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A lot of new activity today on my blog, and I just wanna make it clear that when I post about C.C and Fran it's 100% in the gay I think they should kiss, ditch Max and be girlfriends way, do not misunderstand! I know the canon, that's not what this blog is about, no gal pals!
#no straight C.C on my blog#or Niles#lmao I'm being so annoying#but I'm grateful for the attention!#I love you all!!#fran x cc#francc
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Koschpostinggggggg
#art#artists on tumblr#illustration#koschei#oc#digital art#sketch#he got fed up with not getting enough attention and praise and he charmed me into drawing him all late evening#and he thought it was a super evil plan#but i'm actually very grateful#it was the most pleasant drawing time in a while :]
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I hate amatonormativity I just want to tell my friends I love them without having to worry or feel weird :(
#aroace#amatonormativity#aro#ace#lgbtq#I'm grateful for the /p tone tag but still#uhh#holy crap i did not think this would actually get any attention#hey guys#200 NOTES???#300 NOTES?????
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I’m going to phrase this delicately because I’m so deeply grateful and awed by the support I’ve received.
But I will say it is a little anxiety inducing how many people feel they can talk about coming home whatever way they want openly and publicly because it has “numbers��� or whatever (referring to my own work like this makes me want to claw my eyes out because they baffle me and I don’t necessarily feel I deserve them but it’s important for context).
This is Especially true for the way people speak under things I very much see. Art of the fic. My Twitter mutuals posts. Things I will very obviously interact with. It feels like someone is walking into my back yard and talking shit as if I'm literally not standing in said yard like this 🧍
You make something for a community for free as an act of passion and then the community in turn becomes something that isn’t quite accessible to you anymore. I’ve seen this happen to a lot of fic writers in my previous fandoms and idk man it’s just kind of a bummer.
Like. Fanfic and fanart is made by people in the fandom for the fandom. It’s not work being produced by some distant people in Hollywood who shouldn’t be in the fandom space in the first place.
Idk, it’s actually pretty rare that this happens to me but I wanted to mention I am a human who can very much read the things you say guys 😭 like if you reblog art related to my work and call it a bunch of petty names and say you had to dnf I can see that. It’s totally ok to feel whatever way you want. But maybe don't feel that way in my back yard.
Again. I’m so grateful for everything I really am. You absolutely do not have to fuck with my work. Fuck I don't fuck with my work sometimes DKLFJSDHF. This is probably the last time I’ll talk about this because the last thing I want to do is come off like I can’t take criticism and I’m ungrateful. But sometimes I really am chewing at my enclosure like IM RIGHT HERE MAN IM LITERALLY BEHIND YOU HOW DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND THAT.
#on the upside I have definetly developed a thicker skin over the past month#I genuinely mean it things that used to phase me now just kind of annoy me#but on the other hand#I do feel fic writers should be able to be members of the fandoms they write for#I’ve noticed some of the other writers in this fandom once they get attention do not interact much#but idk I don’t…. want that to be me#9/10 chance I’ll feel weird about this and delete in the next five minutes to an hour#but yeah sometimes I do feel there’s this ‘shut up and be grateful’ thing that gets imposed on me#but I can be grateful and also set boundaries and talk about things that make me stressed or uncomfortable me thinks#never something i'd do on twitter. but something i'm going to cautiously attempt here#honestly if this helps one person realize how to better interact in fandom spaces online i'll be happy#also side note since im leaning towards maybe keeping this up#im literally fine. i'm big chilling right now. posted this in a good headspace over my coffee yada yada#no need to defend my honor or point fingers you know#also i know to an extent that this stuff is inevitable#and i cannot stop it or whatever. but again. i'd at least like to say it just the once#at this point its not even the crit itself that makes me feel a certain type of way#it just makes me feel kind of invisible and dehumanized
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Watching people argue about whether Astarion is actually pan or if he's supposed to be gay but "takes what he can get" when it comes to attraction to women and I present to you: the aforementioned guy I dated for a while that passed easily as a woman and chose to do so often but still identified as male, who liked to perch in my lap and bat his eyelashes, who was an experienced Dom top, who was so camp there was absolutely no question about his experience in gay male spaces.
