#but i cant until ng+

[cinemacrypt]

So so so fucking angry tonight

[kuiinncedes]

I WILL APPLY FOR A JOB W A COVER LETTER TODAY

[grvntld]

i know it has been a while but i hv to let this out—my gosh im not ready for this pain jusq why naman kailangan mamatay yung grandpa sa story tapos bAkeht kaya talagang binasa ko pa every detail nung struggle sa ospital like?¿?¿?¿ why am i putting myself through this pain?¿?¿¿

[puppmeo]

Have you ever been assumed to be romantically attracted to someone and even just the thought of that makes you want to throw up . Anybody

[lycorid]

Gonna start playing Smite occasionally again I think. Plus it’s free and some of the modes don’t take super long so I can bait (read: ask) my friend into playing with me.

Arena is just super fun because everyone is bunched together so you can pull some absolute bullshit with characters and get away with it. Aphrodite is dumb as shit when you’re semi-competent and you link to someone else who’s semi-competent; the entire team dives on you both and you just laugh as you team wipe them because you’re literally unkillable. Joust is super tense unless you play with friends though because people get big mad over losing. The “Joust but with two lanes” (conquest?) is pretty fun though.

Also they added a whale that’s apparently really dumb so I want to try that one out.

[carrotpiss]

This is a bunch of sad lost and confused and frustrated and lonely sludge, advise not reading

[sashaaababy]

Husband!Nanami Headcannons⋆. 𐙚 ˚

⭑.ᐟCws : smut, squ!rting, Slight? mentions of p!ss, sp4nk!ng, rough s*x, daddy k!nk

Husband!Nanami who loves and I mean loves! to take his time with you when he fucks your cute little pussy until you beg him to stop because with every thrust he’s hitting your bladder so perfectly you cant help but let go a trickle of piss!

Husband!Nanami who loves to tease you about it but secretly loves how you let go and piss around his fat cock while he bullies it into your tight cunt!

Husband!Nanami who always puts your pleasure before his 

Husband!Nanami who secretly has a huge! Daddy kink and loves when you beg on your knees while he slaps your face with his fat cock!

Husband!Nanami who loves when you look up at him with those big round doe eyes while he plays with your lips with the swollen tip of his throbbing cock smearing a mess of sticky slimy pre cum on your cute pouty lips 

Husband!Nanami always staring at your ass while it shakes and jiggles with every pounding from behind and how much he loves staring at the red hand marks all over your plump ass from him spanking the living hell out of you for teasing him while he was working earlier

Husband!Nanami who secretly loves when you tease him while he’s trying to work but always acts like he hates it just so he can have a reason to punish his sweet little girl<3

Husband!Nanami who loves bending you over the top of his work desk and tying your hands behind your back with his tie so he can pound into your tight juicy cunt with ease

Husband!Nanami who loves tying you up with anything within reach and loves! having you wear that collar he bought for you with his name engraved on the front

Husband!Nanami who never forgets to give you aftercare and clean you up after being so rough with you all night

[bbarican]

🗺️⁀જ✈︎ ---- daydreaming

hiya tumblr, whats up?

currently hanging out in my parents room kasi theyre already in italy by this time i think or atleast malapit na sila mag land for their annual getaway; theyre off to florence and milan and tuscany and then switzerland and im so so so happy for them

but that also means im here, responsible for everything from the laundry to food to making sure my brothers are okay (well atleast my younger brother) and on top of that i have work to think about too and tbh work is just not it right now, or maybe im just still really reeling from the fact na our team building triggered everyone so much na until now its just such a sore topic but at the same time i cant really not think about everything we talked about ng mga kaofficemate ko so yeah

also, i just hate how emotionally draining it is most of the time to be at work or to even think about it in general; i hope this feeling goes away cause i dont want to be stuck in a rut this late into the year where i just dont want to work at all

so yeah, im just glad na i get to see my bestfriend tomorrow kasi i think the universe knew na i needed to be with other people besides my officemates, kahit for like a few hours man lang; and im also really really really excited to see my boyfriend this saturday

sigh, sana november 6 na para my parents are back in manila; sana din christmas na cause id love nothing more than to just be with my family and boyfriend and best friends and not think about work and even my workmates, sorry not sorry

[cowboyballads]

yeah the consort radahn fight blows ass. maybe its because i should get gud or whatever. maybe i shouldnt have attempted to run dlc for the first time with my NG+ character. Alas, i am too stubborn and will power through it. I got him to like 3 hits until he died but then i got too greedy and was punished for it. Still amazed i even got him so close to dying.

