#but hes my brand of 'but i can fix him'
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I thought *thought* Luke and Lorelai were taking up all of my brain space but last night I dreamt about Logan and Rory so idk what my brain wants anymore
#Logan is so problematic i love him#but hes my brand of 'but i can fix him'#so i care less about rory and him#i just want him
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Barbarian!Bakugo is a little bit⊠obsessed with lactation.
No, itâs not a new concept to himâheâs seen mothers feeding their children before, in fact, hardly ever put a thought to it.
But now that itâs you, now that itâs his child⊠itâs interesting to him. Beyond interesting, really. That someone he loves and desires so carnally can provide an almost irreplaceable service, one he is incapable of replicating despite how much he wants to provide for the both of you.
And heâd want to be present for most feedings anyway, both to bond and help ease the parenting load off your shoulders⊠but the whole time, he canât take his eyes off your chest, where the little one is latched so safely and happy, suckling away as he stares in a protective haze, in awe. Blinking when baby blinks, wincing when you wince, his hands balling into fists when you sigh and the soft fat of your bosom jiggles.
Heâs shy, though. Shy to admit his fascination despite how he asks to touch you one night, after the babe has been fed, swaddled and put to rest, and then rubs his fingers so gently against your nipple it starts to leak.
Bakugo looks at you under thick lashes, no blush because heâs seen you naked endless times, was there for the birth, but hesitant, almost⊠to do more than feel your raw areola underneath the rough pads of his fingertips. Even if, no sooner, does he put a thumb into his mouth to taste the few, silken drops of milk that escaped onto his skin.
Baby always eats first, of course, until plump and sleepy⊠but after that first touch, barbarian!Bakugo is no longer above licking up whatâs left for him until your tits are relaxed and soft, then massaging you til thereâs milk in abundance once more.
#bakugo#bakugou x reader#I wrote something similar to this before but I didnât actually write the#toddy s*cking#but I also canât really remember what I said#and also this isnât very descriptive#so đ€·đŒââïžđ€·đŒââïžđ€·đŒââïž#anyway it just makes me laugh to think of this big honking beast of a man to be staring at u all dumbfounded/concentrated#when ur nursing his kid#I wish there were emojis to describe the face Iâm imagining đđČđ combined#but heâs just so⊠intriqued#even if he knew thatâs how it worked itâs like#thatâs my wifeâŠâŠâŠ my baby mamaâŠâŠ#đł#esp cuz heâs always hunting heâs upset he canât do more to help feed babba except keep u company#heâs so used to doing more#stick him with loin cloth duty LMDAOOOO KIDDING#anyway ugh have a brand new phone charger that keeps doing the unpluggy thing#might need to get that fixed#also my cat just took a fat sh*t and I can smell it#LOL Iâm so tired#hope this was ⊠tolerable!!!#caitie post#tw:lactation#fem reader#kids tw
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Reference sheet for my helsknight design :] (slight nudity warning he's only wearing boxers)
Featuring lore on how pants work for those with tails (most of them probably only have the one snap at the top but whatever it was like 1am when I drew that part)
#art#artists on tumblr#jaloparker art#hermitblr#hermitcraft#hermitcraft fanart#helsknight#helsknight fanart#slight nudity#hes only wearing his underwear#its so you can see his scales ok#i swear#also the one sword âtattooâ is actually a scar#something something lore he got branded by the colosseum something#theres not that much actual helsknight lore and im already ignoring most of canon so like yeah#i want to use him as a pillow#helsknight hold me gently and tell me you care about me please i think it would fix me#also the tattoo ref was made specifically for moss mossfeathers since they asked for it once#i still need to make loke 5 more refs for him btw#he has his dragon form and his more scaley but still humanoid form#and then the ref for his armor..#hhhhhhhhhhhhhh the things i do for my bbg#also we're going to ignore the fact that i gave him a ring on his ring finger đđđ#i am.. completely sane and normal definitely#oc art#hes basically just my oc at this point..
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Case file #101: Adam Taurus
Race: Faunus
Nationality: Atlas
Ethnicity: Mantlecean
Weapon: Wilt & Blush (note: resembles a SDC weapon prototype that was stolen about 5 years ago. The blade stores kinetic energy that is then released in the form of harsh destruction rays.)
Gender: Man
Sexuality: Gynephiliac (This information was obtained from a double agent in Menagiere)
Current Age: 21
Aura Color: Red
Handedness: Right
Complexion: Pale
Eye Color: Pale blue
Faunus trait: Bull horns (Adam has both the strength and Endurance of a Bull, according to reports.)
Occupation: White Fang Vale branch leader
Previous Occuppation: White Fang Black ops commander (Classified)
13 years ago, Adam Taurus (note: last name constructed) became the subject of a world known, yet private court case against the SDC where a brand over his left eye was used as evidence of several claims of Faunus workplace abuse. The accusers in the court case were the two leaders of the White Fang, Ghira BĂȘte & Sienna Khan. The White Fang won the court case and an anti neo-slavery bill was passed throughout Atlas-Mantle as a result. Adam, who had recently lost his mother at the time and was a still a minor, was adopted by Sienna Khan who took him to Menagiere.
... unfortunately, 5 years ago Ghira and his wife Kali BĂȘte were assasinated at a Faunus rally somewhere in rural Sanus. They survive by their only daughter, Blake BĂȘte. Since then, the White Fang has cultivated a [CLASSIFIED] organization under the leadership of Sienna Khan. The leaders of the White Fang under Sienna include Adam (Vale branch leader) and Fennec & Corsac Albain (Religous leaders). Attempts by the White Fang to establish an Atlas branch have been stopped by the council (note: countinue to stop them. watch all WF gatherings in Atlas).
WARNING: ONLY MEMBERS WITH LV.5 CLARENCE ARE ALLOWED TO READ BELOW
The White Fang has a Black Ops organization being used to carry out robberies and assasinations in all of Renment. The leader of the Black Ops is Adam Taurus, with Illia Amitola (note: needs a case file) and Blake BĂȘte (has carried out 8 known assasinations on Faunus hate groups, currently missing, needs a case file) as sub commanders. All three serve as de-facto leaders of the White Fang in the event Sienna Khan is killed (note: Do NOT assasinate Sienna Khan, it will lead to race riots. Limit anti White Fang activity to covert operations).
Adam is wanted for the murders of 64 individuals in Atlas, all of whom are connected to the SDC (note: at least 20 were family members). If spotted, do NOT kill him, he is to be captured alive under all circumstances. Allow him to flee if he cannot be captured.
[The writing below is a transcript from a page recovered from a mansion attacked by the White Fang. It is believed to come from Adam Taurus, written by him and then stabbed to the wall.]
"...your father is a white demon. He told me he loved me and would take me to Atlas, but after I gave him what he wanted he left me down here in his mines. Adam, I need you to find your father. And when you do, I want you to kill him. And his wife. And their children. Kill every human on this earth so I can forgive giving birth to a half-"
"I WILL DO IT MOM"
[End of paper dialouge]
#rwby fix it fic#rwby rewrite#rwby au#rwby#rwde#adam taurus#ghira belladonna#sienna khan#omg I am totally doing something#illia amitola#blake belladonna#writers: Adam is a branded former slave#me: but how can I make his backstory more dramatic/traumatic?#devil on my shoulder#âAdam's mom got tricked by Jacques Schnee to give him a cookie from the nookie jar so she raised her son to eant to kill all white people#i mean faunusâ#me: GOLD#I didn't get to touch on Adam's relationship with Blake tho#;_;#I wanted to touch on how Adam and Jacques are like yin & yang#where Jacques is abusive because he only loves himself#and Adam is abusive because he loves people too much and has a distorted view of the world around him#how Jacques keeps belitttling Weiss cuz he just dont like her#while Adam keeps belittling Blake cuz she reminds him of his dead mom that he wanted to âsaveâ#when really Blake just had depression after her parents died and when she finnaly starts to feel like herself again she realizes that Adam#is batshit and crazy about her but in a bad way#and he keeps talking over her concerns about how the WF keeps getting more violent because he thinks he knows better than her#so when Blake leaves the White Fang Adam just thinks she lost it like his mom did before she died#when really she was overcome with guilt and wanted to try walking a different path#OMG I RAN OUT OF TAGS TO RANT IN!!!
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sometimes i order a piece of clothing that turns out to be constructed so very carefully for a body that could never resemble my own that tailoring isn't even an option; the only possible courses of action available to me are to tear apart all the seams and attempt to patch it together into something new, which would take far more pain and effort than starting from scratch to begin with and would never be as beautiful as the potential of the original garment, or to just call it a loss and move on. that piece of clothing is bg 3
#bg 1 on the other hand is soooo tailorable--#not just because it's neutral by default but because of the fundamental belief that modded xan manages to instill in me#that if i could just speak to him outside of the confines of the script's dialogue options for a second... he would understand#like genuinely cringely that belief is present for me and it's why i'm ok dedicating so much time to tailoring him for me#meanwhile i dont believe similarly for anyone in bg 3#my belief in bg 3 is that the LI would go 'ok bye' or 'but we can still fuck though right' or 'so basically we're just friends'#trying to believe otherwise is SOOO much work. and even if i modded it all... i'd still remember how it was originally!#i need the daydreaming to be effortless. i need to see the potential. i simply don't here#now if someone comes out with a brand new full companion mod--THEN we might be talking#if someone comes out with a full game replacer where bg 1 is recreated in bg 3--THEN i might return#until then?? it doesn't fit right. it doesn't fit right So Badly that there's no fixing it without a disproportionate amount of work
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Me when I'm listening to the most stupidest story about my mom giving my brother $1500 for a down payment for a 2nd car while his in the shop for a deer hitting him and him losing the nonrefundable $1500 cause he drove 2 hours away to a scummy dealership and he didn't get approve for enough credit from the bank
#like... idk maybe cause I don't have a son but does anyone else have experience with a mom acting delulu for their son???#like... 1st she paid $17k for the brand new 2022 which he traded in behind her back so he can get a 'fast car'#he got in an accident in the fast car mom put the parts to repair on her credit cards#since now the fast car wasnt pretty any more with mixmatch parts he traded in that car for a lexus for payments#which is dumb cause the whole excuse on why he traded in the 2022 cause he didn't want payments#he hit a deer with the lexus and i guess he thought they was gonna total the car cause he was already looking for a new one#but they gonna fix the lexus but he still went to try to get that car...#and that lady just agreed to it...#he owes her thousands of dollars...#she keeps on saying 'oh well he got a new job making $17 an hour and plus he's working a part time he's gonna pay me back#he's been saying that since he traded the 2022 and he barely paid you anything...#like why are you enabling his impulse purchasing???#he thinks these cars are like toys or something and you just letting him use your cash and credit like that...#then she's like... 'well I would do the same for us' referring to us other daughters#but like... we're not idiots that would purposely put you in these situations...#why on earth does he need a 2nd car??? he only making $17 an hour plus a part time job??? you live at home??? why did you agree to this???#just tell him no for once????#idk I feel like I'm going crazy or am I just super stingy with my money and credit score?#callyie chat
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shoutout to my special guy btw, cant remember exactly when i got him but hes probably getting close to 20 atp
#aptly named tiger and i have a very vivid memory of only naming him that because my uncle asked me what his name was#and toddler me panicked because i hadnt actually given him a name yet so i just said tiger LOL#hes just been chilling on my bed for a while but recently ive started sleeping holding him again HIGHLY recommend#but hes got a hole in his armpit (that looks like it once got patched years and years ago but is now reopening) so i keep waking up to#little plastic pellets on my sheets LOL.... his whole chest/forearms area is basically empty now hes mega floppy#i need to buy some new ones and teach myself a basic stitch so i can fix it#im torn between wanting to fix his nose too or just leave it because a brand new patch of fabric would be pretty obvious#SHRUG! i just know ilove him and hes certainly a core component of modern kj loving tigers#technically he could be seen as the first entry in the collection (which i still need to document FUGG. and still need to get shelves for)#mumbling
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seeing ppl say that theyre going to kiss and hug all his trauma away makes me insane bc thats so not how it works đđđ not to be "u don't understand him like i do" but CMON... that sort of trauma doesnt work like that.... its not a "romance fixes everything" situation.... and i know half the time ppl are just being somewhat silly and not actually serious but i just get so irritated w the trope of "just get into a relationship and it'll fix all ur trauma :]" bc its EVERYWHEREEE
#im not jealous even im just annoyed bc thats not gonna do jackshit for the guy đ even the canon version#actually ESPECIALLY the canon version of him fjkdl that guy needs stability and to learn about emotional regulation#i think romance would actually be . really bad for the canon version of Guz fhfkdl i think it'd make his issues a lot worse#and not in a fun way#he's gotta work on stuff a bit first and then maybe he'd be okay to get into a relationship of some kind#my version of the guy I've expanded on and fleshed out things so that theres more to work with fjdkdl#the canon version is very flat and would be rly difficult to work with bc he's so flat in terms of character depth#but my version... he's got a few different directions he can go in and theres more than one road to recovery he can take#idk if recovery is even the right word bc irt trauma like that... there is no Before! theres nothing to go back to#u just have to move forward towards something brand new and unknown. which is scary. but um. I'm getting sidetracked fhdkdl#i do want to hug and kiss him yes but it won't make him better. at least not for a long long while.#theres a lot of work to be done before a kiss would come even close to ever fixing anything djdksl#dandy.cmd#đso good at being in trouble
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The temptation to retcon my ML fics to have Miraculous Cure leave scars sometimes is really strong right now.
#most of my other fandoms have ships where *lovingly kissing your partner's scars* is on the long list of fluff i can potentially write#in ml everything gets fixed#so no scars#ALSO ALSO ALSO#in ml specific#I keep thinking of the idea of Adrien getting some noticable face scar and it drives Gabriel up a goddamn wall#if we're making him sympathetic then it's driven mad by guilt#if we're not then he's losing his shit because oh no perfect face isn't perfect anymore whatever will the Brand do?
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nanami kento is the kind of man that makes people swoon without even realising it.
he's the kind of man to walk into a luxury store after work, suit jacket folded over one arm and a bouquet of flowers in the other -- his blonde hair still mostly perfect from the high-end pomade he uses. he scours the shelves, frowning to himself, while the attendants whisper and giggle amongst themselves near the tills -- an argument over who will be the one to talk to him, because he's intimidatingly pretty.
("just look at him," one whispers. "he's definitely buying something for a girlfriend."
"a wife," another disagrees. "c'mon. he's giving husband vibes."
someone hums. "but i can't see a wedding band."
"his mother, maybe?" says one other. "oh, i love when guys come in shopping for their mother."
"nobody's mother is getting a bouquet of a hundred red roses--")
eventually, one of them is volunteered as a sacrifice -- smiling and sweet as all attendants should be, she clears her throat. the others, crowded around the till, watch the exchange closely. "excuse me, sir. is there anything we could help you with today?"
her mouth is dry and her hands are clammy -- and when he fixes her with those narrow, burning eyes, her throat bobs.
"ah, yes." and his voice is deep and gravelly and drawling, and her stomach turns. she can only imagine what her coworkers are thinking -- hell, she can only imagine what she's thinking. her mind has stopped short. "my girlfriend likes this brand quite a bit. i thought i'd pick her up something..."
disappointment brews in her stomach -- and it's stupid, she knows it's stupid, because obviously a guy like that is taken. and -- she glances down at the roses -- obviously he treats her super fucking well. of course he does, because why wouldn't he? "oh, perfect! do you have anything in mind?"
"well, actually..."
he ends up buying one of the priciest gift boxes available -- fancy body care and perfume laid out in their signature boxes, decorated with ribbon and dried lavender -- no argument, no fight. he doesn't look for something cheaper, doesn't try to haggle or remove something to decrease the price. he adds, and adds, and adds -- and when she mentions a special offer at the till, a little add on for an extra 2000 yen, he accepts it readily. he inserts a black card into the card machine (of course, a black card), takes the beautifully wrapped bag, and thanks the girls for their services -- and just as he's leaving, his phone rings.
of course he answers the phone with hello, darling. of course he begins to ask his girlfriend about her day, the girls think with some amount of annoyance -- of course. maybe the curse of retail isn't entitled assholes expecting you to wait on hand and foot for them -- maybe it's the handsome men coming in to splurge on their girlfriends while you're painfully single and working for pennies.
#i.e. this is what i fantasize abt while working luxury retail#and of course reader is his gf likeeeeeeeeeeee#i could write about him forever#also hes not one of those men who doesnt know ANYTHING abt what u like#he knows what scents u like what textures u like your skin type your hair routine EVERYTHIGN#nanami x reader#kento x reader#jjk x reader#anime x reader#nanami x you#kento x you#jjk x you#anime x you#nanami au#kento au#jjk au
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Sukuna has never said no to you.
It didnât matter what the request was, simple or complicated, easy to fix or a days-long job, Sukuna was always at your side, completing the task as fast as he needed to to keep you satisfied. He would love to deny it, youâre sure, but evidence proves time and time again that he puts your needs and wants at the top of his priority list.Â
And you were curious how far you could go with it.
The two of you are sitting in your underwear at the breakfast nook, warming yourselves in the bay window while the morning sun starts on the leftover night time chill. It wasn't quite time for breakfast, still too early for the both of you. In the meantime, you sip on your morning brews, preserving the comfortable silence. Sukuna is flipping through the day's newspaper, his eyes are groggy with sleep and he hasn't said more than a handful of words to you yet. He wasn't a morning person.
You were starting to change that.
"Kuna," You call to him, nudging him with your foot from your corner of the window bench.
"Hmm?" He doesn't look up from the paper, but his hand reaches down and grabs your foot, pulling it into his lap. His thumbs start to subconsciously knead at your muscles.
"I want these." You hold up your phone, which you had previously been scrolling through in an attempt to find something ridiculous for this exact moment. You were sure you had found it, something even Sukuna would find unnecessary.Â
And yet, he merely glances at your screen, takes in the sight for all of two seconds, and then returns his attention to whatever news article he was in the middle of.
"My wallet's on the counter." He clears the sleep from his throat not sparing a second look.Â
You blink at him in surprise.
"D-Did you even see what it is?" You flip your phone around to make sure you were displaying the correct thing.Â
Sukuna is frowning before he looks up again, curious at your persistence. He gently cups your hand, bringing it only a minuscule amount closer to examine your screen a second time.Â
You were on one of the most luxurious brandâs websites, showing him an incredibly regular pair of panties, no straps, no details, all black- with one of the most outrageous price tags you had ever seen for something so ordinary.Â
Sukuna cocks a brow at you over your phone, "Can't imagine you need more panties when you're constantly stealing my boxers. But whatever, hand it over. I know my card number-"
"Kuna," You interrupt him with a surprised laugh, holding fast to your phone when he tries to pluck it out of your hands, "they're a thousand dollars."
He glances back, his eyes focusing lower on the screen where you know the price tag to be. The newspaper in his hands drops down, momentarily forgotten by what he sees. For a moment, you think you've found his limit.
"Wait, are those red one's assless?" He points just below the price, where the recommended products are depicted. "Get those too."
You drop the phone down so that he meets your eyes, which are wide with shock.
Sukuna always took care of you. Always insisted on being the provider of any single thing that you may need; a warm meal, a soft bed, anything your eyes twinkled at that was available for purchase- even if you would never think of buying or owning it. Granted, you never wanted much in terms of material possessions, so you didn't realize the true extent of Sukuna's leniency until now.
It was slightly intimidating, and part of it felt wrong. Sukuna had money, plenty of it, but that didnât mean he should feel the need to spend copious amounts of it on you just because you could ask him to. He was giving you too much power, it felt like.
You huff through your nose, frowning at him, which only has him tilting his head further to the side in question.
