#btw that's not youngjae's laugh it's actually me

[jjproblem]

i guess the losing side was a lil bit bitter

[jjacob]

all i want for christmas is you

❝ the school had started to take notice of you. lee juyeon, however, had always noticed. ❞

PAIRING ▸ lee juyeon x fem!reader (ft. best friend!lee minho)

GENRES ▸ fluff, high school au, sports au, best friends to lovers au

WARNINGS ▸ mild profanity but !! lots of !! fluff !! 

SUMMARY ▸ the bet was simple: find a date to the winter ball. the only problem was that juyeon didn’t want just any girl. he wanted you.

PLAYLIST ▸ all i want for christmas is you by mariah carey

WORD COUNT ▸ 5055 words

AUTHOR’S NOTE ▸ merry christmas! this is a gift for addy @honeyju​ the biggest juyeon simp ik !! ily addy i am excited/scared/not emotionally ready to read the minho one which ! btw y’all should read here bc our stories are loosely connected! also disclaimer: i know jack shit ab football but i tried

LEE JUYEON TENDED TO REGRET HALF THE THINGS HE SAID SOMETIMES. 

In eighth grade, Juyeon’s sense of humor was largely self-deprecating and consisted of saying he wanted to die at the slightest inconvenience. But, with his spectacular timing, he let the joke slip in front of a teacher once and froze up upon seeing her concerned expression. Juyeon later received a note from the counselor’s office and had to convince them that he was perfectly fine.

In tenth grade, Juyeon had grown past his phase of dark humor and moved onto high school football. He made the cut for the team the previous year, and managed to make it on the varsity team by the time he was a sophomore. In the beginning of the season, they asked who wanted to be captain the next year, and Juyeon boldly declared that he did. Thus, he was ridiculed and sentenced to pick up balls and clean up the gym after every practice from then on.

Now, as a high school junior in the varsity football team, Juyeon had screwed himself over by making a stupid bet with his best friend, Lee Minho.

Lee Minho was, in short, a conniving bastard. Juyeon never should have trusted him and gone along with his antics. The mere thought of what he had gotten himself into was enough to send his heart into overdrive.

The bet sounded simple enough: find a date to the Winter Ball.

Of course, it was easier said than done, but Juyeon was a star athlete and had girls sliding in his DMs left and right. He could easily find a date if he wanted to, and, honestly, Juyeon only needed to send a few texts and he would probably be secured for the dance. The problem was, however, that Juyeon only wanted you.

Minho was well aware of Juyeon’s pitiful, unrequited love towards you. It was probably the reason he suggested the bet; his best friend either wanted to see him miserable or see him score a chance with you. Either way, Juyeon wasn’t sure his heart was ready to shoot his shot.

Juyeon had crushed on you ever since you sat next to him in the seventh grade and let him borrow your pencil. It was such a silly start to his admiration for you, but his feelings grew stronger when the both of you actually became friends. You were so bright when you laughed, so sweet when you spoke, and so adorable when you smiled. Juyeon had never felt this way about anyone else and always got butterflies when he saw you. Juyeon was never one to chase after girls but he would find himself constantly thinking about what you were up to and having several internal dilemmas over whether he should ask you to hang out or not.

Five years later and Juyeon still harbored feelings for you. Now, they had matured into something deeper, but you still racked his brain nevertheless. It didn’t help that you had a major glow-up in high school and were probably the most beautiful person Juyeon had ever seen.

The school started to take notice of you.

Juyeon, on the other hand, had always noticed.

“Are you sure we can finish a medium before practice?” Minho asked Juyeon, setting a box of pizza on the table in front of him. “Also, I saw Y/N by the gym earlier.”

Juyeon perked up. “Y/N?”

“Yeah,” Minho replied, grabbing a slice of pepperoni pizza for himself. “You know what day it is, right?”

Minho took a bite out of his pizza, observing Juyeon with a raised brow. His best friend was on the baseball team but treating themselves to pizza had become a monthly ritual. Despite being on different teams, he was closer to Minho than his football teammates.

“Thursday?”

“And that means?”

Right.

Juyeon had formulated an elaborate plan to ask you out during the football game today, but, of course, it all depended on whether their team won or not. It would have been kind of ridiculous to propose after a loss. On the bright side, he knew he could count on the fact that you’d actually be present considering you were a cheerleader.

But what if you already had a date? You surely hadn’t mentioned it to him or posted about it on social media, so he was riding on an assumption that you haven’t been asked. That was bizarre to Juyeon, though, because you were the prettiest person he had ever seen. However, it was true that you were gradually getting popular, and that made Juyeon a touch nervous.

“I ask her out tomorrow,” Juyeon breathed out. “Am I ready for this?”

Minho scoffed lightly. “Are you ever?”

Juyeon frowned at his best friend, scrunching up his nose at his distasteful comment. “What about you? Have you gotten a date?”

“That’s for me to know and you to find out.”

Juyeon sighed. That was probably all he would get out of Lee Minho today. Once Minho set his mind on something, he carried it out diligently until the end. Juyeon honestly had no idea who he wanted to bring since Minho didn’t like talking about girls he was interested in, but he supposed it wasn’t that big of a deal as long as his best friend was happy.

It wasn’t like Juyeon was never going to hear about his friend’s endeavors. After all, he did pick up on Minho’s slow descent from an apathetic individual to a whipped ball of fluff. If Juyeon mentioned that to his best friend, however, he would probably be ridiculed for consistently being whipped for you since the seventh grade.

Juyeon nearly jumped out of his seat at the sound of his ringer going off. He scrambled to pull his phone out of his pocket, ignoring Minho’s teasing smirk at the sight of his frazzled self.

y/n: hey :) i’m gonna drop off some gingerbread cookies my mom made after practice so lmk when i can come over

Juyeon must have saved a country in a past life for this kind of luck.

juyeon: i love your mom’s cookies. you can come over whenever you’d like

y/n: how about we walk home together after practice?

juyeon: sounds good to me

Now, the pizza was starting to make his mouth water, but if you were walking home with him, Juyeon was ready to drop it and run to see you even though he loved pizza. But Juyeon loved you more than he loved pizza, and he believed that was true love.

“She made me cookies,” Juyeon announced.

“She made you cookies,” Minho repeated, leaning forward in surprise.

“Well, her mom did, but yeah.”

Minho turned his attention back to his pizza. “So this is about your mommy kink again.”

“I don’t have a fucking mommy—why would you say that?” Juyeon cried out, kicking his friend’s shin under the table.

“You don’t? Last time I checked, she was making dinner in the kitchen when I came over yesterday.”

“I’m talking about the kink!”

Yet, even a silly back-and-forth with Minho couldn’t get Juyeon down from his high over you. He was still processing the fact that you were going to walk home with him and, if Juyeon played his cards right, maybe he could get a feel of how comfortable you would be if he asked you out during the game tomorrow.

Minho snickered. “You look happy.”

Juyeon couldn’t even mask his lovesick smile and flushed cheeks. He folded his arms on the table in front of him and buried his face in them, his head spinning at the thought of you.

“Shut up, Minho.”

The only problem with you being on the cheerleading team was that you were extremely distracting.

Juyeon was the star quarterback and frankly, it was kind of pathetic that the one thing that kicked him in the ass was seeing you in the knee socks and pom-poms. It didn’t help that you were a flyer so Juyeon’s stomach pitted with anxiety whenever he saw you being thrown up and whenever he heard a scream coming from the direction of the cheerleaders.

Today was different, though. Juyeon could care less about the screams and falls from the corner of the field. All he could think about was you and how he was going to ask you out. If his plan was going to work, it was going to draw a lot of attention and be quite embarrassing if it failed.

All of his confidence got knocked down with a single sweep when he saw someone asked you to the dance.

One of the cheerleaders broke into a fit of giggles at the sight, clasping a hand over her mouth. “Oh my god!”

You were frozen stiff, an awkward smile on your face as the guy walked onto the field with a sign and about a dozen roses. Juyeon could feel his heart sinking to the ground with each step the guy took, with each second his smile grew brighter.

“Is he seriously confessing during practice?” Sohn Youngjae asked, brows furrowed as he rested his arm on Juyeon’s shoulder. “That’s real brave.”

“What’s his deal doing it here? He isn’t even on the team,” Juyeon said, coming off more bitter than he had expected.

Younghoon scoffed. “It’s a bold move. He must be confident that Y/N’s going to say yes.”

Juyeon squared his shoulders. He was conflicted with the swell of anger and deflation of you possibly being taken, but nevertheless, all he could do was watch helplessly as you were being asked out. From where they were on the field, Juyeon couldn’t hear much, but he could see your reactions quite well. The wolf-whistles and cheers were pissing him off, but he was fixed on you.

He turned to look towards Minho, who was practicing on the field adjacent to theirs. His best friend met his gaze immediately like they had some form of exclusive telepathic communication. Minho nodded towards you and raised a brow, as if nudging Juyeon to go interrupt them. That, however, was something he was far too cowardly to bring himself to do.

Your voice resounded clearer than Juyeon had expected.

“I’m really sorry,” you apologized sincerely, ducking your head and keeping your hands entwined behind you. “I’m not interested, but I do appreciate the gesture.”

Juyeon felt a weight lift off of his chest. He wasn’t sure if he should’ve felt relieved that you shot him down or nervous that you rejected an attractive, confident guy who clearly liked you. However, he soon had no time to mull over that when the guy’s reaction was getting more aggressive than crestfallen.

“Y/N, I asked you out in front of all these people,” he said with a distasteful laugh. “Are you seriously rejecting me right now?”

“Sorry, I just don’t want to go with you,” you replied firmly, voice dropping as you became more conscious of your surroundings. “I’m sorry it had to be public but you didn’t really give me a choice.”

For a split second, Juyeon wondered how he could still hear you when you were practically muttering at this point, and then he realized that he started walking to you without even realizing. His feet carried him unknowingly, hand balled at his side and eyes stony and trained on the guy.

“You could’ve just accepted it and told me later that you didn’t want to go with me,” he said with a scoff. “It’s like you enjoy humiliating others publicly.”

Your teammates rushed forward to argue and fend him off while you opened your mouth to protest, but Juyeon was faster, moving in front of you so he was head-to-head with the guy.

“She said she’s not interested,” he said with a threatening undertone, wondering where he managed to muster up the courage to be this assertive.

You were visibly shocked by Juyeon’s actions, and he couldn’t even blame you because he was equally just as surprised as you were. Yet, all he could do was glare daggers down at the other guy with steely eyes and frown until he backed off.

“Thanks,” you said softly once the guy had left.

Juyeon was flustered by all the girls giggling behind you but was amazed by how cool and collected you remained despite that. He turned to you, eyes softening and shoulders relaxing. He knew he was getting an earful about this from his teammates after practice and most definitely from Minho as well.

“No problem,” Juyeon replied, cheeks red. “He was bothering you. I couldn’t just ignore it.”

“That was really sweet of you, Juyeon.” You bit back a smile and suggested, “Meet you at the front gates after practice?”

“See you then.”

Even though Juyeon could’ve spent the rest of practice talking to you, he sprinted back as fast as he could because his cheeks were only getting redder as the cheerleaders gushed about what he did for you. He could hear their gossip and whispering even as he was running back to his team. Juyeon was positive he wouldn’t escape the embarrassment, though, because Lee Jaehyun was smirking at him when he got back.

“You’re blushing, dude.”

Juyeon shoved him.

There was a universal law that was newly decreed. It read: Lee Minho shall never text, call, or speak to Lee Juyeon whenever Y/N was around.

The reason for that being the fact that Juyeon was easily embarrassed and Minho’s texts were not helping his case. He felt it was rude enough to check his phone while he was walking with you, but every time he saw a notification flash, his eyes widened with sheer distress over Minho’s texts.

minho: like three people asked me if you and y/n are fucking bc of what you pulled during practice today

minho: wait are y’all fucking and just not telling me

minho: i knew it was sus that she was coming over to your house

juyeon: fake news!! stop making me feel shy :(

Juyeon decided he had enough Lee Minho for today and turned off his phone.

“That was honestly the coolest thing I’ve ever seen you do,” you gushed to Juyeon as you walked home with him, fingers looped around the straps of your backpack. “Way cooler than you punting footballs.”

“No need to flatter me,” Juyeon replied coolly but his shy smile and red-tipped ears said otherwise. “That guy was being unnecessarily aggressive.”

“His proposal was out of nowhere!” you exclaimed. “I don’t get what he expected me to do.”

Juyeon smiled through the pain. Lord, give me strength, he prayed to whatever divine power was out there.

“Are you not interested in having a date to the dance then?” Juyeon asked, looking down at you curiously.

You paused for a moment and Juyeon thought his heart would stop in anticipation for your answer. Come to think of it, he had never seen you go to a school dance with a date before. You were always with your friend group. It wouldn’t be out of the ordinary to see you stick with them, but Juyeon was hoping he could change that.

“Well,” you started, “if the right person asked me then I wouldn’t be opposed.”

