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Not sure what this ask is actually Asking but I drew the scene from my fic that you screenshotted, mostly because it's one of my favourite lines in this fic. Granted most things that come out of Queenie's mouth were fun as fuck to write so ĀÆ\_(ć)_/ĀÆ
#deltarune#drawings#asks#asgore#asgore dreemurr#spadesgore#deltarune queen#queen deltarune#cyber queen#queenie beanie#still no clue how to properly tag this woman#also did you know. when you look at her sprite next to asgores#theyre th. theyre the same fucking height#that threw me for a loop i always thought asgore was taller than her but no. theyre pretty much the same#granted shes wearing heels but im pretty sure she even sleeps in those things so its not much of a detractor#also this made me realise i never posted my redesigns for asgore and toriels dark world outfits. i should do that someday soon#btw i have college shit i should be doing and instead im
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heyyyyy. crazy month and a half, am i right? š
my sincerest apologies for the truckload of reblogs.... plus even more sincere apologies if i reblogged a very old post of yours that you forgot about š
ive had those sitting in my drafts for a WHILE so that they wouldnt get drowned in my likes.... but i have some weird mental hangup about posting here without also posting a Life Update..... but i kept procrastinating actually writing a Life Update..... so here we are!!
anyways. that being said. LIFE UPDATE TIME!!!!! (no cut since theres actually some very important stuff in here)
first and somewhat foremost, i submitted SEVEN college applications exactly a month ago. for context, my entire applying list (as of right now) is only nine schools. and i procrastinated SO HARD on the application materials.... it was soooo bad. basically mid october to early november was the most stressed i have ever felt in recent memory šš and i coped with it soooo well, as i historically always do (sarcasm)
the fall play(s) also recently came and went!!! the rehearsal process wasnt that bad, it was moreso just anxiety provoking since i was constantly saying "yeah it (the show) will come together eventually" even when opening night was a few days away... but the show(s) did come together!! at least, my two scenes did. i honestly can't speak for anyone else, but my scenes both went fine during all three performances with minor errors, if any
although, the week of performances and the last few days of tech was so very brutal. i had to be in the theater until 8pm or later every single day of that week (november 18th to the 23rd), which meant i was in school for over twelve hours each school day. i had to put a lot of things on the backburner to focus on the show (and not losing my mind) that week, and schoolwork was one of them.... so i am currently once again in overdue assignments hell. my classes have been fine other than that though!!!
my mental, emotional, and physical health also definitely have been on the backburner for a WHILE now.... a wonderful example is how i havent seen my therapist in two months now, and for context, im supposed to see her once a week!!! so im clearly doing fine (sarcasm). its weird though, the play honestly wasnt that distressing for me, since i had already hit mental rock bottom earlier that month because of college applications
my physical health has also Not Been Good at all.... one of my scenes in the play (the gay one) involved a shit ton of stage falls.... and our stage is made of polished wood. we took all the necessary precautions to protect my bad knee (knee pads), but that didnt do much to prevent the ridiculous amount of bruising all over my body that i still have a week after the final show.....
eating has also been Bad. but i wont go into details about that š«¶ ive been able to keep having regular appointments with my dietitian, so genuinely dont worry about that. i will be fine!!
ive also been like. mentally checked out for a while, i guess. like i mentioned, ive been doing some research into dissociative disorders and symptoms to get more clarity on if im a system or not (which i do have an answer on btw), and i think the best term to describe it is depersonalization?
and uh. okay this is actually really important. about the system thing, i came to the conclusion after a LOT of research and self reflection that i do not think i am (or ever was) a plural system. i dont think i should post the entire esaay i wrote on how i came to this conclusion (because i dont think most of you want to read all that). but if any mutuals want, i am MORE than happy to dm the whole explanation, since i know it might raise some eyebrows that i suddenly dont identify that way anymore
however, the tldr is that im pretty sure i have dissociative amnesia instead, because i never once experienced amnesia between the personas that i thought were alters, and these personas were never really that separate from me, moreso extensions of me in terms of personality, if that makes sense. there were also some.... quirks of how my "system" operated that also made me suspicious, like how i was basically always frontstuck, and how my "frequent fronters" ALWAYS aligned with my interests at the time. i honestly think that i only arrived at the conclusion that i was a system in the first place because of the environment i was in at the time (the majority my friends at the time had the system realization and were talking about it), and the fact that no one ever really questioned me being one. which im NOT saying that i wish people had, since thats rightfully a very rude thing to do, but i definitely would have benefited from someone kindly calling all that into question, yknow?
the biggest takeaway though, should be that i didnt know until very recently. there is a world of difference between intentionally lying about being a system, and unknowingly being wrong about being a system. the MOMENT i started to suspect that i was wrong, i made it known here (in the previous Life Update) and on twitter, and i refrained from using any system terminology for myself until i came to a definitive conclusion, which i only did recently. additionally, i recently removed the system section from my pronouns dot cc, and my simplyplural account is still up, but obviously not in use
ummm. other personal updates.... im hopefully going to start legal and medical transition soon?? my stepsister (also trans) has been pushing my mom and stepdad for it as a result of the election, which sparks the conversation for me by extension
as you can probably tell by the majority of the recent reblogs, the release of season 2 reawakened my dormant arcane hyperfixation š it somehow came back even stronger??? if any of you happen to remember my jayvik posting from november 2021, you deserve a spacesymbol elders discount....
what else..... oh um!!!! i had an awesome joe cool (snoopy) costume for halloween this year that i made extremely last minute :)
okay. okay!!!!!!! in terms of the future!!!! im on thanksgiving break right now until this tuesday and the break is Extremely welcome.... the spring musical (aka my final high school theater show) has already been announced, and its curtains, which should be exciting, but i dont have to think about that for a While....
in terms of like Immediately upcoming things, my schools robotics team has our first qualifier coming up so im gonna have to lock in on preparing for that soon.... for college stuff, i should be getting two decisions fairly soon (one from my early decision school and one from a rolling deadlines school), and i have two more applications for early january, but all i really have to do for them is finish writing their supplements..... so HOPEFULLY i should be slightly more active on here??? i feel like every time i say that i end up jinxing myself for inactivity, though. so honestly, who knows!!! but i dont really have as much of a Pressing Reason to not be active here, i guess
thats all.... jesus fuck i wrote a lot. my bad!!! no wonder i procrastinated writing this GODDAMN!!!!
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Go tired of seeing "old hedgehog" designs of sonic and shadow with them just having greyed out quills and decided to do something about it
So yeah qpr sonadow (yeah shadow is 50+ fucking finally. Im considering giving him a cane. An asthetic or an actual one idk. Maybe both?)
Sonic grew his quills out (wanted a kind of longhair rockstar kinda hair thing idk if i achiebed i though. Also still unsure on what he'd wear so i just slapped on his sa2 beach costume and added sandals (and possibly socks).
(Oh and there a scar from the Mephiles blast on his stomach- as well as top surgery scars because of course he had top surgery its sonic)
(Oh and also the "old lady swagger" sonic is just him crossdessing/going lady mode because he always rocks the look )
Shadow styled/shortend his quills and i put him in a nice black collared sweater. He wears glasses because my guy has eye problems
(Btw. Im horrible at telling ppls ages so if they dont feel old then idk what to tell you guys i have no idea what aging is at this point)
Then, instead of simply making old yaoi i ended up getting obbessed (and happy) and started making everyone old
So next up was amy and Blaze. (Silver is here too)
I think theyre a little bit on the younger side of the old yaoi? I did consider the fact that some people age differently (some look older whilst others look younger) so Amy and Silver got the more "youthful-ish" complexion whilst Blaze and Espio got the more older one.
Thoughhh im still working on their design. I can always make older old lady Amy (now that i think about it i should 100% make Amy a granny looking buff woman because i feel like thats beautiful)
Either way amy and Blaze kept their uh.. "hair" short. Amy still wears supergirly clothes and Blaze wears more masculine type clothes nothing else.
Next is espilver
You cant sue me for making Silver a short king menace to society.
Not really much on design so far other than Silver is way more plump (pearshaped) now because life got better, and Espio is taller because what is he if not a tree?
Ask them how they met? It was at bowling. Why bowling? Its because thats less weird then "was investigating the multiple crimes husbando commited and ended up getting said yet-to-be husbando arrested, but after he got out we totally fucked"
Yeah
Oh, and because i couldnt choose, Espio is trans AND intersex! Yeah!
Also Amy is silvers ex (Silver has like.. 2 exes... Possibly more?)
And then theres everyone else who arent a "ship" persay:
So i call this the moreso young adult group with Tails, Charmy, Ray and Cream.
Tails (in college) and Charmy (not in college) obviously hang out and play videogames.
Cream, because when she was little she didnt get invited to fight deadlt monsters, grew up, and decided shes going to fight deadlt monsters. So i tried to make her a cool suit but idk.. it needs reworking cause the whole "secret agent" vibe works! But not the way i like.
Rouge is forever foxynand will continue to be the most attractive woman on planet earth no matter what age. Shes also still a meance to socitey and we will forever love the jewel thief (old) woman.
Knuckles doesnt cut his quills so those shits are LONG hes also old as well but idk what he'd wear
And yes Metal (also Chaos) is here too. Metal is a bit rusty (literally) but overall well kept and fancy. I think eggman would be dead by now, so i gave it a crown on its ears to symbolize how it took over i guess.
OKAY SHIPKIDS:
Blaze x Amy ( bio kid): Flare (was thinking "Spark" because of the love idea but idk yet)
Espio x Silver (bio-kid): Greybell
And then heres the fun part:
So Sonic and Shadow dont function like the others here, in that- while saving the world and whatnot, every so often they'd either find a kid following them (similarly to Amy and Tails back in the days) or save a kid during their whole adventure.
The first time this happened was just Luca (a black jaguar) who followed Sonic during one his little solo adventures and Sonic was like "do you have parents i can take u back too" and she was like "nah" so of course, after seriously looking for her parents through ppl with database accesses like tails and rouge, he was like "u wanna stay with me?" And Luca was like "YEAH!"
And then Sonic called Shadow like "Shadow do u want kids" and which he replied "what?" And then suddenly they adopted Luca. This is how it began.
Eventually, as one grew up, theyd find another, and then another and then well now they have like 11 kids in total.
Now, after ALL of this, they took a break and after that years worth of a break were like "wanna make a kid? Like for the challenge of having to that from scratch"
And sonic was like "what?"
So they hit up the labs and made a bio kid who is 2 months old and is the most hectic fucking thing theyve ever had to deal with so thanks for the prior 10 experinces (alas they do not compare to the mega menace)
#sonadow#espilver#blazamy#rouge the bat#knuckles the echidna#tails the fox#cream the rabbit#charmy the bee#should i even tag ray? i drew like half of his body#eh#ray the flying squirrel#SHIT I JUST REALIZED I FORGOT TO DRAW MIGHTY NOOOOOI#oldies au
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Hey, I'm 18, btw. Could I request a COD match-up?
I'm a native Russian speaker . Im learning 5 different languages (Swedish, German, Spanish, Polish, and English). My height is 5"2(156,6/157cm), and i weigh 40kg. Pale and have eyebags. Freezing 24/ Dark blond, short (chin length with blond locs) hair, and i have blue-gray eyes.
Have scoliosis and osteochandrosis, and astigmatism (wearing contact lenses). Give no fucks. Calm and stealthy as fuck (yes, I'm THAT silent that I scare the shit out of my parents. They call me ghost, mhm. ) I'm studying a landscape design in college. I'm a spender.
Energetic at night times only (23:00-06:30 am.) Sleep deprived and have an eating disorder (i HATE eating). Addicted to RedBull. INTJ. I LOVE to listen to music l have my headphones in 24/7. Love drawing (digital only), horror movies. No friends.
Srry for my English.
š¤ I match you with...
Alex Keller
I feel like Alex would be your match
Of course he'd try to be your friend at first
He would probably meet you while he was undercover for a mission
He saw someone following right behind you as soon as you walked by them
He followed, making sure not to raise suspicion to your pursuer
Needless to say he beat the crap out of the thug following you
"You okay there?" He'd ask you
You nodded. "I could've handled it myself though"
"Really?" He'd raise an eye brow and a tiny side smirk on his lips
"Can I walk you home?"
