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winchesterszvonecek · 11 months ago

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you got me flowers?

Will 🥺

Flowers - [ Will Halstead ]

Prompt: “You got me flowers?”

Word Count: 976

Warnings: female!reader, fluff

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It was like Will could sense when you’d had a bad day at work. That he had some sort of alarm go off in his head anytime you so much as felt a hint of stress or frustration. It’s what you loved about him. How caring he was. How he always went above and beyond to make sure your day ended better than how it had gone.

Maybe it was the doctor in him, you didn't know. All you knew was that you had struck gold in terms of the perfect guy and for as long as you both lived, you would never even think of anybody else but him.

You always looked forward to going home, more so now that you had someone waiting for you. Someone who loved you and would do anything to make sure you never forgot that. Some days Will wasn’t there because he was on shift, but even on those days he made sure to leave you a little something special to come home to. Something he knew would make you smile when he couldn’t himself.

However you knew he’d be home today. Waiting eagerly to make you feel better after your God awful day at work, one you were wanting to put behind you as quickly as possible.

The whole way up to your shared apartment you were twitching with excitement, trying your hardest to think of what it might be this time. What little thing he’d prepared for you or which item he bought that might make you smile and the second you unlocked the front door you simply dumped your bag on the floor and beelined for the living room.

Will was sitting on the couch, his back to you and the moment he sensed your presence he jumped. Literally. He was on his feet faster than you could blink, looking all embarrassed as he’d lost track of time and hadn’t finished preparing his surprise for you.

“You’re early.” He babbled out, scratching at the back of his head as you furrowed your brow a little, slowly making your way towards him.

“No I’m not.” You replied, rolling your lips a little as you couldn’t help but smile over his minor fluster. You folded your arms, taking another step forwards to feel your legs press against the back of the couch as you craned your neck to try and see what he was hiding behind his back. “Whatcha got there?”

“Nothing.” Will said casually, leaning his body parallel to yours to stop you from peeking, making you huff a little and pout dramatically. “It’s not ready yet.”

“Oh come on, just let me see.” You whined childishly, pouting again as you clasped your hands under your chin and batted your eyelashes at him. He never could say no when you gave him your best puppy dog eyes, something you abused greatly, and you could tell he was about to break. “Please?”

Sighing, Will ran his hand through his hair, mumbling a faint ‘fine’ which in turn enticed a quiet ‘yay’ to escape your lips in a way that made him smile, his heartwarming over just how downright adorable you got in these moments. He stepped aside, offering you a full view of the bouquet of flowers he had been trying to put together, most of which were still scattered across the coffee table and hadn’t made it into the vase yet.

“You got me flowers?” You said softly, your heart all but bursting in your chest as you rounded the couch, eyes never once leaving the colourful array covering the table.

“I was trying to make you one of those mixed bouquet things.” Will replied, gesturing to the mess behind him. “But it turns out that flower arranging is a lot harder than it looks.”

“Oh, Will.” You breathed out, feeling the slight warmth begin to form in your eyes as you subtly wiped at them.

You didn’t care if they were only flowers. Didn’t care that he’d bought you them plenty of times before. It was more the fact that he’d been trying to put together his own bouquet for you, that really got to you. He didn’t have to do that. He could have gotten a florist to do it, picked a premade one or even grabbed a small bunch from a stand on his way home from work.

But he hadn’t.

Instead he’d gone to all this trouble to, not only gather up all your favourite flowers in your favourite colours, you might add, but he’d spent what seemed to be hours trying to arrange them for you himself. And if that wasn’t love, then you didn't know what was.

“Baby?” Will stepped forward, taking your hand in his and drawing your teary attention away from the mess of flowers. He pulled you gently towards him, his free hand cupping the side of your face the second you were close enough. “Are you okay?”

“I’m perfect.” You whispered, voice a little shaky as you leaned into his touch. You turned your head a little, placing a soft kiss against the palm of his hand. “You’re perfect.”

“I take it you’re happy with the flowers?” He asked, a quiet chuckle escaping his lips as he brought you into his arms, allowing you to rest your head on his chest and feel the rhythmic beat of his heart beneath it.

“I’m more than happy.” You sighed contently, and honestly the flowers went forgotten the minute he encapsulated you in his warmth, feeling the touch of his lips atop your head as he kissed you.

You may have loved all the little things he did for you, but pretty much all of the time it was simply Will himself that was capable of making your day one hundred times better than you ever could have asked for.

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curufiin · 4 months ago

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Just found Calantar and I wanna know more about the baby🥺

OMGGG i’m so happy you like him 😭😭 okay let me try to explain his deal in an actually coherent way bc apparently i am bad at doing this

SO. He’s part of my curufin au, aptly named Ringmaker Curvo (fic coming never), where Annatar instead seduces Curufin while he’s still in Nargothrond to make the rings of power.

Basically after Luthien kicks his ass, and before Curufin gets thrown out of Nargothrond, Sauron decides he can’t go back to Morgoth like this and embarrass himself because Morgoth would kill him. So he ends up flying in the direction of Nargothrond, crashlands somewhere nearby from exhaustion, and is found by hunters from Nargothrond who take him there.

Once inside he snoops around, and finds out about the general chaos inside going on including the two C’s. Annatar proceeds to pretend ro have some super important request, is granted a meeting with Curufin, and they bond over their love of smithing. They end up going out pretending to go rescue Finrod, Curufin discovers Annatar is Sauron (he doesn’t really care and is immediately planning to use him and betray him later), they run into Carcharoth and murder him, and get the Silmaril somehow. Shoutout to @maironsbigboobs for helping me with this mwa

So anyway more unspecified things happen and honestly idk the plot of the AU. Onto Calantar. Celebrimbor disowns Curufin early and leaves Nargothrond by himself. Curufin is absolutely devastated, and by this point his sanity is at some questionable level, and he’s also kinda in love with Sauron (sauron x curufin ftw yay). So he approaches him, and is like “hey. My son fucking abandoned me. Give me another son.”

Obviously they can’t just procreate since they’re both guys and Sauron doesn’t feel like getting pregnant, so they decide to actually create a baby. Like, literally craft a baby. Curufin gives up a part of his soul for this (and almost dies), but they still need the flesh to bind the soul with. Sauron uses his flesh, probably cuts off a forearm, and after a long ritual involving necromancy and grave robbing and whatever, Calantar is made! He’s born as a toddler so no need to deal with an actual infant.

Originally, he was just named Laurinquar (golden fist) Curufinwe/ion because Curufin is awful with names. However, since he was made of Maia flesh, Calantar is *very* attuned with the Song, and his light powers eventually show up, hence the name Calantar (lord of light/bringer of light). He also inherited Sauron’s shapeshifting, but he can only shapeshift into elven forms, not animals.

Eventually Curufin is kicked out of Nargothrond anyway, plot happens, and he dies. I haven’t decided if Curufin should be taken to Angband as a “prisoner” or if he should die in the second kinslaying, but either way, he’s dead, Sauron’s got a ring, and Calantar is in Angband now.

The deal with Calantar is that he’s basically a mash up of every bad thing about Sauron, and every bad thing about Curufin. He’s arrogant, snide, extremely haughty, he’s a perfectionist, he thinks he’s better than everyone, and he is extremely loyal to his parents. He truly believes that Sauron is bettering the world, and he gets very aggressive when he thinks someone is insulting his family. He was also raised partly by Morgoth (who definitely also wanted to use this demon elf child for his own purposes) sooooooo

All of that means he functions as a very efficient attack dog for Sauron once he does grow up and get his powers under control. He isn’t really involved in the War of Wrath because he was still pretty young, but in the second age he does do a lot of dirty work for Sauron, including commanding his own battalion to attack Eregion. Ofc he has either no idea or only a vague idea Celebrimbor is his brother, and Celebrimbor has no idea who he is. When Sauron gets “imprisoned” by Ar Pharazon, Calantar is in Middle Earth managing Sauron’s henchmen and property (yay property manager!) and generally laying low. He fights in the Final Alliance, almost dies, and goes into hiding for many years.

Since he’s made of Sauron’s flesh, this means he’s also sort of bound to the ring in the sense he can feel its presence and can feel it calling to him. Eventually, he’s sent out to find the ring and return it, and this is where his elven disguises become useful. While Calantar is a huge asshole, he is perfectly capable of playing the role of a wise elven guardian and get people to trust him, only to turn on them at the last second. Watch out frodo

#ask #calantar #basically: demon elf baby #i hope you like him and that rhis is interesting 🥺

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the-owl-house-takes · 1 year ago

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Okay I’m gonna go on a big long rant about why Huntlow pisses me off so much. Honestly, Mod Willow, you don’t even have to post this if you don’t want to cuz I don’t wanna start more discourse, I just need to vent. Please note this is gonna be pretty messy just cuz I have a lot to say.

FOR THE LOVE OF GOD I DO NOT SEE THE APPEAL OF THIS SHIP!! They have no chemistry on screen. It feels like watching two people be nice to each other out of politeness rather than out of actually enjoying the others company. It’s especially noticeably because Willow is naturally super affectionate/friendly, but all her interactions with Hunter feel super forced.

And don’t even get me started on the shippers. Too many of the shippers act like just cuz it’s canon, it means you HAVE to like it. When are people gonna learn that just because something is canon, doesn’t mean it’s good or well written?? The fan content might honestly be the worst part of it. 70% of Huntlow shippers, from what I’ve seen, don’t care about Willow at all. They just turn her into Hunter’s therapist or boil her down to “buff girlfriend” and it’s infuriating. It’s like they black out whenever Hunter isn’t on screen. And they even get him wrong too. So much Huntlow stuff turns Hunter is a “poor twaumatized wittle baby 🥺” and infantalize him, even though he is one of the strongest main characters there!! Yes, he is traumatized. But trauma doesn’t turn you into a helpless infant. There’s so much you could do to explore that in an interesting way, but I guess that’s too much work so let’s just infantilize him!!!!!

