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guys help what's szc's epithet thing
#words out of mouth go br#like. Inc hinese#cuz xxc is ji yue qing feng#and szc is ao xue SOMETHING#bu t idk WHAT
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maría for the ad astra zine! lc u will be missed T_T
#lalin's curse#maria lalins curse#maria navarro becerra#OUUAHHHHGHGGGGG#Stop i miss lalins curse so bad. ough.#sorry i hsve many thoughts do not look at these tags theyrre long#i always had a feeling it wouldn't come back but i'm still so sad like thats my daughter........ my kids.... for reals...... i was#around their age when i started reading and now i'm like 19 they shouldve grown up with us FUCKKKKK i miss rhem so bad. timeskip davias.#i think i spent like an entire year with the lc/delete worms it's one of the smaller fandoms#that ive been in so i'm surprised but also there was SO much going on in thzt damn comic. hwhere is church boy WHY VALOR THE BUS DRIVER#i remember getting ownership of the fandom wiki and spending an insane amount of time on the home page and fixing it all jusr for fandom t#COMPLETELY CHANGE THEOR LAYOUT i think that killed the vibe for me tbh. fanodmwiki alwyas at the scene of the crime#Whahteverrrrrrrrrrr#what ever man.#seeing it go is so sad like ik it'll be revived eventually but OUGH the comic was so well done. i still recommend it so bad even though its#a terrible cliffhanger (itd ok we know what happens)(Lie)#i still need to own delete one day. Ill learn spanishtrust me. idk isaky art changed my life so much i'm so glad she won snowmiku and got s#many insane opportunities I hope she always wins forever. rhe four other laliners that follow me i hope you are still here. hiiiiiii#putting this zine together with all my lc oomfs was so nice and it's such a nice farewell to the comic AUHH go check outthe others plz#okau over. Lc changedmy life sorru#art tag
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Ever since I was a little girl I always knew I wanted a butch twice my size to call me a good boy
#it hasn’t happened yet but I think it will fix me once it does#Im not much of a boy or a girl or anything and I gave up trying to put a name on it. but I really like that phrase#its weirdly pleasing and I wish I had more situations where I could call myself that…. sigh#I noticed that whenever I do smth like look both ways before crossing the street or hold the door for someone#I find a little voice in the back of my head praising me like wow!! good job!! you’re such a good boy!!!#idk what that says abt me but im not complaining. I am a good boy#I hope everyone is having a good week!! and if not I sincerely hope it gets better and the weeks to come#im updating my blog again for fun ^_^#so far I’ve updated my header icon and text color but since im on the bus rn I might go back and change things when I get home#I also saw someone walking across campus wearing nothing but a t shirt and shorts in -15 Celsius weather#yapping
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when the slowburn makes the ship extra cute~~~
#kimikawaii this week for sure!!!!!! (has been saying that since july)#ik the nghy payoff will be ✨sweet✨ but it’s kinda funny how hw are slowburning nagisa’s role in the series as a whole#mans has a grand total of 3 songs to date and only 1 has a cv ver#place your bets what do you think will come first? nghy duet or ariken duet#t h o u g h. ariken is also kind of a slowburn but we all knew they’d get together since ijiwaru release (shoutout to the og miku ver)#some say that ariken is still not canon in the novels to this very day#can’t believe we got arisa’s future career aspirations reveal before ariken canon in the novels smh#but i digress!!!!!!!!!!!! nagisa needs more action and attention!!!!!!#he did have kind of a ‘the bus came back’ moment with the izumo collab but we never saw his face again after that#(full cast merch doesnt count bc p. much everyone’s included in them except for the school nurse and kako)#so. all im saying is: slowburn nghy by all means. just dont slowburn nagisa’s character arc aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#now that mona mania has cooled off (to a degree) and chizusweep has mellowed out (somewhat) it’s shiranami’s time to shine!!!!!!!!#y. yeah. ik it’s harder to market him bc he’s a literal average (albeit handsome) joe but that’s part of his charm!!!!!#i mean!!!!! he can cook!!!!! he stans ft4!!!!! he’s devoted to the girl he loves!!!!!! he’s a dreamboat!!!! what more could you ask for?#but. i do have to say that nghy developments have been kinda awkwardly handled as a whole… esp with heroine ikusei#i think nagisa should’ve been introduced in heroiku or something… since he was planned from the start of hiyori’s development…#maybe they were trying to pull a ‘2nd love wins’ kinda parallel with kthn? but the ascana retcon made everything awkward huh…#i think it could’ve worked out in the mv-verse. like if they’d placed heroika+sukiuso after the fight+make up in herotaru#so the timeline would go smoothly from heroiku -> herotaru -> heroika#with hiyo realising that she’d be better off focusing on work and track after the asuka debacle + chizu fight#like a ‘forget romance!!! i gotta work hard and run hard!!! omg wait nagisa wdym you love me???’ kinda thing#but the [redacted] anime p much cut + pasted the asuka arc with the nagisa visit and. hm.#is this just an excuse to blame the clumsy handling of the nghy arc on the [redacted] anime? m… maybe…?#but it all still could’ve kinda worked out if they’d shifted the timelines around a little. y’know. since sukiuso mv has nagisa visit in oct#idk i think having hiyo learn how to doll herself up from lxl for her first crush (asuka)#and then using what she learned to yassify herself to meet up with nagisa would’ve been neater?#like a ‘hey look nagisa :) i applied what i learned from my pals :)’ kinda thing#or maybe chizu and juri could’ve helped her with the nagisa dressup scene post-herotaru fight… but i digress!!!!!!#hmmmmmmmmmm… well. this has gone way off topic… anyways nghy canon and cute that’s all byeeee#the dude from gamushara
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aiden from sbg......
