#but for now these two occupy my brain :)
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so i watched alien stage life? changed. day? ruined. brain? ivantill.
#alien stage#another thing to occupy my brain and no irl friends to brainrot over#alnst ivan#alnst till#ivantill#watching round 1 really shook me but round 6 being the last one i saw had this huge impact#storytime ive actually seen one or two alnst vids before but i had no context so i couldnt get myself to care and finish watching#but i finally decided to watch from round 1 and now im devastated#also super intrigued by hyuna and friends ive only known them for an hour and i love them#m
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qantoine’s coping mechanism to feeling left behind being both self-isolating and becoming possesive of those he cares for is so juicy as a concept . like yeah you go you funky creachure, manifest those complicated and sometimes contradictory emotions
#anyone remember that one fanart of qantoine like . grabbing onto qetoiles and covering his mouth antoine reposted to his insta story .#anyone wonder what was up with that . like he reposted fanarts every now and again but like . that one specifically was such a Choice on hi#part . fantastic fanart btw it occupies space in my brain still#but yeah god . i think qantoine’s self-isolation (+ his secrecy the way he struggled generally to connect with others etc)#was the more obvious Thing he did as a coping mechanism . but damn were those smaller moments of possessiveness interesting#bc you could often just read it as protectiveness instead and well it Was that . but i think it becomes even more interesting if u read it#through a possesive lens . theyre two sides of the same coin anw it just depends on where the limit between the two lies for u#anw i think it manifested itself most obviously with pomme bc a parent-child relationship lends itself to that dynamic more . ough some goo#moments there i’d need to revist their relationship more . ‘je te connais comme si je t’avais créé’ which just has layers of potential#meaning . if you subscribe to the theory that qantoine had a hand in creating the eggs then that adds even More to the potential#possessiveness there . love it#and it manifested with qfrench too i think just in more subtle ways . like idk when there were implications he’d done a Thing to help them#out in some way . like the implication that he had a hand in getting ayp out of prison that one time . or when he was protective of etoiles#during prison . or even moments where he failed to achieve some sort of level of power over them like when bagz and ayp broke into his#secret room and he kept giving bagz the cold shoulder when she was trying to apologise to him 😭 . idk stuff like that . semi petty bitch#energy . but i LOVE the idea of this eldritch dude who’s still figuring out how mortal relationships work kinda just . being too possessive#too controlling . all in the effort to try and keep them in One Piece . and maybe in the end it won’t matter How he keeps them safe as long#as he manages to . he’s old as hell and he’s probably gonna outlive them and theyre all so fragile and small . they won’t see the bigger#picture so he’ll have to make sure he’s manoeuvring them around inside it correctly . <- absolute hc territory in the end there but it’s#very fun to think about :P#jay rambles#antoine daniel#qfrench.posting
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them ✨💖
#viravos#the dragon prince#tdp#aaravos#viren#tdp fanart#viravos fanart#the dragon prince fanart#aaravos fanart#my fanart#my tdp fanart#i needed to draw them#i wish I had more time to focus on this ship but good omens s2 is coming out in a few hours and i know it will consume my whole life lmao#but for now these two occupy my brain :)#ngl i wish there were more fics/fanart for this ship#i spent today putting together a viravos big bang carrd but like i've never been a mod for any fest before#and my viravos obsession will leave me tomorrow#so i don't think that's happening lmao#;-;
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what if i exploded
#school is like Everything bc im behind a week (rlly more bc i was already behind before getting sick)#and then also now my brain is so fucking occupied by election results#and i have like so many other things#(approximately two other things)#rambles
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terraria is a very dangerous game for me to play because it caters to the deep autistic desire to have so many little fucking collections
#skye's ramblings#i fucken love terraria. one of those games i get really fixated on n then go months without playing once i get bored. never ending cycle#but like theres so many THINGS in this game. ive collected every enemy banner all but two pet summons almost every quest fish etc etc#do you want to collect things and build fun displays for them? well terraria will ruin your life. with love#theres another thing im obsessed with its building my little towns you have no idea. also dressing up my little character <3#keeps me occupied while i finish my last classes too. brain is too full of assignmence and The Disabilities to draw right now.. agony#anywayay shoutout to me hitting my 500th hour of terraria onthe switch. WAHO
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As I have been drawing Kaz in his PJs, and talking on Discord about him, I feel it's a great time to mention what I think his voice sounds like. I don't remember ever getting into specifics on it here, so let's go!
So, in the D&D campaigns I run in, halflings tend to have Scottish-sounding accents. Given he was raised by halflings in a majority halfling village, so does Kaz 😅
His voice claim, as it were, is Billy Boyd. Yes, you heard me. He sounds like the guy who plays Pippin from LOTR in my head. Honestly, I've always thought he had a really neat voice and it's pretty perfect for someone like Kaz.
