#but anyway. new contacts that are actually my prescription and they’re FRESH

[peachcitt]

cracking open a new box of contacts is like cracking open a cold one with the boys except the cold one is the box and the boys are my eyes

[abramdeath]

one day neil shows up to practice wearing glasses

they’re basic thin frames, easy to buy and replace, not exactly his prescription but good enough

he’s all tired and disgruntled like “sorry ik glasses aren’t v cohesive for exy but i have a headache today”

but all the foxes are floored

after evermore they all knew neil had been wearing contacts and didn’t think anything more of it bc they were colored

what they didn’t realize is that those contacts had also been prescription, and after evermore he knew he couldn’t just put them back in bc duh he has blue eyes not brown

neil didn’t rlly consider it a problem because he knows how to deal w it, he’s had identities that didn’t have glasses/contacts before, and his vision isn’t so bad that he can’t function

sure everything’s a bit blurry and he has to squint to see things, but it’s fiiine everything’s cool

andrew and kevin already knew he wore glasses because he wore them in the dorm every now and then when he did homework

everyone else though?

matt is like wrow ok didn’t realize my neil josten crush could get any worse but . here we are

allison is appalled bc those are ugly ass basic frames and she KNOWS theyre straight up from walgreens.

nicky’s like huh so the patented neil josten bitch state was just ’cause he couldn’t see

dan’s thinking if she’s gonna have to invest (read: use the p card) in sports glasses

renee is honestly like can yall PL**SE let him breathe

aaron couldn’t care less he’s like i wear glasses i never see y’all actin like this u fakies!

but like after a sec they’re like tbh this makes sense

neil josten when he first came to palmetto? wide eyed. babey boy. baby. sometimes kinda rude but usually doesn’t care enough to be. squint level minimum but loads of side eye. wears contacts for waaaay too long someone get him eye drops

neil josten post evermore? squinty boy who’ll kill u w a look. rat. stunning but definitely could kill u. still babey but kinda scarey. why is he squinting at the scoreboard like that ???? RUDE BOY.

everyone lets go of it after a few minutes bc tbh a pair of glasses ain’t really a spectacle

matt tries to pull a “i thought we weren’t lying anymore neil 3’:” and wow ok THERE’S the patented neil josten bitch stare

when he can actually see you it’s 356485% more terrifying.

andrew thinks neil’s a dumbass for all of this btw he’s like. hey why do u sit in the back of class if you can’t see the BOARD u IDIOT

hey neil i’m not kissing u if u don’t wear ur glasses sorry :/

can u even tell aaron and i apart if u can’t see smh

but neil’s right back at him like boy i know u wear glasses too i’ve seen u steal aaron’s when u lose yours. why can’t u keep track of ur glasses when u have an eidetic memory like K.. . .

anyways so wymack pulls him aside after practice like. so if u need glasses. why don’t u Wear Them.

and HONESTLY. the tea is neil doesn’t even really think abt it. he’s sooo used to Not Wearing Them that he doesn’t think to put them on in the morning

he’s more of a contact kinda dude anyway ;P

so he’s just like idk coach i only Kinda need them they’re not like important

and david vincent wymack, oldie of unknown age but probably ancient and getting older by the minute, maaaaaybe has worse eyesight than he did 20 years ago ok.

maybe he’s squinting at the scoreboard too. maybe he casually makes the font bigger on everything he prints out so he can actually read it without pressing it up against his eye.

and he’s pulled the EXACT shit on abby like i don’t really need em doc i’m gucci :/

but he knows he needs them. and he knows neil does too before his eyesight gets worse

so he’s like ok buckaroo on god we gon get u some prescription contacts

neil’s like.. ehhhh i’m fine don’t worry about it

but of course. it’s the foxes. he doesn’t really get a choice here.

neil’s like they’re my eyes? i’ll do with them what i want?

so what if i want to stare in the sun i’ll DO it. maybe i LIKE not being able to see farther than ten feet in front of me.

of course it comes down to exy and kevs like b r u h , how u gonna see if i’m tryna pass to u.