Anyway what a boss fight. I cant tell if this is alienating fromsoft fans or if they love the challenge. I just personally do not find it fun or enjoyable. I also literally cannot mald during it either because im still reeling from how bizarre the fight is. i dont want to respec for this fight (i have 80 dex and 80 arc bc im a bleed tryhard) but ive been making hefty rot pots and wearing the tankiest shit possible. resorted back to rivers of blood rather than stick to the great katana i was using, but i think a thrusting weapon would do me better.

i love getting my shit rocked with thiollier and ansbach. truly my favorite npcs throughout the whole game. anyway those are my final boss thoughts for now. he will fall to my blade. whether that be tomorrow or the next month. he can kill me as much as he wants. I only need to kill him once.

[fukashiin]

OHMYGOSH

“Cause I don’t wanna live without you..”

Jade leech x Reader

Gender of the reader isn’t specify so i use ‘you’ instead of pronounce.

TW: mention of wound and Blood

Unrequited love, Angst no comfort, OOC Jade

a/n: I actually never been proud of this shit of mine but i force myself to write angst no comfort HAHAHAHA @fukashiin for u, i write your most obsessed Eel twin angst fic

Suggested to listen this song

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"If one of us dies...

I hope i die first." you sang softly, but didn't noticed your lover presence behind your room door. Jade concern but hide it from you, he's not kind of a person goes overthink but now, he is. Jade hoped you never die, not until you both grow old together he wanted that, grow old with you and still making all sweet memories with you until his last breathe.

But that hope of his...

didn't happened.

He watched you bleeding in his arm, the wounds are too deep to save you from blood lost. "I'm sorry, my love.. i couldn't keep our promise.." you spoke weakly and one hand cupped Jade's cheek, "I understand, my pearl.. it seems my hope and wish can't be fulfilled.. I don't know how it'll felt without you.." he talked uncharacteristically very soft and pressed his forehead to yours.

"My only wish for you now, go find someone new to love you like i did, my love.." as you keep talking, the more you cough blood. “I'm afraid i couldn't.. you're the only one i love...I can be in love forever if its you, my pearl." as Jade closed his eyes, tears already dripping to your cheek and hold you close to him, "I don't wanna ever learn... how to fall asleep without you.." Jade began to sobs, "Don't cry, my beloved eel... I'll promise you to be there for you.." you wiped his tears away and kissed his cheek and forehead.

"I promise to be by your side... Thank you for everything my love.." slowly closing your eyes and breathe your last second of your life, while smiling softly to jade. Who's now lost his beloved, The most precious pearl he ever found.

"Only if fate isn't so cruel to you or both of us.. I love you forever, my dearest pearl." He hold your lifeless body tightly, began to cry even harder. His only wish to be with you forever, It seems in the next life, he would make his wish happened.

[nightmarecrowsclaw]

Okay, so I also have the Fields of Mistria bug... Glad to give out a prompt (only if you wanted! Feel free to ignore otherwise!), but I'd be curious to see what would happen between your farmer and each crush during a night out at the inn, perhaps with a few drinks? Whichever format you want! (And, of course, feel free to only do one pairing if you tend to ramble like me - oops...)

A bonus of Vaniper is never unwelcome here!