I wanted Kaz to have a voice that made him disarming, that isn't deep or particularly powerful. Instead, he has quite a talent for sounding soft. Even pretty and melodic in the right circumstances. It assuages most fears about him on first meeting. His sense of humor certainly helps, too.
And it's worth mentioning, his accent carries over in other languages. Other than Common, he also speaks Halfling and Drow. While speaking Halfling, he sounds no different than a native speaker. However, he's never been able to fully break his accent in Drow. A fact most of the Eilistraeeans he grew up around find either horribly endearing, or hilarious.
#drops this and runs#hopefully you all enjoy my OC word vomit because Kaz is occupying my two brain cells right now#honestly when is he not?#oc:kazimir littlemoon
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i miss you guys
#i havent been here in so long i didnt know two kits came out and a new pack is coming out in 2 days afdsjks#but my sims energy is at an all time low as stardew valley occupies 100% of my brain rn#i have over 200 mods now so many expansions lol#i think i want to come back here soon though with a rebrand i think#can you believe i still havent even played with the horses yet#catching up on all the cc ive missed has been a JOURNEY\#cc creators are really popping the hell off lately
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thinking of kent parson and the aces and all that symbolism... and specifically the ace of spades, which often mirrors the death card in tarot... kent parson as the bringer of death, kent parson as the something that jack needs to leave behind, to let die, so he can start again, so change can happen, so he can become his best self
kent parson knowing he is that to jack but not being able to fully accept it... MY. GOD.
#this could be an eloquent analysis post but i'm making myself go insane here actually so that's all you're getting#good day x#[screams]#surely someone has written this before???#help me i'm technically new to the fandom due to my memory lasting all of three seconds lmao#(also afaik cartomancy and tarot don't mix in most practices! i know that's not a directly equivalent according to cartomancy!)#(tarot is much more my jam and idk how the 52 cards work beyond playing Go Fish SORRY)#anyway welcome to what's occupying my brain now i've hit 40k on the bittyparse fic#and i still have two whole chapters to go#christ almighty#jackparse#kent parson#omgcp#beloved bastard
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#thinking about how this time last year I was excited and looking forward to hanging out/going on a date with#this guy who would ultimately end up being the reason why I don’t ever wanna date again#and how we needed up spending pretty much the whole day together#starting with getting coffee and him asking me to lunch because he wanted to keep hanging out#and then inviting me to a show with him and his friends#and then we would end up dating for the next three months#taking it slow and getting to actually know one another#ya know that whole three month rule thing 🙄🙄#and how he was so genuine and respectful in his pursuit of me#and how we agreed to be exclusive like two and a half months in#only for him to break up with me two weeks later the day after I got mono (which I’m still positive was from him)#and tell me that he didn’t have anything to offer as far as dating but could we be friends ??#and now we don’t even talk anymore#but he somehow still occupies space in my brain#and I hate it but not him 🫠🫠🫠#anywho it’s been a year since I met him and went on that first date#and sometimes I wish I hadn’t met him#and other times I think it was inevitable#because I probably wouldn’t have reevaluated what I wanted in dating and a partner#but also maybe I would’ve actually still maintained some hope in love and dating#idk we’re having feelings tonight#mine#text post#*ended up Jesus I can spell okay??
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so i maaaaaay have fallen deep into spirk suddenly 👉👈 without warning i don't even know how i got here sent help
#havoc updates#no i am no kidding#no worries! this will pass though! i won't forget the other stuff i've been working on. this is just a pattern with me#did not predict this out of all things would happen though#it's not like i'm only now into this btw as i watched the show as a kid. grew up with it even though i had no media literacy at all#everything flew over my head. probably cus it's dialogue heavy and subtext wasn't even close to being in my vocabulary#it's just so strange tho cus it's not like i'm even THAT into it but the old man yaoi's now got me on a bit of a choke hold rn#like damn it! they easily fit in the dynamics i like with characters. they also just have such immaculate dialogue together. peak material#i yearn to write characters with that level of chemistry#also a part of my soul yearns to draw fanart but also like... what would i draw? just them holding hands?? maybe???#i mean... there's no harm in it but also i'm so shy about it atm -///- i've never drawn these two losers before and i'm nervous!!#also it just hit me that all my other interests are either games or animated and this is the only life action show out of them all#think i'm also unsure what to due cus it's been ages since i've touched the franchise as a whole and i'd have to do SO much catch up T-T#the most i remember is that i watched the stuff but not the nitty gritty. also my brain is a bit occupied hyperfocusing on another franchis#soooo yeah... that doesn't help at all. darn you brain! why can't you just hyperfocus on more than one thing at a time!#and why must you suddenly hyperfocus on one thing for a week or a whole month before going back to the same old ;-;#gosh. am blabbering so hard rn. my bad#no clue what this post even is#hope my incoherent ramblings were entertaining for those who read this far :D
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Sometimes I wonder if my ship with BB and my ship with P1co should be poly or not...
