#but I guess i became attached

[feralgayemo]

My favorite shirt has a hole right on the breast area I can’t wear it out anymore

[ravangie]

I mean, there's also plenty of common points between homosexuals and heterosexuals. They both fall in love, some of them really want to find a partner, others just want an easy relationship. If you fall in love or get rejected, there's plenty of your friends who will understand exactly what it feels like.

Your orientation doesn't have to be alienating. It all depends on how you perceive it.

(from someone who once felt like that too)

You know what, you're right. Your words are very optimistic and wise.

I guess I'm still hurting from living in a very homophobic environment. Noone around me can know about my orientation, except for the chosen few who I call my friends. As if it wasn't bad already, since recently being homosexual has started being punished by law where I'm from. I can't talk about my relationships, god forbid i express my feelings in public. It's painful - hearing about your peer's weddings and feeling nothing but hurt. And constantly lying is exhausting.

I've found salvation in my online presence and my wlw art, but I'm affraid the prize that I pay is the paranoia that I've started to develop.

So. I don't think someone who didn't have to hide throughout their whole life can quite understand that feeling of loneliness. I guess it's not being a lesbian that alienates me, it's living in a homophobic environment that does that.

But feelings-wise, yes. You put it very poetically. We are all human, we are all buit the same and feel the same things. When me and my friends start talking about our feelings we understand each other seamlessly and perfectly. I'm very grateful for my friends, who accept me as I am without me ever having to explain myself.

Thank you for reaching out and cheering me up <3

[tinukis]

during 3d2y, luffy never slept alone. either he bundles up against the animals he befriended or they cuddle with him or just both

it feels lonely. it is lonely. but it was 10x better than to be without a sign of life. they helped keep him warm on the colder nights and winter seasons. they listened to his stories he had about his nakama. theyre reactions were always priceless

[dandyshucks]

Don’t forget to do the Rainbow Rocket episode when you can! Do you have a team planned? I’m betting you pick Popplio C: - @kaijus-love-zone

IM EXCITED FOR THE RAINBOW ROCKET STUFF ONCE I GET THERE :3

I dont have any team planned bc I actually have very little knowledge of the Alola pokedex LOL theres already been a few pkmn that are brand new to me !!! its kind of exciting tbh !! when i started playing platinum, i already knew almost all of the pkmn in it bc I'd watched a bunch of the anime that covered Sinnoh's dex, so it's a brand new experience of playing a game without knowing many of the 'mons I'll be meeting :D !!

I CHOSE ROWLET ACTUALLY, the few eps I watched of the su/mo anime had primarina in one of them and her pkmn cries were rly irritating after the first couple so I don't rly want to have it in my game 😭 RIP primarina and the popplio line djdkdl... I really love popplio's design though and i love litten's too but rowlet is the only one that i rly like the third evo of !!! its been interesting having a grass starter rather than a water starter !!

once i have a solid team i will update yall w that, but here's sort of what I've settled on for most of my play-time today, it's as balanced a team as I can get with what I've caught so far:

[qqqqqqqqqqq0]

i've been having some trouble falling asleep lately

[sunset-bridge]

gorbo thoughts part .. 3?

goro thoughts update. id like to ramble again

ok i think he might not have ocd actually! i mean he could but like...i dont think theres too many signs. so yes id like to. recall that. i think that was just me projecting LMAO.. its ok! i love learning more about my favorite guy. you know what he does have

i stand by the ocpd. (obsessive compulsive personality disorder, its a completely different thing from OCD. its a personality disorder) also Definetely ctpsd (complex ptsd)...... ! i was talking with someone and they brought it up and i was like. WOAG.. after reading about it

disclaimer: i only talk about these because i have them LOL.. im sure gorbo has a cute soup of Other problems but like. i cant really talk about those well... i find these two really interesting though.

see. ocpd, is like the perfectionist control freak disorder. its what people Think ocd is lol. BUT as a personality disorder, its so much more than that. people with ocpd also:

-you tend to have a black and white moral code

-your way is the only right way.

