#but (3rd but in a row) i actually rly like the look of that so i dont care fr HELPPP

[lemongogo]

fighting the urge 2 just post wips and neve actually finish anything

[ewwgene-fitzherbert]

l/rb

tumblr erasedf half of my fkin tasgs again :’( anyways i was saying p3 is neat and that i love ba/ran/ours postapocalyptic vibes and the mecha doggos and everything actually im gonna rb some syb/eria posts now thank you goodbye

[shirotanis]

imfact concert experience in athens

okok so a lot of my mutuals asked me for this so here i am to deliver! first things first, imfact are the first kpop idols to ever come in greece for a concert, so that means a lot to me, and i'll treasure the memory forever!

I'LL START WITH HI TOUCH BC WHY THE HECK NOOOT OK SO:

i was the first in my line so when they appeared they were literally a few cm away from me, i waved at them when nobody else did and TAEHO SMILED AT ME AND WAVED BACK LIKE HE LOOKED AT ME N WAVED FJSKFKSKF AND SO DID SANG???? i died 😔😔😔😔

First was Sang. Boy.. hes so buff n broad, his body is rly well built! He looked at me in the eyes and we high fived w both hands and i said 'i love you' and he smiled and said 'me too' fjskjsjfjs :(((( Next was Jian! I WAS KINDA SHOOK BY SANG BC HES MY BIAS WRECKER and i just touched his hands:( but as i was moving on i looked at him straight in the eyes and yelled 'YOURE SO HANDSOME ILY' and he SMILED SO BIG N BEAUTIFUL it was so adorable hfksfjsj🤒 THEN . TAEHO OK HEAR ME OUT he looks like a prince.. i mean we been knew but hes so much more handsome irl i kinda lost it when he looked at me and smirked bc let me tell you . the second i said 'wow' when i said him he SMIRKED.. anyways i said i love him and he said 'awh i love you too' still smirking but it turned into a soft smile that melted my insides ngl😔 NEXT WAS UNGJAE ok i dont really remember my interaction w him and i feel bad but i clearly remember him genuinely looking into my eyes ans and holding my hands n smiling! he was really really pretty up close as well!! LAST BUT NOT LEAST . MY BABY JEUP .. i was SO confident which i didnt expect, he went for a high five but me being me interwined fingers w him.. i was smiling SO BIG and he was too and we were looking into each others eyes for what felt like hours but no it was a few seconds only! I told him 'i love you so so much you make me happy thank u' and he said 'awh me too' AND HIS CHEEKBONES LOOK SO BEAUTIFUL WHEN HE SMILES GOD IM NOT OK???

OK FIRSTLY, WHEN THEY APPEARED ON STAGE I LOST IT????? i was rly close to the stage, 3rd row and i could see them CLEARLY bros they looked so freaking fine, cameras just dont do them justice what the fuck??? they looks like dolls no fucking shit, especially jian? his face looks rly manly n beautiful! they were all super model gorgeous oh my god im gonna cry thinking abt it:(

OK AT SOME POINT I WAS LIKE FOCUSED ON JEUP AND SCREAMING HIS NAME LIKE CRAZY and he noticed OFC like idols notice those things they spot their bitches... and he was coming a Lot my way and we locked eyes so many times it feels surreal thinking abt it rn 4 hours later but god did it happen..

they introduced themselves in greek and jian ??? was so good???? he talked a lot in greek i was taken aback by how good his pronounciaton was!! if im not mistaken everyone but jeup spoke greek ghskgjskf but its ok😔👊🏻

sang asked us whats the most delicious food in greece and everyone was like 'SOUVLAKI' or 'MOUSAKA' and bc there was a huge hustle hE GAVE THE MIC TO A FAN TO CHOOSE GJSKGKSKGJAJ SCREAM anyways i didnt hear which food they're gonna eat eventually but i hope they like n enjoy it:(💗

ok their solo stages... boy.. boy... jian performed taemin's want n he even sung it AND IT WAS SO SEXY N POWERFUL😭😭 jeup sung 'promise you' and i actually cried i think my friend got my crying on tape fjskgjsjf and taeho did a rly sexy dance n showed his abs hes ripped dont underestimate short guys lads😔 ungjae performed his song 'vanilla sky' which waa pretty sexy too, sang sung too but i dint remember what song fjdjfjjd rip:(

during their speeches i got really emo, they said they didnt expect so much love from greece, or that there would be any IFs here but we cheered a lot and they were really happy! They promised to come back too gjskfjs:((💘💘💘 jian called us Gods! He said 'i always knew about greek gods, but only now that i see you guys in front of us do i believe in them' JFKAJFKAK OK. OK THAT MADE ME EMO!!! jeup said 'we don't think we are too great, but seeing you guys makes us wanna become even better' (i think that's what he said or something along those lines basically) and i don't remember who but either taeho or sang said 'some people calls us stars, but you guys are the ones that shine so bright and move us' like.. how can you not love them?? they said thar with such genuine expression and tone too!!

