#but goddamn if this shit didnt have me bawling

[ffffinalizer]

il grande cocomero (1993) arturo is my saddest sweetest baby boy with big doe eyes and fluffy hair. for him i give the world. ill fistfight god.

non ti muovere (2004) timoteo is my toxic failhusband who unfortunately looks sexy miserable and soggy. will likely leave you hanging multiple times but thats ok because he always comes crawling back and he’s prettiest when he cries. i love him. i hate him. i wanna live with him in a house by the sea (we’re in our 3rd divorce)

[diorsluv]

casual , part 7

“ you said ‘we’re not together’ ”

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next chapter notes ) soooo yes they’re a little toxic but i love my toxic men 🥴

tags: @dancerbailey3 @hughesfein @loveforaugust @alwaysclassyeagle @love4ldr @inhoodmood @bunting58 @crazycat-ladys-blog @smoooore @bunbunbl0gs @lilasianmeat

[nijisanji-brain-rot-fics]

luxiem x reader || them on your wedding day

a/n : i got rlly bored and honestly luxiem is my life support sooooo headcanons abt how luxiem would be like on yalls wedding day

anyways HAVE FUN PLS TELL ME IF I SCREW UP FORMATTING OR SMTH LOL

SHU YAMINO

would be the type to look calm before the wedding but fucking lose his shit when he sees you walking down that aisle

tears streaming down his face kind of crying, but then hides it when you get up to the front

'you may now kiss the bride' he would absolutely start tearing up again before kissing you

GIRL WHEN I TELL YOU RECEPTION WOULD BE LIT

magic tricks. thats all im gonna say. i dont know.

i feel like he'd be the type to lead ur first dance and whisper sweet shit while dancing

would be one of those people who starts crying during father-child dance

LUCA KANESHIRO

cute nervous smile when he sees you walking up that aisle

he would so be looking at you with puppy dog eyes

I JUST KNOW HE WOULD HAVE ONE OF HIS MAFIA MEN AS HIS GROOMSMEN JUST SO WHEN THE OFFICIATOR SAYS "if there are any objections, speak now or forever hold your peace", THAT ONE GUY WOULD GO UP BY THE FRONT AND FLASH A GUN AT THE AUDIENCE

YK FOR GOOD MEASURE

yall would probably laugh (except for maybe a poor soul who was going to object)

WHEN I SAY HES GOOD AT DANCING, HES ACTUALLY REALLY REALLY BAD AT IT

will accidentally trip on your foot

but will hide it ever so gracefully

mistugetsu un deux trois [help i cant spell]

IKE EVELAND

dawg he would dead ass be tearing up

hes trying his best not to cry but just ends up tearing up by the end

HE WILL PURPOSEFULLY CHANGE HIS LINES DURING YALLS MARRIAGE TO BE MORE "POETIC" [hes just a tryhard novelist]

hes actually good at dancing??? surprisingly??

hes defo living his romance novel life

WILL DO. EVERYTHING. THAT HE WRITES IN HIS FLUFFY ROMANCE NOVELS. TO YOU.

all those times he wrote dances within his novels, YEAH HE'S GONNA DO ONE WITH YOU ON YOUR WEDDING DAY [bonus points if the dance is in a book with a self insert of him and you]

MYSTA RIAS

MY MANS WOULD BE BAWLING

LIKE UR GONNA HAVE TO COMFORT HIM UP AT THE FRONT

he'd be really emotional about it, and we love that [NO HATE OK WE LOVE EMOTIONAL MEN]

he would definitely hug you when yall kiss

HE PRACTICED FOR DAYS FOR UR FIRST DANCE TOGETHER

HE DIDNT WANNA ACCIDENTALLY FUCK UP

hes defintely getting a LITTLE tipsy during reception

VOX AKUMA

SEXY MAN

the only one who wouldnt tear up honestly, like he'd just smile sweetly while u walk up the aisle

he would be SMITTEN while the officiator talks

just looking at you with the sweetest goddamn look a demon can muster

what do yall expect

he obviously knows how to dance, AND WELL AND ELEGANTLY

would be by your side THE WHOLE TIME IN RECEPTION

hand on waist, motherfucker AINT LETTING YOU GO [unless he had to, and ONLY if he had to]

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a/n: ty for reading :D THIS IS MY FIRST HEADCANON THING BUT LIKE YEAH [im biased with ike ok im sorry LMAO]

[sobsicles]

what if this whole thing was over tonight? man, id sleep for a month. go back to school. just be a person again. you wanna go back to school? yeah, once we're done hunting the thing. huh. why? is there something wrong with that? no. no, it's uh. great. good for you. i mean...what are you gonna go when it's all over? it's never gonna be over. there's gonna be others. there's always gon' be something to hunt. but there's gotta be something...that you want for yourself. yeah, i don't want you to leave the second this thing's over, sam! dude, what's your problem? why do you think i drag you everywhere, huh? i mean, why do you think i came and got you from stanford in the first place? because dad was in trouble. because you wanted to find the thing that killed mom. yes, that, but it's more than that, man. y-you and me and dad. man, i want us to—i want us to be together again. i want us to be a family again. dean, we are a family. id do anything for you, but things will never be the way they were before. could be. i don't want them to be.

