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(✿◕‿◕) die (ꈍ ꒳ ꈍ✿)
#MY GIRLLLLLLLL <333333 you're doing amazing sweetie kill them all you deserve to#anyway. coping mechanism. the problems in my life i could solve if society just let me have a death note#this show really is an exercise in patience and suffering i get SO squicked out#by how much the horrible characters and situations mirror the insanity of what's happening in real life#also the revelation that some of the actors are Exactly as shitty as their characters are is. ugh.#but every time i'm like okay i can't take it i need to stop to protect my headspace#i think of kimiko and am like.... no... i need to see my gir....#hope karen gets jucy roles in other shows too PLEASE#the boys#kimiko miyashiro#karen fukuhara#theboysedit#tvedit
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700 ASKS????? … at this point I think you should just start deleting everything that doesn’t interest you. /hj
I'm gonna be 100% honest with you... yea... I might just start doing that... Which I hate!
Like I really want to answer all of these asks, but I have this need to either answer with a drawing or to answer in a full, in-depth and deep response, which I can't do for every one.
So I just end up collecting them all and hope one day I will actually answer them but in the end I just can't make myself do it.
I have plenty I want to answer, but I feel like if I give short answers then I'm being cheap or not invested enough in other people's headcanons, ideas, or whatever else.
It's this stupid perfectionism and people pleaser in me that makes this happen (and probably some anxiety and executive dysfunction or whatever it's called). I don't know.
I'll go through the earlier asks and maybe some newer ones and just answer them hopefully soon. Maybe Thursday since that's another day off (I have tomorrow off but I NEED to not do anything and just relax. I want to draw but I might just watch movies to decompress or something, idk).
We'll see what I do or don't do.
#eritalks#noart#asks#even there#i could have just gave a short answer#but no#i go into detail#idk why this is#maybe autism or adhd#maybe traumatic childhood#maybe wanting to feel needed by others#idk#but it's annoying#and i hate it#but i can't really stop it
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#sylvrn art#illust#mouthwashing#anya mouthwashing#I can't stop watching this game over and over#really like some of the analyses I've seen on the game#made a lot of things like WOAH for me#anyways quick nighttime drawing bc the game's whole vibe is stuck in my head#eyestrain
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#i can't stop#that tweet really inspired me lol#apollo justice#ace attorney fanart#ace attorney#my art
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decided to redraw and improve this silly thing i did two years ago
here's the two compared like damn the colors on the first what was that 😭
#my style has drastically changed specially in the past year so it's nice to see such a big difference and sctually feel proud of myself#i can't stop drawing them this is becoming a problem#wenclair fanart#im also doing some prompts for wenclairtober but i'll probably do another post for those once i have a few more#i'll be posting them on tw tho!#they're mostly just going to be b&w sketches i really don't have time for more#wenclair#enid sinclair#wednesday addams#wednesday x enid#wednesday netflix#evgarart
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Spider-Man: No Way Home (2021) Post-Credits Scene (Colorized)
Been wanting to draw a thing including that cursed MCU Peter photo for a while.
Tumblr ate the image in my last post so here it is again.
#I can't stop laughing at the cartoon man being pissed off at literal human being Tom Holland#miguel was building meter on that “beefing with teenagers" thing for about a year#my art#across the spiderverse#miguel o'hara#atsv fanart#atsv miguel#spider man#spider man 2099#atsv#spider man no way home#no way home#spider woman#jessica drew#atsv jessica#peter b parker#atsv peter b parker#spiderman#marvel cinematic universe#mcu spider man#a spell that affects ‘everyone who knows peter parker is spider man’ is a problem if that description applies to 100% of your members#Miguel really regretting everyone in the society being on a first name basis
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dedicating a whole page of my flash book to the special boy <33
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#astarion#tattoo design#dw i'll let you know the Second i'm allowed to use another person#i can't wait to do one of these for someone#i know i fucked up the point of the dagger i'll fix it later#i need to stop doing symmetrical designs on paper bc i'm not good at it#the arcane trickster one actually turned out really fucking cool i didn't think i'd like it when i started it
