#but i have so censor m*ns names

[eitelle]

IM GONNA CRY HELP MY TEACHER IS BULLYING AR*JEET I FEEL SO BAD 😞💔‼️‼️

[dreamworldstims]

Here’s my intro and DNI and stuff

art used here: x

Requests: Closed

Sorry if the colors on this blog are eyestrainy I can’t figure out the colors I’m not good at them

This should link to a list of all my stimboards

sorry this is very long

BYF (before you follow) :

My main blog is a v*nt (e) blog so even though I don’t use it anymore I probably won’t be following/liking posts from it because I don’t want to make anyone uncomfortable, sorry

Please tell me if I forget to tag something/do something bad/interact with a bad person, I’m not good with that kind of stuff and I probably didn’t notice or didn’t know about it

I’m really bad at holding up a conversation so sorry about that

Ask me if you need anything tagged that I’m not tagging! I won’t mind

I’ll probably use “🌀” for original stims (as in the og post for them, like not the stimboards if that makes sense), “mine” for things that are mine, and “my gif” and “my stimboards” for my gifsets and stimboards :)

Mass liking/rebloging is ok!

I use it/its pronouns so if you’re against that go away

it’s always ok to tag my posts as kin, me, and stuff like that

I’m on mobile 99% of the time

Please don’t try to start discourse with me it makes me uncomfortable

I don’t usually reply to comments because this is not my main and I don’t want to give my main away, sorry

Please don’t use my gifs and then link back to the original video when you’re on my dni (yes this is about a specific person)

DNI (do not interact):

You’re homoph*bic (o), tr*nsph*bic (a, o), a T*RF (e), g*nder critical (e), T*HM (e), F*bf*m (e, e) r*df*m (a, m) etc

You’re a 18+ only, N*FW (s), k*nk (i), etc blog, especially if you’re a d*lg (d) go away

You’re a pr*-sh*pper (o, i)

You’re a p*do (e) / M*P (a) or whatever you call yourself these days leave now

You’re a tr*nsm*d (a, e) (including “tr*nsm*d safe!!” accounts)

You’re an excl*s (u) (I thought I put this here but ig I didn’t)

You support lgbst*ms (i) (they’re a t*rf and they make me uncomfortable sorry for having a person on my dni)

you’re anti neopronouns and xenogenders

you’re a r*dq*eer (a, u) or supporter (tr*nsabl*d, tr*ns*ge, pro-p*raph*lia, etc)

You’re a 19 year old cishet man (i know this is specific please don’t ask)

you make fun of/mock/whatever dnis/dni banners

You specifically state “anyone can interact”

I had more but memory bad so I’ll update it at times

I censored them because I don’t want them showing up in tags or something like that

About me:

So now that we got that out of the way, hey

I wanted to make this blog because I keep looking at stim blogs and they make me go :))) so I made one eventually—

I don’t have a name, so you can make one up for me, or you can just call me X

My pronouns are it/its

I have autism

I’m not human, please do not refer to me as such (I am a demon)

I really like Vocaloid and lolita fashion!

There’s not rlly much interesting about me I’m not sure what to put here honestly

[albino-whumpee]

An old thing 3

First Continued from here

Look, I´m embarrassed of how I came up with something as fucked up as this. I´m very sorry to the people who read the first version of this and I do hope you´re doing ok. It´s never my intention or objective to make anyone feel wrong with the things I do. There´s a reason my art style is soft.  So I send anyone who felt uncomfortable about this, an apology.  However, I wanna believe I can share this under the “No matter how rough and dark, stories need to be told” And well. I failed to process not ALL parts of the story need to be told. So here´s the censored version of it.

CW// public humilliation, Degrading language, Non Con, Dub Con, NS*W at times, dehumanization, past CSA mentioned and threatened/implied, grooming, electrocution, along, slavery, human trafficking, forced breeding, blood, whump of minors, attempted murder, manhandling, muzzles, creepy and explosive whumpers, physical and emotional abuse.

Everything will be tagged and if there´s tags to be added, tell me please.

Five months later, Layo didnt wanna touch Roahn as he was disgusted to touch pregnant women. Roahn had a big bump already. A medic had come over and had done analysis to her. Apparently she was expecting twins. Two boys. Shy was handcuffed in the other side of the cell, but he couldnt decide to be happy or horrified. His master, Dánae, looked beyond pleased.

