#but i am so exhausted to cry about it. is just so unbelieveble yet expected from me
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#tw vent#vent post#of course i had to catch a fever. yes. what did i expected?#to be healthy meanwhile every other categorie in my life is bad was so good to stay true#diarrhea. weakings. articulation pain. dehidratation. bad temperature. all is starting to appear#soon i will lose the abilitie to stay out of bed. which is bad since i need to cook and make important documents#but i am so exhausted to cry about it. is just so unbelieveble yet expected from me#i hope i can get some help from them but is just so awful to ask for help#last time i tried to do it alone i ended so so sick it costed a lot to keep me alive#i know i need to ask them for help. but will i have the courage to do so? is not just using them?#coming to vent here has helped me a lot to process my feelings. i apologize for my judgement of the past#i am slow to change. but i am trying. so. i hope i can ask for help despite everything#i need to keep living. all will pass eventually. i need help to be alive
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