[kadywicker]

endgame Thots spoilers ahead...................................

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so honestly i think the quote that best sums this up is thor’s quote about stopping trying to be what’s expected and just being who he is. i’m aware that characters are written and ultimately the writer controls what happens BUT i think that perfectly sums up the difference between character arcs & in character actions.

everyone is complaining about thor and steves arcs and it’s like..... arc wise yes thor shouldve been king & steve shouldve acclimated to the future. but arcs are ALSO written and most of the time characters are forced into situations and it’s a completed character arc bc it rhymes/it’s poetic/it completes a cycle. BUT that is not the same thing as a character doing something in character. steve WANTED to go back and live with peggy. thor WANTED to explore the universe away from duty. maybe they didnt complete specific arcs that everyone expected but... they’re being who they are. in contrast to that you have tony who WANTED to stay with his family but chose to sacrifice himself & this completed his character arc beautifully. but those two kinds of ends for characters are not at odds with each other and one is not automatically bad writing bc the other one exists.

that being SAID here’s some more general thoughts

thors appearance was p bad im gonna be honest that was like. the one uncomfortable thing to watch

i literally sat there bawling and hiccuping when tony died like..... im an iron man stan now and im so fucking sad what the FUCK

the whole theater lost their collective minds when carol showed up & then at the end when t’challa showed up which just shows you where everyone is

but the MOST applause was when steve used the hammer. my hands hurt from clapping. everyone was screaming.

whats the deal w peter??? like he went back to school & in homecoming all his old classmates are there like did his entire class get snapped fhasdfsdf

a bitch was crying about scott and cassie what the fuck

MORGAN????????????

FUCKING MORGAN OH MY GOD THAT POOR SWEET BABY. SHE WAS SO CUTE AND ILOVE HE R RR R AND TONY IS SUCH A GOOD DAD? HELLO? 

the scene where all the mcu ladies go to beat up thanos healed my gay heart and idc if its pandering i want it

HOWEVER the promised gay rep was THE stupidest thing ive ever seen in my life like i get that disney sucks but dont promise smth amazing and build it up and then have it be some random fucking man at a group therapy session

loki................... he just straight up left hfasdofsfd is he okay out there

VALKYRIE GOD I AM. SO FUCKING GAY YOU GUYS. HER HAIR? MAAM??? 

also im a bit confused on the time travel thing? they said it wouldnt affect their present if they went to the past & established that its different timelines. but then.... how did steve end up old in the future? i mean this isnt a major gripe though ANY show dealing w time travel literally always has time travel plot holes so if i see u guys saying this means its bad writing im gonna lose my mind. time travel is impossible for a reason (unless its to the future but even then its bc of time dilation) and its gonna end up w plot holes when ur trying to write a show w it

am i the only one that got the “blue meanie” reference? tony said it about nebula and my obscure knowledge from being a misguided 12 year old obsessed w the beatles. came in handy. blue meanies were the villains in the beatles movie yellow submarine. theyre these motherfuckers.

I LOVE YOU 3000...............

i never cared abt clint or natasha but wow that shit hurted 

literally the entire funeral scene was the worst thing that ever happened to me i sat there sobbing so hard my throat started hurting

i am iron man...................... u sure fucking are man :(

SAM. GOT. THE SHIELD. SAMS CAPTAIN AMERICA BITCHES WHAT THE FUUUUUUUUUUCK HELLO????? IM SO HAPPY. I WAS HOPING FOR THAT

bucky looked pretty for his 3 seconds of screentime 

im as much of a st*cky fan as anyone else but did you guys truly think disney was gonna do that like....... if u think the movie sucks and is bad writing bc ur ship isnt canon u r gonna have a real bad time watching just about anything. i get being upset abt queerbaiting bc there was a bit of that wrt cast interviews and writer interviews but in the actual movies like...... it wasnt gonna happen idk what u guys expected :/ 

also fanfiction still exists u cant let canon stop u from having ur own imagination like u can literally write WHATEVER u want. half the fandom still writes 2012 avengers fics where they all live in the same tower. its fine. its okay. the actual movies arent the be all end all u can choose ur own adventure

