#but I feel like it cld actually work

[bergamotz]

*starts doing heroin to get off kratom*

[zincbot]

i'm so tired. i'm tired beyond tired. i can't even sleep i'm too tired to sleep

[miaoua3]

hey!! popping in to say stay the morning was just 🧎‍♀️perfect. cld i request for some boyfriend ceo cheol hcs? <3 cant get enough of that trope omg.

LOVE UR WORK SM BAE

heya! thank you so much for the nice words! and sure i can, it would be my pleasure🫶

CEO! Seungcheol Boyfriend Headcanons:

• (sfw headcanons)

met you at some fancy dinner that you were accompanying your friend to, literally saw you across the room and couldn’t look away, literally stopped listening to whoever it was that he was talking to, said a brief “excuse me” before he immediately approached you to ask you for your name, the rest is history❤️

boyfriend or a sugar daddy? well- both actually. he literally gets mad if you even dare to think about paying for something with your own money, his black card has its first and foremost place in your wallet so you better be using it

although he indulges in buying you expensive and extravagant presents, cheol is actually all about small actions of affection. randomly ordering you food while you are at work, sending you flowers, tying your shoes when they come undone, holding your hand while you walk down the stairs in heels to make sure you don’t fall-he does it all and does it without even having to think twice about it, that’s how much he loves and adores you

has his kitchen filled to the brim with all the sweets and treats that you absolutely love, you definitely will put on a bit of a healthy relationship weight when you start dating him

never lets you drive to his place, always either picks you up himself or has his driver pick you up, not because he thinks you can’t but because he’d rather not risk it and just because he thinks it isn’t necessary, his princess shouldn’t be doing anything except look pretty and give him tons of kisses❤️

definitely books and pays for all the activities you have always wanted to try like your dream concerts, sky diving (if you are into dying like that lol💀) etc- just anything to make his girl happy

didn’t even ask you to move in officially, he just hung an extra key to your keychains, started insisting that you stay the night (every night actually) and eventually…your place was empty and his place was filled with your things and that made him so so happy❤️

behind the cold and moody persona he puts up as a cover is the clingiest, babiest boyfie seungcheolie ever :(( will text you all the time, asking when you will be back so you can cuddle him, “its been so long since you cuddled him last :(“ (its been 3 hours….)

is absolutely miserable when he has to go away for some business trips, literally counts the days until he comes back home to you❤️

• (nsfw! headcanons)

definitely provider both in and outside the bedroom, he will always put your pleasure first, refuses for his bedroom life to be just something quick and simple, will always spend hours just making love to you until he knows that you are 100% satisfied

LOVES spending his money on lingerie and expensive jewellery for you to wear in bed, he thinks there’s nothing hotter than you clad in red lacy lingerie and with rubies hanging from your ears and neck, he finds it so hot that HE was the one to buy all of that and finds it even hotter that HE is the only one who has the privilege to take it all off (read: rip it all off)

possessive as fuck, is always asking you “who is my good girl?, on nights where he is jealous and feeling pissed might even let the words “who do you belong to?” slip out, but like not in a misogynistic and egotistical way, but more so in a “i can’t live without you in my life so i need you to remind me that you will want to be with me forever :(“ way

doesn’t want to risk it with shower sex because you almost slipped and fell one time and gave him a mini heart attack, bathtub sex however? lets just say he always has to clean up the water that has splashed outside the bathtub while you rode him to the point he saw heaven

not really into bondage but loves to restrict your movement with his hands alone, gets him off knowing he’s strong enough to manhandle you in ways he desires

loves your ass more than anything else in the world, his favourite position is 100% doggy or fucking you in front of a mirror with your back turned towards him so he can see both your face and your ass

big on leaving hickeys all over your body, he just wants to mark what is his so everyone can know to back. the fuck. off. of his girl (loves it when you do it to him too, he just wants the whole world to know that you two are each other’s person, even if it’s because of the hickeys littered all over his collarbones

low-key into voyeurism, likes the danger of being discovered (and getting into a scandal apparently smh bro doesn’t care about his public image he’s just thinking with his dick)