And the writing for it is a mess. “Of course it’s gonna be rushed/messy, the shortened season-“ THAT MAKES IT WORSE!!! They knew they had extremely limited time to finish the season, and they still wasted time on this stupid ship. The whole plot comes to a screeching halt just so they can focus on Hunter and Willow standing next to each other. For the Future is the worst example of this. That scene where Willow has her breakdown is awful and the writers should be embarrassed of it. Hunter is the worst person in the main cast to comfort her there. Literally anyone else would’ve been better. It could’ve been Amity, to finally give closure to their relationship and show that they’ve fully moved on from Amity’s past behavior (especially since Amity was one of the main people to make Willow feel like she was half-a-witch), or Gus, who also has magic-related breakdowns and was taught a coping mechanism for the BY WILLOW!! Or Luz, to show that, yes, they are indeed still friends, because I honestly forgot they were supposed to be best friends by then. They’ve had so few direct interactions for the past season and a half, it felt like they were strangers. But nooooo, it HAD to be Hunter. They literally had to keep Gus back with giant vines to keep it a huntlow moment (which is just another example of how Gus has been screwed by this series). Also, Hunter experienced one of the most horrific things to ever happen to him and lost his first friend mere hours ago, why are we already trying to push him into a relationship?? I’m not saying that traumatized people can’t be in relationships, that’s stupid. But I am saying that he needs some time to actually process what’s happened before immediately getting out into romantic scenes again. It just feels really gross.

The ship also just completely uprooted any and all of Willow’s development. Anytime she has a major moment in the series now HAS to be related to Hunter. It turned her from a character with a lot of cool potential development that seemed to actually be getting explored in season 2, into just Hunter’s Girlfriend. And I know this is a problem with Willow specifically because Hunter gets plenty of outstanding moments outside of this ship after it begins to be established. It feels like they didn’t know what else to do with her, so they just attached her to the closest male character.

And it’s just so amanormative/heteronormative. Note, this is not me calling it a straight ship, because it’s not. I know Willow is pan and Hunter is bi. But that doesn’t mean it can’t be heteronormative. Seriously, any and all moments of them even standing next to each other were taken by the fandom as “proof” it was gonna be canon. As I said before, Willow is super affectionate naturally. She loves her friends and isn’t afraid to show it. But when she does basic friend things with Hunter? They’re in love!! It’s obvious!! /sarc

Willow saves hunter from a deadly 200ft drop? True love. Willow doesn’t want to pummel hunter (or who she thinks is Hunter) to death with a giant vine? I hear wedding bells! Willow is distraught at the fact that her friend just tried to drown himself in a lake and is sad that he’s slowly dying? Could they be anymore obvious with how it’s canon?! Ignore the fact that literally everyone else there is also sad, it’s a huntlow moment!! And that hand holding scene in FTF…… literally so cringe inducing. Willow was holding hands with and celebrating with Amity five seconds ago, but now that she’s slightly touching Hunter’s hand? Canon! Undeniably canon! I can’t believe that made the cut into the final episode. It felt like watching a shitty fanfic written by a ten year old. They wasted precious time that could’ve been used to further the plot of the actual show.

I hate that you can’t go three feet into the owl house tag without seeing it, even if you block ten million tags relating to it. I’ve got ten different huntlow tags blocked and I still see it whenever I go into the tags. It’s infuriating. Just because it’s canon, doesn’t mean you don’t have to tag it anymore.

And back to the shippers, why do some of them just start throwing a tantrum every time they find out you don’t ship it? I’ve criticized the ship a little bit on my blog. Every time I do, I make sure to tag it so huntlow shippers specifically can avoid my posts, and encourage them to block me so they never have to see me ever again. And even with all that, anytime I criticize the ship even a little bit, I get an onslaught of huntlow shippers crying in my inbox/notes about how I’m missing the point, or just don’t get it, or how I should just block the tag. I do block the tag!! That is the first thing I did when I saw the ship was getting more popular!! Why don’t they take their own advice and block me? And they’re so condescending about it too. You don’t see me going onto anti-lumity or anti-raeda blogs and telling them how it’s their fault I disagree with them. Honestly, grow up.

Okay that’s all. Again, you don’t have to post this if you don’t wanna mod Willow. I just needed to rant.

#this is honestly impressive #it feels like it would be a waste to not post it #the owl house #toh #ship hate #long post #fandom takes

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beevean · 1 year ago

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(Feel free to ignore this if you don't want to talk about IDW Sonic! /gen) I don't know if you've seen the solicits for issues 63 and 64 yet, but... yikes. I'm happy Silver is getting more focus, but it honestly feels as if they're just going the Archie Sonic route with him being kind of a literal dumbass jumping to conclusions left and right? In itself I don't mind that, I think it does suit Silver to immediately undertake action without thinking things fully through, but it's how the other characters (are going to) react to it. The fact that the solicit for issue 64 already says "Awkwardness ensures." is promptly giving me second-hand embarrassment, and it hasn't even come out yet! I really don't want another situation wherein everyone is going to jump down Silver's throat (*flashing back to Sonic dragging him by his quills through the town towards Antione in the hospital*) because of the narrative presenting him as an idiot who accuses others without proof and like a dumbass (even if Silver is right; I'm pretty sure it's already confirmed the blue cat dude is Mimic in disguise. I'm not sure if IDW Sonic the comic can be trusted for the others to put a genuine apology towards Silver when this comes to light.). It honestly makes me kind of sad that Silver might get reduced to just being The Dumb Overeager Guy Being Rude To Others And Who Everyone Thinks Is Stupid in this way, not to mention all the weirdness of him getting in the way of the Diamond Cutters and being an overeager fanboy despite having been perfectly able to work together with Whisper at the end of the Metal Virus arc (and, you know, being an immensely powerful psychic and stuff). The comic already went this route in issue 8, why are they dragging it up again despite having shown things that can definitely be interpreted as the contrary in issues 26 and 28?

Just something that has been on my mind ever since I read those solicits, and wanted to get off my chest😅

Stuck in the past with no clear directive, Silver decides to spend some time with the Diamond Cutters and their new member. But he’s too busy being star-struck over Whisper to notice that he’s interrupting their training! Elsewhere, Sonic takes Blaze sightseeing so she can enjoy her vacation.

This issue is all about Silver the Hedgehog! First, he's incredibly suspicious of the Diamond Cutters' new member and he jumps to a conclusion that leads him to some hasty accusations. Awkwardness ensues. Then, Blaze comforts Silver as they bond over being away from home and in Sonic's world.

I'm honestly surprised that they even remembered that Silver is a Whisper fanboy. Remember when people shipped Silvisper and Blazangle, before Whispangle fused together? Good times lol

Yeah, this plot is going to be cringe in the real sense of the word. I hate when the story is about characters making fool of themselves, and Silver is about to be a uwu cute but annoying idiot in #63, and a Mr. Conspiracy Theory (who was actually right all along) in #64? Miss me with that.

Remember when Silver kicked the entirety of Sonic's ass and came close to murder him in cold blood? I do. Silver is not an edgy murder machine and sure I can believe he's happier now, but come on, do something more with him than turn him into the cute child of the group!

Also didn't Silver already have a conversation about being stuck in the past in the 2022 annual, with Espio? A much more interesting interaction since the two have only been paired together in Rivals 2 of all things? Ah, but then again, if they're rehashing Archie, sure why not :V yay can't wait to see Sonic being an utter jerkass to Silver <3

And why oh why did you have to remind me of how awful Tangle's apology to Whisper was 😭 I hate that scene so much

... I hope they'll show Sonic and Blaze having fun on Frog Forest. I love Frog Forest 🥺 please just have two characters having fun on their own

#fans don't look #i don't talk about idw anymore because the latest arc has been boring as all hell #but yeah i still dislike it lol

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kamil-a · 9 months ago

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hi kam im sending this anon because emotions are embarrassing but you bring a smile to me literally every day and i love to see your art and general presence on thee internet im sorry work is making you feel like this and BEEN THERE it feels awful but truly u are so much more than a job and i hope you can find something where youre supported and not made to feel bad about any part of yourself but in the mean time while u gotta deal with this know you are awesome and talented and loved 🥺 ok bye

thank you i needed to drink this one right now. 😭😭😭😭 i really appreciate it!!!!!

#ask

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sungbeam · 1 year ago

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Sorry I think I actually went into a comatose state once the Holiday teaser ver pics came out

Suffice to say that I will be investing in these albums 🫡

Also lemme just talk abt the fact that we’ll technically get 9 different versions of the same album technically 😀

But the color grading of the holiday version is SOOOOOO nice like damnnn AND THEN AND THEN AND THEN UHHHHH THE GLITTER VER ✨GLITTER GLITTER GLITTER TWIRLS TWIRLS TWIRLS TOGETHER FOREVER ITS LINDA AND HEATHERRR✨ IS SOOOOO PRETTY LIKE TF ESP YOUNGHOON’S HAIR LIKE LORDDDDDD

AND YES SO TRUE IT PROBABLY TAKES ME LIKE AN HOUR TO WRITE A FULL ASK AND IT’S SO UPSETTING TO ME REAHHHHH

The Boys is also way lowkey scary so yeah you’re right 😭 AND YEAH THE ACTOR THAT PLAYED HOMELANDER WAS LIKE… TOO GOOD AT HIS JOB 💀💀 ALSO I saw what you meant about marvel invasion cause ummm what is up with that reader insert plot armour type beat character 💀💀💀 like I saw her scene on twt and not only does it look bad but I was like HUH??? Characters that are so OP are fkn ejdwjjrkekf TOO MUCH LMAO

And I am once again sooo excited for Rhapsody Anonymous even though I saw you were struggling a bit writing it but I think it’ll really pay off 🥹🫶

I’m so glad that you did take some time off for yourself to ground yourself when you felt overwhelmed and I’m really glad that it helped you as well!! Take care of yourself above all else! 🥺💖

Also! Random Q&A time!