You ignore it, setting your phone onto the window seat and crawling your way closer to him, until you can gather up his face in your hands and lock his gaze into yours.
He glares at you past smushed cheeks, but doesn't make a move to break free of your hold, humoring you. "The hell are you doing-"
"You know you don't always have to say yes to me?"
Now that has him taken aback. His mouth automatically opens for a witty response, but your question seems to have effectively taken the words from his mouth. You can see the cogs in his head turning, and what you wouldn't give to peer inside his mind and hear his thoughts.
It takes him a moment, but eventually that familiar confident smile stretches across his sleepy face. His hands seem to instinctively slide their way up your bare legs until his fingers grip your hip bones, pressing into you.Â
He hums, "When have you ever said no to me?"
You scoff, ready to give him a prime example, but end up coming up short. The two of you loved to tease each other with disobedience, but in the end you were eager to give Sukuna anything his heart desired. You loved to please him, it was one of your favorite things to do, in fact.
"You never ask anything ridiculous of me." You remind him, smiling as one of his warm hands slides back down your waist and dips into the pair of his boxers you were sporting that day.Â
"You know what's ridiculous?â His voice wraps around your throat, and suddenly has you swallowing past the delicious grip. You're folding into him before you even realize it, at the mercy of his calloused hands. "The implication that I wouldn't do just about anything for you."
You can't help but sigh hopelessly, although it comes out as a desperate noise that pleads him for more. You really were all his, just like he loved to tell you.
"Now hand me your phone." It's a whisper, coaxing you. "I wanna see you in red."
You canât say no.Â
At least it was mutual.
#jjk#jjk x reader#sukuna x reader#sukuna#ryomen sukuna#kuna is a feral dog in the eyes of anyone that isn't you#you bring out the puppy love in this psycho#careful#he bites#this was a short and sweet#fluff
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Thicker Than Blood
Max Verstappen x Charles Leclercâs Ex!Reader
Summary: you didnât think things could get worse after your long-time (ex) boyfriend chose his team over you ⊠until you see those two pink lines, but little do you know that his rival will soon prove that a found family can be thicker than blood
Warnings: includes depictions of labor complications and Jos Verstappen
Based on this request
âCharles, this isnât funny.â
Youâre half-smiling, half-laughing, like youâre expecting him to crack any second and say something ridiculous, something that would make you roll your eyes and shake your head at his poor attempt at a joke.
But he doesnât. He just stands there, his eyes fixed on you with a seriousness that makes your stomach twist.
âCharles,â you repeat, the laugh in your voice now entirely gone. âWhat are you talking about?â
He runs a hand through his hair, the way he does when heâs trying to find the right words, but theyâre all jumbled up in his head. You know this Charles. This is the Charles who struggles when things arenât easy, when he has to explain something he doesnât want to. But this ⊠this is different.
âWe need to break up.â The words come out so softly, so carefully, like heâs afraid of them. But they hit you hard, a punch in the gut that leaves you breathless.
You blink, trying to process what heâs just said, but it doesnât make sense. It doesnât fit. You and Charles are solid. Youâve been through everything together â the highs, the lows, the uncertain days before he was anything more than just another young driver trying to make it in the big leagues. And now, after all this time, after everything, heâs telling you this?
You shake your head. âNo. No, we donât.â
âYes, we do,â he says, his voice firmer now, like heâs trying to convince himself as much as you.
âCharles, no,â you say, your voice rising, a mixture of panic and disbelief. âWhat the hell are you talking about? Where is this coming from?â
He sighs, a long, weary sound, and looks away from you, his gaze falling to the floor as if he canât bear to meet your eyes. âItâs not what I want,â he says quietly.
âThen why?â You demand, stepping closer to him, trying to catch his eye, to pull him back to you. âWhy are you saying this? Weâre fine, Charles. Weâre good. Whatâs going on?â
He finally looks at you, and the pain in his eyes makes your heart skip a beat. âItâs not about us,â he says, his voice almost breaking. âItâs ⊠itâs the team. Ferrari.â
âWhat?â You say, blinking in confusion. âWhat does Ferrari have to do with us?â
âThey ⊠they think itâs better if Iâm single,â he says, each word forced out like itâs costing him something. âFor my image. For the brand.â
You stare at him, your mouth open, but no words come out. Youâre frozen, your mind struggling to catch up to the words heâs just said, to the reality heâs trying to force on you. âYouâre breaking up with me ⊠because of Ferrari?â
He nods slowly, miserably, like he hates himself for it. âItâs complicated,â he says, trying to make it sound like itâs not the most absurd thing youâve ever heard.
âNo, itâs not,â you shoot back, the anger finally starting to break through the shock. âThis isnât complicated, Charles. This is insane. You canât seriously be telling me that youâre ending things because some PR team thinks itâll be better for your career.â
âTheyâre not just some PR team,â he says, a hint of defensiveness creeping into his voice. âThey know what theyâre doing. Theyâve seen the numbers and the trends. They know whatâs best for the brand ⊠for me.â
âAnd what about us?â You ask, your voice cracking despite your best efforts to keep it steady. âWhat about everything weâve been through? Everything weâve built together? Youâre just going to throw that away because someone told you to?â
He winces, like your words are physically hurting him, but he doesnât back down. âItâs not like that.â
âThen what is it like? Because from where Iâm standing, it looks a hell of a lot like youâre choosing your career over me.â
His silence is deafening. You can see the conflict in his eyes, the way heâs struggling with what heâs saying, but heâs not fighting it. Heâs not fighting for you, and that realization hits you harder than anything else.
âWhy now?â You ask, your voice softer now, the fight starting to drain out of you. âWhy are you doing this now?â
âItâs just ⊠itâs the timing,â he says, fumbling for an explanation that makes sense. âThe seasonâs starting, thereâs so much pressure. They think itâll be easier if Iâm not-â
âIf youâre not what? Tied down?â You snap, the words laced with bitterness. âIs that what they told you? That youâll be better off without me weighing you down?â
âThatâs not how they put it,â he says, but thereâs no conviction in his voice.
You feel tears pricking at your eyes, but you blink them away, refusing to let them fall. You wonât cry. Not now. Not here. âCharles, weâve been together for years,â you say, your voice trembling. âWeâve been through everything together. And now youâre telling me that none of that matters? That all of that gets erased because it doesnât fit with Ferrariâs brand?â
âI donât want to do this,â he says, his voice breaking, his eyes pleading with you to understand.
âThen donât,â you plead back, stepping closer to him, reaching out to take his hand, but he pulls away, and the rejection stings.
âI have to,â he says, his voice barely a whisper.
You shake your head, trying to make sense of the senseless. âHow can you say that? How can you just ⊠give up on us like this?â
âIâm not giving up,â he insists, but it sounds hollow, even to him. âItâs just ⊠itâs not forever. Itâs just for now, just to get through the season. Then we can figure things out, we can-â
âYou canât be serious,â you interrupt, the tears finally spilling over despite your best efforts. âYou think Iâm just going to wait around for you to decide when itâs convenient for you to be with me again? You think thatâs how this works?â
He doesnât respond, just looks at you with that same pained expression, and itâs enough to break your heart all over again.
âCharles, please,â you whisper, one last attempt to reach him, to get him to see reason, to see you. âDonât do this. We can figure something out. We always do.â
But heâs already shaking his head, and you know, deep down, that heâs already made up his mind. âIâm sorry,â he says, and you can hear the finality in his voice, the way heâs closing the door on this, on you.
You stare at him, the boy youâve known for so long, the man youâve loved for years, and it feels like heâs slipping away from you, like heâs already gone. âYou really think this is whatâs best for you?â You ask, your voice hollow, defeated.
âItâs not about whatâs best for me,â he says, and you almost laugh at the irony of it.
âThen what is it about, Charles?â you ask, but youâre not sure you even want to know the answer.
âItâs about ⊠whatâs best for everyone,â he says, but even he doesnât sound convinced.
You take a step back, the distance between you growing, and it feels like a chasm opening up, one you canât cross. âI never thought youâd be someone whoâd let other people decide whatâs best for you,â you say quietly.
He flinches at that, and for a moment, you think youâve gotten through to him, that heâll take it back, that heâll realize how ridiculous this all is. But he doesnât. He just stands there, looking at you with those sad eyes, and you know itâs over.
âGoodbye, Charles,â you say, your voice breaking on the last syllable.
âGoodbye,â he whispers back, but itâs lost in the sound of your footsteps as you turn and walk away, leaving him â and everything youâve built together â behind.
***
The morning sun filters through the curtains, casting a soft, golden light over the room, but it does nothing to warm the cold knot in your stomach. Youâve been feeling off for days now â nauseous, tired, the kind of bone-deep exhaustion that sleep doesnât seem to touch.
And the vomiting. It started a few days ago, just once or twice, but now itâs every morning, like clockwork.
You sit up slowly, careful not to move too fast, but itâs too late. The wave of nausea hits, and you barely make it to the bathroom before youâre hunched over the toilet, retching until thereâs nothing left. You stay there for a moment, gripping the edge of the sink, trying to steady your breathing, trying to make sense of whatâs happening to you.
Itâs just stress, you tell yourself. The breakup, the uncertainty of everything, itâs all finally catching up to you. But even as you think it, you know itâs not true. This is different. This is something else.
You rinse your mouth, the taste of bile lingering, and catch a glimpse of yourself in the mirror. You look pale, drawn, like you havenât slept in days. Your eyes are dull, shadows lurking beneath them, and thereâs a tightness around your mouth that wasnât there before. You almost donât recognize the person staring back at you.
As you leave the bathroom, your mind races through the possibilities, trying to find some logical explanation. Maybe itâs a bug, something you ate. Maybe itâs âŠ
You stop in your tracks, the thought slamming into you with all the subtlety of a freight train. No. It canât be. Itâs impossible. But as you think back, counting the days in your head, you realize itâs not impossible. In fact, itâs very possible.
You sink onto the edge of the bed, your heart pounding in your chest. Itâs been weeks since ⊠since Charles broke up with you. Since you last ⊠Oh God.
The realization leaves you cold, your skin prickling with fear. Thereâs only one way to know for sure, but the very thought of it makes your throat tighten, your heart race even faster.
You canât. You canât be.
But thereâs a part of you â a small, terrified part â that knows you need to find out. You canât just ignore this, hope it goes away. You need to know. Now.
The walk to the pharmacy is a blur. You barely register the people around you, the sun beating down on your back as you make your way through the streets. It feels like everyone is looking at you, like they know what youâre about to do, but you push the thought aside, focusing on the task at hand.
Inside, the air is cool, the fluorescent lights harsh as you make your way to the back, where the pregnancy tests are lined up in neat rows. You stand there for what feels like forever, your eyes scanning the shelves, your hand hovering over the different options, but you canât bring yourself to reach out and grab one.
âCan I help you with something?â
The voice startles you, and you turn to see a woman in a white pharmacy coat standing beside you, her expression polite but curious.
You force a smile, shaking your head. âNo, Iâm fine. Just ⊠looking.â
She nods, but doesnât move away, and you feel a flush of embarrassment creeping up your neck. You need to do this, and you need to do it now.
Taking a deep breath, you grab the first box you see, then another, then a third, just to be sure. You avoid the womanâs gaze as you make your way to the register, your heart hammering in your chest as you hand over the boxes, praying she doesnât say anything.
She doesnât. She just rings you up, sliding the tests into a small paper bag before handing it to you with a neutral smile. âGood luck,â she says, and you canât tell if she means it or if itâs just something she says to everyone.
âThanks,â you mumble, grabbing the bag and hurrying out of the store, the door chiming as you leave.
Back in your apartment, the silence is deafening. The tests sit on the counter, staring up at you, and you canât bring yourself to move, to do what needs to be done. But you know you have to. You canât put this off any longer.
Finally, you reach for the bag, pulling out one of the boxes, your hands trembling as you tear it open. The instructions are simple enough â pee on the stick, wait three minutes, then check the result. But as you hold the test in your hand, you realize those three minutes are going to be the longest of your life.
You follow the instructions, then set the test on the counter, stepping back like itâs something dangerous, something that could hurt you if you get too close. You glance at the clock, the seconds ticking by at an excruciatingly slow pace, and you force yourself to breathe, to stay calm.
But calm is impossible. Your mind is racing, a thousand thoughts and fears tumbling over each other in a chaotic mess. What if itâs positive? What if itâs not? What will you do? How will you handle this? Youâre alone now â Charles is gone, and heâs not coming back. Youâre on your own.
The minutes crawl by, and finally, you canât wait any longer. You step forward, your heart in your throat, and pick up the test, your eyes locking onto the small window where the result will appear.
Two lines.
Positive.
You stare at it, uncomprehending, your mind struggling to process what youâre seeing. You pick up the second test, the third, repeating the process with shaking hands, hoping against hope that the first was a mistake, a fluke. But the results are the same. Two lines. Positive.
Youâre pregnant.
The realization crashes over you like a wave, and you sink to the floor, the tests clattering out of your hands as you press your palms to your stomach, feeling the beginnings of a life growing inside you. A baby. Charlesâ baby.
Tears blur your vision, and you donât know if theyâre from fear, from shock, or from something else entirely. You never thought youâd be here â sitting on your bathroom floor, alone, pregnant, and terrified of what comes next.
This isnât how it was supposed to be. You were supposed to have Charles by your side, holding your hand, telling you everything would be okay.
But heâs not here. And now, you have to figure out what to do next. You have to figure out how to take care of yourself, how to take care of this baby.
You drag yourself to your feet, your legs weak, and stumble into the living room, collapsing onto the couch as the weight of it all presses down on you. How did this happen? How did you end up here, in this mess, with no one to turn to?
Your mind drifts back to the day Charles convinced you to quit your job. Heâd said it was for the best, that you didnât need to work, that heâd take care of you. He wanted you with him at the races, wanted you by his side, supporting him, and youâd agreed, because of course you did. You loved him. You trusted him.
And now ⊠now you have nothing. No job, no income, no safety net. Just a positive pregnancy test and a future that feels terrifyingly uncertain.
You wipe at your eyes, taking a deep, shuddering breath. You canât afford to fall apart. Not now. You have to be strong, for yourself, for the baby. You need to figure out what to do next.
You reach for your phone, your fingers trembling as you pull up a job search website. There has to be something â anything â that can get you back on your feet. But as you scroll through the listings, your heart sinks. Youâre overqualified for some, underqualified for others. You havenât worked in years, and the gaps in your resume feel like gaping wounds that no employer would overlook.
Finally, something catches your eyeâan ad for a cleaning agency. Itâs not glamorous, itâs not what you imagined for yourself, but itâs work. Itâs a start. And right now, thatâs all you need.
You tap the number on the screen, your heart racing as you bring the phone to your ear. It rings once, twice, three times, and you start to think no one will pick up. But then, a voice crackles through the line.
âHello, CleanSweep Agency. How can I help you?â
You swallow hard, your voice trembling as you reply. âHi, I ⊠Iâm calling about the job listing. The cleaning position.â
Thereâs a pause on the other end, and you hold your breath, waiting.
âYes, of course. Are you available for an interview tomorrow?â
âTomorrow?â you repeat, your mind racing. âYes. Yes, I can do that.â
âGreat. Weâll see you at 10 AM. Our office is on Rue de la Paix. Just bring your resume and any references you might have.â
âThank you,â you say, your voice barely above a whisper as the call ends.
You stare at the phone in your hand, the reality of what youâve just done settling over you. Youâve taken the first step. Itâs not much, but itâs something. Itâs a start.
But as you sit there, the weight of everything presses down on you again. Youâre pregnant. Youâre alone. And the path ahead feels impossibly daunting.
You place your phone on the coffee table, staring at it like it might offer you some kind of solution, some way out of this mess. But itâs just a phone, and the reality of your situation doesnât change.
The room is too quiet, the kind of quiet that seeps into your bones and amplifies every fear, every doubt. You wish you could call someone, talk to someone, but who? Your friends? Theyâd be supportive, sure, but they wouldnât really understand. Your parents? The thought of telling them is too overwhelming to even consider right now.
Charles? The name echoes in your mind, but you shake your head. Heâs the last person you should be calling. He made his choice, and you need to respect that. Besides, what would you even say? That youâre pregnant? That his decision to break up with you for the sake of his image has left you in a situation neither of you ever expected?
No. You canât go there. Not now.
You push yourself off the couch, pacing the small living room, trying to clear your mind. You have a job interview tomorrow. Itâs not much, but itâs something. You canât afford to think beyond that right now. You need to focus on getting through the next day, the next hour.
The baby. The thought is like a knife in your chest, sharp and painful. You press a hand to your stomach, trying to imagine what comes next, how youâll navigate this new, terrifying reality. But the truth is, you have no idea. Youâre scared, more scared than youâve ever been, and the future feels like a black hole, pulling you in with no clear way out.
But you have to keep going. For yourself. For the baby.
You head to the bedroom, opening the closet to find something suitable for the interview. Your clothes feel foreign, relics from a past life that doesnât quite fit anymore. You settle on something simple, professional, trying to ignore the gnawing fear that none of this will be enough.
You sit on the edge of the bed, the clothes laid out beside you, and take a deep breath. Tomorrow is a new day. A new start. You donât know whatâs coming, but you do know one thing: youâre not going to give up. Not now, not ever.
And as the night settles in around you, you cling to that thought like a lifeline, hoping it will be enough to carry you through whatever comes next.
***
Max pushes open the door to his Monaco apartment, dropping his keys on the console table with a tired sigh. The morning training session has left his muscles aching, and all he can think about is a long, hot shower and maybe a quick nap before the next round of meetings and commitments.
As he steps inside, heâs greeted by the familiar scent of cleaning supplies â a smell thatâs become synonymous with Tuesdays, the day his cleaner comes to tidy up.
He doesnât usually pay much attention to her, exchanging only a few polite words if their paths cross. Sheâs efficient, quiet, never in the way. But today, something feels different the moment he steps into the living room. The sound of soft scrubbing reaches his ears, and he glances toward the source â his gaze falling on a figure kneeling by the coffee table, wiping down the glass surface.
It takes him a second to register what heâs seeing, but when he does, he freezes, his breath catching in his throat. Itâs not just any cleaner â itâs you. And youâre pregnant. Very pregnant.
âHoly shit,â he mutters under his breath, the shock rolling over him in waves. For a moment, he wonders if heâs seeing things, if the exhaustion has finally caught up with him and heâs imagining things. But no â thereâs no mistaking it. Itâs you, and youâre here, in his apartment, on your hands and knees, cleaning.
You look up at the sound of his voice, your eyes widening in surprise. For a moment, neither of you says anything, both too stunned to speak. Then, slowly, you rise to your feet, one hand resting protectively on your rounded belly as you try to compose yourself.
âMax,â you say, your voice barely above a whisper, like you canât quite believe heâs standing there.
âWhat ⊠what the hell are you doing here?â He asks, his voice rough with confusion and something else â something darker, angrier, that he canât quite put into words yet.
You blink, looking down at the rag in your hand as if seeing it for the first time. âI ⊠I work here,â you say quietly, your tone laced with embarrassment.
âWork here?â Max repeats, his mind racing to catch up. âWhat do you mean, work here? Youâre ⊠youâre pregnant! Why the hell are you cleaning my apartment?â
You flinch at his words, and he immediately regrets the sharpness in his tone, but the sight of you â pregnant, exhausted, and clearly struggling â ignites a fury in him that he hasnât felt in a long time. âWhat the fuck is Charles doing, making you work like this?â
At the mention of Charles, something in you seems to break. Your face crumples, and before Max can process whatâs happening, youâre crying â really crying, your shoulders shaking with the force of your sobs.
