#btw Glass Heart *almost* made top 50 with How Many Times

[moonchild-in-blue]

Well well well. Guess who has their recap already.

[poeticllydriven]

Crazy and In Love - 2

Crazy and In Love | 2

Word count: 2,075

Genre: TaeHyung x reader, drabble, angst

A/N: This one goes along with Project K! Here you are @lovely-bangtan7 you have been warned >:)

Btw, over 2 Million won means over 200,000 USD

Read the first one here!  3  4 5

You were sitting on the floor of his room now, bathed and dressed in a nightgown made of black Mulberry silk, expensive tastes that only he could have or better yet afford. You watched as the fire blazed brightly with orange flames that flickered and chased each other constantly. It was fascinating to watch, actually. The way that fire could shine and burn so brightly was like desire. Desire can be strong at first, sparking up quickly and spreading from place to place by attaching onto things that will fuel it farther and make that desire burn brighter, which can lead it on to do crazy ridiculous things in order to satisfy itself and get what is wanted. But once it is reached and there is nothing else to latch on to, the fire starts to slowly burn out, losing some of its flames, but doesn’t burn out as long as they are satisfied. The sedation only lasts until it becomes hungry for more. TaeHyung’s desire for you was just like that blazing fire, except that his fire is only in its early stages, and it’ll stay that way until you finally give in. But TaeHyung was crazy enough to feed his own fire, there was no such thing as it slowing down. TaeHyung’s desire for you will never stop growing.

Your attention was torn away as the door opened slowly, the white light from the kitchen shining into the room slightly before the door was closed behind him. TaeHyung stood across the room while keeping his eyes directly on you. His hair was wet and his bangs hung over his eyes, indicating that he had just gotten out of the shower; that and the pair of joggers that hung dangerously low on his hips. You couldn’t keep your eyes off of his topless torso, his stomach and chest were toned with definition. You didn’t want to admit it, but TaeHyung is hot. Hotter than Hell itself.

“You look so pretty in that gown, Y/N.”

Taehyung walked slowly across the room to stand right in front of you, running his eyes all over your body, taking in the shape and curves of your body that was hugged slightly by the gown, before moving to sit next to you on the floor. You tensed up due to his closeness and the stare that he gave you. You didn’t even want to look at his face because you were scared of the expression that was painted on it. You kept your eyes on the fire, chest moving rapidly and heart beating so loud that you could hear it in your ears. He had both a scary yet heart fluttering effect on you. He was breathtakingly handsome, but terrifyingly dangerous when provoked and curious. His curiosity could sometimes get the best of him.

“Y/N,” he says, tucking a lock of hair behind your ear that made you shudder just from his touch. You wanted to pull away, but doing so would be a move of fools. “Y/N, please, look–”

“I want to go home,” you state firmly, now looking him directly in the eyes. “I haven’t seen my family in months nor have I stepped one foot outside of this apartment. Why do you keep me captive here when it’s pretty obvious that I don’t want to be here?” You expected for TaeHyung’s expression to change into a frown or look of hurt or anger, but his expression never faltered. The same emotionless expression never seemed to wash away. He was extremely hard to figure out.

TaeHyung moved his hand from your face, giving you a cold glare before standing up quickly and going straight towards the cupboard that resided next to the loveseat. He took out a little wooden box that was marked with Japanese letters along with English, also. Alcohol that cost more than your own life probably. He opens the box to take out a small bottle filled with amber-like colored liquid. The bottle had a white cloth on top that was tied down with a white piece of string, in which he took off and poured almost half the bottle into a small glass. He did all of this with a straight face that made you fear for your life.

He sat on the loveseat slowly all while keeping his eyes right on yours. He leaned back on the velvet furniture, legs open and body relaxed. You let out the breath of air you had been holding in the whole time, realizing that you weren’t breathing at all due to him. Everything TaeHyung does makes your heart skip a beat and your breath hitch in both arousal and fear. You find him attractive in many ways, but you and everyone else around here knew that TaeHyung could do anything crazy at any given moment, which kept you on your toes 24/7.

“Y/N, do you know what this is?” he says while holding up the small glass filled with the amber liquid. Of course, you knew what it was. He drunk it all the time whenever he was here, and he had boxes of it coming in almost every two weeks.

“Answer me, Y/N.” He said, deepening his voice a few octaves lower, indicating he was getting either angry or impatient, it was hard to tell due to the tone of his voice. Fuck, it could be both, but the way he sounded was enough to make you forget the situation you were in right now.

“Yes, I do. How is alcohol relevant in this situation if I may ask?” He could sense the attitude on your tongue. He smirked at that, but that smirk quickly went away.

“Because it’s somewhat related to you, my love.” You raised an eyebrow at his remark.

“What do mean by related to me?” you asked. You were utterly confused as to why you were being compared to a bottle of useless alcohol, but you pretty positive that he had a great reason as to why.

“Well, like you, this whiskey has been nicely aged and of course, nicely priced.” You shifted your position on the floor to take the weight off of your arm and sat up completely straight, completely intrigued. “It’s called Yamazaki, it has been aged for 50 years and priced over 2 million won.”

You were taken aback. You had no idea that whiskey could cost that much. He had boxes of it that held at least a dozen in each box. You couldn’t believe he spent that much on something that wasn’t merely important– to you at least. But you knew that he was crazy enough to buy it. Insane even.

“You are just like it, my love. Your aging process may not be done, but to me, you are finely aged, and unlike this bottle of pure pleasure and satisfaction, you are far more priced. As a matter of fact, you’re priceless, my love. There’s no such thing as a price when it comes to you. You’re so rare that a price can’t even describe how rare you are. You’re a prized possession that I’m not willing to share in any way”

Your breathing was now rapid, making your chest rise in an up and down pattern at a very quick pace. His gaze was completely serious and he didn’t even move an inch while he said those words. He just sat there, swirling the liquid around a little while watching it move around the glass. His hand moved to his forehead so that he could he rest the weight of his head on it. He looked horrifyingly sexy, and his glare was enough to cause the build-up of arousal in between your legs.