and he’s like k ur rite lets go even tho i’ve been fine this whole time

he doesn’t end up booking an appt till the next week bc they have a game and getting ur eyes dilated #sucks

he ends up having to wear his new n fresh glasses (which are a much better style than $5 walgreens ones) for a few days while the contacts r being ordered

he’s still not a fan of the glasses bc he thinks they’re annoying to wear but he concedes to wearing them more bc contacts r a fresh hell

neil shows up to night practice w the same pair of contacts he’s been wearing since he woke up and is just. Irritated. so he wears the glasses around that time usually

as baffled as he is by the foxes insistence on the whole eyesight thing, maybe he’s mildly blown away by how he suddenly has less headaches and less eye strain now

and MAYBE his vision got worse since he was younger and had his first eye appt

and M A Y B E neil was lowkey shocked how hd everything looks when u can actually see

neil’s like omg look at the quality on that grass. unbelievable

ANYWAYS i’m just rambling at this point ! let neil josten see 2k19

[taztaas]

A Study in Scarlet

Me when I said I wouldn’t write anything for my street kid Angus AU for a long while: I am a lying liar who lies. Previous installment HERE➡️ tumblr/AO3

It’s past midnight and Angus can’t sleep. He sets down his copy of A Study in Scarlet - he’s rereading all of Doyle’s Holmes-works, now that he has the chance.

The novels had just appeared in Kravitz’s study the other day. Taako had denied any involvement when confronted, so Angus had gone to thank Kravitz for the books, only to receive a puzzled look in response.

“But, Taako said-”

“Ah,” a soft smile. “Then it’s best not to push, Angus,” Kravitz had said, with a gentle pat to Angus’ shoulder. “My husband is a strange creature, but his heart is in the right place.”

Angus picks up his glasses (a new pair, without the crack on the lens and a fresh prescription) from his nightstand (where they lay next to his Grampa’s watch, now fixed up) and sets them on his nose. A glass of water might help him sleep, maybe.

(What a luxury, to get up from bed at one’s own leisure.)

He’s wearing one of Taako’s old t-shirts to bed. Kravitz had offered his own but they were all too big on him. “You’re too skinny, kid,” Taako had said with a frown as he dug through his dresser for something Angus could wear.

He grabs a pair of (Taako’s) sweatpants off the floor to pull them on, not yet (if ever) comfortable enough to walk around the house (his home?) in his underwear.

He descends the stairs, his bare feet quiet on polished wood.

The kitchen is flooded with warm, inviting light. Taako stands at the stove, stirring. He’s wearing Kravitz’s robe; judging by the color (dark grey) and size (too large for his frame). The slippers are his own though. Pink, fuzzy and vaguely unicorn-shaped.

“Couldn’t sleep either, huh,” Taako says without raising his eyes from the pot in front of him, not really expecting an answer. Angus hums noncommittally, not really giving one either and takes a seat at the kitchen table. He’s already here so he might as well sit down.

“I’m making cocoa. My aunt’s recipe. You want some?” Taako asks, as he grabs something from the self above and sprinkles it in, stirring all the while.

Angus thinks about saying no. Then he thinks that maybe it’s more childish of him to deny himself fun things just because they are supposedly childish. He sets his elbows on the table, rests his chin on his hands and says:

“Sure.”

Taako’s attention never waivers from the concoction in front of him. He goes to add more milk to the pot. Angus can easily tell that the over the top concentration is fake and manufactured, even though he doesn’t know Taako that well yet. Silence falls upon the room like a heavy blanket. Warm and comforting at first, but increasingly suffocating until Taako speaks again and breaks the spell.

“You can ask, bubbeleh,” Taako says, still avoiding eye-contact. “You’re a smart kid. I know you’ve seen the shit.”

Angus startles, just a bit, not expecting the permission. He doesn’t want to be nosy, it’s not like whatever is going on in Taako and Kravitz’s life is any of his business.

But Angus has been wondering. He figured out early on that room he’s staying in (guest room, he was told) was originally meant for a young child. He has wondered about the small assortment of toys, clothing and Caleb Cleveland  -novels hidden deep behind cardboard boxes in the cupboard of his room.