Sure he was getting sidetracked from his main objective, but he couldn't leave you to try and fend off that creep
On the wall home he decided to try to small talk with you, trying to make you feel more at ease
There was something about you that seeemed to pull his thoughts from anything but you
You were in the back of his mind, and couldn't stop thinking about you
He had to see you again, but now was too soon
Instead, he paid for a room nearby to stay in while he was still undercover
For a few weeks or months, he didn't know how long he was going to stay
Alex met you on a subway later on, seeing you with headphones on, listening to music
He sat beside you, wondering how he should approach this...
He tapped you
"Hey"
He put on a small smile
"How are you?"
You pulled an earphone away from one of your ears and were startled but recognized who he was
"Fine. Thanks again for helping me out the other day."
"No problem. What're you listening to?"
He was doing what he could to keep a conversation going between you and him
And the more you talked, the more he was fascinated with you
He handed you a small piece of paper with the number and info for the place he was staying at
"You can call me if you need me anytime"
You tucked the paper in your pocket and thanked him
Well, you didn't call him, but he did come to your rescue when you and many others got held hostage
You couldn't believe that Alex was a military man, undercover
You saw him a different light bow as you saw him in action
Your heart felt warm and fuzzy
And even more so as he held you in his arms, carrying you to safety
After that, you two became close friends, keeping in touch even from across the world
#//hope you like your match ^v^/#ask#request#call of duty matchup#cod matchup#match up#matchup#cod mw#cod mw2#cod mw3#cod#call of duty modern warfare 3#call of duty modern warfare#call of duty modern warfare 2#call of duty#cod alex#call of duty alex keller#alex keller#alex x reader#alex keller x reader#iheartchv
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back with more!
-so back to 2016 Briefly. i need you all to know that nico did Bonkers shit to win. this was pre driver weight minimum restrictions so to get weight off the car (so he could go faster) he took the paint off his helmet (it was previously yellow because he and lewis had yellow helmets when they karted together or something), he cut his socks, he took parts off his seat, he stopped cycling to loose muscle in his legs, he stopped sleeping with his wife to focus better and No he should Not have done this but its important to know that he Did and that was why he Stopped because he knew racing lewis was quite literally killing him and he couldnt keep at it
-and like willd shit happened that season too. notably they crashed into eachother in Barcelona and toto aparently made them pay for the damages. they had an insane teammate rivalry. one of the most insane.
-yes he is the only one to beat lewis at his peak in equal machinery
-so anyway he announces his retirement at the 2016 prize giving ceremony which was like less than a week after the championship was won
-prior to that he and lewis did a press conference together at the last race in abu dhabi and by all accounts theyre like not really getting along too well at this point and lewis spends like a whole several minutes praising nico being like yeah whatever happens happens in the race and ive loved racing with him as a teammate like we dreamed about this as kids im proud of him hes come so far blah blah blah and nicos like. in tears next to him (remember lewis didnt know that if nico won he was retiring) and nico says something about how the only thing he could manage to eat that week was fucking kellogg frosties which was the stupid cereal the two of them used to eat and yeah you all see how insane this is anyway i could go on but i will Not
-so nico retires after his first and only win to everyones surprise, lewis goes on to win 4 (or 5 depending on who you ask) consecutive titles
-nico fucks off and does his own thing for awhile, as i said hes married and he has two girls and he also has a youtube channel that he used after he left racing to pretty much like praise the shit out of lewis hamilton and his driving and whatever else
-he also returns to the paddock as a part time commentator for sky sports. which is very interesting because its pretty obvious every time that he is there that he hates pretty much everyone on the commentary team and has no regard for rules and just says whatever the fuck he wants. its pretty clear he doesnt do it for money (he has more than enough of that) but doe sit cause he actually like racing and cars and all that (its really interesting to hear him speak about the cars cause he actually knows how to explain things well)
-this is sort of a disaster sometimes but its an interesting disaster. because on top of everything nico is fucking Smart. im pretty sure (and again none of this is fact checked) that he got into some top engineering college and decided to race instead. like the things he knows about racing and cars is wild. so the normal commentators will say something and nico will be like no. incorrect. wrong. see what he did there? he lost 2 tenths on that corner. his brake balance was off. his engine mode needs adjusting. they need more downforce. or whatever. and he will be Right.
-he also just. says things. like again, theres really only so much you can reveal that is public knowledge. last weekend Alone when he was commentating on a practice session he was like hehe yeah so i have an offer in my email right now to buy part of alpine (a team which has repeatedly denied that they are Not for sale btw) and i could buy it but its too much of a disaster so im not interested. oh how much is it? why should i tell you??? oh i will anyway its a billion euros! for example.
-and then he will also call people the hell out. presently hes waging absolute war against mclaren because they refuse to distinguish a number 1 and number 2 driver and thats exactly the hot water mess that nico found himself in at mercedes with lewis (tho. as i have said. lando and oscar are NOT comparable to brocedes. no one ever was and no one ever will be again the circumstances were too insane)
-so yeah. he shows up in a cunty weird and kind of ugly outfit (usually consisting of several different shades of white), takes a picture in front of a team or a person or makes a prediction that curses someone (unless its lewis lewis is immune to the curse), says bonkers shit, prasies lewis hamilton live on air and then leaves
-and yeah he still praises the hell out of lewis and talks about how incredible of a driver he is and this and that and knows literally his driving style inside out and backwards (the clips of him commentating on lewis laps are insane) but despite this lewis will not talk about him, will not even mention him, will actually go out of his way to not mention him (for the Record i am obligated to put here that i dont think lewis owes nico anything at all whatsoever and i am not saying that he does, but this is a post about nico not lewis) meanwhile nicos like has anyone talked about lewis recently? has anyone pulled out an insane career stat of his that is slightly obscure? cause i will and ill do it right now
-and they live in the same apartment building in monaco but apparently dont speak to eachother because of how awful the teammate thing was but every now and then nico will drop some insane piece of lore that has everyone going hold on wait fucking What (like that lewis gets his kids presents at christmas)
-but yeah other than that hes like busy being a girl dad and posting on his favorite social media platform (LinkedIn) (yes i am serious) and spends a lot of time advocating for the environment and figuring out how to make f1 and cars better for the planet and all that and yes he also had a terrible botox era that we wont talk about but yeah overall. insane man. absolutely insane. no ones ever done it like him and no one ever will again.
photos for context:
nico and lewis gokarting
nico at williams in his peak britney era:
the nico lewis first podium that kills everyone:
nico at mercedes:
some fuck ass mercedes pr:
nico serving cunt at the paddock this year:
and if youre really enthralled, this highlight reel from his youtube
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hey wait im also new to f1 but i saw the other ask and i was curious abt what you meant when you said no one will ever do it like nico rosberg?? also retiring after your first championship win is insane lmao what a power move
nico rosberg is just. heās insane. heās cunty. heās wonderful. he possesses sass and audacity unlike any other. we unfortunately do not have time to get into his whole story (my lunch break is only so long) but hereās some highlights:
-technically heās a nepo baby. his dad, keke rosberg, won the world championship in 1982 and they remain one of the Few father son duos to both win a world championship (donāt ask me who the others are idk but i know they exist)
-he and lewis hamilton met when they were kids in the late 90s sometime and were gokarting teammates at some point in i think the early 2000s? (not fact checking i donāt have the time rn) and they were Besties. theyāve talked about this before, mostly in older interviews, but the gist is that both of them were outcasts from the other karting kid in opposite ways (nico was the son of a champion and rich and lewis was from nothing and pretty much the only poc most of the time) and that drew them together and they were Menaces according to legend. everything was a competition and they trashed hotel rooms and ate pizza and ice cream and kellogg frosties and went to greece and dreamed of being in f1 together
-nico signed with williams in 2006. his teammate was mark webber. and nico had long flowing blonde hair (this is important). he crashed at one race and mark webber said ābritneyās in the wallā cementing the nickname britney, like britney spears. jenson button (another driver) said later on that they called nico britney because he was āvery prettyā (do with that what you will)
-he was just. insane. cunty. constantly looked like a european bond villain. wore god awful shoes. whole bit. once he stayed in his car when it got craned off the track cause he didnāt want his hair to get wet. which is insane cause heās wearing a helmet it would have gotten equally as not wet had he gotten out.
-anyway, lewis made it to f1 in 2007 and they had their first podium together i think that year (?) and itās cute and fun and oh boy youāre not ready for what these two have coming
-lewis won the championship in 2008 (but he almost won in 2007, his rookie year) at mclaren.
-nico went to mercedes when they recentered the grid in 2010. his teammate was michael schumacher, who was fresh out of retirement. (yes the michael schumacher, 7x world champion). michael fucked with nico endlessly according to legend, including making him piss in a bucket pre race because he would hog the bathroom until the last possible second. nico still out preformed him most of the time, and the car was mid as hell.
-michael retired part 2 at the end of 2012. and who replaced him but lewis hamilton
-so the two of them were teammates again. the cards were absolute Stacked against them. because yes they were besties yes theyād known eachother forever but the first person youāre judged against is your teammate. and youāre trying to beat your teammate. and lewis already had a championship. nico wanted a championship.
-2013 was relatively chill. the car was kinda mid. they did well but not fantastic and did some fuck ass pr (highly reccomend looking those videos up)
-2014 they had a car that could win. and they started fighting eachother for wins. they played all kinds of mind games against eachother and withheld stats and nico ran illegal engine modes (supposedly) and lewis said they were no longer friends after nico supposedly wrecked his monaco qualifying one year but they claimed they still supported eachother and were friends off track. lewis won in 2014 and in 2015. but nico was right behind him and he wanted to win a championship, he didnāt want to be a number 2 driver
-so in 2016 nico did some insane shit. he stopped sleeping with his wife so that he could get better sleep or something, he did weird things to cut weight, he basically did everything and then some to win. and then he did. he won the championship and then at the prize giving ceremony announced he was retiring. he didnāt tell lewis this.
more after i get off work :)
#not a complete list By Far but still#about gets the basics#one day ill write a whole essay about him but that day is not today#not a tag#from saph#f1#nico rosberg#Youtube
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#can my mom like. please not jump to conclusions and be all weird about me#so bit of context for earlier post is that i was eating breakfast and i just woke up and my mom walked in and greeted my happily#and i just gave like a casual ''hey'' bc my mouth was full and she was like ''LOL wtf thats so rude! lets try again. hey!''#and i said hey again but tried to make it sound more chipper but failed bc im tired and she just groaned and walked into the other room#and we're supposed to go to the river today but shes trying to make plans to go today and tomorrow bc my aunt is coming today#and aunt has a tendency to try and keep people around for very late despite previousplans and my mom always goes with it#so she wants a day with just us. issue is i have to go into college tomorrow to do a meeting and i wanted to study#which. btw i told my mom abt earlier in the week saying id ask to attend virtually but she shut it down and INSISTED i go in person#and whatever plans we have dont matter so i should just go ahead and dedicate the day to schoolwork#so i remind my mom of this and suddenly shes like ''wtf. ur staying the whole day? cant you go for just the meeting and leave?''#which i didnt want to do bc the meeting is less time than the drive and she literally told me to stay the entire day#so i remind her and she gets frustrated and mad telling me i ''shouldnt limit myself and i should decide to go either today or tomorrow''#but probably should just study today bc ''well youre clearly in a bad mood for how u greeted me today so maybe you shouldnt come''#and basically ''come when youre in a better fucking mood tomorrow'' and like. well i WASNT in a bad mood i was just tired#but damn ok now i fucking am bc now youre getting mad at me for plans YOU fucking suggested i do#when i had a completely different plan at first that u tried to make out to be ridiculous#fucking hate it when she does this she also did it on vacation where she got snappy and passive aggressive and rude to me#bc she THOUGHT i was in a bad mood at the park when i wasnt. i just hadnt woken up all the day and wasnt talking#but instead of asking abt it or anything like that she got pissed and basically treated me like shit the whole day#and then when i confronted her she was just like ''ok we BOTH messed up i GUESS can we put it behind us''#it makes it hard to talk to her when theres an actual problem bc i try to communicate and she just takes it as a personal attack#so now i dont want to go out today just bc my moms being shitty and accusing me of not liking her sister (which ngl i really dont)#and yeah i dont want to stay out late when i did want to get at least one reading done today#but i had everything prepared and now i have full obligations to tomorrow bc she insisted i go ahead#and now shes acting like i did that to spite her#its so exhausting. probably gonna take like separate cars tho tbh so can leave even i f they get sucked in#and use the work as an excuse#echoed voice
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request : hello <3 its me yue and i wanna request something : joon x reader exchanging dirty love letters? love letters filled with so much sinful thoughts and a hint of angst? rest is up to you <3<3 !!! thanks take care bubs :D
pairing : namjoon x gf!reader
genre : it's basically a smut letter y'all... btw they're normally exchanging but not this time
word count : idkk bc i wrote it here but it's small
author's note : hellloooo!!! thank you all for 700+ followers !! been trying to write but i couldn't finish any of them but this š„ŗ i'm not sure if it's good enough to share but... hope you're doing well and enjoy āØ
he found himself drowning into the thoughts of the times you've spent together a long time ago, a little after he realized he's in love with you. his words started to come too much to keep inside. especially after hearing you love him too.
it all started with heart-melting dreams about the time you're going to spend, how he's lost in your bright eyes, your smile, how he's so effected by your presence, how he didn't know how to handle this amount of emotional connection.
