#but also i rlly do need to work on my confrontation skills with ppl im closer to
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#again if you know me in real life dont read#...........................................................................................................................................#continuing from where i left off i dont want to make other poc uncomfortable in the safe space#so i dont go to poc spaces w/o being invited by either a)another poc thst knows im also poc or b)another poc that doesnt know i am but has#said it's okay to enter the space#and i know i should be able to go into a space that is meant to be for me but also i dont feel like i would have enough met for all my#identities and experiences with all of them(bc i was raised w/almost all of them)#(okay not the queer ones but that isnt race related)#and the reason this is popping up is bc of the facebook thing and honestly it wasnt an argument now that i think abt it#it was the other friend treating a disagreement like a personal attack again#the first friend was correcting themself not replying to the other friend's comment#and the first friend is trying to get a club started and a subgroup of the club will be for poc and they invited me#and partof me wants to go but part of me is afraid the other friend(who i honestly shouldnt be calling a friend at this point but i hate#doing that) may also come and start shit#and i am tired#like i avoided drama all the way thru hs y is it that now that im in college i suddenly have to#tho granted b4 college i wasnt rlly close to more than 2 ppl at a time if that evn so#i mean maybe i should just talk to them and tell them what theyve been saying has made me not want to tell them#but also i rlly do need to work on my confrontation skills with ppl im closer to#hmm okay no actually now that i think abt it i only dont tell ppl when theyre doing that when i feel like they wouldnt actually change their#actions but tbh i still should at least try since they like me for some reason(honestly i dont know y ppl like me i am kinda boring and dont#keep constant contact)#....okay i need to stop now i should probs talk to someone abt this instead#we'll see tho
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