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hdawg1995 · 1 year
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i hate having thoughts and emotions, i just want to function without over thinking and over analyzing tiny little things.
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astrxealis · 2 years
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vcing w my friends rn but i kinda just muted and stopped watching and talking now bcs. :”)
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#cw vvent#tw vent#i think there are just some differences that i. i really don't like?#dbgshbghddbhjg in the way that idk man but we're watching cloudy with a chance of meatballs (rewatching!)#and i'm not really a fan of how thy say they prefer the girl w her hair down and no glasses when yk. that's not really who she is#and how they're like . when she looked at the exit for a sec. they went 'yeah lol i wouldn't want to hang out w a lunatic too'#and ig it kinda sucks bcs i see the main guy as on the spectrum ?? aspie maybe ??? and ofc i'm still wondering if i am in fact#on the spectrum as well but at the very least i know how it feels like to be a weirdo and thank god i wasn't bullied or anything#but i can understand and somewhat empathize/sympathize on how it would feel and. i think my friends are just joking around#but i don't really like it but i'm scared to tell them that so i just kinda went away. this usually happens w vcs w them tbh#and ik it's my bday tmrw and they're doing this for me and lune and i kinda made it obvious idk what to do#and yeah i'm kinda fine w whatever but i think it's mostly that. there are things i actually want to do but. idk#i'm not used to opening up or asking things from others or being truthful with my real feelings deep down bcs i bottle it up sm#even if it's not obvious ;; so yeah. don't want the evening b4 my bday to be bad bcs plans already got cancelled#and idm tbh but it's still. saddening yk. so. yeah. i'll just chill or something!#it'll be my birthday but it feels like friends taking advantage of the fact it's a celebration of sorts to do what they want ig#even if i know that's not what they want to do or mean to do it comes off that way to me?#so uh. idk man. whatever i guess ^^;#have a feeling this'll be my worst bday so far tbh ... i'm trying to not be negative bcs even so#i think even if bad things happen the day doesn't have to be a bad one!#but. wbahjg. i don't want to say yeha. but i think. yeah.
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Hello random lore question, can vampires hang out with humans for long periods of time? I read a couple books agesss ago but I've forgotten most of it.. I can't remember if vamps not being able to chill with humans was a book thing or something I once read in fanfic lol thanks in advance ✌️ 💜
Hey!
Vampires can be around humans in the sense that they can live among them, so that could mean living near them, going to events with them, have humans working for them even. They wouldn't be able to live with humans though because said humans would notice that something was off and probably quite quickly too.
If vampires were to socialise with humans, they'd have to disguise themselves by covering up their most unnatural features (wearing gloves, sunglasses, mixing blood and ash to put on their skin etc). Or feed before any interactions to make themselves look more human. Vampires also tend to avoid anywhere that has flourescent lighting because it shows up their inhuman-ness too much, and try to keep to the dark/dim lighting when they can. This way they'd be able to get away with being up close with humans and have a better chance of getting away with passing as one of them.
There are a few examples of vampires interacting with humans in VC, like Marius and Bianca (who is later turned by him), Lestat and Antoine (who was also turned later on, by Lestat), Louis and his mortal family, just to name a few. They would still had to have been mindful around them but overall they weren't really suspected.
Though there are also examples of when vampires were suspected despite them trying to keep their true nature concealed. In Interview with the Vampire, the slaves on Louis' plantation do suspect him and Lestat as being unnatural after some time, which causes them to have to leave before there's any rebellion against them.
The exception to all of this would be Armand and Daniel. Daniel already knows that Armand is a vampire, so there's no need for him to conceal himself and they are around each other pretty much all the time after a few years.
So in short, vampires can be around humans, though they don't tend to spend extended periods of time around them in one sitting, e.g. they might visit a particular human more than once but not for more than a few hours at a time. They would need to take precautions to hide themselves in any encounter though, regardless how long or short that may be (unless they're feeding from them of course, in which case that person will soon be dead anyway so it doesn't matter lmao).
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hekateinhell · 2 years
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♡ + Armand/Lestat
I didn't realize you'd reblogged this meme and now you gotta feed me in return 😾 (and if someone else has asked for them in VC then I wanna know about them in your high school au)
babe you get my entire kitchen, apartment, whatever you want 🥹 LOL you already know the whole arc I have planned for them in the sequel but I'll stay in context of where we saw them last on ao3 -- their mutual boyfriend's name freshly tattooed on both their asses and Armand struggling to admit to Lestat that he loves him as well, before Lestat (for once), did the hard part for him.
• Who is the most affectionate?
Lestat.
Armand is incredibly insecure about just how much he's 'allowed' to touch him in public and in private so he doesn't readily initiate -- he doesn't want to rock the boat now that Louis's other boyfriend seems to have finally accepted him (he doesn't entirely trust Lestat's drunken and endorphin-fueled love confession).