1. What’s your fav type of bread

2. What’s the cringiest thing you’ve ever put up on social media (optional answer 💀)

3. Have you ever been in love 🫣

4. WHO WAS YOUR FIRST CARTOON CHARACTER CRUSH YOU CAN’T LIE TO ME IK YOU HAD ONE (REQUIRED, MUST ANSWER, NOT OPTIONAL 😤☝️)

I got like 2/4 of these from teen vogue so don’t @ me ok ��💔

- So, I love you because the entire universe conspired to help me find you. (Paulo Coehlo)

Love always, 🌷 anon

NO CUZ SAME???!(!(!) like I literally was supposed to wrote the day the present concept came out and i couldn't think abt anything else for the rest of the day :l BRO THATS WHAT IM SAYING ?? ist making MONEY MOVES this comeback 😭😭😭 pulling out all the stops to suck the money from our wallets ksnfkemdk I'll need to drop out of college if I were to get even one per concept 😭😭😭

HELP NO CUZ THE COLORS FROM THE PRESENT VER ARE SOOOOOO VIBRANT AND BEAUTIFUL???? THEY WERE SO SO PRETTY. and omg CHOI CHANHEE WAS MADE FOR THE GLITTER VERSION 🧚‍♀️🧚‍♀️ someone said *im spinnin like a ballerinaaaa* LMAO have u seen the clips from the zeneration behind lol chanhee and kevin on the POLES !!! so iconic tbh i think it was for savior?? not too sure

ur so right anthony starr (?)/homelander plays his role FAR TOO WELL O_O he freaks me tf OUT w that smile omg sknfkendk all his scenes put a shiver down my spine and i haven't even properly watched the series 😭

bro secret invasion threw me for a mfkn loop 😭 idk if you've watched the whole thing but KEVIN FEIGE WE NEED TO TALK ABT UR CHOICES FOR MISS MARIA HILL WE NEED TO TALK S I R. i actually really like the title sequence for it tho i thought it was so masterfully done like for some reason i really liked it in particular 😭💀

ahhhh thanks !!! 🤧🤧 hopefully u like what I've done for it LMFAOOOO it's been a struggle up in here, but it's prob gonna come out to be longer than the estimated word count 🤣🤣 i am not doing very good at keeping it under 20k

omg random q+a 😃

brioche !!! tho i think i have more opinions abt cheese than bread 😭 wheat works too LMAO

uhhhhh 💀 the things i posted way back when r more embarrassing/"u idiot"/"u bitch" type things, but ig i can say all of the over filtered pics 😭😭 i cry every time i think of that try hard bathing suit post i did once it was awful

uhhhh if being in love counts as being in love w white rice then yes 🤩🤩 idk dude lol i don't think i've met anyone yet whom i have really felt so strong an emotion for as sad as it sounds, but i am patient

HELP ME KDFKLEMDK CUZ .... Apparently when i was 1 or 2, i had a SICKENING crush on jimmy neutron 🧍🏻‍♀️ but after that it was probably zayn from lego ninjago, i don't make the rules LMAO i am a nerd-lover through and through !!!

NOW UR TURN GO !!! 😼😼 LMAO no worries i think it was cute and fun !!

— "'If you are intolerable, let me be the one to tolerate you.'" - T. J. Reid 💖

#sungbeam strikes again #🌷 anon

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ari-the-rockstar · 10 months ago

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"notice how not having a sense of awareness isnt on this list? yes, i experience all three of those traits. no im not a fucking shitty person to random strangers thats just weird. theres this thing called SELF CONTROL that i actually have, ever heard of it? lacking empathy is not a bad thing. "the ability to understand and share the feelings of another", according to the definition. i lack the ability to understand the feelings of other people and i lack the ability to share feelings with someone cause im not a damn spiritual empath. thats not saying im an abusive monster. excessive admiration ooh boy. man wtf do u think im gonna do with that lmao yeah i really need excessive admiration to not want to fucking kill myself but that doesnt mean im gonna go GGRGGGGGG ABRK AKR VBAKRKKK BARKJ and act like a rabid dog if i dont have it. YES i have a sense of entitlement but again wtf am i gonna do with that BARK AT SOMEONE if they dont agree lmao??"

"cause i'm not a damn spiritual empath" nobody is??? low empathy is fine but it's the combination of self-absorbedness which makes it abusive. if you need excessive admiration to not want to kys then...that is a you problem, i'm so sorry<3 it makes sense! someone saying that people with your disorder are abusive is not excessively admiring you. however just because it hurts your feelings doesn't mean it isn't true.

"a, i never said ur abuse is illegitimate lmao what r u on. and yes it SHOULD be rebranded. you wanna know why? if you look up "npd recovery" you fucking get "hOw To ReCoVeR FrOm NaRc AbUsE!!!" and a bunch of shit about porn and how we're demons whos eyes turn black. you say youve done alot of work to overcome them but youre forgetting npd can BARELY recover themselves because of ppl shouting NARC ABUSE!!! everywhere. if you have bpd i realllllyyyyyy dont think u shld be commenting on npd babes im juuussttt saying!! ur not a doctor and npd and bpd dont share the same symptoms!! and literally who tf is using "i was abused too" as an excuse baby bc its not me. u dont see me doing it."

yes you DO say that it is illegitimate. saying narc abuse is not real is LITERALLY saying that my abuse is not real. because it was VERY stereotypical narc abuse. go to r/raisedbynarcissists <3 they will tell you alll about it.

okay but you do realize that narc abuse is a VERY serious problem and maybe you should not be always angry that there are support groups for victims instead of groups to support the people who perpetuate it??? like if you want to recover that's good, but there are a LOT of people who are hurting and if something is not for you just scroll. if you aren't abusive then it shouldn't make you feel bad?

bpd and npd are two cluster b disorders hunny, pwNPD seem to usually just whine about how the world is sooo mean to them rather than ACTUALLY try and recover. i see more about "npd is so sexy and hot" than "how to get better from npd." and fyi LOTS of people use the "i was abused too excuse," i said it earlier so u couldn't pull it on me.

"oh noooo 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 person wi-with bpd is joking about their traits !!! 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 person w-w-w-w-w-w-with npd is making coping jokes!!! 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 o-o-o-oh no scary npd borderline monster isnt having panic attacks 🥺🥺 on their blog 🥺🥺🥺 every 30 seconds 🥺🥺🥺🥺 and is actually using humor to cope!!! wahahahahhahahwaahahhhh i cant handle people who cope differently than me 🥺🥺🥺🥺 you joking about your disorder means y-you cant have it!!!!!! 🥺🥺🥺🥺"

girl what. this is just embarrassing. there's a difference between coping and romanticizing. your WHOLE blog is romanticizing. at some point you gotta do some dirty work and get better.

yeah, you will feel like a shit a little bit. yeah, you will realize that you probably did or said some awful things. if you so badly want to see those "recovery" things then actually put in the work!! you just want to whine and whine forever.

"bb i dont know what ur on but ur objectively wrong and i wanted u to see lmfao. if u say something online it is public. it is PUBLIC. its not private its PUBLIC, i have the right to ss it and i hope u know that<3"

bestie idk where you're coming from but the ENTIRE idea of "npd is good and hot actually" is a very new take. like, 2-5 years old new. the idea of narcissism being ABUSIVE has been around since longer than u or i was alive. if you say something online it is public too <333 i never said anything about it? lmao i just found it funny you singled me out among everyone because you care soo much. cope harder <3

there is no fucking way 💀💀💀

okay lets just !!! ignore ALLLL of my other symptoms because im not abusive i dont have npd sorry guys npd diagnosis cancelled i dont have it anymore sorry guys because this one person on the internet said so

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ellewords · 3 years ago

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i used this pickup line for val's day a couple of yrs ago and 2 ppl (well chemistry nerds KSJHFDJS) complimented me on it so here you go:

are you my hydrogen? bc you're my number 1 🥰

pls the chemistry nerds have the best pickup lines sometimes 🤧

i offer you a pickup line back : are you the sun? bec my world revolves around you 😌

#pickup lines are my love language ig???#but awe 🥺 literally embarrassing that they work on me 🥺#heart go 💗#💘 — love elle!#🎐 — cel! <3

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gaylactic-fire · 2 years ago

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Headcanons for each boy's most embarrassing/irrational fear?

Also, do you mind if I redirect an anon to you? They've been sending me hc list requests and while I'm mostly fine with it, I think I would be happier doing my own ideas on my own time.

Ohohoho. Now we're talking. This shit is my bread and butter >:]. A lot of these fears aren't necessarily irrational in their cases, but boy would they be embarrassed by them.

(Also yeah Idm. Can't guarantee I'll always be in the mood to write em but sure!)

Four: Statues. Specifically, those very detailed human statutes. He watched Zelda get turned into one at the start of Minish Cap and it left an awful mental scar. Whenever he's faced with them he'll avoid all eye contact and if he must get close he'll be sweaty and shaky. He can definitely shake hands with Wind on this fear, though I can't imagine Wind has the same adverse reaction. He's just uneasy around them.

Hyrule: Squeamishness is a pretty normal fear. But what embarrasses Hyrule is that he's arguably the least afraid of blood when it comes to other people's injuries (he's the fanon healer after all). When it's his own blood however, dude will literally start to feel faint and panic. Something something blood of the hero. Combine this with transmasc Hyrule having to deal with shark week for the ultimate whombo combo of torment. Sorry buddy.

Legend: Thunderstorms. Yep. You saw this one coming if you read Downpour. Legend has had SO MANY awful experiences during/because of storms and I cannot see him doing anything but going into blind panic when faced with one. I won't go into much more detail bc I've written about it. But yeah. Poor baby boy 🥺.

Sky: Being left behind. Yeah, you can imagine where this came from. If he's with a group of people and somehow ends up alone or lost he will get pretty distressed. Poor guy's like a lost kid at Walmart. When he finally reunites with his group he'll give them a tongue lashing once he calms down.

Time: Maybe not necessarily a "fear" per say, but I can picture him getting extremely stressed and on edge if they are ever behind schedule. If they were supposed to reach a village by dusk but it's already close to nightfall, for example. Yep, it's that Majora's Mask time crunch stress coming back to bite him on the ass.

Twilight: Bugs. I think it's Arbiters Grounds, but the dungeon in TP where yoy get swarmed by insects at one point? Yeah no. Would turn you off bugs for life. Twilight is the one sheepishly at your door at 3am, but instead of "I threw up." it's "There's a spider in the bathroom please help." I also think he would be too kind to actually kill any bugs so the dude just makes it hard on himself lol.

Wars: This one isn't even based on something in HW. I projected hard and wrote a fic once and it's stuck ever since. Dentists. Wars HATES getting dental work done. The thought of it even makes him sweat and squirm. Why? Because he's but a vessel for my own anxiety disorder.

Wild: I'm highkey projecting again. Wild's claustrophobic, but specifically he does not like the feeling of being trapped in a small, cramped space. It's definitely been spurred on by waking up in the resurrection shrine. He would not have a fun time in some of the other boy's dungeons.

