#but i cannot focus on anything but jack and andy rn.....

[livvyofthelake]

yay travis moving to dc with vic! best friends forever for real that was so hannah montana finale core.... <3 choosing to believe this means the end of Random Love Interest Man.

ok the whole episode had these like, flash forward dream future scenes for each character and i'm choosing to accept them as canon because why would i not. and then at the end it skipped to three months in the future, and then to a more distant years down the line future. so that's what you need to know for the rest of what i have to comment on

natasha's flash forward being her wedding to robert yay! also in her dream future jack and andy sat next to each other at the wedding she is literally on my side! and when i saw that i was like, wow that's enough i'll take that as my bare minimum win <3 BUT THERE WAS MORE! to be continued later

maya and carina.... i can't think about them i'll start crying again i'm gonna miss them so bad i might throw up :/ what if there were women in love with each other on your tv every thursday night and they were actually interesting characters outside their relationship and their relationship was also really compelling and complicated and fun to watch... oh my god i'm never getting this again should i kms. wow. um alex danvers i'm lowkey counting on you to save me here babe. please don't let me down....

ben going back to being a surgeon lmaoooooo jason george said hey i know y'all gave me this cool spin off but how about we keep me employed and put me back in grey's anatomy! real as fuck king

also loved them keeping his character's future vague because he's literally just going back to greys... lmao that's just so funny

the little dean cameo! missed him :( his spirit is in everything vic does and he's so proud of her.... they truly were the best the 1 taylor swift coded characters everrrr

no pole moment.... no sliding down the firemans pole moment.... no declaring a pole day..... we have to kill somebody

but andy and maya staying best friends their whole lives... maya will always be at 19 as long as andy is captain and maya will be captain once andy becomes the chief... wowie... bestieism... parabatai...

and now.... let's get into it. i'm so thrilled girls literally never give up! the chances may be low but they are NEVER zero.... one episode left and you can still win! now as i said, i was accepting the standing next to each other at natasha's dream future wedding. that was enough for me seriously... and then andy had to be rushed to the hospital after almost dying and the whole team was gathering her room waiting for her to wake up and then JACK WALKED IN! and i was like oh this is better than i even imagined he made a whole appearance and everything! and i cannot stress enough that literally just having him in the room was enough for me. and then maya said "i can't imagine being at 19 without andy" and jack said "i can't imagine my life without andy" and i nearly passed out. and again that was enough for me! again i cannot emphasize enough that those things were all enough for me to accept as a win! maybe not a super celebratory win but a win of some sort... and then we finally got ANDY'S flash forward dream future. oh my god it's actually too much please hold

ANDY'S FLASH FORWARD DREAM FUTURE. can't stress enough that it's andy's dream future... not jack's, this is hers... and it started with her as the captain of 19 of course because that's andy dream #1 always. and then it flashed to a MEMORY OF THE PILOT EPISODE when jack badly proposed to her and she said no... and flash forward dream future andy was interacting with the memory and she took the ring box out of past andy's hand and dream future jack walked up behind her and they exchanged a few lines about how they really messed up the first time and they weren't ready back then etc. idk exactly what was said i was too busy experiencing a dopamine rush on a level my brain has not produced in years. AND THEN THEY MADE OUT!!!!!!!!!!!! jack and andy endgame real for real!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and then in the 3 months later flash forward vic was making chili and jack held up a spoon for andy to try and it was cute <3

don’t care about the 911 season finale i hope all those firefighters die in a horrific accident. anyway let’s talk about how it’s the series finale of station 19 tonight 😐 the end is for real HERE it’s so fucking over… and all our buddies are splitting up to do other stuff like vic and travis are gonna move to dc of all unholy places and were not even getting the travis emmett endgame which makes me wish i was dead frankly. what’s emmett been hanging around for the past million years for then huh. what was the POINT. well i suppose if travis is moving he can’t be endgame with that random man they threw in to be his last minute love interest like two weeks ago 🙄. and it was kinda hinted that ben was gonna stop firefighting too he might become like an emt or something medical idk it’s unclear but it was hinted that he was gonna have a change. but at least maya will likely stick around with andy <3 when they’re literally best friends… and i swear to god if they don’t slide down that damn pole. i’m putting a bomb in abc hq. let’s get serious people what happened to pole days. does anyone remember station 19 season one. andy is literally captain now and she gets to do things her way! let her slide down the fireman pole!!!!! i swear to god!!! of course it should go without saying that if jack doesn’t make an appearance in this finale i’ll cry. we have one more chance for the jack and andy endgame. chances are low but NEVER zero! remember to keep up hope! 😐 frankly i would be satisfied with seeing them in a room together one last time. me when the bar is on the floor. me when i bet on losing dogs. anyway. also we get to see maya and carina one last time… my dykes from the tv…. what am i gonna do without them greys anatomy doesn’t have any good dykes… ok i suppose next season we’ll finally get to give amelia and what’s her name a real fighting chance but as of now greys doesn’t have good dykes. they have mid dykes. not the same. god i’m never getting another maya and carina again am i? actually crying rn because i’m so upset about that fr um. yeah. ok

[saltyskeletonkidpasta]

I dont get why people like jack gibson. Not only do I think he's annoying and irrelevant I also think he so so gross and creepy and somehow the writers and fans love him?

