#but Im ranting offtopic now

[zenosanalytic]

#stupid political ideas I have had#universal campaign finance reform#we would need to hire a few database admins to pull this off#I suggest nationalizing google(via@some-triangles)

we should ABSOLUTELY Nationalize Google. And Facebook. And Twitter.

STUPID POLITICAL IDEAS I HAVE HAD #3

Total financial transparency.  Any purchase or transfer of over $1000 is logged and posted publicly as it happens, searchable by spender and recipient. We can carve out some exceptions (stuff that would be covered by HIPAA, etc) but most of it is just out there.  Find out what your coworkers are making, what your elected officials are spending their money on, where all that money is coming from, who’s buying crypto and who’s withdrawing interesting amounts of cash.  Make financial crime much, much easier to prosecute and tax avoidance more difficult. Make conspicuous consumption redundant.  As long as we’re stuck with the panopticon we might as well democratize it.

[soukokumychildren]

I. ABSOLOUTLY. ADORE YOUR IDEA WITH YOUR AU SO MUCHhhhhaaaaah!! ✨✨✨✨🖤🖤

Chuuya having WINGS!!? Even though he could in somee way fly before already, it feels so different with wings!! Like really cool!!

(( I have always Liked wings -

Is your AU going to follow the main time-line of the show? Like, the illustrations you've posted sure does look like it-- (love them- love this idea-) ((Soukoku Reunion where Chuuya has feathers!!? ✨)

Wait, wait, wait, No- dont spoil anything..! (maybe just a little yes or no- that wouldn't really spoil anything—) I will find out as I read—!

I mainly wanted to say I'm really looking forward to reading this!!

It's my first BSD AU where it follows the main time-line - just differently- as well! A thing I really like!!

Well, if it really does ofc, but It sure does look like it—Arg, I gotta just continue reading soon——

Even if it don't this seems really interesting already!!!

Ahem, anyhow, this became a bit long- I wanted to expres my excitement about this-especially after, you even looked at some of my BSD stuff after I followed you!!!!

Thank you soo much!✨ That became the last push to write this little too long text, that isn't really a question, but more like a thank you-ahh im excited for this-- that I had already considered writing to you after I started reading😅😅👍

This entire post just made my day and while I could I'd rather not risk dying from lightheadedness from spinning too fast in excitement in my spinny chair XDDDDD THANK YOU SO MUCH

I can't express how embarrassed I am just fshfhsgshgsghshg I have been CRAZY for wings for AGES now, and I just saw soooo many posts about how "what if Chuuya could fly Dazai" I thought, fuckers, I can make that REALITY And it is going to follow the main timeline of the show just...alot differently but at the same time trying really hard to stick to the normal plot In hindsight that means I must suffer with all my energy to watch the first season of bsd (When I first watched BSD, the first episodes were for setup, and rightfully so. That all made sense, it really put the characters together. But I watched it a second time and it dragged ON and ON and I COULDN'T STAND IT UNTIL CHUUYA CAME TO GRAB DAZAI gARgHHrhgh). I must admit I'm confused on the "Soukoku reunion where Chuuya has feathers" bit though 🤔 And currently during the plot I'm writing I have to improvise ALOT from what I know, and really this fic is also whatever the fuck I wanna write with whatever writing style I have on hand slapped into each 1K chapter so I'm really trying here LOL Also the fact when [undisclosed plot device] will be introduced, I'll be writing seperate smut for [undisclosed plot device] because I can then do WHATEVER I want wITHOUT any repercussions Hopefully I can add in [undisclosed plot device] just in a way that people will understand. Though I hear that Beast Dazai also came across [undisclosed plot device] at one point :D

I'm going SO offtopic here LMFAO And seriously? Really??? I'm surprised! I'm sure theres alot of fics that go by the timeline, I especially have run into cough ones which I liked which are specifically smut related..... and I go back to off topic I'm sorry LMAO But I'm sosoosososo glad you like it! It just means alot to me you wrote alot and now I'm just ranting because you've shown genuine interest without going off the rails (as far as I've seen) so this is pretty cool for me too!!! And I do usually look to peoples accounts who follow me (especially those who find interest in a SURPRISING amount of my stuff XD) so yeah, that's why and I found some GOOD stuff on your account too, so that's REALLY awesome. Talk to me any time! Dm me, reblog and talk to me that way, use replies, whatever the fuck! I love talking to people, and this was genuinely fun to write. :]