He took a tiny sip of the liquid, held it in his mouth, and finally swallowed it.  

“But the only thing I can’t compare is the taste,” he said with a huge smirk now growing across his face. You hold back the moan that threatened to slip out from your mouth. The last thing you needed was to encourage him on. “And if I ever did get a chance to taste you against my tongue, I could probably guess that you would taste a million times better.”

You finally looked away from the imprisonment that is his eyes. He was causing an effect on you and he knew it; he could tell by the way you fidgeted in your spot on the floor, the way you squeezed your legs tight together in an attempt to stop the arousal from going anywhere past your panties. You were almost close to being officially defeated. The shield that you had put up around yourself to block him out was close to being destroyed. But that shield wasn’t completely destroyed. At least not yet. TaeHyung wouldn’t give up until you were his.

He finished the rest of the glass in one go, letting out a gasp of air before placing the glass on the nightstand beside him before quickly moving towards you, swiftly picking you up and holding you bridal style. You were about to protest against his action before he moved you quickly to the bed, moving to hover right over you while looking directly into your eyes. It all happened so fast that you couldn’t even let out a breath of air.

“Now with that said, I think you know what my answer to your question is. You aren’t going anywhere because I’ve officially made you mine. You’re lucky to be here, love; the expensive clothing, the gifts, and the protection is something that people would kill for, something that women would be willing to give themselves up for.”

You were too busy staring up into his eyes to realize that he was staring down at you like you could disappear at any moment. He began to trail his fingers over your collarbone, moving it down towards the beginning of the cleavage of your gown, making you shudder by the way his fingers traced your skin so lightly.

“I don’t want any of that,” you protest, finally finding the will to speak. “I just want to leave. I don’t want to be here.”

He brought his finger up to your tor rosy lips, wanting so bad to kiss them and show you the lust that burned so horribly in his veins.

“Again, you have absolutely no idea how lucky you are. I could have you in my bed, taking delight in all the pleasures that you could possibly give me. The things that I could be taking pleasure in right this very moment would be torture to you. That’s luck, my love. I decided to keep my craziest side at bay.” You sunk into the mattress as he spoke, realizing that he said was true. He could be using you against your own will and nobody, not even the help, could stop him from doing so. You were lucky and you knew this was nothing compared to how he could get. And to be completely honest, you didn’t want to see that side of him.

“But if you want to leave this house and stay in contact with everyone you love, you’ll have to promise me one thing. Promise me this one thing and I’ll let you go free.”

“Anything,” you said quickly, happy to hear him say those words. “I’ll do anything. Just tell me, please.” At this point, you didn’t care what he wanted, you just wanted to be able to leave. You were dying have some human interaction with anyone other than him and the help of this house. You missed your family and friends, you missed the feeling of the bare sun hitting your skin, being able to breathe in fresh air. You felt like a prisoner here. You didn’t even care if he let out here only once a day, you would do anything to not be here right now, and that you meant.

“Marry me, my love. Give me your hand in marriage and I’ll let you do as you please, but you have to understand that you will have a curfew for what time you leave and what time you shall be home. Grant me this one wish and I’ll let you go ”

And with that, leaving suddenly didn’t seem appealing anymore.

[sambashua]

92 questions/random questions/8 things tag~

hello friends !!! i’ve done the first two tags before but it’s been quite a while so ?? let’s see if i can come up w new responses i guess?? also these all have similar-ish questions so i thought i’d combine them so i don’t clog up everyone’s dashes~

tagged by (ﾉ´ヮ`)ﾉ*: ･ﾟ(ilya so dang much my favorite muffins)

92 questions: mariel! @jaehyunscult kelby! @yooncheoly and claudia! @s-lay-ing 

random questions: kolbo! @yooncheoly ommo! @strawberryboo​ and cloodoo! @s-lay-ing 

eight things: em! @seoulscapes mj! @jungnoir and kat! @atshinee

i’m going to tag @everyonesabiaswrecker @hoshi-ssi @king-hao @moonhyook @taeismyking @honestlay @yoonsunha @amessence @kylamassie1 @peachesandkili and also the beans who tagged me above!! you can do one of the ones you didn’t tag me in hehe(≧◡≦)

you guys can choose whichever tags you want!! or all of them ? idk it’s basically either long, easy or creative so whatever you feel like doing… or do none of them!! that works too! if you don’t want to be tagged just let me knowwww also you rlly don’t have to read this whole thing it is so damn long… but w/o further ado…

92 questions

the last…

1. drink: water

2. phone call: my grandma !

3. text message: “THEBOP OF THE SUMMER” (sic)

4. song you listened to: ‘love paint (every afternoon)’ by NU’EST started playing before i got out of the car last night… WAIT I JUST REMEMBERED I WATCHED MX’S NEWTON THIS MORNING OH MY GOD THE BOP OF THE SUMMER THAT’S WHAT THE TEXT WAS ABT BTW

5. time you cried: hmmmm not monsta x surprisingly ? but we have some rlly spicy food in LA and @everyonesabiaswrecker @taeismyking and i had to hide our eyes from the waiter lol

have you ever…

6. dated someone twice: nooo (as i said last time i’ve never dated so these are all no’s so you can skip around a bit i suppose)

7. been cheated on: nooo

8. kissed someone and regretted it: nooo

9. lost someone special: yea

10. been depressed: nope

11. gotten drunk and thrown up: drinking makes ya do bad stuff kids

list three favorite colors (12-15)…

grey, light blue nd light green !

in the last year have you…

15. made new friends: yeAH SO MANY! irl and online i’m so thankful for everyone i’ve met~~ since i started uni i was rlly nervous abt meeting people and although i have one (1) new friend irl (shoutout to my main main main kat @atshinee literally where would i be w/o you i probably woulda gotten stuck at camp bc of the hail storm) i’ve met countless lovely individuals online that i am forever grateful for;;; now i’m being all sappy someoNE STOP ME

16. fallen out of love: nooo

17. laughed until you cried: almost everyday~~

18. found out someone was talking about you: oh yea

19. met someone who changed you: YES

20. found out who your true friends are: yeah!