Who was also pansexual.
I saw someone say something like you can find hundreds of guys like Astarion on grindr and also you'll never guess where I met this dude.
#He also taught me a lot about HIV#I was very grateful to him#Also was very happy to have such a beautiful man straddling me#I'm a simple gay#If a pretty man gives me positive attention I am probably going to bark like a dog at his request
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I have noticed that it’s been quite a while since you last made art for Gravity Falls. Naturally, you have all the freedom to do and make art of whatever you want: I am not complaining about this, and I still love your style and your art. I do have a question though: how do you feel about Gravity Falls (and Ford) as of now? Do you still like it, or have you simply “moved on”?
at the present moment, i've moved on. ~10 years ago i also moved on from baldur's gate, until last year when my enthusiasm returned (albeit greatly transformed from the 10 years i'd lived since then), so "moved on" isn't necessarily a forever thing
#sovo answers#i have to admit--after switching fandoms a number of times now--#that while i'm always glad that people enjoy my art it Does get disheartening to only/mainly hear so about art i did years ago#look--i understand--my fandoms since gf have grown more and more niche and there is limited to zero audience overlap#and no one owes me attention (and i'm grateful for the attention i do receive!)#but that first flash of my honest emotional response is ''does no one care about what i love Right Now?''
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Joja Co. is happy to announce that we have reached 4000 followers on tumblr💙🙏 We are truly grateful for you to allow us to be one step closer to world domination 😉🌎
#Thank you for real! I barely do anything but I'm still very grateful for yalls attention :3#sdv#join us thrive#stardew valley#joja co#joja mart#joja
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your art's lovely! have you considered submitting to tumblr's blog radar (the one that shows popular art on the side of the dashboard) to show more people?
thank you! I've gotten on tumblr radar a few times actually, but I haven't submitted my own stuff to it. self-promo doesn't come naturally to me and sometimes the idea of a large audience looking at my work is a bit intimidating :')
#like i'm grateful for the attention my work gets!! but it's also like. hello thousands of people looking at some fruit i drew.#if in real life i encountered thousands of people staring at some fruit i drew? well i think i would simply flee from the crowd 🚶♂️#idk i have Thoughts about social media & art but this is not the place or the time sdfhgj#ask#mourningmaybells
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We're going to save your brother.
#mario movie#mario movie spoilers#super mario bros#super mario bros movie#super mario bros movie spoilers#princess peach#mareach#cherrysip edits#I FEEL LIKE THIS MOMENT DID NOT GET THE ATTENTION AND APPRECIATION IT DESERVED ON HERE#man i could write you an essay about this#i do think that the 'i'm not afraid! i'll do anything for my brother' line actually ISN'T said during this scene - it's probably earlier#but that this line IS in the right place (peach's mouth movements match)#which means that scene is going to break me because it just seems like a very vulnerable sweet moment between them#where peach and mario get to talk about the situation they're in and their fears and how big the stakes are for both of them#peach fighting to protect her kingdom and her subjects - the immense pressure on her to stop bowser because of her role as a leader#and mario desperately trying to save his brother - not knowing if luigi is ok or not and not being able to keep him safe is so painful#i think that's why mario doesn't have his hat on - the adventure is starting to weigh on him and he opens up to peach for the first time#about him and luigi and their closeness and how he CAN'T lose his brother he CAN'T let him down when he needs him more than ever#and peach reassures him and it means the world. even in this quick clip there's something a little sad about his face#but also there's relief and gratefulness to her for saying that. they're the absolute sweetest :) :) :)#i could be off base but that really does seem like the vibe of this scene from what we've seen and i am ALL ABOUT IT
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On Saturday, I went to a symphony concert of music from the films of the eighties and nineties. There was the "Addams Family" theme, but not "Beetlejuice". Yes, I have interesting associations, but think about this. Even before the twenties, we couldn’t have imagined that one day we would see Lydia as an adult in the official media. And could we have imagined that the adult Lydia would be played not by just anyone (there could have been the joke about Christina Ricci as Wednesday), but by Winona Ryder herself? I still can't imagine how exciting it must be to return to an old role after so many years. You may ask where I am going with this? Let's start with the fact that Lydia, the child (animated series), Lydia, the teenager (the first film and musical), and Lydia, the adult (the second film), are slightly different people. The relationship (in general, the specifics aren't important here) with Beetlejuice will also be different.
