#but i decided to make myself a mug of tea bc i need to chill tf out + that usually helps ((+black tea = caffeine lmao))

[linorachas]

hi hello poly anon here, i have bad poly!chanlix brain rot so i wanna share some little things, [clears throat]

beach trip/date/hang out and chan being his little surfer self having the time of his life surfing while lix and you are just like 😍😍😍 also having to fight off Anyone admiring him a little Too much, and idk if lix surfs ? but i like to think while chan is out vibing you two are just building a little sand castle village and being So Proud of it and showing it off to chan when he comes back on land

you and lix baking chan some cookies at ass o’clock at night/the morning ?? bc y’all couldn’t sleep without him and decide to take some to the studio for him and it ends up as a huge cuddle pile at the studio and dragging chan home to get some sleep

last thing ! i’m a Huge tea & coffee drinker and i like to think before bed all three of y’all have like designated and semi matching mugs so before bed y’all have little cups of tea and/or coco and just chill in the living room talking about y’all’s day or gossip or talk about future plans

im crying atp i have three (?) poly anons i think some of u guys need to start introducing yourselves so i can keep track of who is who omg.... also where did u all come from why did i just find my people

HWEEEEEEEEEEEEE surfer chan oh my gosh. i absolutely love thinking about you and lix spending time on shore picking up seashells and other sea trinkets while chan continues to be hot and sexy. the three of you in chan's surfing board 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹 idk if a surfing board can handle that much ppl but 🥹🥹🥹🥹 still cute

WE ALL KNOW chan goes crazy for lix's baking so when he knows that u helped he quite literally tears up. like that's his mf babies making cookies for HIM. hes the only one in the world who gets to taste THESE 😞

AND STOPPP NOT THE DESIGNATDED MUGSSSSS i love those so much im also a huge fan of collecting mugs myself and the thought of poly!chanlix is so so so cute. what if lix sun mug chan moon mug you stars mug 😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞

[wabblebees]

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[byul-bit-arae]

BOYFRIEND CHAN!

Okay I know I say in this in every single bf post of mine but liSTEN.

Boyfriend chan,

Is all you could ask for.

First of all,

This guy knows how to make you fall head over heels for him

Even if he's not actually aware of it

Every single thing he does -most of the time unintendedly- would leave you with big, big heart eyes

Lucky for him he doesn't really have to try too much and you're under his spell

But also he's a lil humble bitch that doesn't know how much of an amazing person he is so he wouldn't actually KNOW he's already got an effect on you

And like whenever he talks to you and you're flustered or you blush he just assumes? that you're that kind of person?

You know, that person who stutters and becomes a mess in the presence of one single human being and acts totally normal around the others? Yeah definitely not fishy

He's not dense, he just doesn't want to make you feel uncomfortable

And also doesn't want to get his hopes up

Although everyone around you is just waiting for y'all to announce something

Like?? You're almost always together?? And you're so close??

But even you didn't want to get your hope up bc hello? He's the most amazing human on earth and he's just being nice and you're probably getting the wrong idea?

Anyways it all probably happens one day at like 4am

And basically both of y'all are just sick of pretending and denying what's so obvious and decide to spill the tea

I am not suggesting a specific scenario for this because I thought of way too many that I just gave up and also I'll let y'all just assume wtv you think would be right

ANYWAYS

BOYFRIEND CHRIS

where do I even start

First of all, very, and I cannot stress this enough, very considerate

This boy wouldn't initiate anything unless he knows you're comfortable with it

But once he knows, you better brace yourself for this koala

He looooves hugs, cuddles and any sort of affection

Obviously if you're not comfortable with pda he won't do it but he's still gonna hold your hand bc wtf he needs love

Would probably be into cheesy shit like-- wait a minute let me rephrase that

Would TOTALLY be into cheesy shit

Like couple clothes and mugs

Would 200% give you his sweaters even if you don't ask like he'd just pretend he forgot them at your place or smtn

Also would 200% lose it if he sees you in his sweaters without a warning

Boi needs his countdown his heart is not ready

Would still die anyway

Y'all know how chan doesn't really show when he's going through stuff? Like he's always this goofy smiley ball of optimism

And he's literally always there whenever you're having a bad day or need someone and really all the time