âHey, hey, itâs okay,â Max says quickly, closing the distance between you and reaching out to steady you. âI didnât mean to â look, just sit down, okay? You shouldnât be on your feet like this.â
You let him guide you to the couch, your tears falling freely now, and Max feels a pang of guilt deep in his chest. Heâs never been good with tears, but seeing you like this, so vulnerable and hurt, stirs something protective in him.
âIâm sorry,â you choke out between sobs, your hands covering your face as if trying to hide your pain. âI didnât want you to see me like this. I didnât want anyone to see me like this.â
Max sits beside you, his mind spinning as he tries to make sense of whatâs happening. This is all wrong. You shouldnât be here, shouldnât be working some labor-intensive job, not in your condition. And where the hell is Charles in all of this? How could he let you get to this point?
âWhatâs going on?â Max asks gently, reaching for a box of tissues and handing it to you. âWhy are you working here? What happened with Charles?â
You take a tissue, dabbing at your eyes, but the tears keep coming, and Maxâs concern deepens. Heâs never seen you like this before â so defeated, so broken.
âItâs ⊠itâs over,â you manage to say, your voice trembling. âCharles and I⊠we broke up. Seven months ago.â
Maxâs heart drops at your words, and a sick feeling churns in his stomach. Heâd heard rumors, of course â whispers in the paddock, speculation in the media â but heâd never imagined it was true. Heâd seen how much Charles loved you, how much you meant to him. But now, seeing you like this, the reality of it hits him like a punch to the gut.
âWhy?â He asks, though heâs not sure he wants to know the answer.
You take a shaky breath, trying to steady yourself. âHe said ⊠he said it was for the best. That the team thought heâd be more marketable if he was single. That it would be better for his image.â
Max feels a surge of anger flare up inside him, hot and fierce. âHe broke up with you because of PR? Are you kidding me?â
You nod, and Max can see the pain in your eyes, the betrayal that still lingers there. âI didnât know what to do. I ⊠I didnât have a job. I quit when we started traveling together, and now ⊠now Iâm on my own. I have to take care of myself, and âŠâ You glance down at your belly, your voice breaking again. âI didnât know where else to go.â
Max runs a hand through his hair, trying to process everything youâve just told him. Charles left you â pregnant and alone â all because of some bullshit advice from his team? The thought makes his blood boil. Heâs known Charles for years, seen him under pressure, seen him at his best and his worst, but this ⊠this is something else entirely.
âDoes he even know?â Max asks, his voice low, trying to keep his temper in check. âDoes he know youâre pregnant?â
You shake your head, fresh tears spilling over. âI havenât told him. I couldnât ⊠I couldnât face him. And I donât want to force him into something he doesnât want. He made his choice.â
Max sits back, stunned. He canât believe what heâs hearing. Youâve been going through this all on your own, with no support, no help. And now youâre cleaning apartments just to make ends meet? Itâs too much. He canât let this go on.
âListen,â Max says, his voice firm, though he softens it when he sees the way youâre looking at him, like youâre about to fall apart. âYouâre not doing this alone, okay? You shouldnât have to.â
You look at him, eyes wide, searching his face as if trying to figure out if he means it. âMax, I donât want to be a burden-â
âYouâre not,â he interrupts, his tone leaving no room for argument. âYouâre not a burden. Youâre my friend. And youâre ⊠youâre carrying a child. Thatâs not something you should be dealing with on your own.â
âBut what about Charles?â You ask, your voice small, uncertain.
âFuck Charles,â Max snaps, then immediately regrets it when he sees the look on your face. âI mean ⊠look, I know this is complicated. But right now, you need to take care of yourself and the baby. Thatâs the priority. And if Charles isnât going to step up, then I will. Whatever you need, Iâm here, okay?â
Youâre silent for a moment, and Max can see the conflict in your eyes â the fear, the doubt, the overwhelming sense of helplessness. He wishes he could do more, that he could take away the pain, the uncertainty, but all he can do is be there for you, in whatever way youâll let him.
âThank you,â you whisper, your voice thick with emotion. âI ⊠I didnât know who else to turn to.â
âYou donât have to thank me,â Max says gently. âJust ⊠promise me you wonât try to do this on your own anymore. Youâre not alone, okay? Not as long as Iâm around.â
You nod, but Max can see the hesitation still lingering in your eyes. He knows this isnât going to be easy for you â to accept help, to let someone else in â but heâs determined to be there for you, to make sure you donât have to face this alone.
âCome on,â he says, standing up and holding out a hand to you. âLetâs get you something to eat. You need to take care of yourself, and that means no more scrubbing floors, okay?â
You take his hand, allowing him to help you to your feet, and for the first time since he walked through the door, Max sees a faint glimmer of hope in your eyes. Itâs not much, but itâs a start.
As he leads you to the kitchen, Maxâs mind races with everything he needs to do, everything he needs to figure out. But one thing is clear â heâs not going to let you go through this alone.
***
Max sets a plate in front of you â a simple sandwich, some fruit on the side. Heâs not exactly a chef, but itâs something, and he watches as you take a bite, the tension in your shoulders easing just a little. You look exhausted, and Max wonders how long youâve been running on empty like this.
He pulls out the chair across from you and sits down, his eyes never leaving your face. âSo,â he begins, trying to keep his tone light, âtell me everything. Whatâs been going on since ⊠since Charles, you know âŠâ
You pause, swallowing the bite of sandwich, and Max can see the flicker of pain in your eyes at the mention of Charles. Itâs like youâre bracing yourself to tell the story, and Max hates that itâs something you even have to relive.
âItâs been ⊠hard,â you admit, setting the sandwich down. âAfter we broke up, I didnât know what to do. I had some savings, but it wasnât enough to keep living in Monaco. So I had to move.â
âMove?â Max echoes, his brows furrowing. He hadnât heard anything about this, hadnât realized things had gotten so bad for you. âWhere did you go?â
You hesitate, as if ashamed to tell him, but then you sigh, the words spilling out in a rush. âI found a small place in France. Itâs about an hour away. A tiny village. I couldnât afford to stay here, not without a steady income.â
Max feels a pang of guilt, like he should have known, should have done something sooner. âYouâre commuting to Monaco every day for work? Thatâs crazy.â
You shrug, a faint, humorless smile tugging at your lips. âItâs not ideal, but itâs what I had to do. I tried looking for jobs closer to home, but nothing paid enough. And I didnât have many options, not with the baby coming.â
Max leans back in his chair, running a hand through his hair. The thought of you struggling like this, traveling back and forth every day, working a physically demanding job while pregnant â itâs almost too much to bear.
He wishes he could just write you a check, cover all your expenses, but he knows you too well. Youâd never accept it, not without a fight. Youâre proud, stubborn, and fiercely independent â qualities Max admires but wishes youâd set aside just this once.
âYou shouldnât have to do this alone,â Max says softly, his voice filled with concern. âI know youâre strong, but you donât have to prove anything to anyone. Especially not now.â
You meet his gaze, your eyes reflecting a mix of gratitude and exhaustion. âI know, but ⊠I need to be able to take care of myself, Max. I need to know I can do this, for me and the baby.â
Max nods, understanding even though it frustrates him. Youâve always been this way â determined to stand on your own two feet, no matter what. But that doesnât mean heâs just going to stand by and watch you struggle. There has to be a way to help you without making you feel like a charity case.
Then, an idea starts to form in his mind, something he remembers from the past, from the days when you were always by Charlesâ side, supporting him in ways most people never even saw. âYou know,â Max starts, leaning forward, âI remember how you used to help Charles with his social media. His accounts were always engaging, relatable ⊠fans loved it. That was you, wasnât it?â
A small smile flickers across your face, the first genuine one heâs seen since he got home. âYeah, that was me. Charles never really cared about social media, so I took it over. It was fun, in a way, creating content that connected with people.â
Maxâs heart lifts at your smile, at the spark of something familiar in your eyes. This could work. This could be exactly what you need.
âWell, Iâve got an idea,â Max says, trying to sound casual even though his heart is pounding in his chest. âRight now, Red Bullâs PR team handles all of my social media. Iâve never really been into it, you know? But honestly, theyâre pretty ⊠corporate. The posts are fine, but they donât really have that personal touch. Not like what you did for Charles.â
Youâre watching him now, curiosity piqued, and Max takes that as a good sign.
âWhat if,â Max continues, âyou took over my social media? I mean, Iâve seen what you can do. The fans love that kind of content. You could work from home, set your own hours ⊠it wouldnât be physically demanding, and Iâd pay you well. I mean, really well.â
Your eyes widen at his offer, and for a moment, you just stare at him, like youâre trying to figure out if heâs serious. âI donât know ⊠Iâve never done that professionally. It was just something I did to help Charles.â
âAnd you did it better than most professionals,â Max insists. âLook, Iâm not asking you to do anything crazy. Just ⊠think about it. Youâd be helping me out too, you know? I could really use someone who gets what the fans want, who can make my social media feel more ⊠real.â
You bite your lip, clearly torn. âI donât know, Max. Itâs a lot to take in.â
âI get that,â Max says quickly, not wanting to push too hard but also not wanting to let this go. âJust ⊠think about it, okay? Youâd be great at it. And it would mean you donât have to keep doing jobs that are hard on your body. You could focus on the baby, on yourself. Itâs just an idea, but I think it could work.â
Youâre silent for a long moment, your gaze dropping to the plate in front of you as you consider his offer. Max waits, his heart pounding in his chest, hoping he hasnât overstepped, hoping youâll see this for what it is â a chance, an opportunity to take some of the weight off your shoulders.
Finally, you look up, and Max can see the conflict in your eyes. âI appreciate it, Max. Really, I do. Itâs just ⊠itâs a big change, and Iâm not sure if Iâm ready for it.â
âI get that,â Max says, his voice gentle. âBut you donât have to decide right now. Take some time, think it over. I just want you to know that the offerâs there. No pressure, no strings attached. Just ⊠a way to make things a little easier for you.â
You nod slowly, your fingers toying with the edge of the napkin on the table. âIâll think about it,â you finally say, your voice soft but sincere. âI really will.â
Max feels a rush of relief at your words, and he canât help the small smile that tugs at his lips. âThatâs all I ask. And, in the meantime, you can stay here tonight. No more commuting back and forth, okay?â
You start to protest, but Max cuts you off before you can even get the words out. âNo arguments. Youâre staying here. Iâve got plenty of room, and you shouldnât be traveling so much. Just ⊠stay, and weâll figure things out together.â
You open your mouth to argue, but something in Maxâs expression must convince you otherwise, because you close it again and nod. âOkay,â you agree, though you still look a little uncertain.
Max stands up, picking up the empty plates from the table. âGood. Now, you get some rest, and weâll talk more in the morning.â
As he carries the plates to the sink, he feels a strange mix of emotions swirling in his chest. Anger at Charles for putting you in this situation, frustration that youâre too proud to accept help, and something else â something deeper, a fierce determination to make sure you and the baby are taken care of, no matter what.
He doesnât know what the future holds, doesnât know how things will play out between you and Charles, but one thing is certain: heâs not going to let you go through this alone. Youâve been there for him in the past, supporting Charles, cheering Max on from the sidelines, and now itâs his turn to be there for you.
As he turns off the kitchen light and heads to his room, he makes a silent vow to himself. Whatever it takes, heâs going to make sure youâre okay. Heâs going to be the friend you need, the support you deserve, and heâs not going to let you down. Not now, not ever.
***
Max enters his apartment, the familiar sounds of his footsteps echoing softly against the hardwood floor. Heâs looking forward to a quiet evening, maybe some time with his cats before bed. But when he steps into the living room, he stops in his tracks.
There you are, stretched out on his couch, resting. Jimmy and Sassy have claimed spots on either side of you. Jimmyâs large frame is draped over your legs, purring softly, while Sassy is curled up protectively near your stomach, her eyes half-closed but alert. The sight is so domestic, so peaceful, that it makes something tighten in Maxâs chest. Itâs a scene heâs never imagined but now, seeing it, it feels ⊠right.
Heâs struck by how well you fit here, in his home, in his life. The way youâve naturally fallen into this space, as if youâve always belonged. Thereâs something about the way youâre lying there, with Jimmy and Sassy close by, that tugs at his heart. He wonders if they sense the life growing inside you, if they somehow understand the significance of the new presence in the apartment.
Max approaches quietly, not wanting to disturb the serene moment. He can see now that youâve fallen asleep, your breathing slow and steady, a slight smile playing on your lips. You look peaceful, more so than you have since you arrived. Itâs a relief to see you like this, to know youâre finally resting.
He stands there for a moment, just watching. Heâs not sure how long heâs been standing there, time seems to stretch as he takes in the scene. Thereâs something intimate about it, something that makes him feel protective, like heâs responsible for making sure you and the baby are safe, comfortable. Heâs not sure when that shift happened, when he started to care so deeply, but itâs undeniable now.
Carefully, Max leans down and gently scoops you into his arms, trying not to wake you. You stir slightly, mumbling something in your sleep, but then settle back down, your head resting against his chest. Max holds his breath, half-expecting you to wake up and question what heâs doing, but you remain blissfully unaware, lost in whatever dream youâre having.
Heâs careful as he carries you down the hallway to the guest room, taking slow, measured steps so he doesnât jostle you too much. Itâs strange, carrying you like this. Not that youâre heavy â far from it â but the weight of responsibility he feels is almost overwhelming. Youâre so vulnerable right now, so trusting, and it makes Max even more determined to make sure youâre okay.
When he reaches the guest room, Max pushes the door open with his foot, grateful that itâs already ajar. He steps inside, the soft light from the hallway spilling into the room. The bed is already made, and Max lowers you onto it gently, careful not to disturb your sleep.
He takes a moment to tuck the blanket around you, making sure youâre comfortable. You murmur something again, shifting slightly, and Max freezes, worried he might have woken you. But you just settle deeper into the bed, sighing contentedly, still fast asleep.
Max lingers for a moment, his hand hovering near your face. Heâs not sure what compels him to do it, but he finds himself leaning down, pressing a soft, hesitant kiss to your forehead. Itâs a simple gesture, one filled with a mix of affection, protectiveness, and something else he canât quite put into words. He pulls back quickly, almost embarrassed by the tenderness of it, but you donât wake.
He steps back, watching you for a moment longer. You look so peaceful, and Max feels a strange sense of contentment, like heâs done something right for once. The dayâs exhaustion is starting to catch up with him, but he canât quite bring himself to leave the room just yet.
Thereâs something about the way youâre sleeping, surrounded by warmth and comfort, that makes him feel ⊠happy. Itâs a feeling heâs not used to, but one he finds himself embracing more and more as time goes on.
Finally, Max turns and quietly leaves the room, closing the door behind him with a soft click. He heads back to the living room, where Jimmy and Sassy are still curled up on the couch, seemingly unbothered by the absence of their human pillow. Max sinks into the armchair across from them, running a hand through his hair as he tries to process everything thatâs happened today.
He thinks back to the offer he made you earlier, wondering if youâll actually take him up on it. Part of him worries that youâll say no, that youâll insist on doing everything yourself, but he hopes that maybe, just maybe, youâll realize that accepting help doesnât make you weak.
Max has never been good with words, but he meant everything he said. He wants to help you, to make things easier for you, and not just because he feels responsible. Thereâs something deeper at play here, something he canât quite put his finger on, but itâs there all the same.
Heâs never been in a situation like this before, never had someone depend on him in this way, and itâs both terrifying and exhilarating. Max isnât sure what the future holds, but for the first time in a long time, he feels like heâs on the right path, like heâs doing something that actually matters.
As he sits there, the sounds of the city outside muted by the thick walls of the apartment, Max lets himself imagine what it would be like if this became a regular thing â if you stayed, if you became a part of his life, more than just a guest in his home. The thought sends a wave of warmth through him, a sense of belonging that heâs not sure heâs ever felt before.
But he pushes the thought aside, not wanting to get ahead of himself. One step at a time. First, he needs to make sure youâre okay, make sure youâre taken care of. Everything else can come later.
Max finally gets up from the armchair, heading to his own bedroom. The dayâs events have left him drained, both physically and emotionally, and he knows he needs rest if heâs going to be any good to you tomorrow.
As he climbs into bed, pulling the covers over himself, Maxâs thoughts drift back to you, sleeping soundly in the guest room just down the hall. He hopes youâre dreaming of something peaceful, something that takes your mind off all the worries youâve been carrying.
And as he closes his eyes, the last image that flits through his mind is of you, smiling softly in your sleep, with Jimmy and Sassy curled up protectively around you. Itâs a good image, one that brings a small, contented smile to his own lips as he finally drifts off to sleep.
Tonight, for the first time in a long time, Max feels like heâs exactly where heâs supposed to be.
***
The smell of coffee fills the kitchen, mingling with the soft morning light that streams through the windows. Max is already at the table, scrolling through his phone, but he looks up as you enter, offering a small, warm smile. Heâs still not quite used to this â having someone else here in his space, sharing these quiet moments â but it feels right in a way he hadnât expected.
âMorning,â he says, his voice a little rough from sleep. âHowâd you sleep?â
âBetter,â you admit, reaching for the kettle to make your own cup of tea. âThanks for ⊠everything yesterday.â
Max waves it off, trying to seem nonchalant, but thereâs a flicker of something in his eyes â concern, maybe, or something deeper. âYou needed it,â he says simply. âAnd itâs not over yet. We still need to talk about that job offer.â
You nod, pouring hot water over the tea bag and watching as the steam rises. âIâve been thinking about it,â you start, your voice hesitant. âAnd ⊠I think I want to accept it.â
Max feels a surge of relief, though he tries not to show it. âYou sure? No pressure, if youâve changed your mind.â
âNo, Iâm sure.â You take a seat across from him, your hands wrapped around the warm mug. âIâve been thinking a lot about what you said. I need something ⊠something to focus on that doesnât involve cleaning floors or worrying about everything all the time. Plus, itâs something I know I can do. And Iâll be able to take care of myself, of the baby, without pushing myself too hard.â
Max nods, his relief turning into something warmer, almost like pride. âGood,â he says, leaning back in his chair. âIâm glad youâre taking it. I think youâll be great at it.â
Thereâs a pause, the two of you just sipping your drinks in comfortable silence. But Max canât shake the feeling that thereâs more to this, that thereâs something else you need but arenât asking for.
âSo,â he begins carefully, âwhere are you planning on staying? I mean, if youâre going to be working for me ⊠youâre going to need somewhere closer than ⊠wherever youâve been staying.â
You look up, caught off guard. âI ⊠I hadnât thought about that yet. I was planning on going back to France and just-â
âStay here,â Max interrupts, surprising even himself with how quickly the words come out. âI mean, it makes sense, right? You wouldnât have to travel so far every day. Plus, itâs safer for you and the baby. Youâll have everything you need, and Iâll be around to help if you need anything.â
You hesitate, clearly torn. âI donât want to be a burden, Max. Youâve already done so much-â
âYouâre not a burden,â Max says firmly. âYouâre my friend, and you need help. Itâs that simple.â
Thereâs a long pause as you consider his words, weighing your options. Finally, you sigh, nodding slowly. âOkay. Iâll stay. But only until I figure things out.â
Max grins, feeling a weight lift off his shoulders. âDeal.â
Thereâs a moment of shared relief before Maxâs mind drifts to a more practical matter. âRight, so ⊠thereâs one more thing,â he says, scratching the back of his head. âI donât really have much in the fridge besides, like, trainer-approved meals and protein shakes. Weâre gonna need to do some shopping.â
You laugh softly, the first genuine laugh heâs heard from you in what feels like forever. âOkay, I guess we should take care of that then.â
Max stands, grabbing his keys from the counter. âLetâs go before it gets too busy.â
***
The grocery store is bustling with the mid-morning crowd, but thereâs something oddly comforting about the normalcy of it all. Max pushes the cart as you walk beside him, selecting fruits and vegetables, adding them to the growing pile.