" wish i could find better words to describe my feelings, but i don't think i can precious. it's too much. in every breath, i realize that my heart is yours. again and again. "
as the time passes, as you two get more close, as you start to feel each other in different ways, as you start to call his name in sinful tones, his letters changed. you could feel it in the way he's holding you, big hands always on your waist and hips, resting there casually.
after a one certain night, you came to your shared home late because of spending your day with an old friend from college. it wasn't the big deal to him. the deal was the friend was someone who had feelings for you plus joon and you weren't public yet.
"really? you're telling me you spent all day with a person who had feelings for you? i came home early today just to be able to see my girlfriend more, spend time but here she is." he said and left the room.
it wasn't typical of him, he rarely got this angry. you tried to give him and yourself time so you sat down, seeing the wooden box he forgot to take with him. at the first glance you thought it's something that he keeps his songs, random verses and stuff he uses while creating music.
but when you got the newest one and read the first sentence, you were sure that it's not it.
" oh precious, you're a sin. "
precious?? oh my, that's me, you thought.
" the way you seem so innocent while doing the most sinful sounds for me... you have no idea how hard i try to not touch myself with the thought of you right now. "
you gulped when your imagination showed his naked, toned body from the nights you've spent, his honey skin sweating above you, the way his plump lips explore your body, left marks to let you know.
" maybe i should? cause you're not here helping me as a good girlfriend does. in fact, you're with some guy instead of spreading your pretty legs for me. "
your walls slowly started to clench around nothing, your mind not helping you. memories of him ordering you to what to do with a low voice. sin.
" i would hold you tight, call you precious while i'm kissing every inch of your skin. would get your legs around me and push myself to you, to hear your sweet sounds. i would make you beg for my cock, precious. "
fuck. you loved it when he teased the shit out of you. that didn't happen often but when it did he always made you cum countless times.
" you'd be so wet for me, getting even wetter when i call you my babygirl. i would lick you clean, make you cum around my lips when im fucking you with my tongue while my hands are busy with your ass and waist. i would go till you're a breathing mess, till you can't take it anymore. then i would push myself to your needy walls, you'd clench hard and make me go all mad. i would devour you, precious. would hold your hair and bite your lips. then i would fill you up while i'm hitting deepest places in you. just the way you love . "
you needed him. you needed to find him, right now.
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Greetings! How are you doing today? I wish you the best of luck with college so please dont forget to take care of yourself!
Your writing and art is absolutely stunning btw, that one piece art you did for school definitely should have gotten first place
May i request somekinda confusing im sorry h/cās(or scenerio whichever is easier for you!) where you are Zoro and Sanjis little sister and how they react to you asking the other one out.
so basically zoros reaction to his little sister asking sanji out and sanjis reaction to his little sister asking zoro out
im so sorry for how confusing this. Have a good day!
A/N: Omg Hello sweetie, thanks for your kind yet supportive words, I've finished my college last week and I'm resting well now, I'm so touchedšš
And Of course, Your Request is justššš„š„
I made them as Headcanons, and Sanji is under the cut~^^
Here you go, Please Enjoy it~!!
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Zoro's & Sanji's Reaction to their little sister asking the other one Out Headcanons
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Zoro:
Although you were Zoro's younger sister and your semblance were alomst alike however,
Your personalities were 180Ā° the opposite
Zoro is a blunt, tough guy of course with a kind soft heart who he only showed to his nakamas & you.
However, you were a cute shy girl, that could be easily flustered or scared
That's why Zoro keeps you by his side 24/7 because he definitely knows that you need to be protected
He even knows that you have a suave heart, and can tricked by anyone trying to get you bcs of your kind side
However, he wasn't aware that your heart was already caged by a certain flirty blonde
No, he didn't think that those cheesy flirtings by Sanji could at least affect you
But it happened, one day on the ship, as you sailed, everyone was relaxing on the deck
You decided to head to the kitchen and confess, bcs you can't keept it inside of you anymore
You have gathered your full courage to do it, so at least you hoped that you won't screw it with your nervousness
You slowly walked to the kitchen door and opened it, closing it behind you as you entered
" Oh (Y/N)-chan, how can i help you?" the blonde asked as he sent you a angelic smile
" O-Oh...it- ..Its nothing...I- I j-just wanted to tell you something....." You suttered , face already flushed in Red
At the same time, Zoro was out of his Sake, so he got up heading to the kitchen to get himself another bottle
He was about to come in when he noticed the two of you facing each other with calm faces from the kitchen's door window
Instead of going inside and argue with Sanji, Zoro decided to stand and listen
" S-Sanji-Kun...I.....I'm..in Love with you.....w-would you like to go out with me....?" You barely asked, averting his gaze as your fingers clutched to your sleeveless oversized hoodie
Sanji stood there shocked at your sudden confession, but soon a smile appeared on his face as he took you in his embrace
" Never knew that a beautiful lady like you would have mutual feelings with me" he said as he kissed your forehead
The door slammed open with Zoro who has his Jaw dropped, "NANIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!" He yelped only to scare the shit out of the two of you.
" Oi!! MARIMO!!! WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU!!! DON'T YELL LIKE THIS LOOK, YOU SCARED Y/N-CHAN!!!BAKA!!!!" Sanji snapped holding you
You got scared at the Sudden yell and immediately hid yourself in Sanji's embrace only to realize that it was your Ni-chan
That's when you immediately stood in defense infrot of Sanji to protect him from your demon like brother
"Wait !!! Zoro ni-chan!!! Don't get mad!! I'm in love with him and I'm the one who confessed so don't-" you said as you got interrupted by Zoro
" Oi Y/N, wait outside, I need to make a little talk with him" said Zoro without looking at you
" Its alright Y/N-chan, don't worry, go outside and enjoy the juice i just made~" assured you Sanji as he smiled at you.
You walked outside worriedly and waited, it was so quiet.
" Oi, Curly brows, Don't you even think in making her cry, I'll cut you" said Zoro to Sanji
" Shut up moss head I know that, Also, I won't take it easy if you made her cry as well you know" replied Sanji
" Tsk, do what ever you want, now give me a bottle of Sake" Said Zoro
Soon enough you were able to hear Sanji scolding Zoro for drinking so much and he shouldn't get drunk and sth like this
You sure expected the kitchen to be blown up but if it went like that then its SAFE
Sanji
Now here, you were Sanji's Younger sister, lets say his little sister who couldn't stop sticking to her oni-chan and followed him everywhere
You both Looked alike, blonde hair and curly brows, he's Handsome and you're so beautiful
Except that when you grew older and got along with the strawhats, you became some how more like your brother Sanji when he talks to Zoro
You weren't shy anymore, you actions were bold and impromptu with everyone and everything
Of course with pure yet kind intentions
Except when it was related to Moss head
When he's around, you'd get nervous, all blushy and foregt how to even talk
You see how Sanji swoons over Nami and Robin?
You wanted to do the same but with Zoro and there was just one thing that stopped you from doing it
It was your brother himself
Sanji always tries to keep his precious little sister away from moss head
But kinda fails bcs you most likely try to get his attention
Of course Zoro was obvious with his feelings
I mean he never pushed you or said that he hates to spend the time you know
With just the two of you
However
Everytime you get yourself and Zoro a time alone, Sanji would appear out of Sudden and interrupt your awaited confession
Until one day, Zoro was in charge of watching overnight, and your tummy happened to be hungry during it
You sneaked to the kitchen to make yourself something to eat, only to find a piece of cake in the fridge
So naturally you ate it
And this is when Zoro stepped inside the kitchen to grab a bottle of water, shirtless and the sweat was dripping over his muscular abs
You couldn't take your eyes off, that was hella hot, getting carried away with your current emotions
You confessed
" I LOVE YOU BAKA!" You exclaimed with a huge blush
You could only see his tanned ears turning to red at your Sudden confession,but not noticing it enough
He already closed the distance between you two, and his face was few inches away from yours
With his thumb, he took off the whipped cream left on the corner of your lips
And licked it with a smirk, but for a second he forgot how bold you can get sometimes
You wrapped your arms around his neck and pulled him into a deep kiss, in fact he wasn't shocked, he was just waiting for it
But little the two of you knew, Sanji was approaching the kitchen thinking that Luffy is attacking his precious fridge in the middle of the night
After seeing the lattern on
But his cigarette fell out of his mouth as soon as he opened the kitchen door, looking at his cute little sister being kissed by moss head
" OI MARIMO!!! WH-WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO MY IMOTO-CHAN!!!" Coming to both of you and taking you behind his back
For a second Zoro got flustered, but then normally scratced his hair with a slight blush on his face
" I love her so why Can't I just kiss her, gotta problem with that shitty cook?" He asked
" Ni-san! Stop! You always interrupt us!" You pouted at your brother
" B-But, (Y/N)-chwan" he tried to say
"No buts, I love Zoro and he loves me, can't we just spend time alone?" You asked
Only to get a sigh from Sanji, who pulled Zoro from his towel ends
"Oi Marimo heado, I don't want to even see her frown bcs of you if i did, you'll definitely grilled" whispered Sanji to Zoro and let go of him
Zoro only replied with "Tsk" and you two were left alone again, barely after Sanji shot Zoro few more glares telling him that he's watching him
Of course Zoro took you to the crow's nest and you continued your kissing session throughout the night.
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[Chapter II: The Red Beanie Cutie]
Pairing: Producer/Music Major! Han Jisung x Photographer! fem! reader
Genre: NSFW! Smut; non idol au, college au, strangers to lovers
Warnings: Mature Content! strong language, sexting, masterbation (m&f) + kinda guided masterbation (f), nudes/unsolicited pictures of *certain areas*
Chapter word count: 1.5k (relatively short chapter)
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Minās ho3: uh- hi? šš»
this is minhoās āfine ass friend with the red beanieā šš
shitshitshitshit SHIT.
Your mind was jumbled and your palms were sweaty. How the hell did I even get his number? You backtrack to an hour ago, back at the partyā¦.To when Minho asked for your phone.
...Minhoā¦...
You bit your lip, trying to think logically. No no no. Itās probably not the red beanie cutie, Y/n. Itās probably just Minho being an ass again and pretending to be his friend. Thatās it! At least...Thatās what you hope.
Minās ho3: uhh hello? you still there?
im hoping that this is the cutie who was babysitting hyunjin earlier lol
Your blood ran cold. You really didnāt want to believe it. No way was it really the red beanie cutie.
Me: If this REALLY is the cute boy with the red hat...send me a picture.
You sighed. This should prove something. Your phone āpingedā a second later.
Minās ho3: damn straight to the point, are you? youre a lot more bold than i thought
You shivered, turning red. As much as you wanted to fuck him, you didnāt want to look desperate.
Me: I meant an INNOCENT picture. Of your face, I mean.
Minās ho3: uh- duh! thatās what i meant???
what did YOU think??
Your face burned at the thought of misinterpreting his āinnocentā message.
Me: Just thought I had to clarify for you! Nasty
Minās ho3: whatever you say, babe šš¤Ŗ
You gave him a minute for him to respond, putting down your phone to give yourself a breather. You sincerely hope that this was Minho cause that option is MUCH better than accidentally texting the person youāre thirsting over. After about 30 seconds, your phone pinged twice. One from Minās hoe...and one from Minho ho ho. Oh dear lord.
You decided to read Minhoās messages first. Tapping on his notification, the phone directed you to your chat, revealing the conversation you two had during the party.
Minho ho ho š¼: Youāre welcome š
You were seriously panicking at this point. Your fingers tapped onto the keyboard like a madman. You didnāt know if you wanted to hug Minho or murder that bitch.
Me: shutupshutupshutup You did NOT
Minho ho ho š¼: Oh but I did, my dear best friend haha gross
Better play your cards correctly, sweetie. Just keep in mind...he asked for your number!
