#but I must refrain from my ranting

[miam0re]

Hi Mia!! Omg, we might just be twins haha!! I might actually be a year younger than you if you're turning 20 this year (I'm turning 19 :')) But yess!!! Libra!!! And a desi heh ;)) Ooh! Which part of India are you from??? You don't have to mention the exact location ofc, but maybe the state? Also, wow!!! College!! I am actually on a gap year preparing for NEET TToTT And yess!! I am reading more and more of your blog and man, *chef's kiss* noice :'D Take care, Mia!!! -🌸

ohhh ye ye I turn 20 this year...omg can not believe that I am almost not a teenager

I'm from North India, NCR! What about you uwuwu

omg I have heard that NEET sucks a lot like but I hope you do well and get into the university of your choice!! Honestly the Indian education system is messed up af, I was never a really studious person and now I suffer because of it (but here's to hopes I make it big in my writing career so that I can be like HAH IN YOUR FACE YOU STUPID EDUCATION SYSTEM! I AM SUCCESSFUL REGARDLESS OF YOU)

Anyways study hard, take breaks, take mental health days!! Don't overwork yourself <3

Lots of Love to you 🌸

[petorahs]

me being so set on hating every fontaine character because their designs looked too much and only pulling for the sibs + arlecchino but then navia turned out lovable in the quest. they advertised wrio as a dogboy. neuvy is a dragon AND has elf ears.

ITS JOEVER

[un-pearable]

well at least someone's having fun with it

[creampz]

⋆ ★ RULES.

#★vegasbaby. is my personal tag for all my work(s). sometimes i don’t update my mlists right away, but any time i post you’ll see things under that specific tag. (fics, hc's, etc..)

minors are to not interact with me or any of my works. must be 18+ or it's an immediate block. it would help a lot if you have some kind of age indicator! i’m not your parent so what you choose to consume despite ignoring my boundaries is up to you. i have mdni everywhere on my blog, but if i catch you lurking at all when you shouldn’t be, i will block you. this is an adult space.

i write requests on my own time and when i feel like it! currently, they’re open. thirsts like these take me quicker to write. please be patient because i try to answer everyone <3

i will say this again, but i do not write smut for minor characters. i will not age them up either. i will not write teen!character or teen! reader. it makes me uncomfy, please don’t ask / request that.

keep in mind, i’m only one person running this entire blog and it’s very hard to monitor constantly. if i don’t get to your ask(s), i apologize :’). i love talking to you guys!sometimes when im away ill run on queue

i write only for fem! reader (smut) — for angst, fluff i don’t mind writing in gender neutral.

please do not translate my works or feed them to any sites/platforms. screampied is my only tumblr & all works are mine. my ao3 is creampz and im gonna start cross posting my work there—whenever i have time eheh.

⋆ ★ BYF/DNI.

do not interact — minor, pro-isreal, kink-shamer, thinspo, racist / anything anti LGBTQ+, etc.

please refrain from stealing my themes, gifs / graphics. inspiration credit is totally fine by me as long as you ask! i’m fine if people want to use my graphic stuff as inspiration but please don’t entirely copy me.

this blog may write & interact w dark content time to time. i always tag properly in case you wanna filter that ( ex. #cw dacryphilia / #cw gunplay ) but nothing too supreme.

this is a safe goofy horny space! racism, unnecessary hate, and dumb tumblr beef will not be tolerated here. promise, i do not care. i’m just here to write and troll

reblogs + comments are wholeheartedly appreciated !!!

i don’t really answer anon hate. you’re gonna be talking to yourself and ignored. i’m not gonna be disrespected on my own blog. if i’m really bored, i’ll troll you with a meme.

don’t rant / vent to me in my inbox. i’m not a therapist and it could not only trigger me but my audience. asking for advice is fine i guess, but just heed my warning.

although my personality is a bit flirty, everything is entirely platonic! don’t take what i say serious lol, also i have dark humor so if you’re not with that, this isn’t the blog for you

don’t critique my writing unless you’re my beta reader. i didn’t ask and you’ll be blocked.

messages are only set for mutuals. if you have something you’d like to talk to me about, send me an ask and i’ll reply privately (or message you personally on my end)

don’t spam my inbox with asks. mutual or anon i will block you, it’s annoying & i promise i saw it the first time.

⋆ ★ WRITING.

before sending a thirst/req, please read the kinks im not comfortable with writing (scroll to see) — if you ask for a kink + trope, etc. i stated i won’t write, it’ll be deleted.

please keep your request/ask a few sentences short, not an entire essay. i’ll elaborate however i see fit. HOWEVER, i’ll make an exception if you have a fic idea you’d like to see me write. ex: “hi vegas! what do you think about … (specific au / character)” if it gets me motivated enough, chances are i’ll write it

info list of things i won’t write: stepcest & incest, pseudo-cest, scat, dub + noncon, pregnant s*x, kidnapping, peeing / piss kink, period s*x, somnophilia, ddlg, age regression, fisting, yandere, race play, vore, vomit, feet kinks, sacrilege (ex. priest! character), high school au's (teacher x student is a hard no: only exception—professor / college aus) free use, g4ngbangs, gl0ryholes, etc. (if i get asked asking for any of these kinks / tropes i will delete them.)

no, i don’t write for mahito.

again because this is a frequent question lol, i do not write smut for underage characters (megumi, yuuji, yuuta, maki, etc) please don’t ask me to age them up either !!

yes, i write for the women in jjk.

don’t request me something you’ve already asked another writer. it puts me in a weird position & don’t ask me to recreate something another writer wrote.

when describing reader, they’ll always be short or depicted as smaller than the characters i’m describing. also, i try to be inclusive to all readers. never in my writing will i describe specifics such as (body type, eye color, hair color, skin tone) unless asked. you’re free to imagine your reader how you want! <3

i never use (y/n) in my fics. nothing against it but i just stick to petnames!

if you have any questions about a kink, a req, etc. just ask me !!

i’d like to end this off by saying please USE PROTECTION !!! fiction is not real life, so please wrap it up or dip. also, consent is key <3 kisses !!!

