#but alot of it is pretty triggering for a lot of people

[ohno-the-sun]

What's the story behind the black swan au? Is it like the movie itself or different in someways?

I think I put it on one of the previous posts but the basic idea is like imagine the movie Black Swan but replace the characters with Sun and Moon

And there is a bit more identity crises

It’s sort of the most nsfw au I have cause uh- a lot of the events of the movie are followed to a tea

The main difference being Moon is a little more unreal in this- she seems more like just a part of Sun rather than her own person

Like at the end revealed there never was another robot ballerina they were considering for the black swan part

Oh also big difference is they are robot ballerinas

Built to perform and destroyed if they fail

[ancientgoddessofegypt]

Astro Notes : Short N Sweet - The power lilith holds <3

Lilith in the 1st - Very strong personalities. Gifted in using the eyes to seduce others. Magnetic. Can fight the demons off of you so please be weary of getting to close if you don't want them to see what hides beneath the surface. There angelic, believe it or not. They're not here to see the world as you see it, they have a taboo personality, yes, but its also because they must learn how to live for themselves and not for anyone else.

Lilith in the 2nd - Cash cow. Can basically get any man to give them what they want. They have to be comfortable in getting under peoples skin, because they can trigger people with how they talk. Insensitive? Not exactly. Just doesn't budge and cares to be 'nice'.

Lilith in the 3rd - Creative freaks. Can use the mind in a million ways, but they still seek out one thing that works for them as they are very passionate people and whatever keeps their attention the most they'll go at it forever. They are use to the attention from people since primary school. So they like to hide a lot. They have a weird mind and they don't care to share it with too many people. If they ever considered writing, they could make some pretty interesting stuff. Sibling rivalries are a thing here.

Lilith in the 4th - Tumulous relationships with family & friends. It's because they're the outcast of the group. I mean, they know a lot and they can't stand for nothing but the truth. But sometimes the truth kills, even when they don't mean for it to be. Can be a hard knock life but they make it worth something. They're no angel, just the universe in the flesh. <3

Lilith in the 5th - Captivating presence. Lovely auras, and amazing bodies. Could be good at dancing. Could be a lil promiscuous. Could be a little dangerous. You never know. Secretive/private about their affairs.. But the stories they have I promise you its like reading a novel. Naturally sensual & can't get enough of them, even if you tried ;)

Lilith in the 6th - Goes hard for groups that aren't seen enough. Can have jealous coworkers or people who want to annoy them and get them out of character. Could also have sensual experiences with co workers. Demands compensation. Could be extremely well liked or hated no in between.

Lilith in the 7th - Spicy individuals. People love to hate them. Could have bisexual allegations from time to time. Most people like to be around them but despise them after a while. Sweet as a pie though, most people allow the rumors to get to them but usually these people are naturally sweet and empathetic. Popular loners.

Lilith in the 8th - Strong personalities. Capable of seeing beyond the veil. Has issues with society due to their daring nature but they do come out ready and swinging. Hypnotic presence. Can heal as much as they can poison, so be careful wit em ;)

Lilith in the 9th - Very beautiful spirits who are the epitome of being carefree. The universe takes them wherever their hearts want to go, and the journey is always something that last a life time. Being connected to someone with this placement could give you the feelings of something amazing. Always hold their hand tight because once their gone its over.

Lilith in the 10th - Dreamy auras. Have a knack for the public and the audience can feel their raw energy. Have haters from all area codes, this just makes them more confident. They know how to appease society well, and they can take on roles that others are too afraid to. This is great placement for lilith to be in.

Lilith in the 11th - Could had to fight to keep their self esteem in check. Due to being outcasted alot, they could of been the scapegoat for a lot of reasons that didn't pertain to them much. With time, they learn to accept that their energy isn't for anyone, and that their value is more than what you can define it. Helpful sweethearts who just wants to be around community that gets them.

Lilith in the 12th - The dream world is a nightmare. My apologies to y'all cause I'm suppose to start it off a little sweet. But this is placement of a witch/warlock. You guys have many gifts that go past the ordinary. And you more than likely come up with some ish down the line. There is a time where you will undergo a lot of spiritual refinement to keep your head going. Don't be afraid of what shows up, it might teach you something!

[astuteology]

🌡~My take on scorpio placements ~

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☆ scorpio in the 7th house- usually get cheated on by their partners. Go through Toxic/ narcissistic partners at some point in their lives. 3rd party situations. Partners lying and deceiving you.

☆ scorpio mars- usually center of attention (attention grabber not seeker). Females with this placement tend to attract jealously from their so called friends or just other people in general. Men tends to sexualize them alot, Might have spread rumors about them at some point.

Men with this placement, if underdeveloped, tends to be toxic af. The need to control everyone and everything around them is just awful. Fuck around a lot. Sleeping with different different people.

If developed, good achievers. Very strategic mindset. Usually get what they want in life. Bulletproof mindset. Very good at talking to people but still maintaining boundaries. Loyal.

☆scorpio suns- idk why and how, but when people get to know that someone is a scorpio, they get weirdly attracted to them??? Like staring at them, wanting to know them. Intimidated by them.

☆scorpio sun/moons- have a good sense of humour. They can make anyone laugh. And with this, they tend to attract alot of people who wants to be in a relationship with them.

☆scorpio venus- won't say a loyal lover HOWEVER when they love love, they are loyal 100%. Underdeveloped can lie about being in love.

☆retrograde scorpio venus- feels unlovable. Extreme trust issues. Highly sensitive. Very very very high on trust. You know how they say scorpios take tests? With this placement? Tests x 100. Don't give 2nd chances. It's very very difficult for them to be vulnerable. People have rejected them alot. Might have been body shamed or criticised for looks. They feel like they don't deserve to be loved.

☆scorpio stellium in the natal chart- highly intuitive. Usually sees things beforehand. POWER. THE DARKNESS. THE EYES!!! Very beautiful people inside out. However they don't trust easily but if they do, for the love of lord, don't break it cuz you'll be coming back again and again to win them over.

☆scorpio moon- been through some serious shit. Been through hell and back with themselves. They understand people very well. However, they don't get the same understanding in return. They can see right through you so don't f with them. Hate mind games.

☆scorpio rising- very very intimidating. Females with this placement tends to attract jealousy in any form. People want to dominate you so bad. People telling them to tone it down. Basically people don't like your mindset, it triggers them cuz they can't have power over you. Hates 2 faced people. And the irony is, they usually deal with 2 faced people.

☆scorpio lilith- highly seductive. Very attractive. Sex appeal. Feelings run deep for them. Had people who wanted them only for sexual pleasures, wanted to touch them in any way. High vibration scorpio lilith is THE HEALER. also I've seen yall had some near death experiences?? Or witnessed someone dying in front of you.

☆ scorpio mercury- moves in silence. Very strategic and careful. Committed to anything they put their mind into. Always ready to be one on one while fighting. Their way of talking is very intense and mysterious which makes people wanna know how do you think like that. When they say something they really mean it. They take their time. Expects the worst. They figure things out so fast so don't even think of gaslighting them.

☆Scorpio in the 10th house- achievers. From a young age they had an insight of what they will become. Hold power in their work environment. If your a student, your classmates want to steal your notes, they feel envious that you make pretty good notes of whatever you're studying cuz yall go in depth and make pretty good observations of the topics. Authority figures.