His name is Jisung btw! Be nice to him! Heās a shy, sensitive boy. Iāll kill you if you make him sad!
You ignored Minhoās last sentence and nearly squealed at the information, trying to play it cool. You giddily switched to Jisungās tab. Huge mistake. You shouldāve prepared yourself, at least a little. You knew he was hot but the picture he sent you? Oh boy. His hair, which you now know is blond under that beanie, was tousled, falling perfectly on his gorgeous face. In the picture, he was now wearing a grey hoodie and posed like a model, the expression had was absolutely fierce. Oh yeah, he knows heās hot shit.
Minās ho3: *image*
itās a little messy. srry i tried making it a little nicer for you, you know. since youāre a photography major and all that.
Me: No, Itās fine!! I think you look hot! š
You wanted to slap yourself. Oh Lord, please end me. Your phone lit up with another text.
Minās ho3: oh really? š
well i think youāre hot too, y/n šš
AHHHHHH
Me: Wait howād you know my name? And my major?
Minhoās ho3: uhhh you are minhoās friend right??? cause thatās what he told ME and iām really hoping he didnāt give me the wrong numberā¦
cause honestly. it is something he would legit do alkskdjks
Me: Rest assured. This really is Y/n the photography major
Minās ho3: well y/n the photography major
iām jisung and i think youre hot too
and not to be nsfw or anything but iād like to fuck you too šš
ohmygoshohmygosh. This is really happening. Taking the little bit of confidence you had, you texted him something you thought was bold.
Me: Oh really now? Think you can fuck me good, pretty boy?
Minās ho3: oh baby i know iāll have you seeing stars
fuck you so good you wonāt be able to think about anything but me and me only
You had to put down your phone to take another breather. Now, not only were your palms wet but so was between your legs. Youāve never texted with anybody like this but thereās a first time for everything, right? Your dominant hand slid down to your pajamas to tease your clit over the cotton material. Shy, my assā¦
Minās ho3: wait wait wait. before we do anything, just let me confirm something
you are single, right? youre not dating hyunjin or anything??
You stopped your movements on your clit. Am I seeing this right? You reread the message a few more times before bursting out in laughter.
Me: HAHAHAHAHA NO WEāRE NOT
Hyunjinās my best friend. Been friends since we were 5. Dating Hyunjin would be like dating your brother ew
Minās ho3: LOL OKAY OKAY. just making sure
infidelity is NOT my thing
You were heart warmed. He made sure you werenāt with anyone before getting nasty. Which shouldnāt make you so touched, it should be a basic common courtesy, but nonetheless, it still made you happy knowing heās a respectable person.
Minās ho3: okay now that i know i can have you
do you still want to continue?
Me: Yes daddy ;)
Minās ho3: oh fuck okay
since you left so early, we didnāt get to talk, beautiful
we couldāve been fucking right now instead of texting
Me: Well...we could do both
Your hand went back to your clit, this time reaching inside your bottoms.
Me: You make me so horny baby
I want you
Minās ho3: already touching yourself babe? how naughty
I barely even said anything but here you are. playing with yourself like some desperate whore
You whimpered, putting more pressure on your clit. You were never that into degrading but with Jisung? Youād gladly take it any day.
Me: Please tell me what to do sir
Minās ho3: finger yourself. only one finger tho
You removed your pajamas and panties and flung them to the floor. You rubbed your thigh with one hand and slowly moved it to your sopping core. Gathering your wetness, you fondled yourself before inserting your middle finger inside you. āHmm...fuck,ā you moaned. With your other hand, you checked Jisungās text when you saw your phone light up.
Minās ho3: are you doing it baby?
Me: Yes sir
Minās ho3: really? good. keep playing with yourself
iāll tell you when i want you to stop
You sighed, pumping your finger. You wanted to enjoy it but it wasnāt enough. You definitely needed something more than just one mere finger. You contemplated whether or not you should disobey Jisung and grab your dildo from between your mattress. But you also wanted to see how much he could make you cum with just his words.
Minās ho3: one finger babe?
You moved your phone and angled it to show your pussy. You wanted to moan seeing your finger deep inside you. Snapping a pic and sending it to Jisung, you threw your phone beside you and started pumping your middle finger faster, circling your clit with your thumb. Immediately, your phone lit up again.
Minās ho3: fuck baby youāll be the death of me
you know what? add two more fingers for me, beautiful. you deserve it
You cried, slipping your pointer and ring finger into your core. Now you definitely feel a lot fuller. You pumped your fingers in and out, breathing heavily. You felt so dirty, taking orders like this from a man you barely even knew. There was something so erotic about the whole thing that it drew you closer to your orgasm.
Jisung, on the other hand, was going insane as well; who wouldnāt be when heās sexting with the most attractive person heās ever seen? His right hand pumped his cock like a maniac. He was sweating, biting his thin lips so that no noise can come out, potentially waking up his hyungs. He knew he would die of embarrassment if they caught him masterbating to someone he just met today-or just masterbating in general-but it was getting harder to control himself. Especially with that little surprise photo? Shit- he thought he was in heaven, feeling like he would cum in that moment. The sound of a notification from his phone made his grab it from his desk.
Y/n the cute photographer: Closr! Iām so fuckinf ckose
Wsnna cum si bad
Me: yeah? then cum fir me y/n
With Jisungās permission, you let your release taint your once clean bed. You shook as you orgasmed, moaning so loud you were glad your roommate was out of town. Once you finished, you slowly pulled your fingers out, wincing when the emptiness kicked in. You laid like a dead fish, trying to catch your breath. Your orgasm was so intense that you almost immediately fell asleep. Almost. A notification from Jisung shook you out of your trance.
(3) new message(s) from Minās ho3
Minās ho3: *image*
look how much you drive me mad, baby
hm youāre probably tired now after hopefully cumming so much so iāll leave you...goodnight, y/n! hope you sleep well tonight cutie š
You sighed in frustration. How dare he switch from daddy to baby so fast. How are you supposed to sleep when he sent you a clear, mouthwatering image of his dick and abs covered in his cum?
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Omg thank you so much for sharing the endings of Get You In & You Only Live Twice! That was really nice and I wasnāt expecting it. I know a lot of authors might not want to say in case they ever decide to get back to finishing their stories, so I really thought I was taking a shot at the dark when I asked.
Iām one of those people that actually like spoilers (canāt handle suspense and it helps me cope/prepare for the end) so Iām extra excited to read them should you ever come back.
My dumb ass actually read Get You In before I read Into the Blood and it was a happy mistake since it gave me so many āahaā moments and a deeper appreciation for Juice and Oliviaās old relationship when I read Into the Blood. I ended up rereading Get You In afterwards and I find myself picturing Juice losing his shit when Olivia broke up with him in college. As for the ending nowā¦ Thatās batshit crazy that Olivia has a kid haha I canāt even begin to imagine her trying to cook something besides grilled cheese for that kid. Thank god for Juice, who was practically born to be a mother. I wonder why the club wanted Olivia dead. Oof, thatās gotta be tough for Jax considering their childhood together and then to find out it was Opie instead?! Phewwww! Btw thank you so much for sparing Donna from the life. She deserved better! Iām a little sad for Opie but I meanā¦ Iām team Juice so š¬.
As for You Only Live Twice, I audibly gasped at the mole part. I canāt believe youāre killing off a character though!!! Please donāt say Juice or Olivia!!! Or on second thought, please do because with the way you write, I know youāll make it incredibly sad but incredibly beautiful too and itāll be part of the journey in your writing.
Sorry for my scattered thoughts. I just really liked the fics and itās what made me get a tumble page just so I could send you my asks! Also figured you stopped going on your ao3 page but you seemed kinda active here on tumblr so here I am almost ten years later lol. I only started watching SOA out of boredom during the tail end of the pandemic and found your fic soon after.
Honestly, I donāt mind sharing because it HAS been so long and because im not sure Iāll finish, esp Get You In :/ I know how frustrating something unfinished is, so itās good. Plus remembering my old plot ideas makes me wanna write!
I actually am still on ao3! I havenāt written anything in a few months, but these days I write for Criminal Minds and a big epic re-write of The Stand that I need to finish. š¬ I havenāt written for SoA since just after the show ended, but here you can find a fic my bestie and I co-wrote thatās like āif Olivia were canon, after Juice died.ā
You can go here and scroll to the bottom for the links to all of them.
As for why the club wanted to kill Olivia: just like in canon, they thought she ratted when Stahl picked her up. In my version, they get her and not Opie, but because they know Olivia has a turbulent history with the club, they think sheās eager to rat.
Hmmm actually I think it would be kinda neat to read the fics in reverse order. Like you said, it would fill in the blanks on things i allude to in GYI and make you really understand what Juice and Olivia mean to each other.
Have you read Come With me Tonight? Thatās the original Juice/Olivia fic. And itās finished, as is its (crack-ish) sequel, Under My Skin. Honestly the sequel isnāt entirely ācanonā (my personal canon) because itās SUCH crack, but itās still fun.
Thank you for your lovely messages!!
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Hiiii! I have a request! So if you write for tanaka, can you do one with the reader being really smart and getting pestered by the third years to tutor tanaka. So she does and he catches feeling ( so does she ) but,,,, can it somehow lead to them kissing ( maybe making out š³ ). Sorry if this is confusing. Love your writing so far btwšš
Tanaka x Uber Intelligent Tutor š¤š„
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Thank you sooo much! So I actually added yours with another request I received because itās uncanny how similar they are.
This is the other request in my inbox that will remain anon: hey im kinda shy about sending asks without anon on so if you could write something about the reader being really smart and having a crush on (doesn't matter who but i guess just one of the guys that need help in canon) and getting assigned to tutor them, I would absolutely love you forever š
I hope you both enjoy it!!!!
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Tanaka was going to kill his best friend Nishinoya.
At the moment, he was whispering all of the evil ways he was going to kill him for this.
Tanaka was hiding in his sister Saekoās bathroom on the opposite end of his house. He had checked that he was alone twice before shutting the door and instantly dialing his libero friendās number on FaceTime. He was going to kill him.
Back at Nishinoyaās house, he was bubbling over in laughter in his room at his friendās expense. He kicked up his feet onto the wooden table in front of him that his mom always yells at him for putting his feet on.
āNow, Now, Ryu.....you and I both know that death by your teddy bear is not even possible.ā He smiled that wide smile that took up his whole face.
Tanaka growled, āWanna bet?!ā
Ok, sure, granted. Maybe Nishinoya should have warned his best friend that the person the 3rd years convinced to tutor him was Y/N......one of the most gorgeous girls in school.....so that Tanaka could have been better equipped for their study sessions......but where was the fun in that?
āI told you that [Your Last Name] was your tutor. I didnāt lie!ā
Tanaka settled down a bit because Nishi was right. He did say that [Your Last Name] would be his tutor. But that didnāt make him any less of a little shit. Because Nishinoya knew Tanaka well enough to know that he would hear that last name and think of Y/Nās little brother who was in their year. It would make more sense for that butt-wad of a hall monitor to be his tutor over his nerdy-hottie of an older sister. She isnāt even in our year!
Nishinoya explained that in his defense, he didnāt know either, until he eavesdropped on his upperclassmenās conversation with the beautiful merit scholar. And no Nishinoya was totally not skipping class to see where Kiyoko was headingĀ stalker ass
Flashback āāā-
You held your books close to your chest as your fellow classmates Asahi, Sugawara, Daichi, and Kiyoko surrounded you at your locker.
āIt would be just this once.ā Daichi explained desperately.
āIs there anything we can do to repay you? Have an aunt that needs help moving?ā Sugawara chirped.
Asahi nodded. āWe could do your homework.....while you help him? Please.ā The tallest boy smiled.
You moved away from the three boys because they were unknowingly crowding your claustrophobic self. You could feel a panic coming on and you really wished you were back in the library with your books.
Kiyoko stretched her hand in front of the 3 boys and hissed at them to step back and give you space in her sweet but monotone voice. They did so immediately and you caught your breath. Kiyoko was so nice! She was great at corralling those volleyball boys it was almost admirable. They were quite the bunch.
Kiyoko gave you a sweet smile as she turned her gaze to you. She explained to you sweetly that Tanaka, one of Karasunoās starting wing spikers, was about to fail Biology and since you were a student teacher in another Biology class for the second years youād be a perfect tutor for him. If you had time. She added that they would realllly appreciate it.
