#buck just kinda. someone else? and he looks at eddie and eddie isnt looking at him and his cheeks are red and oh

[tommygotwrittenoff]

the thing is yes. buck deserves a slow burn. he deserves something nice and easy and sweet and gentle. however. after buck realizes his feelings about eddie, if he manages to not explode (he will last maybe a day), as soon as he gets an inkling that eddie returns his feelings, he's jumping that man's bones

[imtheiliad]

that was such a long plane ride i literally ran out of downloaded episodes good lord. i have like 50+ notes that i’m sure you don’t need spamming your inbox

the premise is: (you don’t have to read all of these they’re just my main points)

- buck and chris messing with eddie MY HEART CANT TAKE THIS “we got him” this is the cutest shit i’ve ever seen stop it

- BUCK IS GONNA BE A GIRL UNCLE !!!!!!

- i love may

- WHAT HAPPENED IN TEXAS

- i despise bucks parents

- i’m so proud of buck i’m gonna cry

- SO MUCH FORESHADOWING????

- i’m obsessed with buck/oliver’s natural hair

- oliver takes NO prisoners what the FUCK

- eddie may be the ONLY person who has ALWAYS loved buck unconditionally and shown him that i’m emotionally damaged

- THEY HAVE A DEAD BROTHER?????

- baby buck!!!!!! he was stubborn and reckless from the start are we surprised

- well shit i shouldn’t relate to buck this much

- - i relate to buck way too much this episode for way too many very specific reasons not the least of which is (oversharing) my brother had the same kinda cancer ha

- BUCKS PARENTS SUCK SO MUCH THIS ISNT AN EXCUSE OKAY

- buck getting left by literally everyone in his life is my villian origin story he deserves so much better

- “you don’t have to pretend with me” -the thing buck says in place of i love you

- the way buck has always been looking for a family and he finally found it is truly devastating knowing what’s coming in s5

- awww he found a family in gonna cry i love that his introduction is through a family dinner stop it

- hang on buck telling his parents to call him buck is so important. because yes that what basically everyone calls him. but the reason he told them (“that’s what people who know me call me”) is actually a way he’s keeping them at a distance and putting up a wall because we SEE with maddie (and later eddie) that when someone really, really cares about buck needs to get through to him they call him evan.

- the absolute irony of eddie asking ana out on the jinx episode-

- can we talk about how buck only tries dating again once eddie is??

- i’m convinced that buck is fully aware he’s in love with eddie and is just too scared to mess up what they have and his way of coping is by trying to push eddie to be with someone else and trying to be with someone else himself (no i’m not just saying this cause it’s what i do)

- HEN GIVING NIA BACK BROKE ME

- BUCK AND EDDIE IN THE PARENTS EPISODE IS SO DOMESTIC???

- chris ran away to buck i have no words

- okay so chris is scared of more people leaving right??? that’s his issue with eddie dating??? well BUCK IS NEVER GONNA LEAVE THEM

- i kinda sorta hate taylor

- still obsessed with bucks curly hair

- “that’s the face buck gets when he’s gassy” HELLO???

- MADNEY IS SO CUTE NO ONE TOUCH ME

- “you’re late” buck waiting at home with their son for his husband. buck and eddie should just move in together at this point

- buck and eddie share custody of my entire heart.

that was a fucking ROLLERCOASTER and this is like only a PORTION of my reactions i think i actually lost my mind

and obviously it is i:

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Okay *cracks knuckles* let’s go putting it under the cut cause this got long

- what happened in Texas- there was a crossover with 911: lone star which is the spin off and the important parts are

Hen was in a helicopter crash

Buck said, “my captain is not my dad but he might as well be” (relevant as tks dad is his captain but we won’t be taking about that)

Eddie showed pictures of Chris when they built the skateboard and smiled and said “buck helped” when asked

Buck befriends TK who is gay, and when buck says they should get together if tk is ever in la tk says, “you should know I have a pretty serious boyfriend” (or something it’s too early, but v much implying he thought buck was flirting) and then Eddie rounds the corner

- LOVE ME ANYWAY- that is all

- *hugs*

- (I have a rant about them I posted last night so I’m not gonna rehash that here)

- okay but the you don’t have to pretend thing, I’m sure you’ve seen it, that’s v relevant atm !!! I am unwell

- what cracks me up most about that scene is Bobby is literally wearing a name tag and it immediately becomes like 75% funnier than it already was

- *vibrates about buck and his name*

- fun fact he meets her again on sunset! It’s a surprise tool that will help us later

- I think he’s like these are important people in my life (obviously) but doesn’t know that he’s been building with Eddie everything that he has been looking to find and it’s so right in front of his face he can’t see it and he also doesn’t know that’ he has it. He’s already afraid of screwing things up with literally anyone he has a relationship with, I don’t know that it’s isolated to Eddie.