they were great, honestly! I wish they were more popular, they have so much potential in them and many people just dont appreciate it:( they are absolutely talented and i am forever grateful for this experience, i miss them but also? love them with my entire heart

anyways im tired and i don't seem to remember anything else but i hope you giys can see them live too one if you get the chance, i promise you wont regret it!

[floristjimin]

a follow up to this post as i have since attended 2 more concerts in chicago

~Merch Village & BTS Studio~

The pre-concert for Chicago was very different from Fort Worth. Fort Worth definitely had more of a vibe of a convention, everyone was really friendly, people were playing music from their phones/speakers in line, it was a lot more chill and casual, the actual merch village was inside in a convention center. 

Chicago felt more like a festival. I feel like people were definitely more stressed in general -- there were way more people at this venue, and there were people camping out in literal tents for the GA line. The merch village was outside and separate from the BTS studio area. The BTS studio area had a giant speaker playing music.

There was way more stuff at the BTS studio area in addition to the virtual reality photo booth. There was a whole LG tent with #spon LG products and BTS cutouts. 

There was this raffle system where you had to go in line for the tent, and then draw a ball out of this box, which would get you a ticket to the photo booth, the info booth (aka u fill out a survey and get a drawstring bag) or a video booth where i think you get to record a video message for BTS. I got the info booth on the first try, and didn’t realize you couldn’t just get in line for the photo booth without a ticket rip so I ended up having to go back through the line for the tent and then not so sneakily getting the correct colored ball to get a photobooth photo ldksfj it was worth it ok. 

On the second day they probably realized what people were doing and ended up making it way harder to get tickets for the photobooth/video message booth... I think I went through the tent line at least 5 times and didn’t get either of them sighs. 

Also throughout the day people were gathered around the speaker that was playing BTS music and like. doing the actual choreo which was super impressive and everyone who was waiting in line was watching and cheering rly loud it was cute.

~Concert Day 1~

So I had planned my days off / flights around the possibility that I might go to the Oct 2 tour stop -- I only had tickets for Oct 3 GA, and we were thinking of waiting until the day of for Oct 2 to see if prices would drop, or if face value tickets would get released. We went to the box office around 3 pm and SOMEHOW got extremely lucky and tickets for section 102 in the 3rd row opened up. This was on the right side, right near the extended stage. (^that is how close we were)

I just want to preface this by saying that like... I knew that this was rly close to the stage and that I’d be able to see them up close. But I didn’t realiZE. that that meant. that they would also be able to see ME dkfjslkdfj. also i have never been this close to the stage for a big concert before

I also completely forgot that I was in the confetti zone and omg confetti is amazing I was so excited flskdjfklj I may have a giant pile of it on my desk at home now

All the performances on the main stage were still pretty far away from me, I could kinda see without looking at the giant screens, but mostly still looked at the screens.

When they came to the extended stage on the other hand........ dslkfjsdklfjklsdfj they were sO CLOSE THEY WERE SO BEAUTIFUL AND I COULD SEE THEM WITH MY OWN EYES it was. it was insane.

I’m pretty sure all the members looked at me at least once. I think Tae has said this before in videos but I could really tell that he makes an effort to look at as many people in the crowd as he can :’)

Jin is INTIMIDATINGLY BEAUTIFUL in real life

Tae, Hobi and Yoongi were over on the right side a lot. 

For the songs with choreo on the extended stage, there’s like certain parts where only 2 or 3 members are dancing, and the rest of them are off to the side and hyping up the crowd and mouthing the lyrics it was so cute.

At one point Hobi looked directly at my section (I mean... I wanna say he made eye contact with me but I can’t be sure lfkdjsf) and immediately grinned rly big and I instinctively grinned back HE’S LITERALLY SO BEAUTIFUL IN PERSON. AND HIS SMILE?!?!!? at this moment I was bias wrecked.... 

