#but i had a nice cry afterward and napped

[sapsolais]

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[babydollitzel]

can you please do dating johnny cade hc?

𝐉𝐨𝐡𝐧𝐧𝐲 𝐂𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐜’𝐬

ᯓᡣ𐭩 Johnny Cade x Fem!reader (omg I just realized I had written Dallas Winston x reader I’m sorry😭)

warnings/extra; nothing bad in this one but sorry if I did happen to miss something!

˗ˏˋ ꒰ a/n ꒱ ˎˊ˗ sorry this took so long I have cheer practice all week and so far I’ve been taking the fattest naps afterwards 😓and feel free to send requests!

₊˚⊹౨ৎ ₊˚⊹ ₊˚⊹౨ৎ ₊˚⊹ ₊˚⊹౨ৎ ₊˚⊹ ₊˚⊹౨ৎ ₊˚⊹

𐙚 Sassy man apocalypse!!

𐙚 Like he’s lowkey very sarcastic and you’re just baffled afterwards like excuse me??

𐙚 Whenever he has problems at home he always comes to your house, which you let him of course. Your parents don’t mind either, they feel bad and know he’s a good kid

𐙚 Deep talks at the lot >>

𐙚 Talks about you to Ponyboy, all good things of course. He talks about how perfect you are, how he’s so grateful you’re in his life, etc

𐙚 He’s pretty protective of you. Especially with all the socs roaming around.

𐙚 For that reason, he makes sure to hold your hand and walk with you EVERYWHERE you go. Whether you’re going home, to school, to the lot, anywhere

𐙚 When you’re talking to other guys he could get jealous but he mainly feels insecure. Though he tries to hide it by acting tough

𐙚 But he’ll always feel a bit better when you reassure him with some sweet words and a kiss to his bruised cheek

𐙚 Being teased by Dallas and Two-bit all the time

𐙚 He’s not that used to pda since he’s pretty inexperienced with girls so he’s not that comfortable showing affection in public but in private yall are always cuddled up

𐙚 He loves hand holding, and really loves cuddling. He likes resting his head on your shoulder or just having an arm around your waist while yall walk

𐙚 You guys don’t really argue since there really isn’t a reason to

𐙚 Sometimes he can be quiet but other times he likes to ramble about random things

𐙚 He’s actually really good at comforting you. He’d sit by you while you cry or vent and whisper sweet words into your ear

𐙚 Let’s you wear his jacket whenever it gets cold

𐙚 If you like to read then he’d ask you to read to him. You’d be sitting with a book above his head as he has his head laid on your lap

𐙚 Literally obsessed with you. You’re most likely his first girlfriend so he makes sure to treat you like a queen

𐙚 Compliments you A LOT. He always thinks you look and smell good so he definitely makes sure to compliment you on it

𐙚 He likes it when you play with his hair. Like yall are just laying in bed with him laying on your chest as you run your hands through his hair

𐙚 And it feels nice for the both of you too because when his hair isn’t greased it’s SUPER soft

𐙚 Whenever he gets jumped he distances himself from you afterwards because he doesn’t want you to see his injuries and worry

𐙚 But if you do happen to see him you of course do get worried and patch him up. He always tries to reassure you that he’s fine though

𐙚 In general he’s a very sweet boyfriend and he’s just sooo♡

[just-j-really]

Unsoulmates AU, part 6!

(Masterpost) (AO3)

"Have you found your person yet?" Morpheus asks, while Hob wrestles with their dinner dishes.

Hob had dragged Morpheus back to his flat to force some food into him after Morpheus had admitted that, with the opening date for Will's play drawing closer, he can't remember the last time he had a full meal. He'd sort of been expecting Morpheus to leave as soon as he'd eaten, since he'd only agreed to food in the first place because Hob had promised to reheat some leftovers and let him go.

He had, in fact, suggested several times that Morpheus consider things like going home and getting some sleep, and Morpheus had replied that sleep could wait until the problem with act two was fixed and-

The point is Hob isn't really sure why Morpheus is still sitting in his kitchen, asking him questions Hob's already answered, instead of doing either of those things, and it takes every ounce of self-control he has to derail himself from saying I think I did. I think I did, even if you find way too much amusement in my lack of spoon-washing ability.

What he says instead is, "Do you think Soulmates account for dishes?"

"What?" Morpheus asks, taking his seeming change of subject entirely in stride.

"They're supposed to be your Perfect Other Half, right?" Hob says, with only a little bit of sarcasm. "So does that mean my soulmate just loves doing dishes? To balance me out? Because that doesn't seem-" and then chokes on the rest of the sentence, because Morpheus has appeared at his elbow and taken the plate he'd been washing directly out of his hands.

"Oh, you don't- I wasn't asking-" Hob manages to sputter, once he's gotten over the shock. In that time, Morpheus has dropped the plate four times, splattered water all over his nice coat, and, crucially, made even less progress re: dishes than Hob was making.

"You can dry," Morpheus informs him, and that's that.

"Have you found your person yet?" Morpheus asks, through the door to Hob's flat. Hob had texted him- something, earlier, to let him know he was too sick to cook tonight, sorry. He's not sure what words he'd used, in hindsight. He's not sure they were English. He'd taken a nap immediately afterwards and woken up to find his fever finally gone down and Morpheus at his door with takeout.

Hob's not letting him in. He's not risking spreading this bullshit.

"You find 'em for me," Hob says, sliding to a seat against the door. It's nice, not to be standing. He might take a nap here.

Morpheus makes. A noise. A raspy, grating noise, like the sound that the concept of rusted metal would make if it were sentient, had some sort of lung disease, and was being tortured.

Hob is back on his feet and flinging the door open before he can think, coming face-to-face with Morpheus, who has one hand clamped over his mouth to stifle his-

Laughter, Hob realizes. With the context of the way Morpheus' eyes are sparkling and his hand is doing nothing to hide a wry smile, that horrific noise was definitely laughter. The weird little snorting sound he's currently doing an extremely unsuccessful job of muffling is him giggling.

It's hideous, and unrestrained, and adorable, and Hob immediately decides that he would cross and burn any number of bridges in order to hear him laugh like that again.

"I'll take the food for now, though," he says, voice hoarse in a way that has nothing to do with illness.

For some reason this sets off Morpheus laughing again, which means that despite the ache in all Hob's limbs and the fact that standing so quickly made the room start wobbling and his stomach churning, today officially gets marked as one of the best he's had all year.

"Have you found your person yet?" Morpheus asks, opening night of his and Will's play, the moment Hob pushes through the crowd in the lobby close enough to speak to him.

"You're asking me that now?" Hob replies. His eyes are still itchy from crying and he thinks he's going to need another week or so to be able to think clearly, after Morpheus methodically, delicately pulled his soul apart and rewove it into something better over the course of four acts, and he doesn't have the words to explain any of that so instead he just sweeps Morpheus up in a hug that lifts his feet from the ground.

Morpheus makes a startled little noise and clings to Hob's shoulders with both arms. "You're incredible," Hob says. He allows himself to hold Morpheus for one more moment, not long enough to matter to anyone but him, before gently setting him down. "Absolutely incredible. I don't- that was amazing. How the fuck are you this talented," he says. "I think you broke me."

In all the time he's been rambling, Morpheus has kept his arms around Hob's neck, perfectly still, like he's afraid he'll fall if he lets go even though his feet are firmly back on the floor. So Hob tugs him a little closer, and Morpheus sighs a little and leans against his chest, and Hob gets so distracted trying to preserve every detail of this moment in his memory that he forgets he was trying to explain to Morpheus how beautiful his play was-

And now they're just. Standing in a corner. Hugging.

Hob's life is perfect.

"Sorry," Hob says, eventually. "I should let you talk to people." The crowd around them is beginning to thin out, and as much as he wants to Morpheus all to himself he knows he should let him go mingle.

To his surprise, Morpheus shrugs. "That can wait."

It's a shot of sugary delight directly into Hob's bloodstream, and he can't restrain the smile that spreads across his face, over-enthusiastic to the point of hurting his cheeks a little. Morpheus wants to spend time with him! Specifically! Over reaping the rewards of the project that's consumed his heart and soul for as long as Hob's known him! Life is so wonderful!

Hob pulls out of the hug, just enough to scan the room. He's not familiar with this theater, but there has to be somewhere nearby they could slip off to, for a bit. Maybe talk a little. Maybe-

Maybe. Maybe Morpheus still has an arm looped around his shoulders, even though they're no longer hugging. Maybe Hob's arm is still around Morpheus' waist, and Morpheus has done nothing to shrug it off. Maybe, when Hob wraps that arm a little tighter, Morpheus only leans into him, lets his head drop onto Hob's shoulder. Even though there's a crowd around them, and anyone could see him nuzzling up against Hob in a way most people only do with their soulmates.

Maybe, Hob realizes, that crowd is so firmly clustered around Will not a single one of them would notice if he and Morpheus were actually, currently fucking. They're looking with Will with a sort of fervor that suggests he's going to start healing the sick with a touch or something. It doesn't seem like he's making any particular effort to direct them over to Morpheus, either, and sure Hob's been clinging to Morpheus for the past several minutes but Will's never seen that as a problem before.

"Wow," Hob says, not bothering to disguise his distaste, "Does he normally do this?"

"What?" Morpheus asks, sounding genuinely confused.

"This," Hob says, nodding at Will and His Adoring Public. They're still standing close enough that he barely needs to move his chin for Morpheus to understand what he means.

"It's his work," Morpheus says, his voice distant. "He deserves the credit."

Which is. Fair, Hob supposes. Probably. He could maybe even convince himself of that if Morpheus' expression weren't so resigned.

So he turns his head to Morpheus, close enough that no one else will be able to hear him, and says, "You deserve just as much. That bit where they hold hands in the last scene, after she dies? That made me cry. And I know that was all you." It was a tiny, subtle bit of stage directing that had the entire play's worth of meaning packed into it, of course that was Morpheus'.

Morpheus goes very, very still. The look on his face is less shocked than entirely disbelieving, like Hob had just recited some lost verse of poetry that archaeologists would sell their souls to rediscover.

"Don't deny it," Hob says, softly. "You broke my heart. Take responsibility," he adds, keeping his tone light enough that Morpheus can accept it as teasing even if what he means is Take my heart.

A small, pleased smile slips across Morpheus' face, and he melts back against Hob's side, lets his arm drop to Hob's waist. "I'm. In fucking awe of how talented you are," Hob says quietly. "And everybody else should be, too. You should have to wear sunglasses in public all the time to avoid getting mobbed by fans. There should be statues of you, and parades, and-"

"Yes, yes, alright," Morpheus says, elbowing him. He somehow manages to bring them even closer together with the gesture, so he's leaning more against Hob's chest than his side. "That part isn't important," he adds. "The play itself is. People saw it and it moved them, inspired them. That's what matters." His tone is the textbook example of 'haughty artist, far above mortal concerns.' It compliments his smile- satisfied, a little flustered- beautifully. What matters to Hob, at any rate, is that the confidence finally doesn't seem like a front.

"I still think you should get a statue," he murmurs, voice low, "But if you really don't mind missing out on all this, you wanna get out of here?"