☆scorpio in the 5th- gets extreme reactions from people. Ofcourse with any other placements, attracts jealousy. (Bruh I don't get it, what's with the scorpios dealing with alot of jealousy???? Like that's tiring) Grabs attention in parties, get togethers or any form of social gatherings. Might have dealt with people wanting to take your partners. Might have overly strict parents or very fucked up family issues.

That's it for now🫶🏻

[thecluelessdoctor]

a review of Gravity falls from someone who had never seen it before.

Alright so I've meant to make this post for a while but then I got... sidetracked *glances at my fucking au* ANYWAY

I'm basically unbias to the show, due to the fact I have no nostalgia for it. Ill only be talking about the show it's self for the main review.

Anyway, now that that's out of the way, let's talk about Gravity Falls.

Oh yeah, and spoilers for gravity falls. Im sure most of you have seen it but- yk just in case.

I watched the show 2 times in a row. One time mostly just for me, and the other time with my little sisters. Somehow both times made me cry it's fine.

Let's get my praises out of the way first before I begin to criticize the show (yes, I do have things to say)

Number one, the actual mystery. Genuinely so fucking good. Like going in I already knew Ford existed, and I knew Bill existed, but that was it. And I thought the mystery wouldn't be a mystery to me due to this but I was WRONG. BRO WHEN STAN FUCKING PULLED UP WITH THE PORTAL I WAS F L A B B E R G A S T E D. I WAS BAFFLED. OR OR- FIDDLEFORD NOT JUST BEING A CRAZY OLD GUY BUT INFACT A ONCE GREAT SCIENCIST THAT TRIED TO DESTROY HIS MIND- it was insane.. I only had the parts, but I didn't know how they fell into place, and it was BEAUTIFUL. Hell the mystery even had my little sister theorizing.

Stan, Dipper, and Mabel's arcs. Say what you will but I think they were done perfectly. Especially Stan's. You don't even realize how he has grown as a character until the end and it's AMAZING. Dippers arc of learning how to not grow up so fast (relatable ...) and Mabel's arc of accepting that she will grow up (ALSO RELATABLE?)

The character designs. We all know, I eat up a good design. And these guys are no exception. I love how Mabel has a different sweater at least every episode, very fun. Dippers design screams nerdy kid I would bully or be friends with in 6th grade, and Stan is.. yeah I really like Stan okay. He's perfect. His design reflects his eccentric nature really well. Also Shriner fez. We need more characters with a Shriner fez. (Fun fact: I didn't know what those hats were called until watching this show.) bill is a very simple design but I love it.

Also, I love alot of the foreshadowing the show does, even if at times unintentionally. Such as with Stan and how he sadly goes out. Every representation ends up being destroyed in some way.

I also really like Ford as a character. Idk if it was intentional, but he portrays a lot of narcissists rather accurately. I live in a family of narcissist, and a lot of them act directly like Ford (especially my dad and my ex-step- grandpa) but Ford I feel like is a good representation of how a lot of people, especially narcissists, actually change. Yes, shockingly, they can. Usually being the one to pull the trigger on something they love tends to do something. Not all the time but it happens. Idk.

Also I feel like I need to talk about Mabel and Dipper more. Starting with Mabel. Mabel is fun. She reminds me of my sister, both good and bad. Though I don't understand the amount of Mabel hate there is. Like seriously she's just a 12 year old kid. I was the same way when I was 12. I was a trashy kid. Hell, I'm a trashy teen!!! And Dipper? Yeah he's dipper. Shockingly I don't have much to say about him other than the fact he reminds me way to much of the guy friends I've had since 3rd grade lmfao.

Next is the animation. The animation is pretty consistently good, I like it. Especially in some of the more dramatic scenes. All of not what he seems, a tale of two Stan's, and weirdmeddon (I can't spell) are especially well animated.

There's a lot more i wanna say, but those are the major things.

From now until when I say, it's gonna me my personal criticisms of the show. Course I am no professional, I'm literally [AGE REDACTED] minor. So yeah.

Number one: the timeline. Oh my god the timeline. As a fun thing to do on the side, I tried to sort out the timeline- IT TURNED INTO 2 HOURS OF ME SITTING THERE, PIECING THIS SHIT TOGETHER. it's not as back as some fandoms (looking at your FNaF) but STILL

The lack of Ford. I wish Ford has been introduced earlier in season two, or they had a few more filler episodes involving him as a center (similar to the episode D, D, and more D.)

The ignoring of the fact that Pacifica is borderline abused??? She's AFRAID of her parents??? She flinches at the bell??? Like what the fuck-

The lack of in show development between Bill and ford. I kinda wish it showed a bit more of their relationship in show.

Those are all my major criticisms. I don't have anything other than those that aren't more personal tastes than anything.

But ultimately, I fell in love with this show from the get go. It was the weirdest thing I'd watched in a while, and I loved it, hated it, and cried because of it. Truly on of my favorite shows I've ever watched, and I really wish I knew what it was when it was in its hay day, because truly that would have been great. However in 2012 I was only like- 3-6 so- yeah

Very much a ten outta ten show, and if you somehow haven't watched it, please do.

[fandomxo00]

Ok so let's be self-indulgent:

You being insecure about your Petechiae from your GERD (eating disorder?idk im not diagnosed!throwing up!OCD

You stared into the mirror as you remembered throwing up this morning. You struggle with purging and GERD, you had really high anxiety which resulted in stomach issues. Sometimes your digestive slowed and you threw up alot and couldn't retain food or fluids. You got heavily dehydrated and incredibly dysfunctional. But it was usually before a spiral, ignoring your needs for too long and that is what wound happen. It would hit you all at once and you wouldn't be able to stop throwing up.

But it's gotten a lot better, your anxiety was also OCD, so your throwing up turning compulsions. You couldn't stop doing it over and over again, because there was this feeling of relief. Because the food hadn't settled in your stomach because of your anxiety. It was easy for it to come back up, so you just wanted to the relief of getting it out. But even when that feeling wasn't there you felt the need, the release of emptying your stomach. You experienced terrible stomach cramps as a result and how gone to the ER several times before they actually treated you.

Then you also focused on it in therapy, focusing on your trigger points, it wasn't easy and you had days like today. Where you had overeaten the night before to the point where it hurt your stomach. You threw up in the morning to get rid of the food but you only did it once. To the contrary, of puking over ten times in the span of a morning, you were trying to be graceful. To give yourself compassion when your OCD set up strict rules in your head that you had to obey without hesitancy. It was just the way it supposed to be, until it wasn't. Until you realized the voices in your head were saying different from what you truly wanted. When that voice sounded an awful like your mother, you knew that it wasn't you. It was your mental illness.

Though you still felt guilty, sad, and weak after you throw up. Even though you were proud you only did it once, that you used distraction and breathing. You thought about yourself when you were a child, trying to give her the soothing words she'd never hear before. Now it was even easier because you could think of Logan. You'd feel his arms wrap around you as he whispered that 'It was gonna be alright'. You had to believe that you were going to overcome it because if you didn't, you'd spiral. People thought that you were getting better and sure you were, but you didn't really have a choice. If you didn't chose the positive affirmations and telling your thoughts to 'Fuck off', you'd be spiraling but constantly having to battle something that seemed so natural for so long. It was draining, but rewarding, so you'd dip, you'd overeat and throw up sometimes. But you wouldn't allow it to pull you down.