He has wondered about the books on childcare, hidden behind the heftiest novels, on the top shelf of the bookcase in the study. He has taken note of the fact that nothing in the house points towards the actual existence of a child. No photos, no drawings, no nothing.

Angus opens his mouth but shuts it again when Taako glances sharply at him.

“Don’t talk too loud. Krav has a big day tomorrow, ” he says. Angus notes that he looks tired. And worn, somehow, the look in his eyes fit for someone much farther along in years.

Angus nods and doesn’t reveal his suspicion of the real reason why Taako wishes to keep quiet. Kravitz had gotten a promotion and he’s to start in his new position tomorrow (well, today, at this point of the night) but Angus has already learned that the man sleeps like the dead.

It’s more likely that Taako doesn’t want Kravitz to hear what they are discussing, even accidentally.

The silence might be gone but the atmosphere weighs heavily upon their heads as Taako turns off the stove and pours the finished cocoa into two mugs. He dumps a generous amount of mini-marshmallows into his own drink and looks towards Angus with his brow raised in question.

“No, thank you,” Angus says because he doesn’t like it when things are too sweet. And despite his earlier train of thought, he decides that marshmallows are for kids. And quirky adults, apparently.

Taako sits down in the chair opposite of Angus and sets the mugs down on the table. He slides the marshmallow-free one towards Angus who manages to catch it without spilling any of the hot beverage.

Taako cups his hands around his mug and looks away with a sigh. Angus feels like sighing himself; how to have a conversation with someone who won't even look your way? But to his surprise, Taako takes the initiative.

“...Never really thought about having kids. But Kravitz… Kravitz wanted to have one, and I…” He pauses and takes a sip of his sugary drink, his eyes still somewhere further away than the kitchen wall. “I was ready to do that with him. Ready to- to raise a child.” His fingers curl tighter around the cup and he looks down at the liquid as if it could help provide the words he needs.

“But…” He trails off.

Taako blinks and swallows hard. Angus is suddenly hit with the realization that he shouldn’t be here. Who is he, to sit here and watch as the man who provides him with food and shelter and whatever else he could ever need, struggles through a retelling of something that is clearly still a painful memory. What right does he, a kid who grew up fighting in the streets, have to hear this tale of family?

Taako sighs again and he sounds so weary that Angus feels something get stuck in his own throat. He takes a drink to alleviate it but it does nothing to help.

“It’s funny really,” Taako says, starting again. “As long as you can- can make the kid yourself… No one is checking in to see if you're fit for a parent. But when you want to adopt one…” A hollow laugh. “They pick you, your partner and your life apart and you need to- you need to be perfect.”

Angus wants to tell him to stop talking but he doesn’t.

“Kids need stability. Money-wise, home-wise…” Taako says, his voice getting steadily quieter until he closes his eyes briefly before whispering:

“Men- mentality-wise.”

Angus looks away. He shouldn’t be seeing, shouldn’t be hearing this. He doesn’t look up at Taako before he hears him curse quietly.

“So, yeah… Cha’boy has some stuff he’s still working through. And I couldn’t- Kravitz…”

”I’m sure Kravitz doesn’t blame you,” Angus says quietly, slowly, because he needs to say something. Needs to show his support somehow. Because he knows it’s true. Knows that Kravitz loves Taako despite and because of everything. He might be a street kid but he can tell.

But Taako just smiles, small and sad. “Yeah. I know, but...”

He doesn’t need to finish his sentence. Angus doesn’t need to hear it, he understands anyway. He can see that Taako blames himself, still. That he feels like he’s robbed Kravitz of something. Just like Angus himself has been robbed of-

Angus feels sad. In a small and tired way. In the way that you feel when something just can’t be helped. He doesn’t feel sorry for Taako and Kravitz, not exactly, though it is a part of it.

He can tell that they’re good people. They really would have deserved it. They would have been great parents, despite their shortcomings. They could have provided a great home to grow up in.