[starlightshore]

i think enough time has happened that i can talk freely about Undertale Event...2! if you haven't watched it, uhm. Please do!

Undertale Event

2!

I voiced Dr. Alphys and I did all the artwork.

The only two real fangames were:

Sans the Game

and

Giga Sans

Everything else was made by a couple of friends (and a guest submission, GTA Sans) and me.

Here's my 4 trailers if you just want to see them isolated.

for an explanation to what the hell this even is under the cut:

This is a parody of UnderEvent, a yearly Nintendo-Direct like showcase of Undertale Projects. I know people/have particpated in this since the first year.

While I try my best to keep to myself in the fandom, I do talke with people and dive a little bit into what's going on. I know the words "dust-trust" and "last breath" but i could not tell you what specifc AU they are each. I'm not good at video games so I only really play the big ones (UTY, TS, and most recently Delta-traveler). So like, I'd say i'm halfway there to knowing the basics of whatever the hell is going on in this fandom lmao!

I love how weird and silly this fandom is. I've got my own gripes about different aspects (cough, Sans Therapy: sans has mental illness the fangame was made in part with my extreme frustration with how the fandom handles the topic of mental illness. Like, seriously, cut that crap out...)

but anywayz off my rant for the day, there's a lot of this fandom I can admire from an, admittedly, confused distance.

I'll actually refrain from talking too in-depth about my thought process on the trailers as we plan on doing a commentary edition for the video. That'll be fun!

As for if we'll have a sequel...?

We have no idea yet if we are. I'd only want to make one if we can justify its existence. If you're in the fan-project community and want to be involved, please reach out to me! I can't guarantee we'll let you in as, as I said, I don't even know if we're making a sequel yet. But I love the idea of making a bigger, badder, and more ambitious sequel!

Alas for now I must go...... I'm writing this the night before and i'm sleepy lmao. Hope you enjoyed the video!

[lilacthebooklover]

For the ask thing

9

Oh! Yours came in right after I finished answering another request for 9 heheh, looks like I'll just have to find another piece..

9) With characters I love

Travelling within the void is an odd experience, Eternal Sugar must admit. There’s a sense of weightlessness; she’s walking on air, more drifting than anything else. She shifts within the darkness, makes to move a certain way and finds herself floating in that direction. It’s helpful, not having to deal with inconveniences such as gravity when she’s already exhausted. “Shadow Milk Cookie!” She calls out, voice soft and breathy as another yawn escapes her. She blinks bleary eyes, trying again. “Shadow Milk!” She does hope he isn’t on the Dark Side of the Moon, still pining after his Hero. It would be awfully inconvenient to have to wait for him to return after all of this effort. Eternal Sugar, like the rest of the Beasts, could probably access it herself if she tried hard enough. Only Dark Magic was capable of catalysing the chaos they had created upon falling, so she’s well-acquainted with it by now. Still, she’s always been far more finely attuned to Dessert Magic, and the Dark Side of the Moon is hardly her field of expertise. Shadow Milk is the one who’s studied it, who knows its intricacies, who succumbed to its overwhelming hold first. He hadn’t taken well to discovering the truth about their kind. Eternal Sugar reminds herself to refrain from mentioning the witches once she finds him. Shadow Milk has gone on and on about his continuous deception of Pure Vanilla Cookie within that space-like abyss. Eternal Sugar wonders how devastated the Hero had been upon finding out he’d been susceptible to such tricks. In a way, she pities him. Like them, he had not chosen to hold such excessive power; it had been bestowed upon him in a glorious halo of saccharine falsities, any aspect of its past omitted from his knowledge as he was told to protect Earthbread. In another way, she resents him. It is not his power, not really, and once they are free he will still view them as nothing more than Beasts, despite their oh so very similar origins. He has yet to fall into the tempting grasp of indulgence. From all that she’s heard, he cares little for his own wellbeing, far too sacrificial for his own good– or that of his kingdom. Shadow Milk will try to take him down with them, Eternal Sugar knows. She’s still not entirely certain how he feels about his successor. Some days, he rants and raves about the injustice and misuse of his stolen power. Others, he mutters under his breath about how the cookie makes no sense, a hint of insanity tinging his words as he puzzles obsessively over how Pure Vanilla Cookie has managed to remain such an unfaltering symbol of good even after everything he’s seen and done.  But what intrigues Eternal Sugar the most is Shadow Milk’s sharp smiles, the amusement that glints in his eyes whenever he mentions the Hero. Shadow Milk values entertainment as much as he does control, and it appears that Pure Vanilla provides quite an intriguing source of it. Shadow Milk has taken the time to observe him to the highest degree, unpicking everything that makes his other half tick.

Eternal Sugar my beloved.. Pure Vanilla my beloved... Shadow Milk my beloved.... They're my scrunklies <3

[spectrechosts]

Better Off Together

...oh, you didn't think we were done with these two, did you? No, no, these are the faves! You're going to keep seeing them.

Better Off Together is where I put all my misc stories of the two of them out adventuring and such. It doesn't follow any kind of arc, it's just snippets of their lives I wanted to write.