In the cartoon series, they're best friends (you probably saw something similar in "The Ghost and Molly McGee" from Disney). Although I have seen the opinion that the writers seem to periodically forget that they aren't a couple, and it sounds funny, but not quite canonical. In the first film, they're more like partners in fulfilling each other's wishes. Yeah, I don't think Beetlejuice had any romantic interest in Lydia in the first one. I haven't seen the musical in its entirety, but as far as I understand, their relationship there is somewhat similar to that in a cartoon series.
And the second film. Now that Lydia is a grown-up, we can really suggest a further development of their relationship. But for now, I'll focus on the romantic part. Yes, the feelings that Beetlejuice has developed over the years. I think the writers did a pretty smart job of showing us exactly it on his part. Beetlejuice is a romantic. He has this soft and sentimental side that only shows to Lydia. Perhaps we will see more of this kind of behavior from him in the third film. And even more, I want to see how Lydia gradually realizes her feelings for him. All these looks, jokes, touches...
We're waiting for the third film, Tim Burton.
#beetlejuice 2024#beetlejuice#beetlebabes#beetlejuice 2#beetlejuice x lydia#beetlejuice 3#imagine how great it would be to see long hugs from them#who would hug first? i think lydia#she would be very grateful for some help#and at first beetlejuice was even confused by such attention#but then his hands gently hug her waist#and he was excited by the feeling of her breath on his neck#from then on he would love to cuddle with lydia#their kiss should be pretty damn cool too#but i'm still thinking about it#beetlejuice cartoon#beetlejuice the musical
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i haven't been this not okay in over a year and i do not miss it and i do not want it
#good to know i can still spiral this hard and catastrophize as well as i ever did DESPITE EVERY TECHNIQUE I KNOW.#and yoga. and breathing. and cold water and ice. and logic. and distractions. and thought reframing.#teeth aren't a moral judgement EXCEPT THEY FEEL LIKE THEY ARE#I feel like I'm going to ACTUALLY DIE. ACTUALLY DIE#I was JUST the other day so grateful it's been so long since I was mostly dissociated instead of mostly present and now all I want is to be#checked the FUCK out and also not exist so I don't have to go tomorrow#pull yourself together @ me you have objectively already survived much worse#and you have it much better than it could be#and worst case scenarios are still dealable-with even though they don't feel like it#unhelpfully. all my brain wants to do is tell every person i know that i'm freaked out and terrified and full of shame and guilt and dread#and want COMFORT AND ATTENTION#and it's like bitch you wouldn't even accept it if you asked and they DID give it to you. you are so fucked up right now. chill. OUT.#@ all of you I am SO sorry i'm liveblogging my breakdown today. i'm scared to open my journal and spiral more so this is all I've got#I'll be done with this mode by the end of tomorrow I promise#shh katie
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you know what? rip jadis thank you for your service to the plot. that human trafficking creep was their cuntiest and most interesting nemesis - i did love to hate that obsessive freak and appreciated the dimension she brought to the story and the exit they gave her was beautifully done, having her arc echo rick's, showing us the headspace he inevitably would've ended up in had michonne not been able to bring him back to himself? + "i wish i'd died an artist" *chef's kiss* storytelling! also pollyanna was just 10/10 throughout
#moment of silence for a great character and a great villain#also grateful they didn't keep her around longer to drag out a redemption arc to the point of annoyance (yes all shade to negan)#(obv i'm not a jadis apologist lmaoo i just watched a reaction on yt and felt like people aren't actually listening to what she says#or paying attention to her scenes w/gabriel enough to actually appreciate what she brought to the story)#jadis#jadis stokes#richonne#twd: the ones who live#towl spoilers
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gonna b slightly honest here. but i've been losing my writing flow lately because of how terribly shy i've gotten..... which, is really ironic and no bueno for a blog that's built and thrived on being shameless at the start 💀