Max watches you closely, noting the way your shoulders relax a little as you focus on the mundane task of picking out produce. Heâs glad to see you like this â calm, in control. You seem to know exactly what you need, even as you pause occasionally to consider an item before adding it to the cart.
âMax,â you ask after a moment, turning to him with a slight frown, âdo you even like any of this stuff, or am I just buying what I want?â
Max chuckles, shaking his head. âIâll eat whatever, really. Just make sure thereâs enough for you and the baby.â He hesitates for a moment, then adds, âYou know more about this stuff than I do, anyway.â
You give him a small smile, but itâs clear that the reality of your situation is still weighing heavily on you. Max wants to say something reassuring, but before he can find the right words, someone else does it for him.
âY/N?â
The voice comes from behind you, and you both turn to see Pascale Leclerc standing a few feet away, her eyes wide with shock. She looks between you and Max, her gaze lingering on your rounded belly before returning to your face. âI âŠI didnât expect to see you here.â
You freeze, your heart pounding in your chest. âPascale,â you manage to say, trying to keep your voice steady. âHi.â
Pascale takes a step closer, her expression shifting from surprise to concern. âYouâre ⊠pregnant?â she asks, her voice tinged with disbelief. âWhat happened? Charles said you broke up with him-â
You shake your head, your throat tightening. âNo, Pascale. I didnât break up with him. He ⊠he broke up with me. Said it was because of the PR team at Ferrari. They thought heâd be more marketable if he was single.â
Pascaleâs eyes widen in horror. âWhat? He told me ⊠he told me it was mutual, that you both agreed it was for the best.â
Tears prick at your eyes as you shake your head again. âNo, it wasnât mutual. It wasnât my choice.â
Max, whoâs been standing silently beside you, finally speaks up, his voice filled with anger on your behalf. âCharles lied to you, Pascale. He left her, and he doesnât even know sheâs pregnant.â
Pascaleâs hand flies to her mouth, her eyes welling with tears. âOh, mon Dieu,â she whispers, her voice trembling. âI had no idea. Y/N, Iâm so sorry.â
You swallow hard, trying to keep your emotions in check. âPlease, Pascale,â you say, your voice barely above a whisper, âplease donât tell Charles about the baby. I ⊠I donât want him to know.â
Pascale looks at you, torn, but eventually nods. âOkay. I wonât tell him,â she promises, her voice gentle but firm. âBut âŠY/N, I want to be a part of my grandchildâs life. I want to be there for you, for both of you.â
The sincerity in her voice breaks down the last of your defenses, and you find yourself nodding, unable to hold back the tears any longer. âOkay,â you manage to say, your voice choked with emotion. âI ⊠Iâd like that.â
Pascale steps forward, wrapping you in a gentle hug. âYouâre not alone, ma chĂ©rie,â she whispers, her voice soothing. âIâm here for you. Whatever you need, Iâm here.â
You cling to her for a moment, taking comfort in her words, before finally pulling back. âThank you,â you say, wiping at your eyes. âThank you so much.â
Max, whoâs been watching the interaction with a mixture of relief and concern, gently places a hand on your back. âWe should finish up,â he says softly, giving Pascale a nod. âTake care, Pascale.â
Pascale smiles through her own tears, giving Max a grateful look. âYou too, Max. And Y/N ⊠call me if you need anything. Anytime.â
You nod, giving her a small, shaky smile before turning back to the cart. As you and Max continue shopping, the weight of the encounter settles over you, leaving you emotionally drained. Max notices, his usual silence becoming a source of comfort as he quietly takes over, finishing up the shopping and paying for everything without another word.
***
The drive back to Maxâs apartment is quiet, the earlier lightness of the morning replaced by a heavy, lingering tension. You stare out the window, lost in thought, replaying the encounter with Pascale over and over in your mind.
By the time you reach the apartment, youâre exhausted â physically and emotionally. Max parks the car and helps you carry the groceries inside, his movements careful and deliberate as if heâs trying to shield you from any further stress.
Once everything is put away, Max leads you to the living room, where you sink onto the couch, your body sagging with relief. He sits beside you, watching as you struggle to hold back tears, and finally, the dam breaks.
You bury your face in his shoulder, sobbing uncontrollably, all the fear and uncertainty and pain youâve been holding in finally spilling out. Max wraps his arms around you, holding you close, his hand gently rubbing your back as he whispers soothing words into your ear.
âItâs okay,â he murmurs, his voice steady and calm. âLet it out. Iâm here.â
You cry until there are no tears left, until youâre too exhausted to do anything but lean against Max, your body trembling with the aftershocks of your sobs. Max doesnât move, doesnât say anything, just keeps holding you as if his presence alone can shield you from everything thatâs gone wrong.
When you finally pull back, your eyes are red and puffy, your face wet with tears. âSorry,â you mumble, wiping at your cheeks with the back of your hand. âI didnât mean to-â
âDonât apologize,â Max interrupts gently, his voice soft but firm. âYou have nothing to be sorry for. Youâre going through a lot, and you donât have to hold it all in.â
You nod, still feeling raw and exposed, but thereâs something comforting in the way Max is looking at you â like heâs not judging you, like he genuinely cares.
âThanks,â you whisper, your voice barely audible. âFor everything. I donât know what Iâd do without you.â
Max offers you a small smile, his hand still resting on your back. âYou donât have to do it alone,â he says. âIâm here, okay? And Iâm not going anywhere.â
For a moment, neither of you speaks, the weight of his words hanging in the air. You take a deep breath, trying to steady yourself, and Max watches as you slowly regain some of your composure.
âDo you want to rest?â He asks after a moment, his voice filled with concern. âYouâve had a long day.â
You shake your head, wiping the last of the tears from your face. âNo, Iâm okay. I think I just need to ⊠distract myself.â
Max nods, understanding. âOkay,â he says, standing up and offering you his hand. âHow about we make dinner? Something simple, but better than those pre-prepared meals.â
You take his hand, letting him pull you to your feet. âYeah,â you say, your voice steadier now. âThat sounds good.â
***
Cooking with Max is surprisingly easy. Heâs not much of a chef, but heâs attentive and eager to help, following your lead as you guide him through the steps of preparing a simple pasta dish. The kitchen fills with the comforting aroma of garlic and herbs, and for a while, you lose yourself in the routine of chopping vegetables and stirring sauces, the earlier tension easing with every moment.
Max watches you closely, noticing the way your movements become more relaxed as you focus on the task at hand. Heâs relieved to see you like this â more at ease, more like yourself.
âI didnât know you could cook,â Max comments as he carefully stirs the pasta in the pot, a hint of admiration in his voice.
You shrug, a small smile tugging at the corners of your lips. âI used to cook a lot,â you say, your tone a little wistful. âBefore everything got ⊠complicated.â
Max doesnât push for more, sensing that youâre not ready to delve into the past just yet. Instead, he focuses on the present, on the simple pleasure of cooking together, the warmth of the kitchen, the shared sense of purpose.
By the time dinner is ready, the earlier tension has all but disappeared, replaced by a quiet, comforting camaraderie. You and Max sit at the table, eating in companionable silence, the simple meal a balm for your frayed nerves.
After dinner, you help Max clean up, the two of you working together in easy harmony. Thereâs something oddly soothing about the domesticity of it all â like a glimpse of a life you hadnât dared to hope for, a life where things could be simple, where you didnât have to carry the weight of the world on your shoulders.
When everything is finally cleaned up, Max suggests watching a movie, and you agree, grateful for the chance to keep your mind occupied. You settle onto the couch with him, his cats Jimmy and Sassy immediately curling up beside you, their soft purring a comforting background noise.
Max flips through the options on his streaming service, eventually landing on an action movie. âThis okay?â He asks, glancing at you.
âYeah,â you say, nodding. âSomething mindless sounds perfect right now.â
The movie starts, and for the next couple of hours, you lose yourself in the fast-paced action, the explosions and car chases providing a welcome distraction from the turmoil of your own life. Max is a solid, comforting presence beside you, and for a while, you let yourself believe that everything might actually be okay.
When the movie ends, you realize how exhausted you are, the emotional rollercoaster of the day finally catching up with you. Max notices too, and he turns to you with a concerned look.
âYou should get some sleep,â he says, his voice gentle. âItâs been a long day.â
You nod, not having the energy to argue. âYeah. I think I will.â
Max helps you to your feet, and you can feel his eyes on you as you make your way to the guest room. Before you can close the door behind you, he stops you with a soft, âGoodnight, Y/N.â
You pause, looking back at him. âGoodnight, Max. And ⊠thank you. For everything.â
Max smiles, a warmth in his eyes that you hadnât noticed before. âYou donât have to thank me,â he says. âJust get some rest.â
You nod, giving him a small smile before closing the door behind you.
Once inside the guest room, you sink onto the bed, finally letting out a long breath you hadnât realized you were holding. The room is quiet, the only sound the distant hum of the city outside.
You lie down, pulling the blankets over you, and for the first time in what feels like forever, you allow yourself to relax, to let go of the constant worry and fear, if only for a little while.
As you drift off to sleep, the events of the day swirl in your mind â Pascaleâs unexpected appearance, Maxâs unwavering support, the strange comfort of being here, in this place thatâs starting to feel like home.
And somewhere, deep in your heart, a tiny seed of hope begins to take root.
***
The apartment smells of freshly baked cake and anticipation. Max is in the kitchen, moving about with a nervous energy, double-checking everything â again. The cake is already on the counter, perfectly frosted, with a single pink and blue question mark piped on top. The knife lies beside it, waiting for the moment that feels almost too monumental to be happening in the cozy confines of his living room.
Youâre sitting on the couch, absentmindedly stroking Jimmy and Sassy, who have taken up their usual positions on either side of you. Your hand rests protectively over your rounded belly, feeling the slight flutters of movement from the baby. Despite the warmth of the room, your fingers are cold, a mix of nerves and excitement pulsing through you.
âEverythingâs ready,â Max says, breaking the silence. Heâs trying to sound casual, but you can hear the edge in his voice.
You offer him a small smile, trying to steady yourself. âThanks, Max. For everything.â
He just nods, his gaze lingering on you for a moment longer before turning back to the cake. Thereâs something in his eyes that you canât quite read â something beyond just friendship and support. But before you can dwell on it, thereâs a knock at the door.
Max visibly relaxes, glad for the distraction. âIâll get it,â he says, moving to the door and pulling it open.
Pascale is the first to step inside, her smile warm as she takes in the sight of you. âMa chĂ©rie,â she greets, leaning down to kiss both of your cheeks. âHow are you feeling?â
âBetter,â you reply, feeling a genuine warmth at seeing her. Pascale has been a rock for you since she found out about the pregnancy, offering support and reassurance in a way that makes you feel less alone.
Lorenzo and Arthur follow her in, both of them grinning widely as they approach you. âHey,â Lorenzo says, giving you a quick hug. âExcited?â
âNervous,â you admit, glancing over at the cake. âBut excited too.â
Arthur chuckles, nudging his brother. âSheâs having a girl, I can feel it. Iâm gonna win the bet.â
Lorenzo rolls his eyes. âYou always say that, but Iâve got a good feeling this time. Iâm thinking boy.â
Max laughs, shaking his head as he closes the door behind them. âYou two and your bets,â he says. âLetâs just focus on whatâs important, yeah?â
Pascale gives him a knowing look, but doesnât say anything, instead turning to you with a soft smile. âYou look lovely, dear,â she says, reaching out to gently touch your arm. âAnd glowing.â
You feel a flush of warmth at her words, though part of you still feels a bit of that anxiety knotting in your stomach. This is Charlesâ family, after all, and the weight of whatâs unsaid lingers in the air between you.
Max clears his throat, drawing everyoneâs attention back to the cake. âShall we?â He asks, looking at you with an encouraging smile.
You take a deep breath and nod, standing up and moving over to the counter. Max stands close beside you, his presence steady and reassuring. The others gather around, their faces expectant, and you feel the weight of the moment settle over you.
âHere we go,â you say softly, picking up the knife. Your hands tremble slightly, and Maxâs hand comes to rest on yours, steadying it. You glance up at him, and he gives you a small nod.
You press the knife into the cake, cutting through the soft layers until you reach the center. The room holds its breath as you pull the slice away, revealing the color inside.
Itâs pink.
For a moment, thereâs silence. Then Pascale lets out a delighted gasp, her hands flying to her mouth. âA girl!â She exclaims, her eyes shining with joy. âYouâre having a little girl!â
Lorenzo and Arthur start laughing, both of them shaking their heads in mock disbelief. âI told you,â Arthur says, clapping his brother on the back. âLooks like you owe me fifty euros.â
But you barely register their words. Your eyes are fixed on the cake, on the pink filling that seems to glow with its own light. Youâre having a daughter. The realization hits you like a wave, overwhelming and beautiful, and before you can stop yourself, youâre crying.
Max sees the tears and reacts instinctively. He turns toward you, his hands coming up to cradle your face. âHey, hey,â he murmurs, his thumbs brushing away the tears. âItâs okay. Itâs good news, right?â
You nod, laughing through the tears. âYeah,â you say, your voice trembling. âItâs just âŠa lot.â
And then, before either of you can think, Max leans in and presses his lips to yours.
The kiss is soft, hesitant, as if heâs not sure if he should be doing this. But then you kiss him back, and something shifts, deepening the moment. It feels like the world falls away, like itâs just the two of you, and everything else fades into the background.
When Max pulls back, his eyes wide with the realization of what heâs just done, he starts to apologize. âIâm sorry, I didnât mean to-â
You shake your head, cutting him off. âDonât,â you whisper, your voice soft but firm. âI liked it.â
Max searches your eyes, looking for any hint of doubt or regret, but all he sees is the truth in your words. He lets out a breath he didnât realize he was holding, a small smile tugging at the corners of his lips.
âI liked it too,â he admits, his voice barely above a whisper.
The moment between you is tender and full of unspoken feelings, but itâs broken by the sound of Pascale clearing her throat. You both turn to see her watching you, a knowing smile on her face.
âAh,â she says, her tone gentle but teasing. âI see.â
You feel your cheeks heat up, but Pascale just smiles wider, moving closer to you. âMa chĂ©rie,â she says, taking your hands in hers. âI want you and my granddaughter to be happy. Thatâs all I care about.â
Your breath catches in your throat, and you squeeze her hands in return. âThank you,â you manage to say, your voice thick with emotion.
Pascale nods, glancing over at Max. âAnd I can see that Max will stop at nothing to make sure that happens.â
Max looks a little embarrassed, but he meets Pascaleâs gaze with a quiet determination. âI promise,â he says, his voice steady. âIâll do whatever it takes.â
Lorenzo and Arthur exchange glances, both of them grinning like idiots. âWell, this just got interesting,â Lorenzo quips, earning a light smack on the arm from Pascale.
âBehave,â she admonishes, though thereâs a twinkle in her eye. âThis is a celebration.â
You canât help but laugh, the tension that had been building in your chest finally breaking. Itâs a strange, wonderful feeling, being surrounded by people who genuinely care, who want whatâs best for you and your baby. And as you look around the room â at Max, at Pascale, at Lorenzo and Arthur â you realize that maybe, just maybe, everything is going to be okay.
The rest of the afternoon passes in a blur of laughter and conversation. Pascale insists on taking a thousand pictures of you with the cake, with Max, with everyone, and by the time sheâs done, your cheeks hurt from smiling so much. Lorenzo and Arthur argue good-naturedly over baby names, each of them convinced they have the best suggestion, while Max listens with a bemused smile.
Eventually, the party winds down, and Lorenzo and Arthur say their goodbyes, promising to visit again soon. Pascale lingers a little longer, giving you one last hug before she leaves.
âRemember,â she says as she pulls back, her eyes warm and full of affection. âIâm always here for you, no matter what.â
You nod, feeling a swell of gratitude. âI know. Thank you.â
Pascale smiles and gives Max a quick hug as well before finally making her exit, leaving the two of you alone in the apartment.
For a moment, thereâs silence. Then Max turns to you, his expression softening. âHow are you feeling?â He asks, his voice gentle.
You take a deep breath, feeling the weight of the day settle over you. âTired,â you admit, but thereâs a warmth in your chest that wasnât there before. âBut ⊠happy.â
Max smiles, and itâs the kind of smile that makes your heart skip a beat. âGood,â he says simply.
You look at him, at the man who has done so much for you in such a short amount of time, and you feel something shift inside you â something that scares you a little, but that also feels like hope.
âMax,â you begin, your voice uncertain. âAbout earlier-â
He cuts you off with a shake of his head. âYou donât have to say anything,â he says. âI just want you to be comfortable, to do what feels right for you.â
You nod, appreciating his understanding. âI just ⊠I donât know what Iâm doing,â you admit, your voice small. âBut I know I donât want to push you away.â
Maxâs eyes soften, and he takes a step closer to you. âYou wonât,â he says, his voice gentle but certain. âIâm not going anywhere, okay? Weâll figure this out together.â
You take comfort in his words, the sincerity in his voice wrapping around you like a warm blanket. Youâve been so used to handling everything on your own, and the thought of having someone beside you, someone who genuinely cares, feels like a lifeline you didnât know you needed.
âOkay,â you whisper, meeting his gaze. The air between you is charged, filled with the weight of unspoken possibilities.
Max reaches out, hesitating for a brief moment before gently cupping your cheek. His thumb brushes against your skin, and you lean into his touch, feeling a warmth spread through you. Itâs as if time slows down, the world outside of Maxâs apartment fading away until thereâs only the two of you, standing close enough to share the same breath.
âI meant what I said earlier,â Max murmurs, his voice low and earnest. âIâll do whatever it takes to make sure you and the baby are safe, happy, and loved.â
You search his eyes, finding only honesty there, a depth of emotion that takes you by surprise. Itâs been so long since youâve felt this kind of connection, this certainty that youâre not alone.
âThank you,â you say, your voice thick with emotion. âFor everything.â
Max shakes his head slightly, as if to say thereâs no need to thank him, but you know better. You know how much heâs done, how much heâs given, and you feel a rush of gratitude so powerful it almost overwhelms you.
Without thinking, you close the distance between you, wrapping your arms around him in a tight embrace. Max holds you just as tightly, his chin resting on top of your head, and for a moment, everything feels right. The world outside, the uncertainty of the future â it all fades away, leaving just the comfort of his arms around you.
After a few moments, you pull back slightly, looking up at him. Thereâs something in his eyes that makes your heart skip a beat, and before you can talk yourself out of it, you press a soft, tentative kiss to his lips.
This time, thereâs no hesitation. Max kisses you back with a gentle intensity that sends a shiver down your spine, his hands cradling your face as if youâre something precious, something heâs afraid to break.
When you finally pull away, youâre both breathless, your foreheads resting against each other. Maxâs eyes are dark with emotion, and he looks at you like youâre the only thing that matters in the world.
âStay,â he whispers, his voice rough with need. âStay with me. Let me take care of you.â
You nod, your heart pounding in your chest. âOkay,â you say, your voice trembling slightly. âI will.â
Maxâs expression softens into a smile, one that lights up his entire face. He leans down and presses another kiss to your forehead, a promise in the simple gesture.
âGood,â he says, his voice full of quiet joy. âThatâs good.â
You smile back at him, feeling a warmth in your chest that you havenât felt in a long time. With Max by your side, it feels like maybe, just maybe, everything is going to be okay. As you both stand there, the quiet of the apartment wrapping around you like a cocoon, you realize that this â right here, right now â is the start of something new, something beautiful.
