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sillygrossgirl · 4 months ago

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Feel incredibly lonely and also like it's all my fault even though it's not. I mean, if i don't stand up for myself then i lose myself and if i do then apparently i just end up alone.

I think i just genuinely have had bad luck with my friends. I need to be more selective and intentional with the connections i form with others. I have been for the most part

#ududhhdhs idk #i had accepted that i wouldnt have the best relationships with anyone in my family long ago #but i always thought id make really good lifelong friends yk??#and i have had some amazing friendships #i think theres like 3 or 4 friendships ive had which i think about often and we may not talk anymore but i still think of them fondly #but idk i wish i had someone now :(#its fine #i need to grow up #and realise i have much bigger worries than this.#cus i do. like i dont have the luxury of thinking about this stuff so much o have sm shit to think about bro #yet here i am😊

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