the plentiful Dottore brainrots though :3 (and i promise to post some Capitano brainrots. Just for you.) BUT AHHH THIS BRAINROT... WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME SAD. (Yes, I remember when I put that in my fic! I can't believe it was so long ago though- you made me go back and reread it 😭)

Imagine if you live in a secluded part of Snezhnaya. It's quiet and pretty with only the servants in the house to keep you company. Capitano let you stay here instead of the mansion because staying in that big house without him would probably make you sadder. Though you are already sad without him, it's a bit better. But you spend a lot of time writing him letters. It was a habit of yours, telling him what you've done all this time even though he's not here. Some letters get sent, some don't. But you always put the happier stuff in the letters that get sent to him. He's out doing a lot of hard work, you don't want to bother him with your illness! Though anyone could see the lingering sadness in your letters. However, the battlefield is a tough place and the long distance doesn't help your case. Things are bound to get lost and go missing. So you're left waiting, and waiting, and waiting for your husband's replies that never come... Eventually, you stop sending them, instead keeping them in a box.

Although Capitano is busy with his mission, he wonders why you haven't reached out to him. Amidst the war and battle, he does look forward to your sweet letters, perhaps your handwriting may not be the best, but he loves to see how his darling is doing. He of course focuses on his duties, but he always thinks of you. So it wouldn't hurt to send an agent to report on you, since clearly communication isn't the best right now. When the soldier arrives and hears of your demise, he isn't sure how to break the news to his Harbinger. All he can do is hope that the letter makes it to him after the battle is over, so morale isn't too down. And it does. The Fatui win this battle, and the letter comes just in time. Ah, finally he can see how you're doing, Capitano thinks. But when he reads the first sentence, he's... well, I can't explain his emotions very well. Empty would be a good word. Why? Why didn't he know? Couldn't something have been done? You were find before he left, how did your condition worsen that quickly?

He won't know, because he won't ever hear your voice again.

AND YEAHHH i saw that leak too but. To be honest i don't really believe it, a bunch of story leaks have turned out to be trolls so tbh i don't really pay attention to them anymore, especially when they're so far into the future 😅 But my c6r1 Arlie savings are going strong right now! (400 wishes >:)

[jesuistrestriste]

are you scared of flying? I haven't flown in years and even though it's a short flight I'm freaking out a bit ~ ✈️

oooh boy well it’s funny u ask bc i just racked up 26 hours of flying in the last month and a half ! (13 hours there, 13 hours back..)

im not super scared of the actual flying part, but i dont like what it does to my ears lmao (pro tip: make sure you chew some gum and do some sprays of flonase (my secret weapon) during take off and the landing if u have ear pain problems ! if ur rlly worried, u can chew gum on and off throughout ur flight and it’ll help to continuously regulate the pressure in ur inner ear)

on a real note though, try not to worry too much!! i know it’s easier said than done, but try to treat it like a fun little ride you get to go on before you arrive at your destination. if you’re by a window and not afraid of heights, it can be fun to look down as you take off and watch the landscape from above. otherwise, just focus on deep breaths and bring some fun things for yourself to do. maybe bring a book, a sketchpad, headphones to listen to music with, or some small task you can do to preoccupy urself (like setting up a planner or writing a letter to someone). if it’s a short flight, it’ll go by even quicker !

+ planes are very safe nowadays, and turbulence is more infrequent than many of us assume :,)

i hope u have a good flight anon ! sending hugs to u and i also hope u have a good time wherever you’re off to 🫂 🫂

[wakanai]

thank you @im-a-chunky-potato this little thing made my day :)

spreading the love to you guys

my pwetty pathetic little skk shipper princess tumblr mutual @bunglegaydogs, ate @edettethegreat, @anti-dazai-blog (I could write a whole blog review proving you're more than your blog name suggests cause like 💅 ppl can disagree w your opinions but they can't deny that it's well thought out. you've got points to back it up and im w you 100% abt the latest bsd ep ❣️ love the post abt conflict in particular) @allbuthuman 💅 (you've got an interesting aesthetic style) @tecchous-thicc-buttocks (slay strong queen 😭💪), @lazyflower48 💐💐😘 @miyakyo (its good seeing someone w the same faith be so open about it. ily. keep slaying. and stay strong for gojo 😭🫂), @kyouka-supremacy 💕💗@iwritenarrativesandstuff 💙@looksgnarlydude (love you mwa moi😘), @jounosparticles (we don't talk but like why didn't i find your blog sooner 😒 <3) and @sorcerersandskillusers (prob the first acc ive ever actively fangirled over. sorry for being weird, i just appreciate your analysis and dedication and thoughts sm 🙏 💕 like go off king 👑⚡)

also bonus mention to:

@carbonateds-oda (some of your rants i genuinely find so funny, i love your remarks, you're yourself even tho you cuss like a sailor 😭 and idk if its from my own subjective experiences but the word 'college student' suits you so well idk why skdjsjs. also your use of 'prob' rubbed off on me. I used to say it as 'prolly' then i started using 'prob' sometimes then it stuck lol. hope ur pain is better now cause thats sounds rlly painful 😭 and also 🍶 have a random ant disinfenctant lol 🐜)

@plinko-mori (lets gooo, mori lover 😭💃✨ i don't like mori but I like your analyses of him and that 100 reason list you made was rlly helpful. also random reveal but that anon whom you helped grasp mori's character was me lol. i appreciate you legit sending me a whole link of irl mori's works plus the other links too 🙏❤️ hope things are well w you and your teddy 💗

also congratulations for staying calm 🎉 I don't have 1,000 pesos but I have online hugs lol. ¡Buen trabajo! (yes i used google translate for this lol). I see your main from time to time and even tho your red flags scare me (lol) its rlly cool how you share yourself. I think ur very interesting and i hope you enjoy life and have more good experiences ❤️ online hugs from this random stranger :) ).

and

@kindnessoverperfection (a relative once sent me a link implying that someone I care for has npd. I was offended but after seeing your posts, I became more accepting and even thought about it. The person I care for may have some npd traits but genuinely cares for me and is not a heartless monster like the media makes it out to be.

So when I saw your posts, it really made me think of the possibility and opened my eyes that 'oh..npd is a genuine disorder and not evil like media makes it out to be.' While I doubt this person actually has the disorder (I thought about it), your blog really really helped in destigmatizing and humanizing those affected. I'm willing to bet it's being a huge help to those with npd and I'm so proud of you for fighting. 💕 Best wishes to your life and recovery, sis. You're doing great and you CAN do it! fighting! ✊✊)

This is the Nugget of Friendship.

It is not given lightly. Yet I give it to you.

Yes. I mean YOU.

Now shoo.

Pass on the Nugget of Friendship

Much appreciated my friend.

Allow me to send it on to my b r o s.

@bigbrain411

@the-ultimate-puppteer

@spiritoflife22-blog