#but i am very soft for tsugumi

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that face he makes, god he's such a precious bean ｡◕ ‿ ◕｡

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{Please excuse my redundant ranting, but I still feel like I haven’t really properly explained what this all looks like to Hanekoma. I’ve been trying to work out an analogy and think I finally have something that might make sense.}

TW: TWEWY NEO spoilers

{I mean, jic. But if you follow me you’ve probably already been spoiled, oops.}

{Imagine in Neo you got another mission in there where you had to convince Shiki to mend Mr. Mew. Like, imagine this game came out and said, “Shiki found out Tsugumi’s soul is trapped inside Mr. Mew and needs to mend the doll to save her. But Shiki doesn’t really like reapers anymore and she’s done with the UG. She said she’ll just make a new doll to replace Mr. Mew, she doesn’t really care what happens to Tsugumi.” Like imagine that you saw that with your own two eyes.}

{I think most of the fandom would start flipping tables, right?}

{That utter disbelief and appall is exactly what Hanekoma feels when someone says, “Yeah, Haruto said he hopes the Higher Plane makes her suffer”.}

{It’s easy for the audience to believe Haruto is a piece of crap because they see him now as he is without any kind of filter. And especially when I write from his perspective, you all know what’s going on inside his head. But Hanekoma can’t see any of that, and his perception of Haruto has always been just the complete opposite of cruel, evil, whathaveyou. When he says that Haruto has always been a real tough guy and can be misunderstood, we’re talking like in the same way those tough old mentors tend to be. He was always blunt and honest with Hanekoma, and if he saw Hanekoma was being stubborn he would complain about it. If he saw Hanekoma wasn’t putting in his 100%, he’d chew him out for it. But at the end of the day he always showed Hanekoma that he cared about him, and as their relationship grew he eventually softened more and more, until he wasn’t doing anything very tough with him anymore except to perhaps lecture him or criticize him when he thought he was doing something wrong (similar to the way he lectures him about handing out secrets to Hope). And that’s it. That’s the full extent of his cruelty to Hanekoma as Hanekoma knows it. Everything past that has always been incredibly tender and soft and loving, like what you observe most often when they’re in scenes together.}

{But now go back to that analogy. Imagine Beat, Rhyme, Coco, and Neku were all informing Rindo and the gang at once that Shiki had said those things and that she really really didn’t care. We as an audience might not want to believe it, but with so many reliable sources all saying the same thing, we are forced to accept that it is now in fact canon that Shiki does not care if this girl loses her soul. Imagine also that scenes with Shiki are all still the exact same. Her attitude towards the people she knows and cares about is still exactly as it was. There’s just this group of very reliable people insisting that she really actually is that cold-hearted in realty. We would have to accept that this is the case, but we’re left completely confused as to what the heck is going on.}

{And that’s about where Hanekoma is currently sitting with his understanding of Haruto. He has several reliable people telling him that Haruto isn’t what he makes himself out to be, but all observation of Haruto is completely mismatched with this reliable information. So while Hanekoma is now being forced to accept that something is very wrong about Haruto, he has to just live with the whiplash and confusion that that knowledge brings, since Haruto is still behaving tender and soft and loving.}

{I know this whole thing was probably not called for like, at all, but I just don’t feel like I as a writer am doing a good enough job explaining that Hanekoma is absolutely a victim here. He’s a victim who is trapped in the delusions that Haruto has built up around him. I’m not very good at portraying it, I don’t think, but this is 100% what’s happening.}

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Dimension Wave   Chapter 32 — The Sea of No Return

“So, any suggestions what we do next?”

The next day. We looked like drowned rats, but at least all of us were still on board. Basically, we had been sucked in by the storm and barely made it out alive. That wasn’t the last of our problems though. Our heading and location were all sorts of messed… the map didn’t help either, as it doesn’t how which direction we faced. And maybe we were so far off track, we couldn’t even use a Tome of Returning. But we did know at least the name of this area: The Sea of No Return.

“Y’all wanna just respawn?” “Alto, you’re suggesting that because we’re Spirits, aren’t you?” “You know I don’t mean it like that, bud.”

It looked like as if what he had just said meant nothing to the bastard. Him, Sheryl, and Tsugumi might not have much of a problem with dying and respawning, but it sure means a lot to us Spirits.

“Let’s keep trekking on if we’re going to die anyway! Since we’re going to get a death penalty either way, why don’t we keep going forwards?”

Tsugumi’s been all smiles since we’ve brought her on board. Maybe that’s how she is, or maybe she’s comfortable opening up to Yamikage and Sheryl and the rest of us. My sister has been so excited about it, I felt like I’d be doing her a disservice if were to even consider anything else.

It’s not like Tsugumi’s really into RPG’s in the first place though. MMO’s, and especially VR ones, always devolves into nothing but combat for her. To be fair, VR games tend to be a little boring with action, but since she’s so good at combat, she’ll plow through them using deliberately underleveled characters. Well, it’s fun just watching her, but only because of how excited she gets.