i said it once and i will say it again- my man has a praise kink and that’s the end of it, he just loves reassuring you and praising you how good you are doing and how good of a girl you are being for him, would never call you the b-word, you are his princess, his baby, not…that word :(( (well unless you insist to-)

thats all i got for now😭 hope that you like it! love you mwah💋

[lnfours]

doll | l.n

summary: ‘i’m not even joking when i say i’ve fallen in love w the way you write lando you have me giggling every single time and i love it - i’m not sure if your requests are open rn, but cld i request a lando x reader enemies to lovers kinda vibe? honestly whatever you wanna go with is fine but i need need tooth rotting fluff rn so maybe he has a nickname for her that only he uses and there’s a lot of oblivious-ness from both of them over the fact that they like each other :’‘)’ - @mars-dreamworld

warnings: fluff, language, enemies to lovers, female!racer, just overall a whirlwind of emotions. strap in.

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lando norris was absolutely, most definitely, 100% the most insufferable person you had ever met.

in the beginning of the year, mclaren had announced that you’d be joining the team as a third driver, and of course people men took it to social media to express how they felt women didn’t belong in the sport. that racing was a ‘real man’s’ sport.

and now you needed to prove them all wrong, prove you were worth your spot on the team. you know you didn’t have to, that it wouldn’t necessarily change people’s minds, but you worked hard to be here. countless sleepless nights, crashes, tunings, everything, was worth this moment.

and now it was your chance. oscar had ended up with an injury after a crash in one of the practice races over the weekend, ultimately giving you his spot until he was recovered.

you and lando hadn’t really gotten along. you had found yourself battling with him on the track, the two of you going head to head in the garage after practices. you had thought his ego and his sarcasm was unattractive, whereas he simply just saw you as a threat.

but, deep down, he had a soft spot for you that he kept buried under the fake hatred. he didn’t actually hate you, who could? he admired your hard work and dedication, but be couldn’t help but feel like you were trying to take his spot.

“what the fuck, norris?!” you yelled, throwing your helmet to the ground as you stormed over to him. he wore a smug look on his face that you would’ve found attractive if it weren’t for the fact that he felt the need to cut you off in turn 5.

“what?”

“are you thinking with your brain or your dick?!” you shoved his chest, but he didn’t move a muscle. he didn’t even budge, just looked down at you with those stupidly gorgeous green eyes.

“you’d know if i was thinking with my dick, doll.”

“don’t call me that.” you gave him a hard look and he put his hands up in fake surrender, shaking them like he was scared.

and that’s where it all started, that stupid fucking nickname. every time he said it, it made your blood boil, made you want to connect your knee with his crotch. now that he knew how to press your buttons, he wasn’t ever going to let you live.

right now, your face was red as your blood boiled, sitting in the drivers room as your leg bounced. the two of you had it out again today, the crew immediately separating the two of you and telling you both to knock it off.

the embarrassment from your crew telling you to quit acting like a child replayed in your head the rest of the day and as you sat in drivers room, and slowly your anger turned into sadness. you sucked in a shaky breath, trying to keep your composure, but you failed. the tear rolled down your cheek and you sniffled to yourself.

but of course, the door opened at the wrong time, causing you to wipe your cheeks quickly before looking at who decided to barge in. your eyes met lando’s green ones, which immediately softened upon looking at you.

“can i help you with something?”

he licked his lips, his brain going a mile a minute. why were you crying? was it because of him? fuck.

“i uhm,” he stammered over his words, letting out a breath before speaking, “are you crying?”

you shook your head, wiping your cheek on the shoulder of your race suit, “no.”

he knew better, though. the door closed behind him as he sat across from you, “you don’t have to lie, y/n.”

the way your name sounded rolling off his tongue with that stupid accent made your stomach do flips, but you refused to give in. this is what he wanted, right? pull you close enough to destroy you and prove to everyone that you’re actually not good enough to be here.