“What if we keep one? We can educate him as if he was ours. But we gotta make sure he knows his place. And maybe when he’s older we could use him”

Layo looked delighted by her plan.

“What about the other?” He had asked her.

Danae reflected, looking at no point in particular and then said with a stone cold face “we will sell him just after he doesn’t need his mother’s milk anymore”

Listening to that conversation were the medic and the two slaves. Roahn started sobbing. Quietly almost unheard.

And Shy jerked on his restraints. He had a muzzle on, restricting his talking. But his eyes showed rage.

“What? The doggy feels sad for being separated from his pup? Dont make me laugh, Shy” Layo grinned “ahh, well its just ironic for you right?” He started, Shy picking up, jerked aggressively. His muscles getting tense. “Your twin brother… I had my eyes on you for quite a while. Its a shame you were split” Layo sighed Shy stood up pulling on his restraints. Danae was amused by his reaction. Shy was, well, shy. He never showed that aggressive part of himself. And certainly, Roahn was the most amused of them.

“What were you called at the club? The two stars? Oh! The twin stars! always with your star painted on your cheek. you looked adorable. You were like 12?”

Shy stopped revolving. The stage name having an impact on him.

“Quite the performance between you two and other people” Layo laughed “Then you were sold. Alone. To that old man, what was his name? He raped you often didnt he? Before dying he told me you would scream your brothers name: Ivan.”

Shy was silent again. His legs shaking.

“Ivan and Dimitri. The twin stars. Lovely names for just two slaves born from another slave and sold to do exactly the same…” Layo paused dramatically, eyes on him. “You went full circle didnt you, Dimitri?”.

Shy/Dimitri had lost it. If there was one thing that pushed all his buttons was his past. He pulled on his chains, so much he shattered them.

Layo and Danae were just a feet away from the cell. So before the man could even react Dimitri had already grabbed his white hair.

Danae screamed and went to help his husband but he was faster and slammed his head in the floor. Danae took out a teaser and pinched Shy, who brutally convulsed on the ground.

“SHY!” Roahn yelled in her chair as the doctor held her down. Trying to convince her it was too dangerous. She looked at the man’s face as he shook his head in a no. “Ill take care of this lady” the doctor told her. She was surprised by his kindness.

The man went to stop Danae from shocking his slave any longer.

“Please miss Dourson! Stop it! Miss Dourson you’re going to kill him!” The man said grabbing her.

“Shut up!” She shoved him away, the teaser flying off her hands.

“My love…” Layo said with his bloody nose “stop it”

Danae pulled him to her not minding the blood on her dress. “Dear! He was trying to kill you!”

“Yes…he was…” Layo said putting his head backwards. When the bleeding stopped he added “I loved his face” the man spat “rage…Ah~ what an adorable expression from the pup” Danae wanted to make some sense enter his head but was stopped before that “Ill teach him a lesson Dánae, leave it to me” he said in a smirk.

-

Later that night Roahn was on their mat, stressed out about Shy. He had been taken by two men. Unconscious and limp. Her pleas fell in deaf ears.

She massaged her bump, trying to sooth her anxiety.

The door slammed and Shy walked in with bruises on his face and shackled. He was with Layo who didnt have the decency to cover his dick.

He threw him to the ground, Shy barely having time to put his hands in front.

Layo kicked him in the back making him fall for good. He sat above him and grabbed him by the collar choking him a bit.

“Never forget you’re mine, Shy. If you want to live of course” he said letting his head hit the ground. He stood up grabbing him by the arm and threw him back to the cell.

“Dont you dare try to take off the shackles woman. Or you will have his corpse instead”

The man said going away.

Roahn looked at his body, and understood what had happened in those hours.

“Sh- Dimitri…?” Roahn held his face. He gave her a sad look. Roahn felt the cold metal of the shackles on her abdomen when she hugged him.

“Im sorry baby. Im sorry. Im so glad you’re back” she cried.

“C’mere” he said, Roahn stopped and Shy passed his linked arms to her back into a hug. “Dont cry, Roahn. Im ok” he said. His bruises were purple and enormous.

“We need to run away. We need to…”

“Yes we do. But we gotta wait. Can you wait?” He told her.

She doubted.

She didn’t want to wait.

But she said yes.

-

The twins were born. One after three minutes. Three minutes where Danae took the newborn on her arms.

Shy allowed it but in his heart he wanted to kill her.

The second baby was put into his arms. He saw him and started crying. He showed him to Roahn. And told her,

“For them. Soon”

—

Destiny works in mysterious ways.