HE WENT FOR THE HEAD

tony & peter hugging was so much for me and im so fucking sad right now yall. and peter telling him goodbye. ouch! he looked up to tony even if that was misguided at times 

also i didnt care abt tony and pepper either and here i am. caring. endgame truly just made me Care. 

gamora is BACK & her being her past self and missing is just fodder for quill/gamora fanfiction i cannot WAIT to see the next guardians movie and watch them fall in love again. 

i love nebula so goddamn much what the fuck. daughter. 

i personally dont care for steve/peggy and in my own personal headcanons and preferences im gonna do away w that whole...... thing bc i dont personally like it but it still isnt really bad writing imo & guys hes been in love w peggy from the start that cant be shocking now

SAMBUCKY RISE...........

on your LEFT everyone also lost their minds on that one i think thats when they started losing it and then when tchalla showed up the screams went even louder and i think everyone was just screaming for 2 minutes

i know i already said it but I LOVE YOU 3000. FUUUUCK ME

pepper as iron man was sooo fucking good she better take up the mantle like ooooh fuck. oh my god. that was amazing and i love her sm

okay okay i think that sums it up im done now but anyway endgame is good & most of the ppl complaining are just the type of ppl that like to Hate Absolutely Everything bc its edgy and cool to be like that. go see it. form ur own opinion. dont feel obligated to follow the masses (at least on tumblr. everyone else seems to love it lmfao but theyre not pressured by this website to act like everything is Bad and Terrible) & be bitter about it. like what you like and take out what you dont like it is That Simple. its a good movie

[piximiplays]

Take Us Back “Review” ig

Wow that episode was just... wow 😭 That was actually a really good ending (at least the one I got, I'm not sure about any other endings there might be) to an amazing series 😭😭

Also, if you haven’t blocked the twdg spoilers tag, I’ll put a break here but if you haven’t played the episode and/or don’t want major spoilers for Take Us Back, don’t read the rest of this long ass post. You have been warned. (That sounded super serious sksksksks 😂)

Ok so I’m just gonna start off with the beginning when AJ voiced the “last time on The Walking Dead” like damn that entire sequence put my anxiety (which was already super high because I was literally freaking out about possibly getting Clem or anyone else killed) through the roof. He was listing all the things I’ve taught him in the past and that shit honestly gave me ten different types of anxiety.

So, I got James killed in the last episode so I have no idea what he says in this episode or anything like that, but I’ve heard that it’s not great sksksksk

Anyway, the fact that we literally saw James as a walker broke me so much I was literally crying at that point.

And then when AJ said he wanted to be a firefighter damn that shit was lowkey kinda cute. At that point I was a little more relaxed because we were somewhat safe in the cave.

But then shit went so south when we left the cave and after we met up with Violet.

Of course I had to mention the tree house and omg I almost cried again just thinking back to season 1 when we met Clementine in her tree house 😭 (Even though I’m pretty sure she said she hated her tree house in season 2 abgsfhj)

And of course I had to rename Ericsons to Castle Violet who do you think I am

But the bridge OOF

Fuckign Minerva akajsfkjh I’m wondering if there was a way where she could have lived I highly doubt it but damn I wasn’t expecting her just die like that wow I was lowkey kinda hoping maybe she would get some kind of redemption but wow that whole dragged out death was so gruesome but not necessarily in a bad way, at least not for this series sksksksks

And damn Minnie just had to fucking slice Clem’s leg that shit looked like it hurt askdjashdg

AND THEN TENN FUCKIGN DIED WHAT THE FUCK

I think if I hadn’t told AJ to make the tough calls then he wouldn’t have shot Tenn, and Violet probably would have died instead (or Louis if you saved him at the end of episode 2) Fucking hell

And when we split up and Vi went back to the school goddamnit that scared me because I had a feeling something was gonna go wrong  AND I WAS FUCKING RIGHT WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK

At this point I was fucking crying my goddamn eyes out because CLEM GOT FUCKING BIT WHAT THE ACTUAL SHIT JFHJKSGHJGF

I was such a mess at this point there was honestly no saving me

The entire time I was shouting at Clem to just chop her leg off at that point because there was no way that Clem was gonna die in such a stupid way like damn. wait fuck that's how Lee died AKSFJKG IM SORRY LEE I DIDNT MEAN TO DISRESPECT YOU LIKE THAT FUCK