Tanaka? You thought to yourself. You vaguely remember hearing your little brother complain at the dinner table about the amount of hall passes he had to give to this shaved-head boy named Tanaka. Yes, and that he was on the volleyball team. So that must be him.
As you began to recall the face, you definitely recalled the body. This one time you were leaving school from grading papers and the team ran by you. The only shirtless one caught your eye, because he was lean and all muscle. You had to hide your drool behind one of your books and scurry home before you jumped on his back for a piggyback ride.
You were smart .... not a horny-less teenage girl
Snapping you out of your head, Kiyoko took your hands between both of hers and asked if you could āpretty pleaseā help him because they needed him in the next game.
Sugawara couldnāt resist but say yes to Kiyokoās āpretty pleaseā and Daichi pestered him because obviously the beautiful Kiyoko wasnāt talking to him!
Stunned, you nodded. You did have the time. And you wanted to help. You were a student teacher for the subject anyway, so whatās one more student right? Asahi, Daichi, and Suga have been so sweet to you during your 3 years with them and who could say no to Kiyoko anyway?
You agreed. And just like that the following Saturday you headed over to Tanakaās house for tutoring.
End of Flashback āāā-
When Tanaka opened the door, looking like a slob because he couldnāt care less what his enemy hall monitor thought of his looksā his jaw dropped to the FLOOOOOOR
A stuttering mess, he asked you what you were doing here.
You shook the stack of biology books in your hand in front of his face to remind him and you blushed.
He looked homeless and cute to you!
He slapped his forehead with his hand and moved so you could come in.
Tanaka awkwardly made you wait outside his shut bedroom door while he rummaged through everything and cleaned to the best of his ability at ārolling thunderā speed, stuffing everything into his closet and using all his strength to push it closed. He sprayed a few spritz of his favourite cologne around the room before he swung the door back open and tried to play it cool.
āUhh, sorry about that ā I had to....uh....study.ā
You laughed. āStudy? Without me? Isnāt that why Iām here?ā You pushed the books into his chest for him to hold as you walked into the room.
Tanaka rushed to reason. āItās always good to study.....before......you....study. Itās like stretching before a volleyball game right? Ha-ha.ā
You stifled a giggle.
He rubbed the back of his head. āI think saw it on Dr. Phil or something.ā He finished.
You threw your head back and laughed even harder. Tanaka cursed himself and Nishinoya in his mind for leading him to embarrass himself like this. Once he was done that he couldnāt help but admire how whimsical your laugh was. Fuck....were you gorgeous as ever. You had that prestigious type of beauty, in which he knew you were his Senpai and soooo far out of his league but you were talking to him and it made him sweat. Also, he could very well be sweating because you were wearing a v-neck blouse and your boobs were bouncing with you as you giggled. Oh, God. Tanaka bit his bottom lip.
Excusing himself to shower, (because he wasnāt going to if it was your brother here) he grabbed his towel and made a swift exit before he sported a hard on.
How the FUCK was he going to study with Hottie-McSmarty Pants...Ette in his room ?!?!
Once he locked himself in his sisterās bathroom .... he called to threaten Nishinoyaās life and hung up on him when Nishi reminded him that Y/N tied with Kiyoko on the second years āHot Girl Listā in the boysā bathroom. He didnāt want to be reminded of that fact when she was steps away and his Libero knew that.
Frustrated, Tanaka took a very fast and very cold shower before returning to his room.
Upon return, you looked up as he walked in and instinctively licked your lips. He only had a towel wrapped around his waist and drops of water were running down his abs slowly. Is this guy really only in second year?! With muscles like that......
āSorry.ā Tanaka snapped as he quickly grabbed some clothes and left to change in his sisters empty room. He didnāt dare look at you out of embarrassment so he didnāt catch you ogling.
3 hours into the study session, Tanaka began wishing that he did do something in the shower to ease his hormones instead of merely opting for a cold one.
You were so hot and so smart which only added to your hotness even more and you smelled good which ALSO added to your hotness even more and you kept leaning over him from behind to explain things and Tanaka couldnāt breathe. He was, however, understanding everything you were teaching him.
You both continued these tutor sessions for the next few weeks, meeting every Saturday for most of the day. Tanaka found you to be more than just good looks and brains. The fact that you could run circles around intellects twice your age turned him on, yes, but he also found you witty, kind, and funny and that laugh of yours was something he wished he could program into his phone as his ringtone. He was crushing big time.
And I mean......you were crushing too, as much as you tried to deny it. He was the funniest person on the planet and he was so protective of you and you definitely wanted to confess to him before you graduate and leave for College
One Saturday when you came over you had shut up Tanakaās school work complaints because apparently he heard from Dr. Phil that studying is bad for your health - you gave Tanaka a practice quiz to he had to gauge his progress. As he began, you collapsed on your back on his bed, letting out a big sigh and whispering to him how comfortable his bed is.
Tanaka gasped quietly. HOT SMART CRUSH ON HIS BED ?! HOT SMART CRUSH COMPLIMENTING HIM ON HIS BED ?! This canāt be.
He tried his best to turn away and focus on his quiz that you gave him but he just couldnāt. Yes, his hormones were acting up but his heart was beating more. He wanted you to sleepover and not even do anything physical. He just wanted you here, in his room, by his side, forever.
Baby boy is in looo-
You closed your eyes on the bed and basked in the scent of him that his bed captured. You were so happy just smelling him and being here. You imagine yourself sleeping in his bed overnight, imagining his strong arms holding you close to his shirtless chest and your breath hitched.
At least you thought it did.
But that wasnāt your breath. Not at all.
You quickly opened your eyes to see that Tanaka has transported on to the bed beside you, his face hovering over yours. WhyĀ wasnāt he breathing? He was just looking at you with adoring eyes as if you were the most gentle and precious thing in the world. āRyÅ«nosuke... what are you-ā
āIāll do the stupid test, teach....ā His eyes softened as he leaned in just a little bit closer. āJust let me look at you....ā He whispered to himself as his beautiful eyes scanned every part of your face.
Neither of you said anything as you stared at each other. You wanted him closer. You wanted him much closer. And although you had much more knowledge on cell duplication than romance (you hadnāt even kissed a boy yet), you used your social intelligence to read the moment and you dared a glance at his lips.
Tanaka a.k.aĀ the VERY LOST self proclaimed babe loverā- bless his heart, did not take the hint.
So you had to be obvious.
āTanaka...?ā You called.
āHm?ā
āScrew. The. Test.ā
Even though you found it sweet that he didnāt make a move, and that he in fact did just want to look at you, you lifted your head up from off the bed just a bit so that your lips met with his.
Tanaka was shocked for a second but quickly regained his footing. He immediately sighed into the kiss and kissed you passionately. So passionately you were dizzy within the first 4 seconds. He asked for entrance and you opened your mouth to let his gracious tongue in. He skillfully French kissed you until you forgot your own name. He was undoubtedly an incredible kisser. You moaned into his mouth as you two made out and in response Tanaka slowed the kiss down. In his mind, he didnāt want you to think he was trying to make you moan and get the wrong idea about him. He didnāt want you to think anything that may jeopardize this kiss and make you stop. He had no intention of stopping and he was happy as a camper just making out.
for the record, your moan did go straight to his dickĀ
You figured Tanakaās objective was to help you gain your senses back but all slowing the kiss down did was make it more sensual and pleasurable for you.
Homeboy can KISSSSSSSSS
Up until now you were the tutor. You were the one in charge, you had all the answers. And just like that it only took one kiss for your relationship to surpass physical boundaries causing the roles to reverse. You followed his lead, you let him kiss you the way he wanted because it felt so damn good.
What subject were you teaching him again? You forget.
Because at the moment he was the teacher.
This was his class now...
And as Tanaka moved down to start placing the same agonizingly slow kisses on your neck..... you were hit smack in the face with the realization that class was in session.
Good thing you always enjoyed being top of the class.Ā
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LOOOOL.Ā
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Bad At Love
Call It What You Want (3/?)
Series Masterlist
Pairing: Med student!Poe x reader
A/N: finallyyyyy Im gonna slowburn the shit outta this (gif not mine btw and Iām terrible at summaries)
Chapter summary: you spend your free weekend the trio. Mondays are the absolute worst.
Warning: swearing, a terrible relationship, one bad pun(that I do not regret)
Word count: ~1.6k
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āYeah but donāt over mix it,ā You instruct Finn as he siftes flour into the mixing bowl, mixing it in with the eggs and sugar.
Rey and Poe sit at the dining table, watching the two of you bake. After melting a spatula by accident, Finn had banned Rey from the kitchen for the rest of the day. Poe wasnāt allowed in from the beginning, much to his chagrin, but Finn had insisted, saying that it was the best decision, if he still wanted to have a kitchen by the end of the day.
So it was left with you and Finn. The plan was to make cookies and popcorn and watch holiday movies the whole weekend.
Usually, you would spend your weekends alone, or with Jessika, binge watching netflix shows or working. Jessika calls you boring for that, but if you went out to parties like she did, youād probably be hiding away from everyone else anyways. So this was a much better option for you.
Rey had insisted that you spend the day with her at Finnās place. Somehow that had turned into a sleepover and here you are in her pajamas making cookies in the kitchen. You really enjoy spending time with the three of them and youāre really glad Rey cared about you enough to practically drag your antisocial ass into their plans.
āAre you done yet?ā Rey whines loudly from her seat.
āWe havenāt even put it in the oven!ā Finn exclaims, exasperated.
āWe could just eat the cookie dough,ā Poe chips in much to Reys delight but both Finn and you simultaneously shoot down the suggestion.
āPoe, youāre a med student, you should know better!ā Finn adds on as Poe slumps in his seat, pouting. The truth was, you and Finn had already eaten a tiny bit of cookie dough, just to taste test. You know the children will insist on having some too, if they found out you did.Ā āGo pick a movie to put on, at least,ā
Rey perks up again, sprinting out of her seat,Ā āOh weāre watching Home Alone!ā Poe sprints after her, yelling,Ā āWhat no! Weāve watched it a million times already!ā
Literal children.
The cookies turn out pretty good in the end. Finn makes Rey and Poe set up the rest of the things, just to keep them away from the kitchen.
Before you know it, you are watching Home Alone, snuggled up in a comfortable blanket with Rey. A huge warm bowl of carmel, butter popcorn sits on your lap. Peaceful and comfortable. Until Rey swipes the whole bowl from you, āI love you, but leave some for the rest of us,ā
You try to snatch It back, almost practically wailing, āI made cookies for you, you evil woman,ā you hear snickering from the other couch and whip your head around, screeching, āDonāt laugh at me!ā
Poe completely loses it and Finn casually pushes him off when he falls in top of him laughing, while you continue glaring at them. Rey makes use of the distraction and shoves a handful of popcorn in her mouth. āWe made those cookies, give me some credit too!ā Finn exclaims, offended by your statement.
āOkay fine, our cookies,ā you concede.
āHey I helped too!ā Rey exclaimes.
āOh yes, the secret ingredient. One melted spatula,ā you snark her.
āOh burn! Pun intended,ā Poe chimes in.
Unsurprisingly, this is how the entire evening goes. The four of you spend it bickering playfully instead of watching the movie, but you werenāt complaining.
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Poe Dameron hated being alone, more than anything. Once, he was a kid, who had parents who loved him and a place he called home. Then suddenly he was moving to live with his godmother in an entirely different state, in a big house that just never felt like home. But at least he had Finn and Rey.
Then heād gone to college and Finn and Rey had gotten together. They werenāt big on PDA or anything. They never did anything to make Poe feel uncomfortable or left out. But Poe couldnāt help but feel like an intruder sometimes. Somedays heād catch them in the couch together, cuddling, watching a movie at night. And heād just slink along the dark and shut himself in his room without uttering a single word to them. Intruder.
In a way, he had always been jealous of them. It had always been Finn and Rey, even before he became part of their duo. He just wanted to have a bond like theirs with someone. Someone who would be willing to put him before anybody else. He wanted to be the first person someone would run to if they have a problem or the first person someone would call when they have a piece of happy news to share. He wanted to be someoneās first choice, to belong with someone.
But somehow, no matter how hard he tried, he couldnāt even come close to finding something like that. Heād had his fair share of bad relationships, in his rush to find that someone. He had so much to give, no one to give to.
āHello?ā Carefully manicured fingers snap infront of his face. Poe startles slightly. Great, he zoned out again. āYouāre not even listening to me,ā Sarah leans back into her chair, displeasure etched on her face.
āNo no, Iām listening. Just tired,ā he takes a swig of his coffee.
