#btw why did u choose to ask me anonymously?

[iamtired10]

hi ryn !

i now know you have been struggling these past few days, but i'm sure anyone who follows you, likes your works, and likes YOU is willing to wait for you to get better until you want to come with a clear mind!

you should never feel pressured to finish your drafts and post them just bc they want to, just to meet their expectations. i just want you to know that i'm praying for you to get better- emotionally, mentally, and physically.

as a fellow writer and even a moot friend to you (even tho we bicker and make fun of each other a lot), i do care about you a lot so i hope you will take your time to rest completely!

get well soon ryn!! praying for you <3

- ate mna

hwy, ate miana

ur words mean the world to me. it's comforting to know that i have people like u who are here, understanding and supporting me, even when things feel a bit overwhelming.

ive been doing my best to rest and clear my mind like you said. it's tough w finals coming up and well.. losing my cat has been weighing on me but im really trying to find some balance

just knowing that u're here genuinely caring and praying for me makes a difference.

i may not always say it but i appreciate u deeply ate.

u're not just a fellow writer or moot, u're someone i look up to and feel lucky to have around

thank u so much for being here for me

mahal kita sobra ate ❤️

[justjstuff]

Babes. I really appreciate all the asks about Daughter of Fire! It makes me happy to see that people love it as much as I do, I just gotta ask something of y’all. Please leave a review before sending an ask here! I noticed a lot of you don’t do that (not to mention the anon asks that I can’t possibly know if they did comment or not) and I just wanna explain a bit why it matters. I don’t know if u guys have been around here for as long as I have but the fandom culture changed a lot over the years, not all of it for the better. Five, ten years ago, it used to be the norm to comment on almost every single fic you read, in every chapter. There used to be discussions in the comment section, readers answering readers and sparking conversation… just genuinely a lot more interaction than nowadays. I’ve mentioned this before but I felt like writing another post about it.

Please notice that I’m not saying “don’t ever send me an ask about DoF again” or “you should be giving me comments NOW!!!”. I’ve just been scrolling through my endless unanswered asks and noticed that there were a lot like those I mentioned.

Now, I know sometimes it’s hard to send a review. I, myself, sometimes get so anxious just by the thought of writing a comment that I just don’t even read the fic/chapter. But notice how this is aimed towards the people who already took the time off their day to sit down on Tumblr and send me an ask. It would take the same amount of time to drop a review! And you can even do it anonymously too!

Anyways, this isn’t a complaint, I’m just always a bit sad to see that this is the way we led fandom culture? I know it might seem a bit disingenuous to be saying that when DoF has the reach it has but keep in mind that I also write other fics and most of them only get a little bit of engagement. It’s honestly disheartening because while I don’t write fanfiction for the comments, I do share it for them. I could just write them and satisfy that need and keep it to myself, never putting myself out there so others might judge me but I do because I love the fanfiction community and I love interacting with it.

I also noticed that authors who don’t have their social media linked tend to have more engagement in the comment section and that’s kinda what this post is about. Although we don’t comment as much as we did back in the days, it’s still the way some people choose to give fics their time of day, they see if there’s a lot of hits/kudos/comments before even giving it a try. So it does matter in a way that the engagement gets through other media only like some of the asks here! I’m not saying stop interacting with me here and keep only to the comment section, even because I chose to link all my social media because I love interacting w y’all in a deeper level here and on twt and other platforms but like. If you do choose to reach out to me, don’t forget to leave a review!

As I’m writing this I’m already regretting it lmao I don’t want to seem ungrateful and nitpicky but in the end I’m forcing myself to post this because it might spark some conversation and I do know a lot of authors feel like I do. We’re seeing how much writing isn’t being valued in our society and that’s kind of the same in fandom culture imo and I dunno. What do y’all think?

Love u to bits and I’ll see you soon 🖤

Oh, btw! Regarding the next DoF update!!! I can’t, and really it’s more like I don’t want to, give you guys a precise date. I struggled for quite some time with feeling like DoF was a chore, a job I had to keep up otherwise I would let everyone down and that (and some other stuff) led me to the biggest writer’s block I’ve ever had in my life. I’m just now trying to reconnect with that part of me that loves writing and finds actual enjoyment in tackling this huge and complex fic (and any and all writing tbh), so I don’t want to slip back into that same pattern I had before. I don’t like the term hiatus for fanfiction because it gives me this notion that the author is obligated to go back to the fic when in fact they’re not (unless the fic has a set update schedule and the author is letting u know when they’ll be back). No one is getting paid for this and most of us study and work full time jobs before coming and sharing something that can be really personal with strangers on the internet. If an author wants to drop their fic and never come back to fandom life than that’s their prerogative. We as fanfic readers kinda sign that unwritten contract that when we start reading an unfinished fic we might never get to see the end of it. However, I like the term hiatus because it illustrates my point with this which is: I’m not done with Daughter of Fire. I just don’t know when I’ll update next. Rest assured that if I ever decided to let it go, I would let everyone know. I would release all the chapters I have written, I would give y’all all of my notes and unfinished drafts and lone scenes, I would give you the document where I tell you step by step what would happen until the very end of the fic (and the sequel I have planed for it 👀). And I would also leave it open to anyone who wants to continue it to pick it up and give it a try. As it stands, I’m nowhere near done with Daughter of Fire 🖤

[maboroshi-no]

hi! i was the one who asked about your theories. (thanks for replying to it btw!) i really also think that uncle stuart may be a reincarnation too i started thinking that when in v11 he called kat a villainess. the fact that he used the word villainess is what made me think that he could also be reincarnated. and u said that you think that the notes that kat has received have some fake info in them, i was wandering what made u think that?

Hello!

Uncle Stuart actually calls Katarina "villainous lady" and not explicitly "villainess". Marsha also called Katarina "villainous lady", so Uncle Stuart is not guaranted to be a reincarnatee, even if it is likely.

Regarding the note, it is mostly because there is a lot of odd things about it. Because the author of the note knows about Fortune Lover, Katarina takes its content as truth while she doesn't know anything about them. So I just thought that if there was some fake info inside, Katarina would not be able to tell. There is also the question about the motive of the sender? Why did they send this note? If they want to help Katarina, why did they choose to send an anonymous note instead of revealing themselves? Also, since no one remembers who had access to Katarina's bad, the sender is probably a dark magician.

Aside from that, I also find Katarina's prison ending odd. It feels like she got a lighter punishment than exile this time. Unless the Kingdom wants to keep an eye on dark magicians, I don't know...

[blizzardfluffykpop]

Eheheh, yo! I’m actually a moot but I always stay anonymous when requesting fanfics so things can’t easily be traced back to me. But that I just saw TBZ in concert and that I’m a new fan should be enough for u to figure out who this is teehee

As for my request… 👉👈

This is gonna be kinda specific but I’m giving free rein for you to choose which TBZ member to do this for. If the ask ends up being really long, sorry, I’m bad at being concise.

Anyway, premise is that reader is gender-nonconforming female/female-aligned (androgynous clothing sometimes, doesn’t shave body hair, doesn’t regularly wear makeup, etc) and likes the way they are but has trouble believing that most guys could ever find then attractive and partially attributes their complete lack of relationship experience to this. So of course, reader is hopelessly attracted to (chosen member) but doesn’t think that the desire would be reciprocated, so they’ve resigned to keeping feelings to self and just trying to enjoy even being around him. Then one day someone says something mean about one of reader’s differences (member either sees it or hears abt it) and in some way this leads to a confession from him, maybe accidental. Reader has a hard time believing it so he wants to ‘prove’ it (hehe) and being in love with him, reader can’t resist. Stuff is about to happen, clothes are coming off, reader gets self conscious abt significant body hair… yada yada… and maybe at the end of the imagine, some PDA because he’s so into reader that he wants everyone to know.

Anyway. Those are my thoughts. If there are any elements you don’t want to do, u can leave them out, heck if you don’t want to do this imagine, feel free not to. No hard feelings either way. ❤️❤️❤️

I won’t lie I’m pretty positive I know who requested this- it’s a Kevin/Q bias hehe~ Anyways I hope this satisfies- instantly my two thoughts were torn between Kevin/New… but I went with Kevin for a few reasons~

I originally wrote my response before I made a change~ so here's the original: Ik I state I don’t take requests for smut but tbz & friends have special privileges and also it doesn’t necessarily say it does- I def took my special liberties bc I was “I want a kevin smut” and which ofc still applies- but I may take 'em now~ *if i do have enough inspo ofc*

But I absolutely get why you don't want it to be traced back to you~ that's totally reasonable dw dw~ Thank you for giving me free reign btw~ I always love options like that~

As an androgynous dresser myself this felt perfectly aligned for me~ I think I by accidentally didn't include the relationship one- bc I had written a line for it but now as I go to fully answer this... I realize I had edited it out 😭😭 I'm sorry! Ofc kev would want to prove it 🤭🤭 This prolly not how you imagined this scenario to be like- but it's how it worked for my brain- so I just hoped to have given you a smidge of what you wanted- I did include every detail but the unexperienced relationship bit... 😭😭

Anyways feel free to tell me what you thought~ I'd love to know what you thought of it~

Here's the link:

My Darling

[moonlit-imagines]

Headcanons for being Natasha Romanoff’s child

Natasha Romanoff x child!reader

warnings:

a/n:

prompt: anonymous: “Hi! Can I request a HC for being Natasha's daughter? I think you haven't done it ^^ In love with your work btw ;)”

natasha saved you from a terribly cruel family that worked alongside HYDRA, they didn’t care much for you

she decided to take you in since she knew you couldn’t have a normal life after all that you’d already been through at such a young age

“think it’d be okay if you came home with me, sweetheart?”

you were happy to have a nice person in your life

she took off work for a while to help you settle in

natasha wished that she had a loving family growing up, or just anyone to support her

so this was how she was going to make it up

“do you want to talk about anything?”

“when dad was alive he hurt people. i didn’t like the sound of it”

her heart broke hearing such a young child have to be affected by something like that

she made sure you knew how much she loved you

you called her “miss nat” for a while

take your child to work day!!!!

she took you to SHIELD HQ

you LOVED IT you wandered off and watched other ppl work

“agent romanoff, why is your child on agent coulson’s shoulders” -fury

“my child loves to feel like their flying”

“alright, you make a fair point”

nick called you “litte agent” which sparked your inspiration to become a spy like natasha

“miss nat, i wanna be a spy when i grow up!”