Anyway

And then when I got that fucking achievement after that at that point like, first of all fuck you game, second of all fuck you. But seriously, I was genuinely wondering if there was any way to avoid her getting bitten but idk at this point it’s almost 1am I have school in the morning and I am way too tired to replay the entire episode even though it was a lot shorter than I thought it was gonna be tbh probably because I didn’t look around for collectibles as much and because I probably didn’t pause the episode as much as I usually do while making hard decisions sksksks

And then when we made it to the barn and we fucking started playing as AJ I was freaking out at this point

But when Clem was literally dying I was sobbing the entire time and just fuck, the parallels between that and season 1 when Lee died goddamn that shit hurted

I literally had to pause the game at this point because AJ was crying right in my ears and I couldn’t focus because I was also crying and only one of us can cry at a time buddy

Originally in episode 3 I told AJ to leave Clem if she ever got bit but fuck I didn’t think it was actually gonna happen so I changed my mind and told AJ to kill her because god damn I’m not gonna let her turn into a walker fuck that (even though that’s exactly what I did with Lee fuck) (Also I just looked and I’ve literally used the word fuck in this post like 23 times so far sksksksksks 😂)

And when it cut to black after that, literally all that was left was the sound of my sobs goddamn. And the achievement “final lesson” that shit just made me cry even harder

And the fucking ranch flashback right after goddamnit I was still mourning Clem you can’t just have me play as her again like that, shit. Also damn poor AJ 😭😭

And then when AJ was fishing and Rosie showed up damn she actually put a smile on my face somehow. I didn’t think that was possible at that point

Clem’s hatttt 😭 I was so scared I wouldn’t get it because I kept missing the quick time events but then Rosie got it thank god

And omg when we got back to the school and Take Us Back started playing I was even more of a mess I thought the episode was gonna end there but boy am I glad it didn’t

Also omg Ruby and Aasim holding hands damn that shit was adorable

When the music faded out and shit, I was like ok I think there’s still a little more to the episode but then FUCKING CLEM STARTED TALKING AND AT FIRST I WAS LIKE WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING IS AJ IMAGINING THIS BUT NO CLEM WAS ALIVE AND OH MY GOD I LITERALLY STARTED CRYING AGAIN BUT THIS TIME THEY WERE HAPPY TEARS AJHAFSGF

I was so fucking glad that Clementine was alive I didn’t even care about the fact that she was missing a leg I was just so glad to see her oh my god I really thought she was dead

And they all lived happily ever after

Jk except for Tenn GODDAMNIT HE DESERVED BETTER

But seriously, I was so glad Clem wasn’t dead and that mostly everyone was alive I seriously thought I was gonna get a shitty ending (But I’m also a little confused on how Clem survived the bite. I know she obviously cut her leg off and she did say something to AJ about she was glad he didn’t listen to her in the barn which I’m assuming was referring to when she told him to kill her, but if that was where Clem had her leg chopped off, I feel like the bite would already have spread to the rest of her system at that point? Idk I’m not gonna question it I’m just extremely glad she’s not dead)

And the very ending where we walked through the hallway and it showed all the names from the Still Not Bitten Team damn I loved that so much

And omg when we went into the room and were able to look at Disco Broccoli and his friends, I noticed that the option to look at Disco Broccoli kept popping up so I kept selecting it and ALKHASDFJKG I FELT LIKE I ENTERED ANOTHER DIMENSION WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT I don’t wanna spoil it but y’all need to see that if you haven’t already skskskkssk whether you replay the episode and see yourself or if someone makes a video of it on YouTube (which I feel like someone will eventually)

But omg the very ending with the “thank you for playing” that shit hurted 😭 I literally started crying again but not nearly as much as I thought I would tbh I thought I would be bawling my eyes out for hours but at this point I just feel kinda numb 😂 Like it hasn’t really set in that The Walking Dead just ended. Maybe because I can immortalize it forever in my Steam library and replay it however many times I want (and by reading fanfiction sksksksksks) 

(Also this post is gonna be put into my queue until more people play the episode so it probably won’t be posted until later tomorrow. So just know that this post was made at 1 in the morning a few hours after the release of episode 4 and I have to go to school tomorrow morning. Wish me luck)

Long story short, that entire episode was amazing (even if it did fuck with my head a little and was a little emotionally scarring sksksks) and I am so glad I was basically able to grow up with Clementine and this entire series

Also here are some screenshots because why not 😂

sksksksk AJ’s face 😭😂

This shit hurted 😭 (But it’s also a really pretty picture and I highkey want this framed on my wall or at least as my wallpaper on my phone or some shit)

What the fuck when did I ever say it was okay to try and kill someone if they try to steal from you alskhjags (Update: I just realized that this was referring to when I attacked Abel aksjdhkhg AJ THATS NOT WHAT I WANTED YOU TO TAKE AWAY FROM THAT)

This was actually really cool and even though it made me feel a little guilty because some of these choices I made weren’t the best, oh well

And here are my choices because why not 😂

And lastly, I want to thank Skybound from the bottom of my heart for saving this incredible game. If it wasn’t for this company these last two episodes wouldn’t have ever come out and Clementine and AJ’s story wouldn’t have gotten a proper ending. So thank you so much Telltale for starting and creating this amazing game and thank you to Skybound for giving it a proper sendoff.