Wind: Bridges. I imagine this fear didn't really start to set in until some time after WW. But now he cannot cross long bridges. He will literally freeze up. All can hear is the wings of the helmaroc king and the sound of Aryll screaming. Most people assume its a fear of heights but it goes much deeper than that. Poor lil guy needs a hug 🥺

#fires posts #ramblings #linked universe #askbox #I LOVE writing about their fears it's just so cathartic #God I have so many fics planned which I lack the dedication for lol #anyone feel free to ask me more about fear stuff I can project SO HARD #long post

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ijustwant2write · 2 years ago

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Membership Pass-Steven Grant x Reader

(GIF credit to @stevenrogered)

MASTERLIST

Requested by anonymous: 'Imagine Reader meeting Steve at the museum and both are super shy 🥺but since then they come across each other everyday and it's really cute 🥺'

Characters: Steven Grant x Reader

Meanings: (Y/N)=Your name

Warnings: Just fluff 😊

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(Y/N) beamed as she stepped into the museum. She hadn't visited since she was little, it had changed so much, but that only meant she had more exhibits to see. She didn't care that she was by herself, no one was there to distract her. She could really focus on the history on display.

Her whole day was spent there, and a day we'll spent in (Y/N)'s opinion. She knew there were others around her that also appreciated the displays and information set out, though there were also a lot of children either fascinated or bored during their trip. Just like when she was a little girl, she ended the trip with a visit to the gift shop.

Steve was obviously bored, repricing items that were headed for clearance, the stupid and inaccurate toys mocked him almost. As he carelessly stuck new price stickers on the items, he noticed a woman waltz in, staring a little too long. He couldn't help it, she was beautiful. Steven assumed she would walk through to the exit, it was always kids and their parents who stayed to buy something. He was surprised when she saw her jaw drop at the sight of something.

(Y/N) rushed over to the Egyptian section, spotting the newest book by her favourite author. It was another installment from the author who studied all aspects of Egyptian life, and it was exclusively released to the museum first. She picked up one from the pile, seeing that she had grabbed one of the signed copies. With a big grin on her face, she made her way to the till, already wanting to flick through the papers.

Steven clumsily fumbled with the sticker machine, almost dropping it on the floor as he scurried over. He tried to play it off by laughing when he got there, greeting the woman with blushing cheeks.

"Hi."

"Hi." she smiled back.

"You seemed excited to pick this one up."

"Yeah, well, I have all the other books in the collection so far. And I realised literally as I walked in here that the new one is being sold here so of course I have to get it."

Steven was in awe. There were hardly any customers that would know of this author, let alone want to buy a book from the museum in the first place.

"I have all the books too!" Steven exclaimed."Volume one is always my favourite though."

"Egyptian gods? Yeah, that's a good one. You're so lucky to work in a place like this."

"The gift shop? Nah, it's not as good as being on the floor, you know, like a tour guide."

"That does sound fun."

"The shop or the tours?"

She laughed."Sorry, I have to go with the tours."

He let out a short chuckle as he scanned the book, grabbing a gift bag as she got out her card.

"Oh, I have one of those member cards to scan!" she quickly whipped it out.

"Oh cool, so you've got yearly access to the museum." he took it from her to scan.

"Yep, it was a present from my parents. I've just moved to London because of my new job, but they knew I would want to come here all the time. I was so excited when they gave it to me, it was even better than the new TV they helped me buy." (Y/N) froze before she could talk any further."Sorry, I talk a lot when I get excited."

This shop assistant was so cute, and here she was embarrassing herself. She saw his name was Steven from the name tag, noting that it was with a 'V' and not a 'ph'. As he returned her card, he dropped it on the counter, both of them fumbling to pick it up, cringing as their hands brushed multiple times.

"So, that's thirteen pounds and fifty pence please." Steven said when they recovered.

She tapped her phone on the card machine, thanking him as he put the receipt in the bag and slid it over.

"Will you be visiting again soon?" Steven dared to ask.

"Yeah, I think I most definitely will be."

They shared a smile before she walked away, shoulders tensing up from how giddy she was.

"My name is Steven by the way!" he called after her.

(Y/N) turned around."I know. Because of the name tag! I'm not a stalker!"

He nodded as they laughed again, (Y/N) about to walk away when she remembered she hadn't told him her name.

"Oh, I'm (Y/N) by the way. It was really nice to meet you."

They were both bashful as their conversation ended. Steven had a bit more spring in his step for the rest of the day, hoping (Y/N) would become a regular visitor who he would be seeing more often. (Y/N) now had another reason to come to the museum, maybe she would grow the confidence to speak to him for more than five minutes.

The week passed, Steven being nagged by Donna and (Y/N) was settling into her new workplace. But it was now Saturday, the weekend, it was time for (Y/N) to head to the museum again. She got up extra early this time, hoping to catch Steven before the rush. Although she had been in high spirits the whole way there, she halted outside the doors, wondering if Steven was even working. Of course (Y/N) would still enjoy her time there, though she had wanted to talk to Steven again.

(Y/N) felt silly as she walked in, scanning her membership card. She had dressed up more, made an effort. It was still a casual look, she just wanted to give off a good impression to Steven. Who was she kidding? She had never even been asked on a date, how was she going to speak with this guy?

Although she tried to walk around the exhibits, take down her own notes of anything interesting, she couldn't keep her mind off of Steven. He was just so handsome, and cute, and so adorable when he spoke. It was clear he was shy too, though that made him more attractive. They also shared a big interest, something they were both passionate about. (Y/N) really hoped he was working today.

Steven had dashed through the museum, running late for work again. He prayed Donna wouldn't catch him, hopefully she hadn't noticed his absence yet. Luckily there weren't many visitors yet, so he got away with running through the halls. But he spotted someone familiar, only for a second, but it still made him stop, almost skidding across the room on the polished floors. It was her, and she looked beautiful.

"(Y/N)?" he cautiously said as he approached her.

"Steven!"

The way she said his name gave him butterflies.

"Long time no see." he joked.

"I did say I would be a regular."

"That's great, not many people devote their time to the museum."

"I love it, I always have."

There was a short silence before an idea popped into his head."Um ...I was actually wondering...My lunch break is at one, did you, like, want to have lunch together or something?"

(Y/N) felt herself blushing, heart racing. Would this be a date?

"Yeah, I'd love that!"

Too enthusiastic (Y/N).

"Great! I'll meet you by the Egyptian section?" Steven hoped it wasn't too on the nose.

"Perfect. I'll see you then."

Steven nodded, mumbling out 'bye' before he really had to make sure he got to the shop before Donna. (Y/N) was relieved that she had made an effort into her outfit, though she knew Steven ultimately wouldn't have minded what she wore.

One o'clock took it's time to get to. Both Steven and (Y/N) had glanced at the clock or phone too many times. Steven had to deal with customers bribing their bratty children with toys, whilst (Y/N) couldn't concentrate on any of the information she read. Her eyes would skim over the words but nothing would register. When it was five to one, (Y/N) made her way to the meeting point, trying to look around for Steven ut not making it too obvious.

Steven had his lunchbox and flask in his hands, quickly making his way to the Egyptian area. He was excited, could this be a date? Oh, what if it was? He kicked himself for not asking her out properly, they could have at least gone to a nice cafe nearby. It was too late now anyway, as he had spotted her.

"Hi." Steven grinned.

She turned around at the sound of his voice."Hi. Oh you were smart bringing a packed lunch. I had to go buy mine."

"Oh, I would have bought it for you! I was the one who suggested lunch in the first place."

"It's OK, I really don't mind."

"As long as you're sure."

She nodded."So, where shall we sit?"

"I've got just the place."

He guided her through the halls of artifacts, finding a bench pressed against a wall. Opposite was a huge tapestry, it was faded but you could still clearly make out what was weaved on it; there were pictures of God's and humans, (Y/N) knew what it was instantly.

"Journey to the afterlife." she muttered.

"Yeah, I just thought, lunch with a view." Steven nervously said.

"A very good view indeed."

They tucked into their lunches, speaking when they weren't chewing about the piece in front of them. Steve knew he didn't have a lot of time for his break, but there was so much he wanted to know about her.

"Can I ask, what got you so interested in all this?"

"Egyptians?"

He nodded.

"I dunno, I think... Well for starters, I love all history, I could talk about anything in the past, you know, Tudors, Romans, Aztecs, Victorians. But, something just drew me to this, I found it all so beautiful and fascinating. I wish I had persued it in uni or something, and not just as a hobby."

"Why didnt you?"

"My parents have always been supportive, but we weren't very well off. I think they were worried that I would end up with little money if I went down that route, they encouraged me to do something other than history. And I do like my job, I've got good colleagues and I'm able to afford rent in the capital! It's not the greatest flat in the world I'll admit but it's still a place I'm paying for."

"Good for you. That's really admirable."

"Thanks Steven, that's a very sweet thing to say."

He mentally high fived himself, he was doing a good job here.

"What about you? Why aren't you a tour guide?"

"Same sort of story really. I would love to be one. It just feels good telling people all this information you know, and then seeing their eyes light up at things they never knew about. The kids faces are funny when they hear about how mummies were actually made."

"I can imagine. At least we can still enjoy the exhibits I suppose."

"Yeah." Steven glanced at his watch, he only had ten minutes left, and he had to be back at the shop sharp."Hey, um, I was thinking...Maybe we make this a regular thing? And perhaps we could also go out for dinner sometime?"

(Y/N) tried not to giggle in glee, feeling herself turn red."Like, a date?"

"Yeah, only if you want it to be. I would like that."

"Yes. I would gladly go out with you. On a date."

"Perfect!"

They were smiling widely at one another, not sure of the next move to make.

"I have to get back to work, but will I see you on your way out?"

"Of course. I really liked having lunch together."

"Me too. Discuss details of our 'date' later?"

"Yeah. I'll see you later."

"Laters gators."

Steven turned quickly before he could regret what he said. Why? Why did he have to end it like that? At least he could be happy knowing he had a date with a girl he really fancied. And he was also looking forward to her finishing her visit, he had to think of somewhere to go now.

(Y/N)'s cheeks were aching from how much she was smiling. She had a date! It was her first date! What was she going to wear? Should she bring a bottle of wine? But they were surely going out so why would she do that? (Y/N) had to remind herself that they hadn't even said what they were doing, that would be discussed later. Just like before, (Y/N) couldn't concentrate on anything in front of her, daydreaming about her date with Steven. She was going to have a shorter trip today, just so she could see Steven sooner, she thought. What a great reason to visit the museum every week.