Chapter 1 takes place some months after the events of Better Off Alone.

Full Series

"Ow, fuck."

"Stop squirming."

Kallixenia knelt at Lunaeris's side, glowing palm placed to a wound she had obtained earlier that day.

"Kallie, I love you, but I carry healing potions for a reason." The elf murmured, trying not to hurt her wife's feelings.

"Please, beloved, If you will not allow me to bear your wounds you must at least let me tend to them."

Kallixenia had, reluctantly, agreed to rescind the oath that took any harm inflicted on Lunaeris upon herself instead. She had then devoted herself to learning healing magic to make up for it, with surprisingly quick results. Lunaeris was happy to let her practice on the various cuts and bruises one accrues setting out on a life of adventure for the first time.

She had, however, been fucking stabbed.

Not… terribly. She had mostly dodged it, the dagger only truly harming some side fat and her ego.

But it hurt like a bitch!

She-

She was supportive. She was. Kallie learning a bit of magic was great! It was helpful, she was having fun with it, and it gave them a lot to talk about. She loved that she could talk spellcasting with her wife, it made her want to train with some kind of sword so they could bond over that too.

And so she refrained from pointing out another time that a potion could repair a glancing wound like this in a matter of minutes.

"I- I think I've got it working." Kallixenia said, focused. She took her hand away from the gash, and the glow remained in place. "It should only take maybe another hour or so."

"Okay." Lunaeris said, releasing a shaky breath and nodding.

"It will likely scar, even with this."

The elf grumbled. "Of all the idiotic ways to get my first adventuring scar, one fucking goblin sneaking up and nicking me."

"You could just lie about it, until you have some better ones."

"…Yeah, maybe."

"I… am sorry I'm not better at this, my love." Her knight sighed.

"Nonsense." Lunaeris said, clicking her tongue. "When we first met you told me you had no magical aptitude, now look at you."

Kallixenia smiled bashfully. "I suppose I did, didn't I?"

"You did, I remember because I was asking if you had-"

Lunaeris cut herself off.

"You were asking if I had the sword."

She said nothing, but her blush spoke for her.

"…Princess?" Kallixenia asked softly, and Lunaeris squirmed. "Did you already know, so soon after meeting me?"

The elf bit her tongue and averted her gaze. "I… hoped." She said. "I was immediately infatuated with you, beautiful as you are. It was a few days later, when you offered to aid me in my schemes without being asked, that's when I knew."

"Oh, Princess…" Kallixenia murmured, looking up at her. "You loved so readily, even as you claimed your heart untouchable."

"Y-Yes, well-" Lunaeris stammered. "It- You were- My defenses had served me perfectly well against the typical chaff my father was setting me up with." She whined, embarrassed. "You are an outlier! How could I be expected not to fall for you, honestly!"

Kallixenia hummed, took her hand and placed a gentle kiss to her knuckles. "I'm so glad you did, Princess."

Lunaeris let out a pathetic whine and covered her face with her other hand. "You're horrible, flustering me like this! Go on then, when did you fall in love with me?"

"Hmm…" Kallixenia pondered. "It was some weeks after we had visited your teacher. You were complaining about something in one of the books you had stolen-"

"That cannot be how you fell in love with me."

"Maybe not how, but when I knew. You were ranting about how it didn't make sense, how it conflicted with all known study on the matter, how the author must have been either woefully incompetent or hadn't learned anything new in the past 500 years."

"Kallie I don't even remember this!"

"And as you sat there, furious, I wanted so badly to kiss you. That's when I knew." Kallixenia said, smiling as she reminisced.

"…Ridiculous." Lunaeris mumbled. "And you didn't even kiss me, even though you had to know by then I liked you."

"You're right, I'm sorry Princess. May I make it up to you now?"

"…Of course, you wonderful oaf."

[yuseirra]

Today's onk speculations and rants~~~ haahah I'm so nervous I'm going to be so wrong but really. It's my last chance to talk away about things like this so casually. I won't be able to come up with anything once they're set in stone.

I said I'd block anyone who sends spoilers, so luckily, I didn't receive anything. :) I'm so relieved. This still stands!! Thanks for listening to me, I really appreciate it. Even if I'm wrong, please refrain from correcting me. I do not want to encounter things until I am ready myself, I WILL BLOCK YOU IF YOU DO. There are only a few episodes left anyway~~ so we'll all learn just what is UP with this series sooner or later. There's no need to rush, the series IS already doing that...

I mean, if it were me… I'd definitely set Ai up with the best person in the world. Looking at how Ai reacted, there's no way this person could be bad, right? They seemed to have such a nice personality, so what kind of person are they, really… LOL.

In chapter 160, or was it, when Nino was spouting nonsense, it got me so worked up that I needed to see how things get resolved before moving on. I'm so pissed about that, if anything, THAT'S something that's got to be rebutted or I'd hate this series' guts on how it handles things(so that's why I think it must, because, the writing's extremely bad there and; I think that's intentional)

Nino says because Kamiki's talked about Ai so much, Ryosuke and Nino couldn't forget about her and went mad. But I keep saying, if Ai had been an ordinary person, or if Nino and Ryosuke had been normal, rational human beings, wouldn't they have just thought, 'Oh, he's just so madly in love with Ai,' and moved on? What’s wrong with these people, seriously??? Or maybe, if Kamiki is some kind of god, already mad at that time, and he had the power of a curse that could drive them mad, then sure…

But even if that's the case, does this person have any reason to harm Ai? No matter how I look at it, Ai seems way more precious to Kamiki than even himself. After losing Ai, it’s like he was as good as dead. Did some other god give him a mission to kill Ai or something? I do think there might be something with the black star. But even so, he was in so much agony after Ai’s death, and he changed entirely as a person. Judging from the situation, it seems like he’s been living just to do something related to Ai ever since her death.