Their plan was to escape the week before Cal was put up for sale. Taking Kit and running away through the basements windows.

However the night was going down smoothly when suddenly, at the garden just beside the basement, one of the guards of the auction place beat Dimitri up and dragged them back with the baby twins on his coworkers arms.

Roahn was beaten up this time too.

When she woke up, Kit was with Danae screaming and crying loudly, as Dimitri was receiving a CPR. He came back to life but the medic guarded him for two months.

During this time, Cal was sold.

Layo told her how much.

50,000 euros.

That was how much their baby was worth.

During those nights, Roahn mourned her son. She wasnt allowed to see Kit. Or Dimitri.

She was alone. And she was desperate.

When Dimitri healed and a few scars were added to his face, he came back to her. And they hugged for their children had been stripped away from them.

But he promised this wouldn’t happen again. This time they would think it through.

And they would be free.

[lvanter]

in the light ; yang jeongin

pairing; jeongin x reader

word count; 1.3k

genre; high school au, fluff

warnings; none??? i think

description; jeongin needs to find jisung. he finds him in the auditorium along with the love of his life

note; y/l/n: ur last name just in case uwu

“where is he? where is he? where is he?” jeongin whispered to himself as he walked down the school hall

he needed to find felix.

felix who forgot to give back jeongins history notes

he saw hyunjin and seungmin standing by hyunjins locker, trying to clean it out a bit

“hyung!” jeongin exclaimed jogging up to them

hyunjin and seungmins both turned to look at the younger boy.

“what’s up, innie?” hyunjin asked while ruffling jeongins hair

“have any of you seen felix hyung?”

hyunjin shook his head, while seungmin nodded

“yeah i saw him in chemistry earlier today, why?”

jeongin sighed, that didn’t help much

“he just forgot to give me my history notes back.

“oh, sorry innie i haven’t seen him since then”

hyunjin scrunched his nose

“why don’t you check the auditorium, i’m pretty sure he said he had to help jisung with the lights”

“okay, thanks hyung. i’ll check the there” jeongin said before running down the hall

“the auditorium” he mumbled opening the door

he walked down towards the stage

but he only got half way before his eyes fell on you

jeongin stopped

you were standing in the middle of the stage, talking with jisung.

you,,, wow holyshit

(´｡• ω •｡`) ♡ jeongins in love (´｡• ω •｡`) ♡

you just looked so eathreal. standing right under the light.

jeongin was mesmerized

“wow” he whispered to himself in awe

suddenly jisung saw him standing there, staring

“JEONGIN! HEY” jisungs loud ass yelled and waved at him

you looked in jeongins direction

wanting to see what made jisung yell this time

‘fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck what do i do what do i do what do i do what do i do what do i do what do i do what do i do what do i do what do i do what do i do’ -jeongins brain, when u looked at him

here’s what he did

he bolted out of the auditorium. yeah :/ maybe not the best idea

“who was that?” you asked jisung confused

“jeongin, hes one of my best friends!”

“oh okay” - chris bang chan

jeongin on the other hand ran into the boys bathroom and locked himself in a stall

“holy shit” he said as quietly as possible, not wanting anyone to hear him.

he put his hand over his heart. it was beating fast mainly because he just ran so much

“i didn’t even get my notes-“

later that evening, jeongin was sitting in his room. he was supposed to be studying - and he was trying in the beginning, trust me, but he just had to know who you were

so there he was, sitting on his bed, surrounded by notes, which he got back looking through last years yearbook, trying to find you.

“there!” he exclaimed louder than intended.

‘y/n y/l/n’

“y/n” he said in awe.

how are u so pretty omg, no one should be that pretty. what the fuck do u think ur doing

jeongin let out a breath he didn’t even know he was holding. this was gonna be a long night

like next week ٩(◕‿◕)۶

the first thing jeongin saw when he walked into history class, was felix trying to do a handstand up against the wall, jisung standing beside him giving encouragement, hyunjin laughing at them and seungmin filming it

the second thing he saw was you sitting next to the window looking at something outside

wait

what

since when the fuck have you been in his history class

damn ur sitting next to the window

the light hitting ur face making you look angelic

“jeongin. JEONGIN” hyunjin tried to get jeongins attention

“what?”

