#but i have not played anything but medic

[eudico-my-beloved]

i have played nothing but medic for three days

[hiddenbeks]

I'M HOMEEEEEEE

[junglejim4322]

your latest post about your psychiatrist telling you you're "reverse placeboing" yourself is so funny bc the medication they give to us with ocd (ssirs) are proven to be a placebo. you're not convincing yourself the medicine doesn't work it literally just doesn't. psychiatry is so deeply unhelpful but especially so for ocd they're just like "have you considered simply not having ocd?"

It’s so frustrating and some people won’t even see me by virtue of having an ocd diagnosis because it’s considered resistant to treatment and inconsistent aka there’s no formulaic cheat code prescription they can slap me with so they don’t want to even try to play on medium difficulty. It’s not even just ssris for me although I’ve been on essentially all of them and they do NOTHING for me except some epic erectile dysfunction sometimes awesome but I have straight up been on everything ssris snris mood stabilizers benzos beta blockers gabapentin buspar prazosin sleeping pills migraine medication. antipsychotics despite never having psychosis?? ANTIHISTAMINES FOR DEBILITATING PANIC ATTACKS?

And what’s crazy is I think my willingness to try 5 thousand different medications is actually pretty open minded but they’re so dismissive of stopping medication because it’s not working or because of horrible side effects. I stopped taking some weird experimental ssri because it was absolutely horrific and every time I got prescribed something for the rest of the duration of seeing my psychiatrist she’d say “you know you have to actually take it for it to work” like fuck off? If I take the meds it’s my fault for them not working if i don’t take them it’s my fault for not trying. FED UP!

[senselessalchemist]

wrote 30k words and decided I didn't like them or the order i put them in and so started over. alright cool great thank you brain 👍👍

[soomanymoths]

CrinklyTinfoil bs

Just a collection of receipts since krys decided to go ahead and spew such backwards bs im no longer willing to keep this to myself - i only did in the first place because crinkles spouse (nightjarteeth) asked me to keep it tucked away for a while (Night is aware of the events and supports me in the situation last i checked).

Crinkle really hates the idea of their behavior backfiring & someone they hurt speaking about the experience. They will do anything to discredit people, doesnt matter if they caused the sitch in the 1st place. Its all about appearances, distorting events and grasping at straws for them. If you're their reader and you choose to believe them - remember they were comfortable pulling wool over the eyes of their spouse and someone they called a "dear friend". Ask yourself why anyone else would be exempt from this.

I might update this when i have more time on my hands.

Edit: The housing situation crinkle is now with krys is well deserved, he made his bed. Its just unfair that nightjar has to suffer over his choice of "buddies".

[timtamtomme]

youve been playing tf2 for four years are you good at it?

[im-still-a-robot]

Oh wow yeah dogshit opinions . Also tell me abt ur chickens

MY CHICKENNNSS

I named my first one honey and then thought "I could make a naming scheme out of this." And proceeded to bother Marnie until I got a blue one sdfghjk

I finally built a coop... mid winter. I am playing baby's first stardew and genuinely my goal is just to chill. I have the wiki up on my phone. The only way to become the encyclopedia is to read it first.

ANYWAY. CHICKENS. I <3 chickens. Genuienly if I wasn't terrible at doing things I would gladly own chickens irl. Birds are one of my favorite things in general (idk if yall have seen my Collection.) and chickens are easily one of my favorites. I really like the salt and pepper looking ones, but truly all of them are wonderful.

I have a singular duck (flip flop) for feather purposes (community center + elliott) and will have a dinosaur soon! If I get more ducks they will be fun footwear but the dinosaur/rabbit naming schemes are yet to be seen.

Also the cat's named Shrike because my farmer is named Wren (proof of the bird thing ;])

[pixlmonkeys]

can’t do anything cannot stand this

[soracities]

you've seen the glory????

loving the surprise in this but omg yes!!! i'll do what you say like a royal command i'll be your executioner i'll join the hunt who can i kill for you right now etc as if i am passing up a show w devotion like that

[selvepnea]

Thinking about. That one post about art. And how it's never good enough. Since you're the one that made it. And how. It might relate to how I view myself?

[barley-st-band]

girl help i tried to do a normal weekwork after a break while only getting a couple hours of sleep per night like i did in high school and now i’m on the verge of catastrophic organ failure. girl help i’m only 26 what do you mean i can’t bounce back like i did at 16. i can’t see

[spacealiencafe]

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[winterrose42]

Whatever happens i hope the entirety of the medical system and every other established bullshit broken system run by people whi think theyre entitled to other peoples worth burn to the ground as painfully as possibly and the people effected get to mount their heads on sticks before being given contracts to be involved in the rebuilding process so its actually fucking fair and works

Rapidly losibg vacation time i cannot just simply go to work after just fuck all bullshit

[tearlessrain]

hmm. house of healing. upsetting. don't like that.

[leemarkies]

ok alright i will watch the fallout show

[emotionally-intuitive-engineer]

hey engi

my car has a flat

can you teach me how to change a tire

Howdy! Alright, first I gotta know how it happened, we might just be able to use one of those lil' tire repair kits, or if it's something bigger then we might just have to replace yer tire.