Lestat's trying to navigate the awkward 'undefined' stage as well, but in the meantime, he'd like everyone else to know in no uncertain terms that this one also belongs to him. He's living his dream with one arm around Louis's waist and the other draped over Armand's neck. Everyone knows Lestat and Louis have been an on/off item, everyone knows Armand and Louis have also been an item for a while now, Lestat would like the world to know that he and Armand are also... something.
He just doesn't know what yet but if he could mark Armand like a dog in public, he would. It means the world to him that Armand never gave him back his leather jacket after that night and wears it to school every day even though it's much too baggy on him and reaches precisely down to his thighs. To Lestat's eighteen-year-old brain, they're practically engaged as long as Armand holds on to that jacket.
• Who initiates the handholding?
See above.
Poor Lestat has to instigate literally everything right now. Oh no, it's not going to cause any problems down the line, why would it? 😔
• Who worries more for the other?
Armand worries about Lestat living on his own since his mother bailed and left him alone with an empty house. Lestat doesn't... do well alone. He'll invite anyone over to hang out and party if Armand and Louis just can't be there; bad things happen.
• Who is more likely to ask for help?
Directly? Neither of them. But Lestat's much more prone to purposely and consciously acting out in the hope someone will notice and help him. Armand will just pretend Bad Things Aren't Happening.
• Who is the one always losing the keys?
Lestat loses everything that isn't physically attached to his person. Sometimes he forgets where he parked his car and that's his baby.
• Who leaves little love notes for the other?
They're in the same grade (even though Lestat's older, Armand skipped a year and Lestat got held back a year) so Armand and Louis typically share their notes with Lestat who has a terrible fucking time focusing during class (it's the ADHD and dyslexia). He'd much rather and much more easily fill a notebook with lyrics and random doodles for his dream album covers.
When Armand knows Lestat will actually be reading over his notes later (only under threat of a quiz or an exam -- he would like to graduate this year, thank you very much), he works in little quotes from his favorite love poems or songs.
He hopes Lestat knows it's intentional that Armand penned out the entire [love is more thicker than forget] in the margins, that Armand was thinking of him when he wrote it and not just scribbling because he's bored. Don't judge him; we all went through our E.E. Cummings phase.
• Who can't sleep unless the other is there?
Armand is an anxious sleeper and his home life in foster care isn't... great, so he spends at least half of his day at school catching up on sleep. He gets his best sleep in the library on someone's lap; out on the field using Lestat's stomach as a pillow while they lay out on the grass away from everyone else; in the backseat of Lestat's car with Louis's crumpled-up sweater as a pillow and Lestat's jacket as a blanket.
Armand would never sleep in front of other people, but on a mostly subconscious level, he feels safest just knowing Lestat's around -- a 6ft, 175-pound German Shepard that for some reason is personally interested in him right now.
(Though I have to say, Lestat loves when Armand can sleep over at his house, for many reasons aside from the obvious.)
• Who is more likely to propose to the other?
Considering how Armand drunkenly and brazenly asked Lestat to fuck him before they've ever done it, I'm going to say Armand. Whoops...
Let's hope when Armand proposes it goes better than the 'fuck me' conversation did.
• Who introduced the other to their family first?
Neither of their family is in the picture at the moment, so we're going to thrust this onto Louis.
Technically, Lestat and Armand knew of each other and had seen each other around the school before, but the day Louis formally introduced them to each other as his boyfriends was interesting -- in fact, it went something like...
Armand: [spit, hissss] 😾😾😾
Lestat: the fuck.
• Who is more likely to play with the other's hair?
Lestat loves playing with Armand's hair while Armand's napping. He has a shit ton of nervous energy that needs an outlet and he always has to have his hands busy with something, plus he'll make up literally any and every excuse to touch Armand.
• Who makes sure the other has meals/stays hydrated?
Lestat knows about Armand's home life and that he can't always afford to buy lunch at school, so he usually grabs him something from the deli when he goes for himself. He buys something for Louis too so Armand doesn't feel awkward and singled out; it makes Lestat feel good to be in any sort of big manly provider role and it doesn't hurt that Armand flutters his lashes at him and playfully licks his lips as he whispers 'thank you.'
• Who is more likely to stand up to anyone for the other?
Lestat has a much more reactive and implosive temper, so it would probably be him if someone even so much as looked at Armand the wrong way.
He's lost plenty of sleep trying to find out what exactly Armand meant by the virginity comment (they're not in the place yet where he can outright ask and he doesn't want to bring it up to Louis in case Armand hasn't and it'll become A Thing). But he fantasizes about getting to the bottom of it one day so he can figure out who to kill.