-you like to do things alone because no one else could do them right; this may cause relationship problems and you may come across as a fucking cunt ( i know this..)

difficulty compromising and accepting any critisicim of your actions or opinions.

excessive devotion to work and productivity

sosososo afraid of failure even if its kinda small. you feel it will ruin your image forever and ever. if i make a mistake put me to death please.

Frequently become overly fixated on a single idea, task or belief. even to detriment of . everything else in your life...

yeah...

me and some friends definetely see some of these in goro! ofc im so happy to hear what you guys think, i dont mind changing my views at all (like with the ocd thing i changed opinion about!)

like.. hes super fixated on his revenge plan, its the Only thing he cares about and everything is fair game if it allows him to advance that. leave him alone, its no one elses problem. he knows what hes doing. he has to be right about his values and beliefs. he has to. or else whats the point. dont tell him hes wrong. what do you mean? you dont know anything about him. he cant fail, he cant make mistakes, he has to work hard so everyone sees him exactly as he wants to and as someone valuable.

and. cptsd. as the name suggests its. a form of ptsd but..it has the Special Added features of:

-sometimes cant control emotions well

-you feel angry distrustful and resentful at the world in general

you feel worthless, empty or forever damaged by an event. like if you were stained with dirt forever.

you feel isolated. like no one could ever even understand what you went through (not in like an. edgy kid way. like fr. you feel even if you explained to people. they wouldnt understand you and your feelings. or theyd judge you and further hurt you...)

avoiding friendships and relationships, or finding them very difficult (!!)

escapism or depersonalisation...dissociative behaviors .

yeah.. ! yeah. i think these ring quite some bells huh..! its really shitty! you feel like no one would get it, like no one would like you, like you are ruined forever and theres not much to do about it.

makes sense that goro would absorb himself in his plan. after all. he felt he was some sort of curse upon his mom; as if he was the one responsible for ruining her life.. but hed like to "redeem" himself with the revenge plan. he has to, even if its difficult to go on. i wonder if he planned to do anything if he achieved his plan? i dont think so. its a bit sad but.. he didnt really seem to plan doing. or living much more after. its like his whole life he convinced himself his only use would be as the vehicle to enact a revenge years in the making, and thats it.

as if he wasnt a person. just a tool to revenge. i think this is why its so difficult, frustrating and downright distressing to him to accept he too, has feelings and wants and needs like any Normal Person on planet earth. no way. those just interfere with the plan. and he has no right anyways.

i thought how id feel, in his shoes and with all my cute soup of wrong stuff, if some guy showed up, hes the guy i gotta kill. ok. then hes nice with me, as if mocking me. hes better at me in most things. he has friends and family and everyone likes him and he barely moves a finger. while i had to work so damn hard to even get acknowledged?? what does he have that i do not. hes nothing special. so why? then this guy acts like a fool even when hes so extraordinary in every aspect... does he think its funny? for someone so special to pretend to be ordinary. when id kill to be just half as special as him. honestly.. id become super frustrated with this bastard too. his presence would infuriate me. and the most frustrating thing, would be that this guy seems to be the only guy that seems to like hanging out with me. what the hell. guess he enjoys trying to humor me..

man...

[demonicconsultingwhovian]

My villain origin story is the fact that the knights never got to finish their quest and capture the holy grail

[lost-in-the-pink-mist]

Oh! Apocalyptic ending au! Guess the path to that is obvious, figuring out who would survive and how is less so. If the Krang had won, the end of the world for humanity and yokai would be relatively instantaneous. There are at least two obvious survivors, and beating the Krang this late in the game has been done before, but it wasn't easy and the victims are still recovering from it, will continue to be recovering for a long time. It was a rough war. One can only hope earth has that same stubborn determination.

[laugtherhyena]

Actually this may come as a surprise for the people who know me from Asoot/the Nijiue siblings but i really don't like Iroha at all, i remember not liking her that much even back in the day when chapters were still coming out.