[lovelyjj]

I love your writing. I’m not sure if this request is to angsty but I was thinking about jj and a reader who got diagnosed with cancer but can’t afford chemo, and she only has a small amount of time left but wants jj to move on without her. With the prompts ‘you need to move on’ ‘don’t leave me’ and ‘I can’t lose you’? It’s ok if you can’t do this one.

<3

No Goodbye

jj maybank x reader

wc: 2.8k

| angst |

(not my gif)

The day was gloomy, the clouds were a dark kind of grey casting a darkness on the land. The sun was dipping below the horizon letting only the last remaining light being seen.

JJ was in the doctors office a nervous wreck. He was worried about the results of the biopsy. If it was good news the doctor would of called but they asked you to come in person to discuss the results.

JJ was practically pulling out his hair. He didn’t know what to think. All he knew was that his girl was in there and she might be getting life altering news. All JJ wanted to do was be there for you.

JJ’s breath hitched in his throat when he saw you walk out. You looked like you have been crying but you didn’t want JJ to see that. You did your best to try and hide it. You stopped crying and wiped your face so you were able to walk out looking some what decent.

Looking at JJ who was waiting for you made your stomach drop. You were going to have to tell him the news. Your heart throbbed because you were going to break his heart, which was the last thing you ever wanted to do.

You made your way down the hall and into the waiting room. JJ smiled at you hoping that by some chance there was good news. You gave him a weak smile in return but you didn’t want to give him false hope.

JJ waited for you to speak. You took a deep breath mentally preparing yourself for the conversation your about to have.

“I have Leukemia, blood cancer,” you stated sadly.

“What?” JJ stood there mouth agape with his whole world coming crashing down.

“The cancer is in my blood.”

“Is it treatable?” JJ asked.

“Yes but i can’t afford it.”

“So what happens now?”

“Well they said I could live for many years without treatment.”

JJ was about to break. He couldn’t even begin to think about you being gone. He couldn’t do it. He wouldn’t let his mind go there. The thought of loosing you made him go insane.

JJ sucked in his tears and said, “That’s a pretty good chance.”

“Yeah. I’m sure I’ll beat the odds.”

Your relationship with JJ was very special. The two of you loved each other very much. The love you shared could move mountains. You were always together. You had a closeness like no other. JJ always showed you compassion.

Now that you had cancer your relationship only improved. JJ was very attentive to your needs and he supported you a hundred percent. He took care of you and made sure you were as comfortable as you could be.

Despite having cancer you had a positive attitude. You wanted to remain strong for JJ.

The two of you decided to take a vacation. A small one just the two you. You wanted to get away and take your mind off things. The doctors said it was ok because you weren’t going far.

You took a road trip to Myrtle Beach. It was about a 2 hour drive from Charleston. JJ wanted to treat you to something nice because you deserved it.

When you arrived at the hotel you were excited. The room was big and fancy and you were pleased.

“This is beautiful,” you commented.

“Yeah it is,” JJ replied.

“Thank you for bringing me here.”

“It’s no problem baby.”

“Are you tired? We could take a nap,” JJ offered.

“Yeah maybe.”

You and JJ decided to take a nap to rejuvenate. Afterwards you would be ready to explore. JJ held you close, cuddling you and wrapping his arms around you. You were situated under his chin, face in his chest and legs tangled together.

When you woke up you felt refreshed. You gave JJ a kiss on his cheek to wake him up. He groggily grumbled something and tightened his hold on you. You nudged your nose with his and smiled.

“Good morning sleepy baby,” you spoke.

“Good morning pretty baby,” JJ responded.

“We should get up and do something,” you suggested.

“5 more minutes,” JJ mumbled.

Of course you granted his wish, agreeing to stay in bed a little longer, and bask in each other’s presence.

You decided to go on your phone and look up attractions. You found out there was an Aquarium and a shopping mall.

“Would you want to go to an Aquarium?” You asked JJ.

“Yeah I’d love to,” JJ replied.

The two of you left your hotel and made your way to the Aquarium. It was a big place full of all kinds of sea creatures.

“Look at the sting rays,” you pointed.

“Woah those are sick!” JJ expressed.

You and JJ walked around the aquarium hand in hand looking at all there was to see.

“Are you having fun?” you asked.

“Yes i’m having a blast, but i usually always have a blast when I’m with you.”

“Your sweet,” you smiled.

“How you feeling?” JJ questioned. He couldn’t help but worry about you. He only wanted to keep you safe and healthy.

“I’m great,” you said truthfully.

“Good.”

There was a seating area that looked over a glass filled with fish. The two of you decided to sit down and gaze at the sea creatures.

JJ threw his arm around your waist pulling you close. You rested your head on his shoulder, breathing in his scent, letting it wash over you and calm you down.

The aquarium was beautiful and you were glad you decided to go.

“You know I fall more and more in love with you every day.” JJ hummed.

“Your so sweet, I love you to the moon and back.” You smiled.

JJ kissed the top of your head. The two of you looked at all the fishes in awe.

Then you got up and walked some more all around the aquarium until you saw every inch of every attraction.

When you got back to the hotel you were both tired. You decided to lay down together on the hotel bed. JJ was playing with your hair looking at you lovingly.

“Jayj?”

“Yes, sweetheart?” JJ replied.

“Can you promise me something?”

“Maybe, what is it?” JJ asked.

“When I’m gone I want you to spread my ashes in the ocean,” you looked at JJ sincerely.

“Y/n. Don’t you dare talk like that,” JJ hissed.

“What? I’m just planning ahead,” you shrugged.

“You shouldn’t be planning just yet, but your gonna make it, I know it,” JJ insisted.

“You can’t know that for sure,” you countered.

“Maybe, but I believe in you,” JJ smiled.

“JJ…”

“What?“

“I don’t want to give you false hope,” you expressed.

“Your not,” JJ replied.

“Listen JJ, I’m just trying to save you from major grief,” you stated.

“I don’t need saving I’m in it for the long haul,” JJ explained.

You sighed, deciding that you didn’t want to argue with him, so you placed a kiss on his cheek and turned around in his hold and went to bed.

The next day the two of you went shopping at the mall. The day after that you watched the sunset together at the beach. Next you took a walk on one of the golf courses. Eventually your trip came to a end and you had to go back home.

The two of you weren’t that excited to return back to reality. The vacation was much needed and gave you a nice escape from the everyday pressures. You did however have to go back to worrying about your cancer which both of you dreaded.

When you arrived home, JJ made it his mission to make sure you get to do everything life has to offer. And you got to because of him.

——————

You were at the pier after you guys got some ice cream. The weather outside was perfect. It was a nice day to walk along the pier.

“Wanna try mine?” you asked.

JJ opened his mouth you fed it to him.

“Yummy!”

After you were done with your ice cream JJ started chasing you. You giggled as you ran away from him. When he caught you he scooped you up and spun you around.

JJ set you down and you looked at him lovingly. JJ was your whole world and more. He was your safe place and number one person. He was your rock and shoulder to cry on. Without him you don’t know what you would do with yourself.

“Jayj, tell me a secret,” you asked.

“What kind of secret?” he responded.

“Any secret,” you replied.

“Ok. I’m madly in love with you.”

You couldn’t help the big smile that took over your face. “No I mean a real secret.”

“Hm ok let’s see. One time at school I went to the bathroom to smoke a joint and when I came back the teacher asked if i was high. I told her yes and then she sent me to the principals office. Instead of going there I walked home.” JJ finished his story smiling.

“Are you for real? That’s hilarious!”

“Now you got to tell me one,” JJ smirked.

“Ok,” you took a deep breath, “I’m afraid of sharks.”

“Wait seriously?!” JJ asked.

“Yep. That’s why when we go surfing I get really scared and just watch instead.”

“Oh my god, i’m so sorry,” JJ apologized

“No don’t be I enjoy watching you surf, brings me peace.” you replied calmly.

“I can’t believe I didn’t know that,” JJ laughed.

“Well now you know,” you gave him a small smile.

“You want to know what else i’m afraid off,” you began.

“What?”

“Dying.”

“Oh baby. That’s not gonna happen any time soon,” JJ comforted.

“You never know,” you voiced nervously.

“Maybe I don’t know but i’m gonna be with you every step of the way,” JJ concluded.

“Thank you,” you gave JJ a hug.

——————

Then what JJ didn’t expect so soon was your decline. You were in bad shape. You were declining and getting worse. The doctors reassured you and JJ that they were doing everything they could. JJ wanted to remain strong for you, no matter how hard it seemed.

You were admitted to the hospital a few weeks later. The hospital was far from homey. It made you feel depressed, but you tried to keep a smile on your face for JJ.

JJ was with you every step of the way. He was always there. He’d sleep in uncomfortable hospital chairs which you told him he can sleep with you in your bed. He refused something about giving you space but you insisted.

To pass the time the two of you would talk or watch TV. You were getting weaker and weaker so you decided it was time for the inevitable.

“JJ,” your voice came out pained.

“Yes baby?” JJ responded.

“I don’t want you to watch me die,” you whispered.

“Don’t talk like that, you’re going to live. If anyone can beat this it’s you.”

“I want you to live your life to the fullest without me,” you spoke softly.

“Baby please,” JJ begged as his eyes filled up with tears.

“You need to move on,” you stated firmly.

“I don’t want to move on,” JJ cried.

“JJ please don’t make this difficult.”

“I’m not trying to I just am having a hard time processing everything.” JJ choked out.

“I love you but you have to let me go.” you explained.

“Y/N please don’t do this,” JJ pleaded.

“I’m trying to save you from suffering later on,” you delicately said.

“I don’t need you to protect me. I’m in this for the long haul,” JJ expressed.

“I need you to listen to me. Please. I want you to forget about me. Let me go. I don’t wanna break your heart by dying.”

“Baby-“

“No JJ i’m serious. I want you to move on without me, please.”

“I’ll try,” JJ’s voice betraying him.

Despite what JJ said he had no intention of moving on. You were his whole world. He wanted to be with you every step of the way.

JJ was at the hospital constantly. It was like he never left. JJ went to get some food and when he came back you were asleep.

JJ went up to you and stroked your head. “My baby girl,” he whispered.

You stirred a little bit remained asleep. JJ was staring at you in awe because you were prefect in his eyes. You were his angel.

“Please don’t leave me,” JJ whispered.

JJ was thinking about what life would be like without you. He begged his mind not to go there but he couldn’t help it. He would be devastated. There would be no life without you. You were his whole world, without you there would be no point.

“Jayj,” you whispered.

“Yes, baby,” JJ responded.

“You shouldn’t be here.”

“Yes I should be. I should always be here.”

“I want you to move on,” you stated seriously.

“I’m not ready for that. I can’t lose you,” JJ cried.

“You haven’t lost me yet. I’m still in love with you, I just want you to move forward,” you expressed.

“I’m not going anywhere, til death do us part,” JJ replied.

“Come here,” you opened your arms for him to jump into.

JJ breathed a sigh of relief and accepted your request. He got onto your bed and slid in next to you. He tucked you under his chin and you both hugged each other.

The two of you were in your own little world, enjoying each other’s presence. JJ held onto you like his life depended on it. He didn’t want to let you go.

JJ reluctantly went home to shower and change and rejuvenate. When he came back to the hospital he was waking down the hall when he ran into your mom.

“Hi JJ,” your mom spoke.

“Hi, mrs. y/l/n, how is she?” JJ responded.

