#but i don't have the energy to make art rn...............
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#rambling#GRRR BARK BARK I WANNA TALK ABOUT ETHER GRRRR#I WANNA TALK ABOUT THIS TRAGIC MOTHERFUCKER#but i don't have the energy to make art rn...............
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sometimes i wonder if v1 ever thinks about v2
#(crawls out of the sea covered in blood) the new update inspired me but i don't have energy to make anything else than ms paint art rn :'>#art#digital art#ms paint#ultrakill#v1#v2#leviathan#(<- in the distance)#logically i know v1 doesn't think about her. it's got no emotions for her other than hatred as far as we know#but i like to think it looked into the seas of wrath and caught a glimpse of her. then looked away and looked back to see nothing there..#hall of fame
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It's super late, but I wanted to do a quick "art vs artist" / summary of 2024 :] mostly long form animation and slugcat sketches this year, but I snuck in a few good ones.
#Idk how to tag this#art summary#Sure#Most of my art has been on mobile since I've been so sick#But when I actually pull myself up to draw on pc it makes me happy#Some of the art here I never even posted to this blog lol#I have that secondary blog I just shove all my more personal stuff into. It's fantastic. Wish I made it sooner#It's been a while since I did a life update... Hmm~. This is a blogging website after all#Well besides the aforementioned sickness that is getting very irritatingly bad#I've been tending to my even sicker family for a few months now. And it's... going. It's going. Exhausting but it's going#I've dropped a lot of responsibilities out of stress. I'll miss being a leader in my little miscellaneous internet cubbies#But life continues on with or without me 😺#My buds have been wonderful cheerleaders. I've even been reconnecting with some of my older friends#Still playing rw... albeit not competitively rn#I don't have the energy to chase those leaderboards 😓 and the community has left me a bit sour#But it's gotten a lot better. Acquaintances of mine gradually infiltrated the staff and made the place much livelier#It was a lot of fun to watch hahaha#Maybe I'll return to the scene sometime after the dlc drops... Maybe.#Or maybe I'll move on. Time will tell~#Till next time!
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#blabbering#blehh#nothing serious I'm just being whiny rn#feeling so much tanked confidence in my art and OC stuff recently#shriveling up into a crunchy leaf#I wish I was better at being more presentable with this stuff#I just have a different process and it's too fragmented to share things easily until I can fill in the gaps or make it more cohesive first#but all my time and energy keeps being sapped away and I'm head empty most days so it's hard to engage like I want to (also it's so lonely)#and it's making me so slow at finishing anything. I also just feel very uninteresting rn too ugh#sometimes I feel I just don't have the same kind of personality and speech vibe/interactions as everyone else and it makes me boring#so that just makes me feel like i'm not cool enough either I guess haha#i'm like the quiet kid in class again
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quick drawings of ax-Joe-lotl!joe hills from Hermissisipi tails by Aedriane on AO3 b/c the fic is VERY fun and it seemed like a fun concept to draw.
#anachronistic arts#joe hills#ax-joe-lotl#i don't have the energy for good lineart rn#but i still wanted to Make Something#so...
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I'm taking a break from posting on tumblr.. it's causing me too much anxiety. dm's and asks are still open- but I won't be posting art or much of anything else for a bit. :( ily nilfruiters and various goobers! hopefully will be back soon.