“you do? well, you can do that if it’s what you really want”

you suddenly switched from “miss nat” to “momma nat” and she had to backtrack for a minute

“what did you call me?” she was BEAMING omg

“...momma”

she gave u momma bear kisses

over the years, you taught yourself the ways of an agent and a spy, asking momma nat for a few pointers here and there

also uncle clint offered to give you some help

“yeah, kid, just point and shoot”

“clint, i said ‘self defense’ classes, not ‘the most effective ways to murder someone’ classes”

“they go hand in hand, nat, you know this”

“what if i was wanting to teach them myself?”

“well, do you?”

*pulls him aside* “as a birthday present”

you really did well during any sort of training

guess you just take after your mom

when you were old enough, you applied to SHIELD (under y/n l/n instead of y/n romanoff) and passed every test that was thrown your way

“you’re a natural, l/n”

“thanks, i learned from the best”

you wanted to earn respect on your own, so you didn’t tell anyone your relationship with nat

and anyone who did know you before knew not to say anything about it

it was also a good move bc it put a target on your backs if any of your enemies discovered you were family, you’d rather not share bad guys

✨the avengers thought you were awesome✨

“y/n, you are so much cooler than your mom”

“say it again and i’ll dislocate your shoulder!” :)

clint is so entertained by you

tony just loves messing w you

“baby spider in the house!”

“spider? where? shall i kill it?” -thor

“no, thor, we’re just teasing y/n”

“do not joke about spiders, stark. one day, i may not answer your cries because i’ll figure you’re just joking”

“that got serious fast”

nat forgets youre grown sometimes

so she gets all protective of you and then goes 😳 when you kick someones ass for yourself

that’s her kiddo!!

getting thrown into the midst of a few avenger battles

but handling yourself pretty well if i do say so myself

nat hugged you a lot when you were a kid and she still does now

only longer bc she doesn’t like letting go often

“mom? you okay?”

“i just wanted a hug is all”

“oh, okay”

when u hug her back she remembers exactly why she chose to become a mother

she wanted to show you that love still exists in this world, even if you’re not shown it immediately

become sort of a role model/mentor to newer, younger avengers

i mean, wanda was about your age, so she asked you often what it was like to be so young and work as an avenger

you told her that when you’re given a life like this, your age doesn’t matter out in the field. it’s your choices that matter. once you begin to learn the ways of a team like this and you gain each other’s respect, that’s all there is to it

“your mother is the black widow?”

“that she is, mom first, widow second”

PETER PETER PETER

he fanboyed over you so hard when he met you and he had so many questions it never ended

“okay, so first: how do you do it? be so cool as a kid?”

“you take a deep breath and kick some ass”

“better advice than anything mr. stark has ever said to me—don’t tell him i said that please!”

you swore to secrecy

mother/daughter spy missions bc that’s AWESOME

choosing steve’s side in CW and honestly making her very proud of you

going on the run w her and team cap

which made for some very interesting memories

“mom, sam hid the tv remote from me”

“take the widow’s bite and give him a little shock so that he’ll budge”

“thanks! love you!”

big runaway family <3

“i like the new look, mom”

“yeah, i thought blonde might be pushing it but i guess it all worked out in the end”

rogue avengers -> avengers once more

well, those of you who were left

after most of your friends passed in the snap, you and your mom were more attached than ever, she felt like she would die if the two of you separated

sooner or later, it was time to fix past mistakes and go back in time

“i’ll see you in a minute, y/n, be careful” *forehead kiss*

“i will.”

and that was the last time you ever saw her

you ran into clints arms and sobbed

“i’m so sorry, y/n. i tried to stop her. she told me to tell you she loved you and she’s so proud of you”

if that wasn’t bad enough, you were attacked by another thanos and you fought with all your might

“is y/n okay?”

“just let them fight, they need this”

finally, the fighting was over and the avengers were triumphant, but at what cost?

tony’s funeral was held before nat’s

but natasha’s was bittersweet

and every week you bring flowers to her memorial site

the world wont forget her name

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[istheresomebodywhocanimagine]

Bring Out the Big Guns (SMUT)

anonymous said: Could you write something where Brian is finger-fucking the reader and whispering filthy things in their ear. Then he get down and eat them out til’ they cum on his face. Sorry I’m a horndog Btw I absolutely love your blog!!!

(a/n: this is another one i rewrote several times and now im just so mad at it im just gunna fucking POST IT god enjoy more sin u little nasties ;) gif creds to @imladrs)

“You look brilliant tonight, love.”

It was an innocent enough statement, especially when one heard it in Brian’s pleasant, saccharinely sweet voice. He had a way of making everything soothing – if you could choose one person to narrate your life, it would have to be Brian May, no contest. His voice, among other parts of him, was your Achilles heel.

But it wasn’t an innocent statement, and you damn well knew it. You were in a mood tonight, Brian having left you hanging this morning when you tried to get friendly upon waking up. And when you’d complained about him being a tease, he told you to ‘suck it up’ because he needed to go to Freddie’s before meeting you at the gig tonight.

So, you dusted off his favorite skirt of yours (Roger’s favorite as well – but Brian didn’t like to talk about that), a flared plaid miniskirt that paired well with a button up of his that you’d fashioned into a waist tie-up blouse of sorts. And because you knew it would irk Brian even more, you added to the ensemble – knee high boots, ones that made your ass pop and the skirt lift dangerously high when you were just simply standing there.

That was also Roger’s favorite, and Brian also didn’t like to talk about that. The thought briefly ran through his mind as you walked in to the dressing room just now, and he really didn’t enjoy it, so he pushed any thoughts of Roger to the side as he tried figure out what the hell he was going to do about you being a tease tonight.

“Thank you, Bri,” you replied charmingly, beaming at your mildly flustered boyfriend and wrapping your arms around his neck. He was tense – however, you disregarded the annoyed look in his eyes and leaned in to give him a kiss. His lips were unyielding for a moment, but all it took was a quick swipe of your tongue along his lower lip and he caved. He parted his lips, letting you delve your tongue into his mouth for a moment before you pulled away abruptly. An unsatisfied gasp escaped his lips, and he shot another quite irritated look at you, despite his hands coming to rest on your hips. “You look quite smashing yourself,” you murmured, toying with a strand of his hair as you stared him straight in the eye, daring him to give you another look. He was admittedly feeling a mix of intimidation and arousal right now, and you loved every second of it.

“Wow, Y/N, bringing out the big guns!” Roger exclaimed as he entered the room, making you laugh and pull back from Brian’s embrace so you could turn to face Roger. “I haven’t seen this little number since you finally got ol’ Bri in the sack.” He stopped in front of you, resting his hands respectfully on your arms as he took a look at your entire ensemble. “Brian do something wrong?

“Or, perhaps right?” Freddie added from where he was perched on an armrest, glancing over to you two with a sly grin. Roger made a face that showed he agreed, momentarily looking at Freddie before looking back to you and raising an eyebrow.

You gave Roger a look that said it all, and he clucked his tongue in disapproval as he looked up at Brian, who was tight-lipped and all-too-stoic. As Roger’s hands dropped from your arms, you felt Brian’s large hand latch onto the back of your skirt, gripping it tightly while he waited for Roger to go away. “Don’t you have girls to be chatting up? I’d like to have a word with my girlfriend,” Brian asked icily, Roger snorting at his attempt to shoo him off. Despite his anger, Brian still sounded about as intimidating to Roger as a young pup.

“Yikes, love, I’m praying for you,” Roger said, pinching your cheek quickly and getting a mischievous grin in response. “Or rooting for you, either or.” Ignoring Brian’s steely gaze, he winked at you before returning back the way he came at a lazy pace, Freddie close behind as he went to ask Roger’s opinion on the set list for the night. Once their backs were turned, Brian yanked you back against him by your skirt, not really caring much whether it stretched or not as he leaned down so his lips were brushing against your ear.

“Why did you wear this?” he hissed, making you shiver as the grin never left your face. He grabbed your hand, pressing it firmly against the front of his trousers and making you feel how hard his cock was. It was straining against the fabric of his jeans, and you almost moaned as you imagined how good it would have felt earlier, a bit of morning sex. Brian, idly fucking into you while you both basked in the early morning light streaming in from the window. His hands all over, squeezing, massaging, worshipping your body. You felt a sheen of sweat forming on your face, and you wiped it away quickly with your free hand.

“Why do you think I wore it?” you asked innocently, palming him through his jeans to tease him even more. But he only huffed and grabbed your hand, pulling it away as he dragged you out of the dressing room and into an office-type room next door. It was vacant, half of the lights were out, and he locked the door as soon as you got inside. “What’s your problem?” you muttered, Brian whipping around to stare you down with a stormy look on his face.

“You are my problem, Y/N!” he nearly spit out. His usually soft eyes were wild as he came to rest in front of you, his lips drawn back into something between a frown and an angry smile. It almost made him look scary, and that made your heart race in excitement as you felt yourself getting wetter and wetter by the second. Angry Brian was a turn on for you, and he was beyond angry at the moment. He was livid. “You waltz in here in all that, looking like a fucking wet dream, and expect me not to do anything?”

That brought a light giggle to your lips, his eyebrow arching in response. “You’re sorely mistaken if you think I didn’t expect you to do anything,” you taunted, Brian’s eyes flashing once you brought your face closer to his, unafraid of his reaction as you nearly brushed your nose against his own beaked one. His jaw tightened as he clenched his teeth together, calculating his next move very carefully. But you already knew what he would do – Brian was predictable, in the best way, when it came to things like this. He could tease for hours and hours, but as soon as it was his turn on the receiving end, he was the most impatient person you’d ever met. “So are you going to fucking take me here or not?” you asked, taunting him even more as you saw him glance down at your lips for a moment, his tongue wetting his own lower lip quickly.

“You’re walking a thin line, sweetheart,” he practically snarled, his voice no longer sweet and mellow as he wrapped a hand around your arm, backing you up towards the desk in the corner opposite of the door. “I should make you go home and change, you little tart! Coming in here, teasing me on purpose and getting me all worked up before the show.”

He was getting more and more riled up by the second, the tremble of his lower lip obvious as he held his tongue on all the things he wanted to say to you. Some of them were nice, some of them were angry, and some of them were downright raunchy. But you were getting tired of waiting, so you pressed your lips against his, pulling him into a feverish kiss as you took his hands and deliberately moved them to rest on your ass, above the cloth.

