#burymealive

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K E L V Y N C O L T

[burymealivexoxo]

My Life Kinda Seriously Sucks

First, my mom died when I was 8

My siblings ostracized me because I was the fucked up one that woke up next their dead mom and couldn’t speak for months.

I bullied my little brother and got increasingly mentally unstable.

I acted out and pierced my face

My dad ripped the piercing out and kicked me out of the house

I moved between couch surfing, sleeping on benches, and moving between shelters, because no one wanted me.

I met a boy and used him for a bed, a plate, and a roof with four walls underneath it.

He emotionally manipulated me, mentally abused me, raped me, got me pregnant twice, and I happily had a miscarriage and an abortion.

I asked my little brother to forgive me, he did. I cried.

Then the boyfriend complained that I never did anything nice for him.

He found out I was using him after he cheated on me, fucked me over and left me back at square one.

I found a place to live with this god awful woman who is dating a man she believes in innocent for child rape/molestation- who’s own 14 year old daughter testified against because he groped her.

Said roommate has asked me to find a new place to live because my cat is causing her problems and she wanted me to get rid of him, but I can’t do that because my father killed my cats and I won’t ever let go of another cat again unless they die of old age or cancer or whatever.

She was very insensitive to ask me to re-home my cat.

So she asked me to leave, because of all these bullshit reasons and I’m so mad.

I’m tired of being told to move on, I’m tired of being rejected. I’m so fucking tired of being everyone’s Kleenex. I’m done. I’m over it. No one will ever ask me to stay, and everyone will always ask me to leave.

I’m so fucking angry and I want to kill myself.

But I can’t. I can’t leave my cat for my roommate to abuse, I can’t be the person who kills themself because when I was 14 my best friend killed herself and I can’t do that to my best friend. I can’t make my best friend feel the same way that I feel.

If I could kill myself I would. I wish I could.

I can hurt myself, and that’s my only option.

[matteohudson]

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@burymealive replied to your post: hello friends, it is i, your sleepy neighborhood...

TATTOO ME

god, fine.

[caseywillax]

They are calling for 16+ inches of freshhhhhiee pow tomorrow! Whoooo daaa freak is ready!?! #burymealive // 📸: @ryan_lecours // @cghabitats @carinthiaparks @mnmntsnowboards (en Dover, Vermont)

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@whatadarlingluke replied to your post: @whatadarlingluke 58%. see you next  thursday,...

better put your running shoes on. ;*

oh buddy, they’ve been on.

@burymealive replied to your post: @burymealive replied to your post: ...

i don’t even know what that means.

good. it’s a me thing, you get used to it.

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@burymealive replied to your post: @burymealive replied to your post: ...

OH THANK GOD i’m not ready to die yet.

trust me, no one dies in my car. ;)

[tlexx]

Hi Lexi! I saw what happened yesterday on your blog and I’m so sorry >:-( you are drop dead gorgeous and I’m obsessed with your tattoos!

Please drop your top 5 favorite songs, gvf or not!

Love you and stay cute 😘😘

Secret Santa 47

Thank you! It’s no biggie. People just like hateroade!

My top 5 favorite songs right now are:

1. Built By Nations by Greta Van Fleet

2. 2008 by cleopatrick

3. It’s Called: Freefall by Rainbow Kitten Suprise

4. Lucky by AURORA

5. .burymealive by Dead Poet Society

All of this will prolly change in a day

Have a good day Santa🎅🏼

[englishendsbs]

To know myself is to dig deeper into my past I dig and find my broken bones I sweat and work for my atonement And all along I'm shoveling out dirt for you to bury me with

Ellie Rosecroft

[burymealivexoxo]

Body goalsssss ✨ Alt BG

[throwthefight]

VEVO premieres music video for "Bury Me Alive"

We're excited to announce that Vevo has premiered the music video for "Bury Me Alive." We'd like to dedicate this to the men and women that bravely serve their countries worldwide. Please share!

Watch here: http://smarturl.it/burymealive

To learn more or make a donation visit: https://www.woundedwarriorproject.org/

 Throw The Fight Bury Me Alive music video

Bury Me Alive by Throw The Fight on VEVO.

[suchdreadd-blog]

@burymealive & @doompatrolway now that I can properly tag people. I hope you're both aware I meant my dog. but David Bowie too.

[this-strayheart-blog]

@burymealive : An honor? It’s only the truth, haha. How are ya today?

@diissenter : I just gasped so hard it hurt. Don’t do this to me, man. Don’t deny my love over a beanie.

[ggustin]

@burymealive i’m sorry it’s hell for you. if you need to vent i’m here!

@john-cov where are you at?

[dietodefend-blog]

@champagnepapifanclub 🎊 @burymealive call me, dummy.