I just cannot get over him implying he didn't need p*rn after maya made a comment about her and carina in the next room. Like hello these are supposed to be your friends have some respect it's not hard to not be creepy. And like dropping the pot of sp**m all over the carpet and he didnt even clean it him clean it up they made maya do it...absolutely revolting how the HELL is that supposed to be funny? If you found 5x16 funny please stay away from me I dont trust you. And to top it off another gross seed joke..which we already had like him giving them flowers would've been sweet but he immediately ruined it unnecessarily, and him making the entire thing abt himself like I dont wanna know what kind of porn he's into, I dont care abt what he wants/his involvement. I dont get how people think he is so kind and considerate like have you ever heard him talk? The locker room scene fe pissed me off so much like at what point was any of that to do with helping his friends out? It was all me me me..that was his whole motivation. He even went as far to call marina's potential kid a "little him" which after maya melted at the idea of a little CARINA that's like..devastating then was banging on about his "legacy" or whatever like mate this isnt abt you..even in 5x16 maya and carina having their discussion abt a pretty serious issue (being their trust) and jack just butts in like "uhhh well this isnt helping MY issue tho like seriously? Idk why the writers had to make Jack's bio family appear in that way like could they not do it ANY other way? And even if they really did have to do it that way there is no excuse for ALL of the focus to be in HIM and what HE wants and the disgusting dialogue used along with the annialation of carina's character. No one in there right mind would go for that and they even went as far to have carina freak out abt the idea of him NOT being involved right infront of maya aswell? That is so disrespectful to maya and to carina's character and to queer women in general. Carina had always been the smart independent mature one so fuck knows what the writers were thinking? And then it was all completely irrelevant anyway. They didnt even really delve into Jack's bio fam much and carina barely even cared he left.

Also he eats chicken in literally the grossest way I've ever seen then put the bone in the BEDROOM BIN like that is just gross who tf does that especially when it's not even your own house?

And he literally stood right outside marina's bedroom door while they were having sex and after his previous gross comment abt him being able to get off on that..that's disgusting🤢 I dont get what the writers were thinking like they do know who their audience is right? I dont get how they can read over anything in that storyline and think "oh yeah this is so good people will love this"💀 that's actually embarrassing for them but also they're disgusting for even trying it. Ngl I'm pretty sure queer women dont like being fetishised by straight men and like having sex in the same vicinity esp after comments like that..I mean he even asked maya if carina was like "good and ready" or something like bruh..you dont ask that!? I'm sorry but I dont care how awkward he is, I'm very awkward myself but I'm not creepy. It's just human decency to respect boundaries and not say things like that but jack had never respected boundaries throughout the entire show but this was the worst of what we saw of him but they didnt even have him leave afterwards😭 literally all they had to do was change Maya's line slightly like no dont go play music loudly get the fuck out!

That and exposing marinas private info to andy AND vic without permission..he had absolutely no right to tell them especially andy as it was really soon after and marina specifically said they wanted to wait and discuss things further before the next steps and he just blurted it out first chance he got.i really wish they'd let them have a go at him for that. Okay marina should've been much more clear and set proper boundaries beforehand and it would've been nice if paperwork was mentioned but still he is supposedly a "trustworthy guy" (despite him always being the least reliable and most likely to cause trouble on the team since day 1 but the writers were hell bent on giving him another redemption arc) and that is such a break of trust. Then with no consideration to the team or any of his friends just bails without a warning and left the station leaving andy at one of the most traumatic times of her life and left little pru after she lost her dad and lied to everyone yet was literally down the street for like 3 months...

He bailed on the clinic after like 2 sessions of it being open then ben and carina carried it to keep it going they could've very easily let it go under especially carina as she doenst even work at the station? Yet first thing he does when he sees it again is criticise..its not like they were scaring people off the clinic always looked super busy? He is just so ungrateful to what he has.

He made maya's injury all abt himself in 6x07 and how hard it would be for HIM to lose her and was confiding in he literal wife abt this then didnt even go and visit maya in hospital or find out if she was okay? And dont get me started on the whole pam thing in 6x09..listen I didnt like pam but you cant just go peeking in a private medical cubicle especially when you literally k ow there is a pregnant woman in there?!? And the absolute AUDACITY to accuse carina of cheating with his track record. So glad ben put him in his place especially when he implied he'd interfere if it was ben and bailey aswell like how fucking rude are you? but then it ended with him getting coddled again with him being sad boi :( and ben being like "dont worry you arent losing ur family" like this isnt abt you jack..also YOU are the one who bailed on the team and keeps disrupting its trust..? Thays just being a hypocrite like what abt you and andy, You and eva, you and maya, you and vic you and eva AGAIN? Like he was criticising carina when less than a month before he was sleeping with his dead teammates wife who he also slept with when he was still alive and was some what to blame for his death?

I hate him idc what anyone says he is the worst character simply bc he was so unnecessary. Like the only way the writers could keep him relevant was shoving him into business he didnt belong in.