#but I genuinely cannot in good conscience and for the sake of my health associate.
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Hate seeing cookie run related things because it reminds me of my ex and triggers me Severely lmfao
#caydeposting#I did try to fix it through exposure but nah all it does is remind me of what happened#I know people fling around ‘trauma’ like a buzzword but like#I genuinely cannot have close social relationships without being terrified out of my mind because of it.#and how my ex is going to get away with it and has gotten away with it#by painting me as a liar and separating me from all the people I knew as friends#and threatening to release CCTV footage of me that doesn’t even exist#and it’s a massive mess and I hate how I’ve been beaten into silence#and even just talking about it hurts#and something as cutesy and innocent as cookie gacha game is enough to trigger me#I want to like parts of it. I really do. I want to work on my own canon for it because of the issues in the original.#but I genuinely cannot in good conscience and for the sake of my health associate.
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