#like. am I with them at the same time or is it a case of different timelines.#bc I do think abt their lore separately... but it's also fun to imagine them both interacting while I'm dating them both#somewhat hesitant bc I think P1co might be iffy at first... but would probably warm up eventually to the idea of me being with BB as well#for now- I think their ships are two completely different things. but I do imagine the poly thing sometimes hajahdns#🌸 lin speaks!!#it's been a hot minute since I talked abt BB. he's still occupying my brain btw. love him lots 🥹🥹
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sometimes i think about moving all my dorverold stuff and muses to a separate blog bc there's so much and it's just gonna keep growing, but then i worry that i'm gonna neglect either chiyo or my dorverold muses bc i am notoriously bad at managing more than one blog
#sometimes i think about giving chiyo just her own separate space bc i love her to pieces and she really does occupy my brain so often#but in the past if i made a separate blog then one of the two blogs ended up dying#i wish that wasn't the case but :' )#i mean the fantasy brainrot is pretty strong too so maybe it would be different this time but i dunno#just a thought#also i'm so sleepy y'all#i messaged two people back pls be proud of me and don't be mad if i play death stranding instead of writing asdfg#i have excitement and thoughts but i am so so tired now that i've had time to just relax#i've been going all day and i'm eepy as heck bc of it#get ready to ramble | ooc
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fancy tags are making me sad so as of rn, everything will be simpler. i just want to write and for some reason i always create smth that just's sucking the enjoyment with a biodegradable straw. until i find smth easier to tag that doesn't make the brain juice sad, i'll only tag the user.
#♱ vero stfu.#brain juice is now happy and thinking thoughts enough for me to respond to some stuff#also TRIGGER WARNING RANT AHEAD#irl i am always first to approach guys to talk about classes and whatnot#and today i was reminded why#the two girls i asked if the seat was taken said that it was (even though the seats ended up not occupied)#and there's this girl who has some health issues whom i offered to sit beside me since i was in front row#it's safe to say she walked away took a chair and stood like in the middle of the room#just so she wouldn't sit beside me#and whenever i try to talk to someone they look at me weird and dont say a word until i go away#at first i thought it was just inside my head the chronic anxiety and whatnot#but boy oh boy am i beginning to think i wasn't imagining things#a guy did sit with me and i could share my bad jokes so it wasn't exactly one of those days i dont say a word to anyone#but idk it just makes me second guess maybe smth is wrong with me#is this normal adult behavior im learning only after two decades???
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yeah femc has some really solid romance routes but i just cannot be assed to care too much because there are some crazy level yuri goings on in this game
#bobtalk#yeah i’ll max shinji and ryoji of course. ryoji especially he’s my bestfriend. akihiko…sorry lmao.#maxed saori and put my head in my hands. PEAK. i wonder what she’ll say in march. letter like temperance?#i feel like she’d really benefit from watching r/gu. by the way. she started talking about princes and princesses#p3pposting#anyway every girl you spoke more than 2 sentences to in male route was inexplicably madly in love with you. but femc has Charisma.#(still very funny how people line up outside your classroom to speak to you btw. lmao)#i want to do more junpei link cuz it’s been Very good but he’s occupied by the plot rn. sad! started shinji though (september)#anyway. every time i play portable i’m reminded how much girls rule. i love you girls. i finally got megido on my mothman.#i’m also reminded how sad i am about reload. WE DONT GET VOICED OR MODELLED SAORI……..THEY HATE WOMEN!!!#by the way yukari peak as fuck. shes so good. i’m trying 2 like mitsuru more because the student council type personality#never really appeals to me that much. <- im also trying to hack my brain to like makoto more. for feminism. i’m sorry women i’m working oni#she’s really pretty in arena btw. <3<3<3#i also don’t especially care for akihiko i KNOW i’m SORRY. he’s fine. i like his dynamic with shinji and ken. sorry. lol#but yeah. i need aigis SL NOW!!!!#(theodore sucks btw. maybe that’s just because i don’t like men but i miss liz so bad. sigh.)#when my laptop works again maybe i’ll post some screenshots. <- playing on vita btw#good game.#(oh yeah i’ve maxed all social stats except i’m two from max on knowledge. whoops! at least it’s enough for Dying Young Man.)
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thinking abt how much sam and max love each other I think I might cry
#shoutout to these two occupying my brain for over a year now#i hate them 💕💖💗💓💘💞🩷#going thru the worst shit ever rn snd they still be my saving grace
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So... Anyone interested in a Chainsaw Man Tokyo Ghoul AU? It will not follow the plot of TG beyond borrowing the general concept, and no knowledge of TG is required to read
#Chainsaw Man#CSM#'anyone interested' I ask as if it is not already happening#This au is occupying SO MUCH of my brain now#Get ready some of the most deranged Akiangel and Asaden and Hayakawa family dynamics you've seen in your LIFE#first two fics will drop during Denji week#Then it will continue when and as I have time#But the first Aki PoV fic will realistically probably come pretty soon after the first two Denji PoV#Because I have the self-control of a pea
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