Brian immediately pulled away, however, giving you a smug look as you whined from the loss, brushing your lips over his and tugging him closer by his shirt in a non-verbal plea for him to get you off. “On the desk,” he demanded, turning you around abruptly and forcing you to bend over the desk. Your skirt hiked up at this motion, revealing the fact that you’d opted out of wearing panties tonight, and he groaned when he realized you were on full display already. “Such a naughty girl,” he nearly moaned, running a few fingers through the slickness of your sex before pulling them out and leaning over you, forcing his fingers into your mouth. But you sucked on them willingly, hollowing out your cheeks and swirling your tongue around them as he watched you with a small smirk.

As soon as his fingers left your mouth with a loud popping sound, he leaned his head down so he was nuzzling your hair, his jean-clad cock rubbing up against your ass as he did so. “Brian-“ you started, but all that gained you was a quick, sharp smack to the ass that made you cry out in surprise, his hand immediately going to massage the tender red area he’d just left.

“No talking. Got it, love?” His voice was clearly dominant, but the way he grinded up against you as he spoke betrayed how in control he was trying to be right now. He needed release, but right now, that wasn’t what he was on the warpath for. “Now…” he trailed off, moving his hand from your ass back to your core, rubbing just his middle and index finger over your clit. “You’re soaking, love, is this all for me?”

A quick nod from you and he smirked in satisfaction, pressing a kiss to your head as he massaged your clit in slow circles, his other arm supporting him on the desk as he continued to lean over you. “When we get home, you’re in for it, sweetheart.” That made your knees buckle a bit at the thought, and you struggled to hold yourself up over the desk as Brian’s long, dexterous fingers slowly worked at your clit. Instead, you let out a soft moan and leaned your head over against his slightly, wanting so badly to say something, anything to make him go faster.

He seemed to get the hint anyways, speeding up his pace as he pressed lazy kisses to your shoulder. It was odd, the affectionate manner of his kisses in the middle of such an off-color scene, but you relished in them nonetheless. His lips were somewhat swollen and felt supple against the skin of your shoulder – in fact, you were so focused on how soft they felt that you audibly gasped and moaned out his name as he suddenly pushed his fingers into you.

“Ah, ah,” he warned, pausing for a second. “What did I say?” he asked, his voice heavy and sultry as he lowered it a bit, chuckling at your silence before he starting pumping his fingers into you. Brian finger-fucked you with a scary precision to his movements, knowing exactly how to curl them in order to make you squirm, when to slow down, when to speed up. All the while, he muttered smutty quips into your ear, his hot breath blowing against your earlobe erratically as he made work of your pussy.

The phrases came one after the other, each a varying level of filthy, but all of them notably pornographic. You’d never heard Brian this talkative, ever, and it made you a complete mess. “I should have fucked the daylights out of you this morning…. Made you take my cock raw, scream my name…. So tight…. And this little outfit…. You drive me fucking crazy, sweetcheeks….” His fingers alternated between pushing in and out of you and stimulating your clit – sometimes both, which elicited wanton moans from you as you eagerly pressed back against his touch. He would watch your expression, transfixed by the look of unholy ecstasy written across it, and that would gain a low groan of admiration from him. “That feels good, yeah?”

You had your cheek pressed to the desk, gazing up at him with sinfully glazed eyes, when he suddenly pulled his fingers out and made you whine needily. Not caring whether he’d punish you for it or not, you begged him to keep going. “Brian, God, I need you so bad,” you almost whimpered, pressing your ass back towards him and wiggling it a bit to get his attention. He noticed, chuckling lowly as he went to step directly behind you, holding his hips in your hand. A wave of relief rushed over you as you finally expected him to fuck you senseless right there, but you were misled in your beliefs as you heard him moving, then suddenly felt his tongue, pressed flat against your clit.

The feeling made you jump and lift your head up, thoroughly surprised at the unexpected sensation. But he quickly placed an open-mouthed kiss to your clit, sucking on it and making a long-drawn out moan escape your lips. It was music to his ears, and he moaned against you before pulling away just a bit, gripping your hips tighter. “Had to taste you,” he almost breathed out, barely able to be heard over the sound of blood rushing in your ears. But you heard him, and you nodded before resting your head against the desk again, gripping the other side tightly as he began to roll his tongue over your clit again. His nose pressed into you, an odd sensation that honestly brought you  even closer to the edge as you imagined him kneeling behind you, his face buried in your pussy. His curly mop of hair brushed against the back of your thighs, and you shivered a bit at the ticklish feeling it gave you.

“Bri, I don’t think I’m gonna last much longer,” you panted, making a quiet, strangled noise of pleasure when he slid his tongue into you as a response. He pulled it out just as slow as he put it in, licking one long stripe up your sex before slide his tongue back into you, starting to tongue-fuck you as he moved one hand to rub your clit. Pleasure coursed through your veins as you felt his tongue curl up inside of you, and you cursed under your breath as you felt him pull away for a moment to blow cool air directly onto your clit. Shivering again, you were dangerously close now, and couldn’t stand not being able to see him as he devoured you. So, you reached back to take ahold of the top of his hair, keeping him away as you turned around to face him. “I… I have to see you,” you almost whispered, Brian’s lips curling into a devilish smile and making your cheeks redden before he dove right back in.

He pushed his tongue right back inside of you, his nose rubbing up against your clit as he looked up at you. His eyes were still wild, and you struggled to keep eye contact as your own heavily-lidded eyes kept threatening to close, overwhelmed by the feeling of Brian eating you out like he was on death row and you were his last meal. You were leaned back against the desk, gripping on to the edge for dear life when it finally hit you – your eyes squeezed shut and mouth dropped open into a whorish moan as you came, Brian dutifully lapping up all your juices as he watched you unravel.

Sinking down onto your elbows on the desk, you were riding out your high when you realized he was still going, his tongue pressing against your clit before he sucked on it harshly. The already oversensitive bundle of nerves was going haywire at the feeling, and you whimpered as you tried to back away from his mouth. But he pulled your legs over his shoulders and held them firmly, and you fell straight onto your back as your first orgasm was followed by a just-as-strong second. Brian finally pulled away, marveling at the way your back arched off of the cool wood of the desk as you climaxed for a second time.

Once you’d ridden out your second high, you melted back into the desk, exhausted by both of your orgasms, and it took a minute or so for you to gain the strength to even open your eyes. When you did, there he was, hovering over you – his face was halfway covered, slick and almost shiny as he watched you quietly with an undying smirk. “Oh my god, Bri,” you laughed, letting your eyes close again for a moment before you looked to the side and grabbed a couple tissues. “You look a bit messy, clean up, babe.”

He took the tissues thankfully, cleaning himself off as you did the same to yourself, having to fix your skirt and readjust your hair a bit. When you’d both gotten yourselves re-situated, you looked at each other, his eyes much softer than they were just minutes ago. Brian stepped closer to pull you to the edge of the desk, wrapping his arms around you and pulling you into a loving kiss. You smiled against his lips, hooking your fingers into his belt loops and holding him close, even as you pulled away from the kiss. “You alright now?” he asked, pressing a gentle kiss to your forehead as well. A nod from you made him smile contently, and he went to kiss you again, but you ducked your head and kissed his jaw instead before sliding off the desk to rest between him and it, slowly trailing kisses down his neck. “What are you doing, love?” he laughed, running a hand into the back of your hair and watching curiously as you slid down to a kneel in front of him.

Slow realization dawned on his face as you unbuttoned his trousers, looking up at him with a sly grin. He rested his free hand on the desk and gripped the edge loosely, biting down on his lower lip as you replied quite simply: “Returning the favor.”

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ASKS 11

wip pic, complements ;-;, some meshing questions, and other stufffff

Anonymous said: Would you ever consider doing a version of your Sam and Briana hairs with the halo braid but as a pixie cut?          

hehe this ask inspired me to make something kind of similar but not a pixie cut SORRY ;n; here is a pic ; this will be the next speed meshing video/hair

@bluupxels​ said: what's ur opinion on dance the night away (TWICE comeback)?

I don’t hate it but it is in the bottom 2 for my title tracks ranking for them :( (OOH AAH is the bottom lmao ya’ll hear somethin?) The MV was pretty though and I like the side tracks on the album

Anonymous said: post selfies more often ;)

i never take photos of myself edfhvnb here is a pic i took a few nights ago bc i was wearing the same shirt Lucas had on in some pic of him lmao he just had some sweater over it

Anonymous said: Hey, for your meshing videos, are all the hairs yours? and are they WIPS? they all look great!

yeah they’re all my WIP hairs! I just do stuff a lot earlier than they get released and hairs get released through a voting system so it is kind of out of my hands on which/when hairs get released.

Anonymous said: AHH AJSHFL u are so cute hehe u have a pretty face :')

thank you omg ;n; I don’t think I do but ill take the complement XD

Anonymous said: r u gay? ♡

yes

Anonymous said: Not a question, i just want to say that i LOVE your cc hair's they are stunning <3

thank you so much!!! I am glad you like them <3

@garoto-estelar​ said: u're one of the best mm cc creators!! pls we need more male hair with bangss

I am super bad at doing male hairs @ayoshi-sims​ can vouch for me on this omg I am just... not able to do any good ones egdfbv I will try something though :P also ur header is gorgeous

Anonymous said: OMG THE SIM IN YOUR LATEST TUTORIAL LOOKS LIKE FANTINE FROM THE STAGE MUSICAL OF LES MISÉRABLES LMAO

had to look this up but omg the hair looks super similar rgfgbrgfdc

Anonymous said: where did you get blender from?

S4S has them linked but : Blender 2.76 (32x)  |  Blender 2.76 (64x)

Anonymous said: Oh gosh your content is perfect 💖 really love your blog ~alesimmers

thank you!!!! <3

@lrby01​ said: your sims are so prettyyy!! whats your secret?

most of the time i get a random off the gallery and use that as a base tbh, duplicate one of my main 3 sims, or use one of @ayoshi-sims​

Anonymous said: Hiya! Would the accessories you made in your newest speed meshing video also work w your Paige and Jennie hairs? Since they have the same headband? Thanks!

I think I moved the headband shape some so I’m not entirely sure, I will check before release though.

Anonymous said: WHY U SAY  IN JULY WHEN IT JULY

??