“you’ve been staring at y/n for the last 5 minutes,,,,,you okay”

jeongin blinked “yeah yeah i’m-i’m okay”

history class went by with jeongin looking (read: staring) at you and not being able to concentrate

“i so failed this test” felix complained while walking out of the classroom

“so did jeongin” seungmin stated like it was a fact

jeongin looked at him “u don’t know that?????????????”

“u spend pretty much the entire class staring at y/n. so i’m p p sure you failed the test” hyunjin agreed with seungmin

dammit he was caught

“w-what i-i did-didn’t stare at y-y/n. that’s- that’s ridiculous”

hyunjin and seungmin rolled their eyes at him but left him alone

“jisung?” a soft voice said from behind jeongin, making the boys turn around

“Y/N!!!” jisung shouted even through u were standing right in front of him

“are you still helping this afternoon?”

“Yes, i am” jisung said energetically. “have you met my friends??????”

“you have friends??” “no haven’t”

“this is felix, that’s hyunjin, that’s seungmin and the one that looks like a baby is jeonginnie”

hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh jisssuuunnng why did you have to describe him as a baby

“hi i’m y/n” u waved at them

goddamnit y/n why is ur wave so cute?????????????

“nice to meet you” seungmin said w a small smile

“we know u” hyunjin snickered. “jeongin was stari-OW jeongin what the h*ck”

‘how did he censor h*ck irl??????????’

u were so confused,,,,,,,,                         ”what??”

“NOTHING!!!!” jeongin shouted before he could stop himself. “nothing it’s nothing”

“,,,,,,,,,,,,,, okayyy???     i,,,, really have to go now,,,,it was nice meeting u all,,,,,,”

“i’ll see you in the auditorium!!!!” jisung said smiling as always

“see ya” then u walked off

“OW WILL YOU STOP FUCKING HITTING ME” hyunjin yelled

“you almost exposed me!!!????????NO i wont stop hitting you” jeongin said with a glare

before any of them could say more they heard changbins voice “there u are. whats up? why are u just standing here??”

“jeongin has a crush~~~~~~~~~~~~” felix giggled

changbin raised an eyebrow “on who?”

“u know y/n??????” - jisung

“yeah???”

“thats his crush~~~~~~~~~~”

changbin nodded slowly “good luck with that. theyre very popular and get confessions all the time”

jeongin is staring at changbin like ヽ(°〇°)ﾉ ヽ(°〇°)ﾉ ヽ(°〇°)ﾉ  

“th-theyre popular?????????????????????????????”

“??????????????????????????????????????yes??????????????? u didnt know????????????????????????????????”

“???????????????no??????????????how was i supposed to know?????????????????????”

“well maybe if u actually listend to what people are talking about, you would notice that y/ns name gets mentioned a lot. like a lot, a lot”

“oh”

the rest of the day jeongin listened to what the other students were talking about

and true enough he heard ur name a lot. like a lot, a lot

from “how does y/n look so good in this ugly ass uniform”

to “y/n smiled at me earlier today and,,,,i think im in love”

jeongin groaned and laid his head on the table. “theyll never like me,,,”

he was in the library

“jeongin?”

jeongin froze not daring to look up yet

“jeongin?” u asked again this time a little louder

this time he looked up “y-yes?”

he felt like he couldnt breath for a second when his eyes met yours

“ah um jisung said youre good at science”

u looked ?????????? nervous????????????

“ah i guess i am yes”

i was true he was good at science. it was his best subject

“could” u took a deep breath “could u maybe help with it?”

jeongin gulped “y-yeah sure i can help you with that”

u smiled “thank u so much jeongin”

jeongin seeing u smile: (♡°▽°♡) (♡°▽°♡)

“and maybe” u looked down nervoulsy “would you like to go on,,,,,,,a date,,,, with   me?”

jeongin froze “y-y-you wa-want to go on a-a dat-date with m-m-me???”

“yes” u mumbled still looking down

this was the first time you asked anyone out

you didnt ask people out

people asked You out

jeongin was malfunctioning

“u know what forget i asked” u said about to walk out when jeongin grabbed ur wrist

“no no no no no i would love to go on a date with you” jeongin said maybe a bit too fast for you to understand

he took a deep breath and looked into ur eyes

smksdnjfnaksdadsn

“i would love to go on a date with u”

he said with a very very cute smile making u go asnsmdnjshbdvjhabdjfhbajdhbhsbdjhbasjdhbjashdbjhsa

the end

yikes

u both went on the date and when the guys found out about it they cried