Your fingers rain over the red dots over your forehead and cheeks. Sometimes it was worse under your eyes. You thought they might've been pretty if they were freckles instead. But the reality was that it was natural, and they were bright red. You remember throwing up the day before your cousin's wedding and having the worst red splotches almost rashes on your face. You hated wearing foundation because your skin was so sensitive to everything, but you decided to wear it that day. You didn't love the look but you were more insecure about the red dots. You didn't want people to ask about where they were from, what had happened?

"Baby?" Logan's voice echoed as you turned your head, your hands fall from your face as you looked into your boyfriend's eyes. You blinked back at the tears from your eyes as he sighed. He hadn't seen you this morning, getting up early for a run and to work out. Logan would end his routine by picking you up and going for a walk together. When you were in the den he came looking for you, when he saw the red dots on your face. The ones that made you look bashful as you stare down at the ground. "Hey..." He trailed, moving towards you and grasping your cheek. "Baby, your beautiful and you know your doing your best. Right? Because I see you, I see you trying every day and I'm proud of you."

"Thank you bub." You whimpered, your lip pouting as he offered you a small smile, as his thumb pressed at your bottom lip.

"That's my line, sweet cheeks." Logan teased, connecting your lips in a soft kiss. "Ready for our walk?"

"Yes." You smiled, your hand coming down to slip into his.

Note: sorry for the dump, i had a relapse in throwing up this morning and actually didn't freak out well not completely so i'm pretty proud of myself i think i got this lol

tags: @jessjessmarvelandhp@chronicallybubbly @delicateholland @bubblegumholland @mega-kittyglitter-1 @dis-plus-fanfic-reblog-writes @onlybunss

[jhoneybees]

Stutter

Lordy lord☝️

Hehehe another fic! This one is a John Carpenter fic and I hope you enjoy it!! I was watching the 'Change of Habit', movie yesterday and thought he's such a nice man😮‍💨 and here's a fun fact about me if anyone is interested is that I have a stutter! The reader in this fic has one as well! It's a pain in the a- @hooked-on-elvis for the tags !!

My brain is finally cooperating with me again but I don't wanna jinx it 🫣 And I'm sorry that a lot of my fics include crying, I just can't get enough of crying comfort fics😭

Characters: John Carpenter X stuttering!reader

Warnings/triggers: Doctor clinics, stuttering, crying

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This week hasn't been going smoothly for you, and it’s all your stutter’s fault. One thing you couldn’t spit words out when a couple of ladies were asking you for directions to the nearest post office and then when you had to call the dentist to make an appointment, it tied your damn words down. It’s absolute torture and you were so fed up with it. You've had this speech impediment for as long as you can remember and everyday you wish it would just disappear, out of your life, away from your worries but you had to learn that it's only fair for each individual to have their own problems in their lives but you still thought about that wish of yours. Sometimes…Well daily it makes you cry thinking about how hard it is to deal with.

Something that helps your stutter though is John, John Carpenter, your beloved boyfriend. He's always been there for you whenever you want to pour all your concerns out, about anything your brain can think of. He’d always listen and you couldn't ask for any other guy than him, he's all you need. Just someone who would look past your evidently painful stutter and just patiently waits for your next words. He knows about your stutter and understands how hard it can be because he often works with people with problems like this and he has told you several times if you want help, he is always there but you just think John has enough on his plate of taking care of himself and his patients so having his girlfriend to take care of as well? In your brain it seems like it's too much for him. Yes John is a doctor and that’s his job to take care of others but oh you couldn't possibly burn your wonderful hard-working boyfriend out, you really couldn't bother him with your problems even though he wouldn’t mind at all and would be happy to help.

One afternoon, as you were sitting on the couch those worrying thoughts were constantly circling your mind and you just wanted them to go away so you decided to go to John's clinic for a visit, to get your mind off things.

As you arrive and open the door into the foyer, you peer through the window of the clinic door to see John talking to a patient, who you think is the last one for the day. Quietly you turn the door knob and make your way inside. John notices you walk in so he says goodbye to the patient and waves a hand to gesture for you to follow him. Taking you to his office for some privacy. “How's my girl doing hm?” he asks as he watches you close the door and hang your purse up on the cloak stand. You hum softly “Good, b-been good” silently sitting down on a chair opposite from his, brushing a strand behind your ear. John smiles, “Busy week?” You shake your head and lift your eyes up to look at his “N-no, p-pretty quiet this week…I-I- I didn't have a lot on my sched-..schedule” nodding his head he hums in response. “Aren't ya lucky… been crazy busy in the clinic this week” he sighs and snickers to himself.

You smile small and giggle slightly “Mhm, a-alot of..of- of sick people?” asking in a quiet tone. John chuckles “injured, mostly injured” nodding as your eyes trail down to the papers on his desk, the troubling thoughts crawling back into your head. “Mhm…” John's smile returns and his eyebrows furrow a little. “Something on your mind honey?” your eyes dart back up into his and you laugh nervously and brush it off “Oh no..N-no just- just tired ‘s all” giving him a small smile before you go back to your zoned out state. With his ankle resting on his knee and leaning back in his chair and his hand wiping under his nose, he watches you quietly. Seeing your eyes sadden and your arms resting at your sides, presuming you were twiddling with your thumbs under the table. “Ya sure you're tired?” Earning a silent nod. He stays silent for a few moments, continuing to watch as you sulk. “You don't look tired..” he states, you breathe in briefly and look at him “John, I am just tir-...” he raises an eyebrow making you sigh. “Fine I'm not tired” your posture slouches. John breathes out “What's ya thinking about baby?” tilting his head to the side, his eyes staying glued to your face. Looking down at your lap, you bite your lip gently “M-my…my s-s-stut-” you huff out being so sick of it, John nodding slowly “Take your time honey” you take in a deep breath and slowly break down the word “stut..ter, stutter”

It’s embarrassing, making tears well up in your eyes and you shyly wipe your nose. your breath trembling, “I-its annoying…it- it really is'' John's face softens and he leans his body closer, resting his arms on the desk. Humming softly, he listens as you tell him your woes. “I'm sick of it…s-so sick of it” your breath hitching quietly before an unexpected sob escapes your mouth.

“Aw honey…” you bury your face into your hands. John gets up from his chair and walks around his desk, shifting your chair to face him as he kneels on one knee. Clicking his tongue and prying your hands away to cup your cheeks. His eyes move from one eye to your other as you pitifully cry.

“I-it’s so annoying! E-every t-time I try to speak..i-it won’t let me!” you sniffle, John nods and hums then a small grin grows on his face “You’re speaking right now” he raises an eyebrow and snickers softly, you gently swat his shoulder “I meant speaking clearly!” you exclaim making John laugh louder “M’sorry I know what you mean darling, I know” his hands rest on your knees, caressing with his thumbs. You wipe your tears away with the back of your hands, sniffling one last time. John smiles “Want a hug?” he asks as he holds his arms out, you accept. Both standing up “ It really is a pain isn’t it?” he sighs, you nod quietly as you rest your head on his chest and wrap your arms around his waist.

John sighs again and kisses the top of your head, rubbing your back soothingly. Staying quiet for a while before John speaks up “Would a lollipop make you feel better?” to which you agree “mhm…” Pulling away, John walks back around to open a drawer to pick out a lollipop for him to walk back, holding it in front of you “Here..” you shyly take the sweet and attempt to open the wrapper, frowning in frustration. John shakes his head and chuckles again “I’ll get it” taking the lollipop out of your hand and with ease, he unwraps it. “Thank you” you say quietly. Pecking your forehead lightly, John admires you with love in his eyes.