***
Itâs early morning, the kind where the light hasnât yet broken through the curtains, and the apartment is still wrapped in the quiet hush of dawn. Youâre half-awake, swimming in that space between sleep and consciousness when you hear it â Maxâs voice, low and soothing.
You keep your eyes closed, letting the sound wash over you, not wanting to break the spell. His words are soft, like heâs speaking to the most delicate thing in the world, and you realize heâs talking to your belly.
âMorning, little one,â Max whispers, his voice full of warmth. You feel the slight movement of his hand on your stomach, gentle and comforting. âDid you sleep well? I hope youâre taking it easy on your mama.â
You canât help the small smile that curves your lips, but you stay still, wanting to hear more. Thereâs something so tender, so intimate about this moment, and you donât want to interrupt it.
Max continues, his tone playful now. âYou know, Iâve been thinking ⊠youâre going to need a name for me, right? Something special. How about Maxie? Does that sound good to you?â He pauses, as if waiting for an answer. âOr maybe, one day, youâll call me Papa. Iâd really like that.â
Your heart swells, and you feel a warmth spread through you that has nothing to do with the blanket youâre curled under. Maxâs words are like a promise, one that wraps around both you and the baby, binding you together in a way that feels unshakable.
He continues to talk, his voice filled with love and a hint of wonder, as if he still canât quite believe this is real. âI canât wait to meet you, you know. To see your little face, your tiny hands ⊠Iâm going to be right here, every step of the way. I promise. You and your mama ⊠youâre my world now.â
You feel the gentle pressure of his lips as he presses a kiss to your stomach, and it sends a shiver through you, a mix of emotion that you canât quite put into words. Itâs the kind of feeling that settles deep in your chest, making you want to cry and smile at the same time.
Max shifts slightly, and you feel him lay his head next to your stomach, his breath warm against your skin. âIâll be here to teach you all the important things, like how to kick a football or how to drive really fast â though, your mama might not like that last one,â he chuckles softly, and you have to bite your lip to keep from giggling.
âAnd Iâll be here for the hard stuff too,â Max continues, his tone growing serious. âIâll make sure youâre safe, and that you always know how loved you are. Because youâre already so loved, little one. So much.â
The sincerity in his voice makes your eyes sting with unshed tears. You can feel the depth of his commitment, the way heâs already made space in his heart for this child, and itâs overwhelming in the best possible way.
Max falls quiet for a moment, his hand still resting on your belly. You can feel his thumb tracing small circles over your skin, like heâs trying to memorize the feeling. âI know Iâm not your real dad,â he says quietly, almost as if heâs talking to himself. âBut Iâm going to love you like youâre mine. And Iâm going to love your mama with everything I have, because she deserves that. She deserves everything.â
Your heart clenches at his words, a rush of emotion so strong it nearly takes your breath away. Youâve never felt so cared for, so deeply cherished, and itâs all because of him â this man who has stepped into your life and turned it upside down in the most unexpected, wonderful way.
Max leans in closer, his voice barely above a whisper now. âI promise, Iâll always be here for you. For both of you. And I hope, one day, youâll call me Papa. But even if you donât, Iâll still be the luckiest man in the world, just to be here with you.â
You canât keep your eyes closed any longer. They flutter open, and you glance down at him, your heart full to bursting. Max looks up, catching your gaze, and thereâs a moment of quiet understanding between you â a recognition of the enormity of what heâs just said.
âDid I wake you?â He asks softly, his hand still resting on your belly.
You shake your head, your voice thick with emotion. âNo ⊠I was awake.â
Max studies your face, and you can see the concern in his eyes, the way heâs always so attuned to your feelings. âYou okay?â
You nod, reaching out to brush a hand through his messy hair. âIâm more than okay.â
His lips curl into a soft smile, one that makes your chest ache with how much you care for him. Max shifts, pressing another kiss to your belly before moving to lay beside you, gathering you into his arms. You rest your head on his chest, listening to the steady beat of his heart, letting it soothe you back into that half-asleep state.
âYouâre going to be an amazing dad,â you murmur, your words slurred with sleep.
Maxâs arms tighten around you, his lips brushing against the top of your head. âOnly because I have you.â
His words wrap around you like a blanket, warm and secure. As you drift back into sleep, the last thing you hear is Maxâs voice, soft and full of promise, whispering to your belly again. âIâll always be here,â he says. âFor both of you. Always.â
And with that, you let the sound of his voice carry you back into sleep, your heart filled with a deep, unshakable sense of peace.
***
The contractions start in the early hours of the morning, sharp and unyielding, ripping you out of a restless sleep. At first, you think itâs just another false alarm â your body playing tricks on you like it has for the past week. But this time, something feels different, more urgent. Max is beside you in an instant, his instincts kicking in the moment you clutch at the sheets, your breath hitching in pain.
âAre you okay?â His voice is full of concern, his hand already on your back, trying to soothe you through the discomfort.
You shake your head, biting your lip as another wave crashes over you. âItâs time,â you manage to gasp, your hand instinctively reaching for his. âMax, itâs time.â
Maxâs eyes widen, but he doesnât hesitate. Heâs up, grabbing the hospital bag thatâs been packed for weeks now, guiding you carefully out of bed. The ride to the hospital is a blur of pain and tension, Maxâs knuckles white as he grips the steering wheel, driving with a focus that betrays his worry.
When you arrive, everything moves too quickly and too slowly all at once. Nurses and doctors swarm around you, getting you into a gown, checking your vitals, assessing the babyâs position. Max stays by your side through it all, his hand never leaving yours, his voice a steady presence in your ear as he tries to keep you calm.
Hours pass, the pain intensifying until it feels like your body is being split in two. But youâre not scared â not until the doctorâs expression changes, his calm professionalism slipping as he exchanges a glance with the nurse. Itâs a look that sends a spike of fear through your heart, and suddenly, the room feels too small, the walls closing in.
âWhatâs wrong?â You ask, your voice shaking, trying to keep the panic at bay. Maxâs hand tightens around yours, his eyes fixed on the doctor, demanding answers without saying a word.
The doctor clears his throat, his tone gentle but serious. âThe baby is in distress. Her heart rate is dropping, and weâre concerned about a potential placental abruption.â
âWhat does that mean?â Maxâs voice is hoarse, his face pale.
âIt means,â the doctor says carefully, âwe may have to make some difficult decisions. Weâll do everything we can, but in situations like this, thereâs a chance we may have to prioritize-â
âNo,â you interrupt, your voice rising in panic. The room starts to spin, your vision blurring as the reality of what heâs saying crashes over you. âNo, no, no ⊠you canât do that. Save the baby. If it comes down to it, you have to save the baby.â
Maxâs grip on your hand tightens to the point of pain, but itâs nothing compared to the anguish in his eyes. âDonât say that,â he chokes out, his voice cracking. âDonât you dare say that.â
The doctor nods, his expression somber. âWeâre not there yet. We still have time to try and turn things around, but we need to act fast.â
You nod numbly, tears streaming down your face as the pain intensifies, the fear now mingling with the physical agony. Max leans in close, his forehead resting against yours, his breath hot and ragged as he struggles to hold it together.
âYouâre going to be okay,â he whispers, though his voice shakes with the weight of his own fear. âYou hear me? Both of you. Youâre both coming out of this. I need you to believe that.â
Your heart aches at the desperation in his voice, and you want to believe him, want to cling to the hope heâs trying so hard to give you. But the terror is overwhelming, and all you can do is nod, too afraid to speak, afraid that if you do, it will make everything too real.
Max pulls back just enough to look you in the eyes, his expression fierce despite the tears shining in his own. âListen to me,â he says, his voice stronger now, a command wrapped in a plea. âYouâre strong, okay? The strongest person I know. And sheâs strong too. Youâre both going to make it through this. You have to. I canât-â His voice breaks, and he swallows hard, his thumb brushing a tear from your cheek. âI canât lose you. I canât lose either of you.â
His words break something inside you, and you sob, clutching at him like heâs your lifeline, because right now, he is. The pain, the fear, the uncertainty â itâs all too much, and you bury your face in his chest, trying to draw strength from him.
The doctors and nurses are moving around you, the room filled with a flurry of activity, but all you can focus on is Max. Heâs your anchor, the only thing keeping you tethered to reality as the world spins out of control. His hand never leaves yours, even as the contractions grow stronger, more intense, your screams echoing off the walls.
âIâm here,â Max keeps repeating, his voice a constant in the chaos. âIâm right here. Iâm not going anywhere.â
But then, the situation worsens. You hear the doctor call for an emergency C-section, and your heart plummets. The pain is unbearable, and you canât breathe, canât think. Theyâre wheeling you away, Maxâs hand slipping from yours as they take you to the operating room. The last thing you see is his face, pale and stricken, his eyes wide with fear.
âI love you,â he calls out, his voice cracking with the weight of everything he canât control. âI love you so much. Please â please be okay.â
The operating room is cold, the lights too bright, and all you can think about is the life inside you, the baby youâve grown to love before sheâs even taken her first breath. You canât lose her. You canât. But the fear is suffocating, and as they prepare you for surgery, you feel a wave of despair crash over you.
Maxâs words echo in your mind, a desperate mantra that you cling to with everything you have. Both of you are making it out of this. You have to.
The anesthesia takes hold, and you feel yourself slipping away, the world fading around you. But before the darkness consumes you, you send up a silent prayer, a plea to whatever force might be listening.
Please. Please let us both make it out of this.
And then, thereâs nothing but darkness.
***
Max paces the waiting room, his heart pounding so hard it feels like it might break through his chest. Every second that ticks by is torture, every minute without news a knife twisting in his gut. Heâs never been this scared in his life, not even in the most dangerous moments on the track.
His hands are shaking, his mind racing with worst-case scenarios. He keeps replaying the last look you gave him, the fear in your eyes, the way you clung to him like he was the only thing keeping you grounded. The thought of losing you, of losing the baby â itâs unbearable.
He canât breathe, canât think straight. All he can do is wait, and itâs driving him insane. He feels so helpless, like thereâs nothing he can do to fix this, to protect you, and itâs killing him.
Finally, after what feels like an eternity, the doctor emerges from the operating room. Max rushes to him, his heart in his throat, fear choking him.
âDoctor, please â tell me, are they okay?â Maxâs voice is raw, barely above a whisper, his eyes pleading.
The doctor looks tired, his face drawn, but thereâs a small, reassuring smile on his lips. âThe surgery was successful. It was touch and go for a while, but both your partner and the baby are stable.â
Maxâs knees nearly buckle with relief, a sob escaping his throat as he covers his face with his hands. âThank God ⊠thank you,â he chokes out, his whole body trembling with the release of tension.
âYou can see them soon,â the doctor adds gently, placing a hand on Maxâs shoulder. âSheâs going to need a lot of rest, and weâll be monitoring them both closely, but theyâre out of danger for now.â
Max nods, unable to speak, his emotions too overwhelming to put into words. Heâs ushered into a recovery room, where youâre lying on the bed, pale and exhausted, but alive. The sight of you sends a fresh wave of tears to his eyes.
âHey,â you whisper weakly, your voice barely audible, but the sound of it is the most beautiful thing Max has ever heard.
âHey,â he breathes, moving to your side and taking your hand in his. His other hand brushes the hair from your face, his touch reverent, as if heâs afraid you might break. âYou scared the hell out of me.â
âIâm sorry,â you say, tears welling up in your eyes. âI didnât mean to ⊠I just ⊠I had to make sure she was okay.â
Max shakes his head, leaning down to press his forehead against yours, his tears mingling with yours. âDonât apologize. You did it. You both made it. Youâre both okay.â
You squeeze his hand, drawing strength from his presence. âI couldnât have done it without you. I heard you, Max ⊠I heard you telling me to hold on.â
Max pulls back slightly, his eyes searching yours. âI meant every word. Iâll always be here, for both of you. I promise.â
A nurse enters. âWould you like to meet your daughter?â She asks.
The nurse wheels in the bassinet, and you canât take your eyes off the tiny bundle wrapped in a pink blanket. Max looks at you, his heart in his throat, as the nurse gently lifts your daughter and places her in your arms. Sheâs so small, her eyes closed, her tiny fists curled up against her chest. The world narrows to this moment, the overwhelming surge of love crashing over you both as you stare down at her.
Max sits beside you, his arm around your shoulders as he looks at his daughter, his breath catching in his throat. âSheâs perfect,â he whispers, his voice thick with emotion. âSo beautiful.â
You smile through your tears, nodding as you trace a gentle finger over the babyâs soft cheek. âShe is. I ⊠Iâve been thinking about what to name her.â
Max looks at you, his heart pounding, waiting for you to speak.
âI want to name her Emilia,â you say softly, looking up at him with tear-filled eyes. âAfter you. I want her to have a part of you with her always. Youâve done so much for us, Max. Youâre a part of her, a part of us. It feels right.â
Maxâs breath catches, and for a moment, he canât speak. His middle name is something heâs never thought much about, but hearing you say it now, giving it to your daughter â it takes on a whole new meaning.
âEmilia,â he repeats softly, as if testing it out. A smile tugs at the corners of his mouth, his eyes bright with unshed tears. âItâs perfect. Thank you.â
You lean your head against his shoulder, feeling the warmth of his body as he wraps you both in his embrace. Emilia stirs in your arms, making a soft noise as she opens her eyes for the first time, looking up at you and Max with wide, curious eyes. It feels like time stands still, the three of you cocooned in this perfect moment.
âSheâs going to be so loved,â Max whispers, his voice full of awe and determination. âIâll make sure of it.â
You nod, knowing he means it with every fiber of his being. Max has already proven that heâll do anything to protect you and Emilia. Itâs in the way he looks at you, in the way he holds you both as if youâre the most precious things in the world.
As you sit there together, your new family, you know that no matter what challenges lie ahead, you wonât be facing them alone. Max is here, by your side, and with him, you have all the strength you need.
âWelcome to the world, Emilia,â you whisper, kissing her tiny forehead. âWe love you so much.â
Max kisses the top of your head, his lips lingering there as he closes his eyes, letting himself feel the full weight of the love he has for you both. This is what heâs been waiting for, what he didnât even realize he needed until now.
âIâll always be here,â he murmurs, his voice a promise. âFor both of you.â
And as you hold your daughter close, you know that those words are true. Max will always be here, and together, youâll face whatever comes next as a family.
***
Max carefully pulls the car up to the curb outside his Monaco apartment, his hands gripping the steering wheel just a little too tightly. Heâs driven this route countless times, but today feels different â monumental. He glances over at you in the passenger seat, Emilia cradled in your arms, bundled up in a soft pink blanket. Sheâs asleep, her tiny mouth forming an âOâ as she breathes peacefully.
Maxâs heart feels like it might burst from his chest as he watches you both. The love he feels is overwhelming, so much that it almost scares him. Heâs not sure how to carry it all, but he knows he wants to try â no, he needs to.
âReady?â He asks, his voice soft, not wanting to disturb Emilia.
You nod, smiling down at your daughter before looking up at him. âReady.â
Max steps out of the car and hurries around to your side, opening the door for you and helping you out, his hand warm and steady on your arm. You both move carefully, as if the world might shatter if youâre too rough. Emilia stirs slightly as you adjust her in your arms, but she stays asleep, oblivious to the world outside.
The front door of the apartment clicks open, and you step inside, the familiar scent of home wrapping around you. Max closes the door behind you, and suddenly, the apartment feels different â more complete, more alive. He watches as you walk into the living room, a sense of awe filling him as he realizes that this is your home now, Emiliaâs home.
Jimmy and Sassy are lounging on the couch when you enter. They lift their heads lazily, eyes narrowing with curiosity as they spot the new addition to the household. Max watches them closely, his heart racing slightly. He knows how territorial they can be, and the last thing he wants is for them to feel threatened by Emilia.
You lower yourself carefully onto the couch, cradling Emilia in your arms, and Max sits beside you, his arm around your shoulders. âGuys,â you whisper to the cats, your voice gentle, soothing. âCome say hi.â
Jimmy is the first to move, hopping down from the couch and approaching slowly, his eyes wide as he takes in the sight of the tiny human in your arms. He sniffs the air cautiously, his ears twitching, and then, to Maxâs surprise, he rubs his head gently against Emiliaâs leg, purring softly. Sassy follows suit, jumping up onto the armrest to get a better look, her green eyes curious and bright.
Max lets out a breath he didnât realize he was holding, a smile spreading across his face. âLooks like they approve,â he says, his voice full of warmth.
You laugh softly, the sound like music to his ears. âI guess so. Theyâre so gentle with her.â
âYeah,â Max agrees, his eyes never leaving Emiliaâs face. âThey know sheâs important.â
For a while, the three of you just sit there, basking in the quiet joy of the moment. Emilia shifts in your arms, her tiny fingers flexing as she begins to wake up. Her eyes flutter open, and she lets out a small, contented sigh. Jimmy and Sassy watch intently, as if fascinated by this little creature thatâs suddenly become the center of their world.
Max reaches out, his fingers brushing lightly against Emiliaâs cheek. She turns her head slightly, her eyes trying to focus on him, and Max feels a lump form in his throat. âHi, meisje,â he whispers, his voice thick with emotion. âWelcome home.â
You lean into him, resting your head on his shoulder, and for a moment, everything feels perfect. But then, as if the weight of the world suddenly returns, Max feels a pang of dread deep in his chest. He tries to push it away, but it lingers, gnawing at him.
You notice the change in him immediately, lifting your head to look at him, concern in your eyes. âMax? Whatâs wrong?â
He hesitates, not wanting to ruin the moment, but he knows he has to tell you. âI just ⊠Iâve been thinking about the races,â he admits quietly. âIâm going to have to leave soon, and ⊠I hate the thought of being away from you and Emilia. Especially now.â
Your expression softens, and you reach out to take his hand, your thumb brushing over his knuckles. âMax, itâs okay. I know how much racing means to you. Weâll be fine.â
He shakes his head, his eyes searching yours. âI know you will. Itâs just ⊠I donât want to miss anything. I donât want to miss her first smile, her first laugh, her first steps âŠâ
âYou wonât,â you assure him, squeezing his hand. âWeâll make it work. And when sheâs old enough, weâll come with you to as many races as we can.â
Maxâs heart swells at the thought, but then another worry creeps in. He hesitates, glancing away for a moment before looking back at you. âBut⊠what about Charles? I donât want you to feel like you have to be in the same paddock as him. I donât want you to be uncomfortable.â
Youâre quiet for a moment, considering his words, and then you shake your head, a determined look in your eyes. âMax, Iâve thought about it a lot, and I want to be there with you. Emilia and I will cheer you on, and Charles ⊠well, heâs in the past. Youâre our future. I want to support you, and I want Emilia to see how amazing her papa is.â
The relief that washes over Max is palpable. He hadnât realized how much he needed to hear that until now. âAre you sure?â He asks, his voice almost trembling. âI donât want you to do anything youâre not ready for.â
âIâm sure,â you say firmly. âBesides, I want Emilia to grow up surrounded by people who love her. And that includes you, Max. Youâre her papa.â
Maxâs breath catches at the word, his chest tightening with a mix of love and fear. Heâs been called many things in his life â champion, prodigy, competitor â but âpapaâ is new. Itâs terrifying and exhilarating all at once.
âPapa,â he echoes softly, the word feeling both foreign and right on his tongue. âI like the sound of that.â
You smile, your eyes shining with warmth. âMe too.â
The rest of the day passes in a blur of small, beautiful moments. You and Max take turns holding Emilia, watching as she discovers the world around her with wide, curious eyes. Max canât stop marveling at how tiny she is, how perfect. Every little coo, every small movement feels like a miracle to him.
When evening falls, you feed Emilia while Max busies himself in the kitchen, preparing something simple for dinner. Heâs not much of a cook, but heâs determined to take care of you both in any way he can. As you sit at the table together, Emilia cradled in your arms, Max watches you with a sense of contentment heâs never felt before.