[lsblrconfessions]

thanks for kin assinging me uu zam im back with another round of hate i dont know WHY IM JUST GOING TO FUCKING DIE WITH MY HEART FULL OF HATE BECAUSE OF THIS PURPLE BITCH

i had an etnire monologue planned in my head about how much i hate wemmbu but then whwn i opened this ask my brain got flashed with a png of wemmbu's face and im slowly remembering what i wanted to say. ok. nvm i lost it wemmbu in my. brain used one of those men inblack flashy thingies on me so now all i feel is just wasteful hate

i think i wouldnt hate him so much if he wore clothes or stopped trying to minimise his details. We lost the sword , we lost the tail WHO KNOWS MAYBE WE'RE GOING TO LOSE THE FUCKING HORNS WHY NOT GO FOR THE TIARA WHILE AT IT MR BILLION WORTH COMPANY ICON LOOKING ASS

also offtopic note on the kinassigning thing : everyone says im uu zam coded who knows maybe im actually just uu zam behind the screen and this is my way of trying to reach out to the real world by hATING ON THAT DUMB FUCKING WILLIAM AFTON RIPOFF WHO NEEDS TOBE PUNCHED RIGHT IN THE FACE, sorrey! ^_^ peace and love on planet earth 💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗

honestly if you turned out to be uu!zam behind the screen id believe you cause this seems like the kinda rant hed go on LMAO

[jackmanthomassharlow]

i have not been well since i watched the promo vid for ep 8

[hiemaldesirae]

another thing i realized while i was taking a shower: shen yuans behaviour towards shen jiu also struck me as somewhat detached and callous even

its always made me so mad how in the end sy only ever regarded sj as a waste of potential character.

YES i know, hes an internet hater who made loving lbh while hating the franchise he was associated w his entire personality for an unspecified amount of time. his actions are bound to be shallow and motivated by his own desires, and we as the reader will always have more context than the characters of the stories we consume

but . i just.. sigh. i dont know. i guess thats why i just dislike sy as an all loving all caring person- because hes human and honestly one of the most selfish mcs ive read in his uncaring actions. hes nice and cordial, but his world revolves around binghe and everyone outside of that can hope to be treated as "a good character" at best

actually, two of the best fics ive ever read was exploring more of sys hatred for sj and how it would manifest realistically; because i believe sy would absolutely not treat sj with kindness and care or respect after what he read. maybe post water prison bingge torture sj, but before that... well, sy is a hater at heart, and if i met one of my least favourite characters from any given franchise i can say for sure i would not be hugging and kissing them on the cheek

ive gone wildly offtopic here LMAO it started as a rant ab i hated how sy treated sj without knowing full context and now im getting into shit like fic meta and stuff 😭😭😭

still. thats another reason why i dislike fandoms woobified interpretation of sy, because hes such a shitty little bastard at heart and i think thats what makes him so interesting. if only he would learn abt sjs backstory then i think id put him back on the fav characters list but for now im locking him in the Cabinet

it suddenly came to me what made me vehemently dislike svsss' plot after reading the sj extras

in lots of revenge/wish fulfillment stories its always the one who does the most and ends up getting fucked over deciding theyre done with it all and getting up to leave and everything falls apart without them

and logically speaking this is also how it shouldve gone in svsss, since not once reading through do i see any implications that sy made the sects life easier for anyone besides binghe in terms of teaching managing responsibilities and you know actually being a pl

but in the end thats not how it goes. sj is just gone, forever, and people prefer the replacement version who is in most aspects astoundingly less competent -- with the only real difference being that sy, who is lacking in years of formative trauma, is nicer to the people around him than sj. and no one ever cared to look deeper because thats what they wanted.

idk i just think shen jius story is soso horrid and tragic in both svsss and pidw and it really fucking hit me just now why i dislike shen yuan being made out to be the virgin mary herself so much when i dont typically mind ppl babying their favs

[narconfessions]

(prior anon with overlapping experiences again)

but anyway,,, it is SO annoying when nts act like all your motives need to come from a place of em+sympathy including your mere thoughts?

my violent thoughts arent hurting you, theyre Thoughts. my kindness still fucking benefits you, even if i do it for selfish gain of whatever. just take it and accept it or leave.

also, hey, love and care (care referring to the help given to anyone upset here) is not a moral obligation? so what if i'm unsympathethic and cold? im not hurting you. leave me and anyone who lacks 'uwu innocent empath' experiences alone.