Anonymous said: You are f*cking perfect! love you

thank you ;-; I am no where near being perfect though lmao

Anonymous said: Sorry of you already are going to do this but will you upload that cute hair from your speed meshing video you uploaded? The half up half down one? It's so cute!!! I love your cc 😍😍😍

depends on voting :( currently I don’t think it will be released in August (there are 4 hairs that have more votes then it). Voting ends the 24th though so go vote if u want it :P

Anonymous said: do u watch reacttothek or like other kpop react channels? seems like ur into kpop haha and they’re my fave

I have seen some of the reacttothek videos!!! mainly just when someone I stan releases something new

Anonymous said: omg how ur soo organized 😂

I like neatness ;-;

Anonymous said: Hi, what's your ID? There I can find the sims that you use for every hair? Thank you <3

origin ID is aharris00britney

Anonymous said: I adore your hairs! I have so many of them in my game and it makes me so happy when I see what you have coming up. I was wondering if you have ever considered converting some of the hairs for kids as well as teens and older? I would love some kid hairs from you. Thanks for all that you do! <3

me and @ayoshi-sims​ are talking about collabing again and if we do then it will have some kids hair conversions :P

Anonymous said: Does the anathema palette you use for ur hairs have one for eyebrows?

I don’t think so :( not many people use the palette but I use the WMS eyebrows and then someone recolored the CC eyebrows I use in the WMS palette too. Links are on my resource page (which i know is broken rn but links still work)

Anonymous said: hi im sorry but are you a boy? ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*

yeah! i am a boy lmao :P

Anonymous said: when i go to your resources page none of the pictures work?

I know ;n; all of my photos broke a few weeks ago (including all 140+ of my download page photos) so I had to change the links of the images from imgur to tumblr and it was a huge mess. I’m not happy with my current resource page so I am planning on redoing it eventually.

Anonymous said: Are you wcif friendly? If so where can I find the fruit choker on your last lovely sim. If not no worries. Hoping you’re having a rad day friend ❤️            

@ayoshi-sims​ drew it on, sorry ;-; thank you btw

Anonymous said: how close are you with ayoshi?

we’re engaged, wedding in winter

Anonymous said: let me just say I love the kpop references like the Minnie hair cause  kpop is my spirit animal but anyways I love you

yasssss

Anonymous said: f(x)?🧡💛

yeah i went to the funeral, what about it?

Anonymous said: So I just watched your speed mesh video and found myself wondering, what is the purpose of using edge split? I'm currently learning blender and though I've googled for various explanations, I'm unsure of what it achieves in terms of TS4 meshing.

sometimes when you remove doubles from the entire mesh, it makes weird shadows (you can see them in solid mode) that are super dark. Edge splitting gets rid of them without causing a seam to show in the mesh

Anonymous said: Wow, I've never sent an ask to you but I thought I'd just send some love your way! Your an amazing creator and I love that you take your time with each one of your creations. I love your edits and they inspire me to do better with mine! I love that you not only do straight hair but also curly, wavy and braided hair! Your sims are so beautiful and so are you! I always look forward to your cc too! :) Hope you have a great day/night!

thank you so so so much omfg i really appreciate it!!!

Anonymous said: hope this doesn’t sound rude, but why don’t you just release all the hair? I don’t know much about making custom content but it looks to me as if they’re finished, but I could be completely wrong of course. I was basically just wondering why you choose to do it this way if you don’t mind me asking :-)

I am trying to make sure I have enough to release if college gets super busy and releasing 3 a month is enough to have a pretty good amount of 36 hairs a year. Wasn’t a rude question at all btw :P

Anonymous said: OH MY GOD YOU'RE ADORABLE Anonymous said: omg you are literally the hottest thing ive seen all day and its 100 degrees outside *heart eyes motherfucker*         Anonymous said: ur cute    

i choked at these omg XD thank you

[ladysophiebeckett]

Your turn (if you want). 41, 44,45, 47,48, 50

41. List and link to 5 fanfics you are currently reading :

not currently reading but i have been on the choices archive looking for things but like, it’s not a fun site for me to navigate. 

44. What ship do you feel needs more attention?

would love to see more wlw fanfiction fm the choices fandom. specifically hana\mc (trr), alana\mc (pm). hayden x mc (pm) (my hayden is male but like either is fine. (i feel like ppl dont love hayden enough and that bothers me). 

45. What is your all time favourite fanfic? 

 the paradigm of uncertainty (harry potter) (h\hr) (it’s 3 part series with an extended universe). 

that was my gut instinct response btw. 

47. Archive Of Our Own, Fanfiction.net or Tumblr - where do you prefer to post and why

finding fic on tumblr is not easy and i hate it. ill do it if i have to. but i hate it bc you can find a fic but it has a readmore and u click on it, only to find out the author deleted their blog. 

i prefer Archive of Our Own bc you can break down ur search easier. It’s functional. its lets you save an entire fic in the format of ur choosing (ive done that to a ton of fics and i put them on my ipad). 

that being said, i will go to ffnet. it’s like, the motherland. sometimes u find gold. 

48. Do you leave reviews when you read fanfiction? Why/Why not?

I suck at leaving reviews bc my origins began as a lurker. thats a shitty excuse. usually i try to read completed works and then i leave like an asshole. sometimes i leave anonymous reviews, but i know i can do better.    

50. How did you get into reading and/or writing fanfiction?

my origins stories into reading fanfiction??? ive never been asked this and if i have, i have probably lied. 

i was 12 going on 13 and i was obsessed with bsb and nsync and i wanted to know everything about them--most of that knowledge is lost now, but i remember stumbling upon two separate fanpages (one led to the other) and somehow i stumbled upon fanfiction that was not as wild as the one direction wattpads ive heard of. it was always about a make up artist or a crew member and they like have flirty friendship with one of the members but they’re not together bc of a conflict but everyone in the band is like ‘why aren’t you together’.  

i was very confused as to what exactly i was reading or why it was written at all but like, i couldn’t stop. it was very entertaining. that plots back then were much simpler compared to the wild ‘my mom sold me to one direction’. teenage girls got way more creative throughout the years. more power to’em. 

as for writing fic? when i was introduced to wicked, i (as was the trend at the time) tried to write Wicked Parody (it is not complete) and i wrote a serious One Shot of ‘defying gravity’ fm glinda’s pov, about how she couldn’t take the risk of going way with elphaba. which now that im thinking of it, was quite possibly very gay. wow. 

[mary-magizoologist]

You’re Family

Characters: Jack, Sam, Dean, Reader

-I think this is for requests so can u do jack x reader like really fluffy - Anonymous -Can I request a Jack/reader story? I don't see many of them and I think it'd be cool (I love your stories btw <3) - Anonymous

Words: 1230

Warnings: title, I suck at them, pure fluff, possible s13e04 spoilers

A/N: Hope you guys like this! 

You’re Family

Late at night you knock on the door number 22, and when you got no answer you opened it, expecting to see Jack sleeping, but he was sitting in bed with his laptop and headphones around his neck.

“Hey, Jack,” you smile at him.

“Hey,” he smiles looking up from his laptop to you.

“You know, if you’re available and someone knocks on your door you should say ‘come in’.”

“Why?” He asks.

“Well, um, what if you’re… naked or something? It’s just common courtesy,” you shrug.

He nods.

“What are you watching?” You ask.

“Star Wars, I kinda still hate Annakin,” he says.

You giggle, “That’s probably a good thing.”

“Sam said the same thing,” he frowned.

You let out a nervous chuckle.

“I wanted to ask you… how are you doing?”

“I… I’m fine. I think Dean likes me now,” he smirked.

You smiled. “Yeah, you did a good thing by saving us today.”

“You’re my friends and that man… he was going to hurt Sam.”

“I know… Jack, I,” you sighed. “I accidentally heard your conversation with the therapist.”

He frowned.

“Don’t take me wrong, I just wanted to check on you and I listened when you told her about your mom and that she shifted into her.”

He nodded looking down, “Is that a bad thing?”

“Of course not, buddy,” you combed his hair away from his eyes with your fingers. “Look, I know how you feel, and I know you needed to see Kelly and hug her and talk to her. I also know how you feel about yourself. But you did well today.”

“Thanks, but… what if I become bad one of these days?”

“Jack,” you made a pause trying to find the right words.

“No, what if… what if I can’t control my powers? What if I really hurt a person one day? What if I become a monster?” He asked with a broken voice.

“You know that humans don’t have powers, right?”

He nodded.

“I’ve seen humans do worse things than monsters, and they don’t have any kind of power. Monster or not, we’ve all got both light and dark inside us. What matters is the part we choose to act on. That’s who we really are.”

He looked at you with delight and smiled.

“That’s a quote from one of my favorite stories. And I got another one,” you took his hand in your, “It is our choices, Jack, that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities.”

“Can I��� Can I hug you?” He asked.

You smiled at him and nodded. He put his arms around your waist and rested his head on your shoulder, you placed your arms around and neck and squeezed him closer to you. You pulled apart.

“Wait here I’ll get you something,” you explained.

You went to your room to find one of your favorite things to give him. You grabbed it and went back to his room.

“Ok, Jack, this is one of my favorite book sagas ever. Well, it’s probably my favorite.”

You placed the book in front of him and he took it.

“Harry Potter and the Philosopher’s stone,” he read out loud, “What is it about?”

“It’s about a young kid who discovered he had powers and his journey learning how to use them, like you. I think you’ll like it, and if you do I can give you the next parts.”

He nodded and smirked.

A couple of days later after you had that conversation with Jack, you were doing some research with Sam at the library when Jack came in.

"Hello," he smiled and waved his hand at the two of you.

"Hey, buddy," you smiled back.

"What's up?" asked Sam.

"I finished reading your book," Jack explained, placing your Philosopher's Stone copy on the table in front of you.

You raised your eyebrows, "Wow, that was fast, did you like it?"

He nodded eagerly.

"What's that?" Sam asked.

You lifted the book and showed him the cover, "HP."

"You gave him to read Harry Potter?"

"Yup," you nodded, "Mandatory reading."

"Nice," he smiled, "There are movies, too," he pointed out.

"Really?" Jack asked, "Can we watch them?"

"Only the first one, for now, we don't want to spoil the rest of the story," you said.

"Great!" He smiled.

"I'll prepare it here, why don't you go and get some supplies?" Sam said.

"What kind of supplies?" asked Jack.

"He means food and stuff, Jack," you explained, "Let's make some popcorn.

While you let every corn pop on the stove, you grabbed a couple of beers, Jack picked some nougat bars from the counter.

"What are you guys doing?" questioned Dean coming into the kitchen.

"We're getting supplies," Jack answered.

"We're going to watch Harry Potter, wanna join?" you offered.

"Only to keep you, nerds, some company," he said.

"I know you secretly love it, too," you teased.

"Whatever," he smiled at you.