“it’ll get better through time”

[rzyraffek]

sup bestie pls do anything with Billy Lenz, Brahms and Asa. LITTERALY ANY KIND OF HEADCANON PLS I NEED THEM. USe she/her and let it be fluffly pls!!!!

YOO RAT MEN HEADCANONS ( Brashms Heelshire, Asa Emory and Billy lenz) Request open

I wrote mostly about how they avt when they are home alone with their s/o

SFW, SHE/HER, NO TRIGGER WARNINGS INCLUDED (except billy lenz being billy lenz)

Billy Lenz

Billy Lenz would 100% hiss at people to intimidate them, also probably bite too, he is very goblinish

Probably gets scared of loud sudden noises and fights dishwashers and washingmachines. Oh and he hates baths or showers, he just hates it >:( especially when water isn't boiling hot (this little gremlin is from hell he has needs), she needs to convince him by promising some tasty cookies afterwards or whatever yall want to do idc

Will eat uncooked food

Bites and fights her as sign of affecion, please do it too he will enjoy

How to food? He does not know. But pls let him cook with you he loves any kind of attention even if its 'how to cut apple tutorial'

He is smart but rather crazy and overreactive and he might accidently do a lil upsy when he has one of his maniac episodes so you better speedrun the hell away

Oh God buy him a cell phone for Gods sake.. wait maybe not he will prank call even more then

He will complain alot about s/o having to work and leaving house every few days. For your own sake find him a hobby, like idk peace of paper and crayons or play doh or idk just some long ass movies to watch

Brahms

My men really🧍‍♂️👁👁

He has episodes when he talks sosso much but he may also go very non verbal in some situations or when he feels certain ways

Also hes the type of person that when he takes dishes out of dishwasher and puts them back on the shelf he segregates plates by colors and shapes so they look pretty ^^

He likes hair accessories! And loves when she plays with his hair

He loves baths, just sitting ans vibing, especially when s/o helps him wash hair or just bathes with him

He will randomly make random noises like, yall just sitting reading books, he will stare at her eyes and go 🦖🐬

PLEASE TOUCH GIM NOT EVEN IN ROMANTIC WAY BUT OVER ALL PLEASE JUST HE NEEDS PHISICAL CONTACT SO MUCJ HE WILL DIE

Asa emory

"Oh hi Asa i see your back from job💖😊" "i killed them all🧍" "😨you mean like??? People you kidnaped or? "Bees attacked me🧎"

Not very affecjonate but will give a lot of gifts! And spent all free time he has.

ALSO OMG GOING TO ESCAPE ROOM WITH ASA WOULD BE SO WILD!! HE SHOULD BR MAKING THOSE (legally i mean)

[agerestrider]

i would love to hear about any more agere hc’s you may have for regressor alpha dave and caregiver alpha rose! they are such cool characters and thinking of little D is sooo cute!

AHHAHAHA HIHIHIHI YESSSHH!!! i love the alpha timeline >.< so ofc u can have more hc's >;D

also srry if these r a bit... wordy??? i liek to write alot of words esp when i rlly like somethingg hehe

💗 - D gets super shy when little, and avoids pretty much everyone but his mama when regressed. Only around people he is comfortable with: He will talk non-stop about his interests.

💗 - Because of this (^) he doesn't really tend to have playdates with other littles or caregivers. Though I can imagine him hanging out with Giada (alpha! Jade) at least once!

💗 - (^) Giada (alpha! Jade) regresses older than D, so I can imagine them playing similar to Bluey and Bingo! :3 💗 - D really really REALLY likes apple juice! Rosa keeps at least 4 gallons of AJ in her house at all times. 💗 - I’d like to think that back when SBaHJ™ was still a drawn project, D animated a kid friendly show. It’s only a few episodes, and the animation isn’t the best, but D still likes watching when it years later. 💗 - Speaking of SBaHJ™- they are major comfort characters! He cuddles his plushies and brings them EVERYWHERE! (Rosa has to wait until he is asleep to take them and wash them/fix up any holes.)

💗 - (^) D would probably make a bunch of children's merch (sippy cups, pacifiers, diapers, pajamas, etc) that people would brush off as ironic, but were actually just made with D's regression in mind. 💗 - Rosa was a caregiver for Johnny (alpha! John) and Giada (alpha! Jade) as well, before they all drifted apart. Her motherly instincts kicked in immediately with D.

💗 - Rosa has a cat that D loves, but he unfortunately uses his baby grip™ on it. (he doesn't hurt the cat, and the cat loves him a lot!! it just scares Rosa every time she sees him reach out for it) 💗 - D likes bones a lot! He doesn’t really collect dead things anymore, but one of his favorite activities with his caregiver is visiting the museum. 💗 - D watches older cartoons when little rather than newer ones. (1990-1999, but Dinosaur Train™ is an exception.) 💗 - D is easily upset by loud noises and bright/flashing light, with paparazzi being his biggest trigger. Rosa is always there to comfort him, though! 💗 - D is big on touch. He used to reach in and touch just about everything (Mud, his food, other people..) The first thing Rosa did after becoming D’s caregiver was to prepare several sensory activities and toys for him, such as kinetic sand (which he LOVES!!) 💗 - Again with the touch thing, D has a bad habit of picking his hands and his lips. Rosa would probably buy or make him one of those picky pads!

[doraambrose]

I normally don't really feel comfortable discussing NSFW topics, but I've seen an increase in a very specific type of jason todd content, mostly from one user in particular, that, to me personally, is kind of weird and inaccurate.

Disclaimer: I am in no way trying to kink shame anyone or attack anyone. As long as it's consensual, legal, and not hurting anyone, do what makes you happy. This particular subject is just not for me and this post is going to be more about my headcannons that I've based on canon events as well as my own opinion of jason todd.

🚨Warning: NSFW topics such as:

choking, rough play, foreplay, controlling and dominant behaviors during sex, crying during sex, talking during sex, talking down to someone during sex, making fun of someone during sex, vaginal sex, oral sex (female and male), daddy and mommy kinks kinks. Submissive behaviors during sex.

I've never done a trigger warning so please let me know if I did this right.

So, I've seen an increase in a particular kind of jason content, mostly fueled by like 1 or 2 specific users, portraying jason as this real rough, dominant dude who likes to degrade and choke during sex. I don't really like blocking people, but I might have to block these users. Don't get me wrong, they're not doing anything wrong, it just makes me uncomfortable, personally, as someone who's not into choking or stuff like that. and they don't put the read more line so you kind of have to see it when you're scrolling. I also find it completely inaccurate. Like the people requesting these and writing these looked at one or two images of jason but don't really know anything about the character themselves. So, I'm gonna put some of my own headcannons as someone who has studied this dude for a few years now:

First, Judd Winnick has confirmed over Twitter that jason cries during sex. Now obviously, judd winnick doesn't own Jason and many writers have their own interpretation, but winnick is basically the father and creator of post resurrection Jason and kind of set the blueprint for his behaviors, beliefs, etc. So for that reason, when he posts his own headcannons about jason, I feel more obligated (if that's the right word) to kind of accept it as canon, even when it's really not.

It also just makes sense. It's not as widely talked about, but it's very normal and natural to cry after an orgasm. Sex for a lot of people is considered a very intimate act and an orgasm is like an explosion of pleasure. It can be a little much for people, especially those who haven't experienced it alot, and some people (like myself) don't always know how to handle that much stimulus and feeling all at once and crying is a normal reaction to that. And jason is someone who's not the most intimate person.