“why do you care?” you asked, an eyebrow raising, “it’s not like you actually give a fuck, so can you go somewhere else with your fake sympathy?”

he immediately got defensive, “what makes you think i don’t care about you? would i have run over to you the other day at practice when you crashed if i didn’t care about you?”

you thought back to last week, your car going into the barrier on the track. lando had seen the crash, immediately following the crew onto the track and ignoring the drop in his stomach. you had climbed out, shaken up but okay when he reached you. he grabbed onto your shoulders after you tugged your mask and helmet off, your eyes distant as he searched them.

“y/n?” his voice was laced with concern, “y/n, are you okay?”

you snapped out of it, meeting his eyes before you looked down at your body, “i think so…?”

he grabbed your face into his hands gently, turning your face side to side as he tried to examine you. the medics pulled up, rushing over to you.

“it’s okay, we’ve got it from here.” the female said to lando. he hesitated before he let go, letting them lead you over to the back of the ambulance to check you over. you looked back at him, the feeling of his hands on your cheeks lingering as they ushered you in.

you looked back at the brit, shrugging, “i dunno.”

he chuckled, but it wasn’t laced with humor, more like disappointment, “okay,”

“why would i think that when you’re always trying to prove that you’re better than me?”

he didn’t say anything, looking down at the tile floor, “because i’m threatened by you.”

you scoffed, “tell me something i don’t know.”

“no, you don’t get it,” he said, sitting up again, “i’m threatened by you because you’re good. you’re insanely good. you race well, you train hard, everyone here loves you, the fans. you’re an inspiration. something i’ve always wanted to be for someone.”

your attitude shifted, looking over at the boy across from you. he wore a sad, regretful face as he played with the zipper on his suit.

“you’re an inspiration, lando,” you said, “the little boy who dressed up like you the other day? the one who said he wanted to be just like you?”

he shrugged, “one boy compared to thousands of little girls who see themselves in you. i know i shouldn’t be upset, you’re literally changing history, but seeing it makes me wish i was someone like you.”

“you’re right, you’re not like me,” you said, moving to sit next to him, “you’re lando norris, the one who got P2 in your home grand prix a few weeks ago, the one who goes out of their way to say hi to literally all the fans and take pictures with them. you’re literally someone’s ray of sunshine.”

he smiled softly, letting you continue, “be like you. don’t be like me, lan.”

his head snapped up at the nickname, “did you just call me ‘lan’?”

a smile spread across his face and you let out a soft laugh, “i guess i did.”

he smiled back, “thank you, though. i needed that. and, i’m sorry for how i’ve been towards you.”

you waved him off, the smile still playing at your lips. you tried to bite it back with your lower lip tucked between your teeth. he swore his heart skipped a beat at the sight. you nodded your head softly, “we’re cool. just pipe down the ego a bit, yeah?”

he let out a chuckle. being this close to him made you realize there was a hint of blue in his green eyes, the short stubble growing back from where he had shaved his facial hair. he was undeniably pretty and you were getting wrapped up in him and distracted. he was doing the same, his eyes scanning over every single one of your facial features as he tried his hardest to memorize them.

you smiled softly, “why’re you looking at me like that?”

he smirked, “you mean the same way you’re looking at me?”

you blushed, turning away from him but his eyes were still locked onto you. you went to stand up, smiling softly at him as it was nearing the beginning of the next race.

“i’ll see you out there.”

he smiled, “see you out there, doll.”

you shook your head, letting out a soft laugh as you let the door close behind you, the nickname no longer making your blood boil but suddenly making your stomach do flips.

lando norris was going to be the death of you.

[skunkes]

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[bfwonho]

AITA but i dont wanna use reddit

ok you know what here is the situation. my (only recently) 20 yr old friend (i met them four years ago when we both worked at mcd) lived with their strict, emotionally abusive, overprotective parents until recently. their parents would confiscate tech for yrs at a time, wouldn't let them get vaccinated (i had to help them do that), guilt and shame them, etc. also obviously homophobic and my friend is transfem nb and queer. theyre also the eldest sibling of quite a few and had to handle the pressure of that responsibility and their parents never wanted them to do normal things like getting a car and moving out. i was always there encouraging them even when we stopped working together bc i was like fuck this naive gullible homeschooled kid has no one and they remind me of my younger sibling and im gonna be there for them as much as i can. the only reason they even got a car eventually is cus i kept telling them to so they cld move out