“She’s gone, I’m so sorry,” your mothers eyes filled up with tears yet again.

“No she can’t be gone I never got to say goodbye,” JJ cried.

“She left this for you sweetie,” She handed him a envelope.

It read: To my sunshine boy

It was in the same loopy letters as your handwriting and it brought JJ to tears.

To: My Sunshine Boy

I want you to know that you made my life worth while. My time spent with you was some of the best times of my life. I cherish everything that you have done for me. It was an honor being your girlfriend. I loved you more than I’ve ever thought possible. More than anything. The amount of times you brought me joy or made me laugh is uncountable.

You are a ray of sunshine on my darkest days. I will never be more thankful for whatever higher power gave me you. When I’m gone I promise to wait for you in the afterlife. Please don’t be too heartbroken when I’m gone. I hate to of made you upset.

I want you to fall in love again. I want you to fall in love with someone else and have your heart belong to them. I want you to live your life to the fullest and live with no regrets.

I hope you know how proud I am of you, for all your accomplishments. I’m proud of you for standing up to your dad. You were given a shitty deal of cards in life but you are so much more than what you were dealt. Im so grateful for having you in my life. I don’t know what I would of done without you.

You are the most driven, and hardworking person i’ve ever met. You are amazing human being who is strong and loving. Being loved by you was one of my greatest memories. I can not thank you enough for treating me with respect and kindness each and every day we were together.

You have made me the happiest girl in the world. Being with you has been the highlight of my whole life. You have been my guardian angel and I can’t thank you enough for taking care of me.

Thank you for being the best boyfriend a girl could ask for. You are the love of my entire life.

all my love,

y/n

JJ was balling his eyes out by the end of your letter. He couldn’t believe you were gone. He refused to accept it. He couldn’t let you go even though he knew he needed to.

The past few weeks have been really hard for JJ. His house was a mess, empty beer bottles littering the floor. He really let himself go. He didn’t see a point in trying anymore. What is life when the love of your life dies.

[herehavesomeheadcanons]

Guys I finally got to see the new episode. It's finally happened. SIGMA HAS BEEN ANIMATED!!!!!! AAAAAAAA MY BELOVED BABY BOY IS FINALLY HERE!!!!

So, in honor of his anime debut, I present:

Sigma Being Needy for Affection~

🤍🎰 Let's be real here, this poor man is incredibly touch-starved. He was first found by human traffickers, passed around like a bad flu, and almost murdered several times by the people who wanted to use him for his ability. Not a fun life.

🤍🎰 It should come as no surprise that he almost starts crying the first time you hug him. This is the first gentle touch he's ever had. Literally. Within seconds he's addicted.

🤍🎰 Cuddle him. please. And stroke his hair. He'll be so happy. This poor, sweet man works so hard all the time. Just let him relax and unwind.

🤍🎰 Poor Sigma has so much work to do every day that when he can finally take time off, he's beyond needy. He'll cling to you like a desperate puppy. It's impossible for you to say no to his pleading voice and adorable face!

🤍🎰 He isn't very subtle with showing you how needy he is. He'll walk up and hug you from behind, nuzzling into your shoulder. He'll also grab your hand and press it against his cheek. If you're sitting down, he'll sit next to you and practically climb into your lap (even if you're a lot smaller than him!).

🤍🎰 If he could, he would cuddle you for HOURS on end. It doesn't matter if you're watching TV, talking, napping, or just enjoying each other's presence. He just wants to be held, or to hold you. Either works, so long as you're as close to him as physically possible.

🤍🎰 Tell him how wonderful he is and how much you love him. He will melt.

🤍🎰 Force him to take time off from his work sometimes. Heaven knows he needs a break, but he always pushes himself way past his limits. Literally drag him away if you have to.

🤍🎰 Make him a nice dinner (if you can, otherwise just procure nice food somehow). Afterwards, just smother him in affection. Snuggle him on the couch or bed and kiss every inch of his face. Stroke his hair and rub his back. Make that boy feel loved and cared for!

🤍🎰 He's going to fall asleep in your arms. All the time. He's so tired, and being cuddled up against you makes him feel so relaxed. I don't see why you would complain, he's simply adorable!

🤍🎰 Please just give him the love and affection he deserves, he's such a wonderful man. He needs to be loved on.

[cursedcupcakemaster]

This is a small series I made for nothing but enjoyment

Notes:I don't own twisted wonderland or it's characters

this is just my interpretation of how they'd be they belong to Yana Toboso and Disney Reader is gender neutral, some of these are kind of short

type; Blackberry cupcakes

How Diasomnia comforts you after a bad day

Malleus

He'd know something was up once you didn't show up for at least 3 of your usual nighttime meet ups

Malleus would go looking for you, just a trifle upset until he heard a sound coming from your room

You were sobbing your heart out

There was piles of assignments on your desk, and he remembered you've been running quite a few errands for the headmaster

If there was one thing Malleus couldn't stand it was seeing his beloved cry

Malleus knew something had to be done and the next night his plan would be put into action

Sebek had given you a message from Malleus to meet in your usual spot

When you were walking along the way you heard a beautiful sound of a cello being played and followed it until you found malleus

He smiled at you continuing his performance and you could swear you've never seen something more ethereal than this

Once it was finished he looked up at you and explained he merely wanted to cheer you up

He soon led you away to the diasomnia dorm to enjoy an ice cream together

Malleus knows you will have more bad days than this but he'll be ready to make it better

Lilia

Lilia knew immediately from your expresion in class

Lilia has been around the block quite a few times including seeing people with a rather concerning bit of sadness

The Bat fae knows he needs to bring you out of your sour mood and he knows just how

Lilia would first shock you by appearing in front of you saying boo whilst upside down

Lilia would tell you some dumb jokes to make you laugh

After maybe the third or fourth one you really can't not laugh

Lilia would likely take you on a little midnight flight with his familiars and afterwards help you back to your room happy to see you in a less sour mood

Lilia treasures your feelings even if he doesn't know how long you'll stay together

Sebek

Okay so he didn't know at first because he was preoccupied with tending to his duties

When Sebek finally had a moment his phone had been flooded with texts from you and each one was more and more distressed

Sebek went looking for you and fast when he got to your dorm, your roommates gave him a sour look but let him pass

He felt guilty hearing your sobs and knocked , you let him in before hugging him tightly

According to your texts your week was getting worse each day, more school work another overblot and on top of that Sebek hadn't been there

He rubbed your back and proposed that perhaps you needed a cup of tea to soothe your nerves, so you agreed

Sebek took great care into making you some herbal tea that would at least give you back some of your energy and some snacks

Sebek promised after that he would try to make more time so you wouldn't have a similar situation so soon he doesn't like his partner being in such dire strain

Silver

Silver would have likely been told by Lilia about your misfortune you'd been dealing with for days

Silver felt quite bad since he hadn't been able to help you

But now now you had his full attention so he went looking for you

He found you eating lunch by yourself before he sat beside you

Silver told you,you could tell him everything that was wrong if that might make you feel better

So he listened to you talk about everything that had been messing with your life including being way too busy to even sleep much

Silver would bring you around to the school stables helping you onto the horse for a nice ride around the place

Afterwards Lilia would go looking for you and Silver after it had been a couple hours only to find the sweetest sight you two were napping together chuckling the elderly fae took a picture before leaving you two to rest

[deathmetalunicorn1]

I loved that! (Your writing is amazing!) can I request a Part 5 of Eri Reader Reverse Mountain and Whisky Peak?

The Straw Hats and Reader try enter the Grand Line, only to meet a gigantic whale, who swallows them all up, then encounter Mr. 9 and Miss Wednesday, who are shocked at seeing a child with Pirates (And think she’s a hostage) but escape, and after their farewells to Laboon head off

Then they visit Whiskey Peak with the Straw Hats being welcomed by the residents, who are welcoming to Pirates and everyone is happy, except for Reader who is very hesitant with all the people (She doesn’t trust any of residents of the island, as their kindness feels ‘off’ to her, but doesn’t say anything because she doesn’t want to ‘Ruin’ her Crew’s fun)

However now the Straw Hats and Reader are on a quest to bring Princess Vivi back to her homeland to save it (Reader has sparkly eyes since Vivi is an actual Princess, which makes everyone gush, even the Unluckies blush from Reader’s cuteness as they draw a cute sketch of her)

-You had been taking a nap, resting in the large bed you shared with Nami, when you jolted awake, hearing screaming from the other members of the crew, minus Luffy.

-You peeked out the door, tears in your eyes, finding that the ship was somewhere unknown and dark, and you sniffled softly.

-Sanji heard you and you ran for him as he kneeled, “It’s okay Y/N, don’t cry, Luffy’s trying to get us out.” You leapt into his arms, hugging him around his neck as you looked around.

-Your jaw dropped when you found out from Zoro that you all, ship included, had been eaten by a whale!

-When you were finally outside, you saw Luffy with an older man, Crocus, as you ran over, “Big Brother!” Luffy hugged you, spinning you around before you were introduced to Crocus.

-The older man chuckled as you hid behind Luffy’s leg, as he was a stranger, but the man was at least nice to you, giving you space.

-Laboon was sparkly-eyed to see you so sparkly-eyed, as you had never met a whale before! Usopp held you in his arms, wading into the water after he removed his shoes and you got to pet Laboon, in complete awe.

-You paid little attention to the others, who were talking about something called Laugh Tale, as you were too engrossed with splashing in the cool water, playing with Laboon and Usopp.

-It was really scary going up Reverse Mountain, you had been put into the galley, where you hid under the kitchen table, holding on tightly.

-Luffy had to hold you for what felt like hours afterwards, as you were crying from being so scared, but Sanji was able to distract you, making you fluffy pancakes which quickly knocked you out again.

-Nami couldn’t help but grin, poking your cheek lightly, thinking it was cute that you fell asleep right after eating.

-When you woke up about an hour or so later, there were two more people on the ship, a pretty lady with bright blue hair, and a man with what looked to be 9’s on his cheeks.

-They were both tied up, being interrogated by Zoro, before Nami whacked him hard, leaving several large lumps on the top of his head.

-Miss Wednesday spotted you peeking out from behind the mast and her eyes went wide, seeing the child and went to shout, demanding to know why you, a child, was on a pirate ship, before Mr. 9 nudged her to keep quiet, something you didn’t notice.

-The people in Whiskey Peak were so happy to see the ship and the crew, celebrating the arrival, but there was something wrong, something felt off, their smiles didn’t match the leer in their eyes.

-You were disguised once again before you left the ship, staying with Nami this time, wrapping your arms around her neck, hugging her close, but Nami didn’t seem to notice, right away at least, that you were scared.

-You saw everyone in your crew smiling and having so much fun with the people of Whiskey Peak, Zoro already drinking, Usopp and Sanji were flirting, and Luffy was eating.

-Miss Wednesday told the other Millions that you were not to be touched, as you were an innocent, trying to keep you safe.

-You were sitting next to Luffy, still feeling uneasy, but you didn’t want to ruin your crew’s fun, they seemed so happy, so you kept quiet, afraid to say anything.

-You woke up, not even remembering falling asleep, to a nudge and you yelped, sitting up to find yourself in a quiet area, and a giant ‘duck’ was what woke you up.