God there are so much I could say about each one of these. Thank you so much for asking this. From here forward ill be calling my Farmer NG, which stands for 'normal guy' given his whole hiding his name thing!. NG x March The two of them are complicated. They would but heads most the time due to NG thinking March really has it out for him not quite understanding the whole acts mean but likes you thing. That is until NG is invited to the Inn to drink and March is there. NG isn't much for drinking, being quite a lightweight himself, so seeing March get drunk and open about his feelings? Well NG would get flustered as hell. Friday nights at the inn is one of the "oh god i like him" Awakenings for NG as he sees that March is more than what he thought. When it comes to after their first drink together NG would be a bit of a flirt, and somehow always says things that come off dirtier than they seem, or like they are making fun of March instead. NG x Balor Within my farmer backstory I like to think that prior to moving NG was a traveling artist who might have met Balor a few times in passing. So he would be more comfortable around Balor compared to any other person. When it comes to the two of them sharing a few drinks NG cant help but open up as his gratefulness to moving to this new town comes pouring out of him. Something about Balor feels genuinely kind to him, and so buying him a plethora of drinks as a thank you is something NG would do. As always he'd end up sort of a flirt, but given the nature starting out with any of them, it comes off as more friendly banter than serious. NG x Eiland NG would get so excited to hear someone go on about their special interest and thinks this sort of drink outingis just for that. To talk about all the things they love such as cool things they find. They cant help but spend long hours rambling with Eiland about every little thing, sitting and listening to them talk seems so easy when people talk about things they love. As the night goes on and NG has more than enough drinks his brain tends to wander more and he cant help but go on how much he enjoys having Eiland around and how he may never have stuck around if not for the pink haired boy. And as the night drags on longer his eyes just cant seem to leave the pretty boy and he cant help but voice how Cute and pink they are.

[starg-rlll]

Ed vent warning

I just wanna start off by saying im sorry if you relate mls

Ive always had issues around my body, i grew up sort of oblivious of the severity of how big i always was compared to my bsf, she was always skin and bone, beautiful and somone i always wanted to be like. It wasnt until i was about 7 that I realised fully i was different, i tried to not remind my parents about food, when at my dads I'd avoid meals because he was always more forgetful. I couldn't help it though, forever known as the kid who would eat everything anyone didnt want, i wasnt a fussy kid so I'd have the unwanted lunchbox food on top of my food too, id eat adult portions at 10 yrs old. It never clicked fully i was f@t though, i was always the tall one, little and large was usually a nickname between me and friends given by our parents. Wasn't it just our height?

When i started secondary that's when things continued, i realised i also wasn't conventionally pretty like the other girls, i was always bullied anyway so i helped that with food, I'd binge and binge anytime i got, if i was bored id fill my boredom with food. Then i switched to c*tt!ng. That felt amazing, but then meals were skipped wherever possible, i tried everything to simply not eat so maybe i could get small. I gave up.

Here i am after things never really got better and I have just gotten worse, i met mia and ana again, they welcomed me with open arms yet those arms are full of disgusting fat and hate still.

I need to be small, i cant be disgusting anymore, ive got to get smaller before the end of summer, then just carry on till im skin and bone.

Perfection

[grvntld]

3 july 2024—what a day, oh mygosh!! 🥴🫠

started pretty chill, then went chaotic around dusk—i cannot even begin to tell you how it all went down without feeling like i was in that mess again. lol.

heads up: my story can be pretty gross for others as it includes 💩 lol so ya know youve been warned, proceed with caution—

moosey went out. told myself im gonna paint, i just hv to finish some home tasks and make sure the furbebis are a-okie. everything was going according to plan until naruga took a 💩 which was honestly wonderful bc izz the first time that she pooped wherein i was the one handling her, so yAs, hooray for that.

not hooray on the part where her poop was mushy, so some of it stuck on her bumbum and hair. cleaned her up real nice and good so that di siya bantot lol blowdried her hair while we were sitting sa couch din para fresh, and then as i was picking up the blower to put it back sa lalagyan, bigla naman nagpee siya sa couch, jusq, my goodness gracious.

picked her up right away the moment i realized na she had an accident sa couch. brought her outside since i know magppee pa siya, and yAs, i was right, she peed again sa labas, so okiE hooray. placed her back sa crate niya para makapahinga siya.

decided to put our couch covers and such in the laundry para clean and para di magstick pee scent and all that siyempre. everything was a-okie again, until nagkaroon ng slight flood sa bahay kasi my brain was not braining enough and so i forgot about the drain hose. huhu. nakakabit pa pala siya sa likod and hindi ko na-point sa drain, so oh my gosh, there i was, panicking and trying to make everything all better. obvs, i was so frkn stressed at this point.

one of my cousins then messaged me about us hanging out in a korean convenience store near us, and at first, i was like i cant huhu but then i also knew i needed that, i needed a break, so when everything was settled na, i zoomed whooshed to see them, grabe!