I reread volume 10, and apparently, he studied a science or engineering field?? That’s really surprising. Science and engineering??? A person who used to act?? And he founded a company at 25? I think there’s a real chance that when he was with Ai, he might have been a genius. Maybe that’s why Ai easily believed that her kids might be geniuses because Kamiki was so smart himself?

I think the reason he founded that company is related to Ai, don’t you think??; And why a science or engineering field?? Was he researching stars or something? Anyway, in my view, everything about this character is likely set up to revolve around Ai; all his motivations and actions. I think we need to learn just what he was doing with his life. Just one more thing: there are a few things that would only make sense if this person is a god.

In my view, during chapter 155, he says he would do what he could for Ai <as if he had almost gathered all the "light" needed? Like, to bring Ai back to life, and so he was planning to die because he collected it in himself as a vessel or something. But because of Aqua, if he died then and there in 161-162, he wouldn’t be able to carry out what he had planned, which is why he looked so desperate and despairful…

I think he came to see the main characters for the last time, as if it were his final chance to play the role of their father. He asks them their wishes and congratulates them, doesn’t he? If he’s Sarutahiko, he would have the power to guide people’s futures, so he could make their wishes come true…;; Maybe he met with them one by one to grant their most important wishes with his divine powers as a final blessing. He didn’t show up until the very end, but he went to see them nearing the end of the series. Doesn't it seem like some kind of bucket list?; Like the one last thing he has to carry out for his children? That's why he mentioned "paternal love"?

As for his kids, he already granted their wishes (and Aqua’s wish might have been to ruin him socially, which could explain why things turned out this way…; He even granted that wish with a smile.) But then, he encountered Ai’s wish as a video, which was for him to no longer be lost… I think that's something he totally did not see coming, thus that's why he became visibly startled. Seeing that, hmm…; maybe after hearing Ai’s wish, he decided to keep living, or maybe after realizing Ai truly loved him, he resolved to do something he couldn’t bear to do before, like really trying to bring her back by attempting to get Ruby or sth(but I don't think that was actually it;; I think he thought about it in his.. last moments? because he regretted about having refrained to do it when he had the chance OH IDK.. I just don't see Ai loving a guy who can hurt their daughter... everything's so messed up). I think it’s one of the two.

That’s just how I interpreted it, this person’s cryptic behavior and all. They originally had a really good personality. It does fall into place if you take it like this.

For someone to be able to get such a reaction out of Ai, their nature would have to be saintly…;; This person can’t possibly be bad. Absolutely not. And judging by their demeanor, they seem like someone who was originally… really, really kind…I can see that. Really, Kamiki actually needs to not be evil for the story's sake. Otherwise, the story itself would become too strange, and it’d be hard to understand what the author is trying to convey.

LOL How can I make everything align and make sense? My mind is racing. If it’s like this, it all fits together, and the things mentioned in the story connect. If this all needs to be resolved within four chapters… Plus, I think the amount of time this person will get is probably less than two chapters at most, even if I take it really positively. If it were me, I’d give them more, but there’s also Aqua, Ruby, Kana, Akane, and all those other plotlines to wrap up…

If it were me, I’d give two chapters to that side and two to Ai and this person. Given everything that’s been unfolding so far, I think I could wrap it all up in that amount of time. I feel like I could actually do it. Maybe the author has confidence too. But I don’t know…; I think I could really do it if I were to be in their place?? but the author knows better and has put a lot more thought into this, so I should trust them…They probably already have the whole story outlined and are just following that. Right now, I have about three or four scenarios in mind for how this manga might end, and I think they could work. But I’ll leave it to them. It's not like I can do anything else either.

Oh, and about Ai. There's a reason why I believe she deserves the two chapters along with her bf. Ai is a character with multiple layers… there's a mask on top of another mask, and there are at least three layers. In fact, the full extent of her darkness hasn't been revealed yet. It was only hinted at. I wish they'd show that.

I feel the most intricately written character in this story is Ai… Aqua is like that too, but when I see what Aqua does now, it’s so frustrating that I can’t bring myself to root for him, so I’ve grown a bit distant; I really want to love him again the way I used to UGH UGH!! I saw the end of vol 11 and he SAID HE WAS GOING TO MAKE AI'S TRUE WISH A REALITY!!! WHY DID HE GIVE IT UP LIKE THAT? I am not convinced! Kamiki wasn't showing ANY aggression to his son at least. Things didn't have to go as ugly as it played out although this is a manga and I know there should be drama but it was so ugly, the whole scene where he tried to kill and choke him made me really distressed. I wonder if Ai would feel he did great. I don't know. Maybe Kamiki really deserved it?? but I don't see the story being good if it really is that way either.

Moving on!! Ai, clearly comes across as a character crafted with great care, so it makes me think that whoever she loved must have been someone special too. That's why… I hope her story gets properly wrapped up.

Even beyond that, the guy's been treated so cruelly; when a character is presented so ambiguously like this, it means there’s something more to reveal. I’ve always thought that this would come out in the end and wrap up the story, you know? If it were up to me, that’s how I’d do it. The author writes characters incredibly well… but if I get my hopes up, I might end up disappointed…

But really… if Ai truly loved someone, that person must have been a genuinely good person—beyond the level of just an ordinary person. AND HE REALLY WAS!! THEY SAY HE WAS SO AS I ALWAYS SAY, I WENT YES!! I KNEW IT!! For someone like that to change so drastically, there must have been something… some serious incident. Yes, Ai died… but there must have been something more.