AIDEN from SBG eats drywall!
#T#school bus graveyard#sbg#what if it was called c#chool bussy graveyard not so funny now is it#.... liberal#idk what this is#drywall#your fave eats drywall#reqs#admin :d
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How do you get fishy man to like you I died at door 18 I haven't gotten any farther, he might hate me
Oh dear- you get to see him fully in game at around door 50 or so and I think that's what determines most interactions cuz you get to choose to be mean to him or not there-
Ive had almost 40 runs and have beat the game twice by now I uh- got a little addicted-/j
#bu t yeah hes most rude on the deathscreens no matter what#idk how i got him to be nicer to me i guess i just- didn't mess with him that much?#ive only flash beaconed him once and that was just to see what would happen LMAO#sebastian my beloved#beloved mutuals
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YAYYY MISHA THEME!!!
MISHA 💖💓🩷❤️💕💖💓🩷💖❤️💖💓💓💖🩷💓
#i loevev them so much did you know that#currently saving up for him and it is HELL after spending it all on sparkel .so many quests and not enough timw .........#and . ouhhh havent had the chance to talk abt . shit what is it called . lemme go see real quick .#A CHILDS DREAM . yknow that one map with the text on the walls and the melted clocks and stuff .#that was done . SO incredibly well it makes me INSANE...........#so like . im 100.1% sure the speaker (who talks abt mikhail a lot) in that room is misha.#like that IS her voice right . im not going insane#its just . auuh... the dreams (or at least golden hour) in peacony are so childlike .... like . some of the puzzles are jigsaw puzzle ;#turn into a small cartoon character ; and help the cartoon character find his cartoon gears .#and then you get to clockie . who can only be seen by someone w a childs innoence (or smth around those lines)#and that misha can see clockie . which like . cool right ? yeab. UNTIL YOU GET TO A CHILDS DREAM ..#where theres something just ... sososo off .#and its ... its just gotta be misha . its gotta be . idk if theres anything outside of main story im missing (there probably is)#BUT . augh . auf even .#childs dream still has these childlike qualities to it (the paper birds; walking on walls) but just ... more warped#(the general atmosphere of the place; the monsters even .)#the music having a music box to make the tone of the song more distressing ... how its so much more smaller than golden hour ..#aughhhhhh ... its just such a good parallel..... i could talk abt it all day really .#anyways . i WAS going to tell u abt my misha theory (which may or may not be confirmed) bu t i got DISTRACTED.#uhh anyways . my theory is that misha is somehow trapped in peacony .#when misha goes onto the parlor car they mention that theyve never been outside of peacony before and that she can t stay for long .#which i imagine is very normal! BUT its this combined w her lock motif (pupils; most of the doors in childs dream) thag make me suspicious#i mentioned before that golden hour has a very childish quality to it. and that misha has that childish quality.#okay well . what if mishas being kept there so that golden hour can keep on being a dream for other people?#and so that would make golden hour mishas dream. (or part of his dream? could be more people the familys keeping)#and that would imply that childs dream is . well . mishas nightmare .#uhm . i think thats it ..? if i come up w anything else ill . ramble abt it somewhere . definitely not the most eloquent but#i hope i got the point across <33#i think its an understatement to say i love misha . i LOVE MISHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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the shocking news of a 15 year old girl passing away due to being stabbed unfortunately doesn't come as a surprise, for years people not just in london but up and down the country have been begging, pleading, demanding the government to do something to combat knife crime all for it fall on deaf ears
the government yet again have failed but this time it's way worse because they have failed children, a 17 year old boy shouldn't even be having access to a knife let alone think of stabbing a teenage girl who was on her way to school, that girl should've have been able to go to school without issue, with her parents and family going about their daily life because their child is safe at school and instead they are mourning the loss of a 15 year old girl
but it's not just the government who have failed children, it's platforms like tiktok who have allowed andrew tate and other misogynists to be able to spew their bullshit onto young boys essentially indoctrinating them into thinking that it's okay to just see women as objects and it's okay to disrespect them and unfortunately it leads to situations like this happening and there doesn't seem like anything is being done to stop it