[parkjmini]

090518: serendipity

okay so here’s my shitpost recap of all of my feelings about seeing jimin perform serendipitydoo irl: 

alright before i even start right, they performed the snippet of save me and it lead into i’m fine. THIS WAS THE 2ND AND 3RD SONG THEY PERFORMED BTW HAHAHA i cried, i bawled, i was S O B B I NG during i’m fine, like yall know jimin’s part in the chorus where he sings abt sunshine and how he’s fine like FU CK I WAS NOT F I NE 

everytime his face came onto the big screens and he was singing how he was fine, i would start crying again like i didn’t kno what came over me. i guess it was bc i’ve seen him grow the past 5 years and how much he’s been through as a person and him saying those lyrics i was like wow my baby is fine! he’s finally fine!!! like wow!!! 

okay anyways, here’s the thing. they played vcrs before every solo stage so i knew jimin’s and namjoon’s were the next two solos coming up (i canNOT believe they went in for the double kill like jimin AND nams???? fuck off bts) and i was hype, my best friends were hyping me up like “yo your mans coming up” and im like “ya hoe im here, im ready imma sing my heart out”

hahhahahahhahahaahahahhaahha when the concert hall went all dark and the back track for serendipity came on....for some odd reason....... i fcking... f r o z e like i tensed up like a mf. They had banners that were passed out and i was hugging my banner vertically like it was some body pillow, afraid to let go 

The lights came on and Jimin appeared in the middle of the frking stage in his outfit and his backup dancers and he was so shiny and sparkly and he was singing serendipity and everyone was losing their shit and SCREAMING/CHEERING !!!! i STOOD THERE, silent ! not a word! and im the type of person at concerts to scream/sing my head off 

but i was so... mesmerized by the man of my dreams performing. like a strange epiphany washed over me, i fucking love park jimin. i have so much love with park jimin. ive always been like yea that’s my baby i love him and all but, it really really hit me like a truck just as to how much i actually loved this man who prob didn’t even kno i was dazed for him just by seeing him IN PERSON. HE WAS REAL IT ALL FELT SO REAL??? (okbut also side note, even tho i was there, it didnt rlly feel like i was there?? like it didn’t actually feel like i saw bts, mayb so fake bts group but that was THE jimin of my life, THE one i run a whole goddamn tumblr abt... mayb it just didnt rlly settle in me that i was at the bts concert....)

he left me speechless and it felt like it was only me and him in the entire stadium which was probably insane bc there were over 15,000 screaming ppl there but i couldn’t hear anyone but jimin singing... my friends disappeared from my space too, like i was in my own world with that guy

and the feelings i felt were calm, serenity, safe. omg ohm yGOD, i dont kno what clicked in my head mayb i was overwhelmed with him, bc he’s born to be a star that’s that, and for how my love for jimin was overspilling my brims. i couldn’t move, i wanted to film a piece of it so i could look back on it but i couldn’t take my eyes off of his solo stage 

i just had so much admiration and shit, i was proud as hell for him. to see him performing a solo, with such confidence and charisma was astonishing. i kno im a writer and all but i cant even find the perfect words to exactly pinpoint how his serendipity stage made me feel. i still cannot regurgitate what was running through my head bc i felt everything in my heart 

it was only when the stage ended and one of my friends hugged me that i realized that i had been lost in my own world w jimin and i had just been wide eyed and immersed in the wonders of jimin and i’ve never felt a feeling as strong as that in my entire life 

[tumblunni]

Bunni plays Richard and Alice, and gets an ending, and DIES INSIDE, WHAT THE EVERLOVING FUCK

* okay seriously i was COMPLETELY WRONG about every expectation i had, holy fucking shit