21. kissed someone on your facebook list: nooooooooooooooope

general stuff

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: idk like probably actually 80% but they’re not people i talk to now ? (kat still yells at me abt my answer last time)

23. do you have any pets: I GOT TWO CATS TOM TOM AND MYSTERY THEY ARE ADORABLE BEANS ND I LIKE TO BRAG ABT THEM SO ASK ME FOR PICS

24. do you want to change your name: i like my name a lot tbh (there’s so many endless nickname possibilities honestly)

25. what did you do for your last birthday: i got gelato w two of my closest frandssss and also listened to nct dream like the whole day it was the best

26. what time did you wake up: um m m i think 9? yesterday i went to bed at 3:30 and woke up at 7:30 so i slept in more today lol

27. what were you doing at midnight last night: trying to read a soonhoon fic from eep and messaging ivy:D

28. name something you cannot wait for: uM IDK EVERYTHING I WAS WAITING FOR ALREADY HAPPENED i guess just moving back to school and starting classes??? i’m so anxious ugh

29. when was the last time you saw your mom: 4 ? hours ago ?

30. what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: um idk i think i’m pretty blessed to be completely honest

31. what are you listening to right now: there’s construction going on in the distance idk what they’re doing but it is LOUD

32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: i’m so shook people haven’t talked to any toms i’ve met so many i don’t undeRSTAND

33. something that is getting on your nerves: ignorance *finger guns*

34. most visited website: tumblr (i haven’t been on youtube much lately cry)

35. elementary school: yeahhh

36. high school: yeahhh

37. college: yeahhh

38. hair color: blonde 

39. long or short hair: it’s so long rn i’m constantly choking on it

40. do you have a crush on someone: crushes are for noobs

41. what do you like about yourself: “everything, love yourself.” -kat

42. piercings: ears but i never wear them

43. blood type: idk my parents are both AB so my mom says we’re that too but mom that’s not how genetics work

44. nickname: i have so many but my most common one is mir~ i answer to anything tho

45. relationship status: engaged to jeon wonwoo

46. zodiac sign: cancer~

47. pronouns: she/her

48. favorite tv show: game of thrones or below deck (watch it it’s a reality show abt a yacht crew it’s so entertaining) 

49. tattoos: nope i’m too indecisive

50. righty or lefty: right

first…

51. surgery: i had surgery junior year of high school

52. piercing: did they not already ask this oh jk this is first well i still only have ears

53. best friend: in the womb bitchhh (-8 months would be the official age)

54. sport: i think karate ? my dad is super sporty tho so sister and i tried every sport known to man

55. vacation: probably washington bc i have a lot of family there

56. pair of sneakers: literally who knows this tho

right now…

57. eating: nothing

58. drinking: now i’m drinking tea

59. i’m about to: eat a bagel maybe

60. listening to: good luck by aoa (yessss my girls)

61. waiting for: jordyn to get off work so i can see her new dorm:D

62. do you want kids: i always have

63. do you want to get married: i don’t really know marriage seems so outdated…

64: what career do you want: journalist (yay)

which is better…

65. hugs or kisses: hugs!

66. lips or eyes: eyes!

67. shorter or taller: i don’t have much preference but i’m tall and i like being tall

68. older or younger: i don’t really care bc some older people are really immature and some younger people are really mature so~

70. nice arms or nice stomach: i really really don’t care

71. sensitive or loud: these honestly aren’t even antonyms

72. hook up or relationship: relationship

73. troublemaker or hesitant: i’ve never been a troublemaker so ?

have you ever…

74. kissed a stranger: nooo

75. drank hard liquor: neh ?

76. lost glasses/lenses: i have above average vision boiiiii

77. turned someone down: i mean;;;; i think most people have at least indirectly

78. had sex on the first date: nooo

79. broken someone’s heart: i really doubt it lol

80. had your heart broken: jeon wonwoo breaks my heart daily

81. been arrested: nooo

82. cried when someone died: yeahh

83. fallen for a friend: no

do you believe in…

84. yourself: YEAH I GOT THIS! YOU GOT THIS! WE ALL GOT THIS!

85. miracles: maybe ?

86. love at first sight: not even a little bit

87. santa claus:

LOOK AT SOONYOUNG I’M LAUGHING

88. kiss on the first date: i mean i don’t see why not

89. angels: maybe ?

other…

90. current best friends name: sister n em n kat n cass n jords n val :3

91. eye color: grey ish

92. favorite movie: the proposal was my favorite movie for so long;;; i liked moonlight a lot too go see it

random questions

dude i fucking forgot abt this one i thought i was done fuck (why is this font so tiny)

relationship status: single for 19 years bishhhhhhhh favorite color: grey!! but i’ve been feelin orange lately hmmmm lipstick or chapstick: i like tinted lip balm:) but i even use vaseline sometimes try it okay it makes yo lips so soft last song you listened to: well i already said so i’ll do what’s stuck in my head rn: coffee by bts (it’s so good i get such calming vibes from it) last movie you watched: BABY DRIVER it was so ffffff good 100/10 would rec~ the car chases were so cool dude also ansel elgort is such a cutie top 3 characters: i’ll as april ludgate from parks n rec (are you happy jords), celaena from throne of glass, ndddd risa koizumi from lovcom:) top 3 ships: jejun ! soonwoo ! MARKHYUCK(ﾉ´ヮ`)ﾉ*: ･ﾟ books you are currently reading: rnnnn i’m STILL reading heir of fire (don’t worry cass i will finish it in time) top 5 musicals: mulan is endlessly iconic okay, hsm, phantom of the opera, the sound of music nd mama mia !