#I don't know exactly what to say to explain my feelings#I worry I am generally disliked by a lot of people in this space--that's fine--#it just sucks because the drama that happened that I assume is the cause of this was out of my control#I wanted to speak up for myself for something I felt hurt my feelings- I was harsh in the wording + it caused some other people to act mean#I was also at school when I posted it and I was stressed and ugh I should've just waited. it was so dumb#I'm blocked even by people I don't know now and I wish anyone trying to explain what happened wasn't so vague.#I fear it makes it sound as though I did something very worrisome/problematic (?) idek if thats the right word#this is a touchy situation for me because of events in the past.#that's all I'll say#I get sick to my stomach every time I post because I worry that I'll really upset some people who see it.#I've never had problems connecting with a community and it makes me really sad. I just don't have a lot of energy for those feelings rn.#much love to those who have been kind to me <3#not sure when I'll be back but I doubt I'll abandon the account so nws.#any moots who want to see my art still#feel free to dm me for my priv on insta#I post a lot of it on my stories there.#harlow yaps#nilfruits#narrownine
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actually my lit prof was right faulkner is overrated ashgkfjgfjdg I'm chipping away at this fucking book and getting nowhere
#the writing is like. good. I just don't have the energy to decipher 1930s southern prose rn 😭😭#need to get at least a few more chapters in and then reread to make sure I get the gist of the plot before this afternoon#urgrfhdgjhfdgk#at least we're talking about the last two acts of othello in class later <3 desdemona death scene save me#and then maybe I will pull my attention span together and watch another gothic art documentary in 2x speed
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Currently battling with some psychological barriers regarding posting my art on here but just know that the piece I'm working on currently is a banger and I am excited to share it w you guys
#ramblings of a lunatic#ofc then there's the fear that ppl wont match your energy w/ their engagement but also#i feel. dumb for caring? bc im a staunch believer that youre under no obligation to like/rb certain things#I'm just paranoid bc all my last few toh art pieces have gone. overlooked? ig??#i shouldn't put so much stock in ppl interacting with my stuff for sure but at this moment in time i don't know how to stop#I'm getting better about making art for myself but i still do want to share some (if not most) of it#ofc then there's also the mental pressure I've invented that bc fandoms tend to wind down after a show ends (boooo!)#that means i have an arbitrary time limit on when i can get all my ideas out and post things#which is DUMB!!!! THAT'S STUPID!!!!! but I'm still struggling to internalize that it's not Real#OUGH. there's a whole lot goin on in my head rn#swamped with school but also I'm really close to finishing all my coursework#the general low level anxiety and concern that goes on in the back of my mind at all times#the fact that despite all the pre-grieving I've done I'm STILL not done being upset abt the owl show ending#I'm fighting low level demons rn but like. there's a few. 3-4 imps#but like i said even if ppl don't like/see the next bit of art i post i think I'll still be proud of it? deep down??? somewhere???????????#i kind of have to be for my own sanity. lmao <3#anyway april 1st is almost over where i am. goodbye april fools hello dread
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Have you ever tried drawing in MS-paint with a touch-pad/mouse?
The result may not be perfect, but it might get the ideas out of your head, until you can get something better to redraw them with later.
Totally did, totally will do later. No time u-u
Also I tend to not come back to things I already drew. Usually I use the mouse when I'd actually like the art to look bad or wonky. I like to have fun with it! On this blog both mouse art and non-dominant hand art can be found.
Both are used for either comedic or unsettling effect ^^
#Usually I use ballpoint pen or pencil or graphics tablet#I also just. Don't have much time for art rn#Ask post#Me usually making one-time or 2-3 session arts with no redraw value is prolly why colored art is so rare#I know how finished/full art should go and I haven't had energy for that one in long long Years#I did a couple anyway ^^#Zine art and comm art are some of those
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Day....5 and 6 of reading Fourth Wing. It's getting too much
⚠️SPOILERS FOR THE BOOK BEYOND THIS POINT⚠️
How mf typical that Violet gets the super rare giant black dragon AND the golden feathertail that supposedly NEVER bonds. Oh, you're the super duper special protagonist? Anyone who gets to bond only gets one normal dragon? Let's make you more special to the point where it borders on My Immortal levels of special. AND I ACTUALLY LOVE MY IMMORTAL!!!!
Can we have normal people getting normal circumstances or do we as readers have such terrible attention spans that we cannot fathom normal? I get it, Violet saved the feathertail, she likes being a hero, but I'm ngl it is discouraging to see Fourth Wing and its sequels get such love. Is there no hope for my normal guy? Do I have to give Canar the ability to solve equations with his peengis or can he be the way I want him to be?? Idk gang, hopefully it will get better.
#this could be related but I have a tummy ache rn#why did I think a Monster energy drink would be a good idea?#screw it I will play Zoo Tycoon 2 instead#but maybe after I clean the house a bit#the cool change makes me able to function again#also I still don't know if I should post my art I am scared
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I don't want to beg but it's so bad rn. explaining below the break because it's a Lot but if you have the means I would really appreciate the support
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thank you so much for your time and patience with me, it goes beyond words.
not to get right into it but I am going to fucking die here as things stand I shan't lie
the teeth I need out or repaired are going to cost thousands. the implants to replace the ones already out are $1500 to start and it's only going to go up from there. magnet therapy to try and get my brain to accept that food and medication aren't evil poisons are more thousands, before the daily transportation costs. medication, supplements, and most of the testing I need done isn't covered in Canada, same with pretty much anything about my vision. subsidized housing is $800+ for accessible units after a 7-14 year minimum wait, and the last unit that changed ownership in my area did so in 2020. rent without social support is currently hovering around $3k for anything that isn't a single bedroom at the end of a flight of stairs.
