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saltpepperbeard · 22 days ago

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the stark difference between this october and last october has my head spinning 360 degrees tbh.

like last october was so joyful and so rich and so beautiful and i would give anything to do it all again, whereas this october is like back to back to back horrors l m a o

#AND IT SEEMS TO BE THAT WAY FOR A LOT OF PEOPLE #NOT JUST ME #but man like #i’m dealing with an unknown health issue that’s really sending me ✨spiraling✨ lmao #and has been kicking my ass since the beginning of the month #and I thankfully have an appointment with a specialist #but couldn’t get in until november soooowjfjsjdjqdn #i am just so so worried it’s a chronic autoimmune condition #and am REALLY praying it’s not but #who knows #it’s just crazy skdjwjd the contrast between now and a year ago #guess it goes to show that SO much can change in a year #also HELLO i have seen yalls asks and appreciate yall so so much #and will be replying once I have ✨the spoons✨

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