eight things

last movie watched: baby driver hoo hoo last song listened to: me gustas tu bitchhhhh last book read: Crown of Midnight still oops sorry cass i’m so damn slow these days  last thing eaten: fig newtons (buy newton by monsta x on itunes) if you could be anywhere right now, where would you be: wherever @atshinee​ is because i want to support her for her test but i know i would probably just distract her:(((((( a fictional character you would hang out with for the day: probably dorian from throne of glass bc he just seems like such a lovable dork i want to give him a big ole hug he needs it  what fictional world/universe would you want to spend a week in: i used to be obsessed w the series Gregor the Overlander as a kid and i’d really want to spend a day there that would be so awesome esp the one where they travel through the one rainforest jungle… but also Harry Potter bc i rlly want to go to hogwarts and just;;; look around? it’s so pretty and i want to see all the paintings and staircases and the people it’d be great last video game played: i’ve never rlly played video games… i used to play the sims does that count rip

well it’s finally frickin done i doubt anyone bared w me for this trainwreck…….. i’m so tired now will i even do more of these today jk i gotta i am so behind but no selfie tags i look trash

[callhimyoungk]

rules: you must answer these 85 statements and tag 20 

tagged by: @pasteljoon (my fellow troye sivan stan)

im tagging:  
 last 1. drink: water  
2. phone call: i honestly almost never get any phone calls nor do i call but the last one i had was with my father 
3. text message: um internet friends i think
 4. song you listened to: whistle by blackpink (iconic bop) 💯🎶
 5. last time you cried: i dont cry even if i do i rarely tell :’)🤕😔
 6. dated someone twice: it would be quicker if you ask me if i had killed anyone twice😤😏💁🏻 (btw the answer’s nope :( #foreveralone🤕😭 ) 
7. kissed someone and regretted it: what’s a kiss?!🙄🤓
 8. been cheated on: nope
 9. lost someone special: yes ig🤕
 10. been depressed: not properly diagnosed but in one of the psychology tests we had to take in school, i scored pretty high and i was really depressed at some time in my life 😳😖🤕
 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: nope 😱

3 favorite colors  12. black⚫️ 13. gold🔶
14. red🔴

(black and red look really nice together so do black and gold, i also like the colour gray :D)

in the last year have you  15. made new friends: yep but I’ve lost most of them ( i have only like 3 friends left irl 👻and I only saw them once this year, im really lonely 😿and am in desperate need of friends so hmu :D 🤗）
 16. fallen out of love: never been in love before so 🤔🤕 
17. laughed until you cried: hahahahaha yesshh 😂🙄
 18. found out someone was talking about you:
 yes boy I didn’t read all those FBI psychology and body language books for no reason 📕🔫‼️

19. met someone who changed you: yes and it was both good and bad, i was more confident in expressing my affection and love to people but i got really depressed 💔 bc of that person so :/🤕🙄

20. found out who your friends are: i guess cause I’ve lost a lot of friends and been through a lot of friendships breakups so yes 💔💔💔
 21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: i donut have facebook and what’s a kiss?!?!pt2 🙄🤓again?!?! somebody explain it to me

general  22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: i donut have facebook pt2
 apparently #23 is lost ahhahahaha

24. do you want to change your name: my name’s Agnes and it’s all good bc it’s kind of rare?? but if i could I’d name myself as Jace or jay or jayden or something like that idk but i like mine #im-a-leo-i-love-everything-about-myself😏 #maybe-not-everything-but-mostly :D💞💞
 25. what did you do for your last birthday: went to Starbucks and got coffee ☕️and a slice of cake🍰 and went back home and studied📝for my exams #im-a-nerd-and-i-have-to-keep-my-reputation-as-the-smart-kid #bc-im-a-leo😏 :D

26. what time did you wake up: 07:30 a.m.
 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: listening to music 🎶💗
 28. name something you can’t wait for: be happy ig?? and finally get my life together💖 
29. when was the last time you saw your mom: before i went to bed💕 
30. what are you listening to right now: hi hello by day6 (a vv beautiful song)❣❣💓💘
 31. have you ever talked to a person named tom: tom holland where you at mate🙃🙂

32. something that is getting on your nerves: how my relatives keep comparing me to my cousins bc they think I’m not worthy enough #watch-me-get-successful #dont-challenge-me #im-a-leo-pt3😏 #ill-prove-you-wrong-watch-me😤

33. most visited website: tumblr, youtube, google, sololearn 
34. hair color: dark brown close to black 
 35. long or short hair: long ( i have bad memories with short hair so nope *but sings AOA’s short hair anyway* )
 36. do you have a crush on someone: brian where you at boy🗣👅😍😘💖💗💕💘💓💞 
37. what do you like about yourself? I’m good at languages and good at memorizing things? 
apparently #38 is lost too ahahaha pt2 
 39. blood type: your ideal type (imma love you if you know where this reference is from omg akksjfjfjfjd MESSAGE ME IF YOU KNOW)😱😍🤓

40. nickname: dinosaur, miss crazy, crazy b*tch😅☺️🤗
 41. relationship status: sexy, free and single (alskkdjd jk, free and single and sad)🤕💔💖
 42. zodiac: leo 😏
 43. pronouns: she/her 🙋🏻 
44. favorite tv show: Sherlock Holmes 🔍🕵🏼
 45. tattoos: nope, but i hope i can get some small aesthetic ones someday if my parents won’t kill me

46. right or left handed: right  
47. surgery: noooo

48. sport: swimming and im bad at basketball but i like it 🏀 
49. vacation: I’ve only traveled within my country only before and if i got the chance to i’d like to go overseas, europe, south korea, china, taiwan, and more 
 50. pair of shoes: hot pink high top converse (hot pink is…hot and #yolo), Adidas, new balance, (i never know my shoes’ full names)

more general 
 51. eating: nope
 52. drinking: water
 53. i’m about to: sleep 
 54. waiting for: some amazing dreams so i can bask in my imaginations and scream when i wake up bc it’s all a dream 🤕🙄☺️
 55. want: friends and money and attractive physical appearance, better personality, happiness, love (in the end, we always want what we can’t have) (#emo-agnes-strikes-again) 💗🤗🤕 
56. get married: someday, if I’m lucky enough 🤕💕 
57. career: something in the IT line, i guess and (my fantasy is work for some big korean entertainment agency lmao stupid ik)

which is better
 58. hugs or kisses: Both but-what’s-a-kiss-again?-pt3 ( i LOVE SKINSHIPS SOMEONE PLEASE GIVE ME HUGS)🤓🙄🤗💗

