#but I’m exhausted

[aesthetic-day-dream]

Why is it so hard to change routines? I want to create a new daily routine so badly, but it’s so hard to break old habits. I know the ideal solution is to take things step by step, but I feel like it’s so hard to even get myself to make that step. I want to start a healthier routine, I’m so sick of this one I’m stuck in. It’s exhausting and I don’t want to live like this anymore. Ever since COVID and quarantine, I’ve become so out of shape and I don’t move around and do things as much as I used to. Granted, I was never in the best of shape anyway, but I was still actively moving around more and walking waaayyy more than I do now. I’ve been willing myself to get up and take daily walks and I’ve failed every time. It’s always some excuse. Oh it’s raining outside, I can’t. It’s way too hot outside, I can’t. I want to go back to sleep, it can wait. It’s one thing after the other and I’m so aware of it, but I can’t get myself to change. It’s like watching yourself continuously make bad choices and you want to stop and make better, new choices, but instead you sit and watch. I know it’s because this is what I’m comfortable with now. It’s easy. I have absolutely no discipline or motivation. I have all the inspiration and want in the world and yet I’m stumped. I think it’d be easier if I had someone to do it with, but I know I can’t just rely on other people when it comes to hard decisions and choices. It’s like when my room gets messy and I can only sit and stare and want to clean but can’t until I get overwhelmed or get a sudden spark of motivation. Every time I get that spark to workout and change routine, it works for a day, maybe two if I’m lucky but then it’s right back to where I began.

Truly if you had any tips or recommendations I’d be incredibly grateful. I just don’t know what to do anymore.

[babygirlgalitzine]

big naps on sunday

[bangtann-bangdamn]

Do we’ve lost 2 supervisors in 2 months and the remaining supervisor has only been with the company since December which would be fine if not for the fact that he is the biggest waste of space ever.

Now I work with some real lazy shits. We are talking guys that will pull any old trick out of the book to not complete a job but that’s partially because they’ve been allowed to for so long. But this supervisor just doesn’t know what he’s doing.

How can a supervisor clock off at 2:30 everyday to go home? Or you know, not contact anyone all day long? Because who knows where he was today!

Honestly, Lord help us because next week, when he’s the only supervisor, work is just going to stop

[girl-in-the-chairs-void]

hello love!

can you give us a little sneakpeak or tell us about roommate reader x jake 🥲❤️

Okay, so I’m gonna tell you, AND give you a sneek peak, cause y’all deserve it <33

My little brain cooked this up during my hiatus in order to get rid of my writers block and I was like wouldn’t it be fun to write and practice smut??

Hence this was born;

He peels his eyes open to find not a single ray of light outside his window, only navy blue skies with stars like dusted sugar. The moon is still in tow, perched up in the sky, shining, glowing its way into the room. He could make out a few birds chirping outside through the closed window. Singing their morning songs before the sun woke up. A soft breeze pouring into the room, rustling the white curtains.

“Sweetheart, it's not even morning yet, what are you doing here?” He slept naked in his bed, only a pair of boxers covering him. His chest was covered in a thin sheen of sweat from the heat.

His hands move to your hips in an attempt to keep you from crushing his pelvic where you sat snug, straddling him. Bare legs on either side, the cotton of your underwear sneaking into his eyesight from under the shirt you were wearing. Your hands immediately intercept their way into his palms, threading your fingers through them until they are joined like a prayer, pinning them on either side of his head.

He is more than surprised by your sudden actions. Eyes wide, mouth parted: he yelps at your behavior, taking in a few deep breaths as he feels hot crimson start to creep up his chest.

“Let’s go watch the sunrise,” you begin before a yawn has weaved its way through your throat, letting go of one of his hand; you cover your mouth with the back of it, “on the rooftop?”

“The rooftop, huh?” he smiled, eyes lazily scanning over your shirt clad figure, his shirt…

[asteria-argo]

Nothing quite like working a 7-5 shift you forgot you had and had to haul ass to get too at 6:30 am

[danystargaryens]

Another day, another comment about how my stepdad is upset about my lack of progress. i just really want to cry constantly. it’s been years now, why hasnt he understood yet that i’m SICK. i’m not able to thrive as a normal person would. “Oh but when i was Young, i had got kicked out of School when i was 14, and had a job. There is no excuse besides laziness”

Why is each day a battle… i wish i was normal, i really do.

[inkingquills]

Kim is obsessed with Porchay, and Porchay is obsessed with Kim. I love them

[geosgaymer]

The dilemma of breaking from homework and being hungry, but not having the motivation/extra energy to actually cook something...

[sunflowergirl522]

Was just super open and vulnerable with my partner about a lot of things bothering me in life and am now super embarrassed about it

[yellowsubiesdance]

my stage manager stopped as he was walking past me and told me i did really well tonight, and i feel absolutely giddy about it :)

[tired-and-swaggy]

[oleredacted]

Everything is exhausting and overwhelming

[my-big-fat-aesthetic-blog]

We’re Fat … posted by Nikki Garza

[puppypawprince]

feel like utter garbage can someone hit me over the head and knock me out

[inkingquills]

There are few characters in Kinnporsche I think could and actually would leave the family entirely.

Porchay, Kim (by extension, but I can also see him staying for his music if they never reconcile), and Macau.

In my mind, I can see Porchay escaping the mafia world to construct his own life free from the threat of danger and violence always looming over him.

Kim, if Porchay and him have that conversation and make up, would most likely leave with Porchay. Whether he continues with his music career elsewhere is up for debate, I don’t see him continuing without safety concerns. But who knows, maybe he could work it out.

Macau would be pushed by Vegas and Pete, mostly by Vegas because now they were unburdened by their father’s gaze, Macau had a chance at more normalcy than either of them ever had.

Vegas and Pete most likely would want to, but I don’t think it would actually happen with them. Especially with Korn still alive.

[thowawayuntilfurthernotice]

Again, it’s fucking insane how the entire world is witnessing these war crimes first hand, yet none of these western governments seem to give a shit.

It’s like “Oh what’s that? The Israeli government is stopping civilians from receiving aid and healthcare? Huh, must be a day that ends in a y!”

Just…… fuck everything.