Towards the end I was holding my tiny chimmy plushie up and waving and I think Jimin saw me a couple times T_T

So What 1) all 7 of them did the shoot dance omg 2) when Jimin stood in front of Yoongi and put his hand under his chin and Yoongi like knocked his hand out of the way and was like Fight Me dkfjslkdfj i was like what did i just witness

During the ending speeches all 7 members were like. slightly angled towards the right side and looking towards my section and I was like. i’M overwhelmed this is toO mUcH why r they doing this dflkdjflk. 

~GA Line~

uhh lol so I heard that like. people had been camping out for GA since Friday for the concerts which were on Tues/Wed??? I ended up getting to the Wednesday GA line around... I think like 8 AM? They started giving out wristbands at 10, and I got #904. Once we got wristbands we could leave the line, so we went to BTS studio. 

We were supposed to go back to the line at 4 pm, and oh my god it was s u c h  a mess I’m stressed just thinking about it jfc. People weren’t in order, and there weren’t any official security people organizing us, so some people were like ok i’m gonna take charge, and then other people were like screw that I don’t have to listen to you you’re not an official person, and jkdslfjslkdjf at this point I noped out of there and went back to my car to sit by myself and had my friend text me updates because I was so done omg there was no way I was gonna deal with all that stress when there were still 4 hours left until the concert started and I didn’t even rly care where I was standing in the pit.

It seemed like it was way more organized from what I saw at Fort Worth. There were these huge signs with like 100-200, 200-300, etc. where people lined up according to their wristband. sooo idk what happened with chicago, but it was a Huge Mess.

~Concert Day 2~

At the beginning of the concert, I ended up at the barricade on the right side of the main stage. It was SO close. The main stage is elevated pretty high up, probably like... around 10-15 ft high? So I was like looking way up at them. Also weirdly throughout the concert, there were WAY more people on the left side of the stage. Like after I left my spot at the barricade on the right, I came back and there were still only like 2-3 rows of people it, while on the left side it was like PACKED. 

When they came out for IDOL, all I could think about was when they talked about how during the Wings concert, when they opened with Not Today, and they were all trying to look rly cool and BA but on the inside they were trying rly hard not to smile when they saw ARMY in the stadium... literally during IDOL they were somehow keeping straight faces but I saw them glancing over at the audience every chance they got it was rly cute.

For the opening speeches.., so like the order they always stand in from left to right is tae, yoongi, jin, jk, joon, jimin, and hobi. I specifically tried to be on the right side bc my bias dlkfjk but like ok 1) all of them are literally so beautiful in person i can’t comprehend how beautiful they are???? i was literally speechless like i was just staring at them 2) jimin was like. right in front of me. but my eyes kept going over to hobi??? hobi is SO BEAUTIFUL IRL like ive seen other people say this exact thing but it’s so true oh my god HIS SMILE IS SO SO SO BEAUTIFUL IN PERSON AGHH

I didn’t rly film much because I was like right at the barricade and all of them could easily see me and like I didn’t want them to see me filming?? I wanted to experience it fully with my own eyes and just be there and sing along with them and smile and wave at them because I probably won’t ever be that close to them ever again and I just wanted them to see me, yknow, not like. a person holding a camera in front of their face. 

During magic shop, there isn’t any choreo and all of them walk around on the main stage and kind of interact with the audience, and oh my god. I was so overwhelmed flksdjf there were like always at least 3 members right in front of me and I was like iiii don’T KNOW WHO TO LOOK AT they’re all so beautiful ldkjfskldjf

I ended up staying by the barricade of the main stage all the way through Love because I wanted to be there for serendipity. I can’t believe I got to see that performance from so up close aaa it was so beautiful, I was holding up my tiny chimmy plushie propped up on top of the barricade, I rly hope he saw it lol. Also this was the performance where jimin like. didn’t finish singing the last line of the song because he was smiling so hard it was so cute dlskfjslkdfjlksdjf

Also the bubbles during serendipity aaaaaa they were floating all around me it was so cool

After that I gave up my spot so I could follow them over to the extended stage for DNA and the medley, etc. 