Second, I feel like Jason is inexperienced. A lot of these blurbs have him knowing exactly what to do, what spots to hit, totally experienced and "professional". We're talking about a guy who spent 12 years in poverty, 3 years as robin while also being in school, dead, and then training with the league while battling mental illness, ptsd, brain damage, etc. And then in under the red hood, he's very focused on his plan. Even after that in general, he's with the outlaws, on a case, you name it. Dude is always busy with something work wise. I don't see him having a lot of time and energy to be fucking enough to not be awkward.

Speaking of awkward, I've always headcannoned that dude has ZERO rizz. All the reasons I mentioned above, he's probably super socially awkward. That dude is definitely terrible at dirty talk like the stuff I see in those blurbs. I mean, even Isabel has canonically said jason is not a very good kisser.

Third, I DOUBT he's into choking or being rough. All the abuse and shit he's been through, i headcannon that he is more like the opposite. It's intimate, relaxed, soft, etc. He can get a little intense, but not rough or anything.

He's probably actually what some would consider "boring". Pretty standard missionary stuff, maybe sometimes he's getting ridden , probably has oral and stuff, but he does not strike me as a kinky guy

Dude also probably has a normal average dick. I've seen some "8 inches" type shit. Really? 8 inches? I don't remember exactly what the average is in the us, but I'm pretty sure it's like 5 or 6inches.

I can't explain this one, but it's a pretty common headcannon for no real reason, but the vibes, jason is an ass and thighs man. Enough said.

As much as I'd love to think he's the kind of guy who loves spooning and all that, I feel like he's actually the opposite. Bare minimum aftercare kind of stuff and then he's back in his own head again.

I apologize for the explicit subject matter. There's probably more that I'm not thinking of off the top of my head, but those are the big ones for me. Thanks for coming to my Ted talk

[quigonswife8]

Fluff alphabet: Namor

A/N: Not fully proof-read.

Template creds: @snk-warriors || gif creds: @unicornspwnall

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Activities - What do they like to do with their s/o? How do they spend their free time with them?

As ruler Namor doesn't have as much free time as he would hope.

When you do spend time together: He just likes talking to you and often delves more into his history. He has already told you alot about his history but everytime he tells you more, it's that more fascinating.

He also likes taking you to this really nice, secretive place, up on the surface, even though he prefers the water. He had come across it years ago and had thought it would be perfect to show it to you.

Beauty - What do they admire about their s/o? What do they think is beautiful about them?

He admires everything about you, but mainly your kindness. How you’re just so kind to everyone. He still remembers how kind you were to him when you met, how you smiled at him, and treated him like a person, rather than being scared.

You admire a lot about K'uk'ulkan: his leadership, his loyalty, how headstrong he is. How caring he is, is what you admire most, though. You admire how much he cares for people, how much he cares for you. To know he cares with everything he has, how he is always checking up on people and making sure they're alright, is so sweet.

Comfort - How would they help their s/o when they feel down/have a panic attack etc.?

Namor can tell when you're feeling down pretty quickly. He is very observant- will notice the change in your body language or the look on your face. He feels terrible that you feel down, but will think of something to cheer you up. He'll suggest something you like doing when you're usually down, and will also give you his own ideas

He doesn't touch you during a panic attack because he knows touch may trigger your attack to get worse. Instead he stays nearby and says reassuring words: while you're not fully focused on anything else his words do help a little.

Dreams - How do they picture their future with their s/o?

A future with you in general is enough. A future with you on the throne with him is perfect, too. He just wants you to be by his side while his rules because that's where he believes you belong. Truly.

If he becomes a father Namor will be an amazing one. He'll protect your kids just as much as he has protected you.

Equal - Are they the dominant one in the relationship, or rather passive?

Mostly dominant but he'll step back and let you do what you need to if you feel like you can handle yourself. Loves seeing you take control, and when you especially question him then he'll simply smirk.

Fight - Would they be easy to forgive their s/o? How are they fighting?

He can forgive pretty easily...but when you end up breaking his trust enough, he grows cold. He doesn't yell at you but he does make it known how hurt he is. Will focus on his duties mostly trying to get his mind- his heart- off the hurt.

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Namor is a skilled fighter. He not only uses the water to his advantage but he uses the wings on his ankles. It gives him the extra advantage as he can get where he needs to within seconds and take down whatever he needs to.

This means if you've been injured and you have no way to defend yourself he'll use the wings to get to you.

Gratitude - How grateful are they in general? Are they aware of what their s/o is doing for them?

He is grateful for you being in his life- of your presence. He is grateful for everything that you do for him, which he tells you constantly. You deserve to know.

When you do things for him he'll feel lucky to have you in his life. For you to take time out of your day to do something for him like check in on him, or bring him something he may have forgotten, etc, he'll only find himself loving you even more.

Honesty - Do they have secrets they hide from their s/o? Or do they share everything?

Namor will only hide secrets from you if it's serious and keeping it secret is safer. Or if he wants to do something for you, like surprise you.

Besides that he's pretty open because he believes that you deserve to know everything.

Inspiration - Did their s/o change them somehow, or the other way around? Like trying out new things or helped them overcome personal problems?

Namor means 'the boy without love.' and he had accepted this name. He had accepted that he didn't deserve love, that he would forever be viewed as a 'monster.'

You had made him see that he does deserve love, that he's so much more than some name given to him by some stranger.

You are there for him, through everything. If he's ever feeling down or feels like crying you'll be there for him, like he is for you.

Jealousy - Do they get jealous easily? How do they deal with it?

Jealous? Not really. Only if someone is getting a bit too touchy, and even then he'll be more protective than jealous.

Kiss - Are they a good kisser? What was the first kiss like?

You would think he's a very passionate and fast kisser, but he's not. K'uk'ulkan' will kiss you softly, slowly, because he wants to take in the kiss rather than be done with it straightaway.

Love Confession - How would they confess to their s/o?

When you had nearly died in his arms he had confessed his love for you. He was in shambles and kept repeating how much he loved you and how he couldn't lose you.

It was not the way he was intending to confess his love for you, but to have you nearly die, had made him want to finally admit it.

Marriage - Do they want to get married? How do they propose? What would the marriage be like?

Proposes to you on your 1 year anniversary. He had made you the ring himself. He’d proposed to you in the mural room while he was pretending to show you something he had added to the mural: there wasn't anything added, of course, but he had taken it as the perfect chance to propose.

He is the perfect husband. Namor always checks in on you. He puts your needs before his, and treats you perfectly. He is an amazing listener, too, always makes sure you know that you're heard.

Nicknames - What do they call their s/o?

He only calls you a few things: In Yakunaj, which means my love, and he loves calling you sweetheart and love, too.

On Cloud Nine - What are they like when they are in love? Is it obvious for others? How do they express their feelings?

He is smitten with you, even though you’ve bern married for many years. Completely smitten. He doesn't hide how he feels for you because he wants it to be known how much he loves you, but he doesn’t go over-the-top wanting to tell anyone.

PDA - Are they upfront about their relationship? Do they brag with their s/o in front of others? Or are they rather shy to kiss etc. when others are watching?

He just, like I said, makes it known that he loves you and is happy to be with you but doesn't make it extremely obvious. He doesn't really brag about you, just speaks about you with appreciation and love. Though when someone is hitting on you then he'll make it known that you're with him and to back of.