- I was crying like a baby over nia

- that shit is straight out of fanfic

- oh she gets worse bestie 🙃 but those comments were so fucken out of pocket, “afraid of strong women” excuuuse me

Hen- got shot as a teenager, is a black lesbian in a male dominated profession, is in medical school at 40, I could go on

Athena- too many things to list, badass mf

Maddie- survived an abusive marriage, killed said abusive husband, was a badass while held hostage at her place of work, and other spoilery things

May, Karen, Abuela, and pepa are fucken strong women but you get the point

- I AM SO IN MY MADNEY FEEELS TODAY I CANT

- well you see, THERE WAS CONSTRUCTION ON SUNSET. HE HAD TO TAKE A DETOUR. We are very normal about this

- listen buddie roommates era is real

[enola-holmess]

you know now that theres a hint that buck moves in with eddie and chris i had a nice idea and you need to deal with that.

so its its like chris talking with buck and telling him that he feels weird with ana dating his dad or whatever, so buck trys to explains to him why its important because his dad loves her. So chris asked why he his dad isnt dating buck because he loves him too, so buck is like "aha haha" (u know what i mean the "i dont know how to react laugh he always makes") and sais something like "see chris thats not how it works. not..not like thats doesnt work because we are both men i mean for us i doesnt work but it..its a thing and nothing bad and....ANYway." so chris asked him why it doesnt work for his dads and buck is confused and flustered and doesnt know how to react. he thinks about it a lot and realizes that he is in love with Eddie and is like "oh shit".

later that day/ep/whatever chris talks with his dad and asked Him why his dads arent together because they love each other and Eddie is just confused about everything and talks to Bobby but like SUPER vaguely but Bobby knows (duh) but doesnt say anything to him jut tells Athena about his suspicion and she just sais something like "makes sense. theyd be a cute couple" and just bobby nods and replies "true" and they go to sleep.

meanwhile buck talks to hen and is more open about it and tells her about his confusing feelings like "hey u know i might be in love" "oh really? whos the lucky lady?" and hes like "..... :| weLL" and tells her about that its a guy. So shes a bit shocked but not very shocked and then sais something like "that makes so much sense" and he asks why and she explains to him different situations where it seemed like he flirted with a guy (and theres a little woah-moment in his brain). he sais that he still likes women tho and she starts to exolain to him what different labels there are.

at home he researches the ones that sounded most fitting to him (bisexual i assume) and is like "yeah i like that. thats me i think" and us really happy about it for a moment and then he realizes that he feels the urge to tell people and doenst know where to start n stuff.

so in the end he decideds to tell maddie first (or second if u count hen). hes nervous and all but she is of course super supportive and tells him again and againg that its great that he found out more about himself, and that she still loves him and that everyone else will still love him and they hug.

then the emotional scene is over and she looks at him for like 2 seconds and asks him who it is. hes genuinly confused and asks what she means and shes like "come on, someone mustve made u realize that u like men too. who is it???". and he awkwardly laughs, with his hand on his neck questioning if he should tell her and decides that yes he should. So he tells her that hes "apparently" hes in love with eddie. and maddie (the big sis she is) gets SUPER exited and teases him a bit with it.

and like the next days or something eddie and buck act kinda awkward around each other, ESPECIALLY in these moments (u know what i mean) and the crew just stands there, a bit apart watching them with a "something is off and they act weird" so chim or so sais "they are acting weird" and bobbys like "yeah eddie and i had a weird talk a few days ago" and hen is like "yeah i had something like that with buck too" and they look at each other with a 'wait a minute' look on their faces but refusing to tell secrets of their friends. so this awkward situation goes on for a while

thats everything. this was supposed to be short goddamnit. Im sorry, im not a professsional ok??? this was just something on my mind and thwn it evolved even further and .. well here we are

and thank you to @uselesslesbianhufflepuff for helping me to find out who buck would go first!!