* In the end the final flashback was EVEN WORSE than I ever expected, oh god i wanna throw up! I don’t know if things could have gone differently due to my choices, but the way it went down this time was just... oh god... “I am gonna bawl my eyes out if Barney dies” HEY YOU KNOW WHAT’S EVEN WORSE THAN THAT?? He was dying and his mother had to mercy kill him so he wouldnt suffer What the fuck, what the holy everyloving fuck jesus christ god no The only choice i had in the matter was that i gave him back his toy car to hold while he fell asleep, and then it appeared on his grave at the ending and i got a few extra lines of continuity hoping that Barney is going on an adventure with Daddy in his big ol car... Fuck fucking christ god no oh godddd

* and like HEY LETS JUST RUB SOME SALT IN THE WOUND apparantly the grave we were visiting all this time was empty cos nobody could even find her husband’s body so like.. she doesnt even have the consolation of knowing they’ll be together in death

* oh and DEAR GOD there was a REALLY ATMOSPHERIC scene before it really fucking surreal and confusing oh god you’re just left with the dying barney sitting there on the floor and no choice and no items except your gun and i knew right them what i was supposed to do but i tried to leave and backtrack and find anything that could help and then all you can do is return to that empty church and find that it isnt empty anymore there’s some weird nameless faceless grandpa hiding in the confessional booth, and you can talk to him about this horrible horrible story and your horrible horrible choice and you never get to actually see who he is or anything but i choose to believe he actually did want to help, and all.. the conversation with him helped it be a little less painful at least

* and then you just go back to the empty grave marking your dead husband, and you have a horrible scene of her breaking down and yelling at him cos she knows he’d believe she’s stronger than this, and he’d tell her not to kill herself, but she really wants to die if she has to take her son’s life and god, she talks about how she attempted suicide once before from depression back when they first married, and he saved her from doing it, and now she wishes she could have died back then and never brought her son into the world if he’s just gonna suffer like this oh godddddd

* and then we get back to the present day and its all ‘aww richard really cares about you’ and ‘oh that silly richard being a comic relief’ and ‘hooray we managed to escape’ and then THE BIGGEST FUCKING EVIL PLOT TWIST HOLY JESUS FUCK

* richard i have never wanted to reach thru a screen and strangle a man more than this moment jesus fuck

* mr purposely vague ‘oh im just a generic good guy’ protagonist was lying THE WHOLE FUCKING TIME and god its even worse cos like all of his personality was still real he’s a sick fuck who THINKS he’s a good guy, and tries to be all friendly like, and just like.. compartmentalizes it away in the back of his head and pretends he hasn’t committed this damn sin, that he still counts as good if he’s just ~polite~

* FUCK SERIOUSLY MAN I have never been so terrified to hear the word brussel sprouts! I didnt even think to mention the brussel sprouts line back when I heard it! you just hear one of the gang members mention some stupid folksy idiom about brussel sprouts during the flashbacks I should have fucking known it was richard, it fits with his goddamn fake good guy persona! he slips up and mentions it after you leave the prison, he doenst know you heard him say it before GOD FUCKING DAMN YOU YOU SICK FUCK

* and like.. well.. at least it seems I was wrong about the cannibalism. Or at least, as far as richard knows they werent doing that to the victims. But it feels like he didnt know or care what happened to the people he kidnapped, all part of his strategy to put it out of mind and pretend he’s still the good guy... But GOD thats kinda EVEN WORSE that we dont even know what they were doing to the victims! Richard says they were ‘kept in relative comfort’ and compares it to being in this prison. ‘At least they had food and clothes, they wouldnt have that outside’. YEAH BUT YOURE FUCKING KEEPING THEM AS SLAVES AND POSSIBLY *SEX SLAVES* AND GOD JESUS FUCKING CHRIST And we get a partial answer to what happened to the kids from that diary. Apparantly Lucy was (for some reason) valued very highly as a slave, so much so that they’d actually pay the expense of finding insulin to keep her alive. Thats what makes me think it might have been sex slavery, i mean.. they’re valuing this one child slave higher than the rest. The other theory is that maybe Lucy was actually Richard’s daughter that he mentioned as his excuse for working for this gang, he says he was ensured that his family would be kept safe as long as he sacrificed other people... God its so fucked up. And then he tries to justify it to Alice by saying blablabla we do what we have to do to survive and morality is relative and ohhhh we’re not the bad guys i mean they’d suffer more if they died in the cold compared to living longer in pain and slavery AND YOU KNOW WHAT THE WORST PART IS???

* i got THE FUCKIN WORST ENDING, JESUS CHRIST somehow my choices during my first run led to an ending where alice agrees to join richard’s shit gang i cant even blame her for it, she was fuckin mentally shattered by having to euthanise her son and then she had a scrap of hope with an apparant friendship with an apparantly moral man and then he fucking turns out to be this sort of shit and she has no reason to keep going and i suppose this is technically ‘good’ cos she decided to live, but she also decided to be led away by a manipulative fuckass and join an evil slavery cult and god she probably feels like she’s already a ‘sinner’ cos of what she did to her kid so she belongs with them GAHHHH this is a story of a villain who’s convinced he’s good, and a good person who’s convinced she’s a villain! T_T

* I hope I can find a better ending to this...