Quirk - Some random ability they have that’s beneficial in a relationship.

He has the ability to give great massages: he knows how to work his hands to unknot the tenseness.

Romance - How romantic are they? What would they do to make their s/o happy? Cliché or rather creative?

He's very romantic. From his flirting, to his lingering kisses, to gifting you items, he is very romantic. He knows what to say to make you melt, and he knows what to do to make you weak in the knees. You're surprised he didn't have a partner before you, you're sure so many people would want to get with him.

Support - Are they helping their s/o achieve their goals? Do they believe in them?

Supports you through everything. He'll be there for you, giving you a kind nudge and supportive words will be said. Namor loves seeing you doing what you like, he'll be super supportive if you try out new things, or if you ask him for help.

He just believes in you and let's you know this, especially if you don't believe it yourself.

Thrill - Do they need to try out new things to spice out your relationship? Or do they prefer a certain routine?

Unless you want to, not really.

Understanding - How good do they know their partner? Are they empathetic?

He knows you very well, so much so that he even remembers small things about you. From your favorite colour to something you had told him years ago. This means he's also trustworthy so you can trust him with anything, really, and you can always count on him.

K'uk'ulkan is very empathetic: he'll be ruled by his heart more than his head sometimes, and that can be bad, but he can't help it.

Value - How important is the relationship to them? What is it’s worth in comparison to other things in their life?

It’s everything to him- you’re everything to him. You are the most important person in his life. You're the love of his life, his everything and he'll fight for you, forever, if he has to.

Wild Card - A random Fluff Headcanon.

Namor likes to sing to you if you are having trouble falling asleep.

X OXO - Are they very affectionate? Do they love to kiss and cuddle?

He's very affectionate.

You'll be doing something and he'll appear and kiss you on the cheek. Namor loves holding you in his arms and he loves tracing lines on your skin.

If you don't like being touched, however, he shows his affection in other ways such as through his words, or by doing things for you. Though he'll still do this, either way.

Yearning - How will they cope when they’re missing their partner?

Namor isn't the type to complain, but he also feels a sadness when you're not together. He'll miss you a lot and those around him will see that.

It's never the same when you're apart:

Zeal - Are they willing to go to great lengths for the relationship? If so, what kind of?

He would do anything for you, so far as to sacrificing his life for you. You mean everything to him and Namor loves you dearly. If he had to kill someone to protect you he would do just that, that's how much he loves you.

[legacyshenanigans]

I just really fancied doing this for Marvolo and Rowan regarding feelings and emotions and how they are with them 🤍💚

🐍Marvolo / Rowan🐺

Emotional HC's

Happiness

When Marvolo is happy, it brings other feelings out, like silliness, he can be a lot more silly and playful when he's happy, cracking jokes, wanting to make you laugh, which is actually pretty nice to be around. He also feels extremely content when he's happy. Happiness can be a very peaceful emotion for Marvolo.

Rowan, as you can imagine, is like a dog when he's happy, he gets incredibly excited, he talks faster and he can't keep still, its hard not to be happy yourself when in the presence of Rowan being happy. It's almost cute how he acts.

Sadness

Sadness is one of those emotions that Marvolo likes to keep private because he sees it as weakness and vulnerability, which he HATES others seeing him in such states, and he aims to keep it that way. He'll simply want to be alone, He'll lock himself away somewhere and ride it out. It's not a feeling he's particularly good with.

Rowan is very vocal and open about his sadness. If he's upset, you'll know about it. He craves comfort and affection when he's feeling blue. And needs your attention until he feels better.

Anger

Anger is an emotion that Marvolo actually thrives in, he doesn't LIKE the feeling of being angry, But in being so he knows he can get out his frustrations in many different ways which is the primary thing he enjoys. Being around Marvolo when he's angry isn't a good time 9 x out of 10 for anyone who happens to be in the room when it takes him over, someone is getting hurt or upset, he doesn't care who, but SOMEONE is.

Rowan FLIES off the handle with anger, loses alot of his control, often switching into wolf form and destroying everything in his path, Rowan often doesn't remember the things he does when anger because it's such an intense emotion for him. Stay out of his way. That's the best advice.

Fear

This is odd one, because for both Marvolo AND Rowan, Fear manifests as other emotions in them. They're not the types to be crying and shivering when scared, they're not easily scared people. It'll come out as a form of anger, or manic panic, as Fear isn't an emotion that comes naturally to them both.

Love(with their chosen ones)

It was difficult for Marvolo at first. It made him feel stupid and strange. But Marvolo fell in love with BEING in love with you. It brings forward a certain confidence in him. Being able to tell you and show you just how much he loves you, knowing that you are his, and wanting to make you happy, and when you both relish in that together a form of dominance washes over him, which he adores immensely.

Rowan actually gets pretty mushy and shy when it comes to love, he'll of course tell you and show you in many ways his love for you, but he'll blush like crazy sometimes even stumbling over his words, it makes him feel giddy and soft.

Guilt

Guilt is not an emotion Marvolo often feels, it goes hand in hand with empathy for him. The man has done terrible things to people, and will go about his day after like it was nothing, like THEY were nothing. However, when it comes to loved ones, he can, and does feel guilt and empathy, upsetting you because of something HE has done will make him feel guilty. And one of the biggest Guilt triggers for him is when Ominis brings up the whole crucio thing during arguments. He HATES it, and doesn't particularly enjoy the emotion and how it makes him feel. But who would?

Rowan is similar to Marvolo in his Guilt, but different in many ways too, Rowans main Guilt trigger stems from 'survivors guilt' because of what happend to his parents and pack when he was younger, it causes him a lot of emotional distress which he tries not to dwell on. But on the more SOFTRR side of general guilt Rowan is hilarious. He's terrible at playing dumb when he knows he's done something wrong, like breaking something and not telling anyone, and when they call it out or question him he gets all squirmy and anxious, trying to deny it, but it's SO obvious.

Sexual Desire

Marvolo is no stranger to this, and makes it very obvious when he wants you, though likes to have control of the situation and your own feelings when it comes down to it. He will tease, whisper filth in your ear, touches and naughty looks, wanting you to get to the level of his own desire before he absolutely dominates you in the sheets. Depending on his level of desire, sometimes he can't control his WANT. He'll simply grab you and have you where you stand.

Rowan is a "to the point" kinda guy exclusively when it comes to his sexual desires. Like Marvolo, he isn't shy about it. He'll walk into the room or approach you with a "Knickers off, now. I need to fuck you" kinda attitude, and he wastes no time in getting himself inside you, and giving you all he has. It's a primal and animalistic need for him.

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[❗️] First of all, I'm bodily a minor. Please keep NSFW & that gross icky stuff away from me. I am fine with suggestive stuff- & there might be suggestive things here & there.

I'm a system!! Not plural all the time, kinda new to this... but yeah!!!

We don't have something we go by collectively yet... so- just call us based on who's fronting? It's usually Hexx

We might change up our tagging system to make it more accurate, its kinda outdated

I am a pretty private person. I have trust issues & therefore I like having my personal life separate from my online life. This does not mean you cannot ask what I did today or how my day was, but just expect me to be vague &/or hesitant.

I'm autistic!! I don't always understand &/or get things so tone tags would be appreciated. I don't fully understand them myself yet, I'm still learning, so I don't use them all the time! Here is a masterpost/masterlist of tone tags if you have trouble understanding them..