And it's crazy because i would never have made them if it wasn't for the voidswap au where i was like "huh since Iroha is taking Yoruko's place who could she talk to in that scene from chapter 6?" Then i started thinking and working on Hitaru, Jiro and Akemi to use for that, which ended up not even happening since voidswap was canceled.

[katyspersonal]

Random headcanon!

An Amygdala at the entrance in Yahar'gul Chapel grew from a celestial larvae Micolash took from Choir upon leaving. It came from him experimenting with provoking divine impregnation without waiting for Great Ones to decide to 'bless' mortals, and he bribed a woman in the Choir whose infertility the holy blood could not heal into having 'her only chance' to experience such thing. Thus she was his willing test subject, and since then Choir uses the method without credit - but 'credit to the original artist' jokes aside Micolash just wanted secrecy, and demanded that she spreads without telling who really discovered it. She bitterly agreed despite the pain of parting with the baby, but still promised to find and strangle him if anything bad happens with this particular celestial larvae.

He was feeding it human blood and some flesh until it became 'sinful' enough to fall into an Amygdala (like how a demon is a fallen angel). But since it was attached to Micolash as a caretaker, it would never be hostile to him, whereas by default Amygdalas use mortals for their evil goals. But this Amygdala helped to create a communication between mortals and older and bigger Amygdalas, as they'd be motivated to listen to the person one of their kind favored. Thus, Micolash was able to bring Yahar'gul's residents back the deities their ancestors worshipped, and organize the system in which Amygdalas offer help and knowledge in exchange to sacrifices. Yahar'gul was "thriving" if you can really call it this way ahaha

Even much later this specific Amygdala kept bringing people wandering in to Micolash in his Nightmare (through Lecture Hall), although by now the ways got more tangled and Patches more or less manipulated things so people find HIS Amygdala instead of getting into Micolash's arms, but Mico's "baby" is still by his side

[courgowr]

look, i really, truly dislike where ai art is going right now but everytime someone says that the reason it’s bad is because “it’s destroying the soul of art” or whatever i want to walk into the woods and scream at the top of my lungs for 15 minutes straight

[snapbackslide]

Norli's gone :(

and apparently his former team in Sweden had fans funding his return? so they could afford to bring him back and pay him???

[arolesbianism]

Management games my beloved I <3 tormenting lil guys for my benefit

[ayakashibackstreet]

Yes, I'm a MILH (Man I Love Hasunosora)

[seat-safety-switch]

There's a really non-obvious consequence to all those "smart" appliances out there. Your average corporation lasts less than ten years before it's acquired, goes bankrupt, or is no longer doing the thing it first started out doing. However, all those internet-of-things gadgets still need someone to be paying the server bill, otherwise half of the features go "poof."

This is great for me: I get cheap appliances, tools, construction robots, and pseudo-sentient war machines because most of their functionality required a now-nonexistent web service to be working. For instance, this oven I pulled out of a ditch works perfectly fine to cook food, but the "Turkey Mode" that makes an obnoxious gobbling sound on Thanksgiving Day no longer activates on its own.

Not everything is as lucky. Lots of gadgets are just totally useless, so they get turned into other things. A lobotomized robot lawnmower quickly became a regular ol' human-operated lawnmower with the attachment of a Princess Auto two-stroke engine and a very, very long wood pole. And then there's the stuff that just gets plain weird.

A few weeks ago, I got a new microwave from the "gettin' spot." It was due to be recycled, to be turned into some other microwave. I figured it would still work perfectly fine, so I brought it home, plugged it in, and got ready to heat up some Pizza Pockets. Nothing doing: the screen had only one functional "app" remaining.

On its flickering high-dollar OLED screen, I saw the words "death prediction date." And, clicking on it, the microwave began to read out an entirely plausible date and cause for my personal demise. For a couple days after, guests to my house were also amazed by the microwave's chillingly reasonable projection of their inevitable fatal accident or terminal illness.