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potato-jem · 2 years ago

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i’m finishing the last dregs of my sleep herbal brew now, i have also had a long day :( but i hope that your shift is pleasant and goes by swiftly! morning shifts are the worst 😭😭😭

maybe, fingers crossed!

i KNOW, it’s so annoying, and people who rush for empty seats even though they know you have been standing longer 😡 i love public transport

literally!! i was forced to do things all day today, and all i wanted to do was shut down and crawl under a table 😭😭😭 having a schedule literally ruins my day

cece, you look gorgeous!!! the lilac really compliments your skintone, i’m so glad you are adding more lilac to your wardrobe! and i love that dress so much! it look so comfy but it also looks beautiful for a nice day out buying books and having picnics 🥺

at least they said they didn’t know where it was from before you went on your excited speech, that could have been embarrassing. although one time, when i was ten or eleven, i went into a stationery store and saw the first guy i have ever seen wear makeup, and my grandma told me to compliment it if i liked it so much and then this guy got so happy that he went on an excited tangent about makeup. i love hearing people talk about things they love, but not a lot of people are like that unfortunately 😭😭😭 and i did start with shadow and bone, because i wanted to be able to understand references and the original world, but siege and storm has been my read on and off for the past year 😭😭 i might skip it and just read soc and thank you for telling me, i don’t blame you for it! spoilers are the worst

hmm, i think you might be onto something… of course, impulse purchases are sometimes the best ones! like i got two spiderman shirts in the mail today that i ordered a while ago, best shirts ever 😎 i have read the seven husbands of evelyn hugo and i loved it!! i also bought malibu rising and daisy jones and the six right after, but i just haven’t had time to read them yet 😭😭😭 don’t worry, i will post about it when i do read them

why does the universe make us spend obscene amounts of money just to feel joy?? 😔 i literally do have a stadium in my city but only harry has used it from memory. there should be a concert venue only ten minutes away from the both of us, so we can go to concerts whenever we want 😌😌 and i can’t wait to hear about them!!!

i’m glad you’re feeling better at least! being sick is awful 😔

i still haven’t started this assignment, BUT i’m going to try and use that strength you gave me to start it and draft it before work tomorrow! thank you cece <3

i’m shuffling into this pillow fort with snacks and pillows to get us comfy! <33333

hello cece my beautiful wonderful beloved soulmate <3

i hope you have been well and looking after yourself! i don’t want you overworking yourself 😭 but it has been two days since i have come back from my trip (i have been exhausted plus i had work and uni to catch up on) so now i am going to sit down and tell you about my trip!! please grab a cup of tea and a snack while you read :)

so i went to sydney again, and i had a much more enjoyable experience this time around. i think it was because i knew what i was getting into, and i stayed in the exact same place, so it was all familiar to me.

although i did try to use the public transport this time, instead of ubering everywhere, and the buses were so bad, but the trains were INCREDIBLE! they were double decker and the back support moved so you could have a single row or two rows of seats face each other??? SO COOL

anyways, me and my friend caught the train to the airport at 4am in the morning 😭😭😭 (and i finished work at 12am!!!!) to get our flight. once we landed in sydney, my friend wanted to get merch from the early presale stand outside the arena and we were outside in 30 degree heat FOR TWO HOURS, with our luggage. good news, my birthday is coming up and my friend didn’t know what to get me, so he bought half my merch 🤭 bad news, i’m ginger and i get sunburnt in two minutes, so think about two hours… the worst thing is we had an umbrella for sun protection, but my right arm and the back of my neck was out so they were FRIED. i’m currently peeling like a reptile but worth it

we got some food from maccas because we were dehydrated and getting heat stroke, and then checked into our room after we managed to get our stuff. we both ended up napping in the afternoon, which we were both surprised about, because i had my phone in my hand still attached to the charger next to my bed and he still had his genshin impact loaded up onto his ipad 😭😭😭

unfortunately the place i wanted to take him to for dinner, the really good japanese place from last time, was under renovation, so we had dinner elsewhere but we had such a good time the rest of our trip

because we went to see stray kids, a kpop group, we had a lot of activities we could indulge in. they had this thing called a cupsleeve event, where someone in the fandom designs a cupsleeve to represent a kpop idol’s birthday, group anniversary or in our case, coming to the city. and i got so many freebies! we went to this kpop store that doubled as a cafe and the drinks were so good! i bought way too much but i have to remind myself that i can’t get it at home 😔

we also went to the biggest bookstore i have ever seen in my life! it took up a whole floor of the shopping centre and it was brilliant. it had books upon books, categories after categories. they even had an entire chinese and japanese section! i also spent a lot of money there BUT my best find was the entire completed infernal devices manga trilogy!! it’s so beautiful and such a rare find, i grabbed it immediately. i couldn’t find the tmi graphic novels though, but they have them on their website, so i might order them in :)

alright, the main event! the concerts! so i went and saw the kpop group, stray kids, two nights in a row! it was amazing. i was and still am a huge fan of their work, but especially because they got me through a really hard time in my life and really were my serotonin while i was at school 😔 i wasn’t allowed to see them when they first came here four years ago (parents: maybe next year, they’ll come! *next year being 2020.*) so i feel like i finally made up for it.

me and my friend also matches outfits! we did black and green (the concert colours) on the first night, and red and white on the second (to match the stray kids colours). i wish i could send you photos, we looked so slay 🤩

i do not have one concert video without me screaming the lyrics (yeah the korean ones too!) in the back. but i don’t care, it was so fun, i had a blast. and it was even better because two of the members of stray kids were from sydney and they just made it feel more homely :) do not regret how much money i spent on them or the sleep i lost at all! i’m so glad i can slowly start to give myself the experiences i missed out on as a kid/teenager :’)

anyways, enough about me! how have you been? what have you been up to? how is simba? 🥺 i adore you so much and i am enclosing this letter with a warm hug <3333

hello nero my amazing perfect beloved soulmate <3

yay i’m so happy to finally hear about this trip!!! i just made myself a cup of tea and brought out some biscoff cream!!

how was the catching up part?? did you manage to catch up without exhausting yourself too much??

nero that’s so great!! i think that having a familiar surrounding is always helpful, and staying in the same place makes it all less scary somehow. i’m really happy it went much better!!

NO WAY THEY HAVE THOSE TRAINS THERE??? they look so cool!!! i’ve seen them on instagram once and i was so jealous of every city who had those trains!! you can literally choose if you want to sit alone or have company and that’s so cool!!! it’s basically a buildable environment!!! i’m getting way too excited about this lol

so you only had like three hours of sleep?? 😭😭😭😭 and you even had to stand in the heat for hours 😭😭😭 but yay!!! merch!!! that’s a really great birthday gift!!! (also when is your birthday??? only if you want to share of course <3)

anyway merch is so amazing and so expensive. this has got to be one of the best presents ever!!! even if it means you’re skinning like a reptile now lol at least it’s just two small spots instead of your whole self 😂 but i get the struggle. i’m not ginger but my skin is so light i always get sunburnt in 0.5 seconds too. definitely not fun, but worth it for some merch :D

that was probably a really fun situation to wake up to, but you both deserved a nap for catching a bus at 4am!!! especially since you had only a few hours of sleep after work!! at least you were rested enough to really enjoy the trip!!

oh no 😭😭 i’m still dreaming about that place!! i went to a my favorite japanese restaurant in my city a few days ago and i really wanted to try that beverage you told me about but i was driving so i couldn’t 😭 i hope this other restaurant was really good too though!!

no way!!! nero this is all way too cool!!! i’m so happy it was so fun and there were so many things to do!!! also this cupsleeves event sounds so cool!! i’m so happy nero, you’re making my day just by telling me about all these freebies and amazing drinks!! and you know i’m always gonna be the little devil on your shoulder telling you that spending money is good and you deserve all that amazing stuff :))

the tid manga trilogy??? how is that even possible omg you can’t find that anywhere!!!! i’m so jealous, i wanna live in this bookstore now 🥺 it’s got to be so amazing!! (you always find the best bookstores, i had no doubt there would be one in this letter too and i was so excited to read about it!!) and let me know if you do order the tmi graphic novels!! i’ve been trying to collect those too hehe

the fact that *next year* was 2020 is so painful. but you saw them two nights in a row!!! that’s amazing!! and it must have been so good to see them after so long, after they’d been by your side in a really tough time 🥹 i’m so happy you got to finally see them live!!

also, the matching outfits?? I LOVE THAT!!! i bet you looked so slay!!! that’s literally the best idea for what to wear to a concert!!!

nero i’m so so happy for you!!! you’ve made my whole day, i’m not even joking!! i’m so happy you’re finally getting to enjoy trips and concerts you couldn’t before!! and this one really sounded so perfect!!! also the videos with you screaming at the top of your lungs to every song are literally the best. i love it when i rewatch a video from a concert and i can hear myself screaming and crying and dying more than i can hear the band or the singer. it just makes me live all those memories and those amazing feelings again!!!

the money spent on this is totally worth it!!! and you can sleep now, uni can wait lol really nero i’m so happy this trip was so good!!! i’m so happy for you!!!

i’m good!! i got three days off from work this week so that was great, and i started to reread chain of iron so that i can reread chain of thorns right after :) i miss them so much already 🥲

anyway i just booked a trip for may, because a friend is coming to visit me and i’m gonna be off work for two weeks so i’m really looking forward to it and now i just wanna skip work and plan the itinerary 😂 and i want to book more trips too. which isn’t great because my bank account is already crying and begging me to stop buying stuff. did i tell you i got the illumicrate edition of chain of thorns with the alternative dust jackets? yeah so my bank account still hasn’t forgiven me for it :,)

simba is also doing really good, he’s eating a lot and sleeping a lot as usual 😌

also, ever since you told me about the rina sawayama concert, and because you always talked so much about her, i kinda started listening to her music a lot more and i’m obsessed with some songs now!!! i adore her style so thank you for this new obsession :>

i’m enclosing a warm hug for you too and a little bouquet of flowers <3

#cece my beloved!!!#<333

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cognitos-handbook · 3 years ago

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Hear me out, how about the gang comforting their s/o who are on their period? I really really adore your writing and hope you’ll have a good day honey 🥺

I WAS HOPING I'D GET THIS ASK!! LMAO

And tysm??? I adore the asks you've been sending in omg

They're all so fun and sweet I'm living for it <33

Period shenanigans below!!