59. lips or eyes: eyes but both too i think 👀👄
 60. shorter or taller: taller
 61. older or younger: older, preferably 
62. nice arms or nice stomach: both ig but idk akskdjjf

63. hook up or relationship: too scared for a hook up and also too scared for a relationship bc i prob won’t ever get in s relationship so :/ 🤕but relationship, ig😴💞 
64. troublemaker or hesitant: it depends on the situation but if im confident i can get out of a situation, im definitely a troublemaker (im a good liar so ;))😤😏🤓 
65. kissed a stranger: what’s-a-kiss-again-pt4 (sigh)🤓🙄
 66. drank hard liquor: nope 
67. lost glasses/contact lenses: nope 🤓

68. turned someone down: yes I’m really straightforward if i had to turn someone down, most of the time 😱😴
 69. sex on the first date: nooo are you kidding me boy 😱😴👀

70. broken someone’s heart: yes i live off on the knowledge knowing that someone’s suffering bc of me #miss-crazy-is-a-psychopath hahaha but ig i break a lot of people’s heart especially my parents’ cause i constantly disappoint them 🤕💔💕

71. had your heart broken: yep :( 🤕💔🤕💔🤕💔
 72. been arrested: nope (im a good citizen) 🙋🏻😘🤓
 73. cried when someone died: nope 
 74. fallen for a friend: no i barely have friends lol 🤕😱

do you believe in  75. yourself: I don’t think so?? idk 😴😱
 76. miracles: not on myself but on other people, yes 😱💖 
77. love at first sight: i guess so ☺️💗
 78. santa claus: yesssssssss (Santa is real fight me) 😤💘💚
 79. kiss on the first date: sure? ;) what’s-a-kiss-again-pt5 🤓🙄
 80. angels: yes i love reading about fallen angels and nephilims and anything supernatural 👼🏻💫💖

other  81. eye color: darkest brown close to black 👁
 82. favorite movie: um there’s a lot but I can’t think of any rn omg my brain’s not working 📽🎥 
83. lust or love: it’d be good to have both at the same time, for the same person, of course 💖
 84. favorite item of clothing: a gray plain t-shirt with black skinny jeans, oversized shirts, my hoodie jacket, my jeans, basically I love all my clothes
 85. favorite song: there’s an awful lot but rn it’s Cave Me In by Tablo, Gallant, and Eric Nam (look up the lyrics guys it’s beautiful and deep especially Tablo’s rap sigh) 🤕🎶💯💔💖💓💔

tagging: @jahehyung @wonpillows @day69 @foreveryoungk93 @proteinmisfolding YOU DONT HAVE TO DO THIS IF YOU DONT WANT TO :D

[kim-youngkyuns]

…SHOULD WE KNOW US A LITTLE BETTER TAG…

tagged by @youngkpoppin 

thanks for tagging me > <

RULES: you must answer these 92 statements and tag 20 ppl…

THE LAST: 1. Drink: water 2. Phonecall: idk i havent had a phone for two years 3. Text message: ^^^^^ 4. Song you listend to: Never - PD101 Nation’s Son

5. Time you cried: five minutes ago because life 6. Dated someone twice: nah 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: never kissed anybody 8. Been cheated on: no 9. Lost someone special: My grandpa and my bestie who’s moving :’( 10. Been depressed: yeah a lot  11. Gotten drunk and thrown up i’ve drank but not like that

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12-14: black, gray, blue

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: yesh 16. Fallen out of love: ??? sorta?? 17. Laughed until you cried: always 18. Found out someone was talking about you: yes i was mentioned because i liked kpop and so does my friends sister so 19. Met someone who changed you: yup 20. Found out who your friends are: eh basically 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: uh no

GENERAL: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: most of them 23. Do you have ans pets: nope

24. Do you want to change your name: not really maybe to Bailee or something 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: celebrated with family 26. What time did you wake up: 10am 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: writing on tumblr 28. Name something you can’t wait for: to get my shit together and to finish my tumblr shit 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: 20 minutes ago 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: being lazy 31. What are you listening right now: Oh Little Girl - PD101 Slate 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: no 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: life in general 34. Most visited Website: tumblr and youtube 35. Elementary: done 36. High School: freshman going to sophmore 37. College: not there yet 38. Haircolor: black to dark brown to bright brown to pale orange-sih color to super pastel pink at the way tips (yeah the tips of my hair was supposed to be pastel pink but it didn’t come out but people liked it so) 39. Long or short hair: long 40. Do you have a crush on someone: sorta... still cant get over him really 41. What do you like about yourself: my hair, apparently im smart 42. Piercings: ear piercings 43. Bloodtype: idk 44. Nickname: Sunny, sum, summy 45. Relationship status: single 47. Pronouns: she/her/it?? 48. Favorite TV Show: Stranger Things / DotS 49. Tattoos: none but I want one or a couple

50. Right or left: right 51. Surgery: nope 52. Piercing: already answered 53. Sport: football/basketball 55. Vacation: idk 56. Pair of trainers: black nike air max (or my old ass converse high tops)

MORE GENERAL: 57. Eating: love it (but im cutting portions now) 58. Drinking: boba tea or Arizona green tea 59. I’m about to: write my ass off tonight (maybe dance idk) 61. Waiting for: me to figure myself out 62. Want: a phone 63. Get married: i guess 64. Career: hi-key want to be a kpop idol but realistically, im not sure but an author 

WHICH IS BETTER 65. Hugs or kisses: hugs 66. Lips or eyes: eyes 67. Shorter or taller: taller 68. Older or younger: older 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: arms?? 71. Sensitive or loud: both?? 72. Hook up or relationship: relationship 73. Troublemaker or hesitant:both??? mostly troublemaker

HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a stranger: nah 75. Drank hard liquor: hell no 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: im not blind... jk but if i did have any of those, yeah 77. Turned someone down: no 78. Sex in the first date: nope 79. Broken someones heart: i dont think so 80. Had your heart broken: yeah 81. Been arrested: no 82. Cried when someone died: yup 83. Fallen for a friend: no... well sorta

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: not at all but im trying 85. Miracles: i guess 86. Love at first sight: yeah 87. Santa Claus: no 88. Kiss in the first date: yeah 89. Angels: i guess

OTHER: 90. Current best friends name: Katy (aka park woojin’s wifey) & Anna

91. Eyecolor: brown 92. Favorite movie: i guess Train to Busan because i cried my eyes out... and basically almost all disney movies i guess

I tag @kpoppoopie @kimyumbin @akabrowney @mrsbriankang @chani-babe 

@sparklingpurifying @javajaeyoon @ anyone who wants to do this

btw you guys do not have to do this ^ ^

[herbalzee]

Get to know me tag!!!