The matters related to gods, stars, and wishes need to be resolved. I believe that’s probably central to the story and truly important.

okay no more, no more. I have to leave this series be. but man. this series is the one I had the most headache with, ever. That is a lot because I feel EVERY series I loved and enjoyed does that to some extent.

It's helped me think about some things and definitely helped develop my art style too probably, and I also respect how they write emotions.. what I wish for, (this comic's about wishes too right) is that it ends up as a really positive series to look back on with a strong message. If I am the writer, I feel I can do it within the remaining chapters because the setup is actually really good and there can be a lot of things to work from. And I trust the authors to be real capable, they've made gems along the way. It's just that... I still get worried because I am unaware of the future. o<-<

Mm It'd be nice if they make another artbook and a tv animation guidebook for the second season. That I'd buy. I also want.. a full book just full of Ai. Doesn't even have to be the ship I care for, I want to see her story, the first volume does exist.. but I want to know about her life before the twins were born through her eyes a bit more. She's such a good character, I want to see more of her.. A character like her would be so fun to work with, she's passed in the first volume, but in a way, I feel she feels the most alive and fleshed? like a real human being sometimes. I would have liked to be friends with someone like her... she meant well. I can see that, so I sympathize with her. That's why I want the boy she loved to be really good too and he seems like it to me??; Ai is smart?? I think..she chose the best guy she could have at that point, she chose A NOBLE SOUL. If I were to create a character like her, I never make what she wanted to go in vain. She's really loved by the writers, I feel. She would get her justice. Yeah, I'd love to write a character like her, she is very well-devised...I would make her happy if I were to be her creator, I think the authors, they'd want to do that too, won't they.

For the meantime... I guess I'll draw more hikaai as I wait :)

[cielwritings]

! Fat!Ciel Sebaciel Hcs !

my first non-request post… how do i explain this without it sounding fetishy?

i wrote this mainly because i needed reassurance on myself. this isnt a mildly chubby ciel, or a thick thighed slim waist ciel. this is a fat ciel. he has chubby cheeks, a belly, larger arms.

i just felt down and wanted to write ciel with my body. it’s okay if you envision him differently in this. i aim to comfort people with my body type. because im ciel’s height, it’s easier for me to imagine him with my body. i just wanted to comfort myself and perhaps vent a little

sorry for the long rant ^^’ i feel like i should give reason for not doing a request here. i know some people like themselves a bigger ciel as well, so…

warning: body issues

We’ll start off bold. Ciel doesn’t like how he looks. He hates it, in fact. Sebastian knows this, as you can’t hide anything from a demon.

Ciel, despite all of this, doesn’t do much about it. “It isn’t my fault I’m like this. My mother fed me too damn much.” he thinks to himself. He feels guilty blaming her the moment after.

Sebastian is gentle with the topic, unlike how he would with other masters or mistresses. Firstly, this boy is delicate. Secondly, he’s still a child. He’s one of the very few adults responsible for what influences him.

Of course, Sebastian gives healthy meals and servings. Ciel isn’t used to this. His brows used to furrow when he was given steak for dinner— he expected pasta and some other form of carb.

Picky eater, much?

Sebastian didn’t mind helping Ciel warm up to new tastes and textures. He’s had to deal with babies up until their senior years, he can handle a little boy like Ciel.

Ciel grows to not mind. He loses some weight as well, though it isn’t noticeable to him. It was around 11 pounds.

He dreads exiting his household or going to the Queen. It’s shameful for the citizens to stare at him, then wonder if he was actually the earl of the manor…

The Queen doesn’t judge. He judges. “I must look like a glutton to her. I bring shame to the Phantomhive name.”

By the end of a long day, he’s so pissed off with others, he nearly cries. He absolutely never cries. Who’s he to cry over some stupid judgement? Even if he was small, he’d be judged for being the earl. Fashion, age, hair, anything. Why was this upsetting him?

Sebastian was quite surprised when he entered Ciel’s work room to see him on the windowsill. While that’s normal, he didn’t expect his eyepatch to be off, tears in his eyes.

“So that’s why the seal was so bright today.” Sebastian thought to himself, looking at his gloved hand. He’d asked Ciel numerous times that day if anything was wrong, to which Ciel shooed him off.

He walked over to Ciel’s side. “Young master, is everything alright? The seal..”

He squints, focusing on his non-contracted eye. It was red. He refrains from sighing as he got onto one knee, eye-level with the boy.

“I will stay here until you’re alright.” he whispers, taking Ciel’s hand in his two hands. He gives it a squeeze, staring at the dimples on his knuckles adoringly.

“You’re aware I cannot lie, correct?” Sebastian spoke, watching as Ciel nervously looked his way. “What if I told you.. you’re stunning. You’re a sight for sore eyes, and that I’m so proud to be your servant.”

His hand moved some hair sticking to the boy’s wet cheek. “No matter how you look or how you are feeling, you’re my master. You will forever be the earl to the Phantomhive’s in my heart.”

[novacines]

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➺ brief note

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➺ before you interact + a sprinkle of info about me

• i'm not particularly strict when it comes to underage readers, so as long as you don't voice it out loud — to be frank, i don't think i would have the heart to even block you if i knew — i'll simply let it slide.

