#but i cant until ng+

[gemharvest]

Is beef’s fav food beef/meat /silly

But genuinely, what are the three’s fav food and why if theres a reason :3

Beef would forever kill for a hamburger he is always wanting one so bad. Nobody tell him those are made of ground beef. /j

Aaanyways oh boy this is gonna be fun . I am hardly adventurous with food myself so sorry that it's gonna Show with these answers. NJKGFNJKFG

Beef:

Was joking with that opener but if asked he'd probably shrug and say a McDonald's quarter pounder. Make it a meal; quarter pounder with cheese, large fries, large Coke. Guy can't cook for shit but has always had to fend for himself so I imagine this is his ol' reliable that never does him wrong. Maybe sometimes he gets a second burger or goes for a Big Mac, who knows. He either gets ketchup for his fries or eats them dry like a madman.

Geef:

I could try and come up with some fancy-sounding shit, but she is a chicken nugget girlie to me. She would still have tried the most foods by far out of the three of them, but nothing beats the good ol' nuggets or strips. Uhh I did a whole meal with Beef... imagining they're out getting McD's together; 20pc McNugget, also large fries, large Dr. Pepper. Urge to say she wouldn't get a dipping sauce, but I can also see her getting BBQ sauce. Honorable mention to the peanut butter thing that's still canon to Geef but that's like, a snack thing.

Peeks:

Something in me is saying this guy would fuck up a good wrap. Like not in a "he tries to eat healthy" way but just cuz he likes it + something I can imagine him prepping fairly easily. Specifically envisioning a good shredded chicken wrap but I can see him rotating what he puts in them. As long as it's got lettuce + cheese + meat + sauce then he's chillin'. Tangential, I imagine Beef and Geef finding it lame when he wants to make like pan-fried chicken or whatever but they will have to cope. Because neither of them are learning to cook so njFGNKJJNGF

[kuiinncedes]

I WILL APPLY FOR A JOB W A COVER LETTER TODAY

[grvntld]

i know it has been a while but i hv to let this out—my gosh im not ready for this pain jusq why naman kailangan mamatay yung grandpa sa story tapos bAkeht kaya talagang binasa ko pa every detail nung struggle sa ospital like?¿?¿?¿ why am i putting myself through this pain?¿?¿¿

[grvyrd-prncss]

do i tell her my tumblr knows about her (つ﹏<。)

[sashaaababy]

Husband!Nanami Headcannons⋆. 𐙚 ˚

Cws: smut, squ!rting, Slight? mentions of p!ss, sp4nk!ng, rough s*x, daddy k!nk

Husband!Nanami who loves and I mean loves! to take his time with you when he fucks your cute little pussy until you beg him to stop because with every thrust he’s hitting your bladder so perfectly you cant help but let go a trickle of piss!

Husband!Nanami who loves to tease you about it but secretly loves how you let go and piss around his fat cock while he bullies it into your tight cunt!

Husband!Nanami who always puts your pleasure before his 

Husband!Nanami who secretly has a huge! Daddy kink and loves when you beg on your knees while he slaps your face with his fat cock

Husband!Nanami who loves when you look up at him with those big round doe eyes while he plays with your lips with the swollen tip of his throbbing cock smearing a mess of sticky slimy pre cum on your cute pouty lips 

Husband!Nanami always staring at your ass while it shakes and jiggles with every pounding from behind and how much he loves staring at the red hand marks all over your plump ass from him spanking the living hell out of you for teasing him while he was working earlier

Husband!Nanami who secretly loves when you tease him while he’s trying to work but always acts like he hates it just so he can have a reason to punish his sweet little girl<3

Husband!Nanami who loves bending you over the top of his work desk and tying your hands behind your back with his tie so he can pound into your tight juicy cunt with ease

Husband!Nanami who loves tying you up with anything within reach and loves! having you wear that collar he bought for you with his name engraved on the front

Husband!Nanami who never forgets to give you aftercare and clean you up after being so rough with you all night

[pascha-chan]

Today im coming to you with a Kisuke Urahara theory!!