But when you show up at his studio in the middle of the night with food or tell him how proud you are of how much he's achieved or just cuddle him and treat him like a precious baby? He'll appreciate it to no end

bc he works so hard and is so selfless that he puts everyone, including you obviously, before himself

that's why I think he needs a s/o who's really affectionate and is ready to always show him love and take care of him

A very chill bf

You could tell him you want to make cookies at two in the morning and he'd be like sure babe like he's so supportive of whatever you do

Would call you by your name/nickname, baby, princess, angel, darling

Depends on the situation and the place

If you're with the guys he'd call you by your name, although he wouldn't mind if a "baby" accidentally slips

But he will have to suffer if it's another one #thekidsareonthelookout

Would love and cherish every time he gets to stay home with you and just cuddle

Since he's always busy

And although most of the time he's a big spoon and likes to feel like he's taking care of you and how you look smol in his arms

Even if you don't, he still thinks you're his smol baby

He would love it as much if he's tired and you let him rest on your lap or chest or just sleep as you play with his fluffy hair

Chan is a very passionate person himself so I think he'd fall for someone who also is passionate about something and works hard on it

Like he'd admire that so much and would be so down to listen to you rambling about your major/ what you love doing

even if you think you're sounding like a total nerd, he'd think you're the cutest thing and listen to you attentively

But there are also times where you won't even be needing words to communicate

Like you'd just stare at each other with the dumbest smiles for a ridiculously long time that it almost becomes a staring contest

Until one of you feels awkward and buries their head into the others chest

Like it wouldn't even be something romantic or anything

Like you'd throw a sassy remark at him and he'd look at you like tf dude did you really say that and you'd look back at him like yes I did until you just break into laughter

But sometimes he says something v cheesy and you try to do the same to him

But then you give up bc he's just so cute staring at you so seriously after saying that, that you can't help but feel flustered and look away

BUT CHRIS TEASING ASS IS NOT GONNA LET IT END THERE KSHDKJDS I HATE HIM

He's gonna make you look at him again and watch you become a mess :')

The way he just flips between babie channie mode and highschool jock chris mode is scary

Also I KNOW this sounds very cringey (again, I said chan would be into cheesy shit) and I myself think this is SO CRINGEY WHEN I READ IT AND CANT PICTURE IT AT ALL BUT LISTEN

CHAN IS THE KIND OF GUY TO SMILE INTO A KISS THERE I SAID IT

Like you'd usually exchange short pecks filled with nervous giggles in between

CUTE

Sometimes you would be standing in front of him or smtn and he just suddenly pulls you into his lap and peppers you face in kisses as you struggle to break free from this affectionate koala (yknow just like how he jumps on the boys from nowhere and hugs them to death? Exactly)

Other times he would be more calm about it like you'd be working on something and he just waddles to you like a penguin and stands there with his :] face until you give him attention

Or if you're working while standing he'd just attach himself to you like you're a fucking tree and just stand there and make it so hard for you to move while you do what you're doing until you just turn around and give him attention

"chan are you just gonna keep hugging me as I move around the kitchen at snail speed" you say amusedly as you're too familiar with the scenario and he just hums

"You know this isn't comfortable for neither of us so why don't you sit down as I finish cooking?"

"Channie is comfortable like this" he'd say back stubbornly and you just sigh

"Sure sweetie whatever makes you happy"

[purecamp]

39 because we need some angst lol (any pairing you like!)

oooh shit sadistic motherfuckers out here tonight... but bc it’s me, i decided to throw this into higa! verse!!! tysm!!

“Courtney? We need to talk.”

Justin’s fiancée appeared immediately, as though she had been waiting for him to speak. Her head poked around the kitchen door, curls perfectly pinned against her head, and then she started walking up to the counter. Her fluffy purple dressing gown was wrapped tightly around her body, protecting her against the autumnal chill, and mismatching socks adorned her feet.

Justin felt bad immediately. His stomach twisted with guilt, heartache and regret. Courtney was kind, and sweet, and she didn’t deserve this. She didn’t deserve to look so concerned whilst Justin studied her and absent-mindedly thought that over in Greece, he wouldn’t need such a fluffy dressing gown. 

He wasn’t in Greece. He was in New York, in his apartment that he shared with the fiancée he had been somewhat pressured into proposing too, thinking about the girl he had left behind. He was far too young for this - for any of this - and it had all come to ruin. He was just young enough to make mistakes that were just hurtful enough to ruin lives who didn’t deserve to be ruined.