-You saw Miss Wednesday, but she looked different, like she was hiding now and when she turned she spoke, “Y/N you’re awake! Thank goodness!” you were scared, pulling your hands up to your chest, leaning back in fear, which she saw, and she quickly panicked, “I’m a good guy! My name is Vivi! Nami told me to hide with you!”

-You were confused before you heard Nami, “She’s right, Y/N.” you gasped, quickly standing and running to Nami who kneeled and hugged you, giving you the basic information, that this whole town was bounty hunters for an organization called Baroque Works, under a warlord named Crocodile.

-A thought bubble appeared above your head, thinking about an actual crocodile that you saw in a picture book.

-Nami continued, explaining that Vivi and Mr. 9 were double agents, trying to get information to overthrow Crocodile, but were found out and now she and Ingram were on your side.

-Karoo nudged you again and you couldn’t help but giggle, petting the giant duck that was so gentle with you, which made the two women grin before Nami spoke, “It’s time to move, the boys are clearing us a path to the ship.”

-You nodded, looking a little scared but Vivi surprised you by putting you on Karoo, letting you ride him, and you started running.

-Ingram came around the corner, chasing after you, “Nami, get the princess back to Alabasta safely, I’ll buy you some time!”

-Your eyes were sparkles and Vivi and Nami both were blinded by the light as you beamed at her, “You’re a princess?!” Vivi couldn’t help but grin at you before she spoke, “I’ll tell you more once we’re all safe!”

-You nodded and Nami told you to hug Karoo, which you did as you saw Luffy and Zoro, both looking a bit roughed up followed shortly by Usopp and Sanji.

-You got off of Karoo, once everything seemed safe, and you spotted what looked to be an otter nearby, who was drawing on pieces of paper and you came over, looking a little shy, and Mr. 13 looked up, seeing you there.

-Your bright eyes and shy smile almost immediately KO-ed him as you smiled, patting his head, “You’re so cute!” he flushed and quickly grabbed another piece of paper and drew you like you were his masterpiece.

-Your eyes were sparkly as he gave it to you, “Can I really have this? Thank you so much Mr. Otter!” he fell to the ground, clutching his chest.

-You later learned this was Mr. 13, another member of Baroque Works, but nobody berated you, as you didn’t know, but were concerned that you were going to be at risk as well, since Mr. 13 now knew your cute little face!

-Once safely on the ship as it started to sail away, you were the first to notice a new person on the ship and Vivi looked scared of this woman, “Miss All Sunday!” she was the highest ranking female member of Baroque Works, and she smiled down at all of you, telling you all that she knew of Vivi being a double agent and let her figure out Crocodile’s identity, but also blew up the ship with Ingram, but you saw him waving in the water, showing that he was alive, but you kept quiet, not wanting him to get killed.

-Miss All Sunday left the ship after Luffy destroyed the Log Pose she gave to him, looking amused before disappearing in what looked to be flower petals, surprising everyone on board.

-The next island you came to was like a jungle! There were so many big trees, and you learned this island was called Little Garden, which sounded so cute.

-You met Dorry, an actual giant, and while his size scared you, he was so nice to you and you couldn’t help but smile up at him, touching his offered finger that he reached out to you to shake.

-When you, Nami, and Usopp were left on the island, you all screamed in fear as a T-Rex came out and roared loudly, going to attack you, the three of you hugging each other before Brogy, another giant, decapitating the giant dinosaur.

-You thought dinosaurs were extinct, as that’s what your picture book said when you were with Overhaul, but they were still here, alive and well, after Brogy told you all why this island was called Little Garden.

-Brogy took you three all to his house, Usopp and Nami were freaking out that he was going to eat you, but you could tell that he wasn’t a bad person, so you weren’t afraid of him, but you were scared of being up so high.

-When the two giants saw each other, they were going to fight again and you quickly burst into tears, bawling, “I don’t want you to fight!!” the two, agreeing on a moment of peace, were quickly on their knees, trying to calm you down, along with Luffy after everyone was reunited.

-Brogy drank some tampered booze, which hurt him internally, and Dorry tried to attack Luffy before you shouted, “Don’t hurt my big brother!” Dorry didn’t want to yell at you, but he was upset that his longest rival and friend was injured.

-Nami and Sanji were able to deduce that the booze was tampered with by Mr. 5! Almost in an instant, Baroque Works pounced, planning on going after the Straw Hats, the two giants, and you as well, know realizing who you were.

-Brogy managed to grab you, scooping you up as Mr. 3 tried to grab him with his wax, before rushing out of the area as quickly as he could while the others all scattered as well.

-Brogy gave you a bright grin, ignoring his own pain as he left you by a giant waterfall, closing his fist completely around you to reach through, putting you actually behind the waterfall before sticking his head through, “Hide here Y/N until one of us comes to get you.”

-You didn’t want to be alone, but you did as you were told, curling up as he took off.

-The cave was cold, and damp and you were shivering after only about twenty minutes, curling up against the wall and you let your eyes closed.

-You’re not sure how much time had passed, but you heard voices on the outside, “I saw the giant over here earlier!” you cupped your hands over your mouth, fear making your eyes widen as you did your best to stay silent.

-You wanted to run, but you didn’t know where you were and didn’t know how to get out of the cave other than jumping into the water, and while Nami and Usopp had been teaching you how to swim, you weren’t strong enough to handle a waterfall.

-You could faintly see figures, getting closer and closer before you heard a furious roar, one that made you slap your hands over your ears as you whimpered softly, eyes clenched shut.

-When you opened your eyes, you saw a giant hand reaching in followed by Dorry’s head and you lit up, “Mr. Dorry!” he grinned down at you, carefully picking you up, “C’mon Y/N, let’s get you out of here!”

-He told you how Brogy told him where he hid you, to keep you safe, while the others were taking care of the other members of Baroque Works, and when he saw some of the other members run off, he knew they were after you and rushed to your rescue.

-You clung to Luffy when you reunited with your crew, hugging him tightly while Brogy and Dorry decided that they were done with their feud and they were going to return to Elbaf, land of the giants.

-They sacrificed the remains of their weapons, worn from their 100-year long feud, to save the ship and the crew from a monster called the Island Eater.

-You waved to your two new friends until you could no longer see them, which was rather cute to see as the ship started to sail towards Alabasta.

-The air started to get a little colder and your eyes went wide as it started to snow, just a little bit, as you had never seen it before.

-When you ran into the kitchen to tell Sanji, he just grinned, “Well then, it’s time for a treat!” before giving you something called hot chocolate, which was so yummy and warm!

-After a short while you were feeling really tired, despite sleeping on and off a lot these past few days, and you started to feel too warm, whining softly as you rubbed your eyes.

-Vivi heard your whine, and she kneeled down, after coming over and she gasped, seeing your flushed face before she called out for help.

-Nami was quickly able to deduce you were sick, very sick, as you all but collapsed into her arms before Usopp noticed a small red bump on the back of your neck, a bug bite.

-Ignoring Alabasta for the moment, everyone made the unanimous decision to take you to the nearby island, Drum, with the hopes of finding you a doctor.

[arvensimp]

YFSK Preview, pt. 4.1

I know i've been super duper quiet, but I promise there's a good reason. Please forgive me and accept this teaser for part 4.

“Hey! I dunno if you’ve been keeping track on your end, but Kiki is gonna be graduating from Blueberry, and I know it would mean the absolute world to him if you were able to attend the ceremony.” Carmine called, nearly out of the blue one day to inform you. Her brother had apparently been a part of a trial class that not only earned a high school diploma but also continued on for a few more years as part of a pilot Bachelor’s degree program in pokemon battling. From what you understood, it was basically like a feeder system to train new gym leaders and Elite Four hopefuls.

You look down at your ballooning tummy,

"Congratulations to him! When is it exactly though…?"

You wince and resist the urge to suck your teeth when Carmine gives you the date.

"Ahhh... I'm so sorry, I've got something at that time."

"For real? You can't just ask for time away from your league for even a weekend? This would REALLY mean the world to Kiki..."

"I'm sorry, but…I won't actually be allowed to fly by that point."

"Allowed? What kinda terrorism have you gotten into?"

You snort a laugh. "Pssh, nah. It's... It's medical actually. Here. Lemme, uh..." Without hanging up, you send over the most recent ultrasound photos. Your baby still kinda looks like a Munna in there, but she should get the point. Or, at least you assume she does when you hear the sound of crashing and fumbling on her end.

"You're having a BABY?????"

"Uh...haha, yeah. The due date is, like, a week after Kieran's graduation, so... I, y'know, can't fly. I'm really sorry. I'll be sure to send a gift though!"

"A BABY?"

"Yup. I can hardly believe it myself, most days."

"I didn't even know you were seeing anyone! Who is this guy? Why didn't you let your incredible Unovan friends suss him out for you?"

Another wince. "...About that. Yeah... He's not...um. In the picture."

"What? How? Why? Whomst would even dare? Do I need to kick some ass?"

"It's...." You still haven’t gotten used to talking about the subject. "It's a lot. Don't. ...Don't worry! Really! I have tons of support! It's fine. For real."

Carmine absolutely isn't buying it. "Mm. Fine. I guess I get why you can't make it to the graduation. Could we come visit afterwards though? Like I get you probably wouldn't want us there immediately after he graduates. But...maybe like a few months later? Give the thing a chance to develop an immune system?"

"I can't promise I'll be a great host, but... Well, it would be nice."

"Don't worry yourself none! I've changed diapers and stuff before if you end up needing a nap while we're around!"

-

So around the time Basil is 3 months old, the Kitakami pair head to Paldea.

Of course, Basil is having a rough time of it, screaming his little lungs out as they're knocking on the door, so you can only hope that you don’t look as frazzled as you feel when you welcome them in.

"Hey! Hello! Please, come in, come in. Make yourselves at home.” You give the pair a hug at the same time, barely able to register them beyond the fog of ‘TAKE CARE OF BASIL, TAKE CARE OF CRYING PROGENY, TAKE CARE OF BABY’ that alarms through your brain. “I'm really sorry, but I just need to feed Basil real fast. That should hopefully get him sleeping and happy again."

You usher them in and invite them to sit on the sofa, the TV is theirs, and you hide away in the bedroom to nurse. A few minutes later, Carmine gently knocks on the door and asks if she can be of any help. You joke through the wood that the dishes need doing when she presses past the feeble ‘it’s fine!’ that you offer.

"Kiki! Take care of the dishes, yeah?"

"On it!" You hear, softer.

"Okay, what else?" She continues.

"No! Just. Just relax, please."

"Nah, I'm gonna tidy up. Kay? You just keep feeding the chonklet there, and we can catch up when you're done."

You come back out to the room, and it's not Clean, but it's definitely more put together. You also hear the hum of the dishwasher from the kitchen.

"You guys...." You start tearing up, and both siblings immediately swoop in to hold you. Carmine strokes your hair, shushing you. Now that you’ve got your child content, you have a moment to comprehend your guests.

Kieran is. Bigger.

"I... I promise I'm not this pathetic! I can handle this. Plus, I... I have folks here who can help... It's just hard..." You snivel, sounding way more pathetic than you mean to sound.

"It's okay that it's hard..." Kieran finally pipes up and his voice is definitely deeper since you last heard him. Not a bass or something, but there's been a change there. "This is more or less the hardest thing in the world, right? And we all know you're the strongest person there is, so...ya know. It's okay. You...you can do this. And you can feel overwhelmed."