He is the mastemind behind everything and i mean EVERYTHING!!

Let me explain..

One of the things i noticed is how after the soul society ark and Aizen's betrayel,nobody asks Urahara about the Hogyoku!! (Maybe they did correct me if im wrong)

Hogyoku feels like something very important and DANGEROUS,so naturally i expected the captains and their squads to form some kind of plans of either invasion or steal the artifact before it can be used or activated!!

Or i dont know ASK THE CREATOR HOW IT WORKS AND HOW TO DESTROY IT!!

Isnt strange how Yamamoto only told Ichigo to stay put and the rest are just gonna prepare for war,like there is nothing else they can do?

Like imagine back in the 40s Oppenheimer just created the atomic bomb,somehow the Japanese found out and stole it and the Americans instead of going nuts,they are like "ok i guess we are going to wait until fall so we can attack"

It makes no sense!!

Now you might say that even Urahara didnt know what the orb could do ,so he wouldnt be helpfull at that time.

But what about the time AFTER Aizen's defeat?

You're telling me Urahara Kisuke couldn t find a way to take the Hogyoku back and destroy it??

Again you might say that it was established that the orb is now fused with Aizen and cant be seperated,when Gin tried to take it but also remember when Ichigo said Hogyoku has rejected him and he is no longer its master!!

And there is also a KIDO SPELL THAT AIZEN USED AND WHEN HE TOOK IT FROM RUKIA?

Did they all forget?

So WHY THE URAHARA KISUKE GENIOUS EXTRORDINAIRE DIDNT DO SOMETHING!!

I'll tell you why ,because all of this was a big diversion from the real goal

ICHIGO UNLOCKING HIS TRUE POTENTIAL!!

And here comes crazy theory territory,lets go

At some point in the past somehow,someone something informed Urahara about the events that would lead to the destruction of the whole universe!!

Once the gates of hell are open and the beasts from hell escape is pretty much the apocalypse!!

So the entity(which in my headcanon is Fate personafied) goes to him and tells him "Listen the wold will end if we dont find the perfect replacement for the Soul King and you are the only one that can help"

Again imagine that the saviour can only succeed if we allow the World war 1,World war 2 and the Corona virus to happen,we dont know how many people will die but in the end the rest will be saved by the freaking Armagedon!!

It is the same with Bleach,Aizen rebelion had to happen,the Quincy invasion,Ichigo unlocking his true zanpakuto and Quincy powers,so when hell ark happens there is a winning chance!!

Also i find it quite curious how Ichigo is the only being that can kill the Soul King as Jhwach mentioned ( you need someone who is Human,Quincy,Hollow and Shinigami) and didnt get any powers from the King?

But Jhwah somehow got the Almighty?

Yeah ok thats not suspicious at all!

What im trying to say is that Urahara put all his effort and focus on making Ichigo the perfect vessel for the Soul King's powers and allow Aizen to go after the Hogyoku,so Aizen wouldnt notice!!

I mean how do you distarct a person like Aizen!

Simply,by giving EXACTLY what they want,the very thing they obsessed about for centuries.

Combing that with Aizen' s arrogance and supperiority,god complex,he never cared about anything else and why would Aizen care? Everything was part of his plan right?

WRONG it was just a part of Urahara's plan!!!

I just cant stop thinking about the moment Aizen figures this out,his mind is going to explode!!!

In the end everything from the moment of Ichigo's conception,which Urahara helped by saving Masaki thus creating the perfect conditions for a multi-dimmensional bei ng to be born,too Ichigo's true powers was all part of a bigger plan to save the universe!!!