Juyeon couldn’t exactly read your smile but it made him want to faint. The rest of the walk back home was spent talking about school and football, but Juyeon couldn’t get your answer to his question out of his head. He even walked past his house because his head was so full of you, resulting in you needing to stop him and tell him that they had already reached his place.

“Y/N! It’s so good to see you!” Juyeon’s mom chirped with a good-natured smile. “How has your mom been?”

Juyeon’s eyes widened upon the realization that they never stopped by at your place first to get the cookies. He opened his mouth to interject but you went on to answer.

“She’s been great, Mrs. Lee,” you replied, smiling just as big, and pulled out a box of cookies from your bag. “She wanted me to give these to you.”

“That’s so sweet! Give her my thanks,” his mom replied and opened the door wider once she accepted the cookies. “Come in for some tea, will you?”

Juyeon was practically frozen at the doorway while you were taking off your shoes and walking inside. If you had the cookies with you this entire time, then why didn’t you just give them to him to take home himself? Unless you were worried about the courtesy, it was a bit out of your way to take the time to walk home with Juyeon to deliver them.

“Juyeon, what are you doing out there?” his mom asked. “Come inside. It’s cold.”

“Right.”

Having you over at his house wasn’t exactly the sparkly fantasy that Juyeon thought it would be.

He was getting quite jealous of your mom hogging all of your attention. It wasn’t like you and Juyeon drifted apart during high school, so he wasn’t sure why his mom had to pull you away from him and have her own conversation with you. The worst part was that Juyeon couldn’t even join in on the conversation. He had no idea what they were even talking about.

That is, until his mom brought up the dance.

“Do you have a date, Y/N?” Juyeon’s mom asked.

“I don’t,” she replied. “I usually just go with my friends.”

“You’re so pretty, though,” Mrs. Lee tutted. “I’m sure someone must’ve asked you out.”

“Actually, someone asked me today,” you said. There was a moment of silence as you looked over at Juyeon while his gaze bore into yours. For a moment, you were struggling for what to say, mouthing words that weren’t being processed. Juyeon rubbed the back of his neck sheepishly once you regained your composure. “Juyeon actually helped me out.”

Mrs. Lee straightened up. “My son did?” She looked amused as she turned to Juyeon.

“Yeah,” you answered, grinning. “He was really cool.”

Juyeon blushed darkly once their eyes were on him. “W-what? I couldn’t ignore it. I wasn’t even doing that much. I was just helping out. You know, being a decent person,” he rambled and stood up. “Anyways, isn’t it getting late? Mom, Y/N has to go home soon and it’s gonna be pitch black outside if you keep her here.”

“Oh, you’re right.” Mrs. Lee frowned as she peered out the window. “Juyeon, you walk her home then.”

“What?” he sputtered out, looking between you and his mom before he caved, muttering, “I’ll go get my jacket.”

After an exchange of goodbyes, you had stepped out of the house and waited while Juyeon was slipping his shoes on. There was a moment of struggle where he had tied his laces too tight and couldn’t get the shoe on but he managed to slip it on after a few seconds of internal screaming. Juyeon zipped up his jacket the moment he stepped outside, the brisk coldness making his goosebumps rise.

“You really don’t have to walk me back,” you told Juyeon. “It’s cold outside.”

“It’s really late,” Juyeon replied, rubbing his hands together in hopes that the friction would provide some heat. “You shouldn’t be walking home by yourself, and I really don’t mind.”

“Thanks,” you mumbled, ducking your face. “For this, for what you did during practice—everything.”

Juyeon was glad that you weren’t looking at him because his mouth was opening and closing over and over again like a fish. He was also thankful for the fact that he could blame the dust of pink across his cheeks on the cold winter bite. Unfortunately, you lived close by so Juyeon didn’t have time to come up with a cool response and he didn’t want to leave things like this. There was a good vibe going on and he was upset that he couldn’t act upon it; when it came to you, Lee Juyeon was a coward.

“Um, we’re here so…” Juyeon trailed off when he turned to you, sort of thrown off by how beautiful you looked with your windswept hair and flushed cheeks. Dazed, he reached forward and moved a strand of your hair out of your face. “It’s good I walked you home and you’re not like, lost or… something—I’ll shut up now.”

You laughed, and it was an octave higher as if you were rattled from him touching your hair. “Ah, yes, a few streets down can be a harrowing trek.”

Juyeon laughed with you before his eyes settled on you. Your hands were crossed, rubbing your arms that were prickled with goosebumps. A wave of guilt washed through Juyeon and led him to strip his jacket off immediately. He ignored the piercing chill and put his jacket around your shoulders, making sure they covered your bare arms.

“My house is right here,” you argued. “You’re going to be cold.”

“Keep it on. I have something to tell you after the game,” Juyeon said firmly. It was his second burst of courage for you today and he was a little too amped up for his own good. “If you don’t like it then give me back my jacket tomorrow.”

Before you could respond, Juyeon turned on his heel and bolted home, the biggest grin across his face because he was head-over-heels for you.

Juyeon had never been so nervous in his life.

The game was underway, Juyeon’s leg bouncing as he eyeballed the scoreboard. His team was strong in the first two quarters, cutting it close by the third, but now they were neck-to-neck. They had ended with a tie and now they decided to go into overtime for the sake of choosing a winner for the game. It was a sudden death round so whoever scored first would win the game. Juyeon, however, found it difficult to concentrate.

Especially with Lee Minho breathing down his back.

“Are you ready?” his best friend asked.

“Yes—well, no, but I don’t really have a choice.”

“That’s true.”

“I already made the sign and told the team and everything,” Juyeon whined. “I really screwed myself over, Minho.”

Minho pushed at the back of his head. “Dude, I’m talking about the game.”

“Oh, that—that’s fine,” Juyeon stammered. “Fifteen minutes—we just have to win, and then I have to ask out the most amazing person I’ve ever met.”

“You could chicken out,” Minho suggested, “but that also comes with me never letting you live it down.”

“You see, I kind of already implied that I’m going to tell her something important.”

“You did?” Minho’s voice was somewhere between shocked and impressed.

“Shit, I gotta go,” Juyeon muttered, pushing himself off the bench. “Keep the poster safe for me!”

“Good luck, champ!”

Juyeon, sweaty and bangs sticking to his forehead, had to ignore every distraction and think about winning the game before his stomach threw itself into a pool of anxiety over asking you out. He got in a huddle with his team in the remaining fifteen seconds they had before they had to get in formation and lowered the facemask of his helmet. It was up to this one last play to determine whether they would win the game or not.

“Just like we practiced, alright?” Juyeon told them. “Double-wing power pass. We get them to bite thinking it’s a run play and then open up a passing lane.”

“Alright, let’s go,” Jaehyun cheered, and the rest of them put in their mouth guards and lowered their facemasks.

Juyeon took a shaky breath as he got in formation at the line of scrimmage. His heart was racing but he wasn’t sure it was about the game. Nevertheless, he steeled his nerves and held his ground. The whistle blew and the crowd was silent, observing the tension on the field carefully.

“Silver-80! Silver-80! Hut! Hut! Hike!” Juyeon yelled, and the center, Sangyeon, snapped the ball to him.

Juyeon faked a handoff to Jaehyun, the fullback, and spun around, rolling to his right. Changmin sped up in front of Juyeon to defend him. A smile tugged at Juyeon’s lips. Their plan was working just as he intended, but there was a problem: they couldn’t open up a passing lane for the running backs like he thought they would. The play was too rushed, so it wasn’t ever a guarantee.

So Juyeon had to do what he would normally deem crazy.

He spun at the sight of the other team coming to tackle him and skirted around the field, belting down the field. He dodged past another linebacker that tried to body him. His primary motivation was that he didn’t want a concussion before he confessed to you, but he assumed it was okay to admit that to himself as long as he didn’t throw the game.

Juyeon felt a hand grab him but he pushed forward, running across the goal line and into the end zone. He threw the ball down and cried out in joy as he scored a touchdown. The whistle blew and the scoreboard flipped. They won.

He did it.

Juyeon’s team ran to him, cheering at the top of their lungs. He was lifted up on Jaehyun and Younghoon’s shoulders, grinning happily before his heart sunk back down. The cheerleaders ran to the field, cheering and tossing their pom poms up. The crowd was roaring. Juyeon was realizing that he had to do the scariest thing that a heterosexual teenage boy ever had to experience.

“Jaehyun, Jaehyun,” Juyeon tapped his shoulder quickly. “We have no time. I have to do it now.”

“Oh shit.”

Jaehyun and Younghoon dropped Juyeon onto the turf. Juyeon winced at the sudden impact, gathering himself back to his feet and hoping you didn’t witness that. Jaehyun gave him a half-assed apology and pushed him forward to run and get his poster and flowers from Minho. Jaehyun then grabbed Changmin by the shoulders, urging him to go to the announcer’s booth.

Juyeon sprinted over to Minho, waving his hands dramatically. “Give, give, give,” he demanded amongst all the cheering.

Minho didn’t waste any time and pushed the poster and bouquet into Juyeon’s hands. “Break a leg, tiger.”

“Trust me, I nearly did.”

Juyeon jogged back onto the field, cheeks hot and head a little dizzy for what was about to come. He didn’t even tell his mom he was going to ask you out and she had to watch her son ask his best friend out to the dance. This was probably going to be a moment of utter humiliation but once Juyeon saw you in your high ponytail with a bright smile on your face, all that fear faded away and it was just you and him.

More importantly, you were wearing his jacket over your uniform and Juyeon felt like he was going to combust from the cuteness.

“Guys, guys,” Jaehyun called to the team. “Surround Juyeon. Make sure Y/N doesn’t see him.”

Juyeon’s heart was beating a hundred miles per second. He was glad he was running on the adrenaline from winning the game because otherwise, he would be cowering in fear and sweating buckets right now.

“Everyone, listen up!” Changmin spoke over the intercom. “First of all, the football team scored a major dub today—ow! Sunwoo, cut it out—alright, I’ll get to it!” Changmin broke from the mic and started bickering with Sunwoo.

There was a pause, and Juyeon was surprised to hear Minho’s voice fill the speakers, “Anyways, my buddy and our star quarterback, Juyeon, has something to say for a special someone.”

The crowd fell silent, a couple cheers and wolf-whistles as it was pretty obvious that a confession was about to happen.

“This is so fucking fluffy,” Sunwoo mumbled.

“Shut up, Sunwoo,” Juyeon replied, nudging him with his elbow.

The football team moved out of the way so that they weren’t huddled around Juyeon anymore. Juyeon’s breath caught in his throat as he walked forward to the middle of the field, holding up his sign, reading: Will you be my sunshine?

“Y/N,” he called out loudly, “honestly this confession is long overdue, but will you go to Winter Ball with me tonight and be my sunshine?”

The crowd started cheering and whistling again, and Juyeon wanted to die. She hadn’t even given him her answer yet and everyone was acting like she had agreed and they eloped. The cheerleaders pushed Y/N forward and she approached Juyeon, looking like a deer in headlights.

Juyeon took another shaky breath and continued, “I’ve been in love with you for so long so it would be an honor if I could take you to the dance,” he said and his voice dropped to a whisper. “I’m sorry if this is uncomfortable for you.”

You bit your lip but that wasn’t enough to contain the happiness that showed on your face. You zipped up Juyeon’s jacket and threw yourself into his arms. Everyone practically exploded but Juyeon was sure his heartbeat was louder. He wrapped his arms around you and buried his face into your shoulder.

Was this what people called a Christmas miracle?

“Oh shit!” Changmin screamed over the intercom. (“Shut up, they’re having a moment,” Minho’s faint voice was picked up in the background).

“Oh my god, you just made me the happiest man alive,” he mumbled.

You pulled back and reached forward to move his damp bangs off of his forehead. “Took you long enough.”

“Wait, did you—did you like me?” Juyeon choked out.

You laughed and cupped his face in your hands. There was a shaky inhale and exhale of breaths when his lips brushed against yours, and Juyeon closed the distance, kissing you like he was starved of your touch. His hold tightened on you as you melted into him, and then you both pulled away, smiling and dazed and lovesick.

You giggled. “Does that answer your question?”

“Yes,” he breathed out, grinning as he brushed his nose against yours.

Juyeon could care less about all the presents and holiday cheer because he had you and you were all he wanted.

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For your ask game, Airforce7? ^^ love that series especially bambam being a scaredy cat LOLLL

Another series to talk too much about... Hm, let's see.

Airforce7 came around because of an anon message conversing about a Jinyoung (I think it was him) pilot au, and I valued my sanity and said, oh boy... no way would I contemplate this.

Then, of course, I started to have a concept form for it despite profusely saying I would avoid anything 1940s as someone who has personal history with the era *rolls eyes*

Jackson and Bam's ideas were the first ones I came up with, and then I figured if I had ideas for them, then I had to come up with others too. I came up with the ideas for Jack and Bam at my horse paddock with my best friend as we did daily chores, hahah.