You put the popcorn in a bowl and took it to the library, Dean helped by carrying the beer an Jack took his nougat and we sat around Sam, you shot him a wondering look, there was a TV on the table.

"I brought my TV and plugged my laptop to it," he explained.

"Clever," you complimented.

"'Kay, kids, let's get down to it," said Dean, taking place.

You were all concentrated in the movie, Jack was really enjoying it, although he wasn't fond of the idea of Peeves ' not being in the movies.

"Where are Peeves?" he asked.

"He, uh... He's not in the movies, just the books," explained Sam.

He frowned but kept watching the movie.

"They forgot to show all the enchantments that were protecting the stone," he pointed out.

"I don't think they forgot, kid," said Dean, "It's called budget."

He frowned again.

"Movies don't usually have the same details as books do," you shrugged, "But they are still good."

The movie came to an end and you asked Jack if he liked it.

"Yeah... even though it doesn't have the same things they tell in the book. I really like Harry," he smiled.

"He's way better than Anakin," you say, Sam, laughing.

"Well, I take Harry over Anakin," Dean added.

"Knew you liked Harry Potter!"

"Shut up," he scolded, leaving the room, "Good night."

"Did he read the books too?" asked Jack.

"If he did, he won't admit it," Sam explained.

"He's a hidden dork," you joked.

You walked Jack to his room.

"I hope you have a good time today," you said.

"I did," he smirked.

"Listen, before you go to bed I want you to know you're part of this family now, so, you feel free to talk to us, okay?"

He nodded.

"One more thing… I won’t say that you can see me as a mother but, you can see me as a big sister, so if you ever need anything or you need someone to talk to when you feel bad or particularly happy, you can come to me, okay?”

He nodded again.

“Thank you, Y/N/N,” he smiled.

“No problem, Jack,” You smiled back.

Feedback is very appreciated!

[simkjrs]

msa ch5 asks (and others)

Anonymous said: AAA FROM 'MEET ME IN THE WOODS'- i know that lyrics!!!!! nice!!

*finger guns* nice!!

Anonymous said: -also thank you for existing you beautiful beautiful person! 😘

i think i might have accidentally deleted (or answered separately?) the first half of this ask but nonetheless thank you

Anonymous said: OK first thing: the chapter was awesome! amazing job! Second thing: the entire chapter was basically deku 'mildly' freaking out while being thoroughly pissed the entire time

it really and truly was. izuku as that one macro that’s like “this string is held up through pure stress alone” 

Anonymous said: mr compress weeb confirmed

look at his custom made villain costume and tell me he isnt that kind of guy

Anonymous said: god. Msa!izuku is /fifteen fucking years old/ and he has to deal with /so much shit/. Can someone just put him to bed and let him nap for a year, maybe

yes! maybe not a year though.

Anonymous said: God bless the new chapter gutted me and the flipped me inside out showing my true form, that of a big fan. Thank you for the blessing that is MSA

this is such a gruesomely funny image. thank you

Anonymous said: hey just read msa for the around the 9th time. you ar e so good at writing, the way you write character interaction is incredible. you should be proud. this is literally the best thing ive ever read.

THATS SO MANY TIMES, IM ASTONISHED YOURE NOT SICK OF IT YET!!! i hate staring at my writing too long it starts feeling all faded out and boring!! im really happy to hear you like it so much!

Anonymous said: As soon as Izu/ku woke up on the table I started screeching simk. Not okay!!!

haha im so sorry!!!! but overhaul literally wouldve experimented on ai/zawa and he DID experiment on eri this is completely in character of him

Anonymous said: Overhaul/Skin Beast: hi yeah can I get a fucking uuuuuhhhhhhhh experiments/faces? Izuku: Experiment machine 🅱roke *flies away with eri*

completely accurate summary of the chapter

Anonymous said: every day I long to become the amount of salty msa izuku is

valid but every day i long for msa izuku to receive the love and support that he needs

Anonymous said: sweetie noooooooo

i have no idea what part of the chapter this is referring to but first of all, big mood, and second of all, valid 

Anonymous said: hello you hurting because so am i!

i am hurting. while i was writing the chapter i kept looking at the screen like “i’m doing this? i’m really going to do this?” but overhaul is like that and i cant deny him the one salient characterization point he has

Anonymous said: UNICORN DAUGHTER HAS BEEN RESCUED THANK ITS GREAT

[my longest yeehaw ever]

Anonymous said: Since I might not get any sleep tonight because of flight plans and I might forget tomorrow and the next day, Happy thanksgiving! I'm thankful for your awesome stories~

Anonymous said: Happy Thanksgiving! I remembered!

happy thanksgiving!! im thankful that you enjoy my stories <3

Anonymous said: good job! i love it. and i’m crying. where did all this blood come from?

We Are All crying blood at this chapter

Anonymous said: Just read the new chapter and all I want to do is keysmash into your inbox. The chapter! Was so good! Izuku being sassy and angry and traumatized but still trying! And Eri! I'm so glad she's with Izuku now. Deku-niisan! I don't have words! And Rappa? Rappa! Also, that poem you linked is really neat. Grow up grow strong and focus your fury. Kind of feel like this is the theme for these two trauma children. Great work!

someone in the comments described izuku as “thoughtlessly kind” and i was VERY emotional over that because it’s such an excellent descriptor of the kind of person izuku is... he’s still trying, because that’s just who he is 

deku-niisan to the rescue :^) 

i’m really glad you enjoyed the chapter! thank you!

@zintiay submitted: Normally I get really annoyed when a character refuses to use an ability that would let them fairly easily deal with those around them. In this case though, you have done a really good job displaying why he doesn’t want to use this option, as well as what it takes for him to be willing to use it, that I mostly feel sad for deku that he was forced to let Eri’s spirit possess him, instead of getting caught up in the hype of an awesome moment

Honestly though, that’s also my reaction to the chapter as a whole. It was full of interesting world building and was generally an awesome chapter, but it was also well written enough that I also feel Izuku’s emotions and mostly just feel melancholy now.(Seriously, when I look back on it, “I invite you in” opened the gateway to an awesome and well deserved ass kicking, but it’s mostly just heart breaking. Why can’t I just enjoy Izuku kicking ass? Why?)

ahaha yeah, i try to have good reasons for why characters do or don’t take certain actions, and this whole fusion thing is something he keeps REALLY close to his chest... i’m glad that carried across well! it is very sad though that he feels cornered into using this ability. 

thanks for reading!

Anonymous said: Just wanted to say thank you. I think this sounds weird, but you finishing up chapter 5 of msa actually helped motivate me and I managed to finish my essay for a class.

OH? i’m glad to hear that! congrats on finishing the essay!

Anonymous said: This chapter was so fucking perfect I'm crying diamonds. What in all heavens and hells are you, you godly creature? I am so bloody happy you exist in this world. In this time line. I love your stories so damn much!

thank you so much!! i’m really happy to hear this <3 

Anonymous said: I love how just Done with everything msa Izu/ku is with everything. The fact that the only person he treats like a Person and not another threat to his Cryptid Status is Er/i and he just brings her home. I just. I LOV UR WRITING OK

it’s because eri pings None of his danger senses and All of his “i have to do something about this” senses. izuku is constitutionally incapable of helping someone in need. 

and thank you!! i’m glad you like it!

Anonymous said: I hope you know that i was able to read about half a page before i fucking died laughing i lov msa de/ku so much

i try to serve my darkfic with a large side of comedy

Anonymous said: I have the vivid image of msa Deku running into Aizawa by accident and just slowly walking backwards before turning to the sky and yelling "I HAVE DEPRESSION AND ANXIETY! I! DO NOT! HAVE TIME FOR THIS SHIT AS WELL!!!" while Aizawa slowly comes to the conclusion that he must adopt and save this troubled child.

this is hilariously close to some future scenarios i have in mind

Anonymous said: seeing a new chapter of msa honestly made my heart skip a beat in excitement. i have SO MANY questions and thoughts about this universe, i think i could ask you questions for hours, it sparks my imagination and curiosity in the best way. but for now, i just wanted to sincerely thank you for choosing to share your story and thoughts and ideas with all of us! it's always a delight, and i don't take it for granted at all. thank you, and i'm wishing you all the best always!!

thank you so much for this message!! it always makes me happy to know that others are enjoying this story as much as i am <3 i hope the best for you as well!

Anonymous said: What I expected in MSA ch.5: PAINPAINPAINPAINPAIN What I got: PAINPAINPAIN also Izuku adopts Eri, and Rappa for some reason (or did he adopt them!?!? DUNDUNDUN)

i cant publish a chapter without doing something a little fun, right? 

also im laughing at the idea of izuku adopting rappa, a fully grown man, as opposed to the other way around. izuku would hate this concept if anyone ever said it to him.

Anonymous said: so is msa iz/uku's tragic backstory basically being a walking disaster for all of his life until the point where he would have, in canon, met all might, and the msa version of the all might/one for all is the Temple and the subsequent ShitStorm™?

nope! the temple is something else 

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<3 <3 <3 <3 <3

Anonymous said: i was stuck in a car for 3+ hours tonight but when i saw msa ch5 was up i was so excited, i spent the whole ride reading and re-reading it, it’s fantastic and you are too! <3

wow thats some dedication!! i hate reading in the car. thank you and im glad you liked it!!