“… we don’t even know which way’s forwards.” “It’s like we’re trapped in The Labyrinth or The Endless Desert or some other sort of typical RPG dungeon.” “… ‘kay.” “But it’s a little surprising, eh?” “‘Kay.” “But I… I haven’t even said explained anything yet…” “‘Kay.” “Kizuna, you mind interpreting for us?”

We might be used to how talks, but I guess it was a little tough for Alto who’s just met her. So be it, then. Glad to be useful.

“So? What’s surprising?” “Yeah, see, I didn’t believe half—actually, most—of what you said about the sea and stuff, but now I’m beginning to change my mind.” “And why’s that?” “Like you said earlier, being lost in a dungeon would be the typical RPG thing. You know, like you clear the area to get farther, and then at the end, you get some sort of legendary sword or something. Maybe you really are onto something, Kizuna.”

That’s exactly it. From all the games I’ve played, players usually get bogged down by a difficult bit then get rewarded with a key item that’s important to the story. It’d be nice if there were a walkthrough or strategy guide, but since we’re the first ones playing, we’ll have to fumble our way through this Sea of No Return. If we want to cross the ocean, then we have no choice but to head forwards.

    We ended up wandering through the Sea of No Return.

“Kizuna! Yamikage!” “Hmmmph!” “Aye, aye!”

Attacking us were Bladed Mermen and Skyraiders—aquatic and avian monsters, respectively. Defending us were: Shouko, armed with a fan-type derivative weapon in each hand; Tsugumi, with an evolved war scythe; and Yamikage, the one-trick pony.

I didn’t think we’d break a sweat with two former frontliners, but the enemies were tougher than I thought. We were likely facing enemies harder than we should be since the storm had thrown us to who knows where. With little Energy, I was no match for them at the very least.

“Round Dance, the First: Counterstrike!”

Shouko twirled around as if she were really dancing while unfolding both of her fans. It may have been a small AoE attack, but it was enough to hit the enemies up close and farther back.

I suppose “Round Dances” need explaining too… The more these attacks are charged up, the more defense it lowers and the more damage it does, if I recall correctly. They seem to be more offensive than defensive. That being said though, the charge time with Round Dances are much longer compared to Wild Dances, but it also deals a lot more damage. Shouko’s just started using these new skills, but they seem to suit her better. I can’t exactly put my finger on it, but Shouko feels like the type to dodge attacks, rather than to parry them—like how she performed acrobatics when we fought Cerberus.

And not to mention the other day… the day when I bought my light-up lure, I discovered Shouko had yet another talent. She’s just as capable with her left hand as she is with her right—she’s ambidextrous. She can even write with both hands.

Shouko really is hot shit.

Jokes aside though, dual wielding isn’t such a surprise and characters usually fight just as well with either hand in normal video games. Skills, of course, are something you activate then you let the system work out how it goes. It’s a different story for autoattacks in VR games, however. I don’t know a lot about the subject, but I’ve heard that handedness has a lot to do with your brain. Going by that, fighting well with both hands in a VR game would probably need a lot of talent.

I also remember watching some retro TV show saying how left-handedness can be an advantage in things like sports. With VR games being the product of science experiments, it might be safe to assume they’ve counted for handedness too. Well, that’s neither here nor there though. Oh, and by the way, I’m just another right-handed average joe.

“She really blows your expectations away, eh?” “You sure you wanna stick around here, Alto? You’re gonna get killed.” “… be careful.” “So? What kind of expectations are we talking about?” “I meant, like, my first impressions of her.”

I’ll agree that first impressions of Shouko can be a little deceptive. She may seem soft-spoken and well-mannered, but she’s got a violent side to her. Don’t forget that she’s the one who said that offense is the best defense when we were participating in the Dimension Wave. … it’s almost as if she’s from a different generation or something—almost as if she’s a general from Sengoku Japan or the Three Kingdoms of China.

“Oh, I’ve just remembered. Have you been using your Crystal of Mediation, bud?” “… what are you gonna do? Sell it?”

—Stone of Mediation. The ones purchasable at NPC shops grant one bonus effect. On top of that, it also grants something called “Shield Energy” and it works much like an HP gauge like other races have. And, much like an HP gauge, it naturally recovers over time. The only thing about it is that it doesn’t grant that much more health. The weaker ones give about 50 and the best one only gives 1,000 extra points. For balancing’s sake, Stones with low Shield Energy might have a more potent buff and vice versa. I guess it’s up to the player to choose what they want more. I’m gonna go out on a limb and guess that Yamikage chose one that buffs her dark magic. Unlike her, though, my build is all over the place, so I chose a stone that improves my Masteries.

“Remember back when we first met, like… I don’t know, a month or so ago? Remember that crystallization from before?”

Oh, right. I totally had something like that. It’s lost somewhere in my inventory, but I should still have it somewhere. Let me just look for it real quick. Unidentified, huh?

“There it is. This thing, right?” “You still haven’t identified it yet?” “I mean, I got it before the system was even implemented into the game…”

To be fair, I suppose the system just hasn’t been activated until recently. I’m sure I’ll find more items that haven’t been patched in too.

“Well, how ‘bout I identify it for you then? I’ve checked out a few items from my line of work, so you could say I’m pretty experienced at it.” “Sure, but I’ve got no money on me.”