During Airplane Pt. 2, they seemed to be having issues with the mic props and I saw jimin like frantically motioning to yoongi to not use them for their part in the choreo -- there must be a lot of things that go wrong on stage all the time and it was just cool to see them adapt quickly and be rly professional about it

During more of the choreo-heavy songs on the main stage like I’m Fine and Fake Love, at the parts where yoongi is like. standing off to the side/back idling, he just like. sticks his tongue out a lot its so rude kdsjflksdj thanks 4 wrecking me

So What & Anpanman: ... jungkook lifting jimin’s shirt up at the end of so what and then taehyung lifting jungkook’s shirt at the beginning of anpanman I’M. first fort worth and now this i’m crying why was I at the only 2 shows where they did this dflkjsdlkfj

During Answer I made sure to be on the right side of the extended stage at the part when Jimin was waving to the crowd and oh ym god he was so close to me

still not over yoongi’s custom bulls jersey 😭😭😭😭

I also want to mention that like I didn’t have the best time leading up to the concert.. I was running on very little sleep for both days and I was just reallyyyy socially drained from waiting in line all day and being surrounded by strangers like it was fun at first but after a while i was like I Want To Go Home and lock myself in a room for 2 days dfkldsfjdsf 

Overall I’d say I’m really glad I got to experience the concert in so many different ways. Being in the further back sections during Fort Worth was really fun because I got to hear all of the fan chants throughout the arena, I got to see the entire stage as a whole, and overall it just felt more like a collective experience with ARMY and made me feel like I was part of the fandom. 

During Chicago it was a lot different because being in the closer sections actually meant that I couldn’t hear the fanchants or screams at all from all the further sections due to the acoustics, which was rly weird. And BTS was literally right in front of me and I could see them with my eyes and thEY could see ME and so I was freaking out about that the whole time, so I’d say being in the closer sections was more focused on BTS themselves rather than the collective fan/ARMY experience. 

I’m also glad that I saw it from further away first because when I was in GA I definitely missed a lot of what was going on on the stage because a) not watching every second in favor of moving to make sure i was in the best spot for the next performance and b) i am a short person and the stage is large and i physically could not see everything dklfjsldkjf

Also it definitely felt more... personal going to the chicago dates because that’s where I’m from originally and getting to hear them talk about how much they love the city and all the places they visited and addressing the crowd as “chicago” was rly amazing ... meanwhile every time they said “texas” or “fort worth” i had an existential crisis bc i was like wait where am i again fdSKJFKD i do not identify with this city rip

Going back to how Holy Crap BTS Can See Me at first I was kinda like oh god i’m like SWEATY i’ve been waiting in lines all day and running on 2 hours of sleep but like genuinely... it didn’t matter what I looked like because I think all they could see was our smiles and how happy we were and dlsfjsdlkfj im gonna cry ok this whole experience was so worth it and I am just. very glad that I have a job and can spend ... Way too much ... on things because it’s my own money kjdfSKLDFJL

Anyways that is all i have for now i hope bts have a fun and safe rest of the tour and i will def be going again when they come back aaaaa

[curry-and-casteliacones]

OK LEAK STUFF FOR SCARLET AND VIOLET IS UNDER THE CUT U HAVE BEEN WARNED

what happened

from 2 to 3

I mean yeah, i like the 3rd evolution, sure. But the middle one looked so much more promising. The concept is right there and it did get executed as well as it could have been. Oh well, i still think its cute.

Ok very stupid ramblings incoming:

Still not the biggest fan in the world of all of the starters final evos being job/position + animal. I mean it works but maybe not as every single starter for 2 gens in a row.... i'd personally rather go back to it just being concept + animal or even just typing + animal instead of it being narrowed like this. Like ok we all know i love gen 5 and so this is obvious i would use it as an example but we had samurott who was this style of job + animal being an otter and a samurai. But the other two were just pig + fire and grass + snake/reptile. Yeah the gen had one job starter but the other 2 werent so it felt balanced. And thn it was that two of the next gen were jobs (mage and ninja) and then all three(wrestler, clown, archer) and then all 3 again (soccer player, spy, drummer)

and its not like i dislike these starers, i actually really like some of them , like a LOT. but when all three seem like a lil gimmick idea it seems kinda eh, idk just .. not like boring but like it hasnt been fleshehed out as much as it could have been. BALANCE IS IMPORTANT! just having three of the same vein of starters every time feels bleh

idk this is literally me just typing with no real thoughts behind it as im sure is pretty evident by the long rambling sentences and lack of cohesive thoughts

ok back to the cat. the 1st and 2nd evolutions look like they are part of the same line. the 1st and 3rd evos look like they are part of the same line. the 2nd and 3rd do not.

how do the starters of every gen manage to be just a lil less than what im looking for.... and i dont just mean the newer ones there is literally something i could find wrong w every single starter line. A lot of it is just personal preference and i know im rly picky lol. but oh well i still love like almost every single starter in some way. Its just that if i tweaked just a couple things theyd all be perfect.