As Angus thinks that, to his shame, he feels jealous. And sorry for himself. What did he do wrong to deserve the way he grew up in?

Sleeping on park benches and with nothing else than a baseball bat to protect him from the horrors of the world. What he wouldn’t have given for the chance to-

“Pumpkin, listen,” Taako says, out of the blue and Angus looks up to meet his gaze. He’s blinking too fast (to keep the tears from spilling over) but he hopes Taako won't notice. Or at least won’t draw attention to it.

“I didn’t tell you because I didn’t want you to think- to think that me and Krav are so desperate to have- to have a baby that we’ll pick up any kid off the fucking street.”

Taako chugs the rest of his cocoa with unnecessary vigor and half-slams his empty mug back on the table. “It’s not like that.”

Taako stands up and walks to the tap. He flushes out his mug and sets it down in the sink. He doesn’t return to the table, choosing to linger in place instead. He crosses his arms over his chest, looking down.

“We think- all of us, Lup and Barry, Magnus and Julia and everyone else…”

Angus hides behind his still half-full mug because he doesn’t know what else to do. He had just come down to get a glass of water and instead-

“We think that- you're a great kid and you deserve better than sleep on the street and…” He trails off and Angus doesn’t dare to look up from his mug.

“Angus,” Taako says and Angus realizes with a start that he’s standing next to his chair. He didn’t notice Taako moving.

Taako’s hand hovers awkwardly over Angus’ shoulder for a second before dropping down and squeezing gently. Taako’s fingers are sharp and bony, but Angus can feel the warmth of his hand through his shirt.

“You don’t have to stay here. If- if you don’t want to. But you- you’ll always have a home here. With us.”

Angus finds himself unable to speak so he nods instead.

“Just remember that, yeah?” Taako says with a smile in his voice and ruffles Angus’ hair lightly. And it should be silly to Angus, seeing how he’s almost a head taller than Taako when they’re both standing, but it feels overwhelmingly good instead. It feels like-

“Turn the lights off when you’re done, okay kiddo?” Taako says as he leaves the room, the shuffling of his ridiculous slippers signaling his departure.

“Yeah, okay,” Angus manages to choke out, a moment too late but it’s not like it matters here.

It feels like home.

[echodrops]

The Promises I Made (2017-2018)

For the past eleven years, I have spent every New Year’s Eve compiling a list of fifty promises I intend to keep or fulfill over the next twelve months. The results have been truly amazing, and I have kept some promises I never thought I could. This year, for New Year’s, there will be a new set of promises for to me keep, but here are the old ones, for review!

The Promises I Made (2017 edition)