But as the night grows darker, that lingering dread creeps back in. Max knows he has to leave for the next race soon, and the thought of being away from you and Emilia feels unbearable. After dinner, he finds himself pacing the living room, his thoughts swirling.
You notice his restlessness and approach him, Emilia sleeping soundly in your arms. âMax,â you say gently, drawing his attention. âTalk to me.â
He stops, running a hand through his hair as he looks at you, his eyes filled with uncertainty. âI just ⊠I donât know how Iâm going to leave you both. I hate it.â
You step closer, reaching out to touch his arm. âMax, I know itâs hard. But weâll be okay. And you can call us anytime, video chat, whatever you need. Weâll make it work.â
Max nods, but the worry in his eyes doesnât fade. âI just donât want to miss anything,â he repeats, his voice strained. âI want to be here for everything.â
âAnd you will be,â you promise, your voice firm. âWeâll figure it out together. Weâre a team now, remember?â
Max lets out a breath he didnât realize he was holding, the tension in his shoulders easing slightly. âYeah,â he says softly, his voice filled with gratitude. âWe are.â
You lean up to kiss him softly on the lips, a kiss thatâs full of reassurance and love. When you pull back, Max looks at you with a mixture of awe and affection.
âThank you,â he whispers, his voice thick with emotion.
âFor what?â You ask, tilting your head slightly.
âFor being here. For being you,â he says simply, his eyes locking onto yours. âI donât know what Iâd do without you.â
You smile, your heart swelling with love for the man in front of you. âYouâll never have to find out.â
Max pulls you into a gentle embrace, careful not to disturb Emilia as he holds you both close. In that moment, he knows that no matter how many races he has to go to, no matter how far he has to travel, this is where his heart will always be â with you and Emilia.
And as you both stand there, wrapped in each otherâs arms, Max makes a silent promise to himself: to always be there for you, no matter what. Because this â this little family youâve created together â is the most important thing in the world.
***
The doorbell rings just as Max is finishing up with Emiliaâs bottle. He glances at the clock â 10:30 a.m. Whoever it is, theyâre too early for lunch, too late for breakfast, and entirely unexpected.
Youâre in the kitchen, humming softly while packing away the groceries Max picked up this morning. Max smiles to himself as he looks down at Emilia, her tiny fingers wrapped around his thumb. It feels like everything in his life is finally in place.
But that sense of contentment shatters the moment he opens the door.
Jos stands there, his presence immediately filling the entryway with tension. The older manâs eyes flick to you in the kitchen, then back to Max, his mouth curling into a sneer.
âMax,â Jos says, stepping forward before Max can say a word. His voice is cold, sharp. The man doesnât even bother with a greeting.
âDad,â Max replies, swallowing hard as he shuts the door behind him. Jos is already walking into the apartment, his eyes scanning the place like heâs looking for something to criticize.
You turn around, startled by the sound of footsteps you werenât expecting. The soft smile on your face fades when you see Jos. Max can see the recognition in your eyes, followed by a flash of concern. You know about Jos, the kind of man he is. Maxâs jaw tightens.
âWhat are you doing here?â Max tries to keep his voice steady, but thereâs an edge to it, a warning.
Jos ignores him. His gaze is fixed on you now, his expression unreadable but undeniably harsh. âSo this is her, huh?â He waves a hand in your direction. âThe one Charles tossed aside.â
You freeze, hands trembling as you instinctively clutch the counter behind you. Maxâs blood runs cold.
âDonât,â Max warns, stepping between you and his father. âDonât talk to her like that.â
Jos scoffs. âRelax, Max. Iâm just stating the obvious. Sheâs nothing more than your rivalâs sloppy seconds. And you ⊠youâre playing house with another manâs child.â
The air leaves the room. Maxâs vision narrows, and all he can see is Jos â the man who made his childhood a battleground. The man who pushed him so hard he could barely breathe under the weight of his expectations. Now heâs here, trying to break apart the life Max has built for himself.
âThatâs enough,â Max snaps, his voice rising in a way thatâs unfamiliar, even to him. Emilia starts fussing in his arms, sensing the tension, and it only makes him angrier. âYou donât get to walk in here and insult my family.â
Jos raises an eyebrow. âFamily? Donât kid yourself, Max. This isnât your family. This is Charles Leclercâs leftovers. Youâre raising another manâs child, and you think that makes you a father?â
Max feels like heâs been punched in the gut, but he doesnât flinch. Heâs not that scared little boy anymore, the one who craved his fatherâs approval more than anything in the world. Heâs a man now â a father â and he wonât let Jos tear him down again.
âYou donât know anything about this,â Max says, his voice shaking with fury. âI love her. I love Emilia. Sheâs my daughter, and Iâm her father, no matter what you think. And if you canât respect that, then you donât belong here.â
Josâs eyes flash with something dark, something that Max recognizes all too well. But before he can say anything, you step forward, your voice trembling but determined. âPlease, just go.â
Jos glances at you, then back at Max. For a moment, it looks like he might push further, but then he shakes his head, a bitter laugh escaping him. âYouâve gone soft, Max. Youâre making a mistake, and one day youâll see it.â
Max tightens his grip on Emilia, whoâs starting to cry now, her small voice cutting through the tension. He turns his back on Jos, cradling his daughter close to his chest, and says, âGet out.â
For a moment, thereâs only silence. Then, with a huff of disdain, Jos turns on his heel and leaves, the door slamming shut behind him. The sound echoes through the apartment like a gunshot.
You rush to Maxâs side, reaching out to touch his arm. âMax, I-â
âDonât,â Max says, his voice cracking. He closes his eyes, leaning into your touch as he struggles to keep his composure. âJust ⊠donât.â
He doesnât mean to snap at you, but the anger, the hurt, itâs all too much. You say nothing, just move closer, wrapping your arms around him and Emilia, holding them both as tightly as you can. Max can feel the tension melting away, replaced by a deep, bone-deep exhaustion.
âIâm sorry,â you whisper, resting your head on his shoulder. âIâm so sorry.â
âItâs not your fault,â Max replies, shaking his head. âItâs ⊠itâs just him. Heâll never change.â
You pull back slightly, looking up at him with tear-filled eyes. âHeâs wrong, Max. You are her father. Youâre already everything she needs.â
Max looks down at Emilia, whoâs slowly calming down in his arms. Her tiny hand grips his finger, and the simple, innocent gesture makes something in him break. He swallows hard, blinking back tears.
âI donât care what he says,â Max whispers, more to himself than to you. âIâm not him. Iâm never going to be him.â
You reach up, gently brushing a tear away from his cheek. âYouâre not. Youâre a good man and youâre already a great father.â
Max canât find the words to respond, so he just leans down and kisses you, a slow, desperate kiss that says everything he canât put into words. You kiss him back, your hands gently cradling his face, grounding him in the moment.
When you finally pull away, you smile at him, and itâs like the sun breaking through a stormy sky. âWeâre going to be okay,â you say softly. âAll three of us.â
Max nods, pressing his forehead against yours. âYeah,â he murmurs. âWe are.â
You both stand there in the quiet of the apartment, holding onto each other and to Emilia, who has finally fallen back asleep. The storm has passed, but Max knows there will be more to come. But as long as he has you and Emilia by his side, he knows he can face anything.
And for the first time in a long time, Max feels like heâs finally home.
***
The room is silent except for the soft hum of the baby monitor, its rhythmic buzz a constant backdrop to the night. The apartment is dark, save for a thin sliver of moonlight seeping in through the curtains, casting a pale glow over the room.
You stir, groggily reaching for the warmth of Max beside you, but find only cold sheets. Instantly, youâre more awake, your heart quickening as you sit up and squint into the darkness. Itâs late, or maybe itâs early â time has blurred into an endless loop of feeding, changing, and trying to snatch sleep in between.
Max isnât in bed, but you can see his silhouette across the room, standing over Emiliaâs crib. His back is to you, his posture tense yet somehow fragile, as if heâs holding something inside thatâs threatening to spill over. You watch him for a moment, the quiet of the night wrapping around you both like a blanket, before you gently call out his name.
âMax?â
He doesnât turn immediately, and for a second, you think maybe he didnât hear you. But then he shifts slightly, his shoulders dropping as if heâs finally exhaling a breath he didnât realize he was holding.
âSorry,â he says, his voice low and rough with emotion. âDid I wake you?â
You shake your head, though heâs not looking at you. âNo. I just noticed you werenât in bed.â
He glances back at you then, just briefly, his eyes shadowed and unreadable in the dim light. âI couldnât sleep,â he admits, turning his gaze back to Emilia. âI kept thinking about ⊠everything.â
Thereâs a heaviness in his tone that makes you push back the covers and swing your legs over the edge of the bed. You stand up, crossing the room to where heâs standing. When you reach him, you place a hand on his arm, feeling the tension thrumming through his muscles.
âWhatâs going on in that head of yours?â You ask softly, trying to meet his eyes.
For a moment, heâs quiet, staring down at Emilia with a look thatâs a mix of awe and fear. Then he speaks, his voice barely above a whisper. âI keep saying sheâs mine. Iâve said it so many times, but ⊠I donât think it really hit me until just now. Iâm her dad.â
He finally looks at you, his blue eyes shining with something raw and unguarded. âIâm her dad, and that means ⊠everything. It means Iâm the one whoâs supposed to protect her, to make sure sheâs safe and happy. Iâm the one whoâs supposed to teach her, to love her, to be there for every moment of her life.â
His voice cracks on the last word, and you feel your heart break for him, for the weight heâs been carrying. You squeeze his arm gently, encouraging him to continue.
âIâve spent so much of my life trying to be what my dad wanted me to be,â Max continues, his eyes dropping back down to Emilia. âI pushed myself so hard because I thought thatâs what I had to do, that I had to prove something to him, to everyone. But this ⊠being her dad, itâs different. Itâs not about proving anything. Itâs just about being there for her, for you.â
You can hear the fear in his voice, the uncertainty, but also the determination. Max has always been a fighter, always pushing himself to the limit, but this is different. This is about love, about responsibility, about a future thatâs no longer just his.
âI promise,â he says, his voice stronger now, more certain. âI promise Iâll always do the best for her, and for you. Iâll make mistakes, I know I will, but Iâll always try to do whatâs right. Iâll always be here.â
His words hang in the air between you, heavy with meaning. You step closer, sliding your arms around his waist and resting your head against his chest. You can hear the steady beat of his heart beneath your ear, a comforting rhythm that grounds you in the moment.
âYouâre already doing it,â you whisper against his chest. âYouâre already an amazing dad, Max. Sheâs so lucky to have you, and so am I.â
Max wraps his arms around you, pulling you even closer. You feel the warmth of his body against yours, the steady rise and fall of his chest as he breathes. Itâs a simple, quiet moment, but itâs everything.
âIâm the lucky one,â he murmurs, pressing a kiss to the top of your head. âI didnât think ⊠I never imagined this. Having a family. But now that I do, I canât imagine life without it. Without you. Without her.â
You pull back slightly, just enough to look up at him. His eyes are soft, full of love and something else â something deeper, more profound. Itâs the look of a man whoâs found something he didnât even know he was searching for.
âI love you,â you say, the words slipping out before you can even think about them. But theyâre true, and you realize with a start that youâve been feeling them for a while now.
Maxâs breath catches, and for a moment, he just stares at you, like heâs trying to memorize your face, your words, everything about this moment. Then he smiles â a real, genuine smile that lights up his entire face.
âI love you too,â he says, his voice thick with emotion. âSo much.â
You lean in, pressing your lips to his in a slow, tender kiss. Itâs not the first kiss youâve shared, but it feels like the most important. Itâs a promise, a commitment, a beginning.
When you finally pull away, Max rests his forehead against yours, his hands still holding you close. âThank you,â he whispers. âFor everything. For trusting me, for being here, for giving me this family.ïżœïżœ
You smile, reaching up to cup his cheek. âThereâs nowhere else Iâd rather be.â
He kisses you again, softer this time, a lingering brush of lips that sends warmth spiraling through you. Then he turns his attention back to Emilia, whoâs still sound asleep in her crib, blissfully unaware of the world around her.
âSheâs so perfect,â Max murmurs, his voice full of wonder. âI still canât believe sheâs ours.â
âShe is,â you agree, leaning against him as you both watch your daughter sleep. âSheâs everything.â
Max nods, his eyes never leaving Emilia. âIâm going to do everything I can to make sure she has the best life possible. I donât care what it takes. Sheâs my little girl.â
Thereâs a fierceness in his voice now, a protective instinct that you know will only grow stronger with time. Itâs the kind of love that canât be measured, the kind that changes everything.
âAnd you,â Max adds, looking down at you with a softness that makes your heart swell. âIâm going to do everything I can to make sure youâre happy too. That you never have to worry about anything.â
âI know you will,â you say, reaching up to run your fingers through his hair. âBut you donât have to do it all on your own, Max. Weâre in this together, okay? Weâre a team.â
He nods, his expression serious. âYeah. We are.â
You stand there in the quiet of the night, wrapped up in each other and in the future youâre building together. Itâs a future thatâs still uncertain, full of challenges and unknowns, but itâs yours. Itâs yours, and itâs beautiful.
After a while, Max guides you back to bed, and you both climb under the covers, your bodies fitting together perfectly. He holds you close, his arms wrapped around you as you settle against his chest. You can hear the steady beat of his heart, feel the warmth of his skin against yours, and it lulls you into a peaceful sleep.
As you drift off, you hear Maxâs voice one last time, a soft whisper in the darkness. âIâm never letting go of this. Of you. Of her. I promise.â
And with that, you fall into a deep, dreamless sleep, feeling more loved and more secure than you ever have before.
***
Max is darting around the private jet, a man on a mission. Heâs checking every corner, every surface, making sure itâs all baby-proofed, while you sit on the plush leather seat, watching him with a mix of amusement and affection. Emilia, cradled in your arms, is blissfully unaware of her fatherâs nerves as she gurgles happily, her tiny hands waving in the air.
âMax, itâs fine,â you call out, but heâs too busy testing the security of a cabinet door to hear you.
âWhat if the turbulence knocks something over?â He mutters, more to himself than to you, as he gives the cabinet another pull to ensure itâs locked tight. He moves on to the safety straps on the seats, tugging at them to make sure theyâre secure.
You canât help but smile at how seriously heâs taking this. Max Verstappen reduced to a bundle of nerves over the safety of a half-year-old baby on a private jet. Itâs endearing, seeing him so out of his element, so completely focused on making sure everything is perfect for Emilia.
âMax, sheâs going to be fine,â you say gently, but with a hint of laughter in your voice.
Max finally turns to you, his expression a mix of determination and mild panic. âI know, I just-â he pauses, running a hand through his hair, âI donât want to take any chances. What if something happens? What if-â
âMax,â you cut him off, âeverythingâs going to be okay. Youâve checked everything three times already.â
He lets out a breath, his shoulders finally relaxing a little. âYeah, youâre right. I just ... I want her to be safe.â
âShe will be. And besides,â you add with a teasing smile, âyouâve already won the overprotective dad award.â
That gets a small smile out of him, and he walks over to where youâre sitting, leaning down to press a kiss to Emiliaâs forehead. âYouâre right,â he says again, though this time it sounds more like heâs trying to convince himself.
You reach up to touch his cheek, your thumb brushing over the stubble there. âYouâre an amazing dad, Max.â
He covers your hand with his, his blue eyes softening as he looks at you. âI just ... I never thought Iâd be this worried, you know? Driving at 300 kilometers an hour doesnât scare me, but this ...â
âBecause this is different,â you finish for him, understanding completely. âSheâs your whole world now.â
âYou both are,â he corrects, and you can see the emotion in his eyes, the depth of his feelings for both you and Emilia.
The flight attendant comes by to offer refreshments, and Max asks for a bottle of water before turning his attention back to you and Emilia. He takes a seat beside you, carefully cradling the baby as you hand her over. The moment Emilia is in his arms, the tension in his shoulders eases, and he looks down at her with the kind of adoration that makes your heart swell.
âLook at her,â he murmurs, as if he still canât believe this little person is real, is his.
âSheâs beautiful,â you agree softly.
Max leans back in his seat, holding Emilia close. Sheâs starting to doze off, her tiny mouth making little sucking motions even in her sleep. âI canât wait for her to see her first race,â he says quietly, his voice full of anticipation and pride.
You smile, watching the way he looks at Emilia, as if sheâs the most precious thing in the world. And to him, she is.
âDo you think sheâll like it?â You ask, leaning your head on his shoulder.
He chuckles softly. âI donât know. But I hope so. Maybe sheâll be my little lucky charm.â
âShe already is,â you say, closing your eyes for a moment, just soaking in the warmth of the moment.
The plane starts to taxi down the runway, and Max holds Emilia a little tighter, his other hand reaching out to take yours. The takeoff is smooth, but Maxâs grip on your hand doesnât loosen until youâre well into the air.
âShe didnât even stir,â you note, nodding towards Emilia, whoâs still peacefully asleep in Maxâs arms.
âSheâs tougher than we give her credit for,â Max replies, smiling down at his daughter.
As the flight progresses, Max eventually relaxes enough to stop checking every detail of the cabin. He spends most of the time just watching Emilia sleep, occasionally glancing out the window at the clouds passing by. You can see the wheels turning in his head, and you know heâs already imagining what it will be like to have her at the track, to share that part of his life with her.
After a while, you start to feel the effects of the early morning and the flight. The gentle hum of the plane and the steady warmth of Max beside you lull you into a state of drowsiness. You lean against him, resting your head on his shoulder, your hand still holding his.
Max looks down at you, his heart swelling with a fierce protectiveness. This is his family, his girls, and he would do anything to keep you both safe, to make sure youâre happy. He kisses the top of your head, the gesture so natural, so filled with love, that it almost surprises him how right it feels.
As the plane flies steadily towards its destination, you drift off to sleep, the last thing you hear being Max whispering softly to Emilia, telling her about the first time heâll take her to the paddock, how heâll introduce her to everyone, how heâll teach her everything he knows. His voice is filled with so much love and promise that it makes your heart ache in the best way possible.
And then, youâre asleep, resting peacefully against Maxâs shoulder, while Emilia snoozes in his arms. Max stays like that for the rest of the flight, holding both of you close, his heart full and content.
***
The paddock buzzes with the usual pre-race excitement, but today, there's an extra layer of curiosity. People are craning their necks, whispering to each other, their eyes widening as Max Verstappen strolls through, an unusual sight to behold. Emilia is strapped to his chest in a baby carrier, her tiny hands grabbing at the fabric of Maxâs shirt, while you walk beside him, pushing a stroller thatâs more a mobile storage unit for all the baby essentials.
Itâs your first time back at a race since everything changed, and the significance of the moment isnât lost on you. Every step feels heavy with the weight of anticipation, not just for the race itself, but for the reactions you both know are coming. Max, usually so composed in these environments, seems a little tense. His hand rests protectively over Emilia, his thumb gently stroking her back as he navigates through the crowd.
As you walk together, you catch the eyes of team members, fans, and media alike, all of them stunned by the sight of Max â stoic, single-minded Max â suddenly a father. The whispers grow louder, cameras discreetly capturing the moment, and you feel the eyes of the entire paddock on you. But Max, despite the tension in his shoulders, keeps his focus on you and Emilia, blocking out the stares as best he can.
You try to smile, to project confidence, but you canât shake the feeling of being exposed, vulnerable. Itâs not just that this is your first time back in the paddock â itâs that this is the first time the world is seeing you, Max, and Emilia together. You brace yourself for the reactions, knowing theyâll come.