Whatever he has with Sarah, he knew it wouldnāt last. They donāt work together and he was aware of it. But at this point, having something felt better than nothing. He knew she didnāt love him. If she did, Poe wouldāve given anything to make it work.
Yes, he was aware of how desperate he sounded.
āYeah, whatever,ā she dismisses him with a wave. āYou wanna go back to my place for the night?ā A sultry smile spreads in her face, fingers lacing with his, on top of the table. Sarah was a good girlfriend sometimes. Sheād buy him coffee, ask him how his day was, be nice to him. But that was only if she wanted something in return.
Poe sighs heavily, āI canāt tonight. Sorry babe,ā babe. It sounds so fake to his own ears. There was once when the endearment felt sweet on his tongue, and he wanted to say it, every chance he got. Now, it feels like a lie. Like heās fooling himself.
Warm fingers withdraw from his, and the smile slips right off her face.Ā āAlright then,ā her words are clipped, nothing like the tone used on a lover. Sarah collects her belongings from the table, her cup of coffee lays half-empty beside his.Ā āHave fun, studying,ā She snaps, rising from her seat abruptly, and marching out of the coffee shop. Poe doesnāt try to stop her.
He hasnāt been over to her place in weeks. He wasnāt actually busy tonight, he just didnāt want to go. He hadnāt wanted to for some time. Maybe he was finally sick of his own girlfriend treating him like, as Finn liked to call it, a booty call. Blowing up his phone when she felt like it, then leaving him high and dry for as long as she wanted after that. Finn just doesnāt understand why Poe would let himself be treated like that. To be honest, Poe doesnāt as well.
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Mondays suck. You particularly hate this monday, after the sleepover you had at Finnās over the weekend. The four of you had passed out on the couch that night, crashing from sugar high after eating way too many cookies and popcorn for just four people. Although Finn still insists it was just the right. You had so much fun nonetheless.
Your professorās droning had already put half the people in the lecture hall to sleep. You try your best to stay awake, although you know you are fighting a losing battle. The guy beside you had long since given up, it seems. His head is resting on the table and he is fast asleep.
You had managed to spend an entire semester not uttering a single word to the guy who had been sitting next to you for literally every single lecture. That was how bad you were at making friends. Maybe you had smiled at the tall, dark haired dude, once, at the beginning of the semester, but that was it.
Maybe part of the reason he chose to sit beside you was because he was just as quite as you. He mostly kept to himself. Occasionally youād see him talk to one or two people here and there, but that was it. You werenāt complaining, really. You were perfectly content with finishing the whole semester without uttering a single word to him. But it seemed your professor had a different plan.
Your professor slams his palm on the front desk to get everyoneās attention. A few figures jump at the sudden noise and a few others groan, but everyone was awake.
āI know the topic is a little dry but come on, guys,ā he says. āIām making an announcement about the final assessment, at least pay attention to that,ā Your professor was pretty cool. He was willing to go above and beyond for anyone who asked for help although the lectures literally bored everyone to hell. You fish out your notebook from your bag, ready to jot down whatever he was going to say. āThe final assessment, will be done in pairs,ā In pairs? Why had god abandoned you? Who were you going to ask? You didnāt know anyone in the class. You take it back, your professor was not cool.
Thankfully before you could start going partner hunting, the guy beside you turns to face you and he asks, āHey, would you mind pairing up with me for this assignment?ā You donāt hesitate before agreeing, relieved by the turn of events.
He flashes you a smile, āIām Ben Solo,ā
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txt as high school au tropes
ā summary: txt in a high school au setting.
ā [ high school! au ]
ā pairing: txt x reader
ā word count: 2.5k words
ā genre: fluff
ā warnings: cursing, mentions of fighting, parties, making out
ā note: hello,, yeonjunās cover got me so emo last night that i knew i just HAD to finish this so i can finish the bad boy au i had started writing for him sksks. Also i only had a bad boy fic planned for yeonjun, but if you guys think i should write for the other members too, please send me an ask! ignore mistakes bc im a bit of a blind bat and enjoy!Ā ļ¼¼Ź ā¢į“„ā¢Źļ¼
choi yeonjun:
ā³ the bad boy
YES.
Cāmon guys, this is badboy!!!! Yeonjun!!!!
okay, so yeonjunās definitely the leather jacket wearing, motorcycle riding kind of badboy
the one that gets into all the fights (ąøāĢ-āĢ)ąø
the one that smokes and drinks and punches his way around bc he cannot, for the life of him, control his emotions and feelings ā¾ĶĶĶ(((ź¤Ėā»Ģ«Ė)āĢ³ĶĶĶo
heās also hardly at school
but on the rare days that heās actually at school, heās always punching someone or heās all bloodied and bruised
like,,, dude do you wanna die N O W???
the first time you met was at the nurseās office
oh wow i wasnāt expecting that
the nurse wasnāt around but you volunteered there frequently, so you were the only one there
the door opens and youāre surprised to see someone youāre not familiar with??
he wasnāt wearing your schoolās uniform,,,
who is this dude and why is he heRE
but he looked like shit and like he was gonna die
so even if he may be part of some sketchy gang
you had no choice but to patch him up pspspsps
he was covered in scratches and bruises and his lip and eyebrow were bleeding
ffs man
you told him to go sit on a bed while you went around looking for all the supplies you needed
yeonjun was being a lil shit too, bc he wouldnāt cooperate right away but eventually after threatening him that he might die if he was being choosy about whoās gonna patch him he gave in
so you started to patch him up and he was just
s t a r i n gĀ
likeĀ
āļ¹ā
D U D E
heās really attractive if he just wasnāt into fighting all the time yāknow
girls still occasionally wanna try ābreaking his badboy repāĀ
all that clichƩ stuff
you get really conscious under his gaze and then he asks for your name and you ask him what happened instead psksks
he goes (āļøµā)
so you give him your name fAM AND HE SAYS, āIām Choi Yeonjunā
pspspspp
and then he tells you that heās friends with two other choi dudes who are also really well known in your school
and then it hits you
HEāS THE BADBOY EVERYONEāS TALKING ABOUT
damn y/n youāre so lost famĀ
lmao so he does go to your school but youāve never seen him before????
you finally finish patching him up and you wrap his knuckles in a gauze and his arm as well
hIS ARM HAD A HUGE ASS CUT btw
āwhat kind of fight did you even get into?ļæ½ļæ½ (Ā“ļ½„(Ā“ļ½„(Ā“ļ½„(Ā“ļ½„(Ā“ļ½„(Ā“ļ½„Š“ļ½„`) ļ½„`)ļ½„`)ļ½„`)ļ½„`)ļ½„`)
āthe kind where I almost die???ā (ļæ£Ļļæ£;)
eye-
after getting him all patched up, you take a good look at him and whew heās all better now
he doesnāt look like heād die any minuteĀ
then you smile at him like (āæā āæā )
AND HE SAYSĀ
āI like your smile, can I call you sunshine?ā
PSPSPSPSPSPSP
yeonjunās about to leave when youāre still bothered by the large cut on his eyebrow
āWait!ā
you pull out a cute rubber ducky cartoon band-aid from your pocket and place it on top of the cut sKSKSKKS
after he finally leaves and says goodbye, yeonjun suddenly canāt stop thinking about you
and maybe, just maybe, you canāt stop thinking about him too.
choi soobin:
ā³ the rich kid
okAY so remember how badboy! yeonjun was friends with 2 other chois
Well duh who would those other two be (āĀ“Ļļ½ā)
so soobinās the riCH KID!!
like, he be drippin in finesse yo
(okay that was bad)
he wears gucci, channel, louis vuitton, armani, all that shit
tO SCHOOL
jk you guys had uniforms
but thereās always something expensive on him
whether it be his shoes, or his bag, or maybe a ring
AND EVERYONE LIVED FOR RICH KID CHOI SOOBIN WEARING HIS ROLEX ä¹ā¤āæā¤ä¹
but he isnāt exactly the friendly type (ą¹āļøµāą¹)
heās the quiet one out of the three of them and he always keeps a straight face
ļ¼¼| ļæ£ćļæ£|ļ¼
Like that ^^^^
despite having literally no emotion on his face whatsoever, his lips always seem to be upturned in a pout ksskskksks
and despite his cold personality, that doesnāt stop the girls from swooning over him lol
so,, y/n youāre a pretty clumsy simpleton
dID I JUST USE SIMPLETON
and you somehow,,, idkĀ
the world hates u
you accidentally bump into him like really hard when he was adjusting his precious Rolex on his wrist and the collision caused his Rolex...to...flyā¦
basically you broke his watch.
sKSKSKSKSKSKKSKS DUDE
Y/N YOU BETTER RUN AWAY NOW FAM
and everyone that was there was like :000
And soobin is just ( ā¢ĢĻā¢Ģ )Ļ
And youāre ą²„_ą²„
but he just sighs, picks up his broken watch and slips it into his pocket and walks away as if nothing happened
HNGGGGG o(ā„ļ¹ā„)o
youāre so guilty that you started to come up to him everyday asking how you could repay him and if you could,,, you know,, pay for it in six months time or some shit
and after a few days soobinās had enough of you following him around
and (ļæ£ļ½°ļæ£)ļ¾
ācan you stop annoying me? Itās an expensive watch, you canāt possibly pay for itā
wOW OKAY :///
āBut i feel really bad for breaking it...( ĖĢ£Ģ£Ģ„ĻĖĢ£Ģ£Ģ„ )ā
so soobin decides to make you his āservantā
and you know itās stupid ,,, just bc heās rich as hell doesnāt mean he can treat you like that
but he wasnāt giving you any options so you had no choice
you followed him around now and well, somehow
you got to know the real choi soobin hiding under all that expensive clothing and jewelry
the choi soobin that built his walls up so high that no one saw except his other two friends
and now, you.
choi beomgyu:
ā³ the heartbreaker
YES CHILDREN
THIS BOY
steals hearts left and right
or: also known as the fuckboy
skskskksksks
he slept around and girls always fell victim to his charms
aside from the fact that he was just really really good looking and handsome and gorgeous and-
he was also really friendly and funny
youād see him at parties all the time, and sometimes with soobin and yeonjun tooĀ
thereās always a random girl on his arm too lmao
beomgyuās never brought a girl to bed more than once before
itās always just making out for like hours and one night stands here n there
and flings here and there
never had a serious relationship ever
and all the girls at school are fighting to be the one he decides to ādoā more than once
(ć»_ć»ć¾
i mean,, who wouldnāt want to be the first girl choi beomgyu ever fucks more than ONCEĀ
but you just canāt seem to share the same sentiment with the other girls at school
shouldnāt they be fighting over who gets to be his first serious girlfriend or sumth? the girls in your school r weird tbh
besides,, youāre too busy looking for new memes or something and arenāt fuckboys supposed to be the type to do one night stands anyway???
but you know, youāre the mc in this world y/n
and you caught beomgyuās eye bc heās always noticed you on your phone laughing at something or bopping your head to some cool new song
he canāt stop smiling every time he sees you do that
BC YOUāRE JUST SO CUTE AND OMFG IS CHOI BEOMGYU CATCHING ACTUAL FEELINGS
and get this,,, beomgyuās never been the type to be all shy and flustered bc thatās just so not him
but then you get partnered up for a project and suddenly youāre approaching his desk with a bright smile on your face andĀ
sKSKSK heLP HIM SOMEONE P L E ASE
āhi! Iām y/n!ā you extend your hand out for him and he just
ąø
(*Ā°ĻĀ°*ąø
)
seeing beomgyu all flustered makes you giggle and he breaks out of his trance and goes back to his old self
āHey, y/n. Letās have a great time together(ć„ļ½”āāæāæāļ½”)ć„ā
so thatās how you and beomgyu become friends
even after the project ended you still hung out and you even became somewhat friends with yeonjun and soobin
you sometimes went to parties with him too
and whilst beomgyu fell deeper for you
you remained clueless as ever
you just thought it was him being friendly and stuff bc thatās what he does
what you did notice though
beomgyu hardly made out or slept with anyone at parties now
he hung out with you and played games with you and with soobin and yeonjun
and he didnāt usually go to parties now if you couldnāt make it!!!
and everyone can clearly see how much he LIKES?? LOVES?? youĀ
so yeah, maybe beomgyuās gotten rid of his fuckboy ways bc of you.
kang taehyun:
ā³ the valedictorian
name a smarter guy in your school than kang taehyun. Go
jk never gonna happen HEāS the smartest
literally breezes through his subjects like itās nothing
idk how it works for you guys but in my school, we donāt have GPAs and stuff but anyway
he has like, an average grade of 99 (*ā¢Ģį“ā¢Ģ*)Ł ĢĢ (and thatās a 4.0 GPA right????)Ā
PSPSPPS WHAT THE HECKITY HECK
and all the teachers love him ofc
he doesnāt have to sit in front to be THIS smart
he can sit at the back row and be all emo with choi yeonjun if he wanted to and heād still ace a test
h o w āā¢ā_āā¢ā
and not only that
heās got a really good voice?? heās in choir omg
no,,
he has the voice of an angel ā
~(ā”āæā”āæ)
he hits high notes like how he breezes through his subjects
heās the type of guy you bring home to meet your parents after one (1) date bc theyāll love him anyway
aND if he could get any more perfect,,,, heās captain of your football team AND class president
AND I SAY WHAT
yUP
kang taehyun best boy _ćø__(ā¾ā”ā )>
and you?