drink game: everytime i used the word "like" and the phrase "and then" XD

[pigstepmp3-moved]

Headcanon for how they get together? do they start having sex and pretending it's just for fun or do they jump straight into the angst of 'it's too complicated I'm a guy you're a guy and we even work together'? And how to the others find out? I'm pretty sure it'd be a big deal with the cap because he can't have one of his team who's more worried about his boyfriend than the job they're currently on, I don't see him approving, at least initially.

as im sure we All know, theyre gonna get together at bathenas wedding. and as much as buck Wants to sleep w eddie right away, he also wants to do things right by him, and that involves taking it slow and Not sleeping w eddie from the get go. i think theres def a significant amount of angst, at least on bucks part, bc of a few different reasons: 1, buck is Convinced that eddies super straight. 2, buck Knows that eddie and shannon are trying to make things work, and he does NOT want to be a homewrecker. 3, even on the off chance that eddie Isnt straight (and, spoiler, eddies a raging bisexual, just not as open abt it as buck can be), hes also one of bucks Closest friends, and he doesnt wanna ruin that friendship bc hes so terrible w feelings. 4, eddies got a KID. that makes things significantly more complicated. and 5, they WORK together. if they end up breaking up sometime in the future, it could make things a whole lot more awkward at work. and if its a Super Painful breakup? theres gonna be animosity out the wazoo that’ll make work SUCK. 

anyway. at some point, eddie and buck find themselves sitting and talking about everything and nothing all at once. eventually, eddie says that him and shannon are getting a divorce. they still love each other, of course, but they just dont love each other like they used to. they still wanna work things out, tho, so that both of them can continue to be a significant part of each others lives. buck is immediately all !!!!!, but he keeps it together, tells eddie that hes sorry that things didnt work out like he had wanted them to. at that point, eddie gives him a funny look that has buck feeling warm and fuzzy all over. eddie tells him that a HUGE part of why him and shannon are getting a divorce is that eddies in love with someone else. buck kinda. deflates. but ultimately, hes happy for eddie. he wants eddie to be happy, no matter who hes with. buck asks who it is, trying his best not to sound like a jealous brat. eddie quietly tells him, “it’s you. it’s always been you.” bucks heart is EXPLODING in his chest at that point. he asks, almost silently, “really? you love me?” with this hopeful, small smile that makes eddie break out into the most blinding grin bucks ever seen. eddie carefully takes his hand, interlocks their fingers, and instead of answering with actual words, he just leans forward and kisses buck, gentler than hes ever been kissed before. buck hardly pays attention to maddie, chimney, and hen cheering and whistling at them, bc who cares what everyone else is doing, hes kissing eddie freaking diaz!

later on, after buck and eddie have defined their relationship (aka buck walking into the station and yelling “EDDIES MY BOYFRIEND” to everyone, leading eddie to blush and hide his face bc wow, subtlety is SO not bucks strong suit), bobby sits them down to discuss the logistics or w/e. bobby tells him that this relationship can NOT affect the way they do their jobs in anyway. basically, if theyre gonna be more focused on helping each other than on doing their jobs properly, then he cant condone this relationship. buck KNEW this was gonna happen. buck KNEW bobby was gonna discourage it at some level. but eddie, being the levelheaded superhero he is, promises bobby that the only thing thats gonna change at work is how they act around each other at the station. other than that? they are PROFESSIONALS. theyll worry about each other a lil more, yeah, but theyre not gonna let that deter them from focusing on the job at hand. bobby stares at them for a long time before standing and turning to leave, but before he walks off, he tells them, “im happy for you two. im glad youre finding the happiness you both deserve in each other.” after he walks away, buck does NOT cry at all, why would he do that? his literal actual dad just said that he approves of their relationship, its nbd, hes FINE (no hes not. its so obvious how Not fine he is. eddie thinks its adorable how happy bobbys approval is making him)

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"WE ARE NOT AFRAID"(It Fanfic)

Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3

chapter four-"i dont know maybe because we know a killer clown is back"

ritchie was the first one to get up he saw billy and beverly sleeping together on the bed and same with him and eddie.

(there was a couch in billys bedroom.)

he got up and he pushed easily eddie off of him the couch was big he went into the bathroom.

he didnt know what he felt with eddie it was something because he loves everything about eddie his smile, the way he says stop calling me eds, or the way he plays with richies hair.