Five Things You’ll Find In My Bag

   1. headphones (always!)    2. at least 50 hair ties    3. a full bottle of perfume    4. free pens from like everywhere    5. lots of tissues lmao

Five Things In My Bedroom:

a fish tank! i love my lil fishies

shoe cabinet

a Moriarty (from Sherlock BBC) calendar of him saying “Miss me?”. I love it

a small yellow chair!  

a color-coordinated bookshelf!!!

Five Things I’ve Always Wanted To Do In My Life:

learn sign language!

travel all over europe

write my own book

become a therapist

have kids!! and pets!!!

Five Things That Make Me Happy:

hanging with friends!!

listening to music, podcasts and ASMR

watching movies

doing artistic things?? idek what that means but like i love going to operas and theaters and taking aesthetic pictures and being creative, shit like that

talking, ranting, expressing my opinions comfortably, theorizing, brainstorming

Five Things On My To-Do List:

read books

hang with friends

write short stories- or write in general lmao

travel!!!

prepare for uni... i need to seriously do that

Five Things People May Not Know About Me:

i am passionate about psychology

i had an obsession with piercings and tattoos when i was younger

i had the yellow belt in karate when i was in practice

im very old school about silly things yet quite liberal about the serious stuff

im basically in love with malmo, sweden

Name?: zaina

Nicknames?: zee

Zodiac?: sagittarius

Sexual Orientation?: straight

Ethnicity?: middle eastern/ north african

Favorite Fruit?: mango!!!!

Favorite Season?: winter

Favorite Flower?: after a quick flower research, i found the soft pink spray roses and the blue hydrangea the most appealing to me

Favorite Scent?: vanilla! cocoa! banana-scented stuff (or generally fruit-scented stuff). old books!!! 

Favorite Animal?: bees!! or just any domesticated animals honestly (that can be kept at homes or farms)

Coffee, Tea, or Hot Chocolate?: tea

Cat or dog?: dogs

Dream Trip?: a boat travelling all around western europe!!!

Number of Followers?: i dont really care about this stuff

What do I post about?: any posts containing message worth-spreading, funny content or aesthetically-pleasing stuff..

Do I get asks on a regular basis?: nope! so famous that i had to close my ask box 

Favorite Band?: twentyone pilots, little mix, imagine dragons, coldplay, hey violet, abba (almost forgot them omg)

Aesthetic?: cinematography, animals and nature, books and libraries, literally anything vintage, multicultures, feminism and femininity. i cant think of other stuff but im majorly into art

Fictional Character I’d Date?: john bender from the breakfast club!!!!

Hogwarts House?: ravenclaw

Rules: BOLD the statements that are true for you!

APPEARANCE:

I am 5'7" or taller

I wear glasses

I have at least one tattoo

I have at least one piercing

I have blonde hair

I have brown eyes

I have short hair

My abs are at least somewhat defined

I have or have had braces

PERSONALITY:

I love meeting new people

People tell me that I’m funny

Helping others with their problems is a big priority for me

I enjoy physical challenges

I enjoy mental challenges

I’m playfully rude with people I know well

I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it

There is something I would change about my personality

ABILITY:

I can sing well

I can play an instrument

I can do over 30 pushups without stopping

I’m a fast runner

I can draw well

I have a good memory

I’m good at doing math in my head

I can hold my breath underwater for under a minute

I have beaten at least 2 people in arm wrestling

I know how to cook at least 3 meals from scratch

I know how to throw a proper punch

HOBBIES:

I enjoy playing sports

I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else

I’m in an orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else

I have learned a new song in the past week

I work out at least once a week

I’ve gone for runs at least once a week in the warmer months

I have drawn something in the past month

I enjoy writing

FANDOMS ARE MY #1 PASSION

I do or have done martial arts

EXPERIENCES:

I have had my first kiss

I have had alcohol

I have scored the winning goal in a sports game

I have watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting

I have been at an overnight event

I have been in a taxi

I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year

I have beaten a video game in one day

I have visited another country

I have been to one of my favorite band’s concerts

RELATIONSHIPS:

I’m in a relationship

I have a crush on a celebrity

I have a crush on someone I know

I have been in at least 3 relationships

I have never been in a relationship

I have asked someone out or admitted my feelings to them

I get crushes easily

I have had a crush on someone for over a year

I have been in a relationship for at least a year

I have had feelings for a friend

MY LIFE:

I have at least one person I consider a “best friend”

I live close at my school

My parents are still together

I have at least one sibling

I live in the united states

There is snow right now where I live

I have hung out with a friend in the past month

I have a smartphone

I have at least 15 CD’s

I share my room with someone

RANDOM SHIT:

I have breakdanced

I know a person named Jamie

I have had a teacher with a last name that’s hard to pronounce

I have dyed my hair

I’m listening to one song on repeat right now

I have punched someone in the past week

I know someone who has gone to jail

I have broken a bone

I have eaten a waffle today

I know what I want to do with my life

I speak at least 2 languages

I have made a new friend in the past year

Relationship status: single

Favorite color: purple, blue, green

Lipstick or Chapstick: lipstick!!