[bbarican]

🗺️⁀જ��︎ ---- daydreaming

hiya tumblr, whats up?

currently hanging out in my parents room kasi theyre already in italy by this time i think or atleast malapit na sila mag land for their annual getaway; theyre off to florence and milan and tuscany and then switzerland and im so so so happy for them

but that also means im here, responsible for everything from the laundry to food to making sure my brothers are okay (well atleast my younger brother) and on top of that i have work to think about too and tbh work is just not it right now, or maybe im just still really reeling from the fact na our team building triggered everyone so much na until now its just such a sore topic but at the same time i cant really not think about everything we talked about ng mga kaofficemate ko so yeah

also, i just hate how emotionally draining it is most of the time to be at work or to even think about it in general; i hope this feeling goes away cause i dont want to be stuck in a rut this late into the year where i just dont want to work at all

so yeah, im just glad na i get to see my bestfriend tomorrow kasi i think the universe knew na i needed to be with other people besides my officemates, kahit for like a few hours man lang; and im also really really really excited to see my boyfriend this saturday

sigh, sana november 6 na para my parents are back in manila; sana din christmas na cause id love nothing more than to just be with my family and boyfriend and best friends and not think about work and even my workmates, sorry not sorry

[cowboyballads]

yeah the consort radahn fight blows ass. maybe its because i should get gud or whatever. maybe i shouldnt have attempted to run dlc for the first time with my NG+ character. Alas, i am too stubborn and will power through it. I got him to like 3 hits until he died but then i got too greedy and was punished for it. Still amazed i even got him so close to dying.

Anyway what a boss fight. I cant tell if this is alienating fromsoft fans or if they love the challenge. I just personally do not find it fun or enjoyable. I also literally cannot mald during it either because im still reeling from how bizarre the fight is. i dont want to respec for this fight (i have 80 dex and 80 arc bc im a bleed tryhard) but ive been making hefty rot pots and wearing the tankiest shit possible. resorted back to rivers of blood rather than stick to the great katana i was using, but i think a thrusting weapon would do me better.

i love getting my shit rocked with thiollier and ansbach. truly my favorite npcs throughout the whole game. anyway those are my final boss thoughts for now. he will fall to my blade. whether that be tomorrow or the next month. he can kill me as much as he wants. I only need to kill him once.

[nightmarecrowsclaw]

Okay, so I also have the Fields of Mistria bug... Glad to give out a prompt (only if you wanted! Feel free to ignore otherwise!), but I'd be curious to see what would happen between your farmer and each crush during a night out at the inn, perhaps with a few drinks? Whichever format you want! (And, of course, feel free to only do one pairing if you tend to ramble like me - oops...)

A bonus of Vaniper is never unwelcome here!

God there are so much I could say about each one of these. Thank you so much for asking this. From here forward ill be calling my Farmer NG, which stands for 'normal guy' given his whole hiding his name thing!. NG x March The two of them are complicated. They would but heads most the time due to NG thinking March really has it out for him not quite understanding the whole acts mean but likes you thing. That is until NG is invited to the Inn to drink and March is there. NG isn't much for drinking, being quite a lightweight himself, so seeing March get drunk and open about his feelings? Well NG would get flustered as hell. Friday nights at the inn is one of the "oh god i like him" Awakenings for NG as he sees that March is more than what he thought. When it comes to after their first drink together NG would be a bit of a flirt, and somehow always says things that come off dirtier than they seem, or like they are making fun of March instead. NG x Balor Within my farmer backstory I like to think that prior to moving NG was a traveling artist who might have met Balor a few times in passing. So he would be more comfortable around Balor compared to any other person. When it comes to the two of them sharing a few drinks NG cant help but open up as his gratefulness to moving to this new town comes pouring out of him. Something about Balor feels genuinely kind to him, and so buying him a plethora of drinks as a thank you is something NG would do. As always he'd end up sort of a flirt, but given the nature starting out with any of them, it comes off as more friendly banter than serious. NG x Eiland NG would get so excited to hear someone go on about their special interest and thinks this sort of drink outingis just for that. To talk about all the things they love such as cool things they find. They cant help but spend long hours rambling with Eiland about every little thing, sitting and listening to them talk seems so easy when people talk about things they love. As the night goes on and NG has more than enough drinks his brain tends to wander more and he cant help but go on how much he enjoys having Eiland around and how he may never have stuck around if not for the pink haired boy. And as the night drags on longer his eyes just cant seem to leave the pretty boy and he cant help but voice how Cute and pink they are.