(Also there is a nsft mention w/ Myc, just a heads up <3)

Reagan

Oh god, does she sympathize with you on this; her periods are absolutely fucking AWFUL

Really painful and she ends up being incredibly irritable the entire time

And it's funny bc yknow what? Yall sync up, a million fucking percent certain on that LOL

So rather than her comforting you entirely? It ends up being more of a suffering together and trying not to die type of thing <3

Fuck working; its not like either of you could really focus on anything anyways, and Reagan can get you out without causing problems pretty easily anyways

Yall just hang out together at home, sweatpants and hoodies, binging Great British Bake-Off lmao

Just cuddle up on the sofa together and complain as much as you want and need about your menstrual cycle and how it is literal hell on earth <33

And you damn well better bet she's stocked up on what the both of you need for fuckin sure

Pads, tampons, a large variety of sweets and weird ass snacks, and probably a few inventions of her own to help a bit with the pain/bloating/etc

(Like better/portable heating pads, massage pads, etc.)

She's a literal godsend with that sort of thing

And if you need pain meds she def had those too, and downs them herself like it's nobody's business LMAO

Brett

Mans is hopeless, but he really really does try his best

He wants to help more than anything, don't get me wrong, but he doesn't really know much on how to really go about it??

And he knows he shouldn't be like squicked out by it or anything and he really isn't typically, but he does have his moments lmao

He'll do anything you ask of him no hesitation and no questions asked tho <3

Need pads/tampons? Sure! Might be a lil embarrassed and need to ask a million questions because what the fuck why are there so many types, but he'll do it!!

Snacks? Heating pad? Medication? He's on it

Is definitely concerned about just how much you bleed and how much pain ur in, and how it's just considered normal?? How you tell him it's fine, it's just how it is? Dear lord

He hates seeing you so uncomfortable and in pain </3

He'll get a buncha blankets and pillows and stuffed animals if you want them, and buy a ton of movies for yall to binge together

And he could order yall takeout! Whatever ur craving, yall will spend the night cuddling, binging and eating to your hearts content

Also will happily message ur abdomen if you'd like him to!!

Anything he can do to help <3

Gigi

Now Gigi? This woman is on top of that shit.

She has everything you need, and both her office and home are set up to help and accommodate you

She has your cycle calendar and is always sure to keep track of it for you; half the time she knows it's about to/had started before you even do LOL

She has a stockpile of all the pads/tampons you need, the pain medication that works for you, the snacks that you always prefer, drinks - literally anything you can think of, she has you covered

And if there's anything she missed or anything more you need? She has it for you asap, no problem what-so-ever

Periods suck and she totally gets that, so she's gonna take as much weight off of ur shoulders as she possibly can until it passes for you <3

(She also secretly makes sure you have a lighter workload for the time being, if she's afraid you'll focus on it too much and work urself too hard)

It helps that she's just so incredibly efficient with that sort of thing lmfao

And any sort of comfort and affection you want she's more than happy to provide! Definitely a little more doting than normal (tho she's still pretty doting in gen), and drops anyone else at just the mention of you wanting/needing her

Gigi's got you covered baby, no need to fret <33

Glenn

As someone who’s had a wife and who has a daughter, he knows how it all goes and he’s fairly prepared for it

If you need anything, he’ll get it, sure!

Now the problem arises when it comes to the emotional and hormonal aspect of things lmfao

His avoidance is unmatched, no joke - he doesn’t know how to handle such things and never has really found himself wantig to try

The type to make up exuses to get the hell out and grab you something or for something “work related” should you try and bug him about anything related to all that

Please do it a ton, if only to get him all flustered and nervous like he does LOL

It’s super fun and a surefire way to get him to go out and grab things for you if you need it ;p

He’d never leave you hanging if you like.. actually need or want him though, so don’t worry about that

He’ll stay with you and do his best to comfort you and help; he just may not be the greatest at it, and may be the slightest bit flighty lmfao

But it’s for you! So he’ll stick through it! (And admittedly it helps him feel more comfortable with helping his daughter down the line, so it ends up a win for everyone <3)

So tease and mess with him! It’s funny and cute and works to your advantage haha

Andre

Andre is on some king shit honestly LOL

He’s completely unbothered and 110% willing to get you whatever you need, be it snacks, pads/tampons, movies, etc

Discussed it and yes, Andre would 100% be the “what size pussy you wear” guy, there’s not a single fucking doubt in my mind lmao

He may have a few things whipped up to help with any pain, bloating and such too! That shit’s rough, and it was a fun project to do anyways <3

Definitely all over wanting to just chill and cuddle and just overall vibe, whether it's at home or in his office :)

He’ll give you massages! Rub your abdomen while the two of you lay together, sometimes during meetings when yall are sitting together, almost absentmindedly

It’s very soothing <33

Fr one of the best people to help you through it though, from his tactics in comforting you mentally and physically, and his general goofiness to make sure to keep ur mood up

Even if he’s constantly teasing and making period jokes, because we all know he totally would

( Which is partially just to mess with you, partially to try and get smiles and laughs out of you :) )

Myc

He gives… zero fucks

Well maybe not zero, bc as much of an ass as he is, he doesn’t really enjoy seeing you in pain, y’know?

He acts all nonchalant and uncaring about shit, and like he’s beyond reluctant to actually do anything to help, complaining any time you send him to get shit and ask him for favors

He is actually pretty doting in his own way though, and helps to take care of you and make sure things for you are the least amount of painful and inconvenient as possible

I.e. Making sure you have what’s needed in the way of pads/tampons, medication, etc (He didn’t need to ask - he already knew, which was surprisingly sweet to find out)

He’d also be sure to make people lay off and give you a bit of a break, with plenty of jesting and insults directed their way LOL

He’s honestly pretty soft and actually does pretty well at caring for you, he just has to act like a dick about it bc it’s Myc

He also definitely has his fair share of jokes, much like Andre

(Probably at some point jokes about how one of the solutions for period cramps is sex, knowing him (how that goes I leave up to you LMAO))

He’s a little sweeter in private, too, and pretty touchy partially for comfort and partially to continue to make sure you’re doing alright <33

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starsofmilos · 3 years ago

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Alone Again (Adrian Chase x reader)

Request: his wife, the reader, was killed by certain villain tho he and the 11th street kids tried to save them, it was too late and at the end, he snapped and avenged them (reader’s part of the team too that’s why it’s so much harder with the 11th street kids too) .. I know too dark but angst is my life so thank youuu 🥺💗💓

18+

MINORS DNI

Warnings: DEATH, NO HAPPY ENDINGS, CURSING, VIOLENCE, ANGST

Adrian Chase was a hard person to love. Or so he was taught to believe, but then he met you. You were the spark he needed in his life to feel complete. If he had known what he did now....

He would’ve never have gotten with you even though you gave him the best thing in his life. You both met through Chris. You were a part of the team that was now known as the 11th street kids.

He was in quite literal awe when he met you. You were the teams medical assistant. You patched them up when they needed you too.

Adrian was embarrassed the first real conversation with you was when he got his pinky toe cut off and junk electrocuted.

You were the only who could patch him up. He remembers the very first words you said to him. Heck he doesn’t think he’ll ever forget them.

“I don’t know why Chris called you thimble...”

As you all continued working together, Adrian fell for you. He fell hard. Adrian got the guts to ask you out when he saw a group of guys flirting with you at the bar. He told you after you both left while he walked you home.

“Tell me why I should say no to them?” You chuckled a bit as he groaned.

“Because your mine.” You stopped walking beside him looking at him in shock.

“What?” Adrian straightened himself up walking to stand in front of you.

“You’re mine. No one else’s...unless you don’t want to be-” You grabbed his hand with a smile.

“I’m your’s.” Adrian grinned as you leapt up kissing him.

That lead you both to now. Three years as a couple and two years married and a daughter you both shared.

“Dad?” Adrian smiled hearing his two year old call out for him.

“Yes Scarlett?” She giggled hiding behind the wall. You smiled in the kitchen making lasagna for dinner. Adrian’s favorite.

Adrian stood up going to the wall seeing your daughter run away. He smiled chasing after her. She squealed in delight as he caught her throwing her into the air.

“Does my favorite girl want ice cream?” Scarlett nodded laughing.

You cleared your throat popping the lasagna in the oven. Adrian chuckled nervously.

“Maybe after dinner that your mom worked really hard on.” Scarlett pouted as Adrian smiled at you. You shook your head chuckling.

“Go we have to go to a meeting tomorrow anyways.”

“Are you sure?”

“Yeah...this little lady deserves some ice cream. Just not too much! or she won’t eat dinner.”

“You’re not coming?” You shook your head.

“No someone has to make sure dinner gets cooked, but I swear Adrian if you let her eat a lot of ice cream-”

“I won’t!”

“I know you! You can’t say no that little face!!”

“Neither can you!” Scarlett laughed reaching out for you as you both playfully glared at each other.

“Okay fine. Your dad is gonna take you for ice cream and maybe after to see Uncle Chris.”

“You sure-”

“I know you’ve been wanting to hang together so take Scarlett with you. Dinner will be ready when you both get back.”

Adrian smiled kissing you. “I love you so much. How the fuck did I get so lucky?”

You were about to respond before hearing Scarlett speak. “Fuck.” You glared at Adrian.

“Uh..”

“You better fix this.” He nodded already lecturing her as he left. Had he known what was about to happen he would’ve insisted you left with them.

“Dude you brought the baby here with you?” Adrian nodded seeing Scarlett offer Eagly some chips.

“Uh yeah why wouldn’t I? You are her uncle/god parent.” Chris did a small double take.

“Wait I’m the one you guys chose as a god parent?!?”

“Yeah Y/N and I both agreed. No one will fight for our kid as much as you would. So if anything ever happens it’s you and Harcourt.” Chris went quiet for a moment as Adrian picked up Scarlett making funny faces at her.

“Plus she likes you.” Chris looked down seeing Scarlett crawl into his lap giving him a smile. He smiled back setting her comfortably.

“Yeah it’s a shame she has your genes though. Hopefully she looks like Y/N more than you.” Adrian glared a bit as Scarlett laughed.

“You like when I make fun of your dad?” Chris laughed as Scarlett giggled again.

“Yeah? I’ll do it all the time! Your dad used to play DND in his moms basement what a nerd huh?”

“NERD!”

“Yeah that’s right Nerd!!” Chris laughed as Adrian scoffed taking her back.

“On second thought maybe I should reconsider this.” He pulled his phone out as Chris took Scarlett back lifting her above to make her laugh.

Adrian wanted to call to know if you’d want ice cream on his way back home. You didn’t answer.

“Dude you okay?” Adrian looked down clicking your contact name again.

“Y/N’s not answering her phone.”

“Maybe she’s in the restroom usually she won’t answer if she’s on the toilet.”

“She will though if it’s me calling.”

