#but i got to unfortunately be around some...artists that really shouldnt have been selling uncensored stuff in anime events for all ages | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

tortademaracuya · 1 month ago

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I feel so selfconscious lately and im starting to get so, disgusted with myself. I know this is part of my internal mental issues with being a lesbian and fear of appearing predatory to others but Im truly feeling so disgusted by my art I want to disappear.

#i like drawing and rendering tits. most of the time i dont really mean anything by it more than like #just finding it fun to draw different shapes and stuff of chests #but i got to unfortunately be around some...artists that really shouldnt have been selling uncensored stuff in anime events for all ages #plus a comment i got from some guys about how a heterosexual person must have drawn some photocards i drew...#its making me anxious i draw like those cis straight man. you know the style i mean #the oversexualised ones to the point of uncomfortableness #its making me go crazy #feeling like my art could fall into thatcategory #i feel really. really uncomfortable and predatory. even though its not what i have in mind while drawing at all #haunted.txt

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