#but alas at heart i am a fat ass. i love to avoid sweating. i can eat probably x3 normal portions without feeling full | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

wetslug · 4 months ago

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every month i go 'im gonna take control of my health and eat better and im gonna lose weight' and then it lasts approx 1 day before i give up . bc i dont ~really~ care that much and im not rlly motivated and theres never truly an ultimatum or strong motivating factor so its like 😭😭what will it take

#im in another Trying phase but im already depressed bc i know it wont last AAA #i know the only way to make it stick is to make a pattern of behavior that u naturally fall into anyway #but alas at heart i am a fat ass. i love to avoid sweating. i can eat probably x3 normal portions without feeling full #i cannot see a world where i effortlessly eat a normal amount i think for me its gonna be an effort every time #its always been like this but its only now as im getting older that my metabolism cant keep up #and my job is more sedentary

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