“Ew you guys talk to each other while on the toilet?”

“We’re very much in love thank-“ You answered cutting him off.

“Hey babe-“

“Vigilante?” Adrian sat up hearing a mans voice.

“Who are you?” The man chuckled as he looked down at your beaten body.

“You know I was just asking your wife that.” Adrian put it on speaker. Chris’s eyes widened having Eagly play with Scarlett in the other room.

“You and your stupid team think they can get away with anything. Yourself included.”

Adrian grit his teeth hearing you cry out as the man stomped on your head shoving you down to the ground.

“I finally found your teams weak point. This is your nurse right?” Adrian stood up hearing you cry out. He stomped on your leg breaking it.

“You son of a bitch I will kill you!”

“WILL YOU THOUGH VIGILANTE?! Here I was thinking your team was strong, but you have such a weak defenseless member.”

Chris clenched his fist pulling out his phone to call Emilia. Adrian felt fear run through him hearing a loud crack as you screamed out whimpering.

“There we go an arm and a leg?” The man laughed at his joke.

“Fuck! Shit! What do you want?!”

“Me? Oh I wanna kill you Vigilante.”

“Then you can!! You can kill me! Just stop hurting them!!” You shook your head hearing him.

“No...” The man tilted his head hearing you.

“It seems your wife wants to speak to you. Go on girl..Speak.” You glared at him teary eyed before talking to Adrian.

“Vigilante under no circumstances do you come home.”

“Y/N-“

“You do not come home! You stay where you are safe! Don’t come for me....it’s okay baby...it’s okay...” Adrian shook his head as the man cocked his gun.

“That is just so touching.. it’s quite sweet honestly...Shame though. In order to kill Vigilante I have to kill you.”

“NO!! You can have me!! I promise you can have me!! Don’t kill her!!” The man laughed once more as you struggled to breath.

“Let’s play a game. If you can get here in the next 10 minutes. I’ll shoot you instead. If not then your wife was a lovely person and you tell your team I’m coming for every single last one of you.” He hung up as Adrian grabbed his keys running to his car.

“Watch Scarlett!!”

“Adrian!” Chris yelled out as Adrian drove out. He panicked glancing at the time.

Why the fuck did Chris have to live so far?

Adrian felt like he couldn’t breathe. They found the one thing everyone on the team held dearly. You.

“FUCK!” He hit the steering wheel stomping on the gas. If you died...that’d be the equivalent of him dying.

Whoever this man is figured that out. In order to kill Adrian they just needed to take away the thing he held closest to him.

He sighed in relief. One minute to spare. Adrian ran to the door before screaming out as he heard a gunshot. “NO!!!” He ran to the door kicking it down not caring.

“Y/N!!!” Adrian looked around hearing a window in the bedroom close. He pulled his gun out running in.

“Adrian...” You weakly called out. Adrian sobbed out falling to his knees seeing your broken form. You gasped out in pain grasping your abdomen.

“Hey! Hey! I’m here now...I’m here I’m so sorry...I’m so sorry I tried to drive fast I really did-“ You shook your head shakily reaching for his hand. He grasped it back tightly.

“It’s okay...I know you did...” You gave him a weak smile.

“Adrian...I don’t have much time-“ He shook his head.

“No you’re gonna be okay! You’re gonna be just fine!! You just need to see a doctor and they can fix you up!” You shook your head.

“I love you but that’s not gonna work. I need you to promise me...Adrian promise me your gonna take care of our baby..” Adrian took a shaky breath sobbing out.

“Please promise me..I need you to be the mom for her..I’m sorry I wasn’t strong enough. But please promise me you won’t change. Be vigilante and protect and love our daughter..” Your grip on his hand was becoming looser.

“Please Adrian...”

Adrian nodded. “I promise. You’re gonna be just fine though-“ “No I’m not...” You began to take shallow breaths.

“I loved you both more than I could ever love anything in the entire fucking universe...thank you for loving me...”

“Please don’t...I can’t do this without you.”

“Yes you can...you made a promise right now and I know you’ll keep it....Adrian can you hum Scarletts lullaby please?” Adrian cried nodding as he pulled you close.

It was funny the only song that Scarlett really liked was the wii theme music.

It made you both laugh when you got her to fall asleep after humming it to her. It became a night time ritual after.

Adrian didn’t know how long he sat there. He just knew that by the second verse you had let go. He didn’t leave though cradling you in his lap. Adrian sat there with you humming begging for any type of response from you.

Chris and Emilia had found him there. He still didn’t leave. The only reason why he left was because Chris told him about two hours in that Scarlett was asking for him.

Adrian looked down realizing your blood was on him. He didn’t want your daughter to see him like this so he grabbed some clothes and showered as Emilia covered up your body. She grew teary eyed seeing the wounds covering your body.

The man who did this tortured you before shooting you. You were all of there friends. The person who patched them up after every mission. Adrian returned shortly after shutting his eyes seeing Emilia tuck your body into the sheet.

“Where’s Scarlett?”

“She’s back at my place with Adebayo and John.” Adrian nodded taking off with Chris. Chris stood silent as Adrian kept looking down at his hands.

He practically scrubbed himself raw but could still feel your blood on him. He walked in trying to keep himself together as Scarlett smiled running to him.

“Hey scar...” Adrian picked her up clutching him closely as John and Adebayo took a step outside with Chris getting the news of your death.

John looked down as Adebayo grew teary eyed. You were the one who had told her that she was not like her mother and unlike everyone else you didn’t hate her or assume she was like Waller. Your exact words were,

“Kids shouldn’t be judge on the action of their parents.”

She kept that close to her. John was your very first friend when you joined them. He got along with you and even hung out with you outside of work. You’re the reason he felt okay with his weird dye job.

“Mama?” Adrian shook his head.

“Your mom..Mom couldn’t come she had to- she had...your mom had to leave to go help some people and I don’t know if she’s coming back Scar...so it’s me and you for now..”

She tilted her head in confusion hearing her father cry as he clutched her closely. Scared she’d disappear if he let go.

He made a promise to you to protect and love her no matter how much pain he was in, he’d be damned if any of it touched your daughter.

She nodded against him as he hummed lulling her to sleep. Adrian had made a promise to you and himself. He was going to fucking kill the man who did this. Everyone on the team made the agreement they were gonna find who did this to you and make them pay.

It took them a good four days to manage to track down the man. Adrian had spent his time doing only what was necessary to him. Taking care of Scarlett.

He didn’t really care for himself. Not right now at least. Emilia had managed to have Scarlett bring him food so he could get something in his system. The only times he napped was when Scarlett asked him to lay with her.

She was only two years old, but can tell her father was not okay. So if that meant she had to trick her dad to take care of himself, she’d do it.

Adrian got Scarlett’s overnight bag ready once hearing the go from Emilia. It was decided that Adebayo and John would watch her while he went with Chris and Harcourt. He was completely ready to make this man pay.

Why did he have to take you? You were so pure and so beautiful. In the four days he spent looking for the man, he had came to the realization the man had said in order to kill him. He had to kill you.

He wanted Adrian to go down a dark path. Once Adrian had come to that realization...He laughed. If the man wanted him to go crazy, he’d fucking show him crazy.

Then he’d go back or at least try to go back to his usual self. Scarlett still needed him and it would kill him if she ever saw him in pain. She lost her mom. He was gonna make sure she wouldn’t lose him.

Heading inside seeing John setting his computer up, he placed Scarlett down giving her a goofy look wanting to remember what he had waiting for him.

She looked so much like you. She giggled reaching for his cheeks. Adrian smiled kissing her forehead.

“You’re gonna be good here right?” She nodded.

“Promise?”

“I promise papa....do you promise you’ll come home?” Adrian took a deep breath hearing her words.

“Yeah I promise you. Papa will be back soon and we can lay down together okay?” She gave him a hug as he stood up walking out.

He sat quietly in the van loading his guns. “Dude the area is gonna be packed with other people. So I was thinking I’ll go after him-“

“No. If anyone is gonna kill that son of a bitch it’s me.” Emilia sighed.

“You sure?” She asked him. He nodded.

“Remember you have someone at home-“

“I know I do!” Adrian snapped out before sighing.

“I’m doing this for her. I won’t be the father she deserves if I don’t do this.”

“Okay.” Chris and her both shared a small look. Adrian was unhinged. He was extremely dangerous but at his prime.

Once arriving Adrian grabbed a machine gun hopping off the Van. “Alright guys you can hear us in your ear right?” John’s voice came through.

“Yeah we can hear you. How’s my baby?”

Adebayo’s voice came through, “She’s okay. She’s taking a nap right now.” Adrian nodded.

“Okay thank you...” He sighed as the memory of your dead body played in his head.

“It’ll never be the same as it was..” Everyone grew silent hearing his whisper as he loaded up stalking off.

Adrian bursted in shooting anyone who dared to approach him. “Hey motherfuckers! Where the hell is your fucking leader?!”

Adrian picked someone off the floor brutally slamming his head into a nearby wall.

“Where is he!?” The man cried out as Adrian twisted his arm breaking it. He didn’t give him an answer. Adrian sighed shooting him moving onto the next one. Emilia and Chris stood behind as Adrian moved forward.

“There should be a room to your right Vigilante.” It was taking everything in John not to wince as he heard Adrian brutally killing people yelling at them.

Adrian nodded kicking down the door pulling out his sword seeing three men standing there talking to another man sitting in a chair.

“Oh Vigilante I’ve been expecting you!!” Adrian grit his teeth recognizing his voice right away. He’d never forget it.

The three men who stood before him moved to pull out their guns. Adrian moved quick decapitating one of them as he stabbed another.

He groaned out as the last one shot him grazing his shoulder. Adrian huffed throwing a knife at him hitting him straight between his eyes.

The man who killed you laughed clapping as he stood up moving around his desk to see Adrian. “Amazing!! You truly are amazing!!! If only you could’ve gotten there in time for your wife-

“ Adrian didn’t give him the chance to finish running to attack him.

The man smiled pulling out a pocketknife attacking him. “I’m sensing you’re angry?” Adrian grit his teeth ignoring him swinging his fist trying to hit him.

“Yeah the great vigilante! Oh you’re being so reckless right now huh? You know Y/N was reckless too! You never really see someone’s true identity until you see them beg and oh did she beg.”

“SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU SON OF A BITCH!!!!” Adrian knocked his knife out of his hand throwing a punch breaking the mans nose.

He smiled laying on the ground. “Good just what I wanted lose control! Oh she cried out so much her screams were music to my ears!”