desprate reform is needed before jt happens again and has been well overdue for several years, there needs to be immediate action to stop knife crime and keep children safe
may the girl rest in peace and her family and friends are getting all the support they need
#idk if what i'm saying is making sense#but yeh it's just so sad these are children ffs#that lad should be doing his alevels or t levels or btecs#or even an apprenticeship thinking about his future#he shouldn't be carrying a knife on a bus with an intent to kill#more needs to be done asap#and it all starts from the very top
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god why is there never a perfect option, I have found two places where I can buy the Nimona comic book (yes only two and one is in a different country because idk screw availability of anything ig) but one is in Czech and shipping costs almost one half of the price of the book and the other place is fucking German Amazon where it is actually in English and I would get free shipping but it costs two times more than the one in Czech Republic and has those disgusting sticker graphics on it
#Or I coul get the czech one on my own because bus tickets cost actually a little bit less than shipping which is ironic#but I am not really a fan of comic books in czech they always sound a little bit off#and I like getting books in original if I know the language#but on the other hand I do not want to order anything from amazon#and the stickers are so fucking big oh my god#and I am broke so#uhh idk#I could possibly wait like a month because then I will need to go to the town where the bookshop is anyway#but what if it gets sold out by then#fuck idk someone help T-T#nimona
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I just finished the Originals and now I'm suffering from intense emotional damage
#i just. i'm like.hfghgehf#the originals#klaus mikaelson#elijah mikaelson#hope mikaelson#the originals 5x13#the originals season 5#also yes ik i'm late to the party#but my god did i enjoy it#even though it hurts like hell!!!!#kinda wanna watch legacies as well but i've heard a lot of mixed opinions so idk#i'm not watching tvd tho i've seen enough of it lol#it's gonna take me a week to process this#and ik what the ending was going to be bu t i was not prepared#personal
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music ask
honda civic by olen
thanks for asking!!<3
#ask#ask game#rosiesared#THIS SONG GOES CRAZYYYY FOR REAL#generally all olen (formerly known as armors) songs go crazy bu t this song in particular............feel crazy about it#this song is also distinctly fall to me. like very driving in a car through brown leaves to me. idk. but it's still so so so so good#this is also the song that got me made fun of by most people i know because i had no goddamn clue what a honda civic was#(because who has the time to know car breeds. unless you're into that i guess)#so when this song came out and i was supporting the guy i was like!! hell yeah honda civic!! what the fuck is that tho!!!#and everyone i knew was like are you a goddamn idiot. that's the most common car.#and i was like hm yeah sure . you could tell me any car is a honda civic and i'd believe you#unfortunately they took me serious and they would tell me random cars were honda civics and i was always like WHOA so cool!!#and they were always like. you goddamn idiot. i was joking#you fool. learn what a honda civic is.#maybe i have maybe i haven't. regardless the song fucks
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“ the bigger the resistance, the bigger the collapse. ” a true case for a great many things. and there is not a way he could ever say how many times he has witnessed it throughout his life, how many empires fell and those men who thought themselves untouchable had their own hand in burning them to the ground. a rebellion burning in the heart from the beginning. all it takes is a spark to ignite the inferno that will swallow it whole.
strike of the lighter brings a flame to cigarette tucked between his teeth. and maybe he will feed this fire too. a long drag fills his lungs and the lighter falls back into his pocket. he exhales the smoke when he speaks, “ you’ve heard the story about david and goliath, right ? ” doesn’t leave her any time to question it, to answer. he continues, dark gaze flitting to the busy camera in the corner and giving a faint lift to his chin, “ goliath. ” the empire built to loom, to threaten. the empire that could have started in light and brought to home certain messages of hope but has swiftly grown shadows and thorns. the thing to collapse.