1) I will get a(nother) new job. Or probably just curl up and die. Status: Kept! I got a new job and moved to Texas. 2) I will translate at least one more month’s worth of Regenkatze. Status: Broken. T_T I did a few pages, but I didn’t get far. 3) I will repot all my plants that need repotting. Finally. Status: Kept, amazingly. 4) I will buy actual freakin’ curtains that I like for my house, RAWR. Status: Broken. I bought no curtains this year. D; 5) I will continue to utilize Plant Nanny to track my water intake and keep myself from getting dehydrated. Status: Broken. I was okay at the beginning of the year, but then the usage dwindled. 6) I will complete at least one craft project that requires me to utilize a new skill, like working with a new material. Status: Broken. I didn’t do anything really crafty this year… too busy moving. 7) I will repair the mortar on the fence out front and seal the bricks on the window sills. Status: Broken—ditto the above. Moved out and wasn’t able to really keep any of these promises about my Utah house. 8) I will finish at least 26 books over the course of this year. Status: …I read a lot of fanfiction. A lot. But not too many new published books. Made it to maybe ten counting the readings I had to do for World Lit class but other than that, nothing close to 26. 9) I will trim the grape vine and call the city to see about cleaning out behind the house because the water culvert is flooding into my yard and jeopardizing my garage. Status: Actually kept! It needs to be trimmed again, but yes, I was able to trim it down and keep it from flooding. 10) I will successfully pass Horsemanship II. Status: Kept. 11) I will broaden my music tastes this year by getting into at least three new bands that I have never heard of or in genres that I don’t normally listen to. Status: Kept! I got into a few new K-pop bands and also Spellblast. 12) I will do the laundry at least once every two weeks. I swear it!! Status: Uh… Somewhat kept? At the new house in Texas I have to wear nicer clothes to work so I have to do laundry more often, but I don’t know about at least once every two weeks… 13) I will finish my new Anime Expo costume early and not wait until the last moment! Status: Broken—I didn’t cosplay at all this year. D; 14) I will remove all the rocks from in front of my house because they are hella ugly. Status: Broken; see above about moving out of Utah and no longer being able to work on the Utah house much. 15) I will go to a dentist and get Invisalign or some work done to fix my front left tooth. Status: Broken. I swapped jobs and had to wait for my benefits to restart and then by that time it wasn’t a good time to get dental work done. 16) I will have at least a once weekly “game night” with my roommates. Could be fun. Status: Broken… I think that um… we played a few times. 17) I will replace the battery in my watch, finally. Status: Kept! 18) I will pay off at least half my credit card debt. Important adult thing, yo. Status: Broken, sooooo broken. T_T It just got worse, not better. D; 19) I will learn at least 100 new words in German and document them as I go to keep them fresh in my memory. Status: Broken. I totally forgot that I even made this promise… 20) I will keep up with my new book club as long as it is possible for me to attend (I.e., if I don’t move). Status: Kept. The book club kinda fell apart pretty quick, but I kept up with it until it did. 21) I will be better about walking my dog because I have been slacking lately. Status: Broken, I’m so sorry Kinguin… It’s sooo hot in Texas. 22) I will build a new PC to replace the desktop computer that my dog destroyed. SLFSFJNDFG. Still angry. Status: Broken. Moving sapped all my money away, so I could not afford a new PC. T_T 23) I will get the scratched lenses removed from my glasses and change the prescription on the orange pair of glasses too. Status: Broken. See the above deal with the new benefits not kicking in for 90+ days.

24) Also: I will get my black glasses fixed so that they stop FALLING OFF and flying into the every nearby rock and sharp pointy object… Status: Broken. T_T

25) I will obtain at least one six-star hero in Tales of Link. Don’t look at me like that. Status: Broken—I haven’t played Tales of Link in months. @_@

26) I will design at least ten outfits and post them. (I’m still trying with this one, dammit.) Status: Broken. …I guess I should probably just give up on this one…

27) I will organize my closets, especially the hall closet which looks like a bomb went off. Status: Broken. I moved out of my Utah house which did involve cleaning out the closets, but um… the closets at the new house might be just as bad now…

28) I will actually utilize the stupid Paint Tool Sai that I paid for. At least three fully colored artworks this year. Status: Broken. I was able to draw nothingggg this year. T_T

29) I will level all my battle classes to 70 in Stormblood. Status: Surprisingly broken. I wasn’t able to play much at all after July so my time for leveling just plummeted.

30) I will reach 700 followers on tumblr. You should follow me. I’m only marginally a waste of time and space. Status: Kept! I have 861 followers right now! Thanks everyone for the follows! :D

31) I will learn to make a new (delicious) cocktail or two. Status: Broken. I drank a new delicious cocktail but I didn’t make any myself.

32) I will lose ten pounds. Status: Somewhat kept? I don’t think I made it to a full 10 pounds but I did noticeably lose some weight.

33) I will reach at least 300 species on my birding life list. Status: Kept! I’m at 306 currently, thanks to making to Texas and seeing a bunch of new birdies. 34) I will win NaNoWriMo this year. (But pretend that I didn’t, to not disrupt my blue-purple-blue-purple NaNo site pattern. XDD) Status: Broken. I didn’t even get to like 5,000 words. T_T 35) I will obtain the Astrope mount in FFXIV. Status: HA. I think I’m at like 200/1000 for mentor roulettes. Broken. 36) I will see at least one new bird species in the wild that is not native to the United States. Status: Hmmm, not sure what I was thinking about for this one, but I did not succeed.