Actually maybe like the snivy line is pretty perfect idk what i would change about it(literally isnt even my fav starter from that gen tho still lmao)

WE GOT SPRIGATITOS MIDDLE EVOLUTION LETS GOOOOOOO

it looks so cool i was always leaning toward it as my starter but now im def thinking itll be mine. but ill have to see it and quaxlys final evos first before i decide. cuz it usually takes a bit to make me not choose a water starter every time but sprigatito is so cute I LOVE THE YO YO i need to see where it goes in the final evo

[s7ub--d]

wings tour // saitama 2017.06.22

ok so im on the train back home and it’s gonna take over an hour so here’s what i gotta say on this subject

- im normally a suga stan (as u can prolly tell by this tumblr). occasionally i get bias-wrecked by jimin. but even tho i say this i really love all of them, like ALL of them, SO MUCH. they’re all my biases and bias-wreckers at the same time. - but the point im tryna make rn is that…… i think im in love with hobi ofmgdmfnfmmg - the entire concert i COULD NOT TAKE MY EYES OFF HIM LIKE OMG…… - when yoongi did first love, i teared up so hard a few tears spilled over (i was trying rly hard not to cry so this was after quite a bit of suppression) - when namjoon did reflection, my favorite song off wings, i also teared up rly hard and ended up letting a few tears out - but when hobi came out and did mama….. y'all. for those of u who haven’t seen this stage, basically the army bombs are set to shine yellow during this song, and when hobi walked down the strip part of the stage from the front to the back, let me just tell u…. i was crying so hard i really wanted to keep my eyes open and keep looking at hobi but through my watery eyes all i could see was a blurred sea of shimmering yellow… and it was so beautiful - his stage presence is 장난 아니야 im telling u - when rap line came out and did cypher pt 4, all i could look at was hobi in his royal purple velvet cardigan…. he looked so good in that purple i can’t explain it he just looked frickin majestic - his smile seriously in person it’s even more beautiful and overwhelming and powerful…. he IS the sun - at the end of mama, when he rapped the last part without any music…….. my heart burst srsly even tho i said reflection is my fave, mama was my first fave, as in the first time i listened to the album i was hooked on mama and was so proud of hobi for making such an amazing song (later i got more hooked on reflection cus me & joon are like the same person) - i wonder if he thinks deeply about him mom every time he performs mama. i would probably cry every time if i were him

anyway aside from being completely captivated by hobi LOL, these were some other things:

- yo. i know jimin is our high notes god, but can i just give this shoutout to fucking KIM TAEHYUNG??????? - tbh when he started stigma i was still hella shook from reflection so i was maybe only 2/3rd paying attention but then he full fledged BUSTED OUT THOSE HIGH NOTES - like i think the mp3 recording rly doesn't do it justice.... when he sang those high notes he shook the entire stadium, and u could see his neck veins popping out a little... and even tho the notes were so high, he hit them with the utmost power and confidence, kim muthafukin taehyung u fuckin go - jimin's lie stage..... it was the first performance to use the front stage and let me tell u it took my breath away; the moment the beat dropped the entire stadium turned red with army bombs, and the long distance show lights were gold and red and it was just an extraordinary sight. there was this fancy looking triangular design light thing hanging from the ceiling that could configure itself into different forms, and towards the end of the performance it came down behind jiminnie and lit him from behind and it was srsly like... it was art - one of the things i was looking forward to the most was the live music!! And BOY was i not disappointed omg... i love the small extra nuances that the band puts into their songs, the extra piano chords and the extra guitar riffs, they seriously make all the songs better than they already are, as impossible as that sounds. they brought out violinists and cellists (and violists?? i can't tell sry @all violas) onto the stage for first love and awake and it was so beautiful - i thought the backdrop animation for reflection was so fitting for namjoon LOL at first it was the ocean and our army bombs were all blue, and then it changed into the universe/space and our bombs turned purple. the animation was hella trippy and i thought it represented reflection very well - i was looking fwd to seeing the dance battle during outro wings!!!! but instead they paraded around the arena in these moving apparatuses that had WINGS ATTACHED TO THE SIDES... so cute. but yo not complaining cus i got to see them CLOSE UP like holy shit my seats were actually so good thank all based gods out there damn... there was like an aisle between my section & the arena floor section ppl, and they paraded right down that aisle, so i was literally the 4th row away from them.... i could see in detail the necklaces that hobi was wearing, suga's rimmed glasses, the choker on namjoon's neck, could even count a few of jin's hairs.... srsly so close but i was too shy to do anything lol i just waved my army bomb like crazy jimin is beautiful - honestly the coordinated army bomb colors was one of the coolest parts