cut back to barely a year ago, they're still so naive and gullible they've lent like 1k+ to ppl who won't pay them back, but they still have like 10-20k in savings and now their own car. they also get into digital art with my help and get into furry porn or whatever. im like ok i guess ur an adult now do what u want. and then theyre like "ive got an online partner from CANADA!!! (we r australian) don't freak out i know it's bad but he's 30." i'm like oh god. they've been together 3 months ish and my friend RLY wants to visit their fuckass boyfriend and i'm like please be careful, please wait at least a year, i know u wont wanna listen to how i rly feel about this but at least just take these precautions. i'm also like when you do meet irl he should come here ur barely 19 and he's 30 like it only makes sense. and theyre like "thank u i promise i will do that"

and then maybe 10 or 11 months into their relationship i find out my friend is in canada with their bf, and has been for like a month, and i only know this bc they're asking if i can pick them up from sydney airport. im like errr that's pretty far away but take the train and i'll pick you up from the station and they're like ok sure! and i ask a bit more about it and find out they believe their parents have been hacking into their laptop because why else would they be suspicious that this canadian guy is their boyfriend, i'm like actually no offense but it's really fucking obvious i don't think they did that... and they're like "yeah anyway my parents are no longer picking me up which is why i need a lift, i admitted i have a boyfriend and they're calling him a pedo (and i almost agree but i just smile and nod) and so i'm not going back and taking their bs anymore, i'm gonna sleep in my car if i have to" so i offer for them to stay at my place for a few weeks.

they go get their stuff from their place, i buy them a pizza cus they havent had dinner, i help them get their stuff inside, set up a temporary bed. they tell me they plan to be out within a few days, i tell them they can stay longer if they need to, but currently their only job is doordash and they should focus on getting a real job so they can find a place and i'm more than happy to help them find somewhere. theyre the type of person to say sorry for everything and not let themselves ever feel comfortable, so i make sure they know they can use the kitchen and bathroom and everything while they're here and to not feel like a huge burden, im gonna be charging them a tiny bit of rent anyway so yeah.

now tell me why it's been over a month, they've applied to only a few places, i specifically put in a good word with them at my job and told them to call back and ask about the application and they just haven't, they've just been doordashing and filling my entire fridge and cupboard with their food, i tell them to use the laundromat cus we don't have enough space for their washing too and they end up asking if they can use our washing machine anyway (i reluctantly say yes), they destroy all my kitchen sponges on washing this one shitty pan i have cus they have to cook an entire grand meal from scratch for breakfast lunch and dinner, they wash up but i'm the only person who cleans the floors and the bathroom so now i'm feeling cramped and stressed out...

i ask my mum about what to do, she says give them 2 weeks to move out, my mum is a guarantor on my lease so in the group chat i explain the situation and say they have 2 weeks, they NEVER RESPOND and start not coming home until late at night... i'm considering moving into another place with a friend atp so i'm like yo maybe you can get on this lease and THEN they respond and start showing up again... and today i called and updated mum on the situation and her partner got on the phone, me and my sibling only got this place cus he apparently called in a favour cus we were rly struggling to find any fucking housing, and so he says "tell him i mean THEMMM if theyre not out tomorrow i will forcibly remove them" and so my sibling makes sure to tell them this face to face so they cant avoid actually responding. i also find out today that this whole time they've been flat broke (to the point they had to borrow my money just to get petrol despite doordashing like 40 hours a week) because they HAVE BEEN HELPING. PAY. THEIR GROWN ASS. SHITTY FUCKING USELESS. PARTNERS. RENT. THIS GROWN ASS MAN NOT ONLY HAD THEM PAY TO GO SEE HIM AND SUCK HIM OFF AND COOK FOR HIM. NOT ONLY WAS LETTING THEM GO BACK TO AUSTRALIA AND JUST BE HOMELESS. BUT HE IS ACTIVELY TAKING THEIR FUCKING MONEY. despite all of this i am deep down INCREDIBLY GLAD that my mum's partner put his foot down to get them out of my house and i feel guilty about it despite risking eviction cus im breaking my lease agreement by having them here loooll

tldr my 20 yr old friend has been living in my house illegally for over a month bc they refuse to go back to their shitty parents, they are however broke and don't have a stable job and their 30 yr old boyfriend is leeching off of them, and now i'm essentially kicking them out of my place within 2 days because my own housing security is at risk