then his gaze stays on her. another torch to carry the fire, another to raise hell. its a silent war all over again, open on too many fronts but he will make it work to his advantage. the more distracted a goliath is, the easier it will be to stay in the dark to bring them to their knees. between the shit caused by a less than subtle brit and noisy company, the inevitability of homelanders fuck ups biting the company in the ass, and what could be shilohs own involvement behind the scenes, @artisanals, all it takes is a collective tug of a the rope and fire will follow.
he takes another long drag of the cigarette and falls back into his seat, then motions to her, “ david. ”
#artisanals#[ 𝚅𝙴𝚁𝚂𝙴 . ] and what of the beast inside you? / season 2.#starter.#FOR SOPHIE cause i need it#idk what this is but BU T#you get just barely pretransofrmative shiloh thats teetering that edge. thats yet to make up his mind but inviting the thought.#as a kind of ... food for thought. testing his waters. finding out where the loyalties lie and where his should land.#seXY#cause man i need more of it in my life and something about this sentence just Screams season two.
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my period is now 2 weeks late & i lowkey feel so insane like im so stressed out abt it just not happening & like my pms symptoms have just been drawn out over a course of this whole month….
#was holding back tears on the bus even tho literally nothing happened i j felt the crushing weight of the future & immense sadness#should i fuck it up more & give myself a T shot?#idk what to do!!!!!!!!! i feel crazy!!!!!!#fuck!!!!!!!#pls pls make this slow down pls pls give me time give me grace#i want to rip out my fucking womb#torment torment torment
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ALPHARAD MAKES MUSIC ???? AND IVE HEARD IT BEFORE????? HUHHHHH
#monophobia by ace of hearts…….. i know it …. WHAT !!!!#ace of hearts is his? music project i guess?#idk i dont watch him maybe this is common knowledge BU T WHAT#posts#have u ever wanted to feel…#anything at all……..
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wanted to write smth abt top surgery ⬇️
#not fandom related#personal log stardate#trans stuff#ok so ive been wanting top surgery longer than ive wanted to go on T. my chest makes me the most dysphoric and if it wasnt so hard to acces#top surgery i wouldve gotten it long ago lol#so the hardest for me is the many steps that are involved. finding and contacting a surgeon. getting there for a 1st appointment#for the sugery for getting the stitches out. getting Surgery in general and its risks. staying at a hospital which is not my#Routine environment. possible pain itching restriction in movement complications. the results might no be as expected#just a lot of steps involved that require me to step out of my comfort zone and stay out of it for a longer time as well.#but what are a few weeks of discomfort compared to a chesticle free rest of my life right. so i def Want it#but. there are like 3 decent top surgeons that have a lot of experience in my country that i know of. id have to travel at least 4 hrs#or longer and ive never driven my car for that long and im too scared to take the train/bus by myself and i dont think i could make myself#do it. like. if it didnt involve all that other scary stuff i might manage to try taking a train by myself. but just the train. nothing els#i just cant tackle several things that are difficult and uncomfortable at the same time.#ive read that a few ppl have gotten top surgery in the city i live#ive taken the bus and tram here. no problem. this would be perfect#only problem is there are almost no reviews on those surgeons. there seem to be at least 2 thatve done top surgery. idk who the 'main'#surgeon is. ive seen like 4 result pictures that ppl have posted. ive talked to 1 person whose currently 3 mo post-op but said they#might get a revision done if the results wont look better in a few months. the surgeons themselves dont mention top surgery on their websit#one mentions doing surgery for gynecomastia so this is probably the one ill contact first#basically there is barely any information available. if it comes down the surgeons might not even have done many top surgeries#so my results might not look good. i dont necessarily need it to be perfect. i just want my chest flat. i dont plan on being shirtless#except for doctors appointments and sex if ill ever have any. its unlikely ill go swimming in public and there i would probably wear a#rash guard anyway to protect myself from the uv rays. so my priority is a chest that looks flat underneath clothes. and if it looks like#shit i can get a revision if i want to . i think im gonna contact the surgeons here and prepare a list of questions for the appointment#i feel like i can take these steps. but i cant take them w the far-away surgeons. im gonna talk to my therapist abt this as well. maybe the#have some information on the surgeons here. i also contacted the local queer organization but i havent heard back yet :/
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