I know there is so much going on in the world right now and I already feel like I ask for a lot. but I'm disabled, blind and a wheelchair user, on government disability benefits that don't even begin to cover any of this, living in the upstairs corner of a house I'm not physically able or permitted to use because my family simply doesn't fucking like me, and despite it all I still desperately want to fucking live. I've applied for housing, transportation services and other government programs that have basically all ghosted me or left me in perpetual waiting list limbo. the coverage u try to get takes months to process, if it ever does, and it's scraps. I'm really trying to not lose my mind about all of this but this cycle of bearing it until it breaks me is getting shorter and shorter and I can barely walk without my heart trying to give out now. I'm really scared, honestly, and I don't even have the energy to feel it as fear. I just don't know how to make it out of this okay.
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𖹭.˖ self love ˖.𖹭
I love me so much. I am in love with the person I am today. I am in love with all versions of me that existed and will exist. I love the little girl that lives inside me. I will always love me. My love for me just keeps on growing & growing by the day. I love myself unconditionally. I love me just because, like I really don't need to prove myself to love me. I have never loved someone as much as I love me like I am really my own priority.
I am the best, literally the best version of me. I am perfection. I am a work of art. I am so admirable. the me that I am rn is literally so amazing. I love her so much. I will always love myself because I have always been the prettiest, the loveliest, the smartest, & the cutest version of me. everyone agrees. I am love. I am very much loved. I know that I love me. I know that everyone loves me. I know that they will always love me.
I radiate self love and self acceptance at every moment. I accept every single aspect of me. I forgive me for anything I did. I allow myself to grow and change. I am ready to let go of all perceptions that don't serve me. I am okay with the me I am rn and I love her so much. I have always been in love with me cos I am literally so perfect the way I am.
I am so unique & so different in the best ways possible. I am one in a billion. you can never find someone as beautiful and as perfect as me. I love this fact so much. I am that girl, now and forever. I have always known that I am special. And I love this special soul that lives within me. I love my presence. I love my energy. I love my aura. I love every single thing about me. I love every single aspect of me that makes me me.
there's no one else that could compare, no one else to replace me when I am just this amazing. I can never find someone who gets me like me. I am my own biggest fan. my biggest supporter. I am the one who gets me the most. I am the one who has supported me through everything. thank you! I am so thankful to me for always being there for me. our bond is very strong. you can never make me dislike myself cos I have spent my time and energy to get to know & understand this beautiful soul that resides within me.
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#law of assumption#manifesting#dream life#manifest#law of manifestation#manifestation#manifestyourdreams#loablr#loa blog#loass#loassumption#loa tumblr#loa#self concept affirmations#self love#self concept#affirmations#lao vaunt#vaunts & affirmations#vaunts#vaunting#vaunt#law of attraction#zafu rampages
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HOW TO SCHOOL ; A COMPREHENSIVE GUIDE BY A CHAIN SCHOOLER.
Given I've been in school for 21years continuously now I'll say at this point I'm a professional in the art of schooling x studying, at least the ADHD ver. Random tips;
Go to your strengths and align with them. If you're a thinker go to the thinkings the math the Eng Lit or Lit the Calculus the classes that require for your to think. If you're a knower go to the knowings the history the Geography the Religion the Biology etc. If you're a doer go to the doings the Math the Physics the IT the Business. Go where your strengths are why suffer.
Your reputation does, in fact, proceed you. Teachers are just people and like people they are biased. School is for networking 190000× more than it is for education. And teachers are people too that can and should be networked with. If you need me to teach you how to build a reputation in school I will.
All rounders make it farthest. My formula is - one sport that does what I need it to (volleyball for cardio) and do everything in my power to be captain (I've always been). Two, a club that ticks my boxes. This has always been journalism club for me I knewww I wanted to be in journalism and communication early. Being part of the school paper (was chair in high school and editor in Uni). Leadership of student body (House captain for me. In high school. Wanted Library captain so bad but heh. Could be just being in the student council. My tip, high rank low responsibility) and take part in the most mediocre activity around (for me was Christian Council. All we did was nothing). It's the basis of- Who are you? And in life who you are is more important than what you know. Or better - what do people know you as? Keeping in mind it follows you. How people see an ex beauty queen isn't the same way they see an Ex head of student council. Also the busier you are the less time you have for all that. Alll of that. That drama thing you keep getting caught up in. + Your networks are wider so you skip the loneliness tax ie the number of things you do because you're lonely. The scrolling. The getting clingy and attached to random people that give you attention for 6 seconds. The dating people you don't even like. The over eating and over spending and- loneliness tax. We know it. Some of y'all on Tumblr rn paying it.