[yumenosakiacademy]

metr0con 2019 saturday diary

cosplayed/breakfast: same as the other 2 diaries. snack: a twin kitkat.

my eyes only, buckaroo. for future me.

can i b real w u i waited until 3 am to type this n a lot (esp from panels/early in the day) is HELLA fuzzy!!! sry! ;w; also it’s like. 4 am as im typing this n im not in the mood to write a diary! recalling everything is tiring, yknow? n i need to go to bed ghh... anyway!!

we left late bc i couldnt decide who to cosplay n i arrived late :(( anyway, it hadnt been 5 minutes there when i dropped my plastic purple heart ring i had from the dentist n i was so sad :( but i went to the bn-ha panel n i dont remember a lot of it sry. i remember iida wore a giant floppy sunhat that said Sunny Vibes on it tho n momo wore a black n white striped dress w sunflowers!

After this was cafe-stuck and it was fun! everyone kept calling jade a furry n i asked nepeta if she’d ever seen Nyan Neko Sugar G!rls to which she said no n someone asked her if she’d heard of/seen nek0para n she said she’d heard of it but it was “a bit.. too Extreme/Much for me.....” and someone asked the group (vriska, jade, john, dave, nepeta, tavros, aradia) why they were doing this and they said it was equius’ and john’s (i think?) prank that got way too out of hanf bc kanaya made the outfits for reals. someone asked vriska if she was a furyr cuz she had a spidersona and throughout the panel vriska and tavros kept talking abt how vriska took away his legs/him not having any. i asked the aradia n vriska if they’d work good together to make a good hall0ween themed cafe if this cafe were real n they were like “what’s hall0ween?” n the others told them it was a holiday that had candy n dead bodies n stuff! n someone asked abt who has the least human rights or just rights in general n john was like “jade u dont rights, ur an animal” n jade was like “trans rights”.

i decided to skip the d-dlc panel bc i didnt rly wanna write poetry cuz i do that at home n i dont rly care abt theories n discussing stuff like that so! i went walking around the dealers room n stuff. my crown actually came off at this time n i remember feeling like my crown had fallen off bc i thought i heard the mini whoosh it makes when it falls down but when i looked behind me, it wasnt there so i checked the aisles nearby n it wasnt there so i assumed someone had snatched it off my head but after a lot of walking, i found it half-underneath a con table w black tablecloth?? so i picked it up n went to the cosplay help desk and the guy safety-pinned it to my wig so i was all good to go!!

after that, i tried to look around to see if i could find any ens-tars cosplayers bc the meerup but i didnt see any so i was like oh well whatever im going to the LL panel anyway. so i went to the aki hana panel n i have videos of it! so im not rly gonna talk abt it. they played kings game there tho and “who’s most likely”! they said “who’d like an!mal crossing the best” n my immediate thought was rin so i raised my hand but the answer they had thought of was kotori, which actually makes much more sense haha. they said my answer was valid tho. i still got candy for answering! anyway the punk set ruby next to me ended up being the hifumi from yesterday that gave me the flower tin n they said it was nice to see me again n i said i wasnt able to go to the ES meetup bc i was only told when it was, not where it was, n they said that Eri/Eli (?) 9im guessing that was the host of the meetup) had to cancel it n i went oh. at the end of the panel i received a kotori pic! also a girl dressed up as a witch complimented my tsukasa outfit n i knelt down n said “thank you, princess” or smth i was like “i had a ring that i was gonna use to like. pretend to give to pretty girls but.. i lost it” n they seemed flattered but we parted ways!

after this was the aqours panel n the hanamaru did a dance n the you also did one but then they started playing the p0cky game n Headphones n i got kind of bored so i left n i heard “tsukasa!” n it was the jakurai from yesterday (that told me abt the meetup) dressed as mao in a yukata w their friend as oni ritsu n they looked so good! the jakumao apologized saying the meetup was cancelled. i think we talked for a sec then i went to go check out the rw-by q n a n it was a whole lot of roasting from the audience haha bc they did questions one at a time (ex: questions for yang, now questions for blake...) n i asked yang how she gets her hair so nice n she went “...nice?” w an unbelieving laugh/tone then they moved on n i was confused but oh well! they asked summer how she felt abt sloppy seconds bc taiyang n how taiyang’d feel abt a 3rd wife n nora got asked how many pancakes she could eat at a time n she was like “how much time do ya have?” n after the qna they started playing a weird game n it was rly boring so i left but the panel was almost over anyway. 