-

They end up staying for about a week or so, and on the night before they're due to fly back, Kieran pulls you aside while Carmine is grabbing takeaway for dinner. He's fidgeting with his hair a bit, tapping his foot, but he's doing his best to meet your eye.

"I'm staying." He declares.

"What? Like you're gonna look for a job here?"

"Yeah! I know I'm not as strong as you, but I'm certain I could get a job in your league or...or maybe even at your alma mater, maybe. I... I'd need to do a teaching cert in Paldea for that, probably, but..."

"Wow! So you liked it that much here? That's great, Kieran. I can help you learn the language if you want. I can also see if Nemona has any real estate connections. We'll try to find you a place when you're ready to get back, and hopefully by then you'll have a job, and you can get started wi--"

"No! I mean... I'm. I'm not going back to Kitakami." One of his hands grabs yours and the other rests gently on Basil, sleeping soundly in your arms. "He needs...a...a father figure, y'know? I..." Kieran swallows thickly. "I can do that. I'm... I'm a man now."

"Kieran..." You shift slightly, freeing a hand from your bundle while keeping him balanced in your arms. You trace a palm along the older boy--no, man's cheek, your callouses having grown softer in recent months. You can feel where he's begun to grow consistent stubble. Wow... He really did grow up.

"I... I'm not going to keep you from reaching your fullest potential out there. You're welcome, more than welcome, to come visit any time, but... You're not thinking clearly about this. About what you think you're signing up for."

"I AM though!" He raises his voice, showing some hints of the anger he holds onto. "I'm READY for this! God, why can't anyone TRUST me?!"

All the yelling wakes up Basil, who cries, startled. Kieran quickly scoops him up and out of your arms, attempting to soothe the baby.

"Aw, geez... I'm sorry, little guy... I didn't mean to make you upset... Shh, shh... It'll be okay..."

The momentary flare of anger you felt at having your son torn from your grip is placated as you watch Kieran hold him so tenderly. Your heart melts... You lose all affection you may have secretly held onto in your heart for Arven, that loser.

Kieran is here. Kieran is capable. Kieran... Kieran can do this.

"Okay..." You softly tell him once Basil has calmed, the single word hanging in the quiet between you for a moment.

"...Okay?" He parrots.

"You... You can stay. You... You'll be his father."

Then y'all DO IT.

THE END

april fools :)

[flowerandblood]

My Best Friend (17)

[modern! club owner • Aemond x fem!reader]    

[warnings: smut, sex content, fluff, swearing]

[description: Aemond has his own club and often does business at the home of one of his business associates. There he often meets his younger sister, with whom he develops a deeper relationship through shared secrets. This is slow burn love story.]

* English is not my first language. Please, do not repost. Enjoy! *

Previous and next chapters: Masterlist      

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Aemond and Y/N rode in complete silence. The streets were empty, everything was dark. Their faces were illuminated only by the dim light from the dashboard icons. Aemond glanced at her out of the corner of his eye. She fell asleep, tired of crying. He had never felt so bad about himself before.

Usually when women reproached him about his past, he laughed at them. He asked them why he should change. He reminded them that he had never promised them anything. He felt then that he had a complete psychological advantage over them. He hated explaining himself.

However, in Y/N's case, he wanted to beg her to say anything. Her silence was the greatest punishment for him, something he didn't know what to do with. She didn't even show him any anger. Only great sadness and fatigue. Looking at her, he felt like he was about to cry himself out of hopelessness. He realized that he really liked her. The last two months, during which they began their closer acquaintance, were completely different from what he had been experiencing so far.

He didn't admit it to himself and tried not to think about it, but every time the thought of meeting her filled him with pleasant heat. Even when they were just texting each other, he found the exchanges with her relaxing. Sometimes he even thought that if she wanted to, he could see her more often. Go out with her for a drink, play a game, see a movie, have dinner. It turned out that he just likes to spend time with her.

He always felt a strange kind of excitement when he took her to bed. When he was with her, he could take off his cold, distant man's mask because he knew she wouldn't expect more from him than he was able to give. He opened up to her, enjoying the simple touch of her fingers on his skin. She was so sensitive, so attentive. She cared not only for her pleasure, but also for his. When he took her, he felt that she was giving him everything she had. He loved that feeling. He loved the sense of accomplishment when he lay inside her afterward and fell into a nice, peaceful nap filled with her scent.

And now, as they rode, she seemed more distant than ever. He didn't even dare put his hand on her. He felt that now she knew he was tainted. That he did things with women he was ashamed of. He was afraid he would never look at him the same way again. The thought broke him.

Soon they arrived at the driveway of her house. She was asleep all the time. Aemond unbuckled his seatbelt and got out of the car. He walked around it, opening the door for her. He knelt beside her, placed a hand gently on her shoulder, and shook her. Y/N opened her eyes slowly, her gaze betrayed that she didn't know where she was or what was going on. Aemond unbuckled her seatbelt.

"Come on, I'll take you home." He said softly, taking her in his arms and she hugged him wordlessly. He closed the car door and followed her toward the house, holding her tightly under her thighs so she wouldn't slip off. He realized he had no keys and Y/N's purse was left in the car. Resigned, he rang the bell. After a few minutes, he heard someone coming down. Klaus opened it sleepily.

"I will kill you. Y/N has the keys." He said nervous, but seeing that Y/N was sleeping in his arms, he just sighed. "Did she drink too much?" He asked, a slight concern in his voice.

"No, she's just tired." He said, debating whether or not to tell him what had happened. He decided it was late and would tell him tomorrow morning. "I'll take her to bed." He said as he headed for the stairs and Klaus followed them to his bedroom.

"Do you mind if I stay with her?" He asked quietly, glancing at him. Klaus yawned and waved his hand.

"Do what you want, just let me sleep." He said as he locked himself in his room. Aemond entered Y/N's bedroom, closing the door behind him. He placed her gently on the bed and sat down at her feet, gently trying to undo her shoes. It was not an easy task due to the lack of light, but he succeeded in the end. He considered changing her into pajamas, but he decided not to wake her up.

He undressed looking at her and stayed just in his pants. He lay down next to her, trying to cover them both with the duvet. He felt the need to be with her, to feel her, even if he couldn't touch her. His movement woke her up. She looked at him sleepily and touched his arm as if she wasn't sure if she was dreaming or not. Her touch made him shiver.

"Sleep, my little one." He said softly, running his fingers through her hair. They were so soft. Their familiar scent hit his nose.

"Don't you want me anymore?" She asked quietly, another shiver running through his body. His heart pounded harder in his chest.

"I want you." He replied after a moment, touching her cheek. "But I also know you suffered a lot today and I don't want to add to your pain." He said, trying his best to put into words what he felt. Y/N swallowed softly. 

As she remembered, her eyes filled with tears again. That's what he feared. He pressed his nose against her cheek as he had the first time he kissed her. He placed gentle kisses on her cheek, feeling her quickened breath full of pain.

"Will you stay with me?" She asked so quietly he barely heard it.

"Yes." He replied without hesitation, embracing her gently and pulling her to him. She clung to him as if he was about to melt or disappear. She pressed her face against his neck, her small hands cupping his torso and gripping his back tightly. He inhaled as he felt her closeness. 

He felt a little relieved to see that she wasn't running away from him anymore. The tightness in his chest wouldn't leave him hearing how hard she was breathing, how much she was in pain. He kissed her hair and pressed the tip of his nose into it. He wanted to say anything that could ease her pain.

"I'm here. All for you." He said calmly. He wanted her to know that he was here with her, that he would comfort her in any way she needed. That he will do anything for her. She drew in a breath and shivered at his words. She pressed closer to him. He pursed his lips, unable to stop his body from reacting. He didn't rub against her, but he was still hard from just being near her. He knew she must have felt it.

After a moment, he felt her thigh slide over his, pressing closer to him. He swallowed hard as he felt the space between her thighs begin to rub against his manhood. He squeezed his eyes shut, trying to restrain her with his arms.

"I do not want to hurt you." He spoke softly, but he felt his voice tremble. His cock throbbed too hard in response to her pressed warm body.

"I need you." She said softly, just as she had the first time she came to his office. A strong shudder ran through his body. He struggled, but the space between her thighs pressed against him so wonderfully that only a soft moan escaped his lips. He involuntarily reached for his pants to undo them.

Y/N moaned at the feeling. She unzipped her jumpsuit at the side and pulled it off her, then quickly unhooked her bra. Aemond stared at her with lustful eye, his mouth parting slightly as he lowered his boxers slightly. He grabbed her buttocks with his hands and pulled her closer to him, sliding down her panties just enough for him to enter her. He slid his cock between her thighs and they both moaned loudly at the sudden closeness. Their bodies were hot.

"Are you sure?" He asked with the last of his strength, his breathing ragged.

"Just do it." She said softly, cupping his cheeks in her hands. Those words were enough to make him lose what little willpower he had left. He took his manhood in his hand and guided his tip towards her entrance. They moaned into each other's mouths, but they didn't kiss. Aemond pressed his forehead against hers as he entered her. They squeezed their eyes shut, both making sounds of pleasure. Her insides were tight, wet and hot, pressing against him. He felt he wouldn't last long.

They looked at each other, lust in their eyes. He slid out of her slowly and gently, then back in with her, both of them still on their sides, facing each other. His one hand held her buttock and the other was entwined in her hair. Y/N began to slowly respond to his movements, and they both moaned loudly as he began to accelerate. He was desperate, this day had ruined him. He knew she needed that relief as much as he did. He just started to fuck her, the wet sounds of their bodies colliding more and more together with their moans and panting spread throughout the room.

Aemond kissed her passionately, and she responded to his kiss as if she hadn't seen him in years, as if his lips hadn't touched her for too long. They broke apart once in a while, moaning loudly, his movements inside her more and more uncontrollable, he wasn't holding back anymore. He fucked her with all the strength he had and she moaned loudly.

"When you're not with me, I masturbate in my bed thinking about your tight, hot pussy. About what I'll do to you, when I see you again." He whispered into her mouth, both of them hot and sweaty, and her soft moan answered him. He felt that she was close, he held back with all his strength not to come yet. "You are mine and I will not share you with anyone. Understand?" He said through clenched teeth, his hand tightening on her hips nad hairs, pumping hard inside her, her whole body tense.

"Aemond" She moaned into his mouth, feeling that she was about to come, his cock slapping rhythmically where she needed it.

"Say it. Tell me to who you belong to." He said, clamping his fingers on her jaw so that she was looking straight at him. Her lips parted in a silent moan. She moaned louder as he rolled her onto her back and began to fuck her even harder. "Say it or I'll fuck you all night, until you get it out." He hissed, on the verge of orgasm.

"To you, I belong only to you" She sobbed, arching back with loud moan as a strong, aggressive orgasm surged through her body in waves. He groaned low at her words.

"That’s right. Good girl." He whispered, looking pleadingly at her, feeling that his fulfillment is coming. "Fuck!” He moaned, finally coming inside her, a wave of relief and pleasure flowing through his body, finally relaxing his muscles and mind. He involuntarily moved inside her for a moment longer, and then with the last of his strength he turned with her on his side and pressed himself against her. They were both shivering.