Anonymous said: simk pls tell me we get roommate shananigans it would make my entire life. just a tired teen, a middle age man literally off the street, and their prepubescent daughter/little sister/niece/etc.

oh yes absolutely. this is a vital part of the au. don’t forget the cat

Anonymous said: hi hello i just want to say that your writing is amazing and gives me life and i get really really really excited every time you update. thanks for blessing us with such good fic <3

thank you so much!! i’m super glad to hear <3

Anonymous said: so izuku not only has eri but also the guy most likely to have been in kumite from bloodsport at his place. great job kiddo. (i mean that both genuinely and sarcastically)

izuku’s existence just naturally warps the reality he lives in into a circus show

Anonymous said: thanks to that one ask i can't stop laughing at the scenario of msa izu trying to get groceries and is seen by kiri / aizawa / tbh any hero. rappa and eri is with him and izu just stares at the heroes dead in the eye and leaves the place. he swears to never return there ever again

also hilariously close to some scenarios im contemplating

Anonymous said: DID MSA!DEKU EVER CATCH A BREAK ONCE IN HIS LIFE??? DID THAT EVER HAPPEN, SIMK. OVERHAUL IS UP THERE W ENDEAVOR I CANT BELIEVE U MANAGED TO MAKE ME HATE HIM THIS MUCH SNAKDNANFKW (btw? how much of a fucking RIOT would it be if the heroes did the exact same thing in canon, and when it came to the actual retrieving eri part theyd just find someone waving frantically "SHES ALREADY GONE, YOU IMBECILES. YOU FOOLS"

overhaul is easily hatable if you just extrapolate from his canon actions. cant wait for him to get fucking clowned

i think it would be really funny but kind of depressing if the heroes did that. izuku please help them

Anonymous said: u really dont fuck around, do u, simk?? this is really a chapter that i just read i really saw him getting experimented on by overhaul for real??? I REALLY SAW HIM DISMISS IT AS IF IT WAS ANY OTHER DENIAL WEDNESDAY???? DID THAT BOY EVER CATCH ONE (1) BREAK IN HIS ENTIRE LIFE?? also DAMN! HE Really Fucking Did That HUH HE BUSTED HER OUT OMG.. CANT WAIT FOR THE SIBLING RELATIONSHIP FEELINGS THING :') (also how much of a fucking RIOT wld it be if the heroes busted eri out but (1/2)

but when they ARE actually at the 8ps hq they just?? dont find her??????and everyone there is like "SHES ALREADY GONE YOU IMBECILES. YOU FOOLS." (2/2)

i really dont fuck around!! i hope!! i decide on a track and i stick to it!! as soon as i finished the first scene i knew that overhaul was going to Do That and i spent a few days agonizing over it and asking myself if i was really ready to go all the way with this. if i was really going to write it! i did write it. i am still occasionally in disbelief. 

yes. sibling relationship all the fuckin way 

Anonymous said: Is what happened at the temple the thing that made MSA Izuku give up on being a hero?

nah izuku giving up on being a hero is more just pessimism, cynicism, and paranoia trained into him by years and years of dealing with spirits and believing that he shouldn’t exist 

Anonymous said: this is all really silly but uhh,,, isn't izuku loosing credits? has his mother been informed of his absences? does he have anyone who can help him catch up with the missed material? is our boy going to graduate?

i dont really know how credits work in japanese schools, or how the absences thing works... he’ll be fine though, pinky promise

Anonymous said: Eri pulls back and looks up at them curiously. “Deku?” They peer down at her. She’s so small! She’s so near! “You look different. You…” She reaches up, and they bend down obligingly. Her hand touches something attached to the skull above the eyes -- my horn, the kirin whispers. “You have a horn like me,” she says, full of wonder, and touches it again. THIS ENTIRE FUCKING PART GOT MY HEART BEATING SO FAST. I LOVE THEM!!!! ILOVE HOW ERIS SPIRIT IS NOT A TOTAL ASSHOLE TOO!!!

trauma kid solidarity!!!! i am so excited for these two you have no idea

i, too, love it when a spirit shows a basic modicum of decency and is NOT Like That to izuku 

Anonymous said: "neptune" by sleeping at last gives me very kiri/msa!deku vibes

cool, i’ll check it out!

Anonymous said: Angry msa!izu/ku: acts like an alley cat, threatens to break a villain's dishes, talks a lot of bullshit, also kind of sad and depressed. Angry™ msa!izu/ku: frightens the hell out of everyone just by looking at them, makes everyone question their life choices, makes them feel small and insignificant and makes fun of said life choices, not exactly human.

yeah. i love msa izuku and  his anger is Valid 

Anonymous said: This chapter: Rappa: fight me MsaIzuku: no Rappa: fight me pls MsaIzuku: no Rappa: let me fight the people around you? MsaIzuku:....... Fine

this is a really great summary of that conversation

Anonymous said: Izuku's threat to throw all of M. Compress' dishes on the floor like that is the Worst thing you can do to someone made my entire day thank you

i’m really glad because this was the funniest threat i could think of besides “i’m going to break into your home and piss on your bed” 

Anonymous said: HE'S JUST A KID SIM

you know i had to do it to ‘em picture 

Anonymous said: Msa is just so so amazing!?!? I honestly love it so much. The way you write is so wonderful and it's practically doubled by the fact that the entire idea for the au is also wonderful. Izu is amazing and I love him. Thank you thank you thank you :')

aahhh im really happy you like it!! thank you for reading & supporting!!

Anonymous said: Rappa: "let me join you" ; msa!Izuku: "absolutely fucking not" ; Rappa: "I can be ur meat shield" ; msa!Izuku: *clenching and unclenching his fist, glaring up at the god he does not believe in as he leads Rappa and Eri to his home* "I fucking hate you"

izuku’s one weakness... trying to help others

Anonymous said: iirc, guardian spirits are bound to their respective charges by proximity but can still move around, but do they have to be close by when the quirk is used? Or will the quirk not be as effective?

nah, they don’t need to be nearby, one cool effect of being bound to a human is that the human has a store of the guardian spirit’s energy 

Anonymous said: Thoughts on the game OFF? Played it recently and it gave me Msa!spirit world vibes. The use of man made substances making up the natural world (e.g drinking plastic not water) just really stuck with me as something bizarre and very second intonation like. Although if you do explore the spirit world I guess you might have something maybe more mythological in mind? (Also the soundtrack is stunningly eerie).

never played OFF but i love its aesthetic so much 

Anonymous said: I'm gonna print msa out and it eat it. gochisousama

pfft itadakimasu 

Anonymous said: Hahahah holy shit that new chapter dialed things up to, like, 22 instead of 11 holy shit izuku oh no. (“Achievement Unlocked: 5+ Levels Of Trauma Added At Once!” msa!izuku: can I get a, uuuuhhhhhhh, refund?) skin creature is super creepy and perfect fit. Btw, side thought - however the heroes find out abt this whole mess, I bet they feel really guilty (shit, izuku puts foot in mouth and accidentally says smth. Kiri: horrified izuku: makes it worse by trying to leave topic) thx I Love it. V good!

once i committed i had to go all the way...

the ensuing conversations between izuku and the heroes are probably going to be kind of funny, and also a little sad. im looking forward to it. thank you for reading!

Anonymous said: Okay, I'm just catching up on the recent chapters of msa and this is what I've been getting so far Everyone: you have to understand- Msa izuku, restrained: no

correct. msa izuku refuses to accept your terms 

Anonymous said: Ahaha, geez, MSA chapter 5 was A M A Z I N G. Poor Izuku. Geez, the scene where he's tossed into his cell and just spends fifteen minutes crying and freaking out hurt so bad. And he remembered to (try and) call for help!!! Hopefully he tries again in the future, when it'll work (hopefully). I also got very excited by the Kirin!!! Like, holy smokes!!! Someone who actually doesn't want Izuku to suffer, and is willing to take steps to make that happen!! Yes good!! Plz timewalker protect this child

thanks carwash for being like the only friend izuku has

the relationship between izuku and the different spirits hanging around his house is probably going to be pretty fun. i know i’ve pulled a lot of bullshit in the past two chapters but i still have some new fuckery to introduce. i hope you are all excited for this

Anonymous said: would any other human be able to learn to speak in the second intonation in the msa au? Did msa deku learn the second intonation from someone, or is it just something he's always known?

1) good question! i haven’t decided yet. 2) he learned from someone else! who you will find out soon

Anonymous said: me: nobody has to get owned today. please, please put down the markers and step back msa izuku: Fuck oyu.

i totlaly forgot this was a thing but you know what? yeah. im laughing this is such a fitting quote

Anonymous said: you know by far one of the best aspects of msa izuku is just. He is a constant Power Move. and yet he would probs hate that. like this boy wants to be left alone and get some fuckin peace but in all his interactions whether he intends to or not he just fuckin busts a fuckin Move and its like holy shit holy fucking shit he did that.he did That. He doesnt want to do That he doesnt even realize its happening and thats why its a fuckin Power Move. Love this au i LOVE ur work and love ur storytelling

reminds me of @salvainterra‘s description of izuku: “izuku is both an unstoppable force and an immovable object and its through this paradoxical existence that hes reached the ultimate tier of not giving a fuck. good on him”

thats the secret behind it all!

Anonymous said: I love msa chapter five but I'm so worried about Izuku. He's a single teen parent of two now and he keeps missing school, how will he graduate and get in a position to follow his dreams of being alone and doing calligraphy if he misses so much of school that he doesn't get a diploma???

he will be ok! 

hey im really laughing at this because youre really including rappa as one of the people izuku adopted?? is this a thing now?? 

Anonymous said: (in msa) I am so glad you had Izuku save Eri omg. that poor child has been through enough (but also, omg the suffering you're putting Izuku through (it's great, keep going)). I'm super keen to see where you take this!!

i know im really putting izuku through the paces. while i was writing the first half of ch5 i kept telling myself that this was all for eri’s sake but MAN that was dark

thank you! im excited to pull some more bullshit. im glad you’ve been enjoying the story so far!

Anonymous said: Me reading the new msa chapter: ‘a family can be a Kirin, a girl who can disintegrate people, a supernatural teenager, a street brawler and perpetual sadness’ seriously tho it was really great and I loved it!!!

MFLNDLFKSDJF AND PERPETUAL SADNESS IM LOSING IT!!!

don’t forget the mysterious shadow spirit who may or may not be a cat 

i’m really glad you liked the chapter!!

Anonymous said: bc of allmights style i think of one for all's spirit just being a fucking american on the fourth of july with american flags everywhere and waving a minature flag threateningly and i cant stop thinking about it....

fortunately for us, that is incorrect 

Anonymous said: "Okay I've finally caught up on the backlog of work I've got, let's check in on my favourite blog and writer SIMKJRS and see what they're up to recently." *sees that you updated like a week ago* aaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

jflskdfj glad you’re excited for this!! i know i only update like once in a blue moon, 

Anonymous said: hey i just want to say that i love everything about msa; the writing, the story, the imagery, ALL OF IT thank you for making such a wonderful gift!

thank you!! im grateful for your support <3

[tayegi]

This second chapter made me feel so much of everything, and I admire the OC for being so mature and put her anger aside. I feel sort of ashamed that it's not something I'd do hehe(seems like I need to grow more) I've never felt this way before but somehow your amazing writing makes me feel everything the OC feels! So thank your very much for sparing time to write all of this amazing stuff, even tho you're really busy. Really, thank you. I love you. ♥

Anonymous said:New rules isn't even about the boys for me anymore it's about this lowkey toxic friendship even if they've been friends for years that's the problem. OC couldn't talk to Mijoo about how she really felt not saying she should've told Mijoo to stay away from Jimin but let her know that it really hurt her feelings and Mijoo clearly didn't have a problem putting a boy over friendship. Even if it started with something small like this it could be the downfall to their friendship.