#like i really don't know why im shy all of a sudden. i used to 24/7 post that “all of this is true <3 naoki urusawa told me himself” with#my posts like ah yes. after rurenheim johan becomes a loser with a marriage kink blablabfa#But i guess i've been getting a small rise and followers and i feel shy.........#like maybe i feel slightly conscious because before writing felt like just dancing in my room and stuff. but with the influx#of more followers i feel like im suddenly visible in a way?#on which i'm very grateful for everyone following me of course!! i'm even planning a thank you event!!! because i love y'all!#but i guess i just have to acclimatize now a bit.#i have this small feeling like i shouldn't be getting the attention ykwim. like i feel lik it should go to other authors. more deserving#because literally my works so uh.... non-deep and thoughtless compared to so many other monster fics i see. especially with johan#so yknow......#I DON'T KNOW HAHAHHAHAHDHFHHAHHAHA i'm literally the one who made a “write whatever u want!” post yet I'm the one feeling this way lmaooooo#suusoh speaks
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Y'all I didn't expect working on commissions to be this exhausting what the hell
#I never had so many coms at the same time so I'm discovering the joy of doing coms as a full time job basically#I'm enjoying it a lot but I did NOT expect it to be this physically and mentally demanding ????#the shrimp pose is real#I put a lot of pressure on myself too so 👍#the griiiiiiind#no but for real it's fun#I'm super grateful#I never expected my art to get this much attention and for 5 com slots to be taken in less than 24 hours is just ????#insane#y'all are way too nice to me and every nice tag you leave on my art is appreciated like you wouldn't believe#<3#nekro yapping#I'm eepy
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AND JUST AS I GO TO CHECK IF I HAVE ANYTHING GOOD SCHEDULED FOR TUESDAY, I-
WHAT??????
TODAY IS ONE FUCKIN' DROPKICK AFTER ANOTHER HELLO SINCE WHEN FOR WHAT
#I????? HELP ME#I MEAN. JUST LOOKING AT THE MOST USED TAGS I HAVE I CAN GUESS *WHY* - I HAPPENED TO RIDE SOME HIGHS HERE AND THERE BUT#AS MUCH AS I APPRECIATE THE KIND WORDS IN THE NOTES AND GENERAL APPRECIATION TOWARDS MY ART I'M HUH???????#i'm a cocky bastard i'll be frank i Was hoping to gain an audience of like a hundred people i like attention but. HHHH??#is this a sign. is it time for That again. should i edit the pinned post. god help me i'm so scared but very grateful
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husband.. I love him
#ash rambles 💚#kissing in the van 💍#k.yohei.. i never have the words for him#i think thats why i dont talk abt him as often as some others#but he's my number 1 guy and i love him with every ounce of my being and I'm so damn grateful i get to be his life and i just love him#so freaking much and being with him makes me feel like the happiest girl ever. being with him makes me feel so happy.#i never doubt myself or hate myself like usual when I'm with him. hes so comforting and warm and perfect and amazing and im just.. so happy#he's everything i could ever want and more#how lucky i am to have him as a husband#coming up on three years.. i adore him so much#i never have the words to describe how he makes me feel. no one really understands me like he does i feel. waking up in his arms every day#is the best. seeing his soft smile and hearing that deep voice... it's my favorite in the whole world. i adore him#he's always so caring and attentive and loving ajdhamdh#he's so gentle and loving with me. he's so supportive too. he really does fuel my s/i's love for nerdy shit and plushies. he's so kind.#and handsome too#sorry this is. really sappy#i just#ajdhajdja#he's so#sjdjsjdjhsjd#my husband... the way i feel towards him is just something else#i adore him. more than that even. he's just everything i never knew i needed. he makes me feel excited to keep going#he makes me feel like maybe i do matter. he makes me feel loved. cared for. he laughs at my stupid jokes.#it's still quite early for me and man.. waking up in his arms.. how nice#k.yohei i love you with all i am!!#ahem. okay I'm done now. back to The Usual Ash#i get teary eyed if i think about him too hard lmao. a lot of my inserts end up marrying their partners at one point but..#for me? there's only one man I'll ever call MY husband
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