“I think we do.” Came her grave reply, her lips pursed and her eyebrows furrowed. Even in her worry, she seemed graceful and good-natured. She wasn’t fiery or passionate. She didn’t set him alight.

She never had.

“This is a breakup talk, isn’t it.” She continued. Her tone was flat - not necessarily unhappy, just devoid of all emotion. Justin was baffled at how quickly she had gotten to the point. “We’re gonna end the engagement and go our separate ways, aren’t we.”

Justin could only nod. The lump in his throat had grown too large, and Courtney’s comforting hand seemed to burn his skin. He flinched away from her touch - something he’d never done before.

“It- It hasn’t been right for a while... It wasn’t even right before we got engaged.” Courtney mused. “I know it was because of pressure from your parents and mine. The business merger would’ve been fantastic.”

Justin sniffed. “You don’t need my dad’s company name to boost yours. You’re gonna change the face of modern business, Court. I know you will.”

He paused, taking in a ragged breath. “Nineteen is too young. Too young to... give myself away to something I’ve never wanted. I don’t want to get married so young and box myself in with work like this. I had to get out.”

Courtney nodded. “Twenty is too young, really. I don’t know what they expected from us.”

“More than this.” Justin gestured to himself, although he wasn’t sure what he meant. Nothing made sense anymore, not since he’d left that god-foresaken island and its captivating inhabitants behind.

“Why the change of heart?” Courtney asked, wringing her hands. “I- I’m on your side. I think this has been over for a while, and we both need to move on, especially before this wedding is supposed to happen. But... what made things too much?”

The tears came forward before he could stop them, fighting to be first to roll down his cheeks. Again, Courtney tried to wipe them away, to help him, and Justin jerked away from her, sure that any touch other than Sharon’s would scar him for the rest of his life.

“You and I have been friends since we were kids.” He found himself saying, letting the tears just drip. “It made sense to start dating because that’s what people do. Childhood friends to couple. It’s just... how things are done.” Justin swallowed, mustering all the courage he could find. “And I love you Courtney, I really, honestly do.”

His throat seemed to catch. The words didn’t want to come out; he didn’t want to have to admit what he’d done. But Courtney deserved a man who was going to be faithful to her, and give her the life she deserved, and treat her like royalty and not like shit. She deserved someone who would set her alight.

“I love you. I just love her more.”

Courtney’s expression didn’t change. If anything, it softened. There was no hatred, no resentment, no anger - no fiery outbursts of emotion and passion and shock. It was alarming how much Justin had begun comparing her to Sharon, how she remained composed and dignified as Sharon had sobbed and yelled and beat the mattress with her fists. Sharon was explosive, a fireball of passion who felt every emotion too intensely, too much. Courtney had always been calm and reserved, and she knew how to control herself. Sharon was volatile and he was a spark in the night.

“How long?”

“Not long.” Justin answered. “On my trip away. I didn’t have years of background with her. I felt like I did, though. Like we’d met in a past life.”

“And been lovers.” She finished softly. “Lovers in another dimension.”

Justin nodded. “I’ve never felt like this before. It burns.”

Courtney’s hands were wrapped around a mug of now-cold tea, which she sipped at regardless. Her blue eyes were narrowed, as though deep in thought.

“Are you going back to her?”

“I can’t.” Justin shook his head. “Not after the way I hurt her. She’ll never want to see me again.”

Courtney shrugged. “And you’re gonna let that stop you? Why bother confessing this to me if not to go back and tell her that you’re a goddamn idiot and you’re back for good this time?”

It was bizarre - as if Courtney was on Sharon’s side, by all accounts in her view his mistress. Justin tried to ignore the way his heart thrashed and fought at the idea of going back and telling Sharon how much of a fool he’d been to ever let her go, and that he’d never love another as long as he lived.

“It wasn’t fair.”

“It wasn’t fair on who?”

Her expression said it all; her knowing frown and gentle eyes made Justin want to burst into fresh tears. She was right and he hated her for it, and he hated himself for it. In spite of all the ways he had fucked Courtney over, he felt in the pit of his stomach that none of it had been fair on Sharon.

He was a cheater and a liar and he didn’t even have the decency to believe that it was worse for his former fiancée, and not the girl he’d cheated with.

Courtney turned around to leave the kitchen, as grave as she had entered. Just as she reached the doorway, she stopped and sighed, before turning.

“Find her, Justin. For the love of God, make it worth your while.”