Despite having ideas for them, I decided to start in age order, and so Mark's Back To You was written. Admittedly, I was inspired by both Pearl Harbour and The Notebook for this one... without realising I was pulling from both movies >_> It was here where I noticed I actually enjoyed writing in this time period, more than I expected.

Jaebum's story Worth Fighting For was the one to seal the deal of this being something I was invested in. I just loved writing every part of that story. Captain is my favourite Y/N in the series too, btw.

For Jackson's Poster Boy, I remember talking to Sem (best friend) about how Jack would love to take photos on the side of a plane doing his wild and sexy pose. His plane Crazy Horse actually exists too. I attached a pic to the end of this post.

I put off writing Jinyoung's Fly Away With Me for as long as I could, because I was using a storyline that was a little too personal to me and thought it might make it difficult to get it out onto a document. Ironically, it was the easiest one to write haha.

Youngjae's Aftermath is the story I cried the most whilst writing, and struggled with with getting the emotions accurate. And after finishing it, I cried buckets... haha! Aftermath is my favourite story in the series, which I laugh at because it was the one I didn't care much for when coming up with the ideas.

Bam's iconic personality from AF7 is the real reason I gave this series enough time within my mind to form. We all have him to thank for this world. Although I started with Mark (and that bar conversation is from what I imagined with Bam from the beginning, haha), the whole way through, I was anticipating writing Bam's story Take Flight. It didn't disappoint me in the slightest! I laughed way too much - a good change from the tears I had with Aftermath.

I knew I wanted to make Yugyeom think of dancing inside of his plane the moment I planned this world out. By the time I wrote Aerobatic, I had watched so many aerobatic displays with mustangs that I had to make a story all about dancing men and planes.

The stories were intentionally posted out of order so readers could put the puzzle together in the end. The chronological order is: Worth Fighting For // Take Flight // Aerobatic // Back To You // Poster Boy // Fly Away With Me // Aftermath

Because I loved this world so much, as did Sem, she requested that I did a crossover with Day6. That's where Join Forces came in to play. And MAYDAY6 was born. I still plan to write the series, and finish with a final part with Got7, but I just haven't had much luck sitting down to write this world.

Randomest of facts: I bought a 50s style pin-up dress recently all because it made me think of AF7, even though it's mostly set in the 40s, haha.

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Send me an ask about stories I’ve written and I’ll tell you a fun fact or thought about it!

[bearseokie]

Portraits | Got7 Reaction

request: Omgg can i request 68 as a reaction situation like how would got7 react to the reader bringing it to their attention ohh and female reader btw tysm

68. you find a sketchbook full of portraits of you and them together.

got7 m.list | navi.

Mark:

You and Mark had been together for a few months, and though most of the time was separated from his busy schedule, he still found ways to keep you in his mind. He was no artist, but little sketches of your face calmed him when he was away, putting as much effort into the drawings as he could when he had free time.

You, of course, came across the sketchbook while helping him unpack his bags. Holding it up for him to see, his cheeks turned red as you opened it up and started going through the miscellaneous drawings.

"Look," he laughed. "I'm no artist, okay?"

"These are so pretty." you would whisper as you turned the pages.

"Really?" he'd question.

"Of course."

From then on, it was a tradition for him to draw the two of you when he was away. He'd rush home to you, sharing hugs and kisses as he pulled out the book and showed you his new portraits.

Jaebeom:

"I didn't know you could draw!" you exclaimed as you tugged the tethered, small sketchbook from out of his coat pocket.

"I never said I could." he jokes as he watched you open it and skim over the pages.

"These are so beautiful, Jaebeom. Why didn't you show me this before?" his cheeks would turn pink.

"I didn't know if you'd like them or not." he'd say as his thumbs tapped together.

"Draw more!" you'd smile, which he took to heart.

Every day he would try to sketch something, even if it was small. He would always get nervous when you would pick up the small book, but the worry would fade as you jumped up and down, amazed at his sketches.

"I guess I should have shown you them before."

Jackson:

"Okay, now here me out." he said, hands in the air as if he was about to be arrested. "that wasn-"

"I love it!" you exclaimed, bouncing and opening the sketchbook.

"Was totally my idea." Jackson smiled, hugging you from behind as you stilled to look through the drawings with him.

"I thought we needed something for our home, so I've been sketching some of these as ideas for portraits in the future," he said, looking at you from the side as you turned to look at him.

"Our home?" you questioned.

"Of course! We have to have pictures around our home of us together. I just figured this would be a bit more, you know, vintage." he smiled.

Jinyoung:

Jinyoung was in the shower as you stifled through some of his clothes to give him when he got out. As you lifted some of his t-shirts, you found a skinny book at the bottom of the drawer. You flipped it open, the beautiful sketches of you and him making your eyes wide.

"Whoops." you heard him say from the door-frame of the bathroom. "You weren't meant to see that."

"You did these?" you wondered as he tightened the towel around his waist.

"No, a magical fairy follows us around and draws them for me." he joked, your gaze shifting as you couldn't hold back a laugh. "Yes, I drew them myself. I got lonely last time I had to travel, so I started working on that. It's not finished yet, though."

"You're going to draw more?" you asked him as he tugged out one of his shirts from the same, opened drawer.

"Of course. I'll even show you them when I'm done." he smiled at you.

Youngjae:

"No!" Youngjae screeched, his socks making him slide around the house on the wood flooring. "You can't have this!"

You had been searching for a missing necklace when you stumbled across a small sketchbook full of drawings of you and Youngjae together. The second Youngjae saw it in your hands, he was ripping it from your grip and racing away.

"What if I say I love them, Jae?" you screamed, your socks just as slippery on the clean floor.

"I don't care! It's not done!" he yelled while running into his dark closet and slamming the door, holding the knob so you couldn't get in. "Let me finish one last portrait!"

"You're in the dark without a light," you stated as you heard him sheepishly laugh behind the door.

"Hit the switch for me?" he'd ask quietly as you slipped a pencil under the door and flipped the switch. "I promise you'll love them more when I'm done!"

Bambam:

"Bam?" you called to him as he came into your shared bedroom. "What's this?"

The sketchbook in your hands was fresh but full of portraits of the two of you from when you began dating. If you were correct, they were pictures both of you had taken over the years.

"Ahh, that." he smiled at you as he took it from you. "You caught me red-handed."

The puzzled look on your face made him laugh. "You drew these?"

"Of course not." he cackled as he flipped through the pages. "I had an artist sketch them in this to give to you as an anniversary date gift."

Your eyes bulged as you realized that you ruined his surprise. He couldn't help but laugh again, a hand over his chest as he choked on air.

"Please, if I could draw this well, I would have done it myself. Aren't these amazing?" he said, pointing at your drawn faces before closing the book.

"Happy early anniversary, I guess," he said, kissing the back of your hand as he held the sketchbook out to you.

Yugyeom: 

"You change your hair so often. I wanted to document it," he stated as he watched you eye the sketchbook as he pointed at it. "It's colored with dates and everything!"

Your eyes skimmed over the book in awh as Yugyeom gleamed beside you. His wide smile was eminently bright as he watched you react to every drawing. His own face was sketched by yours throughout the book, moments you recall actually happening within it.

"Your hair changes more often than mine." you laughed at him as you realized he had different hair almost every two weeks.

"I do?" he questioned, putting his hand over yours to look at the drawings.

"You do!" you pointed out.

He face-palmed himself as he stood, walking to his dresser and pulling the bottom drawer open to reveal a few stacks of other sketchbooks.

"Are these all full of us?" you asked, lifting a few up to find more under them.

"I get bored and really love your face."

[sleeptillsober]

Love Me Hate Me

Pairing: Bambam x Reader (female) 

Word Count: 1,834 words

Genre: Fluff, Drama, Slight angst 

Summary: working as GOT7's assistant is pretty fun, but someone hates you for no reason. It's Bambam. He hates you since day one.. And now you're in Jeju, going on a trip with GOT7 members. 

Reminder: (y/n) Your name

"hey watch your step. Can't you see? you stepped on my bag" someone said from the back

"I'm so sorry." Gosh, I literally 'STEPPED' on Bambam LV bag.

First week working here, as GOT7's assistant IS SO DAMN HARD. Idk why, they were all nice person, well, except Bambam. He hates me since day one. yes, day one. He asked me to buy tea 3 times just because it doesn't fit his f-ing tastebuds.

"Ya! stop scolding her" Jackson screamed. He's literally the nicest person on earth. He's the nicest person since day one. We became closer and closer each day that I consider him like my own older brother.

"yea whatever" Bambam rolling his eyes getting annoyed by Jackson and leave the room.

"Oh btw y/n, tomorrow we're going to Jeju for a week. are you going?" Jaebum suddenly asked

"what? I didn't know you guys are going on a vacation for a week?" No one told me tho.

"OH! sorry I forgot to tell you y/n but you have to go with them" GOT7's manager said

Damn it. I don't want to go on a vacation with them. well, actually I'm okay with it but not with BAMBAM. that freaking boy. Oh God help me. I might slap him for once

"well! since y/n is joining our trip to Jeju, I'm inviting you to our group chat" said Jackson.

"Okay" I said taking out my phone and accepting the invitation.

"Y/N'S JOINING?" Bambam screamed from outside.

"of course? She's our assistant Bambam." Jinyoung answered.

"I thought it's going to be a fun trip? well, I guess I have high expectation. Reality sucks" Bambam said annoyed

Why he hates me so much. It's not like I KILLED his mother or something. Well, we may never know.

"I don't even know I'm going DUH" I can't hold it anymore. I'm so mad. It's not that I hate him too. but more of 'why' and 'what' did I do wrong

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and here I am, with them in a very big Villa. They each get one room. It has one big swimming pool outside and a BBQ thingy. My room is downstairs because I have to be sure no one gets into the building. no cameras allowed.

---

this 3 days Bambam oddly became nice. Not that nice, but he didn't scold me anymore.

"y/n we're going to have dinner now. come out from your room and join us" Bambam said outside my door

"oh right. okay! I'll be right there"

"there you are. come eat with us" Jackson said "sorry I fell asleep" I said. Bambam looked at me, but when I look back he looks away. that's strange

We spend an hour having dinner and they asked me to join the game. the most common game that probably everyone likes and hates at the same time, Truth or dare.

Me and Jaebum prepares for the place and the other's preparing for snacks and drinks.

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"Okay it's y/n's turn!" Youngjae said, "Who's your first bias in got7?"

"I used to like Bambam, but turns out Jaebum Oppa is my bias haha"

"I don't want you to be my fan though" Bam rolled his eyes.

"Well, thanks y/n," Jaebum said

"now it's Bambam's turn," Yugyeom said, "Why do you hate y/n so much?"

Bambam glared at him and said "I don't know I just hate her. She's ugly and annoying"

I'm so mad at him. I mean okay if I'm ugly and annoying at least don't say that to my face? or do you have to be that mean? They all notice the tense atmosphere so they decided that we should all go to sleep.

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//1.10 a.m.//

I can't sleep. I'm so mad at Bambam. I thought him being nice is a good thing and that he finally wants to be my friend. at least a friend. You know, from the first day I work with them, I have mixed feelings with Bambam, He's so cool and he's totally my type, but he's so cold that I can't even talk to him. I can talk to the other boys except for him. And plus, he hates me. so, I'll change my crush :D

I got out of the room, make coffee and sit in front of the swimming pool. I like being alone at night, just looking at the sky and think about anything that comes to my mind. I kinda miss my hometown. Homesick sucks, I miss my parents so much but I have to stay here until I graduated because hey, I have no money to go back.

rrrrr, My phone's ringing "ah ma! yeah I'm in Jeju, I'll send you pics! I had lots of fun here, everybody's nice to me! I ate already, have you? Why I don't sleep?" tears starts to welled up "I miss you and pa" swept my tears and take a deep breath "I'll be fine! ma I have to sleep, make sure you guys eat well, don't forget to take the vitamin that I sent you! it's expensive remember hahaha"

"bye ma! love from Jeju to Beijing!" I said

It became quiet again. Gosh, I miss home so much.

"You know, I used to miss my home too" Someone suddenly talks

I turn my head and see Bambam standing while holding coffee. He puts his coffee beside me and sits

"Why are you here?" Bambam asked.

"can't sleep. How long have you been here?" I asked, not interested in the conversation but actually, my heart's going to burst any second from now.

"Since you start your call. maybe" He said

I rolled my eye "there's no maybe. You saw and hear everything" I sip my coffee

"kind of"

"I'm going in," I said, maybe he'll think I'm mad while actually, my poor heart will stop if I stay here for long.

He grabs my hand "Don't. Sit here" He puts me beside him

MY. HEART. "why? I didn't know you want to sit with ugly and annoying people"

He let go of my hand and said "Sorry"

I don't know what to say. This takes too much energy. "it's okay. I'm joking. hehe" I said. that's probably the most awkward laugh ever.