37) I will put a storm door on the side door of my house because water is leaking in (due to lack of said screen door) and causing damage! Status: Gonna count this as somewhat kept because I did try to get a storm door installed, but they wanted to charge me $300 just to install the door and I didn’t have the money at the time. But I did fix the gap beneath the door so that it no longer leaks. 

38) I will visit Nicaragua. Status: Broken. T_T I had the chance but things were so bad at work I didn’t want to blow my vacation in case I needed it… And I did end up needing it, so things worked out.

39) I will water my plants more consistently and take better care of them—to the point where the one orchid that hasn’t bloomed in years will bloom again! Status: Uh… somewhat kept? Namely, I moved and left my plants in Utah, but they’re being taken care of by others so they’re alive at least still.

40) I will write at least four new chapters of my Voltron fic. Status: Kept!

41) I will get duct work done to bring heat to the downstairs bathroom and side bedroom. Status: Broken… But we did get a bigger heater for the downstairs so at least it was warmer down there this year.

42) I will update my calendar with important dates—holidays, birthdays, etc.—and be productive about sending cards and well-wishes. Status: Uh… broken. I forgot I made this promise too.

43) I will complete my series of posts about Yato/Hiyori. Really. Status: T_______T One day. One day. Broken. 44) I will pamper myself more—spa day at least once a month! Status: Somewhat kept? Maybe like barely kept. I was good at this for the first couple months, but then it tapered off. 45) I will visit my out-of-town friends more often and make better efforts to stay in more frequent contact. Status: I think I’ll mark this as kept. I visited more people this year, anyway, including @rachelwritesstories! 46) I will make sure the lawn stays decently mowed this year instead of being embarrassingly tall and weedy. Status: Hrm… Somewhat broken/somewhat kept? I did move, but apparently the lawn has been at least somewhat consistently mowed since I’ve been gone. 47) I will do some work on my laundry room to make it look less like a dungeon. Status: Broken. The dungeon persists. 48) I will revise TVR, especially the early chapters, and move it to AO3. Status: Broken. I got like maybe 1/3 of the way through revising the first chapter. Um… maybe in time for KH3 or something? :C

49) I will get an electric tree trimmer to make trimming my trees out front much easier. Status: Kept.

50) I will keep these promises. Status: Mostly broken. T_T

Totals Kept promises: 12 Broken promises: 31 Somewhat kept/broken promises: 7

Jesus, I thought I was glad to see the back-side of 2016… 2016 had nothing on the roller coaster of a year that 2017 was. What a literal dumpster fire. While politics and the environment went haywire around me, my job situation grew untenable again (ooh, but hilarious karma—just last month they fired the shitty boss and REHIRED my old awesome boss… Except of course by then I had already, you know, quit and moved across the country to pursue a whole new career field… Well, c’est la vie!) and I ended up packing up everything and completely changing my life once again…

In just the last two years I’ve swapped career fields twice and randomly packed up and moved to Texas of all places. I experienced the drama of prepping for a hurricane and also got to see it snow in Mexico. Life’s weird.

Looking back on these promises, I honestly don’t feel too bad that so many of them were broken this year. I really had no idea what was going to happen in 2017 when I made last year’s promises, and so a lot of the goals ended up not matching up with my reality in the end. At the end of the day though, I feel like I’m in a much better place today than I was at the end of 2016.

I don’t think 2018 is going to be easy, but I do think it is going to be better, and that’s a good feeling to have. Let’s do this! The new set of promises will be up by tomorrow.