[lionbearfox]

idk if u ever answered this before but if u cld change nahidas canon design in any way whay wld u do? for me while a big part of sumerus whole deal cld be just skin color and physical features being broihht to represent swana peoples, i think nahidas clothes kinda work but i wish they represented more of either hindi or other cultural influences. my biggest wish is four arms. and a bindi. wouldve been so cool

ohhh man. yeah obviously skin color is a big thing for me, not just in sumeru but in all of genshin... even outside of the Very Obvious Racism, having every single character be the approximate color of milk is just bad character design. even among the things that i think make genshin character design in general not that good skin color is easily the biggest one.

you know i've never seriously considered 4 arms but that would totally rule i want that now. that would fuck so hard. but as for what i would really want to change - outside of skin tone, mostly her clothing, honestly? i tend to really like and go for iranian influences when i make edits to sumeru outfits (though i've found it a little hard to find good trustworthy references online, if anybody knows any please tell me!!). i think traditional iranian women and girls clothing have some really fun and interesting cuts on their dresses that i would really love to see in nahida's design! i also think that being more explicit with iranian dress cuts would feel more like nahida and make her design more representative of sumeru as a whole. i took a couple cracks at this a while back (see second image in post), though disclaimer: it consisted of pretty fast doodles and if i were to do an Actual Redesign i'd want to put a lot more deliberacy into it.

i also just really don't love the dress she has in canon LOL. i don't like the cut, i don't think it has a lot of immediately substantive things to show about sumeru & its culture like the other archons' clothes do, i think it's weirdly short and the way it flares doesn't feel natural to me, and i just! really wish it was different! when her design first leaked, i told a friend that nahida's design felt almost celestial instead of sumeran, and i still feel that way. banger palette though at least there's that. i like the colors. you may notice that even in my nahades piece i made edits to the dress to lay a little more naturally, because i cannot stand it. incredibly tragic that this is the situation for my favorite character and Most Special Girl

[milfygerard]

I just think business woman Taylor would take her time to get engaged to a guy she's only known a year and a half. Not the type to marry a guy she just met. If she was that type of person she would have married Joe Alwyn immediately when she was in that crisis and she didn't and maybe she's changed but I just think businesswoman and looking after her money Taylor is not that type of woman. I just think Taylor is more thoughtful with her money and her heart then her fans give her credit for. And your points about feminism's cricism of marriage, and conversatives and NFL culture giving her pause.

She's a hopeless romantic and led by her heart but she has a big brain and is very interested in looking after her money and having career and artistic freedom. In my readings of Taylor's choices thus far in her life. I think it's more of a debate her in her mind and heart about marriage (and children) and whether it's the right choice for her then some fans, especially long term fans who want to see her married as 'one thing she's missing' cultural ideal they cannot give up, even if their not interested in marriage for themselves.

There is a weird energy out there when Swifties who aren't openly dating and not interested in it and have given up on love or simply don't have the time for it, are very interested in seeing Taylor marry for reasons. Unclear even to themselves. It's very weird for me to watch.

I think we're generally of the same mind with a lot of this stuff yeah. If nothing else taylor is a chronic overthinker and overanalyzer which is reason enough for her to feel hesitant to move to the next major step in a relationship, especially since shes spent the majority of this one jetsetting around the world and rehearsing 24/7 in the off time for her massive career defining magnum opus world tour. By all accounts theyve barely had time to be together when they weren't both inundated with intense work scheduling, I imagine that though the RS seems like its been going for a good while she'll want to take more time for them to actually like, live a life as a couple and maybe get to spend less of their time together in the spotlight. I will say that though taylor can often be predictable, I've been plenty wrong abt her in the past (its actually kinda funny, i went thru my personal tag the other day looking for a post and kept coming across my extremely confidently incorrect taylor swift takes, its very humbling i do recommend it if you have your own) and i dont exist in her brain or her social circle, I just spend a lot of time thinking abt her and what her work and her public actions cld be communicating intentionally or unintentionally and also I have a crush on her <3. I do think I try to take a fair look at her work overall