"I want to fall asleep in you." He spoke softly, making her shiver even more at his words. They were both panting, pressed together, glued together by their own sweat. Y/N could feel his heart pounding. "I love you." He whispered, and Y/N had a feeling she misheard. She trembled all over, her eyes widened, she snuggled into him even more. 

Aemond couldn't believe the words had come out of his mouth. He said it before he could think anything, as if they literally poured out of him. He was terrified of what he had said, and that silence answered him. He felt his heart was about to burst out of his chest. He had never been so vulnerable in his life. After a moment, he heard her soft, almost inaudible voice.

"I love you too."

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[sweetfire01]

I know your big thing is yandere agere but I’m just melting over your take on daddy Simmy and Dada Didi and Luci 🥺🥺🥺

How would they comfort a little one who’s scared of needles? I’ve got to get some later this month and I’m in tears just thinking about it

.😭

Oh anon, it sound scaring! You have all my love and support.

And of course your dad's too. They know it's going to be very scary for you, so they'll hold you on their lap, your face pressed into their chest, while the doctors stick the needle into your skin. Ooh, they know it's bad, they know, it's okay to cry. Squeeze dad's shirt tight, focus on their hand stroking your hair and it'll be over in no time! Poor little thing, you're so scared. Hush, hush now, look, the doctor has finished! You were so good and brave!

Everyone's aftercare will also depend on the purpose of those needles: were they just for a vaccine/blood test, or were they for an IV or anesthesia? With surgery afterwards? In the first case, it means that you can go home immediately afterwards! Lucifer will hand you a bottle of milk AND CHOCOLATE! Your reward for being so good. You can drink it in your stroller on the way home. And once we get there, a nice nap in daddy's bed. How does this sound, little one? Bet you've already forgotten about the pain. Diavolo bounces you on his arms and showers your face with kisses, making you giggle. He praises you because you were even braver than the knights from the fairy tales he reads to you in the evening. And look what he brought you: a box of colored band-aid! And some even have cute animals drawn on them. Tell the doctor which one you want and he will put it over your wound. Simmy will cradle you in his arms, holding you close until you stop crying. His little lamb was so scared, huh? It's okay now, your daddy is here. Once you've calmed down, he'll lay you down in your pram, placing your favorite stuffie in your arms. Get some rest, baby, and when you get home, there'll be more cuddles, okay?

But if we're talking about some kind of anesthesia, oh dear, they can't even follow you into the operating room. But they won't leave you scared all alone! Absolutely not! They will request that you be given some type of tranquilizing drug, so that you can get to the operating room easier. Sure, they might put you to sleep with their own spell, but, honestly, they prefer to avoid complications with human medications. They don't want to risk you staying asleep hours after the surgery is over. Have you ever heard of those people who see "supernatural" things while they are comatose or something? Well, Simmy is able to appear into their dream and no one can change my mind. He would use this power to continue to stay by your side, stroking your hair and humming as you keep your head on his knees. And when you wake up what do you see? Just your daddy who looks at you smiling! The surgery is over, now it wasn't so bad, right? And he didn't leave you even for a moment, as he promised you! Luci and Didi would too, but they would need their powers and they don't think appearing in their demon form helps you much. They will just have to wait until the surgery is over. Oh, but of course once you wake up they'll give you all the attention they couldn't give you before! Obviously all 3 would use this position to their advantage: they'll put you in diapers because you don't really want to force yourself to get up and walk, do you? Just as you shouldn't have to strain yourself to grab cutlery and feed yourself! Open your mouth and let them spoon-feed you instead, even if you just had knee surgery and you're still able to use both your hands.

And maybe they can even mess with morphine and painkillers, just to make you a little more docile if you don't cooperate.

[the-biggest-simp-in-the-land]

The brothers  Nsfw hcs 1 of 7

Minors DNI

Belphie

He has a choking kink. Change my mind.

He likes the reverse cowgirl position, you may be on top but he is still controlling you, like he holds your hips and controls the pace you go.

Helikes to edge you and overstimulate you.

He likes to keep his cock inside of you afterwards, he won't take it of or move in his sleep, and do not dare to try to get some friction, he will get mad if he wakes up and punished you.

Talking about punishments, he usually gags you and leaves you tied up with a vibrator on, touching that sweet spot of yours and leave to sleep. Letting you cum for hours, leaving you a crying, overstimulated mess.

He likes to degrade you, a lot, this man love talking about how much of a little slut you are.

The first time you two had sex it was sweet and romantic, it was almost out of character for him and of you were a virgin, well he is ten times more careful, handling you like you are made of glass.

After a few times you notice he was holding back with you and you ask him to let it all out, that's how you ended up on the situation you are. Now days most of you guys sex is not soft, not really extremely kinky, but still, more kinky than before. You still have soft sex sometimes if he is in a more… "I wanna take care of you" mood, instead of either "I'm sleepy but I want sex" or "I'm annoyed and awake" type of mood.

When he is annoyed is because he is either A) jealous B) someone woke him up from a nap C) You teased him all day. And when he is like that… well get ready for a long night.

He also likes to fuck you in your dreams, while he fucks you in real life, he thinks you look adorable when sleeping, so sweet for him, so innocent, so cute. 

He also likes to be woken up by blowjobs, it's a nice way to be woken up, what else can he say? 

He will try yo experiment with you but only if he has enough energy for that.

Also aftercare is nice, but normally you two just sleep after the session  like I said be gore, with him still inside you. There is normally some water and chips that he hid from Beel.

Talking about Beel, he sometimes joins if you hive him permission. I will dice more into it later with Beel, but you can say that they are opposits in bed. While one will degrade you  the other will praise you, but most of the time the person that speaks more is Belphie.

He will be such a sweetheart if you are having a bad day, being soft with you, praising, kissing and worshiping your body. It's a whole 180 from what you two normally do.

Soft Belphie happens in special occasions too… like when you did well on a test or it's your birthday, things like that.

You can tease him by wearing his clothes, talking a lot to Beel (he loves his twin  but sometimes he can get jelly), wearing your pijama in front of others, wearing a summer dress (idk how to explain that one), if you had a session and leaves with no panties or leave with his cum still inside you and go on with your day it will make him lose his mind, he also likes when you either a brat or extremely submissive ( he likes submissive girls because they are easier to control, but he also likes the fighting for dominance thing) and thighhighs. 

Thank you for reading.

From: your beloved author.

[ryuichirou]

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Some replies!

Anonymous asked:

I didn't realize it was possible to filter without tags. Thank you!

No problem, Anon! I’m glad we could help. Have a nice day!

Anonymous asked:

Hnnng…booba…

(this is about this art)

Hehe yeah…

I was looking at my first sketches of fem!Azul recently, and wow I draw her boobs bigger and bigger every single time. She wasn’t supposed to be this big… but alas.

Anonymous asked:

I feel like 2 bottoms and 1 top is more fun if the top has an extra dick situation going on, like 2 tops 1 bottom is great because humans come with AT LEAST two holes perfect for taking dick, and sometimes more 😌✨ so basically Ortho is the master dom of them all, but like, we already knew this ♥️

First of all, YES, this is usually our reasoning as well for preferring 2 tops 1 bottom, it’s just easier to navigate the holes and all lol But also you made such a good point??  Ortho absolutely would be able to have multiple of those, as many as he needs in fact! And also have a lot of different kinds of stimulation… wow, that’s OP. Ortho, your niichan created an unstoppable master dom…

Anonymous asked:

I just saw the Jellyfish post and the image of Silver bowing and pleading for others to golden shower him, so good

Lillia would love this, he trained his son so well, and he will of course give his cute son his pee as a treat

(this is about this post)

You imagined it!! I’m so happy, Anon. But also, sorry for that… (but also, you are welcome)

Poor Silver doesn’t even realise how it looks, oof… Lilia would almost pass away out of the sheer excitement and pride he felt at that moment.

Anonymous asked:

Kalim and idia would be a funny ship because idia could not handle how happy and positive Kalim is during the entire time they do it including aftercare

Awww, don’t be silly, Idia, what else should he do while doing it, cry?

Facts, Anon. Absolute facts. Kalim always behaves like this is the best moment of his life and it’s all about how awesome it is for him to be with Idia and to do what they are doing right now!!! How does one even react to that?..

But also I’m not sure if Kalim knows how to do aftercare... He is very used to just falling asleep afterwards and then suddenly waking up after a nap to continue the cuddles. Idia would suffer either way because he would try to carefully run away while Kalim is asleep… instantly waking him up and prompting him to start cuddling him with the widest smile possible!

Anonymous asked:

Hey Ryu! Hope you're having a nice day.

Real quick, what would Ortho do if he was replacing?

(I was doing some stupid shit on c.ai and it just popped into my head.)

What if Idia had a lover (you can use Azul or Lilia for this cuz we ship it. Or any other top that fits this scenario) and they died so Idia, just like he did with Ortho, tried to bring them back to life? Bc of this he became so possessive in an unhealthy way over them, shutting away the world like he did before, but that includes Ortho.

Hi Anon! I hope you’re having a nice day too :)

Ohh, interesting; honestly, it kind of sounds like an anxiety that Ortho could have. Similarly to how he usually treats Idia being in a relationship with someone: he is very happy, excited and supportive, but also very jealous because he actually really doesn’t want to share Idia with anyone.

In a way, I think he could make peace with Idia being with someone by thinking that what they have with Idia is special and totally different from what Idia and his boyfriend have. So if Idia’s boyfriend suddenly passes away, and Idia grief pushes him to shut away the world and focus on recreating that person, Ortho would feel horrible on many levels: both because of Idia pushing him away and because of Idia doing for that person something that was supposed to be special and their thing. And even though Ortho would recognise that Idia is hurting, and it’s probably selfish of him to be so against it, he might even try to act supportive, like “isn’t it cool, there will be the second one like me”, but he would probably hate that thing. I don’t know, I feel like it would end badly lol

Anonymous asked:

do you have any thoughts/ideas about a shroudswap au, in which ortho lived and it was idia who died? how do you think a human ortho like that would turn out?

Oof, I wonder if he would be better or much worse than Idia… I feel like Idia tortures himself for the most part (mentally), but with Ortho, even though he would still torture himself because of guilt, could also be more of a danger to others. At least because he is less secluded and more sociable in general.

Hmmm.

Ortho was younger than Idia when the incident happened + he isn’t as insanely skilled as him, so I don’t think he would be able to build a robot and write an AI as fast as Idia (even for Idia it took a couple of years), but he would still try to do it. I think it would be his work-in-progress at the age of 16; he would just have a bunch of junk on his floor + an android torso with a silicon face that doesn’t move, because it’s not done yet. Ortho would still talk to it a lot.

I think Ortho would combat his grief and guilt by thinking that it’s up to him to honour Idia’s legacy, and he’ll talk about it a lot: about how he tries his best to be a good technomagician and a mechanic, and he would indeed be the best at his dorm, but not quite as good as Idia would’ve been in Ortho’s head.

Ortho would almost look like a normal guy, somewhat similar to Ace in the way he acts at times, but there would always be something uncanny about him because he is never 100% genuine and his heart is clearly closed from others. He would be the type to say “what? I’m friends with everyone” but have zero people whom he actually trusts. He prefers to talk to his half-built robot-brother more anyways.