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➺ writing preference

ensure to read the following points before proceeding to "more about requests" since taking my writing preference into consideration before requesting increases the acceptance rate of requests/asks.

walking on thin ice (i might, i might not):

hair pulling, face slapping, oral m! receiving (maybe gentle ones?), public sex, exhibitionism, choking, trauma dumping, mental illnesses, sex buddies, eating disorder.

things i will not write:

bdsm (spanking is fine), non-con, abuse, incest, stepcest, death, misogyny, pregnancy.

i personally get weak in the knees when it comes to gentle intimacy, rough sex, oral f! receiving, fingering and age gap. however, as long as you ask me about other cws and tropes, i'll always consider each and every one of them.

• capitalization isn't applied in my writing for aesthetic purposes.

• the term "y/n" will not be used in my fics.

• i only write for fem! reader.

• the reader will always be portrayed as petite.

• animal vocalizations — such as "growl" and "bark" — are a hard no for me.

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if you intend to submit a request with ideas for fics, it is a must to refer to the following rules below to prevent any flaws during the submission process.

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thank you for your cooperation!

[oreoambitions]

Your post about the $0.50 raise reminds me of the time I had an annual review or whatever and my boss was trying to make it seem like I should be more devoted to or involved in my job or whatever and was like pointing out all the ways it had benefited me and was like oh I noticed you bought a new car which must be because of the raise we just gave you and I had to refrain from replying that the reason I bought a new car was cause I totalled my previous car while driving to work in icy snowy conditions cause apparently the bad roads weren’t a good enough reason to miss work and also it wasn’t a new car it was used and I had to take out a loan to pay for it which I didn’t qualify for on my own because they didn’t pay me enough so I had to get my dad to co sign even though I was fully an adult and when I had showed up to work after wrapping my car around a telephone pole no one told me to go home or go to the hospital and get checked out they were just like oh you wrecked your car that sucks my guy anyways we have flowers to ship let’s go 30 boxes of finished bouquets an hour chop chop

Anon I'm so flippin' angry on your behalf that I went downstairs to read this to my housemate and then we ranted about capitalism and the hopelessness inherent to the current economic system and I just. I hope you're working somewhere else now, bc that's a nightmare. It's the hardest feeling when you realize the people you spend the majority of your waking hours with don't care about you as anything but a means to a sales number. Been there; hope you're not there anymore.

[fair-city-inquiries]

Blog Introduction

Okay, hi- I’m the mun (mod/owner) of this blog! You can call me Randy or Fox, but honestly I collect names into a big box - call me whatever you’d like, within reason of course.

I created this blog due to my apparent latest fixation, Wordgirl, and figured ‘why not have my own roleplay space’ hence fair-city-inquiries! Granted, I wanted to cover some ground rules before letting you all run amok.

Guidelines & Rules

⭐️ The blog is just as much for roleplay as it is for in-character asks! You are welcome to interact however you wish with a couple exceptions.

⭐️ Asks must remain SFW. While I, the mun, am an adult - Becky Botsford is a high schooler. Don’t be weird. I will block if I have to.

⭐️ Please refrain from asking me about artwork. I am not an artist and will not be able to answer through drawings. I am but a simple apprentice when it comes to digital art, let alone traditional.

⭐️ For asks, all answers will be in character! Unless you are asking it directly to me as the mun, it will be answered as though the blog belongs to Becky!

⭐️ I’m going to lose my marbles if this one isn’t followed: do not spam and/or harass me over immediate responses. Unfortunately, I won’t always be able to do that as I also have a life outside of tumblr.

⭐️ Guys. Please do not reblog my in-character posts unless you’re a fellow roleplayer. There might be exceptions but if a roleplay thread is being reblogged - please do not interact it if you’re not roleplaying! It’s going to be confusing for not only myself but the other participants

⭐️ This blog is run by a fan for the fans. I can’t express enough that this is simply meant for fun! The blog will support personal headcanons!

I’ll be making a separate post featuring information about the muse, in other words Becky Botsford.

Just to make things easier on everyone!

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[urwendii]

I don't have anyone to talk about this so I will ramble about something that takes too much place in my already overcrowded brain before it implodes. It's not a polished idea but i need to put it into words.

So it's a follow up on this post on entropy and Manwë and Melkor.

In it I highlight that Melkor's ultimate destruction about the end of the Great Battle doesn't fix Arda (or the universe in the larger scope regarding entropy) but in the end, is the trigger for its destruction.

It's one of my most fervent headcanon since I read the Silm all these cursed years ago. But to me the end of the Dagor Dagorath isn't a happy ending. The destruction of Evil itself (without inferring with jirt religious views, or the existence of ultimate evil, because I am no believer in both topics.) Should bring about the Healing and usher the era of Remade Arda (Unmarred only implies a reset. Which I always interpreted the D.D as not a reset. It is a deconstruction.)

So, Melkor (or Morgoth - the Evil Dark Lord, Nihilism personified) is finally defeated. Except. Except it breaks the World (as in the entire system housing the Dwelling).

And not because the Battle (in whatever form it will take) creates physical damages to Arda, to the point its fully ruined beyond the skills of the Valar to repair, but because Melkor is part of the equation of Existence.

Light and darkness, life and death, creation and destruction. One can not exist without the other. You kill one, you break the equilibrium. The Breaking of the World is triggered by Melkor's destruction.

What is happening beyond this is something we can use our minds to picture. A new Song? As in a new big bang for Eä ? Why not. The tale is about Arda (as the system) but the Aratar came beyond it and as Melkor is also part of them (despite their most valiant tentative to deny it.) The damage of his destruction must create ripples that go beyond Arda's scope, not unlike gravitational waves traveling through the cosmos. (considering I liken Melkor to a black hole, i like this allegory as well)

But also :) not to dive into the Information Principle because I will refrain from boring most of you, but nothing is supposed to be destroyed and lost forever. Unless you want to take a huge swing at the most cherished law of physics (but you and I are going to have A Talk then.)

