#but also I love how this calls her a bleeding heart bc 😭 yeah

[heireign]

what subtle way of saying “ I love you “ are you ?

“ are you sure you’re okay ? “ — you wear your heart on your sleeve. you're probably the first to tell a person you love them in an unsubtle way -- because you love them, and they deserve to know it! maybe you're not entirely open about what you feel all the time (it depends on the situation and the person you're with) but you're generally comfortable around emotions. your own and others' -- and you'll make sure to encourage the people you love to be honest about how they feel, too. you'll check in with them to make sure they're okay, and you know your closed-off loved ones well enough to check in with them again when they've assured you that yes, they're fine, don't worry. because guess what? you'll happily worry about them, and they'll get it in the end. your love is the healing type; you're patching up scars you might not even know exist.

tagged by: taken from @glorytragedy 🫶

tagging: @wornkindness , @maidmyth , @dioica , @calantar , @lcerys and @daekarys

[ja3yun]

it's 7.43 am. i haven't slept. post-fic clarity hitting the hardest rn.

oh my god... the absolute mind fuck of a fic https://survive was.

like?!???!!?! idek where to begin actually nvm yes i do i wanna talk abt HOW SUS MC WASSSSS

I KNEWWW something was up when jake just kept asking her to do menial tasks, and the pet names he always gives her, like even from the start when he calls her pretty FUCK and don't even get me started on how fake she was when she's pulling those wires, like bby i know damn well that if u tug at some wires willy nilly the goddamn machine would at least break AND NOT SPEED UP!!!!!!! AND WHY DID THEY WASTE THOSE TWO MINUTES????? also it's so ODD how she knew in which eye the key was, okay maybe she would've known when she saw the scans but why wouldn't she ask sunoo first hmmm???? like my god this bitch severed his foot with a damn wire like whO would think of thatttt. also who the fuck sees a blown up head and thinks 'lemme get a broom' PLSS love her.

but also sunoo :( reading this as a sunoo biased hurts me on a deeper level like u don't understand, i was so stressed my heart was HURTINGGG 😭😭 LIKE THATS MY BABYYY THATS MY ANGELL </3 im so glad he survived at the end (not in one piece but im not complaining) and this is not me asking for a pt2 but i honestly see a world where he actually becomes like them, like just the mention of him being so genuine that he got peer pressured by his so called friends... like the paragraph where jake turned mc's pain into anger then to joy, and i don't want to assume, but the fracture in his skull tells me he's got some deep deep trauma and yeah i could see him being apart of them. but pls patch him up first my babyy 🥲

anw jake. man fuck him LMAOOOO im only saying that bc he's so quick to want to finish off sunoo but i get it yk anw i wanna say how u absolutely nailed writing such a frustrating character like even before the twist he had me clawing up the walls, like i genuinely want to punch his face in lol. but him after the twist tho 👉👈 i love me an insane man whose obsessed w me lol. i wish we'd get to know how they actually met though, don't get me wrong i absolutely love their dynamics and how truly psychopathic jake was, but i'd love to know more about these characters and how they came to be, like ugh every single one of ur fics has me this way, i just feel an urge to analyze every character and appreciate them more in-depth.

and god... jaehyun.... just wtf dude. i had the biggest red flag up for him from the start, like just the detachment and lack of sympathy for others that got me so wary of him. like it's insane how he's urging everyone else to set themselves up while being incredibly defensive and closed off, he could've AT LEAST donated some blood after what sunoo went through, but he really had no objections when sunoo basically just gave up and choose his own death, like a real psychopath is chilling yeah, but a narcissist is even worse. now that im thinking about it, he's a mfin DETECTIVE, he could've volunteered the first one and heeseung would've been spared BRUHHH im so glad that bitch got mind fucked before he k worded himself lmao. and he's also the quickest to strap down heeseung and dayoung too, even when sunoo was still bleeding he prioritizes the keys more than stopping his bleeding, omg i hate him w a burning passion.

god even heeseung and dayoung's characterization was soo good too from what little we saw of them. heeseung was so tragic :( he's so brave and is a natural leader when the situation calls for it and yet too naive... the last few moments of him breaks me, how he's just in shambles and pleading for his life after putting up such a tough wall, it's sad to read (and i highkey knew the last question was from the bible my god i straight up screamed at him). and dayoung... man idk i kinda dislike her from the get go but then again i'd do the same as her if i was trapped lmao, but yeah her character just rubs me off the wrong way and i get bully vibes off of her iykwim?? yeah lol. the accusing, cursing at other people, ion like that much 😭 brings memories lmao.

and the plot, my god, at no point did i know where this was going, like it's so fun figuring it out as i read along but it also feel like i've been on a 5 hour long car trip and my motion sickness keeps me at the edge of throwing up. that's what reading this felt like to me lol. rn as im writing this and trying to recall the events that went down, my brain short circuits and it won't allow me to remember anything apart from the twist scene, this feels like a genuine trauma response of all the gore i've just read in one sitting 😭 well u know ur one hell of a writer when u give ur readers ptsd 🥂 /jk

—i'll talk abt the smut instead LMAO yeah that was the most toe curling, back breaking, eyes rolling, seizure inducing of a scene. these bitches are crazy and i knew the sex is even crazier, like the whole time im bracing myself for the smut bc i genuinely don't know how u could fit that into this, but fuckin hell that came out and grabbed me by the neck. oh and the line where it goes like "the gun was great but ur man is even better" obliterated me, decimated, shattered, gone into atoms, realest mfin line ever, chefs kiss, hats off, im off to defenestrate myself.

anw i'd like to decicate this last paragraph to u, one of my all time favorite fic writers, it is such a refresher to read each new fic from u, every genre or trope executed so amazingly and so well done that im personally taking notes for myself, like i genuinely learn from u and i'd love to know more about your writing process, but for now i just want to say that pls pls pls know that there'll always be people that loves your work, there's been tons of writers whose fics i've loved so dearly before and are now gone because frankly, the tumblr community just don't appreciate writers enough, ik that it's impossible to ask u to stay here forever but in this moment that u and i can interact, i just want to give u all the compliments that you deserve. pls never die, and pls know that no hate could compare to the admiration i hold for u as a writer, im sorry if i couldn't explain my thoughts into words clearly enough but just know that if there was a way to emotionally make out w u i'd do it in a heartbeat 🫂

...i dont even know where to begin with this :(( i am truly so so so so so thankful to you for, one, reading my works, and two, for leaving suchna detailed comment about it 😭 you have no idea how much this means to me bc it really shows me that you enjoyed it sm! i say it all the time, doesnt matter big or small the comment, i always appreciate it and cherish it with my entire chest - but this has made my day fr :(( thank you so much, ily <33