"No. I'm really sorry I said that y/n" He looks at me

"umm, okay" I nod and look at my coffee. I don't have that braveness to see him

He began to tell me the story of when he misses his mom so much. We spend the night talking, turns out that we do have lots of thing in common.

We spend the rest of the week playing games, and yes, every night, I get a chance to talk to Bambam. Well, both of us didn't get enough sleep this week but for me, it's all worth it. I like him.

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Last day in Jeju, tomorrow we'll go straight to the airport.

//11 p.m.//

we were having fun drinking and playing truth or dare, and now it's bam's turn

"Bambam truth or dare?" Jackson asked

"truth" He answered,

"who were you with every night talking?" Jackson smirks

Bambam choked and said "no one."

the rest of the members looked at each other but they didn't say anything.

okay moving on, "y/n it's your turn. truth or dare?"

"truth"

"Do you like someone here?" Jinyoung asked

"umm" I won't tell the truth. Why would I?!?! what if Bambam doesn't like me back?

"is it Bambam?" Yugyeom asked while the rest of the members looked at each other and laugh

"I think she liked Bambam!" Jackson says.

I choked but before I say-

"Even if she likes me, I won't like her back. Never." Bambam suddenly answered

My heart stopped. all of the members stop laughing and looked at me.

"I'll go to my bedroom first, I need to get my phone," I said, smiling and run to my room. I can't hold my tears. I thought we were close already? I'm okay if he didn't have feelings for me. but can he not be that mean. Like YES, I KNOW IM UGLY but I don't deserve to be treated like that. I didn't get enough sleep just to talk to you this few days and yet he still hates me. I'm so done with him

I cried and fell asleep. I totally forgot to tell the others that I'm going to sleep and not going to continue the game.

//01.00 a.m.//

I hear a knock on my door. I just realized that I fell asleep. I thought it's Jackson so I quickly open the door "Jackson Oppa! I'm so-"

It's Bambam. He looked at me with a sad face. I immediately closed the door, but before I can close he holds the door, "y/n look, I'm so sorry.. I didn't mean that at all"

"yea it's okay I thought you're Jackson." I really don't want to see his face.

"y/n please come to the swimming pool in 10 minutes, I have to tell you something. I'll make the coffee" He said and he let go of the door.

---

"so what do you want to talk about?" I asked

"there you are" He smiled

Omg his smiles. I can't control my face "just be quick"

"Right, okay" He looks at me and "y/n actually I don't hate you. I don't know why but I can't control my mind when I see you. It turns out that I'm being mean. I just don't know what to do to you when there are other members around."

"it's okay. I get it"

"y/n I'm so sorry," He said

"It's fine, it's not that you like m-" I said breaking the ice.

"I like you y/n," He said looking at me

I stopped, I'm pretty sure he can hear my heartbeat. My face turns bright red, thank God It's 1 am

"wh.. what?" I asked

"I like you. since day one. I can't control my head when I'm with you. That's why every time we're together with the rest of the boys I'm always mean to you, scolding you and stuff. And I thought you liked Jackson Hyung, So I'm annoyed every time you're together. I'm really sorry"

"Oh. um. oh" I don't know what to say...

"umm y/n"

"yes?"

"When we play truth or dare, is it true that you like me?" He asked. His voice is so small that I can tell that he's nervous too

"well apparently, yes. But you said that you'll never like-" right before I finish my word, He kissed me.

"look, y/n. I'm really sorry but I'll promise you I won't be mean to you again. I'm really sorry"

I hugged him and he hugs me back. "Bam it's okay if you're not ready to tell the rest of the boys, we can keep this a secret, just until you're ready"

"thank you y/n. I love you so much." He whispers and kissed my forehead.

"I love you too"

[kpoptionate]

got7 ➾ boyfriend!yugyeom

got7 masterlist // official masterlist

08.03.18

requested: anon: hello, if you’re not too busy with the other requests and you have time can you please write the boyfriend yugyeom au? thank you i hope you enjoy your day !

a/n: i’m sorry it took so long, but here it is ! i hope you enjoy it, thank you for requesting <3

mark // jaebum // jackson // jinyoung // youngjae // bambam

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there are like. no. good yugyeom gifs. i’m suing

k i m  y u g y e o m

sdufhjidfs

this boi makes me feel so many emotions

so you hung out with the guys p often

you were good friends with them

but ot6 friends

bc one of them always ignored you

you thought he hated you or something

like every time you walked in everyone was like “hey y/n !” but he was like “haha no”

so you kinda just had to make do with what you had

on his side of the story, he was just too nervous to be around you and didn’t want to sit there and look awkward

whenever you asked one of the guys what was up they just kinda laughed it off which was kinda suspicious

so they always tried to get him to talk to you but the boy’s stubborn

eventually bambam just told you

like “hey yugyeom’s got like the biggest crush on you btw”

i can imagine that in his accent uWU but this isn’t about bam

so he went up to yugs and he was like “hey i told them btw”

and yugyeom’s just

fucked

so he ignored you even moreeee

like you didn’t see him at all for at least a week or two

you’d had enough

you caught yug in the practice room and he tried to skrt skrt outta that bitch but you were like “hol up hol up hol up mister”

and you sat down like a parent and talked to him about his behavior

he tried to keep quiet but he eventually broke and just spilled everything out

“truthisy/niactuallyreallylikeyoubuti’mtooshytostayaroundyouidon’thateyouicouldneveri’mjusttooafraidofembarassingmysel—”

surprise surprise you cut him off

with

a

kiss !!!11!!1!

when you pulled away he was blushing

and you were blushing

and you were all like i like you too yugyeom

then y’all kinda just . . .

stood there . . .

awkwardly smiling at each other . . .

bc neither of you knew what to say

then he just burts out with

“cANIBEYOURBOYFRIENDPLEASEI’LLTREATYOULIKEAQUEEN/KING”

and you nodded

like yes treat me like the queen i am

after a moment he wrapped you in a bear hug and gently shook from side to side

he had that smile™ on his face

and went “nhnnhnnnhnnn” in a cute voice

he’s adorable

que the guys squealing behind the door like children

okay that was the worst thing i’ve ever written, let’s move on to something better please

loves kisses !!

like

l o v e s !!!!!11!!1!1!11

also loves cuddles !!

like

l o v e s !!!!!11!!1!1!11

he could do it all day

especially if you’re smol, he loves engulfing your body

whether you’re smol or not you’re gonna get engulfed tbh

obv prefers being the big spoon

wrapping his arms around your shoulder or waist

and depending on that his head will either be on your head or shoulder

also likes your head on his chest

or his head on your chest

or lap

or stomach

just likes touching you in general

while he’s lying down he likes playing with your fingers

and kissing them

sometimes licks them too ? like a cat

calls you things like sweet cheeks and snookums

gets extremely embarrassed but lowkey loves it when you use pet names around the guys

like “i love you my gyeomie bear” or sumn stab me please

y’all are so fucking cringey it hurts

dates with him include going to walmart and sitting in the basket of big ass teddy bears

you know those videos of people pushing other people in the shopping carts and they end up running into something and falling over and knocking the whole stand down

that’s you two

piggyback rides down the road with ice cream cones dripping on each other but it’s okay bc you can shower together later

him pushing you off the swings then getting scared that he actually hurt you

fancy dates aren’t really a thing with him ? he’s p casual

shoe shopping ?

i feel like he just really likes buying you shoes

also jewelry

he’s kinda specific

loves it when you wear his clothes

mainly his sweatshirts like is that even a question literally nobody asked but okay

also thinks it’s super cute when you walk around in his shoes like a little kid ? like you bust alllllll his uwus

likes staying at home to watch dramas

we all know he loves them

it’s his second favorite thing to do

you being the first ;)

anywho

he loves just chilling at the dorms with you all day binging dramas

usually the guys come in and join y’all which kinda bothers him bc ??

they’re always ?? all over you ?? he just wants time by himself dammit

onto that note

he doesn’t get jealous v much, but sometimes the guys get too touchy

‘specially bambam and jackson

like he trusts him and all but he should be the only one allowed to touch you, yknow ?

not that bam or jackson touch you inappropriately

just that when you cuddle with them he wishes he was the one you were cuddling with

so he’ll get all pouty and sit by himself in a corner until you come collect him

like you can literally almost see a rain cloud above his head oml poor baby

definitely gets a puppy with you at some point

like even if you don’t really want to bc he’s already a big one

if yugyeom was a dog he’d be clifford no other species

he would probably pay attention to it more than you tbh

he thinks it’s cute when you get jealous

but makes up for it with kisses and stuff

ima try to keep this short since i always get too excited at this part and make it too long so i have nothing else to write bc it’s all in my boyfriend!aus bUT

okay so he likes to cup your face when he kisses you

and moves his hands around to the back of your head and run his fingers through your hair as he brings you closer

comes off as a little submissive at first

like whimpers when you pull his hair softly ?

or when you bite his bottom lip and slip your tongue past them

but lemme tell you hun he’ll end that shit real quick

carrying you up to the bedroom and flopping you down on the sheets and crawling on top of you

as the kisses start to become more passionate he’ll press his body closer and closer to you

and when you raise your hips up to him he’ll buck down on you

i’m telling you this boy can get you off quick even just grinding

like i know you’ve seen the way he moves them hips boiii

can you just i m a g i n e oh my god

he’ll drag his hands up your shirt and take it off in one swift motion

trailing kisses and leaving marks from your neck down to your waist

this boi

knows™

how to use his mouth

like holding your thighs down as he relentlessly goes down on you

again, loves it when you grab him by his hair to push his head closer

like

“you’re getting so unraveled with just my tongue, do you really think you can handle my cock ?”

i’m so sorry i’m bad at dirty talk askfksksjsksjks

when he actually goes down on you

bOIIIIIIIII

again, hips

he rolls them

he’ll try to kiss you but he’s moaning too much

i feel like he whines and whimpers a lot ? not in a submissive way but just

jdkhsakjfhds

y’all probably go at it for a whileeeeeeee

like til you can’t move your legs anymore so you have no choice but to stop

afterwards he’ll brush the hair out of your eyes as he picks you up to the bathtub to give you a little bath

which may or may not result in picking back up again oops

overall he’s a cute childish lil dude

he loves you, he does

tbh you’re probably one of his first serious relationships since he’s so young and he’s been in the industry since he was a teenager sooo

take care of him please ! he trusts you won’t mess it up

:)

[blizzardfluffykpop]

Sheesh

Summary: Brothers just get in the way, don’t they?

Yugyeom X Female! Reader

This was requested by @itsallabigmess btw

Prompt: 29. “No marshmallows? Why did I even make hot cocoa?”

It’s weird living at your brothers, and his friends house. Because there is always one of his friends you find attractive but are off limits. That’s my problem, as well as do these kids not understand how to clean up after themselves??? The only one I have respect for at this point is Jinyoung and he’s not even the one I think is attractive. Of course he is, after all he is my brother. He cleans and picks on the others as much as I do, ‘disgusting’ is the words mostly muttered by us.

I decided to live with my brother because I wouldn’t have to pay rent, first off. Secondly, my own room. Thirdly, Yugyeom. Why Yugyeom? Well,… I meet him when I was 15 and he was 14 at first he was a complete brat, I couldn’t understand how my 17 year old brother could deal with him. When I became a junior and he was a sophomore was when he grew on me, (assuming your 17 in your junior year) my brother just graduated at that time. We had lunch together along with Bambam, and Youngjae. The boys were always over and Jaebum’s parents were out for the weekend we an elaborate party, it wasn’t just the boys, their siblings and me. It was gaggles of other people, most of which I didn’t even know. I remember striding up to another room where I heard 7 minutes of heaven was going to happen. Yugyeom and I ended up in the closet. I kissed him shyly, and that turned from shy to us making out in the closet. When Jinyoung got wind about it, he was mad. No rather livid, because I’m his little sister and that’s his friend. That’s when he made the rule of each other’s friends were off limits.

What was shocking even though Yugyeom lived in the same house, Jinyoung thought we were mature enough to get over the kiss. But it seems to still be fresh in my mind every time I look at him. And it’s been 6 years, we still act shy whenever Jackson is like, “Why are two acting like awkward 14 year olds around each other?!” We just stutter out some stupid reply.

Jinyoung just happens to be at home when we are, so we can’t talk it out. I haven’t been able to talk to him about it, not even at lunch; because there was always something happening more important. Especially, the following day. When we were in high school it seemed like kissing Yugyeom was insignificant even after we graduated. But now living together has brought that issue to the surface, like a bad penny. It keeps coming back, even when we don’t want it.

It’s been three months since I moved in and it seems I, finally, have the house to myself. As I walk into the kitchen to make myself some hot cocoa since Jinyoung said he bought some. “No marshmallows? Why did I even make hot cocoa?” I hear someone say until I make the realization it’s Yugyeom. “Jinnie didn’t buy marshmallows? He’s a sick, sick man. He’s probably hiding them in his bag right now so we don’t get to enjoy hot cocoa.” I mutter and Yugyeom jumps basically ten feet in the air, “I didn’t think anyone was supposed to be home!!” “Oh my professor cancelled class because he wanted spend a long weekend at Disney so he called off Friday and told all of us, to not even show up…” “Oh…” And that’s when it turns awkward again. Like every time before.