* I hope there’s an ending where richard gets bitchslapped in the face with a two-by-four

* Seriously did i just get this ending because I tried to act like a decent friend to Richard and then just SUDDEN TWIST he was evil the whole time and GAHHHH

* fuck you richard fucking fuck you dont deserve top billing in the title

[agentstegosaurus]

Taegi ABO!AU

Summary: Yoongi turnt (as in turned/presented as an omega for the very first time) ft. Taehyung trying to make him chill

-When Yoongi presented, it was right before the end of the semester and the rest of BTS were off doing something else, somewhere else (JM+JK left for Busan together approx. half an hour ago, NJ+Hoseok were sitting for their last exam papers, Taehyung+Jin were out with their course mates and friends).

-Yoongi was alone in his room since he wanted to pack up his stuff before leaving the day after. 

-When it happened, Yoongi was just baffled.

-He didnt see it coming at all. Omega. It was so heavy and hefty on his tongue. He saw himself as a Beta. He had high hopes to present as a Beta. 

-To summarise this, Yoongi had an existential crisis. Like a nanosecond of existential crisis before he abandoned his duct tape and boxes and messy folded clothes on the carpet and just fumbled around for his phone bcs he needed to at least google about “How to REALLY know you are an omega and not just shitting yourself” (he did this while going to the mini refrigerator to grab himself a drink bcs he just CAN’t DEaL right now).

-He was somewhere between his second and third can of soda when Taehyung suddenly swing the front door of his dorm room open and the soda slipped from right under the pads of Yoongi’s fingers. 

-Here, he briefly looked at Taehyung before slowly turning to watch the fizzy liquid dribble out from the open can rolling on the floor. 

TH: HEY hyung I think I left my- What are you doing?

-There was a pause where Yoongi said nothing and Taehyung just tried to decipher whatever scene he landed himself into bcs from where he was standing, Taehyung saw Yoongi on his knees, body angled towards the refrigerator, can of soda abandoned and sweetened liquid soaking his jeans. 

-The silence broke when Yoongi let out a loud, LOUD painful wail. 

-That’s when Taehyung straight up knew something was awfully wrong bcs the last time he heard that, Yoongi forgot to kiss Min Holly goodbye after leaving his Daegu home and only realised that when they were both already on the bullet train to Seoul. 

“hYUNG,” Taehyung was instantly on his knees by Yoongi’s side, “WHO HURT YOU? SPEAK TO ME.”

-At this point, Yoongi was just so numb that he couldnt hold himself back.

YG: OMega

TH: Um????

YG: I presented. I’m an omega. (here Yoongi was just staring right into TH’s eyes and TH just stared right back) I’m an omega, Tae. A shitting omega. 

TH: YOU PRESENTED? ARE YOU SUR-

YG: I NEED ANOTHER drINK 

TH: NO HYUNG NO. From now on you need to take care of your bod- HYUNG NO. LET GO OF THAT RIGHT NO W. 

-So after Taehyung successfully wrestled the cans safe from Yoongi’s grabby hands (while also effectively getting both of them lathering their clothes with soda drink from the floor), Taehyung sat Yoongi down on the couch before helping Yoongi wipe off his hands and face with tissue since Yoongi was just staring off into space and doing nothing to try and help himself. 

-So what followed was Taehyung opening up his laptop, spending the last  of his app store credits to download the pdf file of the online version of “The A to Z’s for the O(mega)s : For Dummies” while Yoongi silently watched the sunlight filtering into the room from the windows. 

TH: OK Hyung. You got this. Remember, you need to start eating healthy food. Cut back on soda and junk. Like, here in chapter 1. They say that your reproductive system should always be in healthy condition so you could- Hyung you ok? Do you want some water? I’ll just go get you somethi-

-Yoongi then just broke out into a mess of incoherent words till Taehyung could finally understand some bits here and there.

YG: I never wanted this TAe

TH: Hyung it’s going to be okay, alright? Shhh. Calm down. It’s going to be fin-

YG: SHUT THE UP TAE. SOME GODDAmn ALPha is gonna CLAIM my ASS one of THESE DAYS. HE GONNA WHIP ME OFF THE FLOOR CLEAN IN MY SLEEP AND YALL GONNA BE MISSING ME-

TH: HYUNG IT’S GONNA BE OKAY 

-So instead of going back to his room after retrieving his thumb drive, Taehyung stayed with Yoongi for the rest of the day, seeing that he couldnt trust Yoongi to not trash the whole apartment and burn down the whole building. 