"richie can you hurry in there!" he hears billy yell.

"we are home!! billy!...oh.. i didnt know the boys were spending the night" billys mom said.

eddie woke up and same with beverly they walked into the livingroom same as ritchie and billy.

"well we are not going to be here all day because we are going to bens"

"oh..okay you guys have fun me and your father we are going on this couples vacation thing i know i have been gone lately well here is 100 bucks bye sweet heart" as she kissed billy on the cheek and left.

(only if this happened in real life xd)

"hell i wish my mom would do that" eddie said.

they all laughed

richie invited mike and billy invited stanley a course he back out but then he said yes took time but he said yes.

they were walking to bens house.

they all havent really talked since the whole thing happend.

mike started to ignore the losers  but the only ones that he didnt was richie and eddie

and stanley he hangs out more with billy.

and ben he doesnt talk to them because he has been more focus on his school work and clubs.

they walked up the stairs to bens house beverly with her red painted nails pressed the door buzzer.

"who are you kids?" his mom said with an attuide.

"we are his friends can we see ben?" beverly said.

and plus his mom said that he couldnt hang out with them because she saw his reseach on "it" and thought he was going crazy.

"oh i remeber you kids you are the kids that told my baby about that "it" shit"

"its true you.." richie started to say but eddie covered his mouth.

"get the hell off my porch!"

"n.no m.miss p.please can we s.see h.him s.sorry a.about richie"

"whatever six mintues then you guys are out hes up stairs in his room"

they all ran up those stairs and went into his room.

beverly hugged him she notice he lost alot of weight but she didnt say anything about it.

"hey ben we thought you were dead"

"why would you guys think that?" as he pulled the hug away.

"oh i dont know ben maybe because you ignored us after we got rid of the fucking clown" ritchie said upset.

"rich shut up" eddie said.

"no im tired of everyone suger coding shit"

"okay im sorry i have been ignoring you guys its because after the whole "it" thing i freaked out and i guess i was trying to forget"

"well we could have helped you forget" beverly said while smiling at him.

billy getting jealous but he just doesnt know.

stanley hugged ben and they all had a group hug its been forever since they had one.

"not trying to be mean i actually like you guys around but why are you here"

"w.well d.dont f.freak w.we saw 'it'"

he looked scared

"well last night i was at the library  studying for the finals and i saw this baloon like i did when i was younger last time i was there but i ran out of there."

"oh shit..shit"eddie said nervous

"okay lets not fucking panic we put it down once we can do it agian"

"lets go to the quarry " beverly said.

"yeah" they all said.

they were walking to the quarry because it wasnt far.

"okay why are we quiet?" mike said.

"i dont know maybe because we know a killer clown is back" stanley said sarcasticly.

richie was behind the group because he saw a sewer and what he said.

"you better not hurt any of them fucker or my eds i will fuck you up i beated your ass with a baseball bat agian i will do it agian fucker"

"hey rich are you comming?"

"yeah! dropped my lighter!"

"just stay away from that sewer" eddie said while pulling richie along with them.

they sat on the rocks where they sat when they were little.

but eddie was in between richies legs and richie was cuddled up to him to warm him.

"so im just going to bring it up what are we going to do to 'it'?"

"maybe if we ignore 'it' then he will leave" eddie said

"yeah we never tried that" ritchie said.

"i dont think we can ignore 'it' remeber what happened to those bullys they werent kids"

"shit! shit why couldnt he just stay away"

and ritchie just cuddled eddie to calm him down

he whispered in eddies ear "its going to be okay eds"

and eddie felt safe.

"do you guys want to come to my fight tonight?"

"your fighting tonight but we have school tommrrow" eddie said.

"well we need money and my moms job sucks" ritchie said.

"well lets hope you dont turn out like that richie" stanley said laughing

"well i got to get out of here i have to get ready"

"w.well we s.still h.have to talk a.about 'it'"

"well im not scared of a fucking clown we got rid of him once we can get rid of him again"

"yeah hes right guys we did get rid of him" mike said.

everyone followed him to the devils place.

richie was getting pump while mike was getting high and drunk.

billy just getting drunk same with all of them except for eddie and ben.

they all got there seats and eddie was eating popcorn.

"im kinda scared bev"

"you are always scared eddie"

"let me have some of that" eddie said he was tired of being that innocent guy.

so he gulpped it.