Last song I listened to: hard times by paramore

Last movie I watched: The Boss Baby

Top three TV shows:

(btw these three tv shows are the only shows ive ever watched and actually finished lmao)

BBC Sherlock

Clique

Yuri! on ice

Top three characters:

These are the ones that came to mind first, not top favorites

Sherlock (Sherlock BBC)

Todd Anderson (Dead poets society)

Savannah Karlsen (Girl, interrupted)

rules: copy/paste and replace my answers with yours and tag people :^)

a - age: 17 
b - biggest fear: my actual biggest fear is too personal so im gonna say my second biggest fear: not achieving anything valuable in my life  
c - current time: 3 am lmao 
d - drink you last had: a peach detox lmao 
e - every day starts with: checking phone  f - favorite song: of all time or currently? ive never had an all time favorite but right now my favorite song is hard times by paramore (mainly the chorus bc its awesome) 
g - ghosts, are they real: only the ones in our heads 
h - hometown: a.d. 
i - in love with: psychology 
j - jealous of: productive people 
k - killed someone: ... 
l - last time you cried: literally yesterday..  m - middle name: dont have one  
n - number of siblings: eins (one) 
o - one wish: to be satisfied with who i am and what i have p - person you last called/texted: im talking to my friend on the phone right now as im doing this.. shes the one who so kindly guided me to these fun questions q - questions you’re always asked: “why are you so quiet?” “what major are you getting into and at which university?”  
r - reasons to smile: youre very much well and alive!!

s - song last sang: i was having a fetus 1d songs marathon at like 2 am the other day so... definitely the entire up all night album

t - time you woke up: these days.. 12 pm, bc im tired and its my holiday 
u - underwear color: ohhhh boi v - vacation destination: anywhere cold filled with warm people 
w - worst habit: procrastination 
x - x-rays you’ve had: the most recent one i remember is a chest x ray y - your favorite food: pasta 
z - zodiac sign: sagittarius

post a screenshot of my lock screen, home screen, and last song played

RULES: Choose any three fandoms (in random order) and answer the questions. Then tag some friends.

I choose:

bbc sherlock

clique

yuri! on ice

The first character you loved:

ohhh, first was sherlock! then john almost 0.001 secs later

im pretty sure it was elizabeth. shes the cutest and i relate to her the most

probably Minako Okukawa, because shes so charming and funny

The character you never expected to love so much:

mrs hudson!!!!

louise!!! shes so smart and gorgeous and the least involved in the drama

yurio!!! i used to dislike him lmao but now hes my son

The character you relate to most:

molly hooper

like i said above, elizabeth!

ohh definitely yuri

The character you’d slap

john because sherlock suffered sooo much for him and opened his heart only to be abandoned because john is a naive idiot who still cant tell sherlock’s NOT a sociopath

SO MANY bc almost all of them did shitty things.. but the ones id slap right on sight are Alistair and the Steiner dude

ohmygod no, theyre all pure!! probably yurio bc that kid needs to love himself (but id immediately hug him right after)

Three favorite characters (these are in order of preference):

sherlock & john (one answer), mrs hudson, WIGGINS

holly, rachel, and fay (elizabeth and jude too)

the obvious trio: yuri, victor and yurio

A character you liked at first but not so much anymore:

mary lmao

alistair. i was a little suspicious of him but i liked him at the beginning bc he was cute and innocent. i HATE him now obviously

i love them all.. theres not a single one i dislike

A character you did not like at first, but they’ve grown on you:

ahahah mycroft

 uh georgia

christopher and JJ (but now i love them both so much)

[fire-fira]

Tag game

I was tagged by @lovelylangst

rules: Write 92 truths about yourself then tag 25 people Long ass post.

LAST… [1] drink: Grapefruit juice [2] phone call: my fiance @radioactive-earthshine [3] text message: either my fiance or one of the other people in my class [4] song you listened to:  Novocaine by Fall Out Boy [5] time you cried: Night before last? I know I was laughing.

HAVE YOU EVER… [6] dated someone twice: Yeah, just my fiance. [7] been cheated on: Nope. [8] kissed someone and regretted it: Nah. [9] lost someone special: If you mean family, then yes. Otherwise no. [10] been depressed: Low level, never chronic, and I’ve been able to work through things on my own or with my fiance’s help. [11] gotten drunk and thrown up: I’ve never even been drunk. I can’t stand the smell of alcohol, to say nothing about the taste.

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLORS: [12] Greens (usually a forest or jungle green is at the top) [13] Reds (the brighter the red is the more it has to be in combination with other colors) [14] Black, gold, or brown (kind of a toss-up for me)

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… [15] made new friends: Absolutely. [16] fallen out of love: No. [17] laughed until you cried: Hell yes. See my earlier point about crying. [18] found out someone was talking about you: Yup. I tend to leave an impression. [19] met someone who changed you: Not within the last year, no. Well no wait, I lied-- I had an awful teacher at this time of year last year who was so terrible that she was the perfect example to me of what not to do as a teacher. [20] found out who your true friends are: Nope. I’m pretty close with all of my friends and I’m the sort of person who doesn’t put up with ‘fair weather friends’. [21] kissed someone on your facebook list: My fiance.