Always. Always. Alwaysss look your best in the most natural way possible. The world does not take kindly to unkempt women and it also doesn't want to know you pour energy into being kempt. What does this have to do with school? If you're below 25 likely you've spent 3/4 of your life in school. That's a lot of time for people to be taking jabs at your appearance or bullying you or talking hell behind your back or not coming into your space because there's no value attached to it (bc girl to girl, before you hit 25 your only value is your beauty. Again why I don't want you to date). Just make your hair and skin and nails and steam your clothes and don't look homeless it's that easy. And don't wear the eyelash extensions that look fake or the fillers or the red lips or- as natural as possible. It's school. Unless you want slaaat treatment .
Use your syllabus. I can not explain enough how much this is the way to study. Every start of semester your professor is required to release the syllabus. It has topics, subs and objectives. You see the objectives? Use those as study guides. By the end of that topic you should be able to answer the objectives if framed as questions.
Pre- during- post. You study the material pre class, on the day you'll have the class. Just go through it try answer questions. During class you listen and make side notes. After class you make the notes in writing and then go to the questions. If there are YouTube or Video or Audio explanations listen to them after making the notes and make sure you know what they're on about. DO NOT SLEEP if you know for a fact you can not recall it all. Scary hour night ver- get a pen and blank paper, offhead use objectives to write all you remember, go through the notes one more time. Thank me later.
Brown Noise White Noise- this is bs. Do what works for you there's no study noise that's standardized. I need to listen to cars and people talking noises to study some people need to listen to white noise I know someone that listens to Kpop some need no background noise so no one cares. The one rule is- IT CAN NOT BE IN A LANGUAGE YOU UNDERSTAND. The background noise CAN NOT BE IN A LANGUAGE YOU UNDERSTAND.
Niche. The niches are where it's at. Don't know what language to learn? Norwegian. How many people you know have self taught Norwegian. Exactly. If I said I speak french and someone says they speak Norwegian, automatically who sounds more disciplined and interesting? See the class that has 5 kids? Take that one for extra creds. Swimming? Deep sea diving. Stand out. Stand out.
Information retention happens in activity. Study sitting recall walking around or running or cleaning etc. The science is when you're active you need to be 10× more alert because your body id constantly scamming for threats and when you're sitting you signal to your body you're safe sooo why would it be that alert? Do your active recall on your morning jog. not yoga not activities meant for relaxing. (PS biohacking is a whole superpower and I'd teach you but I don't agree with the popular methods {when have I ever} and given my autism they probably only work for me so find your ver. Andrew Huberman is so extensive on this)
Have a signature. Sit same spot daily , have a same scent, have things that make you memorable and are associated with you. Why does it matter in school - for the exact same reason it matters everywhere, coupled by under 25 that's where you spend 3/4 of your life?
Mind the business that pays you. Stay in your lane, do your thing. Never commit to one group of friends and talk to everyone. Don't play social justice warrior matter of fact if you have to play a role move all the way over to Blair Waldorf Alison De Laurentis kind of bitchy but without being queen bee that's. Lmao. What is that. Do your thing and go home. Hang out with as many people as you can. Don't commit don't pick a side mind the business that pays you.
I'm begging you to be financially smart. Unfortunately there's no standard for this so we can work it out one on one I have all the time in the world pre August we can do it.
Boys. Stay. As. Far. Away. From. Those. I don't want you to date girls either I don't want you to date at all idc where you swing but generally I want you to know what ever a man does the women closest to him will pay for it. Even just *friends* yes be acquaintances yes hang out but NEVER let a man be a part of your identity all his problems will be yours but ×10 by associations. You see how Rihanna said 'your wife in the backseat of my car' when it's the man that messed up? that's life. THATS LIFE. Whatever a man does, the women around him will pay for it 1000×, and it's almost impossible to shake out a man's social imprint on you. Even just by vicinity. In the least literal sense of the phrase, fuck all these men.
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SwapOut/Webcomic/Twitch PSA!