I'll never know why the Guangzhou Champion Home Appliance Company imbued the microwave with such an eerie memento mori, but I am grateful for it. The whole experience taught me that life is short, far too short to listen to some snarky-ass microwave that won't even cook a Pizza Pocket. If it's so smart, maybe it should have guessed that I was going to drag it behind my truck on the highway until the transformer – with its delicious, copper-rich windings – fell out.

[san8ny]

CamGirl! Ellie

“How...” You trail off as you view the poll in disbelief, setting the brightness of your monitor up in an effort to re-read the winners of your next collaboration,

Ellie Williams had won by a landslide over Abby Anderson.

How was that even fuckin’ possible, i mean, it was practically unheard of in the field of camming; a rookie like Williams beating a veteran like Anderson out.

You prop a fuzzy sock-clad foot on your desk as you lean back in your streaming chair, the viewers going absolutely insane at the chance of a collab with Ellie Williams now becoming a reality. You simply couldn’t help the amusement that began to simmer in your manner.

“Well..I did promise you all, didn’t I?” You flash a pearly smile, looking back at your camera as the thousands of comments roll in,

@Ilovesluts1: LETS GOOOOO!

@Abbys3xual: made like a bajillion accounts to vote for abby smh :/

@EWismyreligion: bro sm1 tag me when its starts next week

@AbbyAnderson: aw, dont seem so down, ill get em next time

@FuckSuckGo: ░PUSSY░IN░BIO░

Skimming through them, you slightly tilt your head at the viewer count, “Mm, we’re past our usual viewership number, are you all that excited to see me get fucked?” Your laugh coming out a bit airy as you slowly begin to unzip the large hoodie you had on, top set of teeth brushing against your bottom lip, “Now that you’ve got something fun to look forward to, let’s get back on our usual schedule.”

Meanwhile, Ellie was laying in bed, laptop propped up on her thighs as she watches your stream in antcipation on her alt. Poor girl had practically chewed her nailbeds down to nothing as she hears you talk about her for the first time in that sultry voice you had; Ellie practically worshipped the ground you walked on- hell, you were the one to even get into her camming.

She first came across your sfw gaming account, thinking you were a fresh breath of air. You had good humor, seemed down to earth and you were beautiful as hell.

Couple of weeks later, you mention in a ‘StarDew Valley’ stream how your other account got flagged for the influx of subscribers you were obtaining, the streaming platform mistaking them for bots. You were just that good, and Ellie didn’t need any further convincing before finding the paywalled account and sprinting to her coat, fishing out the credit card.

Safe to say she quickly became one of your top donators in just a couple of days, the comments talking amongst themselves of just who ‘User1009’ could be, and the hefty amount of money being sent in a single sitting; you didn’t really bat an eye all that much as you were pretty use to it, but upon reading the comments, you smiled; “Guess i’m well liked?”

shortly after, the system text-to-speech alert sounds:

@User1009 has sent a donation of 3000USD with a note attached:- More than you know :)

Ellie was ensnared in your trap. She worked a regular 9-5, she wasn’t under a hot-shot label like you when she cammed in the little to no free time she had, instead, opting to freelance with little 5 minute amateur videos.

Though, it’s her toned body and music-like moans that gets her quickly climbing in the ranks, the platform practically becoming infatuated with the quick strokes of Ellie’s wrist when she’s pumping a sleek toy inside of her, or the risk of her being caught in the very public areas she performes said acts in. She was a thrill, and had everyone tuned in.

Even you, as you probe your mouse around her offical account in your dim-lit room, trying to see just who would be bending you over.

“She’s cute..” You mutter as you click on one of the more clearer videos, heat quickly consuming you as her slicked pussy comes into camera-view, long slender olive-toned fingers pistoning in and out of her swollen cunt aggressively as she chases an orgasm, before slowly removing them and demonstrating how her cum webs inbetween digits, some cascading down her wrist before the video cuts.

And for the first time in some weeks, you catch yourself actually feeling excited as you rub your thighs together.

Not just for the clicks and money either..but for some girl on the internet.

Hey, i dont rlly know if you’d be okay with this but..r u down for a vid tgtr? my fans rlly like u but ik u dont do collabs lol (sent at 11:36pm)