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happy solvermas
#cause t. no actually if christ is the son of god and the solver is god then it'd be like uzimas#quick sketch i pulled out of my ass yesterday to see if i could get myself out of art block/burnout/whatever ive got going on#v was added after cause i had no idea how to work her into the scene#implied nuziv or something look man im just desperate about this ship#and i dont know how to draw fluff or whatever#im so bad at romance i dont know how to express it#but i've been desperately trying to draw nuziv for the past months#i think this is actually like some of my best linework yet im really satisfied with everything right now#been a long time since i've felt that#turns out the “stop overthinking every pixel of the expressions and just draw the approximation the audience will get the jist” approach wo#ks#something something n is the star of their life. tree light chrismtas#it is taking. All of my restraint right now#to not be So Mean to all of you#You Don't Even Know#I Could Do Something. I Might Still.#art#murder drones#murder drones uzi#uzi doorman#murder drones n#serial designation n#murder drones v#serial designation v#murder drones cyn#i need liam to explain whether cyn and the solver are the same person already so i can tag them appropriately its driving me nuts#oh yeah cyn got a plush core to chew on by the way#the idea of giving her a chew toy was rolling around in my head and i think its a very funny visual so here we are
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rarepair on side, rarepair on side!
#dungeon meshi#shuro#toshiro nakamoto#namari#toshimari#i think i don't like them romantically as much as i do like... well#the guy went a little hard on the marriage proposal#i think he needs something more casual while he figures himself out too#n i wanna explore some stuff with namari too once i understand her more...#they have a lot of common ground i think. better thoughts coming soon#they're jist so underrated as a dynamic in general#like geez its not like they share half their screentime or anything!#but yeah like. one of those things that's short term experience rather than a long one#and i ❤️ secret third thing#you've heard “chilchuck's type is blondes''#now here comes ''namari's type is tall quiet black-haired people''
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yesss we need the good vat coronation drama please please please
I’m gonna be honest I have not worked more on it djdjjdjd (I do have three pages sketched out, but they’re from a while ago, here’s some panels from them in no particular order)
#im assuming this is what you’re referring to#Anywhozles it’s messsssyyyy#the jist of it is essentially Gortash being like hi hello#i know you said we were never going to be allies again but I’m 63% sure that you just said that because Karlach was right behind you#and like i get it nobody wants an angry Karlach that close to them it’s bad for one’s bone structure#anyways now that you just so happen to be alone because all of your not-friends hate you your realest bestest friend is here to tell you#that it’s okay to say we’re in an alliance again- it’ll be our little secret and maybe we can kiss about it 👉👈#and this being like the only good version of Vat’il says no again 😔#anyways sjsjsjsjsj have some scribbles#doodle#sketch#oc#bg3#baldurs gate 3#vat’il#steelwatchers#ask#anon
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also a couple other images (ft half baked ixol and mino designs)
#heart art!#adventure forward#af2#ixol#mino#ulipse#stratosfear#ulipsofear#kinda. 2nd image was made w it in mind. but it's not exactly. ship art. yknow?#ixol and mino's designs Will change. i drew them now just for the silly. you can get the jist tho yea? ya#for the funy i will hc dump right here.#the points can shape shift. can change almost everything (outside of their body colors and symbol (except for compale ulipse and ixol))#so i like to think ixol just does whatever the fuck they want with their form. to be funny.#they calm down abt it after af2. mostly bc mourning.#i think other points change their forms a bit after af2 too. but i dont exactly have those planned out. at all.#anyways thats all ur getting for now. goot bye.
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I am so sorry to every non-dsmp mutual i just want to say that i have been possessed by the server and am regressing at a rapid pace because of the actions of tommyinnit on the 27th october 2024. i take no accountability flr my actions. I CAN NEVER LEAVE!!!!!!