Except this wasn’t every time before because I open my mouth, “I think I know why we’re awkward, and I think you know too…” He sighs, shoulders slumping, “I don’t mean for it to be. But ever since Jinyoung has been up our ass about that night, I worry. He also told me never to do it again or he’d have a bone to pick with me.” I grimace that sounds just like Jinyoung, “Isn’t funny how he has instilled this fear over us just because we made out…” He grumbles something about Jinyoung and even though I can’t understand it, I can probably agree. “You wanna talk it with your marshmallow less hot cocoa?” He laughs and we head over the couch, we face each other as he places his mug down.

“I don’t see it was so bad, you’re only his sister.”

“Yeah that’s what I thought for the past 6 years…”

“Has it really been 6 years?”

“Yeah,...”

“You know you were my first kiss… and make-out session.”

“I wish I could say the same, you weren’t my first kiss, remember Cynthia? Yeah we kissed to see what it would feel like. All though you were my first make-out session as well…”

“You kissed Cynthia?”

“Wouldn’t you?”

“Yeah I probably would, (Y/n)...”

“I can’t believe Jinyoung made us awkward… I think I would have been fine after the kiss if we actually got to talk about it”

“Well isn’t that what we’re doing now?”

“It seems so… I still think of it would be like if Jinyoung didn’t catch wind”

“What if we try the kiss again and if we like it? We’ll see where it leads?”

“Alright I’m willing to if you are Yuggie” I lean forward, he places his hand on my cheek and with that his lips are on mine.

Is this what I’ve been missing for 6 years because of Jinyoung? This brings back all those nights I spent pissed off at Jinyoung who would hang out with Yugyeom, and the others without me before I, finally, ‘apologized’ and that’s what turns the kiss from soft to passionate, my anger and crush spiraling out of the control at the same time. When we release I look at him, as he looks at me, “What if we said fuck Jinyoung and date?” I ask, “If he’s got a problem with it he can fight me for I all I care” I mutter, he looks at me, grabbing my hand, “Let’s try it, I’ve been wanting to say that for six years now… I wish we would have said something to each other earlier, but your brother is terrifying…”

“Your damn right I’m terrifying, and don’t even try to explain I just had to watch you guys kiss and then hear you two talk… If you break her heart I break your nose, and if you break his heart, silent treatment.” Without our knowledge Jinyoung walked in while we were making out silently closing the door and waiting for us to finish the conversation or find a good spot to jump in, he chose the opportune moment.

“Why aren’t you going to break her nose!!”

“Because she’ll punch back, and harder. You have it coming, and plus silent treatment works better with her, if you ever want to win an argument-”

“Thanks Jinnie. You can stop now…”

“Also she’s rather ticklish~”

“Jinyoung… you like your nose right-”

“I’ll stop…”

“That’s what I thought brother dearest.”

[jalapeno-princess]

THIS IS A CHOI YOUNGJAE APPRECIATION POST Y’ALL LISTEN UP

For as long as I can remember, Youngjae has been the most under appreciated member of Got7 and is constantly bullied for not being as attractive nor as much of a good dancer as the others. I totally understand that they all equally get hate (THAT THEY DON’T FUCKING DESERVE) but it seems like Youngjae has been getting the most hate and he himself said that he is such a fragile person and the hate does get to him. He literally wrote a song about how he feels alone and he’s constantly tormented and treated unfairly by so many people and it makes me sad because he’s the actual sun?? Like, all he wants is to do whatever he can possible to help others. He might not be your bias, nor may he be considered attractive or talented in your eyes, but to me, he has one of the most beautiful souls, one of the most amazing voices, such a warm and bubbly personality, and puts everyone else before himself always. He loves to sing and has one of the strongest vocals in the Kpop industry. Even if he does get tired from doing their dances (Got7 are known to have one of the most amazing dancing teams in Kpop) he is known to be one of the best dancers. Their dance teacher said so himself. He is very vocal about supporting the boat accident that happened in 2014. He even got a tattoo of it on his arm to remember the horrific event. When he first debuted, he said that if he weren’t an idol, he would be a music therapist because he wanted to help heal kids who have illnesses, by music. He recently wrote a song with Park Jimin to raised awareness on suicide. The members constantly feel the need to protect him from the dangers of this evil world we live in. WE DO NOT DESERVE CHOI YOUNGJAE. He loves and cares so much for his fans and he does whatever he can to make us happy. He’s a literal 5-year-old in a 22-year-olds body and I have this constant want to take him under my wing and protect him. Do y’all not see how much he loves and cares for Coco?! And how he can’t even do a sexy dance because he’s so shy??? Even if you don’t stan Got7 (baby gurl what is you doin? START STANNING) pls do not send any hate to our poor sweet baby otter. He deserves the entire world. His personality is so bright, the sun is jealous. Just listen to his laugh, it is deadass the cute to cancer. DON’T GET ME STARTED ON HIS AEGYO. He’s literally every member’s favorite member and they’re all so soft for him. So, before you start assuming you know Youngjae, or any Got7 member, don’t you dare send hate to this cute lil baby. I will admit, when I first got in to Got7, I didn’t pay too much attention to Youngjae. But the more videos and performances I saw, and when I saw them in person, I immediately fell in love with him. I love Choi Youngjae. His personality makes him even more handsome SO DON’T YOU HATERS DARE CALL HIM FAT, UGLY OR UNTALENTED HE COULD PROBABLY BUY YOUR ENITRE FAMILY. Btw, I took this video at the “Eyes on you” tour in LA and Youngjae constantly kept coming on our side and was constantly interacting with us he’s the cutest lil bean AND WHEN HE POINTED TO ME MY SOUL LEFT MY ASS. That man can SING let me tell you. And he is so beautiful in person DON’T GET ME STARTED ON HIS LEGS I AM OBSESSED WITH THEM. Thank you for coming to my ted talk. Btw, y’all blind as FUCK if you think Youngjae is ugly he is so FINE Y’ALL NEED TO SEE UR OPTOMETRIST I THINK YA EYES FUCKED UP NICHKUN deadass called him Got7’s visual when they first debuted so SUCK A CHODE HOES

[jonginoodles]

GOT7 REACTION - you ignoring them after an argument

heyyy baes, i’m sorry for being inactive (if there’s someone that actually cares lmao crying in gucci) but i’m not okay, well when did i ever ajkfdksj btw i’m trying, so i posted blackpink icons as well right now if you want. Hope you like it sz

Mark: *trying to win you by pouting and acting extra cute*  *you keep ignoring him* “You know you can’t be mad at me! Come on, babe! I miss youuu!” 

*acts cute for hours until you let a laugh escape, so he knows everything’s okay*

Jaebum: “Ya, why are you acting like this? it’s your fault too!” he yells as you pass him by. You stop walking and turn your head to him, giving the death stare.

“W-What? Of course i was joking, dear! I-I’m going to buy you chocolates, hold on!” *runs away in fear language*

Jackson: “You know what? Two can play this game! You better know that i never lose, babygirl.”

*minutes after*

“GAAAAAAAH, ENOUGH! GIRL, IF YOU DON’T TALK TO ME I’M GONNAcry...”

Junior: *thinks about his whole existence and is sure that you’re going to kick his cute ass out*  *tries to own you by buying a truck of things sugar daddy af*

“I hope you get how much you mean to me and that these fights are an water drop in our ocean.”

Youngjae: Come on, we all know that you two can’t really get mad at each other!

Your eyes stumble at one another with serious expressions. One second after, he gives you a little smile and then you’re both laughing your ass off.

“You are definitely my soulmate”

BamBam: This dirty guy teases you nonstop and thinks it’s sexy the way you get angry.

You enters the bedroom and he’s literally in a sexy position waiting for you on the bed lmao someone stop this boy!!11

“Don’t you think there’s better ways to relieve your stress, jagi?”

Yugyeom: *runs to his hyungs and asks for advice*

“Don’t go straight up to her! Let her think at least until tomorrow and talk later. Don’t seem desesperate!” they say.

“Got it, say no more!” 

*at home* 

“Please don’t break up with me i love you and you are my everything and i can’t live without you-”

[coffee-for-himchan]

B.A.P’s reaction to you walking in on them crying

(A/N) I was just in the mood for something more sad/comforting, and had a quick idea of maybe typing something like this up. Everyone’s got days when they’re feeling low (I’ve been having those more and more recently), and I figured it sometimes might go to extents such as crying, even for our six cute strong warriors. 

P.S. Also, not using my gifs this time around because I have to write an important physics test tomorrow and have to study tons! (btw, if something goes wrong tomorrow, I’ll officially blame Zelo. “Howler” has been stuck in my head all day, distracting me from doing stuff as I just want to get up and dance, even though I don’t know how to)

You let the door to your apartment creak open, and stepped into the weirdly unlit hallway. He was home, you were certain, yet all lights seemed to be off. The silence that had taken over the place sent a wave of worry down your spine, and you had to tell yourself that everything was eventually fine - he wasn’t a five year old. He had to be somewhere here.

Knowing him, he was probably somewhere soundly asleep. His schedules had become close to unbearable in the past time, and often he’d just come home, greet you, and then fall asleep at the most random places. Literally, you once found him on the living room carpet. Just curled up there, sleeping like a kitten. And despite not having the heart to wake him up, you also didn’t want to leave him sleeping on the floor, so you gently shook him awake and asked what had happened, to which he just responded he thought the carpet looked comfortable, and, since he for some reason was already on the floor, he decided to nap for a little.

Yeah, maybe you should go and get him a sanity check, although what you really thought was necessary was an extended holiday. “Extended” meaning like a month. Or maybe two. But he couldn’t be allowed such fancy extras, and had to somehow manage without getting proper rest. You were determined to help him through this though.

When you got closer to the bedroom and peaked through the door, you in fact noticed his frame sprawled all across the bed, lying face-down on top of the covers. You were about to chuckle - about to let him be, and go heat up dinner before gently waking him and greeting him with a soft kiss, telling him he could go right back to sleep after eating. But as you were about to leave, a shaky breath escaped him, and taken back by surprise, you looked at him closely.

He wasn’t sleeping, you noticed just now. His breathing was rather hectic, and what seemed like quiet, repressed sobs escaped him every now and then. It didn’t take you long to wrap your mind around it - he was crying. And for whatever reason that had upset him to such extents, he was crying hard.

You had to do something about it.

-YONGGUK-

He was someone to bottle up his emotions rather than let them slip. He’d made it clear from the very beginning, as you’d never seen him crying. So you were a little taken aback upon realizing what was going on.

“Yongguk-ah.. Is everything fine?”

He was quick to respond, letting out an “ah” as he got into sitting position, facing you immediately and showing off his slightly bloodshot eyes.

If there was one thing you’d always admired about him, it was how honest he was with his thoughts, beliefs and emotions. Yes, he indeed bottled it all up on most occasions for various reasons - for example, simply not to bother others, or not to show he had weak sides too, just like everyone else did. But once he knew you’d seen him in this state, he wasn’t going to lie about it. You were important to him, and he thought you should know. He would face the fact you knew, and would let you see him this way, trying to convince you that you had nothing to worry about, but letting you take care of him.

“It’s nothing really,” he reassured you as you sat beside him, cupping his face and brushing a few strands of hair away, “I just got a little too caught up in emotions. It will eventually be fine.”

He didn’t oppose to all your loving touches, but didn’t clinge that much either. He knew you’d give him affection to the right extents yourself, and knew not to disturb you in doing so. He simply let his tears get wiped away by your thumbs, and responded only a little to your sweet, tiny peck of his lips.

“We can talk about it if you want to,” you told him, holding his face with both hands close to yours. He broke into a smile, silently thanking whoever in this universe was responsible for gifting him with you in his life. He, despite being rather intalkative on most occasions, was almost always up for pouring his heart out to you while you simply listened, without pressuring, judging or interrupting him. And this time was no exception.

“It would be amazing if we could,” he quietly told you, “Everything would be a little more on the good side once again, just like every time we talk it out. My problems always just magically solve themselves when I’m with you anyways.”

-HIMCHAN-

“Channie, are you crying?”

He was conflicted between throwing himself at you like a little kid and pretending to be asleep. But he figured you knew he wasn’t sleeping anyways, and denying the fact he was sobbing just a moment ago and continued doing so even now was useless. You knew, and even though he didn’t want to admit, you’d already seen his weak side more than once. This being another addition.

You sat down on the bed beside him, and waited for him to get in a half sitting position, leaning on his hands. His face was reddish and slightly puffy, and he was about to collapse back on the bed every second. Using all the emotional strength he had left, he looked at you, considering.

No, you wouldn’t judge him. You’d do as told, and would give him exactly what he needed, as always. All he had to do was ask.

“(Y/N),” he looked up to your face, smiling a little and chuckling. Letting out that type of laugh that indicated he was tired of everything, and wanted to simply fall asleep on the spot to let his mind rest.