I cant really speak on yr second point since I spend a majority of my time as a swiftie with other lesbians who dislike her boyfriend/s at various degrees of severity (shout out to the mutuals who dont actively dislike travis though yr powerful and I respect u). I could probably speak more on why thats a phenom if I saw some of the posting u were talking abt, since most of the postings i see r from ppl who have partners or are married or as i said have a general distaste for heterosexuality. If I could guess I'd say it's the sort of projection that comes part and parcel with all parasocial connections, the desire to experience the sort of thing you may struggle to have secondhand or to experience an idealized version of something you have that may be harder to romanticize bc of the realities of life. It makes sense for someone whose been taught to seek out a fairytale ending (or whose just a bit of a romantic at heart) but struggles with the realities of dating or marriage to be fixated on taylor, who has lots of the same struggles getting that fairy tale ending whenever it seems like its hypothetically in sight.

I can't speak against this like i'm not a 10+ year phannie whose spent plenty of time watching them power couple their way through life while rooting for them the entire way bc its nice to know true love exists and all that. With taylor specifically, as there always is, theres so many projected cultural ideals and concepts that she takes on as a figure and the reactions to what she does or doesnt do often reflect back on us as much as they do on her. Her place as a cipher is part of what makes her such a source of cultural fixation and is also what makes her so interesting on like a sociological level to discuss.

[worldheadcanons]

help yea that was me (cana anon). like that concept is both incredibly scary because reader has two stalkers that are the complete opposite of each other so they don't even know what to except but also again funny bc i can just imagine them bickering over the reader. like they get into a full argument in front of the reader and the reader is just sitting in a corner like oh man :/

i have two boyfriends and they both fight over me..

no but srsly it cld be rlly funny (them fighting over reader in front of reader) or actually terrifying (them forcing reader to pick one..)

like say you pick matthew. do you really think alfred’s gonna let it go that easily? fuck no. matthew’s got to be on the watch for alfref trying to steal you back. and i don’t mean like win you over, i mean kidnap you. which wld probably drive matthew to move you out to the middle of fuck nowhere and isolate you like hella so that you can’t be found. so basically it’s like hot potato except reader is the potato and instead of throwing it back and forth it’s repeated kidnapping. at some point it becomes less about reader and how reader feels (if it was ever truly abt that) and more abt who will win.

but if they ended up working together that would be cute (as cute as stalkertalia goes anyways). they can take shifts with you. i still think they’d compete in areas but they’d have to firmly establish the idea that loving reader & keeping reader safe trumps everything else b4 anything close to harmony cld occur.

i hc matthew & alfred as generally competitive ppl if that wasn’t clear. esp with each other i think that alfred is more insecure competitive (“he doesn’t do it as well as i do it, right?”) and matthew is more arrogant competitive (“i bet i do it better than he does”)

[fictionkinfessions]

hi there everyones favorite possible heathers fictionkin is back again

okay so lemme explain the situation a bit. lately ive been feeling like i might be a noncanon heathers character. who was involved in the murders. and who was dating jd and veronica.

i cant tell if this is real or not. it cld be real. but it cld be just my heathers hyperfixation, my major crushes on both jd and veronica, and my "overactive imagination" working together to convince me im actually sourced from this when im not.

im very confused here, folks.