The finite destruction of Melkor is unnatural. It goes against the most fundamental law of the universe Eru is said to have created.

And maybe Melkor's role in all of this was to be the trigger for a new era, a better one. He's a tragedy in itself, if so. Heck, he is the most tragic character in this. But in a way he also is the most important of Eru's creation, his most important child, the one that will end up being the cornerstone for the realisation of Eru's vision.

That ended up being a disjointed rant but my point is that I have a lot of feeling about the Dagor Dagorath and the roles of all its participants and the role of Melkor in the larger picture. *makes vague gestures*

[ninjago-sins]

Give me your ninjago sins

This is not a suggestion box- this is a confessional.

How have you wronged the ninjago fandom? What opinions or actions of yours make your stomach turn with guilt? Things that you would change about yourself if you could.

Come and send me an ask, and I will pass judgement! You are not beyond redemption unless you don't want to be. Come to me with your cringe fan content stories, come to me with your hot takes you have no logical backing for. Come to me with your actions which may disturb those who hear of it.

My ear is also here for all those who are burdened. Anything you feel you must scream out, but can not say, my ask box is open. I'm here to hear your ninjago troubles and lend an opinion, or even advice. If you feel you must bare your ninjago soul to someone, I am here to listen.

Send me an ask anonymously, or if you are brave enough, showing your face to the world! All are welcome to seek ninjago salvation here!

While hot takes may be eligible to be seen as sins, this is not a hot takes page. Please refrain from simply ranting about your opinions.

I will respond to everyone, but not to obvious bad faith bait (like I have already gotten)

I'll probably be poking fun of you a bit in your ask, but know it's all in good fun! I mean no ill will to anyone.

Run by @parachutingkitten

[silentanomaly]

Long post.

Today is a good day, and I want to take a moment to express appreciation on here. I don't often talk about more positive things when I do type out posts.

First off, I received The Amulet of Kings. I donned it. It did not fall off. This is an incredible feeling. Mighty big thanks to my bestie, @buttchugger. Happy early birthday to me! I feel very special! I could rant and rave about what this means to me. But, I type a lot as is, when I do.

Second, I got my wheels realigned, and that was far less expensive than I anticipated. I owe my mother dearly. I will always owe her regardless of her assistance with the car. I cannot afford much of late, and I am working on correcting that. It was nice visiting her today while the car was in the shop. She gave me food to bring home. I love my mom!

Third, my homeboy (friend from kindergarten/roommate) shared the news that he has quit smoking tobacco and casual drinking. Only smoking weed now. He also shared that a former friend of mine has quit drinking as well as smoking anything. I was shocked. No more tobacco smoke in the house dirtying everything outside my room, going through the vents, and no more alcoholic empties!!! This will not only be good for him, but, a massive relief on me and my efforts to keep things clean and organized. I hope the consumption of less toxic substances helps him to clear his head and gain better perspectives. Says that he and my former friend are both already feeling a wee bit better. So, good for the both of them, and even those around them!

Fourth, a friend of mine told me I look like Legolas (not from seeing this picture though). I love that. I absolutely aspire to be like an elf, and I relate to sentiments often held by them - more peaceful ones, like in Tolkien's literature. I'm going to hold on to that compliment and remember it fondly. I forget if I ever expressed that to her, my fondness of elves or Tolkien's literature and the LOTR movie trilogy. If I did, I'm glad she remembered and knew just what to say - of which I don't anticipate from people ever (that kind of compliment, that is, people have known what to say to me in the past, credit is due). I would tag her. But, I'm unsure if she is comfortable with that. I refrain, respectfully.

I love today. I'm glad I was awake for all of this. Sidenote: have been consistently working towards bettering my mental health and establishing a better financial situation in the meantime while I make steps towards getting back to work. I really hope I find a means of employment based around horticulture/agriculture, or just generally working with plants. Could be gardening. Could be at a plant nursery. I don't know. I need that though. I've always been one for wanting to grow alongside others who matter to me, and this whole time plants have meant a great deal to me and I've not been helping them grow as much as I'd like to. I am very hopeful for golden opportunities to do so some day! The more I can contribute to the growth of nature, the more I can counter the pollution from the nearby chemical plants and just in general. That has always been my goal when it comes to pursuing a career. I don't want my work to be just for money. I have to do something that benefits the world, even if it is small.

Maybe I'll plant a garden in the front yard this year, if my homeboy doesn't mind. Something I can do in the meantime while I heal. I will take advice from anyone who feels compelled in leaving some for me, in regards to gardening. I know not to plant lilies because I want my garden to be safe for cats. I must have border plants...ferns...and a smattering of colourful flowers. That is the current vague vision. May post updates on that, if I ever get around to it. I have something to look forward to this Spring!

[dreaminginthedeepsouth]

WHAT DOES IT TAKE TO MAKE TRUMP STFU?

There's a passage in Ernest Hemingway's novel The Sun Also Rises in which a character named Mike is asked how he went bankrupt. “Two ways,” he answers. “Gradually, then suddenly.”

We are seeing the truth of that with Trump.

Last night, in response to being indicted in New York, Trump made an angry speech, painting a a dark vision of the country and spewing a litany of conspiracy theories, some old and familiar and some new and really strange. Cheered on by MAGA celebrities, he went after President Biden, then criticized - at length and with specifics - the various prosecutors investigating him.