Hi everyone 👋🏻 Zk here >< or Cats, for older followers
So I've been getting back into doing SwapOut again, but I would like to appeal to everyone who reads and loves the comic. Much love to all of you who's still sticking around 🙏🏻💙 But something has also always been bothering me throughout this journey.
As many of us know, we artists do these comics for free (especially fan comics), starting them out of love and taking a LOT of time and energy out of our lives to continue making them.
And it's amazing how many of you come from translations or comic dubs on Youtube, which are also very well-done and take a lot of effort to make, much love to them too. There is a difference, however.
Monetization.
And I'm not asking for pity! I'm appealing for understanding.
Because some comic dubbers on Youtube are able to earn ad revenue from the videos they upload. From the beginning, we artists have given them the permission to dub our works. But we don't receive anything from it, nor do we usually charge them for using our art (against our better judgement).
We let them use our comic pages in their monetized videos for free. And occasionally these videos receive thousands and millions of views, which I imagine gives a decent amount of ad revenue, while the artists themselves don't usually earn anything from their own artwork, nor do we ever want to put it behind a paywall of any kind. (we like reading free comics too so don't worry x|)
... But doing full-colored comic pages for free eventually gets hard to sustain without any income from it, even more so when we need to give our time and energy to other jobs to earn money for a living instead. We legitimately keep going on our comics purely out of love. Truly, we would LOVE to do our own art for a living. There's things like Patreon but it's only feasible if we're also able to produce bonus content or show BTS, and only people willing to spend money for them can help us, and not readers who aren't able to.
And we understand that not everyone can afford to support us monetarily. And that's okay!
But if you love these comics and want to really help us to keep going, there ARE ways you can easily support us for free!
For example, affiliates on Twitch (like myself) are able to earn ad revenue very early on (they must have at least 50 followers, quite a requirement, but still easier to obtain than Youtube's 1000 subscribers).
(my Youtube, btw. not much rn but drop a subscribe?)
But simply put, if the vast majority of readers from the yt numbers visit and stay for ads on the artists' Twitch streams (remember to have adblocker disabled for the site, if any), they'll be making an actual, physical contribution to the artist themselves, at no cost whatsoever. We earn up to 55% from any ads that run on our stream, so the more viewers, the better!
(this is my twitch on average 8 viewers, with a 3 hour stream. again, the more the better!)
(ofc you can also buy subs to watch ad-free and supports me directly, but i'm typing all this to share the free ways people can support their fave creators ✨)
And even if that doesn't work out, I'd be happy enough to see most of you there 🙏🏻💙 I've been treating my streams as work, so I'm striving not to break the streak.
So drop a follow on my Twitch, and catch the streams when you can! They're great if you need company or background noise, and also great for co-working~
Currently streaming WEEKLY, Mondays, Wednesdays (SwapOut) and Saturdays, 10.30AM EST
(art by @cupcakepaints)
>> twitch.tv/zkcats <<
Anyway thanks for listening to my Ted talk, please share this around for others as well >< 🙏🏻 Artists, make this a reblog chain or something! Promo your stuff!
And apologies for the essay, I wasn't expecting to type this much sdghsgh this itself is not an ad for Twitch or whatev, I'm just a little frustrated with needing to juggle all this.
I was also considering hosting SwapOut somewhere that could get ad revenue, but I wasn't sure where until I realized I can probably earn that from my Tapas now (i think?? sdfhgh up to 70% ad revenue there but i haven't seen any yet) So maybe I'll post there a day earlier than here or something? We'll see. Go subscribe there! Check it out! Reread it! Help ME help YOU!
... Much appreciated ><
#catschats#undertale#webcomic#swapoutcomicupdate#typed this out mostly for people who aren't aware that ads support streamers etc.#im super tired now wheezee but im living
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Hoi there!
You are so talented and creative. I love your art so much, the style is adorable ^^
I do have a few questions, as one creator to another. I don't post at the moment, but I do love making art, especially for my fanfic/original projects.
Can you tell me how you do it? Like how can you stay motivated and be able to post almost every day?
Any tips maybe on how to deal with artblocks and burnouts?
How do you pratice certain art styles and be able to do them accurately?
1. It’s because I really really REALLY like what I’m drawing right now. (gay monkies). Plus I have- an endgame lets say. I have a clear ending for my comics and reaching that point is what keeps me going, but I also ONLY draw what I want to draw, not EVERYTHING that needs to be shown for the endgame. This actually helped me go throught my ISAT AU comic.
