#but fuck all the others idgaf sjndsjjdsj

[stanleys-marsh]

im just beating a dead worse, i know, but i still get so mad every time i think how every single person in Stan's life failed him in 'you're getting old' and 'ass burgers', like they didn't care how much of assholes and negligent they were being to him, and even though i get that it's not easy dealing with someone with depression, it seemed like they gave up so quickly or just thought it was nothing big. (and i still hold a grudge against all of them for that, idgaf lmao)

but story-wise, i like that they go down this path, because yeah, sometimes you can't even trust the people you love the most, you're just by yourself. stan realizing this so young will always break my heart. and despite everything, there is even some kinda of generational trauma when we see that since sharon was unable to break the cycle and move on, stan realized that it wasn't worth trying either. going back to drinking was inevitable, because that way everyone would stop thinking he was """annoying""", and they wouldn't have to worry about his """bad mood""" ruining their joy.

stan seemed to be back to his old self, so he was probably fine, right? 🤷🏻‍♀️ lol

anyways i love this arc with all my heart, and also i want to kill all of those fuckers that failed stan lmao