With the glow in the dark lure, reel, and cooking utensils, I am out dry. These Stones of Mediation might be good, but if they are, then it’s probably too rich for me…

What, you think I’m the type of guy to hound my friends over a few bucks?” “What, would I be wrong?” “Of course! No way I’d ask for money for something like this.” “Sorry for assuming. Please and thank you, then.”

I handed over the unidentified crystal to Alto and he looked at it with a magnifying glass? a loupe? A soft light enveloped the loupe as soon as he muttered “Item identification.” Immediately, the jet black crystal turns into a pale blue.

“Yep. Looks like you fished up something similar to a Stone of Mediation.” “Fishing and gutting are the only two things I do well anyway.”

Maybe I should try equipping it. It’d be more accurate to say I’m transferring over the soul from the Stone though since they’re kinda like holy artifacts.

Beginner’s Crystal of Mediation Shield Energy: 700/700 +2 Fishing Mastery Attracts more attention from nocturnal sea creatures.

Looks like this one gives two bonus effects and it gives a lot of shield. That’s really special. Even the name is different. The ones in shops are called Stones and this one is a Crystal. That’s probably because of the skills and stuff though.

“Honestly, thanks a bunch.” “Any day, my man. You’re always finding ways for me to make money, so don’t even mention it.”

Our sailing adventure was off to a good start.

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I'm getting less and less good about recording my thoughts; they're going in so many different directions that I can't even process. I think I missed a few days in here, heh

I woke up with a thought about Swallow that I can't remember. I genuinely am not sure who it is but like...whoever it does end up being is going to be important in setting the theme for the story. Either like...some big bad we don't know yet, or someone really unexpected, or like...Shoka, who according to the box is a party member somehow???

I KNEW IT HI SHOKA

OK, I keep hearing Shoka say "fuck off" in battle, but that can't be right, can it? Am I hearing things?

Believe it or not, I really like Fret and Kanon's relationship? They're honestly my favorite characters in the new cast at this point.

(Day 3)

PICTURES TAKEN SECONDS BEFORE DISASTER OH NO

Aaaaaa I was really hoping Kanon would be ok; I liked her

Week 3 is (finally) bringing the pain and I'm here for it. Fret is by far my favorite in the main cast and I hope the others follow suit soon.

(We got so little interaction between Shoka and Ayano that that whole thing kinda...fell flat)

(Day 4)

Is Minamimoto coming back??

KARIYA NO

YOU LEAVE HIM ALONEEEEEE

Y'know...I should've seen this coming. I thought it was weird that Minamimoto was trying to help anyone lmfao

EYYYY MY FIRST E RATING ON A BATTLE HELL YEAH (i hated that fight, but that's very on-brand)

Oh? OH HO HO??

ASLDKFAJSD N EKU NEKU NKEU NKEU

HELLO!!!! OMG HI!!!!!! FOR REAL THIS TIME!!!!

lmfao the fuckin checkers thanks nomura

oh my god it feels like meeting a celebrity

oh my god my son is OK. and i don't mean physically, i mean just like. look at him face. he's so soft boy

i'm fucking incoherent

they fuckin TOOK AWAY his HAPPY ENDING and KILLED HIM AGAIN and here he is in his light-themed outfit and gentle smiles and grown-up voice I can't

i'm so proud of my son

i love you

god and fuckin TWISTER

minamimoto: your power is weird

i really wonder how this stuff with Rindo's powers would feel if we hadn't figured out immediately that Josh was probably responsible

"someone even more powerful we need to watch out for" i mean.....

"it's good to be back" is it tho............

holy fuck is he gonna be our sixth party member

(also...neku being wary of someone Higher Up is. Hm. Hm hm hm hmhmhmhm)

fuck does he. does he even know coco is the one who shot him

YES TELL US WHERE YOU'VE BEEN

ohhh so he was in Shinjuku. sucks, bro :/

(Day 5)

is coco his reaper friend. i'm calling it it's coco

"old flames"???

OH NO KANON

I really like the team vibe now. I feel like they waited until week 3 to unload the emotions, but it's finally starting to really get me now. Like Nagi giving Shoka her game!! And encouraging Fret!! ah!!!

Altho I Do Not Like how everyone's like, "wow, Neku being here is so reassuring :) Feels like we'll be ok :)" bc like. yes. that is how i WAS feeling until you said that.

i want to keep him is that too much to ask :(

i really like coco's new design, tbh

So wait--if tsugumi was the one asking for help, does that mean she is the one giving visions??

SHIKI

SHIKI SHIKI SHIKI YES OMFG FINALLY THE KIDS ARE COMING HOME

awww nagi has really been growing on me, she is precious

Ok so the visions really were her. Kinda went on a rabbit chase there

Ohhhh so he uses his powers whenever he sends himself a vision. I did realize that he got visions on the same days he used his powers

So wait, how is Neku sending visions to himself then...? Is it not tied to time travel powers after all?

C O M P O S E R

Fret and Nagi fwiends........

IT'S HER

SHOW US HER FACE YOU DAMN COWARDS

(Also Rindo's vision didn't happen........)