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[❗️] As of right now, I'm hyperfixated on PHIGHTING! My favorite characters are Darkheart, Ghostwalker, & Subspace in that particular order.

I make a lot of OCs for things I'm obsessing over, & that also means making my own AU & writing my own lore for it! Please ask me about it!! It makes me so happy.

I have an unnamed PHIGHTING! fanon that I'm making/have made with one of my beloved partners, @clovergeneral. I have a community for it!! It's here!!

I also have a lot of original stuff that I probably won't talk about much, but I might share it with you guys when I properly write it. I've shared some things about it so far, & it's called 'Glitch! Trio'. I have a side blog about it, @glitch-trio. They mean sm to me....

As for other interests, I'm also interested in Pokemon, Pokepasta, ULTRAKILL, Regretevator, IHNMAIMS (I Have No Mouth & I Must Scream), Mystery Flesh Pit National Park, Iron Lung, Project Moon games (more so Library of Ruina & Lobotomy Corporation), Item Asylum, Mandela Catalogue, The Walten Files (TWF), & Jujutsu Kaisen.

Notable mention. I fucking love keytars. They're so fucking cool I love them.

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[❓] What are your other blogs?

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[❓] What else do you do here?

[❗️] I do silly stupid shit, & I also roleplay as characters on this blog because I either haven't made a blog for them yet or I just feel like it. Oh also there's some 'events' that happen.

For example- it's kinda an inside joke between me & my partner Clover but I'm gonna explain it real quick. I was keyboard smashing & I accidentally pressed the British flag emoji (🇬🇧) so I thought it would be funny if I pretended to get 'colonized' so. yeah

I'm making a tag for it because it's funny. Uhhh uhhh it's #🇬🇧🇬🇧 GOD BLESS THE QUEEN 🇬🇧🇬🇧 (im so funny haha. im funny right. right guys)

I have AUs & lore specific stuff for the fandoms I'm interested in!! I'll list them & the tags right here

PHIGHTING!

D-Sides! (#d-sides!)

Pirmer! (#🐚 pirmer! 🪸)

Post Justice! (#post justice 🪬)

POKEMON

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[sugarand-everythingnice]

Heya! Glad you liked the song! Sometimes songs can be a really good source of inspiration, haha) I have another music recommendation — "Rise" and "Gods" by League of Legends. These ones are cool too!

Got me an idea of Wheeljack vs Predaking fight. Like Jackie fighting him in his hybrid form or full beast mode if he ever goes through full transformation. I imagined that his beast mode like Night Fury being really fast and shooting plasma at the enemies.

And damn... When I think about Miko and Bulkhead I wonder how would they both feel when they see Wheeljack's mutilated body. How would they react? How would they feel about it, especially Bulk? Would they be scared of him? And what would Jackie think when he sees their fear of him?

Feel free to tell me I'm wrong in some things, I'm just sharing my ideas with you 😉 Who knows, maybe it will help you to get your own ideas for your AU)

P.S.: tried to send this ask before but network error decided otherwise, haha)

Hey!

Sorry for the late answer (life ya know)

But I'll definitely be giving those songs a listen >:)

I won't lie, I'm gonna be .... what's the word.

Channeling? Ya know when like someone expresses their emotions through a character by fanart or fanfic? I don't remember, lol

But yeah imma be channeling alot of anger and rage into BeastJack >:]

1, because yeah

2, because yeah! It makes sense! Who wouldn't be upset at being painfully experimented on and coming out not recognizing yourself because you've been so disfigured

That's one of my main focuses with this story, to be honest. Channeling that rage that Wheeljack should have had the liberty to express more freely. Not only because of everything he's gone through pre-experiment, but because of what he'll inevitably go through and have to face afterward.

He'll have to face the fact that he no longer looks or acts like himself before. That his friends are more than likely going to be afraid of him (maybe not Miko, I think she'd find his new form sick as hell).

It's going to be a lot. I don't doubt that at least one of the bots is going to shoot at him upon first sight. It can trigger a pretty nasty fight or flight response.

And it'll more than likely leave Wheeljack as a rogue. The only people I see going after him would be Miko and Bulkhead (Bulkhead after some convincing by Miko because of that belief of his that "Jackie always comes back").

It leaves room to explore the idea that these bots are so out of tune with emotions because of so many years living and surviving a war that has ultimately led to them pushing their feelings aside for the sake of the battle.

(P.S. I got all of your asks lol, I admire your determination ♡♡)

[jossambird]

Im sorry if this post comes off weird and not very understandable, but I (and a friend) have been forced to live with something horrible and traumatizing (at the hands of someone we called A FRIEND) for the last few days and I am about to burst and need to get this out somewhere where I feel safe.

(TRIGGER WARNING: faked Sui attempt mention below, me being gaslit, lied to, made to feel like I was an idiot and a harasser)

It all started a few days ago by a message from (someone that I called a friend)’s account. Lets call them Wolf.

In the past, during our short friendship, a friend and I discovered that Wolf liked making jokes about Sui. Alot. Everyday, practically. But not only jokes. Once, she faked a Sui attempt, filmed it, and sent it to my friend N. My friend, traumatized, told me in the group chat and we were very pointed in saying that such things were not a laughing matter. Please keep on mind, Wolf is in her late 20’s. An age where you would think people no longer do such things.

Now, back to what happened. It all started a few days ago by a message from Wolf’s account.

Wolf’s account left a lengthly message in the Discord chat we share with N, my friend. The message was by someone we did not know, telling us that Wolf had committed a Sui attempt and was now in the hospital.

We were told by “Jordyn” that she was only telling the people closest to Wolf what happened, and that none of Wolf’s In Real Life friends knew. It was only us, and Wolf’s parents. She told us to stay quiet and to not post on Wolf’s personal instagram, as to not let anyone know.

Why were we being told this? Why did Jordyn “take” Wolf’s phone, go into her Discord account, and decide to send a message in a Discord chat that had had NO ACTIVITY FOR 10+ DAYS?

Something was nagging at me and my friends mind, something felt wrong with what was all being said.

Constantly were inconsistencies popping up in her messages and constantly did something feel OFF. Something didnt feel right.

Why were we, two random people on Wolf’s Discord list, being told all of this? Why were we being told by “Jordyn” that none of Wolf’s In Real Life friends knew, but we, were being told all of this information?

The next day (8 to 10 hours after receiving the first message), still hesitant to believe it all after receiving NO proof or concrete information, I asked what hospital she was being held at, so that I could see about sending flowers. Sure we weren’t close, but it was the least I could do. The answer I received?

“She's gotten a lot of flowers. Like pretty much the whole room is filled with flowers. We might get her a P.O. Box or get her a cash app account set up, so people can donate.”

Once again, why were we being told (without being pushed but still told nonetheless) that we could donate money to a Cashapp that Jordyn was going to make for Wolf’s rehabilitation or that we could send cards to a PO box? But oh sorry, no one’s been told what happened but flowers are everywhere, so much so that we’re tripping over them so send money instead.

Today, after multiple days of being told “updates” that didnt line up with what would happen to a Sui attempt survivor, I had a lengthly conversation with the friend that was living through all of this with me.

I decided to ask if “Jordyn” was comfortable sharing information on what happened. (She had already told my friend everything in Private Dms, so why not tell me, a medical student studying in neurology and psychology, and who is studying on how to help rehabilitate Sui Survivors?)