we then ate some noodles and all that while making chika with each other huhu i love them so much huhu ive calmed down na rin naman at this point wooh yay

[mariailoveyou-guerin]

also another season where they don’t k word the black woman without giving her any ounce of happiness ever just so 2 yt characters can find each other be happy and raise her black babies maybe I am the biggest Benedict s4 stan actually yes I love a Mr #Bridgerton thats not Colin! and the yt girl being one that hates woman/marriage and kids yeah like back it up y’all can give Cress another yt character whos a evil bully happiness but cant marina on🔝of taking her kids + labeling her bad mother so Eloise #Bridgerton who hates kids can be best mom ever be fr

the #Bridgerton writers room is a joke thing place I know they ain’t seriously not only about to make yet another black character be the horrible bad mom but also having her k word herself so 2 yt characters and one of them is Eloise who hates kids marriage and woman in general+

be the best mother of her black babies so people can say she saved them black kids from their horrible bad mother and they never had a real mother until yt Angel Eloise showed them love an what a mother is I will actually k word myself in front of you and change the trajectory of

y’all life if y’all do not say sike right now @shondarhimes @bridgerton I know y’all hate black characters (John what y’all made Daph do Simon) and black woman especially (case in point QC lady Danbury story Marina/Simon mom) because this is 4th black character y’all k1lling off

nah this can’t be real all that for Eloise #bridgerton and Cressida Cowper is insane of all the woman y’all could do all this for y’all picked the worst ones of them all nah Bridgerton Jess and Shonda are just jokes who hate black woman and black people the only real explanations

can’t believe I’m actively wishing for the downfall of my fav character show it’s really become that serious look what y’all made me become when all y’all could was give Marina a divorce and let her have the house and kids and called it a day but no what would #Bridgerton be

without black woman and black characters dy*ng so white people can be happy right @bridgerton @shondarhimes cuz that’s the only explanation for this whole Marina arc and arc for Cressida a pure evil cruel person get not only get happiness but a whole happy ending but Marina can’t

who’s never done anything? but Cressida who’s for years bullied and being mean cruel can? what’s the difference I wonder between them why can one get happy ending according to Jess N Marina can’t is it visible difference or?what is it 🙏🏾 let us know why one gets it the other dont

like just give Marina a divorce(show isnr historic accurate or book accurate anyways)have LW pen tell the queen who’s her BFF now to annual that wedding if y’all cant breathe without those 2people getting together just free my girl Marina from dea*th her and her kids from y’all

it is not that hard give the house to her since she’s lady crane +Pen gives her 20K as apology for what she did to her + #Bridgerton have 🏡 for Eloise and marina left over can move into eveyone wins y’all get y’all yt people together happy and marina is alive happy with her kids

[1-up-chump]

The day mk abandoned the kung fu death tournament high eastern fantsy aesthetic and then copied the Dcu/mcu aesthetic

Is the day mk fuckin died. It started with the cash grab crossover, then the dlc guest characters, and now this convoluted inconsistent assassination of characters.

Examples:

sin\del (was supposed to be manipulated by dark magiks from q=uan chi. Was never fuckin evil and never killed jerrod bc SH/AO KAH/N DID AND THATS SCREWING HIS CHARACTER OVER TOO all for some mommy dommy milf fantasy which is absolutely from a "hetcis man's" gaze dont fool yourself)

ku\ng la\o (turned him into a second banana cocky type and just keep killing him for shock value when before he kinda never got this treatment. He was is and always WILL be li/u kan/g's equal in skill and warriors heart)

ra\iden (a LITERAL GOD who was so strong he was only bound by the rules of mortal kombat and the elder gods and his soft spot for mortals and loyalty to protecting earthrealm, kind and wise. Turned into a supposed dEmi-GOd who was willing to use the realm that was his charge as a fucking bargaining chip to a man who's more untrustworthy than shan/g ts/ung, he's hardly around OR he's suddenly not as powerful until he remembers he can obliterate ppl with lightning, he's a cold hardass who's so alien to mortals emotions despite being around them longer and basically raising one like his own son)

