#btw: i realised i just liveblogged ur own fic to u ANXHJXCH AAAA

[refairy]

IT’S HEREE IT’S HERE!

“like a played damaged record in an antique store.”

this correlating with how reader is feeling, oh my god aniqua u NEVA miss!

[…] whenever your anxiety had managed to ooze through the cracks of the wall that you built for yourself.

no but the way you describe emotions so vividly and it’s literally only the beginning. i’m in AWE

your descriptions for the style, it’s so pretty 😵‍💫😵‍💫

THE CAT MAKES AN APPEARANCE. HI ANGEL

shopping to feel an ounce of happiness? very me!

Her blank expression and sarcastic statements made you feel as though she thought you did not belong there.

baby it’s fine that’s how mj looks 😭😭

you got a text from him offering to reschedule your study date followed by two sparkling hearts and one spider emoji in the center that made you clutch your phone and had your weak heart flutter and travel up your throat for that moment.

THAT’S WHAT MY HEART DID TOO OHH I LOVE HIM SO MUCH, ANIQUA. i love how u show his character so much too through little things. like him always making up for anything he does/has missed 🥺🥺🥺 (even if he did miss yet another study date smh..)

You did not have the luxury to swoon over the Birkin when your future was teetering on the edge of a diamond’s facet.

I LOVEEE THIS SO MUCH

THE HELLO KITTY BOXERS OH MY GODDD 😭🥰 and he wore them too. of course he would. ok angel boy, we see u!

“No,” he gently took your hand off his forehead and gave it a small kiss before he put it down.

PLEASEE PLEASEE!!!! hand kisses are EVERYTHING

Blood rushed underneath the soft skin of his cheeks and the tips of his ears. He felt like he had just been forced to swallow a rock.

but so is flustering him <333

Peter felt a patch of flowers grow in his stomach when your excitement caused you to draw close to his face. “Y-yeah.”

i’m smiling so much! i ADORE HIM!

i know i shouldn’t speak on the voice crack in this situation but… shakes my phone

Tears were traveling over the supple skin on your cheeks and neck like pearls.

SHE’S DONE IT AGAIN, RAISING THE BAR FOR EVERYONE

a little reassurance after feelings of jealousy. i’m soft 🥺🥺

YOUR BEIGE BANDAIDS LOOK UGLYJDHS MISS MA’AMM (so right though. continue)

everything about this is so perfect aniqua. the flow is amazing, i’m always so in awe with how you always correlate back to the theme oh my godd

and also look how pretty your lil moodboard header is 🥺 i’m obsessed. everything about this is perfect. i’m so grateful that you took the time to write and share it with us

it’s so elaborate and the way you’ve set it up paints such a vivid image. you can literally imagine things so clearly with your writing, i’m in LOVE

Peter Parker x Bimbo!Wealthy!Reader

word count: 3.4K

genres: angst and fluff

warnings: a few mentions of suggestive/explicit acts, blood and wounds

summary: Your fall semester at university ushers in uncertainty in your ability to do well in your courses while simultaneously creating a strain in your relationship with Peter.

author’s note: @subspider​ asked for bimbo!reader so I hopped off my marvel hiatus. The universe really did not want me to post this because I kept on getting interrupted, but it’s here! If you squint, the reader is a little spoiled too :D

The feeling of insecurity was like a toil that you had been forced to experience on repeat like a played damaged record in an antique store. For all you preached of confidence and self-assurance, you had an awful habit of disregarding your own advice in exchange for an opportunity to wallow in your own self-doubt. 

It was like a wicked form of punishment that you gave yourself whenever your anxiety had managed to ooze through the cracks of the wall that you built for yourself. It bothered you for however long it felt necessary.

It was expected that after a trip to the hair salon, you could shake or ignore any internal issue that had sunk its teeth into your perfumed skin, but this time was different. Even after four nights of online shopping and two days of receiving one package after the other of superfluous products, you still were upset. The diamond studded shoes that you had purchased did nothing for you and instead ended up shoved in your closet right next to your restraint and happiness.

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