So much for heeding the judge’s warning to him in court that he must refrain from personally attacking those involved in the case - and their families.

“I never thought anything like this could happen in America, never thought it could happen. The only crime I have committed is to fearlessly defend our nation from those who seek to destroy it.”

He then launched into 30 minute conspiracy-filled rant so crazy even Fox cut away.

“From the beginning, the Democrats spied on my campaign. Remember that? They attacked me with an onslaught of fraudulent investigations.”

He riffed from his Greatest Hits.

Eforts to impeach him for his role inciting the violent January 6 attack on the Capitol is a “hoax.”

Withholding aid from Ukraine in an effort to extract political favors is a “hoax.”

He won the 2020 election and Biden benefitted from “millions of votes illegally stuffed into ballot boxes and all caught on government cameras.”

Biden benefitted from “collusion” between the Justice Department, FBI, and Facebook who conspired to suppress information about the “Hunter Biden laptop from hell.”

The country is “going to hell” under Biden with “raging crime statistics,” a “crippled” economy, and a military that has “now gone woke at the top levels.”

This is “the most embarrassing time in our country’s history, in my opinion,” and we are on the brink of “all-out nuclear World War III.” “We’re not very far away from it, believe it or not.”

The audience included many prominent lunatics, er, I man true believers, such as Kari Lake, Mike Lindell, and Marjorie Traitor Goon.

Lindell texted various news outlets, saying the indictment would boost Trump’s current re-election campaign. “It was great and this attack on our real President solidified him winning in 2024!” “We are getting rid of the electronic voting machines!!” “Everyone loves our real president Donald Trump … some just don’t know it yet!”

In his speech, Trump specifically went after Alvin Bragg, Jack Smith, Fani Willis, and Tish James. All of them are wildly corrupt and unfairly targeting him.

Trump started with Bragg. “He campaigned on the fact that he would get President Trump. … Before he knew anything about me. Didn’t know a thing about me. It’s an insult to our country as the world is already laughing at us for so many other reasons.”

Trump accused Fani Willis of “doing everything in her power to indict me over an absolutely perfect phone call. Nobody said, ‘Sir you shouldn’t say that.’ … or hung up in disgust.”

Trump also took aim at Jack Smith, dismissing him as “a radical left lunatic known as a bomb thrower,” suggested his name might be fake, and described the documents probe “the boxes hoax.”

He then did Smith a favor, admitting he took documents from the White House, but they were held in a “very secure storage room” and insisting he had “the right to declassify documents and the process is automatic.”

“The next thing I know, we were raided by many gun-toting FBI agents. Everybody was in shock.”

Trump also suggested Biden had similarly stowed away documents. “Joe Biden took massive amounts, more documents, even removed many boxes to Chinatown. You believe that?”

He also went on at length about New York AG Tish James, defending his business practices, and attacking James for vowing to go after him as she campaigned in 2018. “This is a persecution, not an investigation. She’s put our family through hell. It’s cost hundreds of millions of dollars to defend, but our heads are held very, very high.”

At this point, it seems clear that he wants the judge to issue a gag order so he can fundraise off “Look, I’m being oppressed!”

Prosecutors said in court they weren’t seeking a gag order in the case at this point, but asked for a protective order that would limit Trump’s ability to share evidence about his case due to recent public comments. The judge told the parties to work on such an order and come back to him.

It may not just be what happened in New York yesterday that sent Trumpty Dumpty tumbling off the wall into complete insanity. While we all paying attention to seeing him in court as a criminal defendant, there was another legal hearing in Washington D.C. that may have even greater portent.

The DC Circuit Court of Appeals declined Trump’s request to intervene on an emergency basis and block the imminent grand jury testimony of former Trump administration officials in Special Counsel Jack Smith’s investigation.

That, ladies and gentlemen, is very important.

Trump’s lawyers were in court to convince District Judge James Boasberg, to stay former chief district judge Howell’s order while they appealed. They lost that argument, resulting in the emergency appeal that they lost on yesterday.

This involves the required testimony to the grand jury by former chief of staff Mark Meadows, White House advisers Stephen Miller and Dan Scavino, former Director of National Intelligence John Ratcliffe, former national security adviser Robert O’Brien, and former Homeland Security acting secretary Ken Cuccinelli.

The three-judge panel that denied the emergency motion included Obama appointees Patricia Millett and Robert Wilkins and Trump appointee Greg Katsas.

Early reporting indicates Trump will not appeal this ruling to the Supreme Court.

In a sign of how quickly things are moving, Cuccinelli went before the grand jury Tuesday afternoon right after the appeals court decision.

Trump has lost his most plausible executive privilege claims. He is going to be indicted in D.C. on every single charge.

What was on display last night was a man who is desperate and terrified. This is a criminal who punched a teacher when he was six, was caught throwing rocks at a toddler in a playpen in the yard next door to his home at age ten, who has been a public criminal for the past 50 years, and who has always gotten off. He believed he was invulnerable.

What happens to a narcissist whose world starts falling apart around him, who is constantly presented with the facts of his total and complete failure?

You’re looking at it.

Justice Juan Merchan explicitly told Trump to his face in court: “Please refrain from making statements that are likely to incite violence or civil unrest ... making comments that have potential to incite violence, create civil unrest [or] jeopardize the state or well-being of any individuals.”

He also asked Trump not to engage in rhetoric that will “jeopardize the rule of law.”

Now we just need Judge Marchand to tell him to Shut. The. Fuck. Up.

[Thats Another Fine Mess]