“Can you please love me right now? Because I have troubles doing so myself.”

You were quick to catch him as his frame fell back in the bed, and simply wrapped him up in your arms. Knowing Himchan, he had to let everything sink in a little before you’d find out the reason. When his emotions had broken loose, they were all over the place and quite hard to collect. He, more than everyone, needed time. And needed someone to hold him, as he really hated being alone on these moments.

“You know I always love you. Right now isn’t an exception,” you said, softly stroking his hair as he’d found a comfortable position, burying his face in the crook of your neck, “But if you need a little more than usually, let’s see what I can do. I always have some extra affection in spare for you if you need it.”

“Thank you,” he simply said. He smiled and closed his eyes, feeling his heartbeat slowing down with every little ruffle of his hair that was caused by your hand. With every little stroke up and down his back, and every poke of your nose at his ear.

You were right where he needed you to be. Giving him some much needed support when he felt like collapsing. And he thought you were an angel for doing so. Oh, how he’d let you know about it. But later.

-DAEHYUN-

Boy, was he audible while crying. 

Daehyun tended to not show it because he was in fact convinced he was an ugly crier. He was more than convinced his pretty face made unusual and displeasing grimaces while shedding tears, and the worst thing about the situation? He was a singer, with a loud, melodic voice. And his cries came out just like a song - a really melancholy filled, cracked tune, cutting through the air every now and then whenever he took an a little too sharp breath.

“Daehyun-ah.. What’s wrong?”

The sound of your voice made him jump up a little, and made him snap back to reality, although not fully. Looking quite ugly while crying wasn’t his main concern here - he simply didn’t know how to act and what to do when there was someone around to comfort him. He knew he was vulnerable, and did feel a desire to just be scooped up in your arms and calmed down like a little kid. But he didn’t know if that was appropriate. He was a grown man, after all, even if it didn’t seem like it on most occasions. He had to keep it together, right?

“Hey, what’s up?” he turned around and sat up, seeing how you made your way to him and sat down next to him on the bed.

“I thought you’d be home later than this,” another tear slipped from his eye at the least appropriate of times, and he made sure to try his hardest to repress it, “But then again, I never know how to properly plan my time..”

It amazed you - the way he smiled through the tears, just to show you he would manage. But he didn’t have to manage on his own when he had you around.

He lightly chuckled when you threw your arms around him, and pulled him into a tight, loving embrace. He buried his face in your shoulder as you gently stroked his hair, telling him it was fine. More than fine, actually.

His arm eventually sneaked around your waist, and he pulled you into his lap, just for comfort purposes. He kept giggling all over the place, his melancholic laughter mixing up with the sharp inhales he took every now and then. But he tried to keep his attitude more or less positive, as the moment of self-pity was over. He had you around now to take care of him, so all would be fine, he was convinced. And your little phrases, some of them affectionate and some plain stubbornly absurd, but lovely, really made him feel god at heart once again.

He didn’t lift his face up to look at you until he’d calmed down completely, but when he did, you simply stared at the aftermath of crying hard, in the form of red, puffy eyes. And a smile, indicating you’d done your job well and there was nothing to worry about now.

-YOUNGJAE-

You weren’t sure how, but he’d somehow felt your presence.

“(Y/N)?”

“Youngjae-ah, what are you doing..” you asked, approaching quietly and carefully. He let out a mysterious sound - you supposed it was meant to be a lone laugh, but since he was still crying it came out rather like a mixture between that and a broken whimper.

“What does it look like I’m doing?” he asked with a chuckle, his sad tone making your heart break into a million different pieces, “Washing my face. With my tears. Salt water’s supposed to be good for your skin, right?”

You knew him well, and were aware how he tried to hide inner devastation using sarcasm. Whenever he wasn’t just being annoyingly sarcastic for no reason, he tried to hide his worries with it. Truth to be told though, it never really worked, and you figured it was rather a coping than a hide-up mechanism.

“Should I leave you alone to do your facial then?”

He knew this tone. You were a little annoyed by his pushing-away nature, and simply wanted to help this time around while he was being a smartass. So not thinking much of it, he decided to let you take care of him today. After all, he knew you didn’t mind doing so. And he was allowed to act a little weak every now and then.

“I mean..” he started, trailing off a little as he turned his head to face you, his tear-strained cheeks giving away the fact he’s been shedding tears for quite a while already, “You can go. Or you could be nice and stay with me.”

“I guess I’m supposed to do the latter,” your sigh was nowhere being an annoyed one, and you gave him a little smile before basically throwing yourself at him, your bodies doing something like a barrel roll from one side of the bed to the other, causing him to let out a laugh. Everything would be fine now, as you were around. And you’d handle the situation, in a fun way.

“How’s this?”

“Almost perfect,” he admitted, holding you close. You noticed his frame shaking lightly, and were determined to do anything to stop it from doing so.

“And now?”

You pressed a soft little kiss on his lips, chuckling as you saw how he immediately melted under your touch, letting out a pouty sound at your too soon departure.

“It was good and then you ruined it.”

“Should I do it again?” you chuckled, lightly wiping off the last tears from his cheek. You already knew the answer, but you rarely saw him begging for affection like this. So you patiently waited, knowing you’ll be able to tease him about it later. Lovingly, of course.

“Yes, please.”

-JONGUP-

“Jongup-ah...”

“Mhm,” he simply let out, not even thinking of budging and moving his body. You’d come around. Nice. Now everything was even worse, as you’d see him acting childish and immature. Now he was even more of a weak, teary-eyed fail, and could let this be another addition to his already existing worries that brought him to this state.

Just nice. He wasn’t in the mood for this at all.

He thought he wasn’t at least, until he felt the bed sinking in a little and your frame pressing lightly against his, your upper body landing perfectly on top of his as you basically served like a human blanket, burying your face somewhere in the crook of his neck.

“Jongup-ah. Are you crying?”

“I am and that’s why you should go away,” he said, but his tone sounded far from fitting that type of sentence. You chuckled lightly, your movements, sending a wave of pleasure down his spine. What a kid.

“You sure don’t sound like you want me to go away,” you pressed a warm kiss on his bare skin, enveloping him in your arms completely and burying your face deeper. Gosh, was he comfortable.

“I can stay instead, you know?” you cooed softly, knowing all he needed was reassurance that it was fine. And hugs. Tons of hugs.

“We can do whatever, Jongup-ah. Whatever makes you happy.”

“So, like, hugs included?”

“Like ten of them, if you want to. Or maybe more than ten. Whatever feels comfortable and puts a smile on your face. I love your smile so much.”

You felt him chuckling lightly, and simply hoped you were on the right trail. He could be the person to avoid physical contact completely for days, just to come back one evening and hug the weekly dose out in an hour or so. He was often a mystery in his desires, so you simply told him to chose. You’d do whatever would feel best for him. 

“(Y/N)~~” he called, shifting, turning to his side and wrapping you up in his arms within a second. He’s shift and squirm for a while, making you chuckle at how he oh so desperately tried to find a comfortable position, but once he’d be all set up, he’d simply go silent for a while and enjoy your company. Not wanting you to go away at all.

-ZELO-

“Is everything fine?”

His head immediately snapped up, and he looked back at the door, realizing it was you soon enough. “I guess. I mean, nothing bad really happened. I just.. Got a little carried away with thinking,” he said, sitting up and facing you.

“Open your arms,” you instructed, making him chuckle as you said, “Use your advantage of being a long and flexible macaroni, please. Open them wide.”

He chuckled as he saw you preparing to jump right into his embrace, and caught you with a swift move, immediately burying his face in your soft skin, straining it with a few hot tears.

“Should I beat someone up?”

“What for?” he chuckled, shifting to hold you a little closer. Your behavior was so comforting - you weren’t shaming him, and weren’t worrying too much after he told you all was fine. You understood that literally all he needed was a mood lift. So you acted appropriately, joking around and lightening the atmosphere.

“For making you sad,” you told him, “And stop laughing. Love is something you have to fight for sometimes.”

“So if I tell you a two meter tuff guy made me upset, you’d go handle things in a one-on-one fist fight with him?”

“Without doubt or second thought,” you told him, causing him to laugh out loud, “He’ll regret all his life decisions.”

Silence filled the room for a while, and you simply listened to his beautiful last chuckles that lingered a little longer in the air.

“That isn’t an actual thing, is it?”

“No,” he laughed again at you sudden serious voice, lifting his head up and pinning it against yours.

“Good,” you said, smiling up at him and cupping his face with both hands soon, pulling him in for a kiss.

“Junhong-ah,” you told him afterwards, looking at him happily and biting your lip in amusement, “Why do you blink twice as much while crying? Looks like you’re trying to fly away with those eyelashes.”

He laughed once more, and felt truly happy at heart. That’s literally all it took you. A few funny comments, a hug and a loving kiss. And he was back on his feet, more or less at least, ready to conquer the world.

(I just had to finish it with a gif of happy Junhong. We all deserve to be happy after all, right?)

[tensify]

Bias Question Tag

I was tagged by @ugyeoms and @dong-hyucks

Rules: Write down your top 10 biases and answer the following questions. (btw my biases are listed in alphabetical order so it’s not in order of who I bias more)

1.Haechan (NCT)

2. Hyejeong (AOA)

3. Joshua ( Seventeen)

4. Jungkook (BTS)

5. Lay (EXO)

6. Suga (BTS)

7. Ten (NCT)

8. Winwin (NCT)

9. Yeri (Red Velvet)

10. Youngjae (GOT7)

why did I miss my chance of putting ten as number 10

1. Between 1 and 4, who would you rather kiss?

Frick. I have no idea. Jungkook? Idk he always just screams boyfriend material to me lol.

2. Between 2 and 7, who would be your best friend?

I love ten and I think being his best friend would actually be so fun. But I want to be Hyejeong’s best friend because she’s pretty and funny and I think being best friends would her would be really great.

3. Between 5 and 10, who has the better voice?

oMg why is this a question. Lay is my ultimate bias, so of course I love his voice, I believe he is an amazing singer. However, Youngjae is respectfully the main vocalist of his group and also an incredible singer. Though I really love Yixing’s voice, I love Youngjae’s a little bit more. I think he’s very skilled and I love the sound of his voice.

4. Between 1 and 8, who’s the funniest?

Definitely Haechan. Sicheng is really funny in an adorable way and sometimes savage. But I’m gonna go with Donghyuck because if there’s anyone in nct who never fails to make me laugh, it’s him. He’s hilarious.

5. Between 6 and 9, who would you date?

I’m pretty into guys, but Yeri got me feeling some type of way. Like I have the biggest girl crush on her? She’s pretty and funny and she holds a special place in my heart because I love her a lotttttt. But I’d date yoongi? because in my head i would love to date yoongi and i’ve read so many bts scenarios that i really like the idea of it lol

6. Between 9 and 10, who would you do a collaboration with?

I think I’d want to collab with Youngjae. Like I said, he has an incredible voice and I think it would be cool to collab with him.

7. Between 4 and 8, who’s the best dancer?

Jungkook of course is known as the golden maknae, so he’s really good at dancing, but for this question I’m gonna go with Sicheng. He is an incredible dancer and was in one of the top performing arts schools back in China. Though his talent is not always being showcased, I believe he is an incredibly talented dancer! I think SM should stop sleeping on him

8. Between 3 and 5, who would you most likely marry?

Shit. I always kind of thought of Joshua as my ideal type, but I love yixing okay? he’s my ultimate bias so I will love him endlessly. BUT JOSHUA IS THE TYPE OF GUY I WANT TO MARRY. I have no answer to this question bc I dont know. 

9. Between 1 and 7, who would you nurse when they are sick?

what the heck is this question. My biases in nct.... Okay so even though ten is my ult in nct, I would nurse hyuck because he’s my smol baby. 

10. Between 2 and 3, who has the better smile?

Joshua!!! His smile is the cutest

11. Between 6 and 8, who would you want to go on vacation with?

I think vacation with sicheng would be fun. Yoongi usually likes to hang around like a lazy cat. But sicheng is adorable and I can see him getting all excited about going to different places, so Sicheng.

I’m not gonna tag anyone bc im too lazy but feel free to do it if you want!!!

[king-jaehwan]

Busan One Asia Festival 2017

Hello everyone!

Yesterday I was lucky enough to attend the Busan One Asia Festival, which was such an amazing experience. I literally screamed throughout the show because I loved every single one of the artists performing, from Momoland to Sechskies and of course I got to see my ultimate biases Jaehwan and Doyoung which was the death of me. So, I decided to make this post about my experience there and add some photos I managed to take before totally losing it. 

First of all I gotta tell you:  getting tickets for any kind of kpop event in Korea is really really hard. The tickets for BOF were sold out in less than 30 minutes and trying to navigate on a korean website was really hard. Luckily, we found a website that organizes tours and events for foreigners in Korea and we got amazing seats at a relatively reasonable price.