HAH
you guys are a match made in heaven
youāre his vice president, and while heās in choir, youāre part of your schoolās journalism club
plus, youāre smart enough to go against him but you like slacking off lmao
also
āyou have all the glory in high school tae, iāll kick your ass in collegeā PSSPPS
And if taehyunās the captain of the football team, youāre captain of the volleyball team just bc
goals? I think so too (ļ¾āć®ā)ļ¾*:ļ½„ļ¾ā§
but sigh,,, yunno
as smart as taehyun is, heās a bit dumb when it comes to matters of the heart
THIS IS THE ONLY TIME WE CAN CALL KANG TAEHYUN DUMB!! BECAUSE!! HE!! CANāT!! SEE!! HOW!! MUCH!! YOU!! LOVE!! HIM!! (;Ā¬_Ā¬)
youāve always loved him, but you realized it only when you guys won the science quiz bee the year before ā( āāā )ā
basically, youāve loved him for more than a year now,, sigh
and youāre just trying to find the right opportunity to confess
wHEN BOOM you suddenly remembered youāre on the school paper!!!! āĀ°(āį“ā)Ā°ā
v-day is right around the corner and since youāre editor in chief, you decided that it would be nice to have a lil fun in preparation for the event
so you got the whole school dropping anonymous love notes for their crush!!
and the club went around pasting them on lockers for the students so they donāt risk the chance of getting caught pspsps
totally smart idea huh !(ā¢Ģį“ā¢Ģ)Ł ĢĢ
all for the sake of confessing your feelings for your best friend.
hueningkai:
ā³ the popular guyĀ
this boi
loved by everybody
and i mean everybody
even yeonjun and soobin who seem like they donāt give two flying fucks about anything
like literally everybody wants to be his friend !!!
thereās nothing people have to hate him for honestly
heās in choir with taehyunĀ
he follows no crowd bC THE CROWD FOLLOWS HIM SKSKS
āhey, kai!ā
āey, wassup! I like your top!ā
(ā°Ėā”Ėā°)
heās a cute babie too oomf
the girls that arenāt swooning over yeonjun or beomgyu or soobin are definitely swooning over him
(with taehyun theyāve lost all hope bc they know his best friendās the only one thatās supposed!! to!! stand!! next!! to!! him!!)
kaiās also really sweet and nice to everybody,, and i mean everybody
he talks to everyone, even those emo kids who sit at the back row
and even they canāt resist smiling :)Ā
heās that kind of popular guy thatās really preppy and fun to be around
heās the type to help girls carry their books, or help guys plan on how to ask their crushes out
everyone knows a lot about him bc he doesnāt hesitate to share and talk about his life bc he literally has no trust issues whatsoever
not in a bad way, tho!! heās just really honest n stuff
but
the one thing that everyone doesnāt know about him is that he can play piano sksk ā«ź°ļ½„ā”ļ½„ą¹ź±
they know he can sing, but they didnāt know he played piano like???
heās never brought it up before
but one time you find him playing the piano in the music room
youāre in the art club and you guys usually stayed behind after school to work on your paintings and stuff when you were feeling like it
and it just so happened that you were staying behind bc you entered into an art competition and you had only two weeks left to complete your painting
but lately youāve been running out of inspiration and decided to clear your thoughts first before going back to your painting
whatās that beautiful melody???Ā
ćć»_ć»?ć
and it led you to him and you were surprised to see mr. popular in the room
(*ļ¾ļ¾ļ¾)
and you didnāt mean to, but the door was ajar and you push it open even further to hear the song better
DUMB MOVE
a chair was resting behind the door and it screeched on the floor spsps
Kai turned around and saw you
āoh! Hey y/nā
he stopped playing and you could see a faint blush on his cheeks ā§ā”ā¦
āyou play piano? i never knewā you decided to just step inside bc he wouldnāt mind right? rIGHT???
yeah,, if he didn't have such a big PHAT CRUSH ON YOU
āuh yeah, it helps me to clear my mind sometimesā
āi was taking a break too, i couldnāt finish my paintingā
sKSKSK AND KAI FOUND THAT PERF OPPORTUNITY TO SPEND TIME W YOU BY OFFERING YOU HIS COMPANY TO GO AROUND
heās always liked you, ever since you were lab partners for an entire year,,
you occasionally talked, but since he was on the more popular side and you had a smaller group of friends it was hard for him to find proper alone time with you
but lifeās good to this baby and he finally got to spend his time with you.
#txtwritersnetwork#tomorrow x together#txt#txt imagines#txt drabbles#txt scenarios#txt fluff#txt high school au#txt x reader#choi yeonjun#choi soobin#choi beomgyu#kang taehyun#huening kai#yeonjun scenarios#yeonjun imagines#yeonjun x reader#soobin scenarios#soobin imagines#soobin x reader#beomgyu scenarios#beomgyu imagines#beomgyu x reader#taehyun scenarios#taehyun imagines#taehyun x reader#hueningkai scenarios#hueningkai imagines#hueningkai x reader#txt yeonjun
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im at that stage of fatigue from the day where iām so tired the fanfiction is writing itself in my mind theough dialogue but iām too insanely tired to sit down and write it all out and i work a shift in the morning too so i dont even have time ... so ill forget everything come morning
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psych, ima try to outline it rn
this is after a little sacrifice and also after season of storms and takes place in cidaris (im not clear on if kerack is the capital so season of storms dealt with the proper king of cidaris or if it was just a local kingship but im hcing that cidaris is also a capital city as well as the region/nation).
this is geralt and dandelion going to the grape festival mentioned in a little sacrifice btw
main goal for this is to basically give dandelion more depth and address his identity issues and backstory and just how his character is in general
valdo marx (as far as i am headcanoning in terms of appearance right now) is of course , also a twink and they have similar builds but valdo isnt as skinny as dandelion because he has access to three full meals every day. he has dark brown hair and green eyes, and i might give him the same hair and beard as dandelion from tw3 just to spite cdpr. he used to sport green/purple doublets as an independent artist, but now as the reaident troubadour of cidaris, heās adopted their emblatic colors (blue and white) and wears a doublet with a sash of these colors. he doesnāt have poofy sleeves, instead he has these ruffs and like... bellbottom sleeves. also this method of embellishing clothes that i learned from a glamour video (itās @ 4:30ish) called slashing is applicable to his outfits. i think he veers away from tights unlike dandelion, so he wears more breeches than anything. he doesnāt have detailed embroidery like dandelion, but rather patterned/quilted areas with silver and some small pearls added for decoration in these sections as well.
so geralt and valdo have to be placed together somehow in a conversation. basically he wants to #expose dandelion for being a fraud... but heās not doing it out of Pure Evil, heās (vaguely) kind of like the lodge of sorceresses in which itās like, he is only wanting things to be done his way because really he thinks itās the best way to do things. heās really a victim of academia, he would be someone that supports the fact that instruments are like $1,000 each.
basically he and dandelion were classmates at oxenfurt and at first hit it off very well and shared notes and thoughts and sexual partners and all was splendid. but they got competitive and valdo HATES that dandelion does NOT come from a family known for music or any kind of art. basically dandelion is a novus homo, but in the world of music, and valdo comes from an established family which has been musically inclined for generations. he feels that ppl like dandelion just wanna go to oxenfurt for shits and giggles and dont take this opportunity seriously because theyre too blinded by their own arrogance to actually learn anything. and he may be right in regards to a lot of other children of wealthy noble families that attend oxenfurt. but dandelionās case was different and this he does not like to admit. also he hates how dandelion is... inclined to... a life of debauchery... because he feels he perpetuates stereotypes of artists being good for nothing penniless drunkards and lechers, and makes it harder for Real Professionals from Actual Lineage to get a job. also he has a disdain for how dandelion really wanted to travel and admired the āmusicians of the worldā that never attended some fancy college, and again valdo sees this as him not appreciating the opportunity he was given, because all you ever need to interact with is this little 1 mile by 1 mile square of oxenfurt, and not even the whole city, just the college. also when valdo tells all this to geralt he goes give him a judgemental up and down look like... ājulian loves meeting, writing about, and... ahem... fraternizing with... all kinds of ... people.ā (he was gonna say ātrash,ā but geralt has swords and cats eyes, so valdo swallowed that last word). ALSO ALSO valdo thinks dandelion is further destroying the sanctity of academic places like oxenfurt by training good for nothings from other nobody families, like essi daven, who was actually from a noble family but one not too rich because it was kind of distant from the ruling family. and since she threw a fit they let her do her own thing instead of marrying her off.
also valdo is like ājulianā ahem, ... ādandelion,ā as you know him... i donāt know why he uses that absurd little nickname,ā because he just finds the idea of a pseudonym stupid (since hes from a famous musical family of course he wants to highlight his lineage). and again he dislikes how dandelion is Corrupting Others by not only mentoring essi at oxenfurt, but training her in an āunorthodox fashion,ā ie they just duet and talk shit about random stuff and he advises her weird things like āget a cool fake name so all the girls have something to scream as you go on stageā
as they interact with each other, valdo and dandelion actually are kind of opposite of dandelion and essi. they dont throw ANY snide remarks and keep it all under wraps with just pleased smiles and then as soon as theyre out of earshot (a long way for bards) theyre like āi am going to take the replacement strings of my lute and choke the lights out of that tone-deaf idiotā ... geralt is like š³ to see aggression in dandelion and hes a bit intimidated at first but then is like Bro Are you Fucking Okay ????? Because its so unnatural for dandelion to be Actually Upset about something and not be ok within half a day
scene where dandelion is staring at the mirror and geralt is like you have been staring at the mirror for a long time, even by your standards... dandelion is like āi have to change something... geralt, look at me. look at me. (says it again bc geralt didnt look up the first time). if you could change one thing about my face, what would it be?ā and geralts obviously like ānothing.ā and dandelions like dont be fucking difficult just tell me i need to know i need your opinion and geralt is like that IS my opinion i sincerely like your face the way it is. something something blah blah blah tenderness geralt says smth like dandelion you have a lot of loyal fans okay...... and hes trying to refer to himself but he doesnt wanna say it aloud
i think something about dandelion talking about who he was (basically referring to ājulianā in the 3rd person) and just very uncharacteristically self-loathing but them he pops back into his little arrogant self ... basically he covers that everyone Fucking Laughed at him for wanting to sing but he did it and now heās the best and also, sexy. in this whole scene (same scene as last bullet point) he is also saying that he needs to āprove himselfā and geralt is just like What More Can You Do, You Are Literally Famous... but dandelion is just pensive about it
also he says something like ātheres two versions of me... julian with a dream who nobody knows, and dandelion whoās famous and loved.ā and geralts like ātheres three.ā āthree?ā āthereās also dandelion, the one i know, who, it doesnāt matter if heās famous or what, because i just like him and enjoy his company.ā BECAUSE i dont know how not to be blunt and not hit my readers over the head with what i wanted to get across. geralt is a blunt man however so i think its acceptable to do this
basically this fic is ādandelion can have little a OOCness for character developmentā
tbh its not too ooc (hopefully) bc hes not like downright depressed, hes just pensive, like he is when hes trying to think of a good title or rhymes and nothing is working. nothing is working! hes frustrated!!!