[grvntld]

3 july 2024—what a day, oh mygosh!! 🥴🫠

started pretty chill, then went chaotic around dusk—i cannot even begin to tell you how it all went down without feeling like i was in that mess again. lol.

heads up: my story can be pretty gross for others as it includes 💩 lol so ya know youve been warned, proceed with caution—

moosey went out. told myself im gonna paint, i just hv to finish some home tasks and make sure the furbebis are a-okie. everything was going according to plan until naruga took a 💩 which was honestly wonderful bc izz the first time that she pooped wherein i was the one handling her, so yAs, hooray for that.

not hooray on the part where her poop was mushy, so some of it stuck on her bumbum and hair. cleaned her up real nice and good so that di siya bantot lol blowdried her hair while we were sitting sa couch din para fresh, and then as i was picking up the blower to put it back sa lalagyan, bigla naman nagpee siya sa couch, jusq, my goodness gracious.

picked her up right away the moment i realized na she had an accident sa couch. brought her outside since i know magppee pa siya, and yAs, i was right, she peed again sa labas, so okiE hooray. placed her back sa crate niya para makapahinga siya.

decided to put our couch covers and such in the laundry para clean and para di magstick pee scent and all that siyempre. everything was a-okie again, until nagkaroon ng slight flood sa bahay kasi my brain was not braining enough and so i forgot about the drain hose. huhu. nakakabit pa pala siya sa likod and hindi ko na-point sa drain, so oh my gosh, there i was, panicking and trying to make everything all better. obvs, i was so frkn stressed at this point.

one of my cousins then messaged me about us hanging out in a korean convenience store near us, and at first, i was like i cant huhu but then i also knew i needed that, i needed a break, so when everything was settled na, i zoomed whooshed to see them, grabe!

we then ate some noodles and all that while making chika with each other huhu i love them so much huhu ive calmed down na rin naman at this point wooh yay

[mariailoveyou-guerin]

also another season where they don’t k word the black woman without giving her any ounce of happiness ever just so 2 yt characters can find each other be happy and raise her black babies maybe I am the biggest Benedict s4 stan actually yes I love a Mr #Bridgerton thats not Colin! and the yt girl being one that hates woman/marriage and kids yeah like back it up y’all can give Cress another yt character whos a evil bully happiness but cant marina on🔝of taking her kids + labeling her bad mother so Eloise #Bridgerton who hates kids can be best mom ever be fr

the #Bridgerton writers room is a joke thing place I know they ain’t seriously not only about to make yet another black character be the horrible bad mom but also having her k word herself so 2 yt characters and one of them is Eloise who hates kids marriage and woman in general+

be the best mother of her black babies so people can say she saved them black kids from their horrible bad mother and they never had a real mother until yt Angel Eloise showed them love an what a mother is I will actually k word myself in front of you and change the trajectory of

y’all life if y’all do not say sike right now @shondarhimes @bridgerton I know y’all hate black characters (John what y’all made Daph do Simon) and black woman especially (case in point QC lady Danbury story Marina/Simon mom) because this is 4th black character y’all k1lling off

nah this can’t be real all that for Eloise #bridgerton and Cressida Cowper is insane of all the woman y’all could do all this for y’all picked the worst ones of them all nah Bridgerton Jess and Shonda are just jokes who hate black woman and black people the only real explanations

can’t believe I’m actively wishing for the downfall of my fav character show it’s really become that serious look what y’all made me become when all y’all could was give Marina a divorce and let her have the house and kids and called it a day but no what would #Bridgerton be

without black woman and black characters dy*ng so white people can be happy right @bridgerton @shondarhimes cuz that’s the only explanation for this whole Marina arc and arc for Cressida a pure evil cruel person get not only get happiness but a whole happy ending but Marina can’t

who’s never done anything? but Cressida who’s for years bullied and being mean cruel can? what’s the difference I wonder between them why can one get happy ending according to Jess N Marina can’t is it visible difference or?what is it 🙏🏾 let us know why one gets it the other dont

like just give Marina a divorce(show isnr historic accurate or book accurate anyways)have LW pen tell the queen who’s her BFF now to annual that wedding if y’all cant breathe without those 2people getting together just free my girl Marina from dea*th her and her kids from y’all

it is not that hard give the house to her since she’s lady crane +Pen gives her 20K as apology for what she did to her + #Bridgerton have 🏡 for Eloise and marina left over can move into eveyone wins y’all get y’all yt people together happy and marina is alive happy with her kids