Now, what I mean when I say that he is more likely to be dangerous is that while Idia is in terrible shape and his coping mechanisms aren’t the best, Ortho would bottle up his emotions more, as if he can’t allow himself to grieve properly because it is his fault. It would become very clear that he is still not over it once something triggers him and he becomes super resentful towards everyone and everything that isn’t Idia, or rather an idea of Idia in his head that gets more vague with every single day because he gets older, and he hates himself for “losing” him that way too. I think Ortho could express this frustration by being destructive because he would be in a very bad mental space…

Wow that turned dark lol

Anonymous asked:

I mean, that can be incorporated too!

My idea is that Azul is surrounded by a faceless mob and he is forced to sign contract after contract. None of them are for his benefit, though, they are basically trading away any and all of his skills and talents while the crowd laughs at him. After a few times, the contracts start ripping away body parts that correspond to his talents (I.e. singing would be his vocal cords, swimming would be his tentacles/legs, etc.) until there’s barely anything left of him. Whatever is left is then served up as delicious takoyaki.

I swear I do like Azul.

(this is about Azul’s danganronpa-style execution)

Wow, that sounds perfect, Anon. destroyed by the very thing that empowered him in the first place and reduced to what the most helpless form there is available to him: an actual snack.

I would love to see it.

Anonymous asked:

Did you watch the lyric video for No Me Diga or this one: https://youtu.be/UrFH772ytzM?si=yjd1dMNYhAPp6Ybf because the linked version makes the song worse with the visuals 😂😂😂😂😂

Yep, I watched this one lol

[safetycar-restart]

Cat!max with really sensitive ears!!! He has to make sure that anytime he puts anything on his head, his ears are positioned a certain way so that they don’t cramp! His girlfriend is the only one who can touch them! And she’s so soft, scratching him slightly.

His dad never understood, just telling max to get his racing gear on and be done with it. But now his girlfriend kisses each ear before he puts on his helmet (is that the right word? I can’t remember). And he’s so happy when she comes to races, because he gets his ear kisses, and afterwards he gets cuddles in a sunbeam, and she’ll even let him play with that little laser pointer that he loves!!!!

-💍

PLS WHY AM I CRYING ABOUT CAT!MAX ON A RANDOM SATURDAY NIGHT OH MY GOD. The hybrid AU has such a special place in my heart and this is just brilliant.

Firstly, I definitely agree that his dad would never understand all the cat hybrid struggles that max goes through, and I think his dad would make no attempt to learn? He wants max to just press all that stuff down and be a 'normal' person.

Meanwhile poor maxy wants so bad to have some cat toys and to be given a moment to massage his ears when he takes off his helmet and to nap in the sun and purr HE WANTS TO PURR GODDAMNIT. But he could never do any of things because they all made his dad so so angry.

For years he just accepted that his ears would always hurt a little and he'd never get to play with cat toys and he'd have to stifle his purrs if he ever felt nice and comfortable.

But then you came along and you... you seemed to love that side of him? You never got angry when you found him napping in the sun and you let him chase your scarf around when you were trying to put it on and you offered him pets.

He just couldnt believe that you were not only tolerant of his cat hybrid quirks, but that you seemed to genuinely enjoy them? You've tried to explain this to max hundreds of times, that you enjoy seeing him happy and enjoying himself, but he still doesn't get it.

It would take a while before he told you his ears were sensitive though, and that was only after you straight up asked him because you had watched his behaviour and thought that might be the case.

He's so shy and scared when he admits it, softly telling you that his ears often ache after he takes his helmet off and that he can never manage to massage them right and so he's just learnt to live with it.

He's also very hesitant when you offer to massage them, because he's so sure that it would hurt. But at the same time, nothing you've ever done to him has ever hurt, and he knows you'd stop the moment he asks you to, so he gets enough courage to agree to try.

And holy fuck he LOVES it.

He doesn't know how you've managed to do it, but somehow you make his ears feel so much better? You softly pet and massage them, getting the blood flowing back into them and then just gently pet him with no sign of stopping.

Max just melts into your arms, purring and nuzzling you as you pet his ears. He's so so happy there.

His absolute favourite thing to do ever soon becomes laying in the sun with you petting his ears.

[gabessquishytum]

Okay 🪽's immortal throuple prompt has me foaming at the mouth. Mostly the end part you said about Hob fingering both the of them got me thinking...

The entire time Dream and Calliope were aggressively courting Hob, they were both kind of envisioning being the more dominant ones in the relationship (and sometimes they are- I personally am a firm believer that all three of them are switches). But when Hob finally snaps, he snaps.

I'm talking both of them getting the spanking of their lives. And Hob's come like three times but he refuses to let either of them come, he makes sure to keep them right on the edge- with his fingers, his mouth, his dick, his arse- and then pull back right before they can get any relief. He won't even let them taste his come. He'll fuck their mouths and then come on their chests. And he's very clear to tell them about how naughty they've been, keeping Hob unsatisfied for months. They can handle being tortured for a few hours, it's only fair, and maybe if they promise to be good, if they really really promise to play nice and share then maybe, if he's feeling forgiving, he might let them come.

Omg yes. Hob is usually a little more on the submissive side in bed but these little shits have put him through the wringer. He's not letting them anywhere near his hole (unless it's to edge them until they're both crying). He's in charge now and they'd better fucking pay attention!

It takes some pretty big balls to dom a goddess and being that is beyond a god, but Dream can't even manage to stutter out an indignant you dare. He finds himself bent over with his wrists cuffed in front of him, and Calliope is in a similar position next to him! Meanwhile Hob is intent on having his way. He gets to lounge on the bed and jerk off to the sight of his two squirming brats, who are both so apologetic for their behaviour now. But Hob hasn't forgotten how they deprived him for months during their silly competition to woo him. He could have been having amazing orgasms all that time, but nooo. He had to wait. Well, now he's going to take his fill. He almost breaks when Calliope starts begging, but he sees in her eyes that she needs this. She and Dream both need to know how much he cares about them.

Of course there are plenty of cuddles afterwards, with Hob in the middle. Dream and Calliope are holding hands across his body so he's pretty sure that they're going to behave themselves nicely now. Once Hob has had a good nap and his dick has recovered a bit, he'll make sure that they finally get a reward. He's got some very detailed fantasies that he's keen to act out (who doesn't want to be spitroasted between two of the sexiest beings in the universe?)

[scyphosunny]

vargastober day 11 was posted a couple days ago ! this is a huge one , so let's talk about it .

i wanted to write an entry for this one yesterday , but i wasn't home ! i was still able to write something , but i spent most of the day getting some sleep . SUNNY , SLEEPING MORE THAN 3 HOURS A DAY ? NEVER HEARD OF IT !

first of all . . . what happened with day 10's piece ? if im being honest , i can't really remember anymore . but i'll try .

ah , yes ! it was a busy day , overall . ( it really wasn't .

i spent some time with else on vc , had a nice time ! talked about a bunch of stuff . then , i tried to get something before 7PM . . . and while i did get a small sketch i wasn't really pleased with it . which is weird ! because i drew something similar a while ago . . .

THE COMPARISON IS FUCKING KILLING ME , WHY DOES HE LOOK LIKE HE SWALLOWED A FUCKING BRICK IN THE FIRST ONE . i had a lot of trouble with face shapes , as you can probably notice . . .

did my usual things , watched evo with sister and had something to eat . then , it was thursday ! and usually my friends and i do stuff on thursdays . that day we played stardew valley !

my sister ended up puking and i panicked because i have emetophobia so after crying for an hour i was exhausted

i was planning on going to sleep early today since i was so tired . i tried to push myself a bit to get that piece done but i knew for a fact that i wouldn't be able to stay awake or focus even if i wanted . i also knew that if i tried maybe i could get something i liked ? sometimes the sketches for these don't look great , it's mostly about the colors or the ambience i add afterwards . ough then my friend asked if i could wake her up at 3AM because they all know im usually awake at that hour , and my stupid ass said yes even if i was falling asleep on the couch . i took a nap and i was talking to cris to try and keep myself awake . then i just went to sleep . and yeah , i knew the piece for yarn would be huge so i didn't even try to continue with the past one . another one to my " failed " folder ! this is the second time i chose a reference from the same artist and this is the second time i fail . MAYBE THAT'S BEEN THE PROBLEM THIS WHOLE TIME

i was setting ideas for the prompts , and the idea i had for this one was actually very different ! i was thinking , maybe scriabin using edgar like a puppet with strings of yarn ! that was a cool concept . maybe too cool . so i was like . . . what if someone already has this idea ?? what if we end up doing the same things ? something i want to avoid . i feel like , that's an image that also appears in other people's heads . so i was thinking . . . what else could i do . . . . . . and don't even know how , but i got the idea of that one scene scri described on chapter 20 !

this one ! it had been a scene i wanted to draw for a long time . honestly , i want to draw all the memories they described ough I JUST LOVE DRAWING FOR THIS UNIVERSE SO MUCH . it feeds my age regression delusions .

as soon as i was up , i tried not to waste too much time so i could work with this one . i really wanted to get it done that day ! since i knew i'd be out on saturday .

let's see . . . when i told brusk about this one i talked about how i had NO IDEA how i was going to achieve this and she shared this cool website with a bunch of 3D models of pretty rooms ! so i searched for one that looked similar to what i had in mind for their room .

started thinking . . . what do i think their room looks like ? at first i was thinking of it a bit like bluey's room , maybe . . . or dipper and mabel's room too . just two beds in the corners of the room . a bunk bed would also work for them , but let's just leave it like that .

this is a bit of what i had in mind ! maybe edgar's bed being the one on the lefft and scri's the one on the right . i tried to make it look messier for that reason lolz . two windows , some toys on the floor , a nice carpet in between the beds . . . i can't really imagine them having posters around , to be honest . maybe just some pictures . . . even if i added two beds ( for obvious reasons ) i have the hc that scri would mostly sleep on edgar's bed . a bit like what he does on the chapters after he has a body ! scri just goes , sits on the corner of the bed and even if edgar told him not to sleep there he still does and edgar doesn't do anything about it lolz . i can imagine scri walking to edgar's bed in the middle of the night to cuddle with edgar and that's that . so , in theory , edgar's bed should be the messy one and scri's would be made most of the time since he doesn't really sleep there . " his bed would be made " , is that how you even call it ? i don't know . . . then , they'd have fights and would sleep separately . ough , my little kids . </3

so yeah , that was the layout i had planned originally . i searched on the website , and these caught my eye !

( links for them are here and here

i was going to use that ffirst one as the reference but then i was like . that's a bad place to put a bed . ( ??? ) so i kept looking , even if i wanted to give those vibes . then , found that second one and my brain immediately went PERFECT

BUT .

i have a little problem . and my perception of time is absolutely broken . I CAN'T VISUALIZE HOW THINGS WERE BEFORE 2000'S i SWEAR . 2000's for me are like . how everything is rn . maybe like those nostalgia pics ppl like to share on social media . but , for everything before the 2000's it's like

WHICH IS A FUCKING PROBLEM BECAUSE I CAN'T VISUALIZE ANYTHING FOR THEM THAT DOESN'T LOOK LIKE IT BELONGS TO YEAR 1800

i knew for a fact that the story was set in the 90's but i also wasn't sure ? because there's this entry on violation where scriabin writes a date .