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tango doodles
first you make up a guy and then you struggle to draw him correctly
#i need to stop drawing all the faces in 3/4 this is just silly.#gahh#anyways yes! im still on my quest to make tango look at least a little older#because every time i hear his voice the image in my head doesn't fit the sound at all.#dude has a raspy voice that doesn't exactly fit a little guy. if i could id draw him with more realistic proportions but i cant.#because um. reasons.#i can't just give up on my creachur cmon now...#ive noticed recently i tweaked a lot of my designs to be less cartoony. not sure if i like that actually. hm.#man i keep saying stuff like 'oh i gotta make weirder designs' but then i do the exact opposite??? huh?#i should stop trying to be normal. it's really hurting my image#GOD anyways. tags under the post yes.#tangotek#my art#sketch
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#art#fanart#wind breaker#windbreaker#ウィンブレ#my art#idk man#it looked better in my mind#sakura haruka#suo hayato#nirei akihiko#skater au#mini comic#i love them#god i hope it's not as cringe as it feels after posting#i can't draw comic sorry#storyboards are easier#i really do need to make my practice webtoon#nirei is the friend who get them to know eachother#suo is being a little shit#sakura exe has stopped working
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more hsr doots, just having fun figuring out their shapes :)
#hsr#boothill#stelle#argenti#drratio#aventurine#sundayhsr#siobhan#march7th#robinhsr#MANY OF THE DRAWINGS HERE WERE MADE BEFORE I DID 2.1#PLS EXCUSE ANYTHING THAT MAY SEEM OOC#in reference to that last sunday doodle: two annoying people that he can't stop thinking about#can u tell i really didnt want to draw argentis armor/hands
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Toshiro Dungeon Meshi really said "I am an autistic man and I've suffered quietly my whole life, the way I'm supposed to, the way that's expected of me. The way you're supposed to, the way that I expect of you. It infuriates me that you don't. It envies me that you don't. I've never expressed this before because I don't know how and I snapped and all of my emotions came tumbling out and I said it in a way I don't actually mean, just like how you never mean it."
And then he said, "And then we fought. And you won, of course you did, and now we're talking openly because you're someone I CAN talk to. I always COULD talk to you. I just never DID. Of course you're taking this seriously. And you know I take it all seriously. Why are you like this? Why do I RECOIL every time you speak to me, even when you aren't doing anything wrong? How can a person even be like this?? Why do I sometimes wish that I could be like you?"
AND THEN HE SAID, "Wait. Please. I need you to know I do care about you. I can't tell you that directly because I have been taught my whole life that to love someone is to lessen their burden, to BE less of a burden, shrink yourself, don't have demands, don't have needs, don't eat more than the bare minimum to sustain yourself. I'm working on that now, because of my family, because of her, and because of you, but I still can't bring myself to settle the full weight of my being onto another person. Here is a magic bell that will let you safely become my burden. I will not lose you too."
The magic bell rolls around in Laios' bag and rings constantly because Toshiro didn't think to stuff it with a piece of paper before giving it to the most physically active fighter in the group who does all the runnining aroundening.
The one he JUST brawled for being imperceptive.
Blurting out that he would help him escape the Elf Cops took priority. He NEEDED Laios to know this so bad. I just know he was thinking about putting that bell in his hand as soon as he started sharing how he wished that he'd told Falin how much she meant to him sooner but was trying to think of the right moment. He was absolutely BESIEGED by the autistic swagger of the Touden siblings. How can you not start scratching the furniture thinking about it
#dungeon meshi#toshiro dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#toshiro#shuro#shuro dungeon meshi#i can't stop thinking about him... goddamn anon the floodgates got opened#him...#This doesn't even HAVE to be in a ship way btw I really like this in a queerplatonic or alliance flavor#but it IS a ship I respect especially with some post-canon character development#Toshiro Nakamoto
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This is a pretty bold move, but you said you believed in me. So, if you want this bench for yourself, I can take this large pizza past the big, blue building, and eat it alone at my miserable desk at my miserable job.
I do believe in you...And I do like pizza.