/nay reign (offtopic but pretty name!)

i could go on a whole rant on how flawed at BEST the bullshit ableist empath morals are but i wont to spare you, for now!

totally felt! like. as long as you aren't hurting people who don't deserve it, it shouldn't matter why you're kind- what matters is that other people are made to feel happy, not that you do it in the exact right way. if my faking care and attention makes someone happy, then that's what i'll do. hell, just as long as im not hurting someone innocent. nts are really weird.

[shiro-0197]

I'm so sorry for the late reply 😭😭😭 I was so busy yesterday and then when I was finally free I was so tired and just ready to collapse somewhere— and I woke up with the worst cramps so I was just grouchy this whole morning and afternoon 😣😭😭 I'm sorry!! But I'm feeling better now, so don't worry!!

Gloves are handy haha. Unrelated, but do you like fingerless gloves?

You're such a great friend, honestly. Also, I meant to ask, do you two share a birthday too?

AKDJSKJSKS ‼️‼️‼️😿😿😿😿😿 hmm okay fine🥺🥺🥺🥺, bUT IT'S SO FUN :DDDD

your mom is literally superwoman, she's such a strong, brave, person, I can see where you get all your good traits from, now. 💖💖 And I'm really glad you told me about her. 😆

🥺🥺🥺🥺Uno reverse tho, you're way cuter 👉👈

that's understandable tho hahahah, I think it's an acquired taste. Crabs probably do taste good :D I should try, in the future. But I'm allergic to shrimp, so that's also why I stay away from seafood in general. Are you allergic to anything?

yes please omg I'm melting 😭😭 something specially made by you?? Perfection ‼️‼️‼️✨

oh I see!! I love using chopsticks because they're so compact and easy to keep. Plus most people use them the wrong way, but my grandma is Chinese, so she always made sure I used them the right way, and like, knew lots of stuff about our Chinese culture xD sorry for going offtopic!! How about you, are your grandparent big on stuff like that?

thank you so much bae. The fact that you understand me, even if I'm a bit salty at times means the world, and I hope you know I'm here for you if you ever wanna cuss at the world too >:) always ✨

I definitely did smile :D I saw fireworks last night, with a friend. My brothers called a couple of their friends over— and I ended the year with a smile, and started one with a smile too!! I hope you did as well? And I can't wait to see what memories we'll make this year 😼😼💖 do you have any plans for the first day of the year? Abigail is coming in a few minutes to pick me up, but she won't tell me where we're going, so I'm excited about that! What about you?

I love you Shiro. I really am so glad I met you. And even though 2020 had it's ups and downs, it was precious because we found each other :)

It's alright!! I've been busy (and asleep till 12, ahem) too, so it's fine hehe. I'm glad you're feeling better but I'm vv sorry your morning was like that:(( Not the best start of the year😭

I do! I think they're badass, and even though I usually forget about thei existence, I get an aesthetically pleased feeling whenever I look at them :D

Yeah, that's basically how we found each other, tho he had a different insta page at the time. It was on someone else's post, where it said "comment your birthday and find your twin" and I took a look at his posts and stories and I was like "we are one", that's basically it. Now I'm his dog or something😭

Sunshine I know it's fun but breaking your spine or getting a bruise if were talking no exaggerations isn't, so better be careful😡😡

She totally is and I always feel like an absolute asshole when I dont appreciate her or raise my voice at her because of my anger issues LIKE SIR YOURE THE WORST hopefully I'll learn to be calm😭

Nonononsense, you're the cutest there is, no comebacks🤭

Ohhh, I've never tried shrimp😭😭 Someone told me it feels like moist fishy cake which sounds bad on it's own but they love it so ehh XD I'll try it if I can, hopefully I don't waste my money when I do.

Well, not that I'm aware of? I havent tried everything in the world yet, so I dont know, but I dont think im allergic to anything~

Ohh, that's so cool! I havent really met any of my grandparents in a while, but as much as I've visited them, none of them were really into culture or anything😔 all they knew is to curse at their exes and children qkdkwkkd Dont worry about going offtopic!! It's actually nice to know something about your family and etc, it's pretty cool !!

Theres no need to thank me!!! That's what friends are for, ay? I'll surely keep that in mind, and I'll totally message you if I wanna rant^з^

Ik so glad to hear that!! I did as well, I had some very nice snacks during the countdown and it was wonderful xD I also had some random guy message me saying happy new year, and were probably never gonna talk to each other again but it was fun knowing him.

I dont really have any plans for today, just a walk, a call with Kuro and another sandwich XD

I'm looking forward to our new year with each other as well! Im so glad I got to meet you<33 I love you lots, hope your day is going well!❤❤