Anonymous said:I just wouldn't be able to trust Mijoo and that kinda ruins the whole friendship right then and there. It's I would think if she was so quick to ruin something for me for her over a guy what else will she do to put herself before me. I know friendships are important most of the time and the reader and Jimin were never together but I just wouldn't be able to associate with her. This is only what the reader is finding out now what else could Mijoo be hiding and I know it might not be that deep pt1

mirajoey said:Fml. I just hate how sweet demure pretty girls who are actual snake. And people keep misunderstanding 'ice queen but true' type of girls. Why do women need to be attractive (pretty) but superficial af to please men? My ex-crush is in relationship with my bestfriend tho😂 she and my other girl keep mocking me for being the only single ass in the group. Idk if they are intentional or not. I'm about to say fuck off bitch whenever they do that. But i'm a softie for friends. So yeah, am i weak?

Anonymous said:i feel like all this hate towards mijoo and the desire to hurt her is exactly how the oc initially reacted, and everyone who had sent in asks about physically hurting her is an instantaneous reaction, but will not actually do so. its kind of like being so angry during an argument with someone that you say things you dont mean. don't take it at heart. im one of the anons who sent in something about hurting her, and i would not in any way physically harm a person. much less a best friend.

Anonymous said:NR 2, Great writing as always. But I wouldnt have been as forgiving, maybe after a day or 2 we could talk things through with her after that. I get why some friendships crumble because of that. Its not because of the guy but because of the betrayal. It would hurt so much more from a friend you trust and have been open with all this. It just means they didnt choose to trust you with the truth and she didnt even admit it after all this time.

Anonymous said:wow that Mijoo... I have two thoughts: 1. "I hate snakeu" and 2. Haven't she heard the phrase, fries before guys? btw I would cut all connections with a "friend" like that. But you are wonderful Lu and never fail to amaze us♡ Thank you for sharing such quality contents so often~ Have a nice day!

Anonymous said:oH MY GOD! New rules 2 had me screeching. Bruh you make me so sad but i love it. Im in emotional turmoil for OC. Im. I just dont know man. Her friends are such asses.

Anonymous said:Ahh new rules hit me so hard, i actually cried! I relate so much to the oc and my own best friend of over 10 years pulled that shit on me and I was so, so hurt that I didn't even cared about the guy anymore but her betrayal really hit me....ahhh anyway that's such a emotional ride!!!! I love your writing 💕

Anonymous said:new rules makes me really sad of how friendships are always regarded as smth less than relationships. and the worst part is people around me would literally question me abt why im so against relationships when im not? i just feel like relationships and friendships are different but equally important.. it's so upsetting to know that friends that you treasure dont treasure you in the same way just because u r not their partner.

Anonymous said:Forgive me if I'm reading way too much into this, but I think the reason Mijo's betrayal brought so many strong emotions in a lot of readers is because most women "dread" something like that happening.. No one wants the "girls hate other girls/pick guys over friendships" stereotype to be true because it IS an awful stereotype, so when it happens (cause some people are awful and some of those people are girls) it's really heartbreaking.. 1/?

Anonymous said:the act alone is terrible but add to it that this proved the stereotype for some people and it can really sting!!I think that's the reason why "Mean Girls" is so popular! It satirizes that feeling and makes it funny/tolerable! The OC is acting in a mature way but given that she's a feminist it can also be that she doesn't want to prove that stereotype and wants to act above it! 2/?

Anonymous said:It's very understandable BUT no one would expect boys/men to be friends after something like that because it WAS hurtful and selfish and awful and Mijoo shouldn't get a pass just because she's a girl and OC wants to prove a point! Remove jimin from the equation and add a job promotion with Mijoo being sneaky and getting it instead of OC for reasons SHE instigated and it should be clear why OC needs to be angry! 3/4

Anonymous said:They should at least argue about it with a line in the sand drawn if it happens again! *not saying you should do that of course, the story is a stroy and should have this kind of layers/complex feelings, I'm talking in a real life scenario I guess* sorry to dump all this on you but it brought so many feelings and I had to write them down!! What do you think? A stretch? 4/4

Anonymous said:There would have been at minimum a month of radio silence from me if I were OC and one of my girl friends pulled a stunt like M.

Anonymous said:To be honest, I feel like maybe how the MC handled Mijoo maybe wasn't the mature thing to do? I guess in the past I always felt like being mature was keeping friends no matter what they pulled, but lately I feel like cutting off toxic friends actually is sometimes the best way to handle things? Like not causing a scene, or anything. It's just that I've come to value trust and respect in my relationships, and after part two I feel like I personally cannot trust or respect her. Just some thoughts!

Anonymous said:how is the OC so patient and... nice ?!!1!1!1 if i were her i’d be a salty ass bitch at mijoo like heck you just stole my crush away from me just because YOU like him. kdndksjsoana i feel aNgEr

Anonymous said:i hope karma fucks mijoo in the ass. i hate everything and i hope jungkook gets his ass whooped too so he can actually act like a human being for once. thanks for writing new rules

Anonymous said:As much as the OC is remarkable for her self sacrifice I feel Jimin had the right to know what happened and Mijoo really needs to know that what she did was not okay. Sure OC didn’t do the wrong thing by throwing a tantrum and ruining Mijoo’s life but I just felt like honest communication is necessary. This brings me to the point that I like how you write realistic stories because in life decisions aren’t so black and white.

Anonymous said:Yes I totally get you Lu. And in all honesty, I wouldn't have forgiven her. I wouldn't have caused that much or big of a scene, but I would have definitely ended my 'friendship' right then and there. It irritated me though that OC even went up to her and touched her asdsfhk. I would have went to sleep. I once had a friend who did the same shit twice. She dated the boys I liked, knowing about my feelings for each of them and then acted innocent. It felt like reading about me. - Reasoning Anon

Anonymous said:And the worst part is that I felt exactly the same way OC did. I just can't be mean to people. No matter how much I despise them. No matter how much they hurt or angered me. Because then I feel so evil, so I let it happen. Then I leash out on other people who never did (Jungkook). I just let them hurt me. And then I feel guilty about having mean thoughts about them. And when OC thought and felt like the asshole, the monster ... man. I already hate this story, go away 😩 - Reasoning Anon

Anonymous said:the oc in new rules is like waaay too kind to her "best friend", why would a "best friend" sabotage a girl's chance to get with a guy who genuinely likes her i still don't understand. it doesn't matter if the "best friend" likes the guy, i am betting the oc is some martyr to be that sacrificial. i would drop my "best friend" if she tried that on me

Anonymous said:LIVID. I'm so angry that Mijoo never gave OC Jimin's confession note, then had the nerve to involve OC as she was stressing over him. I'm frustrated that OC puts Mijoo on a pedestal just bc she's pretty, & seems to see Mijoo as more deserving of happiness than herself. Mijoo is a snake & deserves to be exposed bc she did both Jimin and OC dirty by not giving her his note. She deprived them both of what they wanted, & any relationship she now has w Jimin is tainted by what she did to him a yr ago

Anonymous said:I can only hope that Jimin wakes up and realizes what a snake Mijoo is. With a girl like her, I doubt their relationship can work out (or at least that's what I hope).

Anonymous said:mijoo gotta go

Anonymous said:I'm in love with new rules omg if I found out my best friend hid something like that from me I would be livid I don't know how she kept her cool. Can't wait for the next part! 💖💖💖

Anonymous said:Omg her friend is a snake and she's too forgiving 🤧😫😩 I just want to grab OC's shoulders and shake some sense into her, she's allowed to be angry at her friend, she's deserves to be happy too. I'm excited to see how the rest of this story is gonna develop, I really love all your writing. You have such a way with words that makes me feel like I watching a movie rather than just reading a story. 👌❤️👌

bangtanboys-hoe said:This may be the bitch in me talking but I would've made her feel like shit. I would move out, block her number, and tell Jimin everything. I would've made her life a living hell hole. But this is just a story and I'm too nice of a person to do that.

Anonymous said:okay first how's your day, how you're doing. And second MIJOO IS SUCH A BITCH NO FUCK FHAT. WHAT HAPPENED TO LOYALTY, OC GAVE UP HER LIVE AND MIJOO DECIDED TO TAKE IT DOE SELF. FUCK JIMIN (I love you jimin) BUT BOTH OF THEM FUCK UP THEIR FRIENDSHIP. I couldn't even enjoy the smut I'm so mad. Plus GOOD JOB ON THE NEW CHAPTER! It's really good! Hope you have a good day :)

Anonymous said:Fuck mijoo AHHSGAHHDH WHY WHY WHY

omg im very overwhelmed by the incredible response to ch 2 of new rules and i feel so bad but i srsly cant answer all of your messages. But the intense reactions this fic inspired is so shocking yet understandable. I just hope you all aren’t too upset and that you can have an open mind for the next chapter ^^

[marvolord]

30 Questions Tag

Rule: answer the questions and then tag 20 blogs you would like to get to know better!

