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izzy-b-hands · 1 year ago

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i hate how sleep has been the answer to making my brain calm down lately. It doesn't wanna fucking sleep much at night, no, but it'll happily make it so I can't keep my eyes open throughout a large part of the day (thank fuck for part time jobs and that I have the availability with my schedule to let it do this rn)

in other words hey, I'm finally awake for the day after three false wake ups (9ish, 10ish, and right around noon, and I fell the fuck back asleep after each one!! wtf)

But I feel vaguely human vs how I felt earlier (in pain and like death lmao) and this wake up didn't involve me immediately having a panic attack so. I did the right thing in sleeping more? maybe?? who fucking knows, I just work here

#text post #i need to be up in a few hours to get pizza in the oven for dinner and do dishes #im considering forcing myself out of bed now both bc i feel horribly guilty for sleeping this much in the day #and bc i wanna see if we have powdered sugar or not #nbd if we don't bc i can make the honey cookies without them #but arguably they do taste extra good with the glaze over them #and I'm adjusting the recipe too just a little so i worry i should give myself extra time on this #if i really want to try baking them tonight #but also much like earlier i think of leaving my room #and my body just goes !!!! in a bad way like if i was a dog my hackles would be raised #but idk fucking why!!! why don't you feel safe rn we're literally home and fine!!!! it's just not cooperating with me today #but i really wamt make cookies for Housemate and me :(#we'll see how i do here lmao

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