[cybernuggies]

Lots of people are disappointed/annoyed with Starfield's ending I but think it's fucking awesome and here's why. I need to talk about Starfield's main story before I explode, which I will do so under the cut. At this point in time I'm in NG+, but I'm aware of certain things that happen in subsequent playthroughs.

(Don't you dare read this until you've done the main storyline, it's not worth spoiling yourself.)

I get it, the Starborn are assholes. They are selfish. They're humans being predictably human- fighting over power and having opposing ideas on what to do with it, ultimately ending up in large-scale conflict and not taking consideration the individual people and their families and friendships they've annihilated in each universe. Because to them it's just one more round of the game.

I think your reaction to the 'ending' hinges on the type of player you are. Teaming up with The Hunter to play Fortnite battle royale with the other Starborn was one of most exciting things I've done in a game.

The fact that you're on a whole different playing field from the non-Starborn is such a power trip but it also makes your relationships and encounters in each playthrough feel more fleeting and less precious. Conversely, for some players this possibly makes the friendships even more precious. I think this was intended.

If you love base building and ship building and maxing out relationships and squeezing everything you possibly can out of a playthrough and treasuring your perfectly curated universe then of COURSE you're going to hate the idea of that just all vanishing.

I'm personally more interested in the meta-narrative and cant wait to go fuck up 9 more realities until I face what I hope will be the consequences of my horrible, horrible actions.

For other people I think it's completely valid to just remain in NG. You can do everything in the base game. You can stay there forever and have a fantastic time with your world.

All you are missing out on by not hopping into NG+ is more knowledge and more power- which is EXACTLY what draws humans to become Starborn (and do many other horrible selfish things) in the first place. And I think that is so, so fitting for the story Bethesda is trying to tell.

[dinomite2]

Oscar and Rose (Hot day 🔥)

For @sodapoppss

So I actually have this funny little headcanon that Inklings and Octolings cartoonistly melt in high heats and I decided so here's we go

*in SpongeBob narrator voice* Ahhhhh a beautiful day in the chaotic dry lands known as Splatsville where the land is full of inhabitants such The Inklings and Octolings live

And as usually as would Splatsville would it's normally hot but in this day it'd be the Hottest day yet....

(Video not mine)

Rose: Uuuggghhhh this heat Is unbearable Also where's Oscar? I haven't seen him all morning

Rose gets up from the couch searching around the house for Oscar's whereabouts that was until she went to the kitchen she heard a sound

Rose: Huh? *opens fridge door* Eh- WHAT THE FUCK OSCAR WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING IN THERE

Oscar: Trying to cool off, now if you excuse me CLOSE THE DAMN FRIDGE

Rose pulls out Oscar out of the fridge

Oscar: woah! Oof!

Rose: Well get out of there, there's got to be another option to cool off around this place hmm oh I know i got and idea!

Oscar: this better not be one of those ideas where you do dumb stuff like attempting to cook rice in your stomach by drinking boiling water and swallowing raw rice

.

.

Rose: .... Ehhhhh ...... uhhh- Shut up! I'm not going to do anything dumb now follow me *Grabs Oscar's Hand and drags him*

Oscar: Woah-Woah-Woah-Whoa where are we Going!? I wanna stay in the fridge...

*A few minutes later* at the desert

Oscar: Rose *pant* mind explaining to Me *pant* why we're in THE F%C&IN@ DESERT

Rose: Look *pant* just trust me it's right over here!