She said yes, so I asked. I asked, as delicately as I could, on what happened, because the things she had said did NOT line up with what procedures a doctor would normally do.

The answer I received? Wolf’s account leaving the Discord server, and this:

All I did was ask questions (because nothing was lining up and everything felt WRONG in everything this Jordyn/Wolf/whoever person was forcing down our throats on Discord everyday, and I figured I was owed that much since hey, Im being told all of this all of these horrible details in what happened) but I guess I was only allowed to that and only that, and to send money of course.

I (and my friend N) was made out to be a fool, an idiot. I was Gaslit, lied to, and manipulated.

Your name is not Wolf, but that is what you are. You are a Wolf in Sheep’s clothing, and that is what you will remain forever in my mind.

[thegameartist03]

hello i have just found your modern alchemist story and i like it alot and uh would like to know more about it if you have anything else

!!!! i would absolutely love to talk about it!!

if you want more specific info about the story or characters feel free to send another ask, for now i'll go into a bit more detail of Victor's experiments and Edward's whole deal.

for those who haven't read The Strange Case of Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde, the transformation potion is supposed to turn green once the right salt is added and completely alter the body and face of the person who drinks it. the effect is to essentially remove their inhibitions and provide them with anonymity so they can do whatever they want without consequences to their reputation.

Victor's potion doesn't do any of these things!

Victor Frankenstein has a bit of an obsession with trying to make himself humanity completely good and pure, so when he finds this obscure scientist Dr. Henry Jekyll's incomplete notes on transcendentalism and separating the two distinct parts of the soul, he tries to replicate Jekyll's experiment. he uses the supplies afforded to him by the college he attends, creates a potion, and drinks it.

the thing is, the original potion doesn't actually separate 'good' and 'evil', it only enhances the parts that the person who drinks it is focused on. Jekyll himself admits in his confession that if he'd gone into the experiment with more noble intentions his alter ego might've been "an angel instead of a fiend".

also, the potion doesn't fully work without a very specific type of "salt" which Jekyll only mentioned in his confession and certainly didn't bring up in the notes that Victor got his hands on.

the effect that Victor's potion has is somewhat of a revealing of the true self in a very mild sense, a successful removal of inhibitions, the power of about ten Monster Energy drinks, and extreme pain because you basically just drank poison and your body is trying to purge it (this is also why when Victor or Edward drink the potion they cough up and cry out some of the pink)

so what Victor succeeds in doing is making a potion that grows out his carefully clipped hair and horns and convince him he's dying before smacking him with a chemically-induced state of hyperfocus.

cue Edward!

Victor thinks the potion created Edward, Edward thinks the potion just drew out whatever she is from within Victor, and neither of them fully understand the other's existence.

in truth, Edward has existed for a long time, but that existence was so vague and the lines so blurry that neither Edward nor Victor fully realized or even thought that they were two separate people trading off control of the same body. the potion doesn't create her, but Victor thinking he's about to die triggers her to take the reigns.

an unintended side effect of the potion is clarifying Edward's presence and making their existence unmistakable to both themself and Victor. this alarms Victor and delights Edward, leading to a lot of complications with their relationship since Victor believes Edward can ONLY be evil. they do work it out eventually though.

another unintended side effect: Victor and Edward communicate through reflections and thinking at each other, but somehow the reflections are visible to other people as well! they don't know why or how that's even possible, but it's a thing.

all Edward wants is to get away from all the shame and fear dragging both of them down and express herself to her fullest. she does her best to encourage Victor to loosen up and ends up reminding him to do important things like sleep once in a while, eat a food, and not drink pretty pink poison so he can stay up for 48 hours straight getting work done.

after Creature is brought to life, they and Edward have a lot of conversations with each other about the outside world and attempt to gossip about Victor while he's not paying attention. Edward probably tries to sneak Creature out of the lab at least once to go see the city under the cover of darkness.

Edward also doesn't tell Victor about her sneaking out to catch drag shows and meet Lucy, because if Victor knew he'd probably flip his lid (spoiler alert: he does, but not for long)

i'll stop there, i don't wanna make this too long cause i have a LOT of thoughts about these two as well as their interactions with Henry and Elizabeth. please lmk if you want to know anything else!! it was fun to write all this down, so thank you so much for asking about it!!!!

[ljsarts]

All my Tav x Origin ships (currently lets be honest im going for another run as soon as i finish one of these three)

+ the TV tropes i associate with them under the cut: (its a long post)

Karlach and Malnitra (she/they)

Mal-

Lady Swears-a-Lot Malnitra grew up on the surface in a monastery by the coast. surrounded by sailors they picking up the more distasteful language along the way.

Red Oni Blue On - contrasting but somehow in harmony with Karlach Mal follows a monk's way of thinking (most of the time) focusing on harmony and moving on with the world. ( as well as literally being bluey purple to Karlach’s red orange) 

Damsel out of distress - getting themself in and out of her own straggling from the group trouble has become a hobby of hers.

Karlach-

Et Tu, Brute? - while out for fairly earned revenge Karlach takes all her hardships in her stride. 

Beware the Nice Ones- while handling alot Karlach has limits and a flaming explosive rage when it comes to oppressors.

like a duck to water  - after fighting in avernus for a decade , fighting goblins and  well, gods is second nature to her. 

M+K - battle couple - Both being not spellcasters Malnitra and Karlach are both beings of brute force.

Shadowheart and Twylla (she/her)

Twylla-

Trauma congo line - far before the tadpoles and true souls lies a tumultuous past of abuse , loss and escape for Twylla. This tadpole being the next chapter of hell.t

silk hiding steel - disguised beneath fine fabrics,bright stage tattoos and a wide smile lies a crackling storm of magic and rage beyond her years. 

shed the family name - Twylla Never received a virtue name and dropped her fathers surname in favour of her mothers maiden name Uriel.

Shadowheart-

Sheep in wolfs clothing - while clad in armour bearing Shar’s symbology and an emo exterior shadowheart has a sweet personality underneath the shades of grey.

Amnesiac Dissonance- Its a bitter irony that the very memories Shadowheart wishes to stay forgotten are the same ones that bring her further away from Shar

Hero with Bad Publicity - in spite of the nurturing she’s received at the hands of Shar Shadowheart does enjoy being the hero.

S+T- Can't Live with Them, Can't Live without Them-As much as the two bicker or fallout over supplies or plans they always end up together at the end of the day.

Lae'zel and Nimaith (She/her)

Nimaith-

Pretty princess powerhouse- beneath the gore and mud is a pretty pink armour set (hand dyed of course) not devoid of the lighter things in life Nimaith adores trinkets ontop of tussles.

Berserk Button - As a berserker Nim’s go to language is rage but a special trigger tends to be people picking on the small guy. Considering she used to be the smaller one in these scenarios. 

Lacerating Love Language - Being a mercenary in the past Nimaith takes joy in the thrill of playful combat and roughhousing.

Lae'zel-

Hypocritical Heartwarming:- For all the rolled eyes and annoyance at the grinning wood elf Laezel sure does get distraught when Nimaith falls in combat. 

good is not nice- Lae'zel isn't downright against helping people but seems to hold a more self sufficient mindset after living in a culture steeped around being self reliant.

Break the haughty - going from her high horse to level with the rest of the group Lae'zel’s change from sticking around for survival to sticking around to save the realm and themselves.

L+N-

Aw, Look! They Really Do Love Each Other-Listen they can scream and bicker with each other but don't you dare talk to them like that!