I WAS PRETTY CONFUSED , i wanted to go with that but i also knew that we couldn't really trust scri when it comes to anything . i asked zar because i wanted to have everything in place and she did say that scri was lying lolz . I JUST THINK OF THAT A LOT everytime i want them to do something i'm constantly thinking " did this thing exist back then " " is this how this thing looked when this happened " IT'S ANNOYING

i had to do some calculations . . . let's see , if the story is set roughly on the 90's , and edgar's like , 30 years old let's say ( i hc him being +30 , but zar usually says that he's in his late twenties so i'd go with 27 or 28 ) , so he was a kid on . 1970 , let's say . i literally googled " rooms in the 70's " but i was still leaning into something that looked more old that that . THEY ALSO SEEM TO LIVE IN THE FOREST OR SOMETHING IDK their house looks old in my head

i did end up changing the bed's design , though . make it a little more square-ish . if that makes sense . oh , also ! i added some stairs for scri , since he's so small and the bed looks tall ( it was actually even taller in the 3D render ) . he maybe moved the stairs to edgar's bed so he could just hop in when he wanted . smol boy .

so well . . . i had no idea if i could trust the process , to be honest . i had to move some stuff around , pushed the bed to the corner of the room , added the window in between the beds and uh idk i think that's all i had to move

so , i went from this

to this

to , well . this !

before even starting i watched a tutorial . i know for a fact that i'm not good at backgrounds . and i really REALLY didn't want to fuck this one up because if i got it right it would be SO GREAT . this is the tutorial i watched , by the way . . . it was super useful !

i started working on it at 1pm maybe , and as you can see by the hour on the screenshots ( i just checked and i took the screenshots at night lolz ah well ) it took me the whole day . ougghh . once i got to take a break and eat something , it was time to color stuff . i had fun choosing colors and textures for everything . . . really like that one wallpaper i chose ! and green always looks pretty on everything . also , added that one texture i always use for the skin and i really like how it makes everything look . looks less flat .

i didn't know what i wanted to do with those pictures . i just added one of edgar and his grandma maybe and a random rose . i wanted to make it a butterfly and looking back at it i should've gone with the butterfly but i couldn't get it to look right , bleh .

also , those strings holding the frame weren't supposed to be red but i accidentally drew them in the same layer as the yarn , so when i colored everything the strings also got colored and was too lazy to get them back to normal lolz .

coloring little scri was really fun ! i was planning to draw edgar crawling on the floor originally , as scri described . but i couldn't find a reference i liked and also , it was about time to draw scri in one of these ! it's been a while since he showed up . i just keep drawing edgar but i do find funny that everytime i tried to draw scri on these recently i just fail . DID I GET USED TO DRAW EDGAR AND NOW I CAN'T DRAW SCRI ANYMORE ??????? IDK but that can't be good .

uh , what else . . . coloring everything was a long process but picking colors was still fun . scri's sweater was actually blue at first but i didn't like how it looked so i changed it . . .

getting the yarn in place was actually harder than i expected . I DIDN'T REALLY ADD A BUNCH OF STUFF TO LOOP IT WITH , i wanted to make their room look messier at first but i got lazy . maybe add some clothes on the floor or shoes , i don't knnnnow . . . I JUST DIDN'T WANT TO ADD MORE DETAILS I'M SICK OF THIS DRAWING

i tried to make it just a whole thread of yarn going everywhere but at the end i did add some random pieces because it looked empty , bleh . even know , i feel like the yarn is not noticeable enough and that bugs me off because YARN IS SUPPOSED TO BE THE MAIN THING ON THE PIECE and you can't even see it .

( quick break to say that i'm listening to dusty dirty curse by kikuo and i keep feeling sad because i didn't know the song before going to the concert a month ago , I REMEMBER ENJOYING IT AND STUFF BUT I LISTENED TO IT LIVE AND DIDN'T KNOW HOW IMPORTANT THAT WOULD BE FOR ME IN THE FUTURE . god i only knew its name because zarla told me but god GGGODDD PLEASE TAKE ME BACKKKK PLEASE I CAN ENJOY IT MORE THAN BEFORE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE I WAS SO HAPPY BACK THEN

my art is already HARD TO SEE I'D SAY but bleh

i was almost done coloring stuff . . . and sometimes for some reason my csp lags a bit when i try to change to certain brushes . well , i tried to change brushes , my csp freezes , the screen gets black for a second and i'm thinking " please don't crash , please don't crash " then i got a blue screen

fun ! ( fun fact , blue screens used to scare me so much . everything related with technology errors still scares me but last pc i had would crash over and over and over again so i kinda just got used to it lolz . now this one doesn't crash as much . last time it did was because i tried to play minecraft with shaders and it really didn't like that . oh well , where was i . .

i couldn't remember last time i saved and honestly it SCARED ME because i couldn't afford to lose progress back then . it was probably past 11PM at this point . . . i did get why my pc crashed , though . . . i had it turned on since 1PM . i did take breaks and stuff but i didn't turn it off completely ? so it was probably tired . at that point my time with csp opened was more than 11 hours . well . . .

i turn it on again . . . i check the file . . . didn't lose a lot ! i just colored the lamp on the drawer and the calendar lolz . i checked my file though , and i realized that csp actually restored some of the progress for me ! i didn't know it could do that . . . when it comes to the app crashing , i knew i could always trust sai2 . everytime the app crashed , i would open it again and it immediately would be like " hey you didn't save do you want your file back ooorrr . . . . . . . " and i never got that on csp until that ! really appreciated .

didn't know what to do for that calendar , exactly . so i just added that day's date . october 11th !

what else . . . had fun with the lightning and the colors . it was mostly me experimenting . i didn't know that to make for edgar's blanket . . . and well i just love the combination between blue and yellow . so why not throw some stars .

also , that bit of green is supossed to be scri's bed . added some random drawings to the paper sheets on the floor . . .

i searched for a while to find a nice texture to add to the floor . . . most of the ones i found weren't free . and when i finally found one i liked it took foverer to download . i was like PLEASE I JUST NEED TO DO THIS ONE THING

and i think that was all ! i'm really proud of this piece . it's my best piece currently . took around 13 hours with breaks . . . started at 1PM and finished it at 3AM maybe ? took two breaks to eat and shower. i'm used to take this long on pieces but god . it also has like , 300 layers . maybe 200 , i don't know . . . and makes me so much happier knowing that it ( mostly ( came out of my brain and not from a random pinterest reference !

i wish i had a speedpaint and i've been wanting to record speedpaints for these but I ALWAYS FORGET TO PRESS RECORD UGH

with and without filter ! i really , REALLY love this filter . it kinda gives 2016 tumblr vibes . or one of those filters on instagram no one actually uses . Río de Janeiro

as you can see , there's some stuff i cropped out . mostly because it didn't look good . . . those books on the shelf look kinda odd and the window is also throwing me off .

quick comparison ! last time i made a background this complicated was back in 2021 . . . even if it's been a long time since i really tried with one of these it's still way better . i've grown so much as an artist X3

i don't know if i'll work on today's piece , if i'm being honest . . . i think i'll try but i was out all day today and woke up at six . tired . . . was falling asleep in the bus back home until bug by kairiki bear started playing . my eyes just snapped wide open lolz . i really don't want to skip another prompt , ugh . i do enjoy drawing edgar bleeding to death , so that might encourage me just enough lolz . i was also out on saturday , as i already mentioned . didn't do a whole lot . . . i did write a small jake / edgar drabble i know for a fact i WON'T POST because i'm not good with writing !

pics i took today ! aren't i pretty ? also , i told you my shoes were cool !!!!!!!!!!!!

i'll have something to eat for dinner . . . then i'll see what i can do X3

also lol i've been having trouble to TURN MY MONITOR ON and i'm afraid that one of these days i'll try to work on a piece and it won't turn on . ugghh

[weirdoldstans]

Okay, but Ford trying to be a baby one day and he just isn’t in the right headspace for it (nothings wrong, he just feels like being an adult for a bit), so he ends up taking off and throwing away his only kinda wet diaper and tells Stan that he’s going to check out some shops at whatever little coastal town they’re at. When he leaves, Stan, who has been taking care of him but who absolutely hasn’t brought up wanting to try things himself, has a bit of time to spare. And the poor guy has wanted to try diapers and playtime for such a long time, but maybe during his biker days (a brief period where he had a bunch of people he was constantly around) he got caught sucking his thumb sleeping with a stuffed animal he secretly had and was tormented by his gang. Like, it got really bad and they even shredded his plushie and he was so embarrassed and hurt that it was ultimately what made him leave so he’s just pushed all those feelings so far down that even now he can’t quite get to them. But with Ford gone he sneaks into his room and he knows that Ford has definitely counted how many diapers he has left so Stan just takes the used one and puts it on and oh my god he instantly falls in love. So he sits down and is playing with some blocks for a bit in just a t shirt and diaper with a binkie and he starts to get that tingly feeling. He starts thinking way to hard about how Ford wet this before him and it’s all warm and squishy against his dick and he just can’t himself but to start rubbing the front of said diaper. Once he’s fully hard Ford just barges in swearing to himself about forgetting his wallet and he just stops and stares and Stan goes beat red. But Ford is immediately so sweet and just smiles asking him why he didn’t tell him that he wanted to try being the baby and Stan’s a stammering mess as Ford’s eye flick to the pack of diapers and Stan can see the gears turning as he looks at the pattern on it and finally asks if that was the one he had been wearing. Stan can’t even speak so Ford just smiles and pushes him back, squeezing the his diaper against him and keeps rubbing him until Stan is moaning behind his binkie as he cums. Ford starts gently pressing on his bladder whispering and telling him it’s okay if he wants to use his diaper too so after a few minutes of Stan squirming and whimpering, he finally lets go while Ford praises him. And then Ford just hoists him up and to the bed and grabs a vibrator and presses it against him again. And Stan is stammering about how he’s not even sure he can get off twice in a row but Ford just gently shushes him and assures him that Ford will help and he does. He coos and praises him the entire time while Stan has to hide his face until he throws his head back when he cums a second time. And Ford is just so proud of him and hums gently as he sets to cleaning him up, powdering him, and taping him up in a nice clean diaper while Stan absentmindedly sucks on the binkie. And Ford curls up next to him afterwards and while Stan is falling asleep clinging tightly to him he quietly admits why he didn’t tell Ford and how his gang treated him as he slowly falls asleep. He wakes up and he’s no longer in Ford’s arms, but he’s sitting at the end of the bed reading and Ford beams at him when he wakes up and tells him he snuck off while Stan was napping and got him something and grabs a new teddy bear out of a bag and hands it to him. And Stan is just so overcome and he’s crying while Ford reassures him and dries his tears before helping him to the floor so he can play some more.

(I really hope you don’t mind getting stuff this long. It feels like I’m talking your head off. Sorry if this is annoying!)

NOT ANNOYING AT ALL I LOVE IT SO MUCH

wahhh i don’t even know where to begin…stan putting on ford’s wet diaper is SO GOOD, and jerking off in it AHHH AND FORD COMING BACK AND ENCOURAGING STAN TO WET THE DIAPER TOO IM GONNA EAT A TRUCK

AND!! ford getting stan a new teddy oh my goddd TOO CUTE THANK U FOR THIS