Most people leave Lestat alone because he's generally pretty popular and well-liked (and also an older senior who's had his share of fights), but if Armand ever overhears some snarky asshole insulting Lestat's intelligence because he's repeating a grade, he will cut them down to size with the most bitingly vicious words in the calmest possible tone. He might even smile as he does it, just to be extra creepy.
• Who is the most likely to prepare a surprise for the other?
Armand did spring the tattoos thing on Lestat, so I'd have to say Armand.
People expect Lestat to be capricious; Armand not so much, so it's extra surprising. But he loves to plan little 'not quite dates' and excursions that often rely on the premise of 'just trust me, Lestat! 🥺'
• Who makes the other pinky promise not to do certain things?
Armand makes Lestat pinky promise that he's not going do anything reckless like drink and drive if he's going to a house party Armand and Louis can't attend. It's not that Lestat means to be reckless, he just thinks he's invincible.
Lestat's pinky promise requests are much more innocuous, usually after they've made up following a petty adolescent squabble: 'Promise you're not still mad at me? Swear on it.'
• Who puts a blanket over the other when they fall asleep on the couch?
Lestat covers Armand up when he's fallen asleep at school, Armand covers Lestat when he falls asleep on his couch or in his bed. Usually Lestat's on top of him already, between his legs and resting his head on his chest, and so it takes a bit of gymnastics practice to maneuver a blanket over them both. It's worth it for some of the best sleep either of them will get anytime soon. 💖
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shadowsong26fic · 1 year
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Coming Attractions!
First Monday of the month, so here we go.
As per usual, this also means an open question night--my askbox is always open, but I'll be actively keeping an eye on it tonight. I do take prompts, but am not necessarily fast in filling them. Any fandom I've posted about here or on AO3 is fair game, as is any of my original stuff.
Short one this month, because I didn't get much done last month, whoops...a big work project took up more brainmeats than I expected it would, ah well.
Mostly moved, mostly everything is sorted; a few things I still need to finish organizing/putting away/etc. But that should also free up some brainspace hopefully!
Anyway. Actual updates.
Star Wars:
Pretty much the same as last week--need to catch up on OTP meme fills; poking back at my original plan for last year's SWBB so I can use it for this year. Not a lot of progress, but hopefully this month will be better!
BSG:
Big Bang matches have gone out! I'm excited to see how everything turns out. And hopefully get actually back into writing the many plotlines that are floating around in my head, lol...particularly The Other Battlestar which still needs an Official title and has been waiting to come out of my head and get Shared for like. over a year. even discounting the like 8-10 year gap when I wandered away from the fandom...
I should be picking up my rewatch soon, too! I have the back half of season 3, plus season 4, and maybe the webisodes (I have access to Face of the Enemy but not Resistance, so we'll see if I actually watch those). Which does mean we're coming up on my absolute least favorite episode in the entire series, haha. I haven't even gotten to it yet and I'm already mad about it (and have found an Additional Reason to be mad about it that I hadn't had before! Yay!) But also after that I get Lampkin, who I love, and while season 4 is a mess in terms of cohesion/continuity it has some of my very favorite episodes in the entire series, So.
Castlevania:
I haven't actually sat down and watched Nocturne yet (mostly because of the aforementioned work stuff), so I haven't quite fallen back into this fandom yet. I do want to get back to Incinctus, and I had one other plot thread idea for another fic based on the first series (essentially, shifting Alucard's S3 timeline by six weeks so the night Sumi and Taka plan to attack him is the same night Greta's messenger gets there, and then see where things go from there).
It's kind of interesting--I have approximately zero knowledge of the games, apart from a few bits and pieces I've picked up from reading fics and/or hanging out on a discord server. Which, of course, has been talking a lot about Nocturne...but almost entirely in the context of how it relates to the game characters/plotlines it's drawing from. Which means I'm both...more and less hyped for it? I don't know, I'm not sure how to word how it's impacted my interest/excitement/etc. for the followup series, because a lot of the comments about certain characters/choices completely fly over my head but they Dominate the server and I'm like "...okay?"
Anyway, we'll see how I feel about it when I watch the series. And if I do end up building a VC crossover in my head (because like. armand and the theatre are right there and while I was able to confine myself to a quick Easter Egg reference in Incinctus...lol.)
Les Mis:
The next chapter of P&J is coming, I swear. Also planning to debut Acheron this month because...I mean I know it's technically a Groundhog Day AU set in June, but it feels appropriate to start posting it around Halloween? IDK XD
Original Fic:
Again I do need to catch up on OTP memes. I do like the one piece I put out this month, which was about the Horsemen in Lux. They're a Delight and I love them.
...yeah, that's about it. Like I said, short post this month because I didn't get much actual writing done last month. Hopefully October will be better for me (if nothing else, hopefully I actually will catch up on all the backlogged OTP Meme fills, lol...)
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