-possible noncanon heathers kin

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[en-gelic]

Hii liaa ! („• ֊ •„)੭ i'm grace but you can call me gracie or maybe just grace ! (TヮT) i just wanted to let you know that I'm a big fan of your work! It's always such a joy to read your writing, and I feel like I can escape into another world ! (๑/////๑" )

I was so excited when I saw the notification that you had followed me back! I seriously almost burst out with joy, haha. But honestly – I feel so lucky and grateful for being moots with you (っ- ‸ - ς) And seriously, seeing your name among my followers just made my day! Thank you so much liaa ! ଘ(੭◌ˊᵕˋ)੭ ily !

omg hii gracie!! firstly YOU ARE SO ADORABLE WTH >< ur so cute i just want to pinch your cheeks rn >< and secondly thank you so so sos so much, that means a lot to me!! AND OMG i'm also SOOSOSOS happy to be moots w you >< i actually love u sm rn wth >< also!! do you have disc? maybe we cld chat there >///<

[skunkes]

can u tell us more abt al and smunker lore!!

its not really anything tangible or even interesting its just the current backdrop for my little continuous daydream i explore before sleeps

Foundational info:

(in past) Cow Al is struggling to recover from emotional crisis experienced in college (traumatic relationship), + tries to hold down some jawb but finds himself unable to stay in that environment away from home (none of his "friends" acknowledge the turmoil which makes him feel more lost), + moves back to family farm.

He likes doing different kinds of manual jobs which are always needed around + he does have that "my parents are my best friends" thing going on so he kind of just stays there to present day.

He lives in a little, idk what else to call it but a mobile home, but its the longer rectangular ones ykwim, some ways off the main Hub. (Also there's lots of focus on community in my furryverse + there's lots of non al family furs living in and working on the place + sharing resources and work and such. Its not a HUGE place but its big ^_^)

Anyway, Smunker moves in to the little forest that you cld walk to from the farm area. He lives in a little sunken tree stump den thing hee heeeee. Not many other furs live there, + there's actually more Lesser Animals (what i call just regular non furry animals) present

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The two of em meet at a grocery store, there was a relevant little point here that I forgot, which was that one of em wasn't even supposed to be there that first day for (x reason). Whatever.

The area that Cow Al lives in doesn't have very many Different looking furs. Al's family is actually all natural colors too. So he sees this pink smunk and goes a little insane (positive) (he promises later its not just because smunker looks different, but it was what drew his eye) but they never really interact (al keeps going to that same store Just In Case lol) until one day (cliche incoming) the little wheeled ladder that helps smaller furs get to higher shelves isn't available + he gets to help smunker get something from high up (he all but runs to be able to be the person to do this LOL)

Al actually has game + is confident, he's just out of practice from prior Events. He loves being social and misses making/being able to make friends so he does in fact manage to build up on interactions with Smunker...they become friends ➡️ realize they live close to each other.

Al actually accidentally damages smunker's home at some point by accident, + houses them while it's fixed, and there's another instance where smunker gets his leg caught in an illegal bear/foot trap on the walk back home at night, and then Al is also adamant on keeping an eye on him while he heals (+ is also the one who had to go help him get out of said trap...its literally a whole dramatic thing.)

I think I'm keeping both of these events as canon because it leads to the funny little situation of Al being like no wayyyyy i actually for real like this guy now that we've spent more time together like this...i need him to sleep on my belly to live :3 and cant stop having weird dreams about him. Idk if he feels the same. heeeeeeeeeelp. While skunker is like. Im for real going to kill myself for inconveniencing this person. He probably thinks im the biggest nuisance ever. I've overstayed my welcome for sure.

I haven't yet decided on the event that gets em Together. Might just be a little "date" at nearby ducky pond or something LOL. Skunker is shocked either way like huhh I didn't even know you liked me... Al has to get used to having a small partner again + navigate a relationship that doesn't suck ass again. Smunker has to get used to having big nice bf who cares about them. They like each other

[petrichorium]

the post (and tags) about you wanting to be married is #real. i'm a lovergirl at heart and there is something so... sweet, serene? about the concept of marriage with your love. i have been with my boyfriend for what will be 8 years in february — and it is getting to the point now where everyone is like "so y'all married now right?" (but due to some external circumstances and. uh. finances. we cannot!) being in love is one beautiful concept and marriage is such a pretty sparkly bow to tie around it, methinks!