#no but fr i tried to leave the fandom years ago and failed miserably and im jist here now and THEN DSMP LORE IN 2024????#so fucke dup#so fucked up#crows.rambles
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I work ok tje 17th Let me put let me out. Let me oouuuutttttt
#probBly the 18th as well but i dont actually know yet#but the 17th here will be the acgual time of chiak day..#Aell its okay bc i dont care bc i dont like him. So.#i liued imnsorry. i like gim#in other news: tomorrow i think is officiappy one year aince i started workijg my cirrent job so#im going to count my tip jar.. to see.. one full uear#last time.i cojnted ghere was 100 something hut that was a frw momths ago now#i dont rmbr exactly when..#but yaaaaay. counting. yaaaay#moneyyyy#also ghe csndle jar thing i have it ik is getting cramped and messy#bc i havent counged it in a while.so.i uavent Taken all.of.itput in a while so tjeres lile#a neat circle in ghe middle.and them i jusg stuck stuff after around it and it barely all fits#i need go invest in a second empty candle#Or actually d9 something with the money. <- not going to.happen#the only time.ibe ever used anu of it was times.i ran out of singles for bus fare#so id take one ftom thefe#That reminded me#Eafloer.i was tjinking like#itd be soooo much easier to get bus fare if i had a car...#bc its always a hassle bc i habe to wapk to tje bank and Dude the bank is never fuckint open#Aas a kid ur like oooohh the bank so.importsnt and adult..#and theyre open lile 20 minuyes a day. If this place is so damn importsnt why is it closed all ghe time#Nyways my point. i tjought that and then was like#.....If i had a car i woidpnt need bus fare at all bc i wouldnt have to take the bus#anyways th e bank is so annoying#closes at 5 on weekdays and i get home after 4 most days i work#and i also jist. dont geel like doing errands after worming all day#and Closed complefslu on sunday#and open from 9 am to noon on saturday like the fuck
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Wanting to dramatically drive away and find someplace to cool off and calm down but legitimately not having the money for the gas to do that
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#I'm losing interest in everything that ever made me happy#im worried#now my friends jist went and added someone else to the band who doesn't even know how to play the fucking drums#im already teaching our bassist and guitarist how to play I'm not even that good of a musician i hate being the most experienced here#something about this makes me feel sick#everything is making me feel sick#everyone is making me feel fucking sick#and practice is always at my house Bec i have all the gear#and my hours got cut at work#EVERYTHING is making me want to kill myself idk why i feel this way and i don't know how to get help
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God dads outburst at me about the election really has left me shaken and fucked up
Spent the last few weeks feeling incredibly lost and tired. All it took was dad breaking my trust in him and losing his stupid ass to the right wing.
#Bro Im so mad about it but also too exhausted to fucking do anything as of this moment#But plans are being made to move in with the ol ex and just live there.#Its. Scary. Really really scary. But its okay.#Its his own fault for letting himself get so overly emotional and basically yelling about how he cares more for an ideal like that than lik#The daughter who wants him to be safe#Same goes for the reat of my family tbh#Theyre all just happily living their lives and Im jist sat here looking like a crazy person#Trying to have brunch while also tryibg to be normal#It sucks. I hate it. Im tired.#I feel so fucking disconnected from my family now and its a weird feeling#I feel like I dont actually belong anymore and its awful#But hey. Who cares right?#Eldest daughter + only child syndrome in an asian family is a HELL OFNA DRUG.
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Guna start being more active here :3
#so here's the jist i replayed the entire series a month ago and now im playing it again since it came out on steam#currently im on re:com proud and having a blast
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ship ratings: Outer x Error and Dream x Reaper?
YEHHSJEHSHEHEH
Outer x Error - 9/10 . Genuinely love this one . Cute . yes . They're cute . And so good for eachother probably . at least calmer Error yeah
Dream x Reaper - I am fully sure I have a ship kid for this hiding somewhere . 10/10 adorable . For similar reasons as AfterDream .