[sleepless-obsidian]

Tag game;

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I was tagged by @gohegdo (oml sorry i have no chill lol)

1. Are you named after someone? no but zoe means life and my middle name is the french word for sun, so when my mom had my little sister she named her eve which means life and luna which means moon so that’s cool 2. When was the last time you cried? i angry-cried from stress sometime within the last month.. i think. idk i don’t cry that much anymore 3. Do you like your handwriting? most of the time 4. What is your favourite lunch meat? ham? idk, i dont eat deli meats anymore; 5. Do you have kids? no, thank god 6. If you were another person, would you be friends with you? hA i post on vent about this a lot. the answer is no bc i’m rlly annoying, but also maybe bc i’m clingy and clingy+clingy=cling to each other woo 7. Do you use sarcasm? yeah, but i exaggerate my tone irl and use the 🙃 (upside down smile emoji) or say i’m being sarcastic over text 8. Do you still have your tonsils? yea 9. Would you bungee jump? nonononon 10. What is your favourite kind of cereal? holy heckie there’s this one kellogg’s cereal called cracklin’ oat bran and i fucken lov. other than that i like to scoop cocoa pebbles into my mouth this thing just skips 11 i guess? 12. Do you think you’re a strong person? physically, sure maybe. in any figurative way? hell no who do you think i am? emotionally stable? 13. What is your favourite ice cream? cookie dough, strawberry, or any kind of cheesecake 14. What is the first thing you notice about people? attractiveness,,, it sounds terrible but at least i don’t really think anyone is unattractive? like i don’t notice the “ugly” stuff unless the person’s personality is gross (triggered jokes stay tf away from me) 15. What is the least favourite physical thing you like about yourself? the shape of my shoulders rn 16. What colour pants and shoes are you wearing now? blue jeans and black and white shoes (my shoes are rlly cute and semi-new and i love them) 17. What are you listening to right now? nothing currently, but i would be listening to danse bacchanale since my orchestra’s masterworks concert is coming up. the last thing i listened to was the trndsttr lucian remix 18. If you were a crayon, what colour would you be? not to be emo but probably one of the grays 19. Favourite smell? the warm day, fresh breeze smell during the beginning of spring and fall and sometimes during summer days. it’s rlly nostalgic for me 20. Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone? my mom, she calls me when she leaves work. 21. Favourite sport to watch? figure skating bc i’m yuri on ice garbage and i don’t really like any other televised sports 22. Hair colour? bleached-blond, growing it out and haven’t been touching up the color so there’s like three solid inches of my natural hair color (dark brown) 23. Eye colour? not to sound scene but it’s either hazel or blue with orange/light brown central heterochromia 24. Do you wear contacts? my contacts are the wrong prescription, so i wear my glasses whenever possible. also my glasses hide the dark circles under my eyes while my contacts leave my face bare for all the world to see so fuk em 25. Favourite food to eat? [bangs fists on the table] chicken kiev chicken kiev chicken kiev chicken kiev chicken kiev 26. Scary movies or comedy? comedy; im not opposed to scary movies they’re just,, scary,,, 27. Last movie you watched? kung fu panda 2. i wish i were joking 28. What colour of shirt are you wearing? black (with a TIGER on it hell yea hell yea hell yea) 29. Summer or winter? summer 30. Hugs or kisses? please, for the love of all that is holy, give me both and in abundance 31. What book are you currently reading? i’m reading the great gatsby and welcome to night vale for english, but i follow a couple fanfics too 32. Who do you miss right now? a Lot of ppl, mainly friends 33. What is on your mouse pad? 1) on mobile, 2) don’t even have a mousepad 34. What is the last TV program you watched? miraculous ladybug i think? i lurk on youtube more than watch tv shows 35. What is the best sound? yooo, low E-flat or B-flat on a string instrument (bonus points if the next note is a half step up/down) 36. Rolling stones or The Beatles? i can actually name and know the lyrics to a couple beatles songs so i guess the beatles 37. What is the furthest you have ever traveled? florida;; for reference, i’m from wisconsin 38. Do you have a special talent? in orchestra i’m pretty good at feeling rhythms, keeping time, and coming in on time without keeping track of what measure we’re on (bc my other special talent is getting distracted by literally everything) 39. Where were you born? oconomowoc, wisconsin : ) have fun pronouncing that @ anyone not from oconomowoc

i’ll tag @nonbinary-to-the-max bc i tag you in everything anyways h Aha and @halfdead-ghooostchil since we’ll be hanging out today anyways and i need conversation topics lmao