#but I am struggling
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I'm trying to write a Jegulus story. Here is the first draft:
James and Regulus are in love with each other, after they both fall prey to a curse that changes their entire personalities.
When Sirius finds out, he kills them both.
The end.
#my writing#I've been asked by a dear friend to write them a jegulus story and I will#but I am struggling#it's the greatest challenged I've faced trying to make this pair work
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Oh yeah drawing is sooo easy- what do you mean he’s got kitty cat ears in his hair.
#I’m just gonna have to fuck around and find out I guess#but I am STRUGGLING#wolverine#logan howlett#drawing
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“where is my make me write?” my brother in christ, im burnt out. please-
#this is not for attention#this is like real life#and i’m struggling#i will get to them#but i am struggling#i see them and i see you#and i hear you#and i will do it i promise 😭#sunny’s rambles
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ngl im just obsessed with the thought of matty’s hands… his fingers…. 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
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listen.... he knows how to use them.
his hands gripping at your hips as he fucks into you? palming over your body, grasping over your thighs as he keeps your legs spread open for him while he devours you like its his last meal?
are we talking about his fingers pulling sinful moans from your lips as he fucks them in and out of you at a tantalizing pace, working you like he strums melodies from his guitars? hushing your pleas for him to go faster, telling you that you'll get what you want eventually. he's slipping them in and out, over and over and over until you're whining for him to go faster, harder, add another, anything because the promise of a sweet release is bubbling inside of you. he adds another finger and you're relishing at the slight stretch. those fingers?
or the way he slips his fingers into your mouth to keep you quiet?
or are we talking about his fingers gently wrapping around your throat? applying light pressure as he leans down and mutters the absolute filth into your ear? talking about how good you're taking it, how gorgeous you look all fucked out like this?
tldr: matty has nice hands <3
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I feel like I bit off more than I could chew with this Renkaza fic. I should have started with something shorter, but now I'm two chapters in and scared to start the third because the first two are honestly kinda boring!
The intention is just for Kyojuro to get railed, that's all I really wanted to write! What am I doing!!!
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#art poll#I'm in that mood where I want to draw#but I am STRUGGLING#so I'm curious what people struggle with more
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I really need to get into the habit of noting down timestamps while watching qsmp streams/vods because there is sooooo much stuff i wanna draw but finding those moments again for reference is such a fucking hassle oh my god.
#I’ll never complain about too much content#but i am struggling#qsmp#fanartist problems#i also need to pause more during vods#make quick sketches rather than working on one piece#also take screenshots#wait can i screenshot from youtube on my ps4… yes i can! great!#now if only there was a good way to export ps4 screenshots… 😩
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Probably going to be controversial but I’m saying this anyway… I find it personally difficult to really get into The Stolen Heir. Why?
Because no matter how much action or dialog I read, my brain still sees a 9-year-old kid and a 10-year-old kid. No amount of rumored personality traits or courtly manners or flashbacks to mortal families is making me “see” the passage of time.
I’m 70% of the way through this book and I am struggling because the plot is [redacted] and there isn’t enough development for me to move forward a decade or even FEEL like these kids have grown in any way from who they once were into these young adults.
#the stolen heir spoilers#ooc the stolen heir#tsh spoilers#spoilers#prince oak#suren#this is as vague as i can be#I want to like this book#but i am struggling#because character development?#no one even try to accuse me of not liking this because of jude or cardan absences#because that is not it#also we were near fairfold where the fuck was severin#mild ranting
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The fact that these Magnus Archives fics were supposed to just be short writing exercises for me and the JonMartin one end up 6 chapters long and my Micheal oneshot has turned into a three part fic, that I’m considering adding a 4th chapter too.
I have no self control.
#Holding up Jon and Micheal: I just think they're neat#just me rambling#I want to finish Building Bridges so bad#its so close to being done#but i am struggling#it's become my white whale
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that moment when one of your main f/o's only has 3 x reader fics on ao3 and none of them look good enough for you to even try reading. Girl help I want to indulge in my newest f/o in peace, but there is so little content
#not comfy saying who the f/o is rn cause I'm pretty sure his creator uses tumblr and I am a coward /srs /lh#But I am struggling#i am a *very* picky reader especially when it comes to x readers#🍯💖syrups talks💖🍯#proselfship#selfproship#proship selfship#selfship proship#selfship#selfshipping#ask to tag.
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Live footage of me trying to enjoy the Star Wars show just because Pedro’s in it even though I don’t care about Star Wars and the first season is mostly body doubles and I won’t even see his face until the end
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Expertise can't help you here.
#dungeon meshi#kabru#laios touden#falin touden#Happy Thistle Thursday once again. Have I been holding on to this comic for several weeks? Sure have!#I forgot how long it takes for Chimera Falin to come into play.#I still really love my 'better drawn' art of her - unfortunately it was several weeks too early for the anime only folks.#Slowly getting the hang of drawing Laios. I don't know why I struggle so much but I am getting...somewhere.#Meta time: God damn I love how the chimera shows off the expertise and gap between Kabru and Laios.#The truth is: they are both *right* and they are both *wrong*.#This creature is a combination of monster and human and they only have the skillset to deal with one of those.#Kabru goes for all the human vitals - but she isn't human.#Laios tries to approach her as a monster and is struck down by the humanity he sees in her.#She is something new that defies what they *both* understand about the world. And that makes her such a perfect antagonist.#The damsel was the dragon all along!#...She is really so cute though. Terrifying! But adorable. I am so excited to see the boom of fanart for her.
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i wanna go to a party but i hate parties. you see my problem
#i specially wanna go to a party with some very specific people#which is like not a problem for people bc they just invite their friends places right#but i am struggling
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Man I wish I didn't like the feel of knit garments so much bc crochet is so much easier and faster for me
#i know crochet is inherently just faster and also that i have been crocheting for 3 years and just started knitting#but i am struggling#im taking a knitting break right now to crochet a sweater i saw on Instagram
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Really quick doodles of a few scenes from the stream yesterday. Including combat flirting taunting, gale’s magnificently distracting shoes and.. whatever you wanna call gale agreeing to give 15 gold to astarion 😐😑😐😑😐 (that’s me blinking)
#bloodweave#astarion x gale#gale x astarion#bg3#baldur's gate 3#gale dekarios#astarion ancunin#they are so funny god help. thank you to whoever sat Neil next to Tim#my roommate turning to look directly at me whenever they were interacting lik bestie please stop I am trying to be normal. don’t look at me#my roommate also said Neil acting low-key obsessed with gale and I could only say wow he’s just like me fr fr.#if I didn’t still struggle with getting shadowhearts likeness you would get a drawing of her hugging bing bong too but alas …#anyway the stream was so fun#can’t wait til tomorrow hehe
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