GENERAL… [22] how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: Uh, most of them? I’m not on facebook all that much anymore, but most of them I’ve at least met face to face. [23] do you have any pets: My adorable ball-of-fluff cat known as Rainy Mazama. [24] do you want to change your name: lol Already did. It was a pain in the ass and I wouldn’t want to do it again. And I still occasionally get mail and things with my birth name. smh [25] what did you do for your last birthday: Went to lunch with my fiance, my mom, my grandma, and my older sister and then proceeded to be ignored by my mom and grandma for the majority of the lunch. It sucked. Red Lobster is garbage, and note just in case anyone is curious: it’s a shitty move to take someone out to lunch for their birthday and then proceed to act like that person isn’t even there. [26] what time did you wake up: 10-something? Daylight savings time, UGH. It would have been 9:00! [27] what were you doing at midnight last night: Just finished watching the first episode of the new season of Samurai Jack, and spent some time on tumblr before crashing. [28] name something you cannot wait for: Season 3 of Young Justice! (I am desperately hoping they bring Eddie in.) [29] when was the last time you saw your mother: x-mas, and she was just as garbage as ever. [30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: That my fiance and I weren’t so damned poor and that we had a house of our own built to our specifications. (I miss having easy access to my miniature library.) [31] what are you listening to right now: At the moment just random house noises and the sound of either the washer or the dryer going. [32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: My brother-in-law (my older sister’s husband). He’s one of the best brothers-in-law ever btw. [33] something that is getting on your nerves: People bigoted and/or abusive jackasses. [34] most visited website: Tumblr and Ao3 both. [35] elementary: Was one of the poorest in the district when I went. [36] high school: Was shit when I went there (though some teachers were really good), was also one of the poorest in the district, but now has improved so much that the New York Times apparently raved about it recently. [37] college: Working on my master’s.  [38] hair color: Darkest-brown, almost black, with random silver hairs scattered throughout. (I’ve been getting white/silver hairs since I was 8, and I’ve got this pale patch of hair near my left temple that is going to look really freaking cool whenever it finally goes white or silver.) [39] long or short hair: LONG. (Down past my butt tbh.) [40] do you have a crush on someone: Nope. [41] what do you like about yourself: I like that even with all the crud I’ve been through that I still do my best to do the right thing. I also like the fact that I continuously work to get past any biases I might have. [42] piercings: NOOOOPE. [43]blood type: I don’t even know. I just know that it’s not my mom’s blood-type. [44] nickname: Just my first name, Fira. Though there is my Salish name, in which case it’d be t̓ixʷlm nc̓icn. [45] relationship status: Engaged. [46] zodiac sign: Pisces-Aries cuspal, and for Chinese-- fire tiger. [47] pronouns: jhe/jhur or they/them, either way. [48] fav tv show: I have too many tbh. [49] tattoos: Not opposed to the idea, just haven’t thought of a design that I’d want to live with for the rest of my life. [50] right or left hand: Lefty!

FIRST… [51] surgery: I don’t know. I think there was something to do with my ears when I was a baby? But that might have just been something only my older sister had to deal with. Idk. [52] piercing: Never. [53] best friend: My fiance. [54] sport: Does roughhousing with your older sibling and beating each other senseless with padded fake swords count? [55] vacation: A camping trip when I was about 7 or 8. The instance I’m thinking of I’m pretty sure I’m mixing it together in my head with another time. Maybe one of those times I was 7 and the other time I was 8. Idk. XP [56] pair of trainers: I don’t think I ever had a pair of those shoes.

RIGHT NOW… [57] eating: Nothing (I need to go get something to eat. lol) [58] drinking: Nothing (Same) [59] i’m about to: Eventually get my butt completely out of bed. [60] listening to: An obnoxious room-mate babbling in the hall (and I really wish she’d just shut up). [61] waiting for: My obnoxious room-mate who my fiance and I have dubbed ‘Alfredo-gate’ to shut up. [62] want: To not have to think about homework or the fact of how this quarter has gone down the tubes, for Alfredo-gate to shut her freaking trap, and to have a month or two to just focus on nerdy things (it’d be nice to be able to pause time). [63] get married: To my fiance, absolutely. If it were anyone else, heeeeelllll NO. [64] career: Ideally? Teaching at the college level in gender studies. If I had some classes to focus on nerdy things that’d be cool though.

WHICH IS BETTER… [65] hugs or kisses: Hugs. Kisses are weird to me. [66] lips or eyes: Eyes. Always eyes. [67] shorter or taller: Doesn’t matter. [68] older or younger: Doesn’t matter just so long as the age gap isn’t too huge. [70] nice arms or nice stomach: I don’t care. I prefer the person. [71] sensitive or loud: Sensitive. Loud can have its uses, but there is a point past which it gets to be too much. [72] hook up or relationship: Eeeeeehhhhhh... Let me put it this way--if my fiance hadn’t been as persistent as she has been (not that I mind now), then I wouldn’t be in a relationship. There’s no way in hell I would get into any sort of relationship if the other person wasn’t @radioactive-earthshine. [73] troublemaker or hesitant: A little bit of both. I have my devious streak, but I usually think through the possible consequences before doing something, just to be certain that I think it’s worth it.

HAVE YOU EVER… [74] kissed a stranger? Nope. [75] drank hard liquor? Nooooope. [76] lost glasses/contact lenses? Thankfully no. [77] turned someone down: Yeah. [78] sex on first date? Pfffft. Never even had sex. [79] broken someone’s heart? I think so, but I’m not sure. [80] had your own heart broken? Nope, unless you count some of the crap I realized when I was in my own personal hell (things like my room not actually being mine and just being the place I was ‘allowed’ to occupy, etc). [81] been arrested? Thankfully no. [82] cried when someone died? I tend to go numb first. Tears do eventually kick in, but it’s not my immediate reaction. [83] fallen for a friend? I’m engaged to my fiance... who is my best friend... who I’ve known since high school... and who I love so much that despite being flamingly ACE and ARO (yes in all caps on both of those, I would be amazed if there was anyone more painfully ace and aro than I am), I am going to marry. If that’s not ‘falling for a friend’ then I’m awfully damned close.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN… [84] yourself? Most of the time. [85] miracles? Idk [86] love at first sight? Eeeeehhhhhh.... Debatable. [87] Santa Claus? The actual historical figure, yeah. [88] kiss on the first date? For me, no. For others, depends on the people involved. [89] angels?  Nnnnnnnyyyyyyeeeehhhhnnnnn.... Iiiiiiii dunno. This is one of those things for me of ‘I don’t know if it exists or not but if I saw it then I wouldn’t deny its existence.’

OTHER… [90] current best friend’s name: Angela. [91] eye color: Hazel green. [92] favorite movie: It depends on my mood, but for the moment I’m going to say the ‘80s movie Enemy Mine.

I tag: @radioactive-earthshine, @weirdnonsensefandomstuff, @dizsasqua, @mr-mustache-penis, @coredesignixandnekonee, @puddingmcmuffin, @kitsuberry, @crashtacular, @sounddrive, @hookahpop, @linzerj, @embracesadness, @lifeofblink, @shadowboxmind, and anybody else who cares to do this, just say I tagged you.