First of all shout out to Yellowkies, the best fandom out there. They were the biggest fandom there, they were amazingly organized, and they took such good care of us. They even gave us the new Sechskies album (which is a beautiful album btw) along with stickers and candy and other cool stuff. Sechskies were the last to perform but Yelkies were there since the beginning cheering for every single group. I was amazed and I hope that if and when my faves have a comeback in 15 years, the fandom will be as amazing as they were

On to the actual concert. We were relieved to find out that our seats were in front of the stage but also freaked out because they were so close. The photos don’t do our view justice tbh.

I tried to snap pictures of every performance but I was too shook and they ended up being blurry. First up were Momoland and Astro who killed it.

 Momoland performed Freeze which is a bop (also Jaehwan guested in the MV)

 Astro were amazing! Such good dancers 

SF9 were next with O Sole mio which is also a bop. Everyone should stan SF9 bc they’re amazing performers, visuals abut also A+ memes

Next up were NU’EST W with Hello. I can’t describe how overwhelmed I was tbh. NU’EST are my babies and Jonghyun is the man of my dreams so you do the math. The crowd went nuts and so did I

Then Wanna One and Nayana happened. Honestly I was overwhelmed but also freaking out. Jaehwan had THAT wardrobe malfunction and I could actually see his tummy from where I was seated which made me lose it even more. I also got very emo with Nayana because it’s where it all started for them and for our fandom.

Up next were iKON and Blackpink. They freakin killed it. Honestly I’m so mad that iKON is locked up in the YG dungeon, because they have so much to offer. They were amazing. Blackpink are my babies who slayed everyone. Shoutout to ikonics who also had their lightsticks throughout the show and supported everyone

Up next were dancing queens Gfriend who were amazing. They were one of the few groups who actually worked with all of the stage and performed on every side

Then it was B.A.Ps turn to come for my wig. I was so excited to see them because they were one of the first groups I followed when I got into kpop. They are truly underrated and underappreciated. I couldn’t take pics bc I was too shook.

NU’EST W was up next with Where You At. I may or may not have shed a few tears then. I was so emotional and proud of them. The whole stadium was singing along. Shout out to our beautiful L.O.Λ.E.S who changed our lightstick colour to every performing artists official colours, showing everyone that you can support your faves while appreciating other artists and their hard work. I’m proud to call myself L.O.Λ.Ε and I was so sad I couldn’t find the official lightstick anywhere. 

Then Wanna One and Energetic happened. Honestly I remember screaming, crying, passing out, picking myself up again and cheering some more. Jaehwan was KILLING IT and so did Sungwoon and all of my babies tbh. Sungwoon needs to take several seats actually. He was too rude, I felt attacked. Everything went so fast.

Then NCT happened. For anyone who doesn’t know this yet, Doyoung is my ultimate bias in all kpop (along with Jaehwan) and my favourite person in this industry. I hate to be that fangirl but, Doyoung could stab me and I would thank him. Doyoung is just ;sfks;lk. So, yall can imagine how I felt when I saw him right there in front of me. My friends were laughing at me but also concerned bc I was wheezing like a whale, sreaming, I shed a single tear. NCT are amazing performers to be honest. Taeyong is unreal. Everyone around me gasped when they dropped on their backs they were that good.

Next up were Apink and Got7. Apink were one of the first  girl groups I got into and I was so excited to see them. They were so beautiful and cute and interacted with the crowd <3 Got7 were amazing. They had such strong stage presence and Youngjae, my squishy angel, is now rude and got all of us shook. Yugyeoms dancing skills got us all looking for our wigs.

Last but definitely not least were Sechskies. I have so much respect for them. They are back 20 years after their debut, showing everyone how it’s done. Once again the Sechskies fandom was amazing. They stayed even after the end of the concert and sang together

Overall it was an amazing experience and I sincerely hope that each and every one of you can experience seeing your faves up close

[gotfuckingseven]

Hurt

Requested by anonymous: That drabble request…. 26.) and 59.) with Jaebum and can you do it a bit angsty? Thank you! 💚 Btw I love your style of writing!💚

26. I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to.

59. Wow.

Hi guys. Second work that I’ve posted here. Hope y'all like it. Oh, and I changed the wording just a bit for 26.

-Admin Katie

You listened to the words come right out of his mouth, and the change in his expression barely registered in your mind as he realized what he said and did, but it was too late for that now. You couldn’t stay standing there with Jaebum, even after he was calling after you. You took off to the one place you knew you could break down. Youngjae. Knocking on his door, he opened it, and you looked up from the ground to him. You reached out to him and went forward. Wrapping his arms around your shaking frame, he closed the door and sat on the couch, you in his lap and arms.

Sobbing into his chest and shoulder, you felt one of his hands running through your hair, while the other was rubbing your back slowly, and you could feel yourself beginning to calm down after a few minutes of that. You had stopped crying a little while ago, but you didn’t want to get up.

“Do you, uh, want to talk about it?” He asked, almost timidly, not wanting to upset you further.

“I-it was Jaebum. He said some pretty hurtful things earlier. He promised me, he promised he would never say or do anything to hurt me. But he did, Youngjae. He did.” You replied, and you felt a few tears prick the corner of your eyes once more, but you just wiped them away. “He told me, ‘how could you be so dumb? Why can you never do anything right?’ ” you paused to take a few deep breaths, calming yourself. “An-and even though he called after me, I didn’t look back. I just don’t know why he would say those things when he knows what happened before.”

“Oh, sweetheart. I’m so sorry.” He had stayed with you for a while after that. He made you laugh by telling some stories and jokes, which improved your mood immensely.

You were watching some drama show when a knock on the door caught your attention. You paused the T.V. and went over and opened the door. Staring back at you was Jaebum.

“Wow. You really are something. You have the nerve to actually come here. That’s great.” You grimaced, seeing the one person who was the cause for all your pain today.

“Y/n/n, baby, please. I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean any of that.” He said, looking very sorry and lost.

“After what you said? You’re sorry? You knew, you fucking knew how badly I was treated, an-and you go and pull that shit? Nuh-uh. All I wanna know, is why. Why would you say those things. Im Jaebum, give me one good reason to not completely kick your ass to the curb.” You demanded.

“Because I love you. And I would never, EVER, intentionally hurt you like that.” He pleaded, and you shook your head.

“But you did. You did and you can’t take those words back now. I’m sorry.” Shaking your head, you begin to close the door on him, but he puts his foot in the doorway.

“Please. Please don’t. I’m so sorry. I was so overworked and stressed out, and I took it out on you. Baby, I’m so sorry. Please, please forgive me. I was being stupid and didn’t even think. But please, I can’t lose you.” Jaebum said, pleading, as he grabbed you into a hug. You just stood there awkwardly, not reciprocating the hug. It wasn’t often that he would cry, but he was tonight. You could tell because of the tears you could feel that were on his face as they dripped onto you.

“I’m sorry Jaebum, but I can’t forgive you for what you’ve said.” You got out of his one sided embrace, and shut the door before leaning on it, while he was still shocked, expecting you to forgive him. You covered your mouth with the backside of your hand, muffling the sounds of your crying. But you wouldn’t forgive him for that. You couldn’t.

[blackandorange]

oh! Top 5 kpop groups??

Ok so my knowledge of kpop is very limited, but worry not because I asked my friend Ly @daeuppie and my archenemy Noemie (aka Papi) @grimyeo to help me out with this one, since they are my go to kpop experts! It was a struggle to make them agree on this, but we made it. So, here we go: 

1. BTS. This is the only group I can say I know (even if Papi always drag me because I know like...5 songs but...semantics) and I ADORE THEM. It was actually the very first kpop band I’ve listen to and I fell in love with them immediately. Their music is 100% my jam and their choreographies are sick. My bias? Jkook, but it’s a tie with V. 

- Papi’s expert comment: Hobi is such a sunshine. I didnt like him in the beginning and now I'm mad at my past self because he's precious. People should appreciate Jin more tbh and my self-care is watching compilation of Jin laughing. Jimin. My child. Love him (especially you Ly). That's all I have to say. Yoongi, a bag of salt. How can he be so relatable? And they all would be lost without Namjoon. JK tries to act like he's mature but we all know he's a living meme. Protect that child. Taehyung is just plain weird and that's why I love him + look at those visuals he's giving us #blessed. I would like to add that Jin is my idol. I dream of being as extra as him.

2. B.A.P (Ly).Their music isn’t about what is mainstream and what will sell; it is about making changes to this f*ck up world and let other become more aware. Highly recommend Ribbon in the Sky (about the sewol tragedy) and confession/Pray (for those going through a tough time), I listen to their music not for a catchy beat but for a life lesson.

3. BtoB (Ly). What can I say about these crazy weirdos. The vocals line is a god sent. They have so much talent yet super underrated and it physically hurts me. Hands down the Bbest vocals in the kpop industry, don’t sleep on them!

4. GOT7 (Noemie). Not gonna lie I started checking them up because they all look good af (what can I say I'm superficial. Sue me) BUT I like them all so much now. Jinyoung savagery, Bambam acting like the annoying younger brother, Youngjae being a sunshine, Jackson being extra (btw everyone loves Jackson. My mother like Jackson, my husband like Jackson, my friends like Jackson, EVERYONE like Jackson) + the music is really good. They have some good bops

5. Monsta X (Noemie). Y'all should listen to Stuck and Beautiful. Those are jams (they have a lot of jams tbh). I didn't want to stan them because I don't need more groups to stan but they sneak up on me. I still don't understand why Wonho looks like a ghost 75% of the time but I still like him and I'm living for Hyungwon real life meme who gave us the best salty gif in existence.

Thank you for your message and thanks to Ly and Papi for helping out with this. Long live the salt squad. 

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[goldenscript]

knocking on heaven’s door.

1,757 words | fluff ↳ knocking on the wrong door au + bambam

There are too many idiots on your campus.

If it wasn’t for the inability to switch to an all-girls floor, you would’ve done so instead of suffering the wrath of a co-ed floor where too much happens to be considered abnormal. Whether that’s seeing someone streak down the hall in their birthday suit or a wild rager to celebrate an actual birthday. The plethora of tenants were all eccentric in their own ways, so it really was no surprise to see just about anything on most nights--only a select few did not follow in the same same footsteps.

In your case, you’ve been one of the seldom few not to suffer through these occurrences or take part in them rather you’re the one who gets told about them. People talk about them all the time; if someone’s streaking hasn’t made it on Snapchat, then surely someone has already blathered about it to someone. You don’t explicitly ask for any information but your roommate, Jiwoo’s usually the one to be snickering about it to you. Sometimes with a detailed description (not that you asked, and not that she cares either). Nonetheless, it just amazes you just how much can happen on your floor without you noticing.

It isn’t like you hate your floor. You’re just always cooped up in your room studying until it feels like your brain might melt with hopes that the information will actually stick. This method works on occasion, but the days when your brain is turning to mush happen to be the ones that accompany your lack of tolerance for the others occupying the floor. It’s one particular thing that has come with living on a co-ed floor that’s beginning to tax on your patience the most, and it’s something everyone else seems to lack severely- volume control.

Unfortunately, that’s something you’ve come to loathe about your floor.

You genuinely wonder how it’s possible for the rest of the occupants to be so damn loud when they’re literally down the hall yet still sound like they’re right there inside your room with you. This night is no different when there’s a faint mixture of giggles and stomping resonating through the hallway. It bounces between the walls, and permeates around the confines of your room. And it wanes on your patience to put a stop to it so you can embrace the readings of Johanna Sinisalo’s Birdbrain for your literature class than hear the squawking of others.

You almost turn to your roommate’s side of the room in look of desperation when you remember that it’s empty. Jiwoo’s out with some friends grabbing milk teas and galavanting about the cityscape, as you saw on her Snapchat story over an hour ago. Otherwise by now, the spitfire girl would’ve been quick to tell them to shut their traps on your behalf (sometimes she does it for her own amusement). And right now, you so desperately miss the intimidating blonde.

I should just do if they start screaming again. You tell yourself. It’s high time you did it yourself; after all, Jiwoo won’t always be around to do it for you (like now). I mean who can go on screaming for this long? It’s 10:32 PM. Don’t they have studying to d-

There’s a shrill shriek and a following on stomping that might’ve actually caused a vein to throb in your head.

You don’t even think twice to rise from your spot at your desk, your own feet swiftly carrying you over to swing the heavy, tan door with most of your might and bark aloud, “Can whoever you are please shut the hell up? Some of us are actually studying like whoever you all should be doing.”

No one meets your sharp gaze as they seem to titter behind walls too far from your line of vision. In fact you don’t even see anyone meandering around the hallway, and that makes you a little more irritated because you swear you heard someone out there. You release a sharp intake of breath, shaking your head as you wretch the door from its magnetic door stop and let it slam shut with a dense whoosh!

Whatev-

There’s no time to complete any of your thoughts when a sharp knock is made against the door.

“C’mon B!”

“You idiot, I told you not this door! They’re studying!”