Max senses your unease and squeezes your hand, a silent reassurance that heâs with you every step of the way. âIgnore them,â he says quietly, his voice firm. âThis is about us, not them.â
You nod, taking a deep breath as you push the stroller forward. Emilia, blissfully unaware of the attention, coos happily against Maxâs chest, her tiny head resting against him. Itâs that sound, that innocence, that gives you the strength to keep going.
As you walk further into the paddock, the sea of familiar faces starts to part for you, some people smiling warmly, others too shocked to do much more than gape. Max acknowledges a few of the team members with a nod, his usual stern expression softened by the presence of his daughter.
Then, as you turn a corner near the Red Bull garage, you see him. Charles, dressed in his Ferrari red, stands talking to a few engineers. His back is to you, and for a moment, you think you might pass by unnoticed. But then, as if sensing your presence, Charles turns.
The world seems to slow as his eyes lock onto Emilia. He freezes, his expression shifting from confusion to disbelief in a matter of seconds. His gaze flickers between you, Max, and the baby, and you can see the moment it all clicks for him. The green eyes, so like his own, staring back at him from the face of the baby strapped to Maxâs chest.
âMax,â Charles says, his voice low, tight. His face flushes with a mix of emotions â shock, anger, betrayal. âWhat the hell is this?â
Maxâs jaw tightens, but he stays calm. âLetâs not do this here.â
But Charles doesnât seem to hear him. He takes a step closer, his eyes locked on Emilia, and you instinctively move closer to Max, as if you can shield your daughter from whateverâs about to happen.
âYou had a baby?â Charles spits out, his voice rising with each word. âMy baby?â He points at you, disbelief and fury written all over his face. âYou stole my girlfriend and now youâre raising my child?â
The words hit like a slap, and you feel the blood drain from your face. You knew this confrontation was coming, but nothing could have prepared you for the intensity of it, for the venom in Charlesâ voice.
Max steps forward, placing himself between you and Charles. âWatch what youâre saying,â he warns, his voice dangerously low. âEmilia is not your daughter. You gave up that right when you left her mother.â
Charles scoffs, his eyes narrowing as he looks at Max. âYou think you can just replace me? That sheâll ever be yours?â
âShe already is,â Max replies, his voice steady, unyielding. âSheâs mine because Iâm here for her, every day. Because I love her. And because you walked away.â
Charles looks like heâs about to explode. His fists clench at his sides, and for a moment, you think he might actually take a swing at Max. But instead, he turns his anger on you.
âAnd you,â he snaps, his voice dripping with contempt. âHow could you do this? How could you let him take my place?â
The accusation stings, but before you can respond, Emilia starts to cry, the tension and raised voices too much for her to handle. The sound cuts through the air like a knife, and suddenly, all eyes are on the three of you, the scene unfolding like a car crash that no one can look away from.
Charles looks stricken at the sound of Emiliaâs cries, but his anger doesnât dissipate. If anything, it seems to fuel him further. âYou think you can just replace me? That she wonât know who her real father is?â
Maxâs composure finally breaks. He steps forward, his face inches from Charles, his voice deadly calm. âYou lost the right to call yourself her father when you walked away from her mother without a second thought. Donât you dare try to claim her now.â
âMax, please,â you whisper, your voice trembling as you reach out to him. But before you can pull him back, Charles lashes out.
âYou think this is over? You think Iâll just let you play happy family with my daughter?â
âStop it, Charles,â you plead, but your words fall on deaf ears.
Charles opens his mouth to respond, but Emiliaâs cries grow louder, her tiny fists clenching in distress. Maxâs expression hardens as he looks at Charles, then at his daughter, whoâs clearly terrified by the escalating confrontation.
âThatâs enough,â Max says, his voice firm. âYouâre scaring her.â
But Charles doesnât back down. He takes another step forward, his voice rising. âSheâs mine, Max. And Iâll make sure she knows it.â
Emiliaâs wails reach a fever pitch, and Maxâs patience snaps. He takes a deep breath, his jaw clenching as he turns to you. âTake her,â he says softly, carefully unstrapping Emilia from the carrier and handing her to you. You can feel his hands shaking slightly as he passes her over, his control fraying at the edges.
You cradle Emilia close, trying to soothe her as you watch the standoff between Max and Charles with mounting dread.
Max squares his shoulders, turning back to Charles with a look that could freeze over hell. âIf you ever come near her again,â he says, his voice cold as ice, âIâll make sure you regret it.â
Charlesâs eyes flash with anger, but heâs out of words, out of retorts. He glares at Max, then at you, before turning on his heel and storming away, his footsteps echoing down the paddock.
For a moment, everything is silent except for Emiliaâs soft cries. The crowd that had gathered disperses, but not without a few lingering looks of shock and curiosity. You can feel the weight of their stares, the buzz of gossip thatâs sure to follow, but all that matters is calming Emilia and holding it together for her.
Max stands there, his chest heaving, the adrenaline from the confrontation still coursing through his veins. He watches as Charles disappears from sight, then turns back to you, his expression softening as he sees the tears in your eyes.
âIâm so sorry,â he whispers, his voice rough with emotion. âI didnât want it to happen like this.â
You shake your head, unable to find the words to respond. Instead, you focus on Emilia, her cries quieting as she nuzzles against your chest, seeking comfort.
Max steps closer, his hand reaching out to touch your arm, grounding both of you. âAre you okay?â He asks gently, his eyes searching yours.
You nod, swallowing the lump in your throat. âIâm okay,â you manage to say, though your voice is shaky. âItâs just ... itâs a lot.â
âI know,â Max says, his voice filled with regret. âI wish I could make it all go away.â
You take a deep breath, feeling the tension start to ease as Maxâs presence grounds you. âWeâll get through this,â you say softly, more for yourself than anyone else.
Max wraps an arm around you, pulling you close, his other hand resting on Emiliaâs back. âWe will,â he promises, his voice steady and sure. âWeâre a family, and nothingâs going to change that.â
As you stand there, the chaos of the paddock fading into the background, you realize that no matter what happens, no matter what anyone says, youâre not alone in this. You have Max, and together, youâll face whatever comes your way.
***
Max paces the length of his driverâs room, phone pressed to his ear, his voice low but urgent. Outside, the hum of the paddock continues, but inside, the tension is palpable. He runs a hand through his hair, the stress of the day catching up with him. His mind is a storm of thoughts, all centered on you and Emilia.
You stand at the doorway, hesitating as you hear his voice, too focused on the conversation to notice your presence. You canât make out every word, but the ones you do catch make your heart pound in your chest.
âNo, I donât care what it takes,â Max says, his voice firm. âI want to make sure he has no rights. None. He canât just walk back into her life and take her away.â
Your breath hitches, and you step closer, just out of his line of sight. Max pauses, listening to whoeverâs on the other end of the call, his jaw clenched tight. The room feels smaller, the walls closing in, the gravity of what heâs discussing weighing heavily on your heart.
âYes,â he says after a moment. âIâve thought about that. Adoption. I want it to be official, as soon as possible. I want to be her dad in every way that matters.â
You feel like the airâs been knocked out of you. Your hand flies to your mouth, trying to contain the emotion that surges through you. Youâve always known that Max loves Emilia as his own, but hearing him talk about adoption, about making it official, is overwhelming. Itâs everything you didnât know you needed to hear.
Maxâs back is to you, his shoulders tense, his free hand on his hip. âNo, I donât care about the PR fallout. Sheâs my daughter, and Iâll do whatever it takes to protect her.â
You canât stay quiet any longer. âMax âŠâ
He turns so quickly that he nearly drops his phone. His blue eyes widen in surprise, then soften when he sees you. He quickly wraps up the call, telling his lawyer heâll be in touch soon, and hangs up, his attention solely on you now.
âHow much did you hear?â He asks, a touch of worry in his voice as he approaches you.
âEnough,â you admit, your voice trembling with emotion. âYouâre serious about this? About adopting her?â
Max stops in front of you, his hands gently taking yours. âOf course, I am,â he says softly, his thumb brushing over your knuckles. âSheâs mine, in every way that matters. I donât want there to be any question about that. I want to make it official.â
Tears well up in your eyes, and you blink rapidly, trying to keep them from falling. âMax ⊠I donât even know what to say. Youâre amazing, you know that?â
He smiles, but thereâs a vulnerability in his eyes that tugs at your heart. âI just want to do whatâs right for you and Emilia. You both mean everything to me.â
Your heart swells with so much love that it feels like it might burst. âI love you,â you whisper, the words tumbling out before you can stop them.
Maxâs eyes light up, and he pulls you into his arms, holding you close. âI love you too,â he murmurs against your hair, his voice thick with emotion. âSo much.â
You bury your face in his chest, the steady rhythm of his heartbeat grounding you as you let the tears fall, tears of happiness, relief, and love. Maxâs hand runs soothingly up and down your back, his touch reassuring, solid, and everything you need.
âI didnât know if youâd want that,â you admit after a moment, your voice muffled against his shirt. âThe adoption, I mean. I didnât want to pressure you into anything.â
Max pulls back just enough to look at you, his hands cradling your face. âThis isnât about pressure,â he says earnestly. âThis is about what I want. I want to be her dad, officially. I want us to be a family.â
His words hit you like a wave, and you canât hold back the smile that breaks across your face. âWe already are, Max. But ⊠making it official ⊠it would mean the world to me.â
He kisses you then, softly, sweetly, as if sealing the promise with his lips. When he pulls away, thereâs a determination in his eyes that makes your heart race.
âWeâll get this sorted,â he says, his voice steady and sure. âCharles wonât be able to touch her. Iâll make sure of it.â
You nod, trusting him completely, knowing that whatever happens, Max will be there, by your side, protecting you and Emilia. Heâs already proven that in so many ways.
âThank you,â you whisper, leaning into his embrace. âFor everything.â
Max presses another kiss to your forehead, lingering there as if he never wants to let go. âIâll always be here for you,â he promises, his voice a gentle vow. âFor both of you.â
You stay like that for a long moment, wrapped up in each other, the weight of the world outside the room forgotten. Itâs just you, Max, and the love thatâs grown between you, a love thatâs only getting stronger with each passing day.
Eventually, Max steps back, his hand slipping into yours, his thumb brushing over your knuckles again. âCome on,â he says softly, a small smile playing on his lips. âLetâs go check on Emilia.â
You smile back, feeling lighter than you have in days. âYeah,â you agree, squeezing his hand. âLetâs.â
***
The FIA Prize Giving Ceremony is a glittering affair, with the most celebrated drivers in the world gathered under one roof, all eager to see who will take home the eveningâs highest honors. The room is abuzz with energy, cameras flashing, and the air thick with anticipation. Itâs a night of recognition, where the best of the best are acknowledged for their achievements on the track. But for you and Max, tonight is about something much more personal.
You sit beside Max at one of the front tables, your hands clasped together under the tablecloth. Max looks sharp in his tailored suit, but his usual air of calm confidence is tinged with a nervous excitement that he canât quite hide. His eyes are fixed on the stage, where the host is just beginning to announce the next category: Rookie of the Year.
â... and the Rookie of the Year award goes to ... Emilia Verstappen!â
The applause is instantaneous, loud and enthusiastic, as the cameras pan across the audience. You squeeze Maxâs hand, and he turns to you, his eyes shining with pride. He doesnât say anything, but he doesnât have to â you can see everything heâs feeling written all over his face.
You both watch as Emilia makes her way to the stage, her long, dark hair cascading over her shoulders, the bright lights catching the sparkles in her gown. She moves with the grace and confidence of someone whoâs been in the spotlight her entire life, but thereâs still that youthful energy in her step, the excitement of someone just beginning to make her mark on the world.
When Emilia reaches the podium, she takes the award in her hands, the applause still roaring around her. She takes a moment to look out at the audience, her eyes searching until they find yours and Maxâs. She smiles â a smile thatâs a little bit of yours, a little bit of her biological fatherâs, and completely her own. The room gradually quiets down, and when she speaks, her voice is clear and steady, carrying through the hall.
âWow, this is ... incredible. Thank you so much to the FIA, to my team, and to everyone whoâs supported me this year. Itâs been a wild ride, and Iâm so grateful for every moment.â
She pauses, glancing down at the award in her hands, turning it over thoughtfully. âBut there are two people I need to thank more than anyone else, because without them, I wouldnât be standing here tonight.â
You feel Maxâs grip on your hand tighten just slightly, as if bracing himself for whatâs coming. Heâs always been proud of Emilia, but tonight, the emotion is running deeper than ever.
âMy parents,â Emilia continues, her voice growing softer, more heartfelt. âMama, Papa ... I owe everything to you.â
The crowd is silent now, all eyes on the young woman at the podium, the daughter of one of the greatest drivers in Formula 1 history, but tonight, itâs clear that this is Emiliaâs moment.
âMama,â Emilia says, her gaze finding you again, âyouâve been my rock, my biggest supporter, and the person whoâs always believed in me, even when I doubted myself. You taught me what it means to be strong, to never give up, and to follow my heart. I wouldnât be who I am today without you.â
A lump forms in your throat, and you feel tears welling up in your eyes. Youâve watched Emilia grow from a baby into the remarkable young woman she is today, and hearing her speak these words is almost too much to bear. You squeeze Maxâs hand again, finding comfort in his presence beside you.
âAnd Papa ...â Emiliaâs voice catches slightly, and she takes a moment to steady herself. âI know I might not look like you, but no one can deny that I drive like you. Youâve taught me everything I know about racing, but more importantly, youâve shown me what it means to be passionate, dedicated, and fearless. Iâve always wanted to make you proud, and I hope Iâve done that.â
Max canât hold back the tears any longer. He blinks rapidly, trying to keep his emotions in check, but itâs no use. His eyes are wet, his chest tight with pride and love for his daughter. He nods, his lips pressed together in a tight line, as if trying to keep himself from breaking down completely.
You lean into him, resting your head against his shoulder, and he wraps his arm around you, pulling you close. In this moment, itâs just the three of you â everything else fades away.
Emilia takes a deep breath, her gaze sweeping across the audience one last time. âIâm so lucky to have parents like you. Thank you for everything. This award is as much yours as it is mine.â
The applause that follows is deafening, the crowd rising to their feet in a standing ovation. Emilia smiles, a little shy now that the speech is over, and nods her thanks before stepping back from the podium.
As the applause continues, Max turns to you, his eyes still glistening. âSheâs incredible, isnât she?â
You nod, too emotional to speak, your heart full to bursting with love for both of them. Max leans down and presses a kiss to your forehead, a silent acknowledgment of everything youâve been through together to reach this moment.
The ceremony continues, but youâre not really paying attention anymore. Youâre too lost in your thoughts, in the warmth of Maxâs arm around you, in the overwhelming pride you feel for your daughter.
When Emilia returns to the table, the award in her hands, Max immediately pulls her into a tight hug. âIâm so proud of you,â he murmurs, his voice thick with emotion. âSo, so proud.â
Emilia hugs him back just as tightly, her eyes bright with unshed tears. âThanks, Papa,â she whispers, her voice full of love. âI couldnât have done it without you.â
They hold each other for a long moment, and you canât help but smile through your own tears. This is your family â your beautiful, wonderful, extraordinary family.
As the evening draws to a close and the final awards are handed out, you find yourself reflecting on the journey that brought you all here. It wasnât always easy, and there were times when you werenât sure how things would turn out. But standing here now, with Max and Emilia by your side, you know that every challenge, every hardship, was worth it.
As you all make your way out of the ceremony and into the cool night air, Emilia holds her award close, her eyes still shining with happiness. Max keeps his arm around you, his other hand resting on Emiliaâs shoulder, as if he canât bear to let either of you out of his reach.
When you reach the car, Max opens the door for you and Emilia, and you both slide inside. As Max takes his seat behind the wheel, he glances over at you, his expression soft and full of love.
âReady to go home?â He asks, his voice gentle.
You nod, smiling at him, your heart full. âYeah,â you reply, reaching over to take his hand. âLetâs go home.â
As Max drives through the quiet streets, Emilia leans her head against your shoulder, her award still clutched in her hands. You glance at her, at the peaceful expression on her face, and feel a surge of contentment wash over you.
This is what itâs all about, you realize. This is the life youâve built together, the family youâve created. And as you sit there, surrounded by the people you love most in the world, you know that no matter what the future holds, youâll face it together â just as you always have.
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Why Dragon Age Veilguard isn't a "Cathedral"
Concept art by Matt Rhodes
"To disinherit the storylines of past games goes directly against the notion of building cathedrals."
What is inherent with Veilguard that keeps bothering me is the fact that the world's choices truly didn't matter--and it doesn't simply bother me from a player perspective, it's not simply a grievance borne of frustration to what I (as a longtime fan) have lost. It's about the very culture of the arts under capitalism's new media habituation cycle [x][x].
Yes, I spent hours of my life playing and replaying each instalment of Dragon Age. Yes, I painstakingly curated a 'canon' world state by replaying what came before in preparation for Veilguard. Yes, I am even more unsatisfied with the end product--time hasn't helped, it's just widened the divide. But, and I can't stress this enough, these very personal gripes aren't what hit home the most. It's the inherent disregard of legacy. A legacy that the previous writers and game developers were building towards.
In the DAV artbook, "cathedral" is the word used to describe the process of making a game. Matt Rhodes' exact words are: "One artist can make a painting, but it takes a team to build a cathedral." Cathedrals took centuries to build. The architect who drafted the first blueprints would likely never see his work realised, he had to rely on those who came after him, like-minded and passionate, to see it through--for the culture, for the future, for legacy. Painters took on several apprentices for this reason too--giant frescoes were not completed by one man's hand, even if it is one man's name that immortalises them. Similarly, if you weave a narrative around choice, what good does it do to take it away at the final act if not to fall to caricature?
To disinherit the storylines of past games goes directly against the notion of building cathedrals.
Late-stage capitalism and profit-margin-obsessed game producers forcing developers to churn out meager content, to make a known brand into something it's not, to chase a fad or a popular trend... o, how reductive and cliche you've been forced to become Bioware. We have lost the cultural thought patterns relative to Cathedrals. We know only of barn-raised churches--done in a day but unlikely to last the turn of the seasons.
And don't even get me started on the music of Veilguard either. From Origins to World of Warcraft to Everquest to Baldur's Gate to Dungeon Siege, you can hear the intricate interconnected weave of sounds inspired by the Dungeons and Dragons-esque fantasy genre. You hear it in the repeated use of certain instruments, in the harmonic weeping notes of a bard-like singer or the foreboding echoes of drums as if of war. In tavern songs. But then, rather than hire someone who loves these worlds and this genre, who is a hungry artist looking to make a name, a legacy if you will, for themselves with a spectacular score, you hire any already sated composer, one well-into the encroaching years of career fatigue, whose notes repeat in countless projects, who feels less concise and more uninterested with each new project. One who has long since cemented his legacy. Someone in it for a paycheck and nothing else! And, to top it off, you let him compose something so minimalist? I am offended actually.
Cathedrals! We should have witnessed the final tile being placed on the Dragon Age cathedral. Instead, some architects walked up, tore down the interior and installed IKEA furniture and called it authentic before having to call the previous architects to come and fix the "load-bearing issues", forcing them to rush and add a coat of varnish and a few 'aged' details for authenticity.
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Tell ur girl || Rafe Cameron x fem!reader
Summary: Topperâs new girl being a bitch so you just have to remind her where her place is.
Warnings: swearing, drinking
word count: 431
a/n: send me requests pleaseee đ«¶
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divider by @yoonitos
Posted up with my dogs, Scooby Doo type shit. She grippinâ all on my balls, I gotta move type shit. Diamonds, they cover my flaws, I got that brand new type shit.
