#but also that was when he hadnt got any art in a long time. plus the already chosen character was shadow

[sonknuxadow]

We'll definitely know in the next 10 hours. (The polls used to be done on Twitter and would break at least 10k, I remember the Shadow one had 50k votes and was very close between Cream and Infinite. They both had 50%, Infinite won by a close few. I think they stopped after Vector. I guess they went with Docs so more outside of Twitter could vote.)

Hopefully, blue hog wins. He's now about 75 votes{1%} behind Rouge.

yeah i remember seeing a lot of posts about cream vs infinite on here it was very intense. and i remember seeing posts for blaze vs metal sonic too.. but i never really see many posts about the more recent ones i guess interest in the polls just kinda dropped over time

anyways DESPERATELY HOPING FOR A SONIC WIN . I NEED HIM TO WIN SO BAD. theres currently a 1 percent difference between him and rouge he definitely has a chance

[pbandjesse]

I just got out of the shower and I am feeling good. I am tired and sore but like. I dont feel as low as I did. I was feeling kind of sad there all of a sudden. 

But its really just from being tired. I need to be nicer to myself. I need to get more sleep. 

Last night I went to bed at an okay time but I had very active dreams and woke up pretty miserable. I slept an extra 15 minutes. Which made me technically 15 minutes late but not really because after my long drive, and stopping in the art building to drop my gear, I walk up to the office just as they were starting the meeting. There was some important info today for counselors, but not a ton that was pertinent to me.  Except that they wanted to know who was available for off season work. And I of course threw my name in. I hope to get trained in more areas and be useful for anything they could need. Once camp is over, I dont really know what life will look like for me. Museums arent open yet. School wont be going back for a long time still. Maryland is saying end of January. So I dont know what I will be doing to bring in money. I would like to try to find a way to sell my art works but I am still not super good at that. Maybe this will be the time for it? 

My day was pretty good in the art building though. I spent the first hour setting up and getting everything ready for the kids. We were painting fabric and I was excited. 

The kids also really took to it. Some more than others, some wanted to do more then one piece. But everyone seemed to really enjoy the projects and were chill. I had a good time but I was feeling really low energy. 

After my first group left I finished cleaning up and laid down. I felt super tired. I was listening to a podcast but I fell asleep at some point. It was to hot and the sun was to bright. But I still slept for a little.

I felt a lot better after that though. Still to hot. But it was alright. I had my lunch. I made sure I was all set up for my next groups. And I waited. 

The next two groups were back to back so I had to really be prepared. But it actually just went easy and we had fun. Kids enjoyed the art and the hammocks. Just a good day. Plus the kids were just sweet and kind. 

With the last group some of the kids played with my thumb pianos and enjoyed playing around with the fun things I have in the art shed. But soon they had to go. 

I finished cleaning up and decided I would go swimming. I hadnt planned this but I was so hot and I just needed to go sit. 

I got changed and walked to the pool. Liela was there with the group shes with this week. We talked. I went and sat in the water on the stairs. I didnt want to get my hair went at first but I decided fuck it once the little kids left and I went over to the deep end. Leila got in with me and I just really enjoyed swimming. I was in there for like an hour and a half and I might have gotten just a little red. But it was worth it. In the summer I never feel better then when I am in the water. 

I also got to meet some of the new teens. But I cant get a read on the girls yet. The boys seem nice though. I am curious who will be with me next week. Though Liela says she will fight them. Shes so silly. She wants me to have a baby so bad now. It was funny explaining why that is both a great and a terrible idea. I have so much time but no money. Also where would they live?? I would have to redo my whole studio. 

I left the pool at 4 after sitting on the side and talking to some friends while I dried off. But I walked up to the art shed. Got changed. Wasnt helpful at pickup because there is nothing for me to be helpful with. Took Alexi's daughter, Josephine, up to the art shed to get some string to make a bracelet. And then I headed home. 

I decided I wanted pizza. After my pasta failed last night I thought this would make me feel better. 711 didnt have any so I went to the actual pizza place next door. I wasnt sure you could order in person so I asked and they said it was fine. I ordered my pizza and  sat on the curb outside for the 10 minutes it took to make.

And then I was driving home. Fighting to keep my eyes open. Wanting to eat my pizza but mostly wanting to wait. I was able to hold it together and get home both without falling asleep or eating my pizza.

When I got back here I brought the mail up. And ate almost right away. I finished listening to my podcast. Played animal crossing. Felt kind of gross. My body feels swollen and it is frustrating. I dont know why I feel like this.

I wanted to work on my quilt but I am having sewing machine issues still. The tension is all wrong and I cant figure out why. But Jess is giving me one of her old machines. I hope I can figure it out. Shes so nice to do that for me. But I was able to make this work in the meantime and got a little more work done on the next quilt piece. 

I took my shower, Deep conditioned my hair. And now I am laying here ready for sleep. I will wait for James because I alway try to. But man I am sleepy. 

Tomorrow he is going to drive me to work so he can use the car. And I just have a nice long day. It is supposed to storm though so we will see how that affects things. Hopefully not too severely. 

I hope you all have a great night tonight. Take care of yourselves. Goodnight.