“Let’s g-”

Your eyes narrow as your hand latches onto the cool metal of the handle, jerking it open as you see two men with wide eyes at the sudden movement of the door.

The taller one of the two with dark locks hanging in his eyes nudges his friend with strawberry blond locks forward, immediately bolting from the scene with snickers as he does so. The latter curses his friend ‘Yugyeom’ as he straightens his posture, away from your glaring visage.

“Is there a reason why you and your idiot friend are running around the floor, giggling like idiots?” You inquire, crossing your arms across your T-shirt clad chest.

He blinks, scratching the back of his head now that he’s alone without the influence of his friend to augment the stupidity part of pack mentality.

“L-look, I’m sorry we disturbed you by knocking like that- I told him not yours since you just came out to tell us to shut up-” He says as he makes tentative eye contact with you.

Now that you’ve getting a proper look at him as you mull over his words, you actually see that he’s quite attractive with his full lips and high cheekbones adorning his sun-kissed skin. His eyes tell you he is sorry for what he did, which you most certainly didn’t expect from someone who was just running around like no one’s business.

Your eyes soften at that thought though your hands remain planted over your chest.

“Well, you actually do sound pretty remorseful so I guess it’s fine…” You relent, taking a pause before you continue with a raised brow, “But you guys shouldn’t be running around like that here! Like I said people are studying or sleeping y’know.”

He nods, his hands now held up in surrender in case you aim another pointed glare at him. “You’re right.”

“What the hell were you guys doing anyway?”

His hands drop, watching you carefully as he answers, “Playing ding dong ditch, but y’know with knocking instead…”

Your mind reflects back to how you received a knock as soon as you told them to be quiet, your eyes are readily narrowing, “So you two knocked on my door after I ruined the fun to piss m-”

“Woah, woah!” He shakes his head furiously, “No! Not to piss you off! I had no intentions of doing that! I was telling Yugyeom to leave your door be since we were only doing it with our friends’ doors. We have a friend, Youngjae like across from yours and you came out as soon as we ran from his…”

He lets out a deep sigh, a chuckle escaping along the way, “I’m sorry, I mean that- we’ll try to keep it down next time.”

You immediately exasperate, your glare subsiding, “Next time?!”

He nearly cowers away until you laugh, shaking your head.

“Just take it outside like true children please.” You say, dropping your arms to rest them on the swell of your hips.

“Hey!” He laughs, “We’re not children…”

When you raise a brow at him, he adds, “We’re just young at heart, okay?”

You roll your eyes, feeling a small smile grow on your lips. Whoever this attractive stranger was, you actually enjoy his company - it’s friendly despite the pretenses of your meeting. You’re just glad that he had the sense to apologize rather than running off.

“Whatever you say…?”

“Bambam.” He answers with a close-lipped smile. His hand now stretches out in your direction. “And you are, pretty lady?”

You blink, cheeks flushing slightly as you take his hand in yours and give it a shake, “I’m Y/N.”

When your hands part, he says, “I’m sorry we had to meet under these circumstances but I hope I see you around…. in better… er, circumstances.”

You laugh, nodding. “Try to keep it down, lost boy.”

His nose crinkles just a bit, eyes lighting up as you reference something that might be of familiarity to him. His teeth show just a little in his smile before he’s stepping away from your door, moving backwards as he replies, “Well, I’ll leave you to studying then-”

One of his feet catches the back of the other, his body now tumbling down as he lands on his rear end.

Your eyes widen, quickly pushing your door toward the magnetic door stop before going over to him and offering a hand.

“Are you alright?”

His cheeks are pink as his warm hand hooks on your own, giving a nod as he hoists himself up with some of your help.

“That was… what I planned on doing. Y’know I just -uh- wanted to see if you had a heart!”

You laugh, nodding along, “Uh-huh…. Right.”

With prominent cheeks, he lets go of your hand and mumbles a ‘thank you.’

“You’re welcome. I’ll see you around, Bambam.” You say, taking your own careful walk backwards toward your open door.

He winks, cheeks pink as ever, “I hope so.”

Again, you roll your eyes before you chide him to walk carefully as he sends a wave in your direction before parting from your part of the hallway. You’re slowly closing the door when he cranes his head in your direction, waving once he sees that you’re still there. You wave back with a smile, closing the door once he rounds the corner.

You take your seat at your desk, not even close to jumping to your notebook full of color coded scribbles, feeling oddly giddy at the sudden interaction with one of them any idiots on your floor.

Even when your phone dings from a message, you opt to open it, smiling as it reminds you of what just happened.

[11:03 PM] Jiwoo: Any annoying idiots roaming around the floor?

You reply immediately, taking even your roommate by surprise:

[11:04 PM] you: yeah, but I took care of it. might’ve met someone along the way.

[11:05 PM] Jiwoo: Woah, woah. Texting me and meeting someone? Is this really you?

[11:05 PM] Jiwoo: Is this someone one of those roaming idiots btw?

[11:07 PM] you: ...maybe

For whatever reason, you’re quite excited to see Bambam again...

[suqarjae]

barista!jackson || au

jackson wang || barista au

mark || jaebum || jinyoung || youngjae || bambam || yugyeom

flirty charismatic little shit

2728/10 customer service

there's no customer that doesn't smile when he serves them

can make any customer's mood turn positive he just has that effect on people

white button up with black cuffs and collar, sleeves rolled up to his elbows, either wears black slacks or black ripped jeans depends on his mood

switches between black vans and black dress shoes bc it depends on his pants

rarely wears his apron but it's his fault if he spills coffee on his shirt

buys at least one new shirt every month bc he keeps spilling coffee on himself but he tries so hard

excited puppy no matter the weather

he manages to get away with wearing a snapback from time to time

attaches name tag to said snapback

motivates everyone in the cafe

you can't escape his joy

it never ends

struggles to not curse every once in a while when he slips up on orders or spills coffee

likes to flirt with customers

a lot

but seriously he genuinely compliments a lot of the female customers

when they blush and get flustered he finds it adorable and gets all cute and soft for them

if they happen to flirt back then he’ll play along

overall he’s just an amazing worker

quirks and all

he can easily tell if a customer is stressed and will subtly hype them up

they won’t even realise he’s hyped them up until later on

it’s much appreciated in the long run

switches from customer service to making orders every once in a while

mainly stays on customer service bc he spills coffee a lot

he can’t make coffee well under pressure either

he gets too stressed and freezes up bc he doesn’t know what to do

and people yelling at him for freezing up isn’t the way to go either

he also loses patience quickly when it comes to making some specific coffees or teas

lowkey tries to offer healthier options like smoothies and stuffs so he doesn’t have to suffer make coffee

tbh he doesn’t particularly like making coffee but he enjoys the shit out of putting extra whip cream on top of orders and calling them out

he enjoys working there tho

he’s with his friends so he’s p much set

sometimes he forgets he's gotta speak Korean at times and starts speaking Chinese instead

realises this when the customer just stares at him with a "wtf just happened" expression

apologies profusely and continues on

until you came along and replied in Chinese telling him you're pretty sure he's meant to be speaking Korean 

gets all flustered 

when he brings you your order he's a flirty lil shit 

bc you're curious you come back about a fortnight later 

you're dressed up rather nicely and he's pretty much forgotten you 

well the fact that you understand and speak Chinese at least

your face is vaguely familiar to him

he can’t put his finger on where he thinks he might’ve seen you before

he accidentally slips into Chinese to utter "holy shit she's pretty" 

of course you pick up on it 

you get all blushy and when he starts the usual "how may I help you today" in korean 

you take the piss out of it and speak chinese and he takes a minute to process what's going on 

he realises you would've heard what he said just a minute ago 

rare blushy jackson appears

doesn’t just blush but blushes profusely

apologises and can't help but awkwardly smile

you laugh and brush it off 

you keep coming in when he's on cash register or handing out the orders 

flirts straight off the bat 

you return the flirting 

he's shocked at first bc he just didn’t expect it from you but the more often you come in it ends up becoming a thing between you two

co workers tease him about it 

keep telling him to ask you out 

says he doesn't like you like that 

lies 

all lies 

no one starts to realise how bad he’s fallen until he starts zoning out

it’s nothing too bad really

but it starts getting to the point where he’s distracted and not fully into it

like he won’t flirt as much as he used to and he feels kinda awkward when he does

but not when he flirts with you

he feels weird if you don't come in 

you've happened to catch all his shifts in the past and have memorised when he's rostered on just so you can talk to him 

but today you missed his shift 

not intentionally

you came in just as he was about to leave 

should've seen his face 

went from "get me out of here" to "there is an angel standing right before me the hecc--" 

he smiled so wide and almost hugged you 

his shift had been so shit and so stressful 

he was starting to lose it towards the end and you were his comic relief

was about to hug you but stopped himself 

you laughed bc he literally moved to hug you his arms were halfway around you before he stopped himself 

you immediately just hugged him 

he stiffened and then just kinda melted into it 

he was stressed a lot today 

he hugged you really tight and when he pulled away 

goddamn his face was flushed 

he was stuttering and apologising 

you literally just smiled and told him not to worry about it 

you ask him for his phone 

he feels like he knows what you're gonna do but is still kinda confused

hands over his phone 

is ready to grab it again bc there's some shit in his phone he's really embarrassed about 

he's got a lot of soft texts to his mum to make sure she's ok 

he loves her a lot 

is lowkey a momma's boy 

you don't learn this until later

you hand back his phone with your number saved and your name is followed by a bunch of emojis 

he laughs a bit when he sees it 

he steals your phone out of your hand from where you were copying your number from 

puts his number into your phone and hands it back 

saved his name as "the hot guy who works at the cafe" 

you can't stop smiling and he sends you a text 

"you know you're really pretty when you smile" 

and you get even more flustered 

you text him a lot

you text him even while right in front of him as he reluctantly makes you your order

just to piss him off

tho he doesn’t truely get pissed

he just rolls his eyes and smiles

you end up talking daily

been a few times where you’ve actually called each other bc at least one of you is too lazy to type

there’s also been a few nights where you’ve fallen asleep on him or he’s fallen asleep on you

you find it so cute when he does fall asleep in-call

you just hear some really soft snores on his end

and its just so cute wtf

you tease him the next day at work

he gets all shy and embarrassed

there’s been many times when you’ve fallen asleep and haven’t heard him confess exactly how he feels about you

“i love when you smile..it just makes me feel so happy? especially if i made you smile, then i just feel so much better about myself because i was able to make such a beautiful girl smile just by being myself.”

“you’re really cute...you won’t ever hear me say this to your face because i don’t have the balls, but one day i might.”

he’s confessed to a lot while you’re asleep and still on the line

and he had kept it that way until you woke up halfway through one of his mini confession sessions

you stay quiet and let him ramble, you can’t help but smile and feel all warm and fuzzy because he sounds so genuine??

plus his tired voice is probs really hot ngl

you hear him chuckle softly and then stifle a yawn

he was saying goodnight before you stopped him

thanking him for eveything he said about you

he was shocked

“wait how much did you hear??”

you repeat back what he thought he was saying to a sleeping you

the more you repeat the more flustered and blushy he gets

you can’t see his blush but you can imagine it

you spend the next two minutes giggling softly at him bc he’s so cute and adorable when he’s flustered????

he clears his throat which makes you quieten down

he softly asks you out and starts to say “you don’t have to say yes” etc

but you cut him off with an “of course, jackson”

he’s so happy 

the next day you come in and he's got the biggest grin on his face 

he can't stop smiling for the rest of the day 

the younger workers tease him so much 

he just hits them over the head lightly and scolds them jokingly

but if anyone were to ever cause harm to you then you can count on jackson being there to protect you

even if he has to protect you from his own co workers

he’ll make you coffee if you want coffee too btw

if his lady wants it then he’ll get it

even if he spills it 5 times

he will keep going until he succeeds

and that’s a silent promise he’s made to you

when he's handing you your order he always compliments you or winks or smth 

flirts like how he did before but amplified 

starts making more dirty remarks the longer you've been going out with him

you slap him gently and then give him an even dirtier remark 

leaves him flustered and hot under the collar for a good ten minutes at least 

damn he gets teased so much when his co workers notice it 

one day asked to leave early and he was allowed to but not after a shit ton of teasing 

{ caution : nsfw below }

gets to the point where you just have to look at him a certain way and he's gone 

has asked to go on break early to take care of himself 

oops 

once you were waiting for him to finish and he excused himself about 10 minutes before his shift ended to go to the bathroom 

you get a text about a minute later from him

asking you to join him

you subtly slip behind the counter and to the back 

you knock on the door and he drags you in 

picks you up straight away and sits you on the sink

wastes no time

starts massaging your thighs and kissing down your neck

your collarbone is littered with purple bruises by the time he’s finished with you

he positions himself between your thighs and plays with the waistband of your pants before just yanking it down

he traces his fingers ever so slightly over your core which makes you squirm

he’s such a tease??

you almost broke the mirror entirely because he was too eager

no one knew why or how the mirror ended up with a crack or two down the middle

or so they said

;)