#deni talks#Ask game#Sorry if this is mildly incomprehensible#Anyways#I am fairly sure most people on here know I ADORE AfterDream#And Afterdeath . And ReaperDream .#Star you have opened my mind to After Death Dreams now . Ha hshdhhdhe#I'm tempted to jist call the ship name Heaven /hj#Yes if it's not obvious by my pfp I love OuterDream too#I am in multishipping hell and i love it
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im so tough when im alone and i make you feel so guilty and i fantasize about the time you're a little fucking sorry do you think i deserved it all your flowers filled with vitriol you have everything but you still want more and
#this whole fucking song god i need to dedicate to my dad#he never fucking planned to send me away on time he never cared enough always so fucking selfish#ive been here since the fucking 8th and it's been 10 full days and today when i asked ab main kya bolu office mein kyu nahi aa rahi#aur kabse aaungi they need a date#he's like yehi 5000 ki naukri ki padi hai kya padhai kar rahi hai ya nahi#you waited the entire fucking time i was here made me do all your fucking chores from literally 6 am in the morning till night continuously#to bring this up?? how fucking selfish do you have to be#now he's like make a goddamn schedule sit with me for 1 hr we'll make it and only then ill THINK about sending u back#fuck him fuck him so bad#idk why he makes me feel so weak and hurt#he wants me to study on my own plus the subjects they're teaching in tuition and idk man it's impossible i can barely keep up with tui#and whenever i tell him that he says you're just not trying hard enough and as soon as he says that the floodgates open this unbearable#lump in my throat forms#today too he asked why won't i follow it aise kaise chalega and my throat was so choked up i knew that one word and i would start crying?#and i didn't want to do that crying in front of him is never good it just makes him more angry violent even#i braved it out for like an hour and then finally he let me go to sleep then i cried peacefully for like half an hour#idk why can't i just tell him fight him jist say like an adult that ye mere bas ki baat nahi hai mujhse itna kuch nahi hoga#even typing this out is bringing tears to my eyes#maybe because it makes ne feel like a huge fuckinh failure a loser a fuckinh dumbass unintelligent lost unfocused#i feel like id be proving him right by admitting defeat he said ill fail again if i continue like this and im afraid he's right#and i fucking hate that i can't do it but literally everyone else around me can very fucking easily?????#everyone is so. normal okay chill relaxed#they do their homework they don't procrastinate they understand what's taught in class in first go#they're consistent they do it thru months whereas me i last like 2 weeks max then it all goes to shit without fail#and i hate being so weak esp in front of him cause i know he doesn't understand or is sensitive to weakness he only wants me#to be strong inhumane like a machine who never gets tired#im so scared of what ill say in office why doesn't he get it's bad for rep and they'll scold me?? and it's not a fucking naukri it's an#internship where im supposed to learn field work and it's literally fucking mandatory to do it to sit in the exams#i spend like 7 8 hours there how do u expect me to not make it a priority at all#im trying my fuckinh best okay but schedules are suffocating impossible i have no energy to do anything besides some hw after 7 pm
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if you saw the fictional men i want to fuck you'd hurl. they aren't even that weird you just like a lot of very conventionally attractive characters
#our post comrade.#im trying so hard to relate girl im jist aromantic and only know how to be tsundere about it#she sends me thirst traps and i go 'awww cute :)' KILL ME NOW. IM REALLY TRYING HERE#i've spent the past 3 months being in love with fucking spongebob!
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collective Rule of thumb is please Ignore everything i say When im sad i promise it Will pass and i Am fine
#i jist.. i Go tgrough it so Often i think this Should be a public Disclaimer#i Am fine and i Am ok and i Am not going to harm myself#im just. very Stuck in my head right now#and i Recognize when ive dug Myself into a pit but i Dont have the mental Room to hoist myself#out of it Quite yet#but i Promise i have a coil of rope here Next to me when im Able to#i just.. need To sit here for a Bit i think
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playing ace attorney for once it was collecting dust in my ps5
#personal#now ive watched gameplay of aa 3 years ago#and i still remember the major plot points but#i also didnt finish it.#so things are still up in the air for me to experience#playing the game is kind of hard for me because i hate getting things wrong#and seeing the results of being wrong if that makes sense#im jist a baby about it#but also#Im realizing more and more that i need to pay close attention to every detail given because theres a chance it Will come up later#and like thats a given but im a fast reader + im impatient... plus i think im not that good at thinking outside of the box#so i just sometimes struggle with figuring stuff out#i dont know if i just suck at detective type games or what#but im playing anyway ig#still having some fun so#Ill deal with it#work on that skill issue#um#heah#yapfest up in here#love you if you read tjis far ♡#editing after the fact; i have seen spoilers of major plot points#so im not entirely clueless but im still clueless.#yar
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I feel crazy cuz like pre uty fallen human stuff was like very samsies and it never really felt like any people thought too deeply about them as characters or anything, and what they do think about is just seemingly half assed basic characteristics that didn't at all seem to try to extend their characters beyond whatever their soul trait was. And so I was like, trying to think of ways to do more, I really loved them and I was putting so much thought into how I wanted them to be portrayed, I really wanted to try hard to do something different.
That whole time it felt weird because I feel I was being quite vocal about my emotions and opinions on the humans, even though I hadn't really seen anyone who felt the same
#found this in my drafts its been here for like a few months by now#idk if this was it or if i was planning on adding more but posting it anyway#i think if i were to add anything more tje basic jist of it would be:#i felt like the ONE person who was interested in doing something new before‚ and now something else new has been done-#-but people still arent interested in what i could do other than 5 mutuals#meanwhile now if i want to read undertale fics on ao3‚ yellow and its characters are classed under ''canon'' utdr tags
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