maddysworldofchaos

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why are some of the hottest tv men always the biggest criminals 🧍‍♀️

like how am i supposed to hate you when you’re ripped, tall, dangerous, blue-eyed with a leather jacket?

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Reblog if you're a writer who re-reads their own work for funsies.

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Nothing will ever change my opinion on this man and dont get me started on Tom hiddleston 😍😍😍

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list 5 things that make you happy, then send this to the askbox of the last 10 people who liked or reblogged something from you! get to know your mutuals and followers! <3

sorry i didn’t see this earlier but….

FIVE THINGS THAT MAKE ME HAPPY

1. mascara (idky it just does i feel pretty with it on)

2. my best friends kyla and jolie they are everything to me

3. books… i love being able to escape reality

4. cupcakes i love them so much omg

5. receiving flowers [they make me feel like i can be loved (which is a super depressing reason sorry)]

#happiness #fivethings #cupcakes #love #flowers #friends #books

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i wish there were more fanfics written for JB Cox too cause he's my favorite hardy boys character

yesss he was one of my favourites!! i saw a couple of joe/jb fanfics on ao3 and i was scarred 😭😭 i need the cute jb cox fics

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overestimating how much you mean to someone really fucks you in the head

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WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS

WHO IS USING THIS

AN APP??? THEY HAVE A FUNCTIONING WEBSITE

THE LAST FUNCTIONING WEBSITE

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when you see a calendar do you flip to your birth month to make sure your associated image slaps or are you some sort of freak

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shipping something as a joke but then actually starting to ship it

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Being the oldest child is a lot of pressure. But being the oldest daughter with a younger sister is just being a caretaker, friend, guard, example, matchmaker, cage, biggest fan, mother, protector, adversary, schemer, comforter, test subject, villain, father, rough draft, pioneer, editor, tutor, provider, embarassment, first to fail, selfish, opposite, competitor, refuge, only one who understands, martyr, ruin

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i visit home

dishes are stacking, windows are smudged, the fridge exhales a pungent aroma upon opening.

it’s not my house, but it costs me something to pretend not to see The Mess.

so my fingers grow pruny from the dampness of the rag and my nostrils burn from the bleach fumes—

it’s all i can offer in place of my aching love.

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I am so tired and burnt out, I don’t even know what I’m doing anymore

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The professor said to write what you know, looking backwards might be the only way to move forwards. Then the actors were hitting their marks, and the slow dance was a light within the sparks. And the tears fell in synchronicity with the score, and at least she knew what the agony had been for. THE TORTURED POETS DEPARTMENT

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mike is so #babygirl 🎀

I think about this scene way too often

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whats gayer??

1. actual gay people

2. whatever mike and harvey are doing

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So I’m rewatching supernatural and the way Dean just shuts down around his dad will never fail to fuck me up.

Dean is the kinda guy who you’d assume has the fight drama response. He’s loud, impulsive, cocky, and brash. He is not any of those things around John. His trauma response is fawn. I know because it’s mine too. Conforming to what someone wants to keep them happy.

You bend yourself any way they ask until you break. Sometimes you’re never able to find your way back to your original shape. Sometimes you’ve been doing since such a young age that there wasn’t time for you to be your own shape before you were moulded.

Dean Winchester was parentified in a way that is usually seen most in eldest daughters. Which is why he resonates with me so much.

God I hate this show it makes me feel so many things

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In another universe I'm not the eldest daughter