THE WALKING DEAD: THE ONES WHO LIVE 1.01 - "Years"
#towl spoilers#twd spoilers#the walking dead#the ones who live#twd: the ones who live#towledit#twdedit#richonneedit#rick grimes#michonne grimes#richonne#danai gurira#andrew lincoln#usergreta#mine and only mine#something something in another life something something laundry and taxes#i've really watched these dream sequences 20x already#i can't stop#need danai and andy to be cast in several romance films together
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insane face card, absolutely INSANE
#btsedit#btsgif#dailybts#userdimple#raplineuser#usersky#annietrack#userpat#tuserandi#useremmeline#usersevn#usermaggie#userkelli#usermizuoka#heyginkgo#userpris#seokjinedit#kim seokjin#bts#*#idk how i survived this#this man will be the death of me#he keeps serving and i love it so much even tho i can't stop screaming#(never thought i'd love gucci outfits lol)#good god almighty#WHAT DOES HE WANT FROM ME#anyway i really enjoyed giffing these🔥
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lamb's family and life timeline i guess idk
#cotl#cult of the lamb#the lamb#my art#the “this is my oc now” is so true it hurts#is actually really fun drawing this because is like playing with dolls lol#anyway if you see typos ... no you didn't#i need to stop drawing these at 5 am ... i can't write at 5 am
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i know the original poem is over 100 years old and loreena mckennitt's rendition is nearly 30 but i don't think i'll ever get over "the highwayman", it gets better every time i listen to it. just the parallelism of the way he and she strain to reach for each other -- he for her hand, she for the trigger -- and the descriptions of their faces -- "his face burned like a brand" when she lets down her hair, "her face was like a light" when she hears him on the highway (and then, rule of three, "his face grew grey to hear" when he finds out that she's dead). it's unbeatable romance for me, this is my "the gift of the magi," this is my orpheus and eurydice
and the way both characters are framed...........it's named for him but she's the closest we get to a hero. we see and feel from her perspective, she's attacked and abused and she keeps her composure, she bloodies her hands to either free herself or free him, she wields the weapon, she is the one who gets a win over the redcoats. she's noble, she's strong, she's faithful, and, you know, she's in love with a highwayman. meanwhile, he does not keep his composure, he goes wild with grief and rage, his emotions overpower him -- and when he dies, it's not heroic, it's an anticlimax, it's undignified and abrupt and almost shameful. but they're both so HUMAN, it's not a lovely innocent woman wearing white waiting, faintingly, for him by the window, and he's not a strong brave hero who sweeps her away to safety. the romance is in the fact that they are not Romantic. the romance IS her bloody hands and her undone hair and his shriek of grief and his death like a dog in the highway. does any of this make sense, am i coming thru. orpheus and eurydice want what they have
#also the fact that she is named and he isn't!!!! what a departure!!!!!!#i can't stop listening to loreena mckennitt and i'm going to make it everyone's problem#oh the highwayman by alfred noyes we're really in it now..#aster chat
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Even MORE pre-release Boothill. Please bear with me im doing my best,, slightly sug/gestive in one paragraph 🤸♀️
I've read somewhere that Boothill short-circuits when he's embarrassed AND I STAND BY IT. 1000%. I am here to spread this like a disease. His system is definitely able to process his emotions, but when you do something that makes his heart skip a beat, he freezes in his spot, his cheeks gain the most beautiful scarlet color... And then you hear the worst combination of malfunctioning robotic noises, AND then sparks fly off of him. Might have to wait a few minutes until he comes back...
Boothill might look like he's calm outside, but he just FEELS the blue screen coming when things get too heated with no break whatsoever or too much fluids go past the protective metal plates. His body stops in place, is absolutely unresponsive, and his eyes flash blue.
Don't worry though, your Boothill has a restart button, right in the middle of his upper back, hidden by his half-vest (or.. whatever that is). He might overheat a little bit though, so be careful not to give yourself unnecessary burns.
In rare cases when his blue screens get REAL bad, you have to stick a USB drive he gave you in those special slots he has on the left side of his hips to bring him back.
Boothill most definitely does not sleep, but gets recharged by electricity or fuel instead. Perhaps that's the reason for the hole he has on his back? Either way, it gives you an opportunity to "plug him up", which he hates, despises even, to hear from you when he feels low on energy (he still wants a goodnight kiss btw).
Boothill swallows bullets. He also spits them out when needed.. usually, he's very careful not to spit them into your mouth when you kiss, but gravity betrays him on his worst days.
Boothill probably works like Siri or Alexa when battles leave him a bit too wounded. You might wonder about something, say it out loud, and then Boothill just can't stop reading the first thing that came up on Google.
"What's the best recipe for carrot cake?"
"2 cups (260g) all-purpose flour, 2 teaspoons baking soda, ½ teaspoon fine sea salt—" Boothill gasps and covers his mouth, "1 ½ teaspoons ground cinnamon, 1 ¼ cups (295ml) vegetable oil, 1 cup (200g) granulated sugar—"
He just can't stop.
#he can't stop and neither can i#honkai star rail#honkai star rail x reader#hsr x reader#boothill hsr#boothill#boothill x reader#.headcanon#spoiler: ive never eaten carrot cake in my life and the recipe isn't first in Google search but i promise he really does this#hoyoverse told me this in a dream
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