#but also him gravitating towards sam bc the sheer difference between his era sam and the present era are TOO great not to puzzle over
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yessss yess the real question would be who starts yelling first. my bets are on dean. i need 12.14 type anger but worse
I’m pretty sure @finalgirlsamwinchester said this first but supernatural episode 14.13 “lebanon” except it’s succession austerlitz family therapy
#HELLO i am. awake.#REWATCHING AUSTERLITZ LMAO#now i also wanna do a Lebanon rewrite fic omg#first of all. the family therapist gives up about a minute in and walks out the room and no one even notices until abt another 20 min later#the show definitely underutilised the raw emotional potential of stanford!era john#that man would NOT be feeling emotionally well-adjusted whatsoever. he should've shown up drunk out of his mind#the thought of him clinging to sam over mary at first bc one loss is more fresh than the other. idk if it would happen but#deliciously agonising for the lot of them <3#but also him gravitating towards sam bc the sheer difference between his era sam and the present era are TOO great not to puzzle over#see SAM is now the family peacekeeper (as he is with dean and mary)#he'd be scrambling to try and hold everyone together by a thread#sam showing all this newfound empathy and understanding towards john. the man would be SO confused.#how does he feel about his youngest now that he's not trying to fight him?? what???#but also the stanford wound is too fresh. he would not apologise for kicking him out lol#i need sam pushed to the edge of his patience as well#he can forgive mary for her deal dooming him. but his anger towards john for stanford is old and familiar!!#all his unacknowledged resentment and despair over being stuck in this life forever and ever suddenly surfacing! i need to see it#on the flipside.#dean should've been having the worst time. every stanford!era wound being opened up afresh with current era anger#dad is back but the first thing on his mind is sam and mary not he#HE's the one who had to play sonwife this whole time and now the other son and his actual wife are here :/#what he's supposed to just act like a regular son now??#he's got his dream of their happy family come to fruition. and he fucking hates it!#ALSO john should've ABSOLUTELY been reacting to mary having been a hunter all along omg#losing his mind with fury over her having lied abt being a hunter this whole time. lying abt the azazel deal.#i want to see the ghost of johnmary domestic violence manifesting#OKAY i'll stop rambling now alksdfjasf#j.txt
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