I have been tagged ages ago and also recently by quite a lot of humans ( @crossroadsdeamon ~ @diaryofanotaku ~ @diamante-chan ~ @mycomplex ~ @nyongriri ~ @pbj-anonymous) and figured I should finally do it and not only click on the like-button 🙈

soooo here we go:

1. Nicknames: my family calls me tina but tbh all my nicknames died years ago so if you have one for me please mesage me lmao  
2. Gender: female  3. Star sign: a fulltime virgo 4. Height: 176 cm (the same as Seungri’s height ) 5. Time: 17:59 Uhr 6. Birthday: August 26th :D  
7. favorite bands: BigBang, Winner,Linkin Park, Current Swell  8. favorite solo artists: Ed Sheeran, the bb babies as soloists   
9. Song stuck in my head: the FUN song from spongebob idk why 10. Last movie watched: Maleficent 11. Last show watched: Navy CIS 
12. When did i create my blog: 2013 in November  13. What do i post: all my fandoms mostly bigbang (I started as a nyongtory only blog btw) and in my night q there is some other stuff idk  14. Last thing googled: “jehova’s witnessess” 15. do you have other blogs: I have my first url saved 

16. Do you get asks: lately yes but sadly not usually :/  I’D LOVE TO GET ANONS OR NOT ANONS  17. Why did u choose your url: i have a tag called “the choi” and used it for things that are just typically tabi ( story time: i used to have ji-raim as my profile pic for a super long time and a lot of gtop blogs started following me when i changed my url and unfollowed after they saw my real otp) - end of boring story 
18. Following: not enough (242) 19. Followers: super close to my next follower milestone aaaaaaaaaaaaa  20. Favorite colors: red  
21. Average hours of sleep: i tend to wake up during the night so maybe 7? 22. Lucky number: 4 
23. Instruments: I used to play the violine I started in 1st grade and stopped in 10th grade  24. What am I wearing: no socks 
25. How many blankets I sleep with: 1 + a furry cat 
26. Dream job: tbh honest i dont care anymore I just hope that I will get my traineeship, I want financial security 
27. Dream trip: scottland, egypt, ézé, disney land, Harry Potter studios adn I want to meet @themaknae8897  she lives in the hell hole called California 
28. Favorite food: noodles and tom kha gai (coconut soup) 29. Nationality: I’m a German potato 30. Favorite song now: One More Light - Linkin Park

I’m tagging :

@lamptastical ~ @soberdaydreamss ~ @blndrgn ~ @skrrrt ~ @jy0ngs ~ @chanyeolspout ~ @seungribubus 

don’t feel pressured to do it :)

[jimiyoong]

Uhh I actually can't watch or better listen to the BTS BBQ Chicken Commercial, that ASMR cringe-fest.. its just too much xD (btw Im not the anon that asked!) and if Im hear already, what kinks do you have? ^^

but don’t forget  smart uniform add and that dance, I can’t watch that, it’s  just too cringey 🤦 why did they do that to them… kinks huh? don’t want to expose myself tho 👀

Anonymous said: least favourite ship?

none! I only have the ones I pay attention to the most

Anonymous said: Do u know if any of the boys is virgin? cause i Just read that RM said that he’s not a virgin anymore and like i just assume that it was obvious .but idk since their culture is different and more conservative maybe some of them still are? (i ❤ u btw

I really don’t know, who can know honestly haha but my guess no? After all they are all grown up man now, but who knows. aa love you too!❤️️❤️️

Anonymous said: If you would have the chance to marry only ONE of your bias who would u choose?

why are you doing this to me…..aah it would be jimin (I’m sorry yoongs 😢) maybe I love him just a littleeeee bit more ;;;;

Anonymous said: Would u do a top 7 of your fav bts songs?

uh I’ll try list only seven 

1. bs&t2. save me3. butterfly4. cypher pt.35. house of cards6. let me know7. not today

honesty hour 👀 anon or not I have to answer

[oh-mother-of-darkness]

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Anonymous said: if you have the time, could we maybe please have your absolute /worst/ headcanons about Dick mourning Damian? before/during Spyral? btw u are an absolute gift :*

Shoot I meant to put this one into the fic today too. Oh well. Damian and Dick angst is here

Anonymous said: everytime I see something about damian it reminds me of you

The highest praise I’ve ever received :’)

Anonymous said: do you know of other batblogs that don't do ships?

Uhhhhhh I don’t think so? I can’t think of anyone else that’s entirely ship-free, but frankly I don’t follow very many people. How bout this? If any of y'all ARE ship-free, reply in the notes. That way we’ll know :)

Anonymous said: Song recs: "Centuries" by Fall Out Boy (Justice League), "Remember The Name" by Fort Minor ft. Styles of Beyond (this is THE Batfam song!), "Counting Stars" by OneRepublic (Dick), "All The Right Moves" by OneRepublic (Batkids), "Tiptoe" by Imagine Dragons (Batkids), "Warrior" by Beth Crowley (Batgirls), "Shatter Me" by Lindsey Stirling ft. Lzzy Hale (Babs), "Disarm" by The Civil Wars (Jason), "Demons" by Imagine Dragons (Jason), "Afterlife" by Ingrid Michaelson (Batkids).

Oooooooh thank you these are very nice! I hadn’t heard most of them

Anonymous said: Batfam/kids song recs! "Renegades" by X-Ambassadors, "When The Darkness Comes" by Colbie Caillat, "Royals" and "Rule the World" by Lorde, "Midnight" and "Fix You" by Coldplay and "Bad Blood" by Bastille. Also for Dick: "Pompeii" by Bastille and "Hopeless Wanderer" by Mumford & Sons.

Thanks! Idk if this was one person or two, but please continue to send me music, y'all, I like it

Anonymous said: no need to be batfamily centric, what comics would you recommend for someone getting into comics now?

Red Robin (2009)

Batgirl (2009)

Batman and Robin (2009)

Batman and Robin (2011)

Robin: Son of Batman (2015)

Batman: Under the Red Hood

Batman: The Black Mirror

Batman: The Court of Owls

Batman: Death of the Family

Good enough for a start? I don’t read a lot outside the batfamily titles, I’m afraid

Anonymous said: Omg I love your writing. Can I request Damian and Jason fighting about Damian and Jon's missions?

Hm I’m a lil backlogged just now, but I think there’s a pretty good chance that Jon will show up eventually. Just probably not real soon :/

Anonymous said: I'm new to the DC comic world, but I'm a bit curious as to how fans feel/reacted about one thing: Talia drugging and taking advantage of Bruce? Do fans feel the same about that as they would if that had happened to a female character? Was it a big deal? I was shocked to find out it had happened, and want to know how other fans feel. Did the writers ever later address it?

Oh boy

In my experience there are two schools of thought:

1) People that like Talia and choose to use the older version of canon, where Bruce and Talia were in love and the rape never happened

2) People that hate Talia

As always, I’d prefer not to say which side I come down on, and I won’t answer any personal questions related to Talia. It’s a bit of a hot button topic, and I prefer to avoid conflict. Thank you. Let’s continue.

Here’s the thing, anon-- Damian was created by a writer named Grant Morrison in 2006. Before that, there was a storyline where Bruce and Talia had a baby, and she gave him up for adoption without telling him. Historically, Bruce and Talia’s relationship has been pretty straightforward: they liked each other, and any romantic interactions were consensual. 

Morrison changed that. I can’t say for certain why, but you can read a bit more about my opinion of him over here. In Morrison’s version, Damian was conceived by rape, for eugenic purposes; they were trying to create the ideal heir from al Ghul and Wayne DNA.

Talia drugged Bruce’s drink, and yes, that is absolutely rape. No doubt about it. Rape. It’s disgusting and unnecessary, and it doesn’t really make sense, considering the thirty-five years of material that came before Morrison’s Talia. 

Because of that, it’s a divisive topic. There are a lot of people who argue that since Talia’s actions were out of character for her (and since Morrison went on to make her do other out of character things, like murdering her own son) the rape should be removed from canon. Those folks generally substitute the older storyline where Bruce and Talia were in love. 

That kind of thinking really isn't that uncommon for comic fans because the way comic canon is constructed-- multiple writers with varying skill levels who frequently produce overlapping or contradictory accounts of the same events-- presents us with multiple versions to choose from. A small and unrelated example: in his original version, Tim Drake dropped out of high school before graduation. In the n52, he graduated early. I prefer the older version, so even when I read the n52, I think of Tim as a high school drop out.

There are also canon story lines that I just don’t acknowledge, Battle for the Cowl being the easiest example. I know that the characterization is awful, so I pretend it never happened.

Morrison dramatically changed who Talia is as a character, not just at that specific point, but continually from 2006 to 2013. Since he retired, Talia has been shifting back to her older incarnation (again, see the link from above). You’re going to find a lot of folks who are happy with that, and those are likely to be the same people that edit the rape out of Talia’s history. 

You’re also going to find folks on the other side of the issue-- people that acknowledge the rape and believe that it would be wrong to edit it out of history. Morrison’s Talia, while mischaracterized, has been around for a long time with some very dramatic effects. Damian’s redemption storyline, death, resurrection, and general personality all depend on Talia’s action while Morrison was writing her-- if you choose to ignore all of that, Damian as we know him can’t exist, and he’s been a giant part of the general bat canon for the last eleven years. 

Beyond that, rape and filicide are awful, horrifying crimes, and they both happened within Talia’s canon. They’re the current version. They haven’t been retconned. As a matter of fact, Morrison isn’t the only one circulating that version-- the recent animated movies about Damian explicitly include the rape, and those began in 2014. 

You also made an excellent point when you asked about gender-- male rape victims are treated incredibly poorly in fiction and life, and I think it’s fair to argue that ignoring Bruce’s canonical rape contributes to that. Bruce isn’t the only member of the batfamily with this issue either. Dick was raped by Tarantula in 2002 (he asked her not to touch him, he was in shock and immobile, and she had sex with him anyway), and that writer (Devon Grayson) didn’t even call it rape. Would the rape of either of those men be treated differently if they were women? I don’t know. I can’t really answer a hypothetical. But it’s worth thinking about.

When it comes to Talia, I’d say my experience with general opinion has been about a 50/50 split? That being said, I am very young, and I’ve only been in this game for five years. I can’t tell you how any of this went over in 2006 because I was a ten year old at the time, and I don’t think I know anyone older who could tell me.

As far as writers go... I don’t recall Bruce’s emotional state being addressed in any way. Most of the time, writers don’t directly talk about it. Some of them seem to lean towards the earlier version by framing Bruce and Talia as a love story; however, that doesn’t mean that by omitting the rape, they retcon it. People are raped by their partners or spouses all the time. Saying that Bruce loved Talia doesn’t automatically erase the rape. Implying that Bruce and Talia had consensual sex before or after Damian’s conception doesn’t automatically erase the rape. Frankly it would be very hard to retcon, since there would have to be some kind of statement within the dialogue denying any kind of drugging. 

I don’t know if any of this will ever be addressed, but I’ve written a lot more than I meant to now, so I’m going to stop. I hope I answered all your questions. If I didn’t, you could try sending me a message instead of an ask, and we can talk more about it in private

@another-nameless-person said: The CTC story reminds me so much of my own family omg. I am so happy I'm not the only one with a big family who does this too. I'm so happy I've since moved out of my moms and can stash my own junk food at home lol

Right? I’m only just now kicking the habit of hiding my food. I also recently realized that I’m allowed to drink directly from the bottles now, which is fun

@coredesignixandnekonee said: Do you think, in a world where Nightwing knows Starfire, Oracle, Miss Martian, Red Arrow/Arsenal, and Kid Flash (Wally West1) that there's a "red headed friends of Robin/Nightwing" club where they hang out and complain about him with tea and cookies?

Wally, dipping Oreos in his milk: listen guys I know for a fact he isn’t sleeping and I think we’re gonna have to make him. Whose turn is it