You step into the dimly lit space of the party, left hand sporting a red plastic cup, your other holding your purse as you move amidst the chaotic atmosphere. The pulsating bass of Futureâs âType Shitâ reverberating through the air, the scent of alcohol and sweat mingles with the thrum of excitement, creating an intoxicating ambiance that electrifies the senses.
You navigate through the crowded room, your gaze fixed on Rafe, sat on one of the couches with a few people around, his presence commanding attention wherever he goes. You catch glimpses of familiar facesâlike topper and kelceâtheir expressions a blend of excitement and indulgence, but your focus remains on Rafe.
He hadnât noticed you as he was talking to a guy standing behind the couch, but Topper did, and he tapped Rafe on the shoulder and cocked his head to your direction. He watches you as you come closer with that grin you knew all too well. He let his eyes wander down your figure as you couldnât help but feel your cheeks burn up.
Without even setting down your purse or cup, you immediately leaned over to Rafe as his hand rests on your hip, your lips meeting in a kiss. All while this was happening, you could hear Topper ushering the girl beside him to move to his other side. Your eyes move to an unfamiliar girl, her blonde locks cascading around her shoulders as sheâs pressed up against your boyfriendâs arm, her expression one of casual indifference.
Your eyes then flicker towards Topperâs hand resting on her thigh. So this must be Topâs new girl, Cassie I think her name was. âYo Top, tell your girl to move over yeah?â Rafe leans back on the sofa manspreading as his eyes lock with Topperâs behind the blonde girlâs head.
You notice the subtle change of demeanour in Cassie as she looks down at her painted nails. âBabe, just move here,â Topper pats the free space on his other side as she scoffs. âWhy should I? I was here first,â she scoffs, glancing at you as she dismissively tosses her hair.
Rafe watches Cassie with a measured gaze, his eyes betraying none of the amusement that flickers in their depths. âCassie, right?â The blonde blinks up at you, âCould you just please move over? Youâll still be sitting next to Top,â You assert, your tone firm but composed. Rafeâs lips quirk up in a barely contained smile.
âNothing,â She shrugs, âIâm just not moving,â she declares defiantly, crossing her arms over her chest in a gesture of defiance. In your peripheral vision, Topper closes his eyes briefly before letting out a breath, âCassie, itâs not a big fuckinâ deal, just move and let Y/n sit there.â His tone agitated.
Your patience wears thin at her stubbornness, frustration simmering beneath the surface. With a sigh, you shoot Rafe a pleading look, silently urging him to intervene. But Rafe merely watches the exchange with a hint of amusement, his lips quirking up in a barely concealed smile.
Before you can respond, Rafeâs deep voice slices through the thick tension in the room, calm yet imbued with an unmistakable authority. His eyes lock onto yours, his expression firm but not unkind. âCome on, Cassie. Donât make this harder than it needs to be,â he says. His words resonate with a weight that leaves no room for argument.
âFucking forget about it,â your voice cuts through the air as the three of them watch you set down your things on the glass table. Then, without missing a beat, you settle onto Rafeâs lap, his arms instinctively wrapping around you. Your boot-covered feet find their place on Cassieâs lap, causing her eyes to widen in shock
Topper stifles his laugh as Rafe smirks, his large hand resting on your exposed stomach. Topperâs laughs become audible, drawing a sharp glare from Cassie. âFuck you all,â she snaps, pushing herself off the couch and shooting you a withering look before stalking off into the crowd.
âJesus Christ, Top, where are you finding these girls? Bitch island?â You shook your head at him as he rolls his eyes, leaning back on the couch. âFucked If I know. Maybe I should steer clear of blondes,â Topper grumbles. Rafe snorts, âThatâs about the smartest think youâve said in a long time.â
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chicken tenders
âthe best part of my day is when i get to see you naked.â
summary - chris has been stressing this entire week, meetings have piled up while also trying to maintain filming and keep up with his brand. all he wants right now is to see you.
switch!chris x switch!reader
you were on chrisâ mind the second he woke up, he hadnât seen you in about a week due to his busy schedule. he was growing frustrated, mentally and sexually, he would call you here and there to ask how your day was but he wasnât really listening.
he was too lost in the sound of your tired voice from your long day as you told him what was going on, letting out small hums to let you know he was âlisteningâ.
(flashback to yesterday..)
âand so thats when i tell her that- chris are you okay?â you had heard a soft whine from the other line ây-yeah mâfine, k-keep going ma. mâlistening donât worry..â his face turning red from almost getting caught, hand still wrapped around his cock waiting for you to continue your story âoh ok.. well anyways-â
âo-oh fuck!â he groaned, forgetting you could still hear him. âchris are you-?â you giggle âplease ma, n-need you so bad baby.. havenât been able to see you in so- fuck! so longâ he lets out a shaky breath as his hand never stops its movement.
âyeah? need me that bad youâre willing to jerk off to my voice thinking i wouldnât notice? youâre pathetic chrisâ
thats what got him, the degrading words pushing him over the edge. all that can be heard from his end is small cries and whimpers with your name thrown in between âfuck. y-youâre killing me baby, canât wait to see you..â
(present day)
chris was excited for today, some of his meetings got pushed back a couple of days ahead which gave him some time to see you. not right now though, he still had to go to the warehouse to sign cards that were gonna be put in merch drops and still had a meeting or two to attend.
on the way there though he was fairly quiet, usually being his energetic self he would be blasting music throughout the whole car or picking on either matt or nick just because he was bored. âkid you there? hellooo!!â matt said waving his hand in front of chrisâ face as they stopped at the red light. âwhat- matt get your fucking hand away from me dickheadâ he pushes his hand away and scoffs âi was trying to ask you something, fucking idiotâ matt said, clearly irritated.
âwell what? im listening now.â chris grumbled âchris whats your problem? youâve been acting like a moron this whole weekâ nick chimes in âprobably cause he hasnât seen his girl all week, sâthat it chris?â matt says chuckling while the car starts moving once more.
âkid shut the fuck up already.â chrisâ voice is now stern and serious âooh that must be itâ nick says laughing âcan you both seriously stop talking, youâre fucking annoying.â he snaps at both of them.
âokay whatever kid just fix whatever the fuck you got going on there, mânot tryna have you moping around with us all day.â matt stated before pulling in to park.
chris was never known to be patient, always eager to have have what he wanted immediately. so when in the middle of a meeting he got a text from you he obviously opened it, not knowing that it was a photo of you in a white lingerie set with a following text saying âneed you so bad baby :(â he excused himself to the restroom and instantly called you.
you pick up immediately with a cheesy smile across your face âhey love!â your voice filled with innocence like you didnât just get him hard in front of everyone. ây/n cut it out, im serious, right now isnât a good time sweetheartâ he said trying to keep his composure.
âi donât know what youâre talking about baby, mânot doing anything..â you giggle âma, please. just give me another hour and im all yours. please.â the desperation in his voice makes your thighs clench in need.
âwell what if i want you now, you know i donât like waitingâ you let out a soft sigh, your hand begins to trail down to where youâre aching most. ây/n i swear if youâre doing what i think you are right now.â âdonât act like you donât like it chris, bet youâre so hard right now, hm?â
âiâll be there in a hour and if you keep up with this attitude youâre not coming at all tonight.â your thighs clench even more at his daring words. âugh youâre no fun babyâ you groan as he hangs up the phone.
he made his way back as matt and nick look at him annoyed, the meeting was already over and they were just sitting there waiting for chris. âdo i have something on me? whats up?â he says checking his clothes and fixing his hair âyou had us sitting here for forever, stupid fuckâ nick says getting up âyeah whatever kid, are we leaving or not?â he makes his way out not waiting for the two behind him âkid walked out like heâs the one drivingâ matt said, making nick giggle.
the three were on the way home from a long day, matt was yawning every chance he got and nick was already asleep in the back, chris on the other hand though had a huge grin formed on his face.
âmatt can you drop me off at y/nâs?â chris said looking over at his brother âyeah sureâ he said with laugh following after âwhat are you laughing at?â chris said confused ânothing, just knew that was why you were acting like a baby todayâ âyeah whatever dickhead, just turn right hereâ
you hear a knock at the door, then suddenly your phone goes off, a text from chris. âim here maâ you smile and go to open the door, the second its slightly open chris barges in pinning you against the wall kissing you like heâll never get to see you again.
he kicks the door closed and locks its before wrapping his arms around your waist, you can feel him through the rough material of his baggy jeans. fuck.
before you could even tell him something he has you over his shoulder in a tight grip before making his way to your room âsomeones eagerâ you say with a giggle.
âcanât believe you, sending me that picture in the middle of my meeting, such a fucking tease baby.â he pins you down to the bed, settled right between your legs before trailing his hands up your shirt (his shirt)..
finally shuffling you out of your clothes so youâre in nothing but that pretty lace from earlier, the tension between you two is making your stomach tighten and between your thighs wet.
him being fully clothed while youâre basically bare under him makes your head spin, wanting to see more of him you begin to play with the bottom of his shirt. âplease chris, wanna see you..â you whine âyeah sweetheart? go ahead then, take it offâ he smirks as you start to slip his shirt off, running your nails down his chest you feel him shiver. âwatch it ma.â he warns as your hands go down further to his prominent bulge poking through his jeans.
âi need you so bad baby..â
âpoor girl, so fucking desperate for mâcock.â the sound of his belt buckle clinking and his jeans ruffling off is the only thing consuming the silence between you two, he finally removes the only thing keeping you from seeing all of him and you canât help but gawk at him. âgot nothing to say now, huh? you know starinâ is rude mama.â
you roll your eyes and wrap your hand around him, stroking him at a teasingly slow pace. âjust admiring you baby, yâso big..â you bite your lip and look at him through your lashes. âyouâre so good fuck-â he groans while fucking back into your hand, small whimpers leaving his lips encourage you to speed up.
âyeah? look at you.. fucking into my hand, yâthat desperate?â your thumb smears the pre-cum around him, your lips make their way to his tip giving him small kisses.
âplease-please mamaâ his hips begin to slowly move, trying to force more of himself in your mouth. quiet whines can be heard as you feel his heavy hands settle on the back of your head, you smirk and sit up before he can take things further.
ân-no baby please! i.. i wont touch you o-or anything-â next thing he knows youâre on top of him and his back is against the headboard. âyou need me that bad? look at you about to cry, all because you need to cum. fucking pathetic.â your voice harsh as you settle down on his lap, your hand caressing his rose tinted cheeks while he continues to squirm underneath you.
you lift your hips and begin to sink down onto him, a quiet hiss leaves your lips from the stretch â you grip onto his shoulders to stabilize yourself.
âshit-â chrisâ grip on your hips tightens as he guides you further down onto him, your whines now being muffled as you dig your face into his neck.
âchris.. f-fuckâ
âwhatâs wrong now pretty girl, what happened to that attitude you had a couple of minutes ago huh..?â his condescending tone making you squirm as you rock your hips trying to get some relief. your lips travel down his neck leaving open mouth kisses and bites the further down you go, drunk on the way his hands grip your waist and the way he feels inside you.
âj-just fuck me chris! ple-pleaseâ those words alone gives him all he needs to start thrusting up inside you, his tight hold on you lifting you up slightly. âcâmon pretty girl, cant let me do all the work yeah..â he teases you as his other hand comes up to grip onto your jaw, making you look directly at him.
you start to bounce up and down, your moans growing louder by the second each time you slam down onto him. chris wasnât so quiet either â loud grunts and groans can be heard from him as mumbles of your name and praises leaves his mouth.
âgood fucking girl ma, doinâ such a good job fâme sweetheart- fuck!â
your pace starts to slow down, the burning in your thighs starts to get too much for you. you make your way up to his neck once more, leaving your mark in various places that he will for sure see in the morning. the thought of the red and purple splotches traced around his neck and collarbones makes you clench around him.
your movements are barely doing anything by now, leaving chris to do all the work as you get closer and closer to coming. âalways makinâ me do all the fucking work huh? greedy brat. always getting whatever she wants isnât that right?â he taunts as he flips you two around, your legs on his shoulders as he starts fucking into you faster and harder.
âo-oh shit! fuc-fuck me chris please, mâso close baby please!â your babbles becoming incoherent as he hits that spot deep inside you that makes your eyes roll into the back of your head. âgo ahead mama, come for me. take this dick ma, sâall yours.â
legs shaking as he continues to fuck into you, your hands grip his curls and bring him down to a sloppy kiss. needing to feel him in any kind of way what so ever, you pull back to let out a loud moan as you clamp down on him and release all over his cock. âtheree yaâ go mama, goodd girl. my beautiful girl look at youuâ he praises.
his groans getting louder tells you heâs close, trying his best not to come before you. he always made sure you came before him, in his words âgotta make my girl feel good.â
âwhere you want it ma?â âi-inside baby please!â he groans one last time as he feels you clench around him and that was his breaking point, he cums inside you with a proud smile slapped across his face.
his thrusts slow down as you both come down from the high, he starts to pull out before he hears you wince. âyou good ma? did i hurt you-â âno no baby mâfine just- a little sensitiveâ you give him a tired smile as you lay your head back feeling like you could fall asleep any second now âi fucked you that good then huh?â his smirk making you roll your eyes and throw the nearest pillow at him.
âchris if were not in that shower in the next 2 seconds youâre sleeping on the couch i swear to-â you say joking (half joking) âok ok damn no need to get all bossy wâme ma, câmon lets get you upâ heâs now off the bed as he picks you up holding you like a baby. âyouâre washing my hair i hope you know thatâ you tell him with a smile.
âyes i know that, when have i not?â he says confused as he smiles at you half asleep in his arms âmy sweet girl, i love you so muchâ are his last words before walking into the bathroom.
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i finallyyy finished this fic omg. i hope you guys like it!! i love bringing dominic fike into any conversation i can. i feel like i couldâve wrote more but i had no real fics for chris.. anyways byee i love youu ᄫᥠ!!
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Imagine the group cannot understand how you and Zuko are so close with you being a literal saint and Zuko being... well Zuko
AN: I am back! Man, it's been a hot minute since my last post! ...Lets not think about that because I am back! :) woo hoo
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Part 2 once your done reading :)
SO, lets jump in and see what this Zuko fic about??? Well, imagine this...
The whole group is together and you are the newest member joining from an encounter at a local market. You'd travel alone from town to town, trying to help in any way you can to help fix the wounds the war had created. You fit in well, very polite and nice, never showing any anger, but very capable of defending your own with a bow. You became close with Katara, almost like sisters. Though, unknown to the group that you were a fire bender, you wished to keep that a secret. Your nation had done too much damage and could not bear to be tied to such a name. You hadn't practiced in a long time and were contempt on keeping it that way. You were good enough with your bow, you could protect yourself without the aid of bending. But one person saw through your mask, the only other fire bender in the group. You had a feeling he knew, as he was finding ways to spend more time with you, offering to walk with you to the market, to fetch water or wood, and he seemed to only ask you questions while it was just the two of you. If he did know you were a fire bender, then let it be so.
You volunteered one night to gather firewood, and Zuko promptly offered his assistance, in your nature you gladly accepted, you did like the company. While you two walked, you held a wicker basket against your hip and did most of the talking. Zuko hummed in response, keeping note of their far distance from the camp. As the conversation seemed to die out, Zuko stopped walking and you walked a couple more steps before realizing his halt. You turn around and lock eyes, both of you stand straight and still like statues. You knew what was coming next, your hair swayed slightly in the wind, the setting sun leaving amber shadows across you both.
"You're a bender, a fire bender." Zuko states, no question to his voice. You couldn't deny it, there was no point, he knew. You looked at him and smiled. You confirmed his suspicions, and explained to him that you have been building a new reputation for yourself outside of a fire bender label, trying to heal the brand the fire nation left on your skin as well as all its people and the ones it had affected. Zuko seemed sad, he apologized for his nation, our nation. He had promised things would change after Sozin's comet, once he overtook his father. You smile and agree that Zuko would make a fine Fire Lord, you talk to him about how much you believe can change. Ever since that night You two became close, very close. Close in ways the group could only suspect, but no proof.
On the last night of the Gaangs regrouping, before they had to pack up camp and keep moving, everyone had gone to bed, except for Zuko. He had a hard time trying to get to sleep that night, so he went out for a walk to try and clear his head. He sat by the nearby river and thought about what you had said, to rebuild a new reputation as to not be associated with the fire nation, start anew. Zuko balled his fists in anger at his country, the horrible things, unspeakable notions they had unleashed. Zuko scrunched his nose in disgust and felt the pull of his scar, a sensation that he was use to, one that would usually bring more frustration but only brought him sorrow tonight, as your words passed though his mind, 'trying to heal the brand the fire nation left on your skin as well as all its people and the ones it had effected'. Zuko felt the shame of his land pile on his shoulders, but he decided to head back to camp before he got too far into his head.
Back at camp, everyone was in bed, Toph slept alone in her stone tent, the boys had their own tent, while You and Katara shared a tent. Katara took a leap on that last night and decided to ask you about you and Zuko. She thought now would be the best time over any. Katara looked at you laying with your back to her, she gently poked your shoulder and you turned over.
"Sorry for waking you, but I had a question and I hope you take no offence, but you and Zuko... you guys have seemed to be getting very close... so um... are you guys... you know... together...?" Katara asked you in a quiet whisper with wide curious eyes.
While Katara spoke, Zuko had made his way back into camp and heard the faint whispers. It was unlike him to listen in on others' conversations but they had obviously not heard him return, and he seemed to be the topic of their subject so he decided it was fair game to listen. He caught on quickly as it was something about you and him.
You smiled and replied in a steady whisper, "Zuko and I have become good friends, nothing more." You and Zuko knew there was a bond beyond your secrets you shared, but you two were not together, just close.
Zuko had his arms crossed across his chest, he felt no offence towards the statement you shared, it was true, it was a neutral answer he could respect.
Katara responds "Oh okay... um if you don't mind me asking another question," You nodded her on, Katara continued, "Zuko and you seem to be very different, as in you are so... vibrant and kind, I don't think I have ever seen you mad." She said giggling quietly, and you smiled. "But Zuko... well you know Zuko, he only ever... scowls. Spirits, I think a smile might split his face in half..."
Zuko furrows his brows at the comment, and grabs across his mouth, 'I can smile', he thinks to himself, lowering his hand.
Katara continues, "and... and it's like pulling teeth trying to get him to talk..." Katara looks at you, "How do you- being your bubbly self, connect with someone like him? How can you talk with him for as long as you do when he seems to barely listens half the time?"
'Barely listen??' Zuko thought as his eyebrows shot up at the comment, 'Is she serious? How could she possibly think that!'
You smile at her observation, "Zuko is very kind to me," you say sweetly.
Zuko's face relaxes to your answer, and he uncrosses his arms.
You continue, "But you're right, he never says much, and yes, he is indeed quiet, but when one has gone through so much, it is understandable. We all know that feeling to some extent and we all have our ways of dealing with it. I have accepted how Zuko conveys himself as he had accepted me for how I present myself. But over all, yes, he does listen, even if it seems he is not, he always does." You conclude with a sweet smile.
Zuko is almost taken back from your answer in a way he cannot explain, but it feels as if an unknown weight has lifted off his shoulders from your response. He decided to leave the conversation there as he had heard all he needed to, and turned to walk away. But the next thing you said had caught his attention.
"Who knows," You add, "his ears are probably burning right now with the mere conversation of us talking about him...". You both giggle and say your goodnights. Zuko smirked and rolled his eyes and walked back to his tent. Although, as he replays the conversation over in his mind, something sits like a small rock in his stomach. 'Zuko and I have become good friends, nothing more.' Nothing more, he thought over and over in his head, maybe with time that could change. Once Zuko becomes Fire Lord and is able to start the change that the world needed to heal, you would embrace your bending and be proud of your nation. But that would come in time, so for right now, he could work with good friends.
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