after i left i ran into a ramuda n they recognized me as tsukasa n they’re into ES n they said they hadnt watched the anime yet n they were surprised to see valkyrie in it bc they thought they werent gonna b but they said they hope the anime doesnt butcher shhu bc they like shu n know a lot of ppl hate shu n stuff. we talked abt the ES cosplayers at the con for a bit n i told them abt the ritsu+mao cosplayers n we had anice time talking n they said they rly liked rabits n i was like oh dude me too!! “i havent met anyone who hates ryu-seitai. like, Good.” n they were like “how could you hate ryu-seitai, they all wanna b nice n make friends” n i was like “yea mayb except midori” there was more but yea! i also ran into the witch girl n her friend from earlier bc they went “tsukasa!!!” n her friend (cosplayin smth from hn-k) showed me they had/got a leo plush n i was like “OH MY GOD. HE’S FINALLY BEEN FOUND!! HOLD ON CAN WE HAV A PIC W IT” so we took a pic of the leo plush beside my “where is leo??” sign like!! hell yea! n i was like “leo needs to pay child support. he’s evading his taxes. tax fraud” or smth around this point i think. at some point, on the escalators, i noticed a juto n a samatoki but when they got off the scalator they were heading for the exit so i couldnt rly ask for their pic so i decided to try n find em later.

then i went to the bn-ha panel but it was full to the BRIM but i made the mistake of sliding into the middle of an empty row for a good seat but the prson sat in front of me had big poofy hair so i couldnt see like half of the characters n ppl filld all the seats to my left n right so i couldnt leave. i was rly bored n trapped so i went on my ipad for almost all of thepanel n read part of a chiana/zu fic n stuff until the girl w the big hair left then i focused a Little more on the panel but i was still bored so wehn i noticed the ppl to my right all leave except the one guy next to me, i left the panel. i was sad bc at the time of that panel, there was a DR murder mystery panel that i couldve tried to attend instead but i was trapped so i couldnt :((

after that i decided to wander around for a bit before idolfest but when i went in at 5 pm, i 4got just how small that room was n how few chairs it had, n there were ppl standing against the walls so i leaned my sign against the right of the double doors BUT I LOOKED AHEAD N THERE WAS!! A HYPM!C PERFORMANCE STARTING TO HAPPEN!! DIVISION RAP ANTHEM WAS STARTING UP N MTR WAS ON THE STAGE!! but there were tall ppl standing in front of me n i was crowded against the back so i raised my ipad way above my head n started recording n watched them thru my ipad util someone opened the right door n i had to scramble tog rab my sign n lean it against me somehow n it made my fildiming falter but!! god i was just so exciting bc i wasnt expecting A HYPM!C PERFOAMNCE!! they did so good too ;w; after that, it was a solo hanayo perfoamnce then 3 songs from a non-anime-specific idol group that did 3 voca songs (one of which was LUVVVORATORY!!) n another non-anime dol group that did kpop songs (they were rly pretty n good) n then a you solo then a you/hane duet! ALSO during the hypm!cperformance, te juto n sama n a gentaro were dancing in front of me n right after the perfoamcne, a BB group opened the door but realized they missed the hypm!c performance n left n i decided to try n find em later too. 

after the last performance, there was still time, so a samus came over to me n asked to take a pic of my sign n they said they like ens-tars too n they said they cosplay tsukasa too n they ran a panel as him back in georgia n we talked abt best boys n i showed them all the keychains on my bag n when i pointed at mika n said 2nd best boy they went “:o me too!” n there was a lot more said but we went on talking for a while abt ens-tars n they showed me pics of the tori n arashi cosplayers that day they saw. 