They both walk up to see a old plane but with a operational propeller

Oscar: so you brought me here to see a plie of junk reaaaaal smart

Rose: No You Fucking Dumbass ... cause *walks up to propeller* This *spins propeller*

the propeller started to spin creating a gust of wind releaving the two Octolings for a .... that until the propeller broke off a flew far off in a distance

Oscar slowly turned to Rose with a disappointed face

Oscar: got any else smarter ideas...

Rose: Uhhhhhh-

At the Docks

Oscar: Rose this is the dumbest thing ever ... WHY

Rose: look ok I don't know why you keep on damn Fuc%/ng Doubting me! *accidentally pushes Oscar in the water*

Oscar: WOAH ep- ROS- HEL-ME-

Rose was too distracted by her rambling to even notice Oscar drowning and dissolving

Rose: LIKE SERIOUSLY I CANT SEE WHY YOUR DUMB FUC- Eh - oh......

All of Oscar's clothing was floating in the water

Oscar and Rose were both on the Couch Sweating Their butts off After the tons of attempts to not be under the intense heat and of course because of the heat

Rose: Hey Oscar..

Oscar: Yeah?

"Can I stay with you in the fridge?"

And done hope you enjoy!

[sunb0rn]

ive been wanting to share dito months ago or maybe a year ago pa. not really sure baka nga nabanggit ko one way or another.

may workmate ako from 2018 that just randomly nag kwento sa akin ng mga pinag daanan niya ng mga nakaraan years. its sad kasi he went through pala medical problems and he's got a condition na reason bakit di sya makapag work nang ilang taon na.

*yung ibang details sa condition nya and about him siguro ishare ko some other time or what*

gusto ko lang sbihin na, paano ba, di ko alam if right na term like "i feel blessed" and at the same time guilty that I cant be that present sa kanya. pero ayun nga khit weeks to months ko hindi ma seen at mareplyan mga sinasabi nya parang tinuturing pa din niya ako na older sister para ishare yung personal struggles nya.

if i am going to describe him on a surface level lang, ang hirap tbh kasi he is like a toddler na adult guy na matalino at galing sa may kaya na family. dont get me wrong, adorbs naman sya so kami sa work dati we learned to embrace na din yung klase ng "weirdness" niya. havent seen him since mag resign sya noon pero mukang ganon pa din sya kumilos at magsalita until now but with so much history na sa kanyang young adult life. i hope he gets better enough to still chase his dream sa career (may mga shinare sya sa akin na plans) at personal na din.

[facelesscicada]

032925

nahihirapan pa ba ako? hindi na, nasasanay na, pero hindi pa rin magawang bumitaw. bakit ba ako nagsesettle sa ganitong sitwasyon? when i already know the difference between what's right and what's wrong? why can't i handle this situation maturely? idunno

if i do the first move, would it be so stupid of me? maybe yes, maybe not. because it would look like i'd be begging for someone to take accountability of their actions to save me. hahaha.

nangyari na 'to dati e, kung tutuusin mas masakit pa nga yung una— it took a whole ass year and like about 3 months for me to do it. no bang ginawa ko the whole year na yon? umiyak, nag grieve sa isang sitwasyon na maliit pa nga lang kung tutuusin at kung ibibigay sa akin ngayon napakadali lang ihandle at ayusin. pero sensya, di ako ganon katapang dati e, iyal na lang talaga buong magdamag kasi i was fuckingg thirsty of feeling wanted and needed. until i got tired. wala na, gusto ko na lang talaga bumitaw, hahaha.