"hey slow down eddie"

eddie could feel a pain in his throat.

"how can people drink this bev"

"they drink it and then it gets better"

then eddie drinks more of the alchol that he is regreting because he knows he has school tommrrow and he cant go back home because his mom would freak.

then eddie saw richie punch this guy in the face and eddie yelled.

"get him babe!!"

and the guy punched richie and he punched the guy in the face over and over again and he fell backwards.

"richie toizer!!! is the winner!!"

all the losers got up and hugged ritchie.

"good win bro" mike said and they did that guy handshake

"wow i didnt know you could fight like that" beverly said.

eddie knew he could fight ever since sixth grade when this guy name nick wanted to fight him lets just say richie won.

richie collected his money and a guy who owned the place said.

"you should come back agian your dad was good here before he died".

yeah his dad died here but the guy that was beating him was his step dad.

"yeah ill be back"

"the toizers have always had our back til they died"

eddie didnt like the sound of that.

"yeah..yeah uncle bill i get it" the uncle isnt on his side of this family hes on his moms side.

"rich what did he mean til you die?"

"oh its nothing eds"

eddie knew he was lying did it mean he had to fight til he died.

ritchie grabbed eddies hand and went out of that place mike stayed and same with stanley.

ritchie, eddie, billy.ben, and beverly walked out of the devils place

"how can you guys go there everyday?" ben asked

"well we just do...you should come with us everytime i missed you"

and yes billy was jealous he hated that she loved ben he wanted her love.

"well guys im going home"

"oh okay billy"

"oh shit he didnt studder thats great!" eddie yelled.

"is there something wrong with him?"beverly said.

"how about you go check then princess" richie said annoyed he hated how she played with ben and billy like pick he thought she did this when she was younger.

"oh fuck you richie" she walked away and ran after billy

"you wish" richie said.

"billy stop!..what did i do?"

"y.you...w.why d.do you like b.ben? he ignored you but i s.stuck by you"

"really are you jealous and i never said anything about liking ben"

"we all know you do bev you dont have to say anything!..you really made me fall for you i.i was so stupid"

"billy you said that sentance so well"

"maybe because its the truth" now billy was crying and it was raining the girl he liked didnt like him as he thought.

"wait you fell in love with me?"

"yes bev do i have to say it louder hell! i will i love beverly marsh!!!..and im ashamed because she likes someone else"

you are thinking they are drunk well billy is he wouldnt have said all of this she grabs his face and says.

"well billy i love you to"

and they kiss in the rain

"get that snack girl get it!!" eddie yells smiling and richie kissed eddie.

beverly heard that and laughed while kissing billy.

and ben saw the kiss to he was upset because he thought beverky liked him he walked home.

"where the fuck did ben go?" ritchie said

"probably home babe because he did like her"

"he'll get over it"

"yeah lets hope because we need more info on it"

"can we ever stop talking about that clown?"

"no rich because we need to be careful"

"eddie you know i will never let that fucking clown hurt you...i love you to much eds"

"i love you to rich"

beverly and billy ran back over.

"hey guys on friday do you want to go on a dubble date"

"yeah that sounds fun..rich you wanna go?"

"yeah whatever but im not paying b.billy you wanna pay?"

"its billy and your p.paying for your d.date

"oh fuck it we are going"

"okay see you two tommrrow"

"yeah..yeah bye bev" eddie hugged her.

"awe eds you are making me jealous"

"oh shut up rich"

then they walk to richies house eddie had a unbrella richie took the unbrella because he was taller then eddie.

"i think you are the only person i know who carrys a unbrealla everywhere he goes"

"i dont carry it everywhere rich"

they went to richies house because richie's mom is at work.

"do i sleep in your room or the living room"

"eds your sleeping in my room"

"what if your mom suspect something"

"its not like she'll know that my eds spent the night"

he said while walking in his room with eddie richie grabbed eddie whast and put eddie on his chest while they lay in bed.

"rich going to school is going to hell tommrrow everyone is going to have questions about us the group back together its like the ghostbusters if they would have split and came back"

richie chuckled and said" well i dont care what people have to say about us and the group who cares what people say about it and we are not like the ghostbusters we are losers"

"well you did.."

"its time for bed eds"

as he turns off the lights eddie could here richies heartbeat maybe he still didnt like clowns.