li\u k\ang (turned into basically every shonen protagonist ever type levels of character development, gets fucked over in the romance department Although kit/ana has her fair share of problems with writing too, becomes a god in the most deus ex machina way possible and is so intrusive to kun/g la/o and his legacy to meddle with the great kung lao like some sort of savior bs)

sha\ng tsun\g before aftermath (having his whole ass character trashed to the side for some milf dominatrix fantasy in 9 is the only reason i fucking need here lbh)

son\ya (her whole character is stale and practically revolved around the fact she fucks and marries a dude she's so incompatible with just bc of "we need the original characters to make next gen characters we dont care if they're compatible lol" literally has an accidental pregnancy literally divorced jo/hny and then fucking dies, and then comes back anyways "but its the version fans like right oh btw shove in the fact that Son/ya's purpose is to malke cas/sie and thats it shes just mom character now but #gurlboss am i right plz buy game")

ja/x (gets traumatized to hell and back for very little payoff used as depression fetish exploitation, at least his tower ending is great despite the "#woke" bs, his daughter however has the most fucked ending to basically erase herself to make j/ax happy like???? Sonya literally has an avengers/justice league ass tower ending all peachy keen but the black woman cant have any happiness huh mmm sure ok yeah.)

Jacq/ui (honestly im not too into her character but when i heard about her tower ending it pissed me off so much and made me hate the writing even more like oh some characters get basically whatever they wanted no consequence but some characters are doomed to be fucked??? Like hello favoritism MUCH?!? -coughhanzosgodofwarripofftowerendingcough-)

with new characters added that have so much potential but poor execution (i mean seriously you wanna tell me ce/trion and kroni/ka actually killed the elder gods THE ELDER GODS AKA THE BIG POWERFUL DIVINE COUNSEL but have trouble with making rai/d/en and li/u fi/ght and kill each other??? Let alone try to kill one at a time??)

I do like some things like kolle/ctor and ge/rus and cet/rion like i like those characters but by god cetr/ion was wasted potential you cant drop her brother was fucking shinn/ok and then proceed to basically make her some weak errand girl who i feel in the end is making fun of the "divine feminine gaia" aesthetic like the writing wants her to be the bad guy but also sympathetic in the dumbest way possible and she sounds like someone on Twitter who just learned about the concept of "balance" and slaps buddha quotes incorrectly

Also i never cared for shin/nok until recently when i was like "hey wait no his concept kinda slaps actually"

At the end of the day we all have our opinions i guess. And mine is: mk new timeline is written by people who like superheroes movies when mk should be written by people who like kung fu movies

[cybernuggies]

Lots of people are disappointed/annoyed with Starfield's ending I but think it's fucking awesome and here's why. I need to talk about Starfield's main story before I explode, which I will do so under the cut. At this point in time I'm in NG+, but I'm aware of certain things that happen in subsequent playthroughs.

(Don't you dare read this until you've done the main storyline, it's not worth spoiling yourself.)

I get it, the Starborn are assholes. They are selfish. They're humans being predictably human- fighting over power and having opposing ideas on what to do with it, ultimately ending up in large-scale conflict and not taking consideration the individual people and their families and friendships they've annihilated in each universe. Because to them it's just one more round of the game.

I think your reaction to the 'ending' hinges on the type of player you are. Teaming up with The Hunter to play Fortnite battle royale with the other Starborn was one of most exciting things I've done in a game.

The fact that you're on a whole different playing field from the non-Starborn is such a power trip but it also makes your relationships and encounters in each playthrough feel more fleeting and less precious. Conversely, for some players this possibly makes the friendships even more precious. I think this was intended.

If you love base building and ship building and maxing out relationships and squeezing everything you possibly can out of a playthrough and treasuring your perfectly curated universe then of COURSE you're going to hate the idea of that just all vanishing.

I'm personally more interested in the meta-narrative and cant wait to go fuck up 9 more realities until I face what I hope will be the consequences of my horrible, horrible actions.

For other people I think it's completely valid to just remain in NG. You can do everything in the base game. You can stay there forever and have a fantastic time with your world.

All you are missing out on by not hopping into NG+ is more knowledge and more power- which is EXACTLY what draws humans to become Starborn (and do many other horrible selfish things) in the first place. And I think that is so, so fitting for the story Bethesda is trying to tell.