i have nooooo idea how to resolve this conflict ive introduced. i think valdo and dandelion have to sing a duet together and it is like skating on thin ice with sharks underneath . MAYBE valdo gets possessed by,, something? not a demon bc IVE HAD ENOUGH GOETIA AFTER SEASON OF STORMS but you know An Entity, and dandelion is like wow this is an improvement!! and geralts like no it isnt, now i have to exorcise this fucker
also throughout this i think that the king and queen of cidaris (maintaining that kerack isnt the capital and is just another kingship within the nation) looooveveeveveeee dandelion and his presence and are like oh dandelion you are always welcome in our court :) which also totally pisses valdo off because its like dandelion came into his work/home and fucked both of his bosses and is trying to steal their loyalty through Sexual Appeal. which. may ring true. but dandelion does stuff for fun and not for manipulation soooo valdo is a little wrong in thinking dandelion is manipulating them. and this also adds to valdos resentment of dandelion for being so promiscuous and also writing about his love affairs bc he feels it detracts from The Art...
basically this fic is also me telling academia and ppl who feel art should be limited to a certain crowd to go stuff it cause no one cares and creativity and learning is only human of anyone. also an excuse to give dandelion character depth and also an excuse to break how geralt is always the gloomy one and dandelion has to cheer him up, i think though they do have their strong personalities, relationships should ideally go both ways in terms of emotional support so it shows geralt has the capacity to support a dandelion with festering anger and personal identity problems. also a way for geralt to learn a little abt dandelions backstory without learning/spoiling the fact that hes a v*scount and actually noble and wealthy (they just refer to his family as being wealthy enough to pay for oxenfurt which is significant but not astounding)
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I'm wasting my teenage years
I see me and compare to what other people do or have... and honestly it makes me sad. Even in my shit hole of school this group of sophomores have a band, a lot are in the religious groups, a lot have friends that live near them so they crash at their house every day to have fun, everybody goes to parties every weekend, they all go around... have interesting and fun lives... while I stay at home and scroll through my phone every day... I don't really have hobbies... I hate the people who live near me... I never get invited to any parties... In the past 5 years I have only met 5 new people out of which 3 I just talked to like once... my life's been the same since I'm eight... I have been the same sad little girl since I'm ten... All my friends, whom I don't really actually like, have been the same since I'm ten... and I'm fucking seventeen... I should have plenty of friends, have something to do with my fucking evenings, I should be rebelling against my parents and going to parties, smoking pot and making out in dirty bathrooms at concerts, having a sweet caring boyfriend or getting my heart broken, having a band, having friends that actually like me, just... doing something. But instead, I'm chained to the being a "good girl", to the shyness, to the embarrassment, to the mental illness, to my horrible friends, to my shit hole school and people on it.
And you know why I'm wasting it? Top three:
Undiagnosed mental illness
Shitty school/people on it
Overprotective mom and dad
Extra: Shitty friends
Sometimes I just wonder how different this could have been if my parents had agreed to change me from school when I was entering high school... and wherever I look it could have been the best thing that ever happened to me:
I could have had the chance to meeting new and more people and making actual friends because then:
I would have been able to forget all my mistakes and learning from them by starting over by creating a new and improved version o myself that would have led to better self esteem and better friendships
I would have actually been able to choose who I wanted as a friend because I would have had 100 people to choose from per grade unlike the 100 per all highschool I have now and therefore there would have been more variety of people not just the:
I'm rich and get drunk everyday now shut up I'm a vain bitch who has horrible musical tasteā¢
I'm an art hoe who likes american pop culture and yeah im so alternative i like billie eilish btw that we are nice to you doesn't mean we like youā¢
I'm a prude who doesn't likes doing anything but having good grades and yes i think im way better at everything than you and ewwww sex whaaaat?? Oh Im not homophobic I just find them disgustingā¢
foooootbaaaaalll mainstream videogameeeeesss country and music that kills 100000 braincells per second oh and tons of pot and alcohol because we want to be labeled as bad boys yeeeeeaaaahhhhh soooo manly yeeeeaaa hey look at her boobsā¢
yes i like music just like you but you're ugly get out of my sightā¢
we're the weirdos but you're kinda too weird to be an actual weirdo so fuck youā¢
d a n k memes, anime and fortniteā¢
we're literal bitches and also we'll never forget the obsession you had with one of our friends and will make sure to make fun of you everyday till you dieā¢.
I would have had to actually make them want to be friends with me and not them settling with me thanks to pity just because I've been their dumb ass friend since elementary.
By choosing who i wanted as a friend, I could have been able to start a band, a mf band!
I would have had more freedom and therefore would go to parties and concerts and meet even more people with similar interests, and have a raised sense of self and self steem + my life wouldn't be boring
By meeting people, I wouldn't have developed my hate for socializing and would have learnt to be less introverted.
I would have had a chance to be in actual art clubs/classes to develop myself better in that area, ending up not sucking at it.
I would have developed myself way better thanks to not having to deal with the heavy anxiety about what I did in middle school
I would have had the chance to enroll in the alternative culture earlier and feeling myself
I would have had more motivation
I wouldn't have developed further my apathetic attitude and therefore be more likeable
Etc
Etc
Etc
Everywhere I look it's just perk+perk+perk+that looks like flaw but it's actually a perk+perk+perk.... while here... where I'm stuck it's just flaw+flaw+flaw+oh look i found a perk on the floor i wonder who left it there+flaw+flaw+flaw..... it's unending...... everything about my life is absolutely disgusting and it makes me want to vomit. even the parts of my life that are supposed to be small heavens like the music/art club or my house are actually just another layer of hell. I just want to end this shit..... I wish my mother could see how actually shitty and miserable my life is to change me from school which is the root of it all.... and she has seen it.... she has read my diary she has seen everything and she still doesn't gives a shit and laughs at my face when I ask about the possibility of change. What I have been repeating myself since I entered this shitty high school is how many time of this fucked up experience is left.... Now it's just one year till i go to college.......... Just one year until this nightmare ends but guess what?? I will be an adult by then and guess what???? MY TEENAGE YEARS WILL ALREADY BE LOST
If this next year, my last fucking year, my senior year, something dramatically changes for good I would be soooo fucking grateful eventhough it doesn't makes up for all the hell I had during highschool, but something it's something.
I JUST WISH THIS WOULD HAVE BEEN DIFFERENT SO I WASN'T LIVING ON MY OWN PRIVATE HELL THAT EVERYONE ENJOYS BUT ME
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hey do u have any ways u force urself to write. i need to write this fucking faulkner paper and like ik i can and itll be good once i do it i just need to Do It its already like 900 years late. im loving yahfhskjd law so so so so much btw i rlly love ur characterization for den and the whole fic is just so endearing and enjoyable like theres heaviness to it but its not like overbearingly angsty and its just rlly fun to read
i have some advice but it might not be universal or healthy (lol) and it differs heavily based on what iām writing
fic writing is for fun, and thatās why i try to remember when iām doing it. sometimes it becomes obsessive (because i have ocd, and because i love validation, and thatās quite the line to tread lmao) but ultimately i do it because i love it/i have shit to say/stories drum in my fingers until i get them out, even if it takes time. iām glad you love it!!!! if people didnāt iād get demoralized way more often! with fic writing, usually i canāt force myself to do anything until i know the basics of what i want down - right now iām stuck on a scene b/t charlie and mac because i know what i want them to get out of it, but i have no idea what the outside context of the overall conversation will be. usually in that case, i just have to wait it out.
inspo will come to me when it comes, maybe from binge watching the show, maybe from watching smth else, maybe from a convo i have irl or a dream or what have you. in the meantime i write as much around it as i possibly can. iāve currently written every single scene for the next chapter that either came easily or at least didnāt come extremely difficultly, and once i have partĀ of a scene down i usually let the charactersā voices follow me through the rest of itā¦sometimes you just have to let them run free. writing fic for me is often a solid push and pull of me nudging the characters down the path i want them to take, but mostly i just sit there and imagine them talking, and see what they say. i have to parse apart exactly how i think theyād say it, but i can get a fair amount of their tone and message just from listening to them have the convo in my head. not to be extremely embarrassing on main but when i was obsessed with twilight, stephenie meyer basically said this in her faq and it really resonated with me lmao. this applies to original fiction btw too. thatās why its often easy to finish a scene once iāve begun it, if i can get a piece of the convo than usually i can build outward - give me a snippet of a convo and i can begin to see their location, what started this convo, and their motivations. iāll have to trim it down to fit their tone/how often they lie/how difficult they find it to express themselves later, but after i get it all out, itās easier to cut away the ooc parts until youāre left with glances to convey what used to be a paragraph and what have you
canāt write a sex scene? have a drink or two and write it all spelling errors and all, itās usually way dirtier than i intended too but you can clean ALL that up and make it in-character in editing
academic writing was never nearly as difficult for me, especially once i got to college. pretty much everyone i know used adderall to write essays, and i sat down a few times expecting to do that myself, but i ultimately never ended up needing it. in high school i was smart enough to more or less make shit up to get through it (i always say the only thing i learned in high school is how to bullshit effectively) but in college you get to pick your research topics, or theyāll hand you a book and tell you to pick whatever part of it you want to write about, so i usually latched on to one snippet of interest and expanded from there (many of my essays were about how the characters were secretly gay or more or less feminist than they should be, as you can imagine)
i was never much for formal outlines, and i DONāT subscribe to the 5 paragraph essay format, but i usually made a basic outline in my notebook so iād remember to hit all the points i wanted to make/be able to steer myself back on course when i started rambling abt something. usually i have an overarching point, and like 2 supporting arguments that i go into HEAVY detail about and probably have some supporting arguments about them within themselves. make an outline that lists your thesis and your 2 or 3 main points. if you CAN easily, write down some supporting arguments for those main points, but donāt get caught up on it.
how do i start? just sit down and fuckin start. deadass. tell yourself that if you finish before 8pm you can smoke a bowl or something, then smoke a bowl after youāre done regardless of the time. then sit down and just start typing, WHEREVER your mind wants to begin. let it, itās way easier to follow your motivation than try to corral it, youāll just end up giving yourself writerās block
intros are easy. donāt worry too much about starting them; you can come up with a catchy first sentence way later (same with a catchy ending sentence; i still CANNOT write last lines for the life of me). for your intro literally just say: These 2 or 3 things are connected, actually, and I think they connect in a specific way to prove [thesis]. you can bulk out the intro later, but MOVE ON. thatās not the important part of the essay, at all. if your thesis canāt be turned into a question THAT YOU THEN ANSWER, then it needs to be bulked out. you should be able to make it a question, for example: Why is Emily Dickinson a lesbian? becomesĀ āDickinsonās lesbianism is the driving force behind her decisions to do x, y, and zā in which x y & z are the main points of your essay.
donāt worry too much about sources or quotes. i canāt tell you how many times i just made arguments in essays and then put in brackets [find a throwaway quote about x to support this later], then highlighted the text so itād stand out and iād remember to get back to it later. then MOVE ON.
donāt get caught up in anything, not grammar, not specifics, not finding the perfect segue between paragraphs. just try to get down everything you have to say FIRST, or youāll bog yourself down and lose steam. sit there until youāre done making your points, then take a break
conclusions are easy. scroll back up to your intro. what does it say? put that back down, exactly, and bulk it out a little by referencing some points in the main paragraphs of your essay. if your intro just saidĀ āx y and z is trueā then your conclusion should sayĀ āher woodcarving shows x is true, the fact that the moon was full that day is why y is true. these two things make z trueā
go back and find sources/quotes to plug into all the times you wrote [find a throwaday quote]
TAKE AS LONG AS POSSIBLE OFF. if you try to edit and expand immediately, you WILL fail to catch things. if youāre a little unfamiliar with your own writing, youāll be able to catch things like spelling errors, things that make so little sense you have no idea what you were trying to say, times you forgot to plug in a quote, or when a transition sounds a little like a record scratching instead of playing smoothly
if youāre really pressed for time: just fucking send it in without doing a second reread, because FUCK IT. getting it done is more important than perfectionism; fixing those last straggling spelling errors gets you +2 points whereas being a day late loses a letter grade
most importantly: WRITE ABOUT WHAT YOU CARE ABOUT. if youāre only getting specific prompts, try to twist it as best you can until you give a fuck about it, itās WAY easier to write about shit that matters to you. i LOVED twisting prompts until suddenly this boring ass white boy book is secretly about this minor female character that appeared on 2 pages, and after awhile i got really fucking good at it.
just sit down and start writing. youāve got to start somewhere, even if you end up erasing and rewriting the starting point later. at least youāve got the ball rolling.
#not to geek out and go full english major but i miss writing argumentative essays#like medium key#holy SHIT!! why is this an essay in and of itself like you didn't even ask lmao#fic stuff#yl#college#book tag#anon#ask
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