after that i just walked around for like 45 minutes until the samus saw me again n waved me over so i was talking w them n they were apparently drinking alcohol despite being 18 n their friend was 23 n we were just talking abt stuff n i noticed a trigger group on the escalator n we called out to them n i took their picture n samus was like “dude it’s so cool that ur into id0lish7 too” n then we kept talking n at one point the samus was like “tsukasa i luv u” n made a lil finger heart n i tried 2 make one but my hands were kinda full but i managed to make one! they also said earlier today, they saw a sasuke cosplayer getting arrested n they took a pic of it for their snapchat lmao n it was them in front of a cop car n they said the person said “dont touch me!!” to the cop. the friend w samus said the only idols he knows were the combie one n that saki was def best girl hands down like, its a fact n i was like “ur right. it not even a hot take, its the Facts.” anyway then i wnted to walka round a bit more so i did n at like. 7:10 i decided “why not go near the photosoot area n registration to see more cosplayers that r there bc ive just been walking repetitive loops around the dealers room entrance n the con floor so! there could b some new cosplayers there! n lo n behold i found a tenn n ryuu that i had seen briefly earlier! n took their pic! then less than a few ftaway, i tried to walk past some ppl but there was a bag in the way so i stepped over it (like, not on it, i mean. like, Over, to avoid it) but i noticed it was an MTC itabag n the person next to it had bunny ears n it!! was the juto n sama i was looking for! so i took their pic n was talking abt how cool it is to see more hypm!c cosplayers here this yr until some guy came up n started telling the samatoki they looked like kaworu n they mistook them for kaworu n they said they didnt kno who i was supposed to b but i looked nice (iirc?) so i left n near the prop check table, I SAW THE BB BOYS! so i ran up to them n asked for a picture n then i started talking abt the hypm!c thing n there being so many this yr when there were none last yr n the jiro was like “aa ur tsukasa” n we started talking abt ES a lil bit n the anime then i complimented their ritsu+mao plushies on their bag n left!

after that i just roamed the halls until 8 pm. then the v0ltron panel! keith n lance hd like, a roasting rivalry going on n keith was like “i keep getting bullied! i dont deserve this!” n i kept askiing questions. me, a green ranger, a dave, n the dave’s friend were mainly the ones asking questions lmao. anyway keithd b like “lance dont touch me oh ew” and i asked keith what his fav anime was since he said he was a weeb n he said blue ex0rcist n i asked keith if hed seen LL (bc LL cosplayers were dancing to the music outside the panel room n i heard it) n lance was like “oh yea, he knows all the dances. he does them in his room” n keith denied it n at one point, i was like “since keith n lance share one braincell, who has it the most” n they said keith. the bonding moment was also mentioned a lot and alluras death n how lance can get much more “game” than keith (like, ladies. sorry im tired they might hav used another term) and an amami in the audience told lance to fortnite dance with him aftr thelance fortnite danced n!! just. a lot happened. it was a very casual-ish panel imo. haha.

after that i 4got that the bn-ha panel was at 10 not 9 so i just decided to wander then hit up the dance floor for most of the duration n i spotted the juto n sama n a nurse ramuda that i remember the samus talking abt n also someone who looked like the arashi the samus showed me but in an ali!ce madeness returns dress  o i asked the ramuda for a pic and then started dancing and the juto got into one of the dance circles n just started going hard as HELL n i was just dancing in the area they were near n out of the corner of my eye i’d see juto just absolutely KILLING IT w their dance moves bc they were dancing in front of their friends (occasionally w samatoki or posing w them) n i was just jamming out n during a slow song i pulled up a pic of chiaki on my ipad n started slowdancing w my ipad n the girl near me was like “that’s a Mood” n i think i heard the possibly-arashi n the others laugh a bit bc i was slow-dancing w “chiaki’ haha but god the dance floor was WILD! there was a guy w a saxophone at some point playing along w the music then a guy w a guitar! n we yelled lyrice to dont stop believing n stuff.

the the bn-ha panel! ...i was bored. most of the time i put tape on my leo sign and looked up wigs on ebay n stuff n sometimes i couldnt hear v well bc i sat near the back. they started up like, truth or dare but w a beach ball to decide who got to ask the dare or w/e? but i noticed a gentaro in the back of the room so i was like “ill just wait until the end of the panel then ask for their picture” then trivia started n they eventually asked what episode dabi appeared in n i was thinking “ep 7 of the most recent season” n some guy guessed that (he was the only one who fuessed) but the izuku n katsuki looked at their paper n i heard them mutter “episode 31″ so after somebody guessed ep 42 n the panelists said ‘”guess between 30-42--” i said ep 31 n went up n got a pack of aiw stickers but i shoulve taken the superhero shirt tbh. aftr that i decided to leave n asked the gentaro for a pic n they were one of the ryuus earlier they said n also a jakuarai from yesterday! they were like “oh! ur the tsukasa i keep seeing/running into!” n i was like “oh! hi!”

idk what convo this was in but someone was like “do u like how they did anzu?” n i was like “oh she’s so cute they rly said Fuck Anzu Haters” n they agreed.