The man taunted Adrian sneakily grabbing his gun he had hid nearby.

“All of you 11th street kids think you can get away with everything! Well you can’t someone needs to pay the price!! So I chose the person I knew would fucking destroy you!!! Luckily for me she was also the weakest like you-“ Adrian moved quickly kicking the mans face before straddling him.

“You think I didn’t see you grab the gun motherfucker!” The mans eyes widened in surprise as Adrian laughed above him.

“Oh you fucked with the wrong person. I am going to fucking kill you, but not until you feel everything Y/N got!!!”

Adrian threw a punch striking the man down. “You killed her!! I said for you to kill me!! And you chose her!! Why?!? You said you wanted to kill me so you were killing my life source, well jokes on you cunt! I have something fucking still worth fighting for!! And I’m not leaving till I have your head for hurting my fucking family!!!”

Adrian began to brutally beat the mans face in. The man gasped out as Adrian began to choke him before pulling back. He ripped his helmet off glaring at the man.

“I want you to see my face! You wanted to know who I was right?!? Well here I fucking am!!!! You want crazy!!! I’ll fucking give you crazy!!!! Look at me bitch!!!” Adrian forced the man to state into his eyes as he began to punch him repeatedly again.

“WHY DID YOU TAKE HER?!? WHY HER?!?” Adrian yelled out angrily. The man coughed a bit spitting out blood.

“This is what I wanted..I wanted to see the hero you claim to be. Look at you some fucking hero you are beating down a defenseless man-“

“Y/N WAS FUCKING DEFENSELESS TOO YOU COWARD!!! IVE MADE IT VERY CLEAR I AM NO HERO!! YOU DID THIS THINKING I WAS A HERO?!? YOU TOOK THE ONE PERSON WHO MAKES ME FUCKING COMPLETE!!!” The man gasped out as Adrian began to choke him.

He waved his arms around trying to fight back, but Adrian didn’t relent. He only let go once he decided to punch him again only this time he didn’t stop.

Adrian screamed out not caring for the blood splattering on him. He wanted this man whoever he was to pay. He didn’t want to give him the chance to be a true villain and let him give his ulterior motives.

At the end of the day, Adrian didn’t care why he did what he did. He just wanted him to pay for your death. For leaving him with no one, but Scarlett.

“SHE WAS MY WIFE!!” He heaved out not hearing the man respond anymore. Adrian lifted him up by his collar waiting for him to say something.

“GOT NOTHING TO SAY NOW. MOTHERFUCKER!!!!” Adrian cackled dropping him before beginning to relentlessly beat him. The man was long dead, but Adrian didn’t care.

John and Adebayo had muted themselves and Adrian not wanting to hear him. They both looked to the doorway seeing Scarlett rubbing the sleep out of her eyes reaching for John. John smiled at her picking her up.

“Let’s get you a snack.” She shook her head reaching for his phone.

“Call papa!” Adebayo took a shaky breath looking down.

“We can’t right now sweetie he’s really busy.” She whined reaching for his phone.

Adrian continued beating him down. Chris and Emilia had both tried to get him to stop but he shrugged them off banging his fist against the dead man’s chest. Emilia called Adebayo.

“You need to put her on the line.” Adebayo shook her head.

“No she is not gonna hear her dad like that.”

“It’s the only way we can get him off the edge.” John shook his head before cursing unmuting themselves but not Adrian.

“Hey sweetie can you say hi to your dad for us..” Adebayo asked Scarlett as she smiled nodding putting down her small bowel of fruit.

“PAPA!!” Adrian stopped feeling his breath hitch.

“Scarlett?...” She giggled hearing him after John unmuted him.

“Papa!!! I got fruit!! But they didn’t make it like you do so it’s eh!” He shook a bit beginning to sob.

“Papa?..” He cried out hearing her standing up.

“Yeah I’m here...I’m here...”

“You coming home?” Adrian nodded.

“Yeah I’m heading home now... go to sleep sweetheart I’ll be home soon.”

“I wait!!”

Adrian chuckled shaking his head. “No be good and go to sleep.” She whined a bit before agreeing.

John took her to bed as Adrian stood there for a minute before grabbing his mask. “Let’s go...I still have someone waiting for me..”

They nodded heading to the van driving back. Chris drove as Emilia cleaned Adrian’s hands wrapping them up.

“You need a shower when we get back.” Adrian nodded.

“How am I gonna do this without Y/N?...” Emilia sighed.

“I don’t know,but you’re gonna need too. Adrian...you’re not alone. We’re here for you and Scarlett..Y/N was our friend.” Adrian nodded as Chris spoke up.

“Dude you both are gonna be okay..”

Adrian came back to the house showering immediately before going to Emilia’s room where Scarlett laid asleep.

He crawled in next to her pulling her close to him. Adrian needed her close to him. He needed to remind himself that even if he was alone again he couldn’t afford to let himself go in a dark hole.

There was a little human that you had left behind that needed him. He was keeping his promise no matter how bad he wanted to break down.

The team had agreed to help with whatever he needed. He just wanted you though, but that was impossible.

He gripped Scarlett a bit tighter. “She needs me..” Adrian kept mumbling to himself before falling asleep.

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flurrys-creativity · 2 years ago

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Okay so I love this new yugyeom image he looks so hot and just so different and so himself….. so can you do a yugyeom x reader base on his new image pls 🥺 I love your work so much your so good at it thank you for your writing ❤️❤️

Thank you so much! I'm glad you think so! I wasn't exactly sure if I got the right image.. but after a little discussion with the people from @got7writerscollective and a very intriguing picture I came up with this! Hope you like it!!!

Skaterboi

Pairing: Kim Yugyeom (GOT7) x GN!Reader; Genre: Skater AU, Fluff, Strangers to lovers, Humour; Rating: sfw, PG - 13; Warnings: Yugyeom being a tease, skating and not being good at it, some kisses; Wordcount: 988

Summary: A leap of faith brought you together. Or maybe it was your leap of not being able to skate and crashing right into him. Whatever it was you still loved watching him in his element.

“He’s so cool!”

You bit on your lower lip, trying to prevent your proud smile upon hearing the kids gasping in awe.

“When I grow up I wanna be like him!”

“Me too!”

“One day I’ll just be as good, for sure!”

Your eyes wandered from the kids to the man they were admiring, your smile now on full display. It didn’t surprise you that they looked up to him.

You caught his attention, making him smirk mischievously. He did another flip before he almost calmly rolled around the course, only to lift his shirt and wink at you, sticking out his tongue teasingly.

Yugyeom was in his element. Free, wild, stunningly handsome and confident in what he did. Anybody would fall for him. You most certainly did. Quite literally even. Well. Almost.

A year ago you had discovered your old skates again and after trying them on and noticing they still fit you, you felt the incredible urge to try skating again. What could have gone wrong. Skating was like riding a bike, wasn’t it? At least that’s what you thought. But you were incredibly wrong.

The minute you stood up from the bench at the skatepark, you started wobbling around, arms making big circles in hopes to keep you steady. That’s when you started to roll. Panic was written all over your face since you hadn’t intended to leave the bench or anything in general. After all, you wanted to have something like a handrail for support, but now you rolled into open space and had no idea what to do.

At the same time Yugyeom arrived on his board with a few friends, chatting with them while rolling through the park. He didn’t see you but as soon as he heard your panic screech his head whipped around. He didn’t have much time and he moved rather on instinct than knowing what he was doing.

You on the other hand were quite sure that you blacked out, because the next thing you knew, was how you clung to a very tall and very handsome guy for dear life. “I’m so sorry.”

“No worries, you alright?”

You swallowed harshly and avoided looking at him. You desperately wanted to flee the situation but you knew you would make a fool out of yourself the moment you would let go of him.

“First time skating?”

“What? No! I used to skate quite a bit when I was younger!”

He huffed in amusement, moving one of his hands away from your body. He kicked his board up and caught it in his free hand. “Let me help you, sweetheart.”

If the embarrassment wasn’t enough to heat your face, that little word sure did the trick. Still, you thanked him, telling him where your stuff was.

“Maybe you should start skateboarding instead”, he said, lifting his board to underline his statement. “It’s easier to jump off it when you lose control.”

“I think I should stay away from any of that to be honest.” You still held on to him, basically in tow while he walked to your stuff. For a minute you even worried that you might be hurting him with your grip but since he didn’t say anything, you quickly forgot about it again.

“I can’t keep it at that now. Let me show you the joy of skateboarding.”

You were still sceptical but agreed nonetheless under the condition he showed you first before you would try anything.

And so he did. He moved around swiftly with the biggest grin on his face possible. At one point it even looked like he had wings on his back, carrying him through the air with each flip.

You watched him in awe, falling for his carefree attitude and the lightness of his movements. You still stared at him with a slightly agape mouth when he stopped in front of you, pushing his hair out of his face and grinning down at you.

“Your turn.”

You literally heard glass shatter inside of your mind, picturing you on that skateboard, being as elegant as a fish out of water. “Are you sure?”

“Absolutely!” He nodded and held one of his hands out for you to grab it.

And even though it might sound clishé, the moment you grabbed his hand was the moment your life changed. Okay, maybe it was the moment you crashed into him.

The first few weeks you simply met every now and then, after that you hung out regularly - even staying at each other's place for the night. And seven months ago Yugyeom asked you to be his.

Even though a year had passed Yugyeom still hadn’t given up on teaching you how to skate. Hence the reason he stopped in front of you again, leaning down to place a kiss on your lips.

“Your turn”, he grinned.

You rolled your eyes but stood up anyway. “You know I actually practised and came up with a move I’m very confident in!”

Yugyeom’s eyes widened in surprise, followed by an excited and proud smile. He followed you like a big puppy, his teasing attitude gone momentarily. He stopped in front of the ramp you had jumped up on, a quizzical and slightly worried expression adorning his features.

“You ready?”

Yugyeom nodded tentatively.

You grinned brightly and sat down on the skateboard, pushing yourself down the ramp with your hands, whoo-ing as you rolled towards Yugyeom. You raised your hands over your head, making grabby motions until Yugyeom caught them and stopped you in front of him.

The minute you looked up to him, he burst into a fit of manic laughter, going down to his knees and doubling over. “You could become a pro”, he wheezed and wrapped his arms around you, pulling you with his board closer against him. “Gosh, I love you.” With that he kissed you again, still snickering into the kiss.

“Love you too, skaterboi.”

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