feeling ko naman ganon na naman ang mangyayari ngayon e. kaso tignan mo, duwag ulit ako. hays kung tutuusin mas madali pa nga ngayon pero wala, mahirap pa rin e. tsaka nakakapagod na kasi na mag first move sa ganong bagay. kaso para ko na lang ring tinatrap yung sarili ko e. bakit di ko pa pinuputol ngayon, e parang nag g-grieve na nga ako, nag mo-move on? para na nga kaming hiwalay kahit hindi pa naman at may label pa. siguro pinanghahawakan ko pa rin yun? o ewan? hindi ko rin maintindihan. di ko na nga magawa iopen yung convo namin e. i just don't want to anymore. kung pwede nga lang, sana maumpog sya at matauhan at sya na ang makipag break sa akin kung ganito nya lang rin ako tatratuhin. ang labo labo naman kasi nung isang 'yon e. pantanga lang yung pinagsasasabi namin sa isa't isa na kapag may problema o ano pa, maging open, di rin naman nangyayari. o ako lang naman siguro ang gumawa, pero hindi ko na magawa ngayon kasi napagod na, paano ba naman, sa tuwing nagsasabi ako, para akong hindi naiintindihan. hindi naman sarado ang utak ko, kaya ko naman intindihin kung anong point nya, pero hindi ko magets kung bakit sa tuwing mag eexpress ako ng mararamdaman ko, hindi ko magets kung bakit kapag sa tuwing nag sasalita sya, pinaparating nyang hindi ko dapat yon maramdaman kasi wala namang mali? hahaha palagi na lang walang masama kasi wala namang malisya sa ginagawa yung binabato. everytime tuloy na nag uusap nv ganito or about something i cant feel but to think and feel na maling maramdaman ko kung ano ung nafefeel ko. may mali ba na naramdaman 'yon? sabi rin nila noon sakin, kapag daw hindi ka nakakaramdam ng selos, hindi raw totoo na mahal mo yung isang tao.

malinaw rin naman ako kausap, ginagawa ko naman lahat para maging patas ako sa kanya, pero hindi sya nagiging patas sa akin, hindi na rin ako nagiging patas sa sarili ko. hahahaha. binibigyan ko naman sya ng freedom, masyado ba akong naging maluwag at kampante kaya yon nagsawa? ayoko lang namang maging masyadong nakakasakal sa kanya. o siguro baliktad. gusto nya lahat ng yon, pero nagsawa lang talaga sya, bumitaw lang talaga sya kasi hindi nya naman talaga ako minahal. tanga ko rin e no? di ko man lang yon napansin? akala ko parehas kaming genuine.

sinasabi pa nya sa akin noon committed daw sya sa akin, nasan na kaya yung lalaking nagsabi sakin non? hahaha. ewan ko ba 🫩

dati kapag nakakakita ako ng isang sitwasyon ng mga magjowa sa paligid ko, palagi ko sinasabi sa utak na kahit kailan hindi ko ilalagay ang sarili ko sa ganong sitwasyon kasi nakakasira, kawawa naman yung partner ko. hahahaha ngayon tignan mo, di nga kawawa partner ko, akin naman lahat bumagsak.

maybe i protected him to much that i forgot to protect myself.

ahhhhhh it just hurts, why cant i do the right thing for the last time?

amputa wala namang pake yon sakin

wag ka mag alala, mawawalan na rin ako ng pake sayo, nilalabas ko lang lahat ng nasa utak ko

[bbarican]

₊✩‧₊˚౨ৎ˚₊✩‧₊ ----- september 17, 2024; 10:12 pm

i love how productive i am at work (for the most part, dont worry i still feel lazy sometimes; its all about balance)

okay na ko with the 2 games i play: palia and animal crossing; sometimes they get boring but at the same time i just love them so much na no other game can actually beat it

i finally got my gosh darn period thank you lord

but that also means so much pain

my new favorite thing to do is to listen to music loudly while playing and sing too while playing and its just for some reason really theraputic

im so excited kasi after so many years im finally gonna get my nails done again! i wont do anything crazy, no extensions since i cant really wear and take out my cup properly with super long nails so just mostly nail art! i hope it lasts long kasi its pretty cheap so lets see sa thursday

i have a site visit tomorrow and i hope we get the project!

super bango nung bestfriend ng kuya ko ano kaya pabango niya sana pala natanong ko shet as in naaamoy ko parin siya until now kahit wala na siya sa house

shuffling my liked songs just proves na super iba iba talaga trip ko na music

one last round of my usual (hunting, mining on palia) and then i might stay in bed na din

i cant wait to see my boyfriend on saturday!