It’s like- narrating a roadtrip. The ending is your destination, you can’t wait to arrive there, but first you know there’s a long road ahead. But you don’t actually need to describe/draw every single town / city / landscape to go there. Not every single kilometer of a roadtrip is a mouth-dropping view.
That’s why you can just-skip it. Stay 4 chapter at one diner if you like the set, focus a chapter on the protagonists looking at the stars, start a scene somewhere completely different, completely skip 30% of the road. As long as you can imply with details what was in between, you don’t need to show/write it in details if you feel it would be hard to make interesting, or just not your thing.
Also if you start to grow an audience and people ask you to draw/write certain things that you don’t feel like to, or just feel like they are extras, don’t do it.
Not because you can’t, but the MOMENT something that you create starts to feel like you are doing it for the audience, then you are not actually doing something yours, and from then on it’s gonna be harder and harder to do things. Like, I have hundreds of fanarts that I did on my IG that were mostly directed to my audience, and not something that I just did because of fun.
All of this is also- answering to your second question - for not burning out. All of this is for keeping your passion up. I’m not talking about mental or physical energy. You could be dead tired (like I am many times) but still be fueled do draw for hours. Because you’re drawing only exactly what you want.
It took me 4 years to understand. I used to do this in high school. Draw something just for the hell of it. It was harder back then, because drawing was hard. I arrived to a point where drawing is much easier (also cause I draw almost everyday for 6/8 hours.) and after I was healed from my broken arm this july, it became my drug. I understood I can’t live without drawing what’s in my head, and that (unless it’s specifically for work) I don’t wanna draw something that’s not only what I want.
I want you to arrive to the point that your drawings / fanfictions are so much exactly what you envisioned /wanted that you fangirl about them. That you read/watch them and squeak in delight. Because even if no one likes them, you must be crazy about them.
(I’ll make a post about this in the future, because it literally changed how I draw after years and it brought back my passion for art after 10 years, but rn it’s a little late and I wanna draw my LMK au so I’ll stop now)
3. I keep some reference to look at every now and then. I also draw a L O T. ( a ton shit of things that I draw are not posted anywhere bc of work)
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there is Himbo Token Discussion on my dash rn and i would like to propose A Theory
the collective shares a delightfully small pool of brain cells, you see. what happens when each of them do or don't have custody of the brain cells, just purely on their vibes:
vessel w/brain cells: songwriting genius of the century, channeling the wisdom of the anicents, could have half a dozen phds! brilliant beautiful mind so full of knowledge and wisdom and art!!
vessel w/o brain cells: usually this is where he gets Silly, just the goofiest fucking goober you ever did see. unless the brain cell has been pushed out by Sad, in which case he is the saddest little raincloud in the whole sky. pls hug him, hug him now or suffer sleep's wrath.
ii w/brain cells: songwriting genius mode, writing and perfecting his drum parts, encyclopedia brain, can and will infodump for hours especially about technical music stuff or nerd media!
ii w/o brain cells: like a cat zeroed in on a laser pointer. exactly One Thought in his pretty lil head, and that is whatever he is focused on
ii has god tier muscle memory for his drum parts and focuses intensely when performing so it's hardest to tell w/him whether or not the brain cells are with him
iii w/brain cells: on stage, he has the crowd in the palm of his hand. master crafter of vibes. can and will channel that slasher energy that tumblr has assigned him. off stage, the most voracious reader you ever did see. researching music gear, reading interviews, flying through notoriously hard to get through books.
iii w/o brain cells: compelled purely by instinct and chaos. dancing and/or messing with ppl. could put jackass to shame all on his own. impulse control? never met her.
iv w/brain cells: fast learner, especially on guitar. king of breaking things down into easier explanations. excited to display and share knowledge! also makes himself irresistible on purpose. -5 to your will save against kissing him.
iv w/o brain cells: absolute peak of no thoughts head empty. texts only in emojis. sweet baby angel. cutie pie. just wants to be loved. also, he's a ho! absolute slut.
even distribution of brain cells when they need to craft The Sleep Token Vibe. photoshoots, performances, in the studio, etc. some brain cells slide around on stage moment to moment but it generally stays pretty even.
espera have their own separate brain cell pool made from goddess energy, beautiful harmonies, and occasional mischief.
i think @polteergeistt and @tonguetyd in particular need to see this but like. ye have fun.
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