-Somehow, Taehyung ended up snug on the couch with Yoongi sniffling into his arm and chest. 

-He didn’t rlly know how react to this since it was all still foreign grounds for him + Yoongi wasn’t exactly the type to be wailing and whiny, for as long as they’ve hung out with the rest of their circle of friends. 

-But the way Yoongi slightly trembled at every sniff of his snot, Taehyung felt something knotted at his chest. It didn’t sit well with him to see Yoongi being so distressed. He almost wanted to bawl his eyes out, too, but he stilled himself by taking lungfuls of air and slowly combing through Yoongi’s black locks; keeping in mind that he needed to be strong for Yoongi at the moment. 

TH: Everything is going to be alright, hyung. If some shitty alpha does come to get you, he’ll have to come through all seven of us, including you. We’ll fight his ass off. 

YG: *Snorts* you guys can’t do that. That’s against the law.

TH: Then I guess I’ll just have to present as an alpha right? Assert my dominance an all that. I’LL SHAKE HIS HAND TILL HIS BONES BREAK. 

YG: *SNORTS* OKAY DUDE 

-Yoongi knew Taehyung was just saying stuff. But deep down inside, he always knew that if he ever did presented as an omega, he wanted an alpha who could imitate Taehyung. Imitate how Taehyung strongly possessed the traits of an alpha yet, be gentle and kind all the same. Or maybe he just wanted Taehyung.

-That night, Yoongi fell asleep fast and snug to Taehyung’s warm body. He rlly didn’t care if Jin or NJ or Hoseok would walk in on him being so vulnerable and soft under Taehyung’s touch. He supposed that it’ll probably be the only time he’ll ever get to have Taehyung like this before reality finally hit in the form of some faceless alpha. 

-When summer break finally ended, all of BTS gathered at the bar downtown to celebrate Yoongi’s presenting. 

-All of them were there except for JK, JM and TH who were caught up in traffic. 

-Yoongi, Hoseok, NJ and Jin were just waiting for them at a table when Yoongi was suddenly hit with an overwhelming scent. He could detect bergamot, crushed grass under feet and the earthy smell of birch. He never felt so safe and secure.

-When he whipped around to find the source of it, his eyes landed on dilated brown orbs. His eyes landed on a lean, lanky frame that emerged amongst the almost crowded bar. 

-Alpha. Holy shit. Taehyung is an alpha. 

-But Taehyung’s scent, Taehyung’s gaze, Taehyung’s presence. All of it engulfed Yoongi whole and it was so overwhelming. It was different than all the other alphas he’s seen and interacted with in all his 24 years of life. This gaze was different than the one he last saw a few weeks back in his apartment, on the couch. 

-Taehyung looked like he wanted to breed Yoongi right then and there. 

[narut-hoes]

emotional breakdown pt. 2

I HATE MY FUCKING FRIENDS

storytime okay so we went to a movie night for a school club pretty much everyone i know is in and so me and my ex girlfriend get there kinda the same time (ish) and we sit at opposite sides of the room. obvious enough, since she hates me just like everyone else does apparently

anyway more people start getting there: the VAST MAJORITY OF THEM ARE MY FRIENDS, and guess who they all flock to????? IT SURE AS SHIT AINT ME!!!

I sat there!! for two fucking hours!!! being alone the whole goddamn time!! No one fucking bothered to talk to me!!!!!!!!!!!!! at all!!!

but they all l o v e my ex girlfriend (bitch me too the fuck) and they spend the whole damn time talking to HER.

eventually i got so fucking lonely and depressed that at a sad part in the movie i started bawling.

NO ONE FUCKIN NOTICED THEN EITHER, IM GONNA SHOOT MYSELF

i had already had a long, stressful and depressing day and this was the Cherry On Top™ i was so exhausted and done.

even the friends that im close enough with to have a group chat showed uo at some point and they didnt talk to me either

then at the end of movie night they finally noticed i existed and said hi and stuff

i tried to walk out and

*breathes*

my friend made an offended sound when i didnt say bye to her

bitch

i

was

about

to

throw

hands

so i said "you didnt talk to me for the whole movie and you get offended when i dont talk to you when i leave?"

i forget what she said after that but jesus h christ

i was so sad

i am still so sad

i am INCREDIBLY sad and i dont know what to do

okay this was a fun rant time to go back to crying thanks for coming to my TED talk