Yeah 🥺 and celebrating that love with family… I def yearn for it on days like this where I’m with my family and idk I just want. To build the kinda life my parents have. Or continue to build it. And it takes time and effort and I’m working towards being able to do that but I’ve been getting a bit antsy lately JDNFKNDF I don’t rlly talk abt it much on here but I’ve never actually rlly explored that with anyone (I’ve only had one sorta-fling that fell through after our first date bc I freaked lol) and on one hand I want to be the kind of person who can be fulfilled and satisfied without anything external but on the other I wld like the experience of romance and kissing someone and building a life w them………. I just need to be patient lmfaooooo

Anyway u def don’t need me to validate it but marriage obvi has no time limit/timeframe🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ i feel like if i were in ur position id also wanna wait until i cld have the right wedding there’s no purpose in rushing in when the result will be smthn that was only done to appease others…….

[hinamie]

Hi!

8. What do you like most about your own work?

12. Show your favourite drawing from this year

13. Show your favourite drawing from last year

25. Based on your recent reference searches, what would the FBI assume about you?

Hi hello hiiiii!!!

8. What do you like most about your work?

I'll mention a few things because I don't have like. one cohesive answer since I tend to like different things about different pieces! I kind of alluded to it in a previous answer but I like how sharp and saturated my current style is it makes me happy :) I also like that I go the extra (unnecessary) mile to add tiny details that 98% of people won't see but satisfy me knowing they're there ,,, and i really dig the way I draw faces but specifically eyes!! omg i watched a drawfee video where Karina said something about loving the lower eyelid area and i was like bITCH SAME I LOVE THE LOWER EYELID I WISH EVERY PART OF EVERY DRAWING WAS A LOWER EYELID i cld paint that shit for days <3

12. Show your favourite drawing from this year

There aren't many in the pool so far so i'll go ahead and say these gojos,, again,, ((usually it's a safe bet that whatever drawing i have pinned is my current fav dhdfdhdh)

13. Show your favourite drawing from last year

In the interest of not repeating too many answers I'll pick smth I haven't included yet ,, let's go with a rare non-anime piece n say this jinx !! also side note arcane single handedly Fed my painting style i owe it my life (also signature says 2022 but it was in december and i posted it in 2023 so im counting it sue me)

25. Based on your recent reference searches, what would the FBI assume about you?

U know surprisingly my recent reference searches are currently not very damning? o actually wait i take that back if it includes my pinterest history then odds are my FBI agent thinks im a 14 y/o girl who spends too much time on kpop twitter and looks up thirst trap pictures of shirtless wasian eboys to print and hide in a box under her bed . and to that I say listen mr FBI man pls I can explain i am An Asexual I feel nothing looking at this man's abs it's the AnGLE I PROMISE PLEASE

Art asks!

[wullfric]

Oh yeah

There was this dude yesterdayer (monday) that roped me into an impromptu interview regarding his job at the soda megacorp from here

It was more of a quiz than an intervie, but he had to record the conversation and we yad to repeat it like four times because he did don actually want my answers he just picked me up to rig the results in favour of the brand he was working with

But ye did not tell me what I had to fo beforehand so I just had to guess what answers ye wanted (sometimes he made signals to inform me) and like thats dine if I can helo you push tour silly soder projest that is fine even uf you kinda tricked me into it, but the problem was that I ahd lideraly no.idea what a fucking CBD was, and there where yis questions that requires me to actually for.ulate an answer and not just choose from pre.ade options and I had no fucking clue what a mother fucking CBT wasso I just bullshited mu way to thise (I did learn that they are like olant based or do.ethimdb,

And at the end like a fill on hout had passed and I still had not been able yo get my chinese foof from the chinese food restaurant that I always eat at and from which I order the exact smesthing sll the time so I gave him a fake name anf phone number after the question where over

I do feel kinda baf fo him because the quiz had like limited cupons based on what was tour economics situation and like all of them where solf out (we also lied about my economic clds) and in ytje final version of the intersie I still fucked up a bit in sime parts so I am worried the whole thing ess useless for him and he just wasyed his time and lodt his job at the soder factory or CBSometh.jd idk

I fid lesrn thst companies deem to crar alot about thingj sthat I literally have neebe paid attention to this na products